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Seungcheol stood rooted to the spot just a few steps inside the hallway, his hands clasped behind his back as the black royal vehicle slowed to a stop in front of the Jeon estateās entrance. The tires crunched gently against the gravel, and the morning light glinted off the sleek windows. The servants moved swiftly into position, bowing in sync as the door was opened, and out stepped Joshua with his usual composed grace, followed closely by Jeonghan.
The moment Seungcheol laid eyes on them, the world seemed to stop for a second.
It had been a monthāonly a monthāsince he saw them both. Since the world shifted beneath his feet. Since his name, his face, and his very existence had been swallowed up by death⦠again. Ā And now here they were, the two people who had stood beside him day after day within the palace walls, unaware that he still breathed, hidden behind borrowed magic and a face that no longer belonged to him.
Joshua still carried his signature warmth in his expression, the same subtle smile that used to ease tensions in even the most rigid courtrooms. Jeonghan, however, was different.
He wasnāt the regal Crown Prince that Seungcheol had been used to following around with a pen and clipboard. He wasnāt the poised, sharp-eyed figure who gave orders and led the council with composed authority. Today, Jeonghan looked tired. His shoulders were sloped, his face pale, and the spark in his eyes dimmed. There was a fragility in his presence that Seungcheol had never witnessed before, and it pulled something deep in his chest, an ache he couldnāt name.
In that moment, all Seungcheol wanted was to reach out, to take Jeonghanās cold hands in his, to pull him close and whisper reassurances against his temple. He wanted to tell him that he was here, alive, and that everything would eventually be alright.
But he couldnāt do any of that. Not in Wonwooās face. Not while Jeonghan still believed Seungcheol had diedātwice. His sudden reappearance without warning would be a shock the Crown Prince didnāt deserve, not while still nursing the grief of what he thought was a second loss.
So, Seungcheol did the only thing he could.
He kept his head low and followed Mingyu and Jihoonās lead, bowing respectfully as Advisor Jeon greeted the guests at the gate. The estateās senior guard escorted the royals through the main hall and into the formal study, the same space used for welcoming royal guests. As tradition dictated, the Jeon sons waited a short while before entering as well, allowing the formalities to settle before they joined the meeting.
Once the signal came, they entered calmly. Seungcheol stayed close to Mingyu, heart hammering in his chest, carefully adjusting the glasses that perched on the bridge of his nose. The servants moved around the room quickly but quietly, serving warm tea and small refreshments as everyone settled into their seats.
Joshua was the first to speak. āI want to thank you for allowing us this visit, especially with such short notice,ā he said gently, his voice as soft as silk, āand for your patience. We meant to come sooner, butā¦ā
āThere is no need to apologize, Your Highness,ā Advisor Jeon interrupted kindly. āYou are welcome in this house any day, any hour. We understand the time youāve taken to grieve. And we share that grief.ā
The room fell quiet for a moment. It wasnāt a heavy silence, but it pulsed with unspoken thoughts.
Then, conversation continued gently for a few minutes, mostly polite formalitiesāupdates from the palace, condolences, and exchanges of goodwill. But it wasnāt long before Jeonghan quietly interrupted, his voice barely above a whisper as he looked toward Advisor Jeon.
āIf itās not too much to ask⦠Iād like to see his room.ā
For a moment, the room was still. Advisor Jeon blinked slowly, then gave a gentle nod of acknowledgment. āOf course, Your Highness,ā he said, his voice equally soft. āPlease allow one of my sons to accompany you.ā
Jeonghan gave a polite shake of his head, lips curling faintly into a hesitant smile. āI know the way. You donāt have to trouble anyone.ā
But Advisor Jeon only smiled knowingly and turned his head toward Seungcheolāstill cloaked in the borrowed face of Wonwoo. His gaze lingered for a second, something quiet and reassuring passing between father and son. Then he turned back to Jeonghan and said firmly, āEven so, it would be discourteous of us to allow a guest to wander the halls alone. Wonwoo will show you the way.ā
Caught in the moment, Seungcheol slowly stood, legs stiff but movements controlled. He gave a small bow in compliance, then moved around the table and took his place beside Jeonghan. Without another word, they both made their way toward the corridor.
They walked in silence, the sound of their steps muffled against the thick carpeted floors. The atmosphere felt strangely nostalgicāso familiar yet jarringly different. Seungcheol kept a respectful step behind Jeonghan, just like he always used to when they were in the palace. He remembered those mornings clearly, when Jeonghan would walk briskly through the corridors, listing out their daily appointments and court obligations while Seungcheol tried to keep up, arms full of scrolls and parchment, ears attentive to every detail.
But this wasnāt the palace. And Seungcheol wasnāt that person anymore. His hand briefly curled into a fist at his side, nails digging gently into the fabric of his sleeve as they approached the familiar wooden door of his former room.
Jeonghan stopped in front of it and rested his palm lightly against the frame, his expression unreadable as he stood there. Seeing that subtle hesitation, Seungcheol quietly stepped forward, brushing his fingertips across the ornate handle before slowly opening the door for him. He offered a respectful bow as Jeonghan passed through the threshold.
He was about to step back, intending to leave and give Jeonghan the privacy he clearly desired, when Jeonghan turned his head slightly and spoke.
āStay. You donāt have to leave.ā
The words were gentle, almost hesitant, as though Jeonghan wasn't even sure why he asked.
