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“What do you think of sticky honey roast? It's one of Sara's specialties,” Amber says, sipping her orange and lemon juice.
She's helping me decide what I'm going to make for my dad's birthday dinner. Well, I'm not going to do it myself since I'm a disaster in the kitchen, but what can I take and pretend I've managed - for once in my life - to cook. Daddy may well see my trick, but he'll still smile gratefully and say what a good daughter I am. It's an unspoken tradition that during Dad's birthday the family gets together and everyone brings a dish of their choice. It's the only date of the year when everyone gets together and no one misses.
“Thank you Amber, I think I'll take this one.” I answer adjusting my rose-shaped clip in my hair that insists on going into my eye. “Oh, and you want to go with me? I love my dad but it's pretty boring just having relatives all night,” I beg, doing my best abandoned puppy look.
Amber rolls her eyes and smiles looking like a sunshine.
“Sure! Just tell me where and…” Amber keeps talking, but I can't hear. I try to pay attention to her words and all I hear is my heart pounding.
All because of him.
Kaeya enters the tavern and my entire body responds just to her appearance. He smiles and winks when he realizes my gaze is on him, which only makes me clench my hands trying to control the sweat that starts to break out on them. His outfit is as impeccable and his blouse is open to show a chunk of his muscular chest. I look away feeling my cheeks flush remembering the feeling of touching his body, of his big hands exploring every bit of my skin, while his lips left bruises and marked me...
“Really, [name]?” Amber's irritated voice snaps me out of my reverie. I instantly stare at her as if I've been caught doing something wrong. “So many people for you to be interested in and it had to be just this guy?”
I shake my head and clear my throat, doing my best innocent look.
“I don't know what you're talking about,” I retort, taking a sip of dandelion wine in hopes she'll change the subject.
But of course that doesn't happen.
There are few things that can bring out Amber's worst side and one of those is Kaeya. It's no secret that she loathes him and makes it clear. I still don't know where this contempt for him came from, but I prefer not to ask and let her tell me whenever she wants. Maybe this is a mystery we will never know.
“You may have a crush on him, but I sincerely hope you don't fall under this bastard's spell for your own good.”
I end up choking on the wine and slapping my hand on my leg, pretending to scare myself with an invisible insect trying not to give away that I've not only fallen into the spell of the “bastard” but more than once. I set my glass on the counter, running a hand over my red skin avoiding looking at Amber, hoping she doesn't notice my cheap trick.
“Hey! It's everything okay?” she asks, watching me coughing after choking.
I notice that Kaeya is looking at me with a mocking smile.
“Yeah I'm fine” I clear my throat. “I think there was a bug on my thigh” I grumble. damn! I hit harder than I should have and now it hurts.
“What happened [name]?” I hear Diluc's voice and move my gaze to his body behind the counter. His red hair is tied back as usual and I can see a little dark circles under his eyes. “Your face looks weird.”
I shake my head in negative.
“It's nothing Senpai, only an insect bothered me. Where were you? It's been a while since Amber and I arrived, but we've only seen you now.”
He shrugs taking my glass of wine without me having a chance to protest. It's only my second glass, but he doesn't look like he's going to give in even if I say so. Even though he owns Dawn Winery, he hates alcohol. We've been friends long enough that he takes the alcohol off my hands when he thinks it's time. But of course it ends up happening sometimes that he takes the alcohol from me, without me even taking advantage of it. It's not like he forces me not to drink, but he also doesn't approve when there's some celebration where I drink more than my limit and end up with a hangover.
“I was working over some paperwork on the suppliers.”
“You should rest” this time it's Amber who speaks and even points to the dark circles on Diluc's face.
“Amber is right,” I agree. “You'll soon be looking 40 before you even hit 30.”
Diluc rolls his eyes.
“I'm fine, I don't need the worry of two brats.”
I bring my hand to my chest pretending to be offended while Amber sticks out her tongue.
“Then don't say we didn't warn you,” Amber snaps and her head moves to the person tapping her shoulder. It's Master Cyrus. He whispers something in her ear that makes Amber get up from the bench in a hurry.
“Something happened?” I ask worried by his reaction.
“It's no big deal, but I need to sort out something about the guild.” She smiles and kisses my cheek before leaving. "Bye [name], see you tomorrow."
“Later”
I turn my face away to continue talking to Diluc, but a familiar voice catches my attention.
“Miss [name], good to see you,” Huffman greets me, pausing a few inches in front of me and smiling. He still wears his uniform and looks a little tired.
“Hi Sir.Huffman,” I say with a smile. “Needing something?”
He shakes his head.
“No, it's actually been quiet lately. Thanks to your help, we didn't have any more problems with slimes.”
I smile proudly and move my hand to my forehead with a salute.
“At your service, Sir.”
He smiles and I feel his hand touching my shoulder. I can see in my peripheral vision that Kaeya is watching me and he doesn't look happy at all about this contact. I look away and try to move Huffman's hand gently away from my shoulder, but my hair ends up coming out of my clip and he runs his hand through my hair, pinning it back in place. I smile awkwardly, feeling discomfort and the feeling that something is not going to end well.
My back tingles when I feel someone behind me and I know very well who it is.
“Good night.” Kaeya's voice is deep as he glares at Huffman who instantly takes his hand away from me. I notice his lip curl slightly in satisfaction. "[name], I need you to do me a favor, can you come with me?"
There is no question in his voice.
It's an order.
I nod.
“Of course, Captain.” I get up from the bench. "See you later Senpai." I smile at Diluc who looks at me as if trying to understand what's going on, but doesn't comment anything, just waves goodbye. “Sir Huffman.”
Before he has a chance to say anything, I feel Kaeya's hand on the small of my back, guiding me toward the exit. The cold wind makes me shiver as soon as we leave the tavern.
“What do you need my help with?” I ask, confused, feeling his hand circle my waist in a possessive way as we go up the stairs towards the square.
He never touches me like that when we're in public. Our deal was so that no one would know about us, because we don't have anything serious. It's just a casual fuck. He knocks on my door when he needs to and I knock on his when I need to.
Only that.
So why does he seem angry if I haven't done anything wrong?
“Kaeya?” I call again when he doesn't answer. I huff angrily and roll my eyes as he remains silent.
If he keeps ignoring me then I'd better leave him alone and talk when he's not acting like a spoiled brat. I try to pull away from his body, but his hand just holds me tighter against his side.
"Can you let me go? If you don't want to talk to me then…” My words are interrupted by his mouth covering mine and his sweet-tasting tongue invading my mouth. If it was any other time I would reciprocate in the same way, but he's only doing this to make me keep quiet. I push his chest hard. “What the hell Kaeya?” I whisper loudly as our lips part. "What if someone saw us?" I look around but the staircase is empty. Luckily it's late and most people are already in their homes or drinking in the tavern or on the Cat's Tail.
“I don't care.” His voice makes my legs go weak and I swallow hard. He notices and smiles evilly, his face approaching mine. His breath tickles when I feel his breath in my ear. “Now be a good girl and follow me.”
I can not speak. The words seem to disappear every time he calls me that. I offer no resistance and simply nod with my head down, unable to speak. Kaeya cups my chin, making me stare at him star-shaped blue orb.
“That's my girl,” he compliments me and lightly kisses my chin. I feel like a thousand butterflies are fluttering in my stomach and my heart is pounding hard in my chest.
He walks back holding the side of my waist and I don't protest or say anything. I just enjoy the touch of his hand and rest my head on his arm. A yawn escapes my lips and my legs ache a little from the exertion of climbing so many steps after working all day on the expedition with Amber. It doesn't take long until we're in front of the door to the knights of favonius headquarters.
“Good night.” The two knights on guard at the door greet us. They look at us curiously, but don't say anything.
I'm so tired of going up all these stairs that I just nod at length without saying anything. My throat is dry and my legs hurt.
“Good night knights, don't mind with [name], she's had a few drinks today,” Kaeya says, as if that's an explanation for my not talking and his hand touching me in an informal way.
The youngest of the knights approaches me in concern.
"Are you all right, Miss [name]?" he asks and I nod, but I can't answer because at the same time, Kaeya starts walking, guiding my body along with his.
"Don't worry Milles, I'll take good care of her."
I swallow hard knowing that phrase had a double meaning. It makes me anxious and scared at the same time. Kaeya until recently looked angry and I know all too well how hard he is on me when he's in that state. I whimper up the stairs to the second floor. Why here have to be so full of stairs? A few more steps until Kaeya opened the door to his office and ushered me in, finally breaking free of his grip. I waste no time and walk over to his desk, sitting on it to rest my legs. I breathe a sigh of relief to get at least some rest.
"Why am I here Kaeya?" I ask, feeling my throat scratch from lack of water.