Seungcheol froze mid-step, startled for a heartbeat. But after collecting himself, he nodded once and took a quiet step inside. He didnāt move too far, instead choosing to remain near the door, close enough to be present, but far enough to not intrude.
Jeonghan stood in the center of the room for a moment, glancing slowly around. It had been left untouchedājust as it was the last time Seungcheol had used it. The bedding was neatly folded, the windows slightly cracked open to allow light and air to drift in, and a faint scent of incense lingered from the last ceremonial rites performed here. Everything felt too clean, too still, as if time itself had been paused in this space.
He moved forward and took a seat on the edge of the bed, fingertips brushing lightly over the blanket, not in a search for dust or comfort, but as if hoping to sense the presence of the one he had lost.
For a while, he said nothing. And Seungcheol didnāt speak either. The silence wasnāt uncomfortableāit was thick, heavy, mournful.
Eventually, Jeonghan let out a long breath and spoke in a voice that was barely above a whisper. āDid you⦠did you get to see him? One last time?ā
His question was addressed to Seungcheolāor rather, to the āWonwooā he thought stood behind him.
Seungcheol swallowed hard and gave a small nod. His voice failed him in that moment, knowing any attempt to speak might tremble under the weight of all the things he wished he could say but couldnāt.
Jeonghan nodded faintly in return, eyes still fixed ahead. āI wanted to see him one last time,ā he whispered. āBut I know thatās not possible anymore.ā
There was a silence. Long and heavy.
āI promised Iād bring him back safely,ā Jeonghan added, his voice cracking just slightly. āAnd yet⦠I couldnāt. I failed him. Again.ā
Seungcheolās fingers curled tightly by his side. He wanted to speak, to offer comfort, to tell Jeonghan that none of it had been his faultāthat everything heād done had only been out of love and fear. But his role today did not grant him that freedom.
Then, for a brief moment, Jeonghan turned his head toward him, his lips parting like he wanted to ask something else. But after holding the thought in the space between them, Jeonghan swallowed it down and faced forward again, letting the question die in silence.
Realizing that this was his cue to leave, Seungcheol bowed his head slowly, just as he imagined Wonwoo would have. āPlease take your time, Your Highness.ā he said softly, then turned toward the door.
He paused for a second before stepping out, casting one final glance back at Jeonghan. The image of him sitting thereāso composed yet fragile, surrounded by silence and memoriesācarved itself into Seungcheolās mind like a wound. He didnāt want to leave. He wanted to walk back in, fall to his knees, and confess everything.
But he couldnāt. Not yet.
So, with a heavy heart, he stepped out and gently closed the door behind him, sealing Jeonghan inside with his griefāand himself outside, with all the truth he wasnāt ready to share.
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Although Seungcheol had excused himself and stepped away from Jeonghanās room, he didnāt leave immediately. Instead, he remained just outside the door, standing still like a statue in the corridor bathed in quiet golden light. His heart beat in a strange rhythm beneath his ribs, heavy with a tangle of emotions he couldnāt quite name.
It was strange to stand here again after all this time, in the same hallways he once walked as a different man, a different version of himselfāone that didnāt yet know the weight of a buried past. Now, everything he had left behind had started to catch up with him, and he wasnāt sure if he could outrun it anymore.
Seeing Jeonghan again had shaken something loose inside him. Even with the protective mask of Wonwooās borrowed face and mannerisms, his heart hadn't been able to hide. Jeonghanās presence had always affected him deeplyāback then, as an assistant with quiet, growing admiration, and now, with the slow and painful realization that the affection he once felt had never truly faded. In fact, it had only grown stronger.
The sadness in Jeonghanās eyes was something Seungcheol could still feel in his chest. The way Jeonghan looked at the empty bed, the quiet tremble in his voice as he spoke of promises left unfulfilled, it all painted a portrait of grief that hadnāt healed. Seungcheol had always wondered who Jeonghan had loved so deeplyāback in the palace, when he'd caught glimpses of the Crown Prince looking longingly at an old diary or gazing out the window in silence. He used to be curious. Who had left such a deep mark on the Crown Princeās heart?
It was ironic now, painfully so, to learn that the person Jeonghan had loved all along⦠was him.
Just as Seungcheol turned to walk away, a soft sound stopped him. It was faint, barely audible, but unmistakableāa muffled sniffle, the kind that broke past someoneās efforts to stay composed. Seungcheol frowned, his hand hovering mid-air as he instinctively turned back toward the door.
He hesitated, unsure if he was invading something too private, too raw, but his feet moved on their own. He took a slow step forward, then another, until he was standing just in front of the door again. He raised his hand to knock, maybe to ask if everything was alright, when Mingyu appeared at the far end of the hallway.
Mingyuās voice was low, casual. āIs everything okay?ā
Seungcheol lowered his hand but didnāt move away from the door. āNothing. Just thought I heard something.ā
Mingyu didnāt press further. He simply nodded, then said, āJoshuaās looking for you.. well, heās looking for Wonwoo, actually. He said he wanted to talk. I told him Iād pass it along.ā
āIāll be there in a minute,ā Seungcheol replied.
Mingyu turned and walked away, leaving Seungcheol alone again. He hesitated for a moment longer, about to step away, but then came the sound againāa soft sob, so quiet it could have been imagined. Yet it tugged at him with such force that he turned back to the door, hand hovering just above the knob. He pressed his palm gently against the cool wood, trying to hear more clearly, but what greeted him wasnāt sound. It was lightāsoft and shimmering.
Before he could register what was happening, the surface beneath his hand turned translucent. It shimmered faintly like a curtain of magic being lifted, and suddenly, the wooden frame became glass-like. Seungcheolās breath caught in his throat. He didnāt dare move or speak, fearing that even the slightest motion might break the spell.
Through the transparent veil, he saw Jeonghan curled forward on the bed, his head buried into the crook of his arm. His entire body trembled with every shaky breath, silent sobs wracking his frame in a way Seungcheol had never witnessed before. The image was gutting. It tore through him like a sharp wind, unraveling the threads of restraint he had carefully sewn around his heart.
Jeonghan was crying. Really crying.
He whispered Seungcheolās name like it was sacred, as though saying it too loud might cause it to disappear. His voice cracked on the syllables, each one soft and reverent. The sound of it reached Seungcheolās ears, though it shouldn't have. The walls were soundproof, and yet he heard every word as clearly as if Jeonghan were speaking directly into his ear. It made no senseāand yet, somehow, it did.
Seungcheol stood frozen, one hand still pressed to the door, the other clenched tightly at his side. He didnāt know how long he stood there, watching as Jeonghan pulled himself back together. The Crown Prince sat up slowly, taking long, steady breaths to calm himself. He wiped his eyes with a handkerchief, folding it neatly even as his hands trembled. His face still held the faint traces of tears, but he straightened his posture with practiced elegance.
Seungcheolās chest ached with the effort of keeping still. Every part of him wanted to go inside, to kneel beside Jeonghan and wrap him in a comforting embrace, to whisper the truth, that he was here, that he was alive, that he never meant to leave. But he couldnāt. Not as he was now. Not with this face that didnāt belong to him.
He was so lost in thought, so caught up in the whirlwind of emotion that he didnāt hear the shift of footsteps inside. The door in front of him solidified in an instant, reverting to its normal form, and swung open.
Caught off guard, Seungcheol stumbled forward with a soft gasp, landing awkwardly on the floor in front of Jeonghan. His breath was knocked out of him more from the shock than the fall.
Jeonghan stood in the doorway, startled at first to see āWonwooā sprawled on the floor. His brow furrowed in concern, and Seungcheol braced himself for a reprimand. expecting Jeonghan to chastise him for eavesdropping or clumsiness. But the scolding never came.
Instead, Jeonghan offered his hand without hesitation. āIām sorry. I didnāt mean to startle you,ā he said gently.
For a brief moment, Seungcheol forgot how to breathe. Slowly, he reached up and took Jeonghanās hand, letting the warmth of his palm seep into his own skin.
And in that very instant, time seemed to stop.
The world around them faded into a blur as Seungcheolās mind was consumed by a sudden rushāmemories flooding in like a crashing tide. Images exploded behind his closed eyes. Hundreds of them.
Jeonghanās smile, radiant and genuine.
The sound of his laughter echoing through the palace garden.
The scent of lavender oil as Jeonghan combed his fingers through Seungcheolās hair late at night, whispering soft lullabies.
The cool feel of Jeonghanās lips against his fevered forehead.
Jeonghan smiling beside him on the palace balcony.
The soft lull of Jeonghanās voice as he read letters late into the night. Their first walk through the royal garden.
The warmth of Jeonghanās hand on Seungcheolās waist during their engagement ceremony.
The bittersweet laughter. The vows. The final day.
It all came back, slamming into him like waves crashing over a crumbling wall. His knees wobbled beneath him, and darkness threatened the edge of his vision, but strong arms steadied him from behind. Jihoonās presence was immediate and grounding, holding him upright with gentle urgency.
āHey, heyābreathe. Just breathe. Youāre okay,ā Jihoon said firmly, his voice steady and grounding.
Jeonghan stood a few steps away, his own expression unreadable, though his worry was evident in the way his hand hovered at his side, uncertain whether to reach out again.
Seungcheol blinked rapidly, the memories still spinning behind his eyes. He swallowed the lump in his throat and managed a soft reply. āIām fine. Just⦠surprised.ā
Jeonghan nodded slowly, seeming satisfied with the answer. āAlright. Be careful,ā he said quietly, brushing a hand lightly across SeungcheolāsāWonwooāsāshoulder before turning back toward the hall. Hyungwon appeared silently from the corridor and joined Jeonghanās side as they walked away, leaving Seungcheol and Jihoon alone in the hallway.
Only once they had disappeared from view did Seungcheol allow himself to sag slightly in Jihoonās hold, his hand still tingling from the touch. The memories echoed in his mind, vivid and impossible to ignore. For the first time, they didnāt feel like distant dreams. They felt real. They felt like his.
And now⦠he had to face them.
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Jihoon walked slowly alongside Seungcheol, his pace measured and his gaze shifting back and forth between the tiled floor ahead and Seungcheolās expression. His hand hovered close to Seungcheolās back, ready to catch him in case he stumbled or wavered. Seungcheol noticed the subtle tension and stifled a small laugh under his breath. He tilted his head slightly, throwing a teasing glance toward his brother.
āJihoon-ah,ā he said, the amusement clear in his voice, āIām not made of glass. Iām fine. Youāre acting a bit... out of character, you know?ā
Jihoon immediately stepped to the side as if caught red-handed, his eyes darting around the hallway to make sure no one had heard them. His ears turned slightly red from embarrassment, but he didnāt deny it. He just cleared his throat quietly and adjusted the sleeves of his robe, muttering something inaudible.