I hear the door click shut and Kaeya leans against it, facing me.
“I need to talk to you,” he replies and his eyes don't leave me for a single moment. I nod for him to continue. “You let that man touch you… what were you thinking?”
So that was why he looked so mad.
I'm about to say it wasn't my fault, that Huffman was the one who approached me and I didn't want to, but I don't say that. Even because he has no right to be jealous since I always see him flirting with other women and he always made it clear that we would never be exclusive — or that we could have anything other than sex. I knew from the start that I couldn't get anything from him, that he would never reciprocate my feelings if I fell in love.
"Really, Kaeya? Look, I'm tired and I'm not in the mood to discuss such nonsense so…”
A sound of indignation leaves his lips.
"Are you making fun of me?" His feet start to move and he comes towards me. My chest rises and falls just like every time he's too close. “You should be more careful, [name].” The way he says my name makes my stomach churn. His hand grips my exposed thigh, making me gasp. "Think about it, who do you belong to?" I don't answer his question, I just look away, refusing to give the answer he wants to hear. He knows. He knows very well that I belong to him even though I never said so. Is obvious. Even though we're not exclusive, Kaeya is the only person I go to when I need to relax and the only one who can turn me on with just a touch or word. That's not fair. Not at all fair to the fact that he still flirts with other women, while I can't seem to do the same or even relieve myself. His fingers firmly grip my chin, guiding my gaze to his serious face. “My thoughts are all about you, all the time you're on my mind.”
I blink, stunned by his last sentence and shake my head in negative.
“You're lying,” I whisper, feeling his hand tighten even more on my thigh. For sure your fingers will be scarred, just like every other time.
“If you can't understand, then I'll show you straight to your body.” His lips kiss my neck hard enough to leave a mark. “Please don't resist.”
“As if I could,” I end up saying instead of just saying it in my head. I feel his smile against my skin before he pulls away and releases my thighs from his grip.
“Stand up,” he orders, but I don't get up yet feeling my legs are still tired.
"Kaeya, my legs..."
“I'm not asking [name].”
I swallow hard knowing I have no escape. I get down from the table doing what he ordered. My legs shake a little, but I manage to stand. His body moves closer to mine, our faces inches apart. For a moment I think he's going to kiss me, but I'm turned around sharply and his hand pushes my face and chest against the cold table. The skirt of my dress is lifted and his gloved fingers caressing my exposed ass hard. I bite my lip to keep from screaming at the feel of his hand slamming against my ass, the sting spreading across my skin and the metallic taste of blood on my tongue.
“One for letting another man touch you,” slap. “One for being insolent,” slap. "And this one for not obeying me at first." Another slap echoes and I can't hold back the moan that escapes me. I try to close my shaky legs, but he puts his knee against my intimacy. I grip the edge of the table tightly, feeling the friction of his pants against my damp panties.
“Kaeya please…” I plead, feeling the uncontrollable heat every time his knee brushes against my panties.
I need more.
I need his fingers.
I need him inside me.
He stops moving his knee and I feel his hard cock against my aching ass as he leans down to bite my earlobe.
“Impatient princess? This is the beginning of your punishment.” His hand grips my neck, lifting my face close to his chest. “If you're a good girl I might think about rewarding you.” I feel his knee being replaced by his fingers, which move my panties to the side, brushing lightly against my wet hole. I move my hips for any stronger contact with his fingers, but his grip on my neck tightens in a clear warning to be quiet. They enter me and I tip my head back, feeling them move in and out. I groan in frustration as I feel his fingers leave where I need them to touch me. I don't have time to beg as two of his fingers enter my mouth. “Suck it.” I don't hesitate as I move my tongue and suck on his fingers. A grunt of satisfaction rises in his throat. “Good girl,” he whispers against my ear, taking his fingers out of my mouth.
The tightness around my neck disappears and I'm turned to face Kaeya's body. I lift my head feeling my neck hurt a little. A wicked smile graces his lips as he sees the drool running down the side of my lip and down my chin. I make a move to clean it up, but he holds my hand tightly above my head.
“The other.” I lift my arm and he holds my wrists above my head with one hand. “Stay like this.” He lets go of my wrists and starts playing with the hem of my dress, taking the opportunity to squeeze the inside of my thighs. Kaeya never tries to hide that my thighs are his favorite part and sometimes even asks me to wear one of my garter tights. I close my eyes feeling the dress pass over my head and then it's lying on the office floor. “Beautiful,” he compliments me, seeing my body in just my bra and panties, but his fingers don't take long to rip off the remaining pieces of clothing leaving me completely naked.
I squeeze my legs tightly trying to relieve the pressure at least a little. Without thinking about anything else, I just tug Kaeya by the collar of his shirt, looking like a lost puppy in his eye with shaking hands.
“Please, Kaeya…” I whisper, barely able to speak. My throat is dry and all this isn't helping one bit.
“What? Use words princess,” he teases, cupping my breasts with his big hand, his fingers pinching my hard nipples.
“I need you. I need you to fuck me, captain.”
His eye darkens and I can see lust taking over his gaze when I call him by that title. I hold back a smug smile as I feel his hand brush the crook of my knees, sitting me down on the table. But any hope of him touching me is gone as he pulls out his chair and sits a few inches away from me. I open my mouth to protest, but his words are faster.
“Touch yourself,” he says, simply looking at me, waiting for me to obey. Bastard. He knows damn well I can't get there alone since we started hang out. Every time I tried it always ended up with me frustrated and knocking on his door practically begging him to help me. “The faster you obey me, the faster you'll get what you want."
I glare at him, but I start moving my hands, grazing my breasts and squeezing them. If he wants a show then this is what I'm going to give him. As I play with my right breast, I spread my legs, giving him full view of my soaked pussy. My left hand moves down my belly, stopping over my clit. I rub in circular motions feeling the waves of pleasure wash over my body. Little tremors spread through my legs and I feel the wetness building even more. Kaeya watches me without looking away and I see his hand caressing his cock through his pants.
I thrust two fingers inside myself, letting out a low moan, holding my voice. I know he hates when I do that. My fingers go in and out at the same speed he strokes his cock, slow and torturous. It feels good, but it's still not enough. I can't reach deep enough as his fingers can. Frustration starts to make my eyes water and as much as I try to reach my climax, but I can't. I give up trying to cum and just rest my hands on my thigh, feeling the wetness wet my skin.
“Kaeya…please,” I beg in a sly voice, feeling my tears wet my cheek. “I can't do it alone.”
A few seconds that feel like an eternity pass before he gets up from his chair and stands in front of me.
“So needy,” he says, wiping my tears away with his thumb. “Save your tears for when I'm inside you princess.”
I don't have time to think because his lips stick to mine and his tongue invades my mouth. I sigh against his mouth, moving my hand to the back of his neck, trying to deepen our kiss even further. The clatter of the belt falling to the floor makes my insides tighten and anxiety makes my heart pound against my chest. His hand slides up my thigh, moving up between my legs where he finally touches my sore spot, giving me the attention I've craved. A husky moan escapes against Kaeya's lips as I feel two of his fingers entering me. He pulls his lips away and moves down my neck, biting my shoulder. I hold his shirt tightly and close my eyes feeling him hit that right spot inside me. I try to move my hips desperately, but he grips my waist tightly, keeping me in place.
“Kaeya… I'm close, im-…” I moan, feeling my legs start to shake. My moans come out more uncontrollably as I feel my climax approaching. I'm almost there. I feel like it's not long before this hellish knot leaves my stomach, but Kaeya pulls his fingers away before I have the chance "You bastard, I hate you." My voice is a mix of frustration and anger, feeling the tears come back. rolling down my cheek. “I hate you,” I whisper weakly, resting my forehead on his shoulder.
His hand pulls my hair back, hard.
“I told you it was just the beginning of your punishment princess.” His muscles flex as he takes off his shirt, along with his gloves and then his pants along with his underwear. “This is what you want?” He asks, putting his hand on my back, as he pulls my body close, his chest pressed against mine, I can feel his heart beating along with mine. My body sits right on the edge of the table. I can feel his hard cock rubbing against my entrance and moving up, circling my clit. I nodded obediently. “Beg.”
The head of his cock enters very lightly and I grip his shoulder hard, trying to hold on to the last bit of sanity I have left.
“Please Kaeya… I beg you,” I plead with the few words I can manage.
He seems satisfied with my answer and pushes some more.
“Do you want me to hold you against this table or against the wall? Which do you prefer?”
My mind is blank and I honestly can't think of anything anymore, so I just answer with the last word I heard right. “Wall.”
Kaeya instantly pushes into me. I shudder to feel his cock touching deep inside me and filling me completely. Pain and pleasure mix as I try to get used to his big size.