Seungcheol shook his head with a soft smile, reassuring him again. āReally, Iām okay. Go back to whatever it is you were doing. Iāll just go meet Joshua-nim now.ā
Jihoon nodded reluctantly, giving one last glance to make sure Seungcheolās steps were steady before turning away.
The corridor opened into the main sitting room where Joshua was already waiting, seated gracefully with a cup of tea held in both hands. His posture was calm, but his eyesāthose warm, perceptive eyesālifted immediately and followed Seungcheol as he stepped into the room.
Seungcheol bowed politely before taking the seat across from him. The room was quiet, only the soft clinking of porcelain breaking the silence as both men lifted their teacups. For a few minutes, they sat in comfortable stillness, sipping the warm drink, neither rushing the moment. It was Joshua who finally broke the quiet with a gentle smile tugging at his lips.
āI hope you donāt mind me asking this, Wonwoo.ā Joshua began, his voice carrying a mix of hesitation and curiosity. āBut since youāre the eldest Jeonāother than your fatherāyou probably know about the deeper magics your family specializes in, right?ā
Seungcheolās heart skipped slightly, his grip on the teacup tightening just a fraction. He gave a careful nod, keeping his expression neutral as he gestured for Joshua to continue.
Joshua took a slow breath, clearly choosing his words with care. āMay I ask something⦠unusual?ā He gave a faint smile, almost apologetic. āMaybe even impossible.ā
āIāll try my best to answer.ā Seungcheol said quietly, unsure of where this was going.
āDo you think itās possible for someone to⦠wear a different face?ā
The words hung heavily in the air. Seungcheol froze, his breath caught mid-inhale. His thoughts began spiraling in a dozen directions at once. He stared at Joshua, but the prince didnāt look amused or accusatory. He simply looked⦠curious. Hesitant. Confused, even.
Joshua, noticing the hesitation, continued softly, āI know it sounds insane. Trust me, I wouldnāt even entertain the idea if I had been the only one to experience it. But Jeonghanāhe saw it too. We both did.ā
His voice trembled slightly at the end. āIt felt so real.ā
Seungcheol lowered his gaze, his hand tightening subtly around the delicate handle of the teacup. Panic prickled at the back of his neck, cold and creeping. Joshua had seen something. And worseāJeonghan had seen it too. But what exactly had they seen?
He remained silent, unsure what he could say without unraveling the fragile thread of disguise he was barely managing to hold together. Of all the questions Joshua could have asked, this was the one he feared most. And yet, here it was, laid bare between them. The truth was, he was wearing someone elseās face right now. Not his own. Not the face Joshua had seen. But how could they have known?
Seeing his struggle, Joshua quickly added, āItās alright if you think Iām just seeing things. Maybe grief is warping my perception. Maybe we were both just⦠seeing what we wanted to see.ā
Seungcheol shook his head slowly and placed the teacup down with measured care. āNo,ā he said quietly. āNothing in this world is without reason, Your Highness. Every vision, every coincidence, every echo of memoryāitās all tied to something. Maybe⦠maybe itās a sign. Maybe itās something heaven wanted you both to see.ā
Joshua studied him carefully, absorbing the words. āYou believe that?ā
āI donāt know what magic could do what you described,ā Seungcheol admitted, and it wasnāt entirely a lie. āBut I donāt believe anything in this world happens without purpose. Especially not something that powerful.ā
Joshua nodded slowly, as if comforted by the thought. āThen maybe it means thereās something left for us to find. Something we havenāt seen yet.ā
He stood then, brushing the front of his robe, and offered Seungcheol a respectful nod. āThank you, Wonwoo⦠for listening. I know I must sound like Iām chasing ghosts. But sometimes⦠the ghosts are the only ones who know the truth.ā
Seungcheol gave a faint smile, keeping his face neutral as Joshua gave him a final smile and made his way out of the room.
The moment the door closed, Seungcheol let out a heavy breath he hadnāt realized heād been holding. His shoulders slumped slightly, and he set the teacup down with a soft clink, his fingers trembling faintly.
He stared at his hands for a moment, wondering again. If what he and Jeonghan saw wasnāt just imagination, then whose face had they seen? Was it truly his faceāhis old face? And if so, how?
Seungcheol reached up and rubbed his temples. There were too many questions. Too many half-truths. Too many blurred memories hiding behind walls of forgotten time. He knew there was only one place that held all the answers. One place where everything began and everything was destined to return.
The palace. The heart of their pack. The center of their history. The place where it had all begun. His past, his magic, his titleāeverything was connected to that place.
Seungcheolās expression hardened slightly as he stared ahead. If he truly wanted to unravel the full truth behind his fateābehind his existence as the prophesied Lunaāthen he would have to return. To walk back into the halls that had shaped his destiny, and perhaps, to finally uncover the last pieces of himself buried in the silence of that palace.
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The quiet hum of the fireplace was the only sound that filled the room, its warm glow casting flickering shadows against the cream-colored walls. Seungcheol sat in the middle of the large living room, cross-legged on the thick carpet, feeling the weight of every single gaze on him. The table before him was filled with an untouched spread of hot tea, sliced fruits, and sweet rice cakes, but no one made a move to take anything. The earlier lighthearted energy they shared during dinner had vanished the moment Seungcheol had voiced his intent.
He hadnāt meant to drop it so casually, but the thought had been swirling in his mind for weeks now. Tonight, as they all laughed over the grilled meat and hot soup, it just⦠slipped out. āI think I need to go back to the palace,ā he had said, quietly but clearly.
The silence that followed had been immediate and absolute. It had hung over the table like a dense fog, heavy with unspoken questions and cautious disbelief. Their father, ever composed and careful, had set down his spoon and simply said, āWeāll talk about this after dinner.ā
Now, with the dishes cleared and their conversation resumed in a quieter, more serious setting, Seungcheol could feel the tension again. His father sat across from him, hands resting lightly on the armrest of his chair. To his right, Jihoon leaned slightly forward, brows furrowed in thought. Mingyu lounged a little more relaxed than the others, but his eyes hadnāt strayed from Seungcheol once. Wonwoo sat calmly beside their father, hands folded over one knee, unreadable as always.
Seungcheol took a slow sip of tea, mostly to buy himself time. The warmth barely registered on his tongue.
āI meant what I said,ā he said at last, gently placing the cup back on its saucer. āI want to go back to the palace.ā
Silence stretched again. Then Jihoon cleared his throat.
āWhat exactly is your plan?ā he asked carefully, though his voice held the edge of concern. āYou canāt just walk into the palace unannounced. Even if we are of noble blood, thereās protocol. Especially after all thatās happened. Theyāre not going to welcome a strangerāespecially one with a face they donāt recognize.ā
Wonwoo nodded in agreement, his eyes steady as they met Seungcheolās. āThe palace is dangerous,ā he said, voice low and firm. āYouāve only just begun piecing your life back together. Returning there⦠it might undo all the healing you've done.ā
āI know,ā Seungcheol admitted, his voice steady despite the churning thoughts in his head. āBut I keep dreaming of the palace. I see corridors I donāt remember walking, I hear voices I feel like I know. Every part of me is drawn back to that place. I donāt have all the answers, but I believe the palace is where Iāll find them.ā
Jihoon leaned back slightly, folding his arms. āAnd how do you plan on getting in? Are you going to go as yourself? Orā¦?ā
āIāll borrow your faces,ā Seungcheol said, his tone quiet but resolute. āIāll rotate between you when needed, depending on the situation. Youāre all high-ranking nobles. Itāll give me just enough reason to enter the grounds if necessary.ā
Mingyu finally spoke, the concern in his voice more prominent than the others. āThatās not going to be easy. Youād have to train your expressions, your speech, your posture. Youāll need to act like each of us without hesitation. Even the smallest inconsistency could raise alarms. Not to mention, we donāt appear in court regularly anymore. Jihoon hyung and I are assigned to outer districts, and Wonwoo hyungās mostly stationed on the western border. If any of us suddenly appear in the capital too frequently, questions will start forming.ā
āAnd father is oficially retired. His appearance at court would be even more suspicious,ā Jihoon added, crossing his arms. āWeāre already being watched, whether you realize it or not.ā
Seungcheol let out a long breath and stared down at the tea cup in his hands. His shoulders slumped slightly, weariness creeping into his posture. āI know itās not ideal,ā he admitted. āBut⦠something inside me tells me that I need to go. I need to stand in that palace again. Maybe itāll help me regain my memories. Maybe itāll help me understand my place, my power⦠this prophecy everyone keeps talking about. I canāt keep waiting for answers to come to me.ā
His father sat in silence, hands clasped together, listening. After a long pause, he finally nodded, eyes fixed on Seungcheol with the calm focus of a seasoned strategist.
āYouāre not wrong,ā Advisor Jeon said quietly. āThe palace is the key. Itās where everything began. And itās where youāll learn what it truly means to be the Luna. The awakening is near. You were born to serve a greater purpose, my son. The prophesied Luna doesnāt just carry powerāhe carries responsibility. The time will come when your magic fully returns, and when it does, you need to be prepared to wield it with clarity, not confusion. That is why you need to be in the center of it all. You need to see the politics, the players, the real shape of the kingdom youāre destined to protect.ā
Seungcheol looked up, startled by the certainty in his fatherās voice.
āThe dreams are not coincidences,ā his father continued. āTheyāre echoes. Warnings. Fragments of whatās to come. You are being called back to your rightful place.ā
Jihoon and Wonwoo exchanged glances, a silent conversation passing between them. Then Wonwoo turned toward Seungcheol and spoke with quiet resolve.
āIf this is really what you need⦠then weāll make sure you get there safely. But not alone.ā
Seungcheol blinked, surprised. āWhat do you mean?ā
āThere are allies beyond us,ā Wonwoo explained. āPeople who owe favors, people we can trust. Some within the court, some outside of it. If weāre going to place you in the palace, even under disguise, weāll need eyes everywhereāpeople to cover for you, to communicate with us, to watch your back when we canāt be near. Weāll take care of it.ā
Their father gave a small nod, as if approving the unspoken plan his sons were already forming. Mingyu leaned back slightly, still tense but clearly thinking, probably already mapping out scenarios and risks in his head. Jihoon remained quiet, deep in thought, his expression unreadable again.
Seungcheol exhaled slowly, the weight in his chest lightening just a little. He didnāt have all the answers yet. But he had made a decision. The journey ahead would be treacherous, but for the first time in a long while, Seungcheol felt like he was walking toward somethingātoward answers, toward the truth, and toward the role he had been born to fulfill.
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The door to the living room burst open with a loud thud, slamming into the wall with a force that startled everyone in the room. Seungcheol didnāt even have time to react, let alone stand up and offer a greeting, before he was immediately pulled into a fierce, desperate hug.
Warm arms wrapped around him with the kind of desperate strength that only came from someone who had mourned and hoped in equal measure. And as soon as Seungcheol registered the familiar scentāearthy, warm, and tinged with something nostalgicāhe let out a soft gasp and melted into the hug without a second thought.
His arms wrapped around the figure without resistance, holding just as tightly as he was being held. No words were exchanged, no greetings, just the sound of rushed breathing and the quiet thump of two hearts that had once shared laughter under the polished arches of the palace halls.
It had been two years. Two long, exhausting, comforting years with this person by his side as he navigated life as an assistant to the Crown Prince. The one who had kept him grounded when the days at court became unbearable. The one who had never hesitated to shield him from court politics, even when it wasnāt his place to interfere.
Jun clung to him tightly, arms trembling as though letting go would make Seungcheol vanish again. After a long moment, he finally pulled back just enough to cup Seungcheolās face in his hands. His eyes were red and swollen, still swimming with unshed tears, and his expression wavered between furious scolding and utter heartbreak.
āYou idiot,ā Jun muttered, voice cracking as he tried to hold himself together. āYou reckless, stupid, beautiful idiot.ā
Seungcheol gave him a sheepish smile, guilt tugging at his chest as he reached out to wipe a tear that escaped down Junās cheek. He gently led Jun toward the couch, and they sat together, shoulders brushing, fingers naturally linking like they used to during their long hours together in the palace.
āI thought I lost you forever,ā Jun said quietly, his voice barely above a whisper. āWhen the news cameāwhen they said you died⦠I thought Iād never get the chance to see you again...ā
Seungcheol looked down at their joined hands, thumb lightly brushing over Junās knuckle. āIām sorry, Jun-ah,ā he said softly, his voice raw and filled with guilt. āI didnāt know what was happening either. I didnāt know the truth. I only found out recently⦠and Iām still trying to process all of it.ā
Jun stared at him for a moment longer before suddenly standing from the couch. He bowed, deep and respectful, so sudden it took Seungcheol off guard. Junās expression shifted to something far more formal, even reverent, his back bent low, his voice soft with restraint.
āMy apologies, Your Grace,ā Jun said. āForgive me for acting so informally. I came here as your friend, but I shouldāve greeted you properly. You are not just my Seungcheol anymoreā¦ā
Seungcheol scoffed, rolling his eyes at the sudden change in tone. āOh, stop that,ā he muttered in exasperation. āThe Crown Prince Consort died eight years ago. And Iām not the Luna. The King Alpha and Queen Luna are still very much alive and well.ā
āMaybe not yet,āJun insisted, lifting his head but keeping his posture respectfully straight, āBut you will be. Youāre the prophesied Luna, whether you acknowledge it now or not. And no matter how close we were, there are protocols I cannot ignore. Especially not as the Second Princeās personal assistant.ā
Seungcheol groaned quietly, resting his face in his hands for a brief second. āStop being so damn rigid, Jun.ā
That finally earned a real smile from Junāsmall, tired, but genuine. He chuckled softly and said, āIām still the Second Princeās assistant. You know how much time I spend memorizing etiquette. I canāt help it. Formality is etched into my bones.ā
There was a small, warm silence between them after that. A comfortable stillness that only came between people who had once shared far too many secrets.
After a moment, Seungcheol tilted his head. āSo⦠are you here to help me or not? Or youāre just here to scold me?ā
āI am,ā Jun replied quickly. āOf course, I am. But Iām not the only one who came.ā
Seungcheol frowned at that, curiosity overtaking him. He leaned forward slightly, watching as Jun turned toward the door. Without saying another word, Jun stepped out of the room. A moment later, footsteps echoed against the hallway tile, and then Jun returnedāwith someone behind him.
The moment Seungcheol saw the figure, his breath caught in his throat.
The man bowed deeply as he entered, dropping to one knee with reverence that came not just from respect, but something far more personal. āYour Grace,ā Hyungwon whispered, his voice thick with emotion. āYouāre here. I⦠I finally get to see you again.ā His eyes were already shining with tears, and when he finally looked up, his expression was filled with something between grief and relief.
Seungcheolās heart twisted. The title didnāt feel like a burden this time, not from Hyungwon. Not when his voice was filled with that much sorrow and reverence.
āHyungwon-nimā¦ā he breathed, stepping forward instinctively. He reached out, about to touch his shoulder, when his fingers froze.
The moment their eyes met, something inside him stirredāan ancient emotion buried deep within his soul. Memories rushed in like a flood. Laughter in the palace garden. Warmth by the fire on cold nights. The way Hyungwon had once stood by him, guarding him not just as a knight, but as an older brother figure, a protector who never once left his side.
His knees weakened slightly from the sudden rush of emotion. His hands trembled as they reached for Hyungwonās shoulders again.
āHyungnimā¦ā
The word left his throat gently, almost reverently, and it was Hyungwon who sobbed next, pressing his hand over his heart.
āCan I⦠can I hold you, just once?ā Hyungwon asked shakily, reaching toward him.
But Seungcheol was already moving. He crossed the space and threw his arms around him, holding Hyungwon tightly, burying his face into the older manās shoulder as Hyungwon wrapped both arms around him protectively. The hug was grounding, like returning to a safe place he had long forgotten existed. The scent, the warmth, the familiarityāit was overwhelming. His throat tightened as he choked back a sob.
Hyungwonās arms wrapped tighter around him, his frame shaking as he whispered apology after apology into Seungcheolās ear.
āIām sorry,ā Hyungwon whispered, voice cracking with emotion. āIām so sorry, Your Grace⦠For everything. For not saving you the first time. For failing you again the second time. For not telling you the truth when I had the chance. Iām so, so sorry.ā
Seungcheol didnāt answer right away. He just held on tighter.
As if making up for every lost year between them.
And in that moment, the room was still.
No palace. No titles. No bloodlines.
Just two people holding onto each other like the world had stopped spinning.
Still holding onto Hyungwon, Seungcheol slowly pulled back just enough to meet his eyes again. A heavy silence hung between them, not uncomfortable but full of emotion that needed time to settle. The tears had begun to dry on their cheeks, but the warmth of the moment lingered in the air like the final light of dusk. Seungcheol looked at the man who had once stood beside him like a shadow, silently protecting him through the most vulnerable years of his youth. He studied his featuresāHyungwon looked a bit different now, a little more tired, a little more weathered. But the sincerity in his gaze was still exactly the same.
āHyungnimā¦ā Seungcheol said softly, his voice tentative. āDid you... recognize me? Even like this?ā
There was a slight pause before Hyungwon responded. His eyes softened with a quiet conviction as he straightened his posture, hands clasped in front of him respectfully.
āOf course I did,ā Hyungwon said without hesitation. āI would recognize you anywhere, Your Grace.ā
His voice didnāt waver, and the sincerity behind it hit Seungcheol straight in the heart.
āI was tasked to be your personal aide the moment you arrived at the palace.ā Hyungwon continued gently. āBack then, you were just a young boy, and everyone in court was either intimidated by your title or fascinated by your power. But I saw you more than that.ā
His expression grew nostalgic, almost wistful, as memories flickered in his eyes.
āI watched you grow through every season, through every lesson, through every ceremony,ā Hyungwon said. āI helped you into your ceremonial robes. I prepared your medicinal teas during the long winters. I stood by your side when you were crowned as the Crown Prince Consort. For tall those years, I was always just a few steps behind you. I knew your expressions, your habits, your silence, even the way your energy moved through a room.ā
He chuckled quietly, though the sound was tinged with sadness. āSo how could I not recognize you? Even if the whole world saw someone else, I would still know.ā
Seungcheolās breath hitched. The knowledge of that silent watchfulness, that devotion that had followed him for years without him realizing⦠it settled into his chest like something warm and aching.
āYou knew?ā he whispered. āWhen I came backāas Jeonghanās assistant?ā
Hyungwon nodded slowly. āI didnāt know at first. But I had my suspicions. You moved differently. Spoke in ways that felt too familiar. At first, I thought I was imagining it. I kept telling myself it couldnāt be you. That there was no way youād survived that night. But thenā¦ā
He trailed off for a moment, his eyes flicking toward Wonwoo and Jihoon, who stood not far from the doorway.
āā¦Then I found out the truth from the Jeon family.ā
āIām sorry,ā Seungcheol whispered. āBack then, when we met again... I didnāt remember you.ā
Hyungwon reached forward and gently placed a hand on Seungcheolās shoulder, giving it a comforting squeeze. āThereās nothing to be sorry for, Your Grace, None of it was your fault. What happened to youāwhat they did to youāit erased more than just your memories. It took your life, your identity. All I ever wanted was for you to be safe. And now, you're here. Thatās all that matters to me.ā
Seungcheol looked up slowly. His eyes glistened with emotion, and after a pause, he asked the question that had been lingering in the back of his mind ever since he began this journey of rediscovery.
āDo you remember my old face?ā
Hyungwon nodded solemnly. āI do.ā
Without another word, Seungcheol closed his eyes. The room seemed to shift slightly as the air grew thicker with quiet anticipation. A soft golden glow flickered around him, shimmering faintly, like the surface of a still pond catching the light of the moon. His facial muscles tightened as he focused, willing the image in his heart into existence.
And when he opened his eyes again, the change was complete.
Gone was the face of the palace assistant that the Jeon family had carefully hidden behind. In its place stood the dignified and ethereal appearance of the Crown Prince Consortāthe face that had once graced the royal court, the face immortalized in portraits and hearts alike.
Immediately, the atmosphere shifted. Jihoon, Mingyu, Jun, even his fatherāall of them rose instinctively from their seats and bowed. Hyungwon knelt without hesitation, lowering his head to the floor. The reverence in the room was unmistakable.
But Seungcheol just stood there, shoulders heavy with discomfort.
āI hate this face,ā he admitted, voice low and weary. āIt forces people to bow.
It feels like Iām watching someone elseās life through this skin. Like Iāve slipped into a role thatās no longer mine. But I donāt want to be that person againāhe died eight years ago.ā
He turned to Hyungwon. āDo you think I should keep this face?ā
Hyungwon slowly rose from his bow and took a long, careful look at him. Then he stepped closer, his expression soft but resolute.
āThat decision is yours to make, Your Grace.ā Hyungwon said. āNo one can dictate the face you wear, or the life you choose. But⦠if you want my honest answerāā
He paused for a heartbeat, his eyes flickering with pain.
āI miss that face sometimes. It was the face of the boy I cared for, the boy I swore to protect. But it also holds too many memories. Too many nights of sickness. Too many bruises from training. Too many lies, too much pain. It was a beautiful face⦠but it lived through too much darkness, and I wouldnāt wish that burden on you again.ā
He paused, letting his words settle before he continued.
āIād rather see you as you were when you were living your life freely,ā Hyungwon added softly. āThe face you wore when you were working in the palace again, not as the consort, but as yourself. Thatās the face that smiled without being watched. Thatās the face that belonged to you, not to your duty.ā
Seungcheolās lips trembled slightly, and he gave a faint nod. With another deep breath, he closed his eyes again, and the transformation reversed. The glow returned briefly, before dissipating into the air. When he opened his eyes again, he was back to the face he had grown to know in recent yearsāsoft, familiar, quietly powerful.
āI prefer this face too,ā he admitted, exhaling slowly. āIt feels like me. Like someone who isnāt being worshipped or watched or weighed down by a prophecy. Someone who doesnāt need to command a room or carry the title of consort.ā
Hyungwon gave him a warm smile, stepping back with a respectful incline of his head. āNo matter what face you wear, Your Grace, you are still the prophesied Luna. And nothing can change that.ā
Seungcheol hesitated for a moment, then met his gaze steadily.
āBut this time,ā Hyungwon said gently, āyouāre no longer a child bound by the decisions of others. This time, you are old enough to choose. To live your life on your own terms. To decide who you are, what you want, and what kind of Luna youāll be.ā
Seungcheol stared at him for a long time, those words echoing inside his chest. Slowly, the tension in his shoulders began to melt. Because now, he know the future belonged to him. He wasnāt walking a path that someone else had drawn for him anymore. He was carving it himself. One step at a time.
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Seungcheol sat quietly near the edge of the bed, watching Hyungwon move with sharp precision across the room. His hands were steady, his expression focused, and there was something calming about the way he double-checked each item with quiet discipline. The room was filled with a faint rustle of fabric and the soft clicks of zippers being drawn, buckles being fastened.
On the bed, several bags had already been neatly arranged. One was packed with Seungcheolās daily necessitiesāclothes carefully folded, grooming tools, and discreet items to help him maintain his assumed identity. Another held a supply of medicines and tonics, the ones he was still required to take regularly while his body continued adjusting to the gradual return of his power. A third bag was softer, bulkierāit contained his pheromone blanket, infused with the calming signature of his true scent, a comfort and safeguard for whenever he needed grounding.
Hyungwon paused briefly at each bag, rechecking everything, crossing off lists in his mind, then repacking things just to be certain. Every corner of his actions screamed discipline, but Seungcheol could sense the anxiety that lingered beneath the surface. This wasnāt just a simple relocation. This was a carefully orchestrated infiltration, a reintroduction into the palaceāthe heart of the kingdom, and the root of all the truths Seungcheol sought.
Their earlier discussions had been long and intense, full of caution and calculation. In the end, the safest and most efficient way forward was clear. Seungcheol would assume the faces of Jun and Hyungwonātwo individuals whose presence in the palace was trusted and familiar. Jun, as the Second Princeās assistant, had access to the less restricted spaces of the court and was often moving between different departments. Hyungwon, on the other hand, remained one of the most trusted aides by the Crown Princeās side, involved in both internal operations and royal security.
Through them, Seungcheol would be able to navigate the palace discreetly, gather information, observe the movements of others, andāwhen necessaryāslip between identities with as little suspicion as possible. Their appearances, routines, and even mannerisms had already been studied and rehearsed with Seungcheol, and he was confident he could carry their likeness for short periods at a time.
But to ensure full coverage, they had crafted a third layer of protection. Seungcheol would also take on a newly created role: a palace guard stationed near the staff quarters. The position was low-ranking, deliberately designed to avoid attention, and it allowed him freedom to move without constant questioning. If anyone ever inquired about the unfamiliar face, it would be Hyungwonās authority that shielded himāan assignment ordered under the guise of internal staff reorganization. It was all prepared. All accounted for.
He was still lost in thought when Hyungwon approached and bowed formally before him, one hand placed over his chest.
āYour Grace,ā he said softly, āeverything is ready.ā
Seungcheol blinked back to the present and slowly stood from the edge of the bed, casting one last glance at the open suitcases and neatly arranged checklists beside them. His gaze lingered on the pale silver stitching of the Jeon family insignia on the side of the largest bag, the quiet symbol of the home that had welcomed him after death. He nodded once, more to himself than anyone, and walked to the bed. The mattress had already been made, the blanket tucked with immaculate precision under Hyungwonās care.
He laid down with a sigh, his muscles relaxing against the softness of the mattress, but the weight of tomorrow hung above him like a silent storm cloud. Hyungwon approached and gently pulled the blanket over Seungcheolās waist, making sure it draped just right. The motions were instinctual, practicedādone countless times before, though Seungcheolās memory only now began to understand that.
āDo you need anything else, Your Grace?ā Hyungwon asked softly, his tone careful, as though unsure whether to hover or retreat.
Seungcheol chuckled under his breath and raised an eyebrow. āDo you always fuss over me like this, hyungnim?ā
Hyungwonās face turned slightly sheepish. āOld habit,ā he confessed. āBack when you were still the Crown Prince Consort⦠