“Wrong answer,” he scoffs, starting to move with slow but strong thrusts. I bring my hand to my mouth, stifling my moans. Kaeya stops moving and I whimper, moving my hips for any contact.
“Don't hold your voice [name] or I'll get rougher if I don't hear your moans.” Kaeya lunges hard once more, trying to get my moan back. I shake my head in the negative. His hand takes mine and pulls it away from my mouth forcefully, and joins it with both my wrists. “Or maybe that's what you want?”
His thrusts increase the pace being brutal and strong. I can't hold back the moans that get louder and louder. The pressure in my stomach builds each time his cock touches my sweet spot with his circular motions on my clit.
“Kaeya…” I moan against his shoulder, trying to free my hands from his grip, but he just squeezes harder. The knot in my stomach tightens more and more and I feel closer and closer. “I'll c-cum…
“Come on my cock princess,” he orders, stimulating me until I'm shivering and moaning against his body. His hand grips my waist keeping me in place as he continues thrusting and circling my sensitive spot.
“Kaeya… too m-much.” I feel tears of pleasure form in my eyes from overstimulation. I can already feel a second orgasm building. My head is dizzy and I can't think of anything but coming again. “Please… don't…” My words come out slurred and I don't even know what I'm trying to say.
“I'm going to fuck you until you're begging me to stop.” His voice is rough and without a hint of gentleness.
He will destroy me.
His hand releases my wrists only to slam into my chest and make me groan in pain as I tighten around his cock. Kaeya has no mercy and knocks again, smiling sadistically. I know he's close too as his thrusts get more and more sloppy. I can no longer feel my legs, all I feel are the violent spasms feeling my orgasm come stronger than the first time, screaming your name. kaeya comes almost at the same time and I feel his cum filling me and his cock pulsing inside me. My chest rises and falls uncontrollably as I try to catch my breath. I watch a few droplets of sweat trickle down Kaeya's forehead, making his brown skin glow in the light streaming through her office window.
He is so beautiful…
"I'm tired, Kaeya…" I mumble feeling his member leave me only to be replaced by 3 of his fingers. “Please… don't…” but it's too late and his fingers are already twitching inside me.
"That's what you wanted, wasn't it?" he asks, hitting my spot, making me close my eyes tightly. I bring my hands up to his back and dig my nails into his skin, holding on to anything to save my life. "So now hold on until you can't walk."
All I hear are the wet sounds of his fingers moving in and out, along with my moans that scratch my throat. This time the feeling in my stomach is different, the pressure is different. It's stronger and my stomach hurts a little as it goes up and down too fast.
But it's fucking good.
Shortness of breath hits me as the spiral in my stomach unravels and my third orgasm of the night explodes. My eyes widen seeing my squirt that I wasn't even able to do. Kaeya holds me as my body twitches in spasms.
“Shh It's okay, I got you,” he whispers, stroking my back, slowly calming me down. For a few minutes we were silent with Kaeya stroking my back and me making imaginary circles on his skin. “Can you get up?” he asks and I shake my head. Your laugh makes my heart skip a beat. “And sitting? Can you keep up?” I nod and he lets go of me, looking to make sure I can hold myself in place.
I whimper, missing his heat and the cold that hits my body. I watch Kaeya dress without saying anything. As soon as he finishes his hand takes my dress and comes to me. “Can you lift your arm?” I smile, seeing him treat me like a child. I nod and raise my arms. He is agile in getting the dress over my body.
"And my lingerie? There's also the mess…” His arms catch me like a bride, preventing me from talking.
“Don't worry princess, no one will enter here. I'll fix it tomorrow,” he snaps and walks to the door unlocking it and exiting the office.
I lean my head against his chest, feeling my eyes starting to feel heavy with tiredness. I close my eyes and as if by magic I feel my back against something soft. I open my eyes ever so slightly and recognize Kaeya's room. I'm so tired that I don't even have the strength to retort and ask to go to my room. I've never slept here before. I always made a point of waiting for him to sleep before leaving.
But this time it's different.
I feel his chest pressed against my back and his hands wrap around my waist, caressing my skin affectionately.
“Stay for the night,” he whispers, pressing a kiss on my shoulder.
I want to give a smart answer, say that even if I wanted to, I couldn't go.
But I just keep my mouth shut and lean even closer against his body, wanting to stay like this forever.
I will regret this decision when I wake up. I'm sure of that, but for now I'll just focus on the feel of his hands and the heat of his body holding me in the false hope that one day this will happen every day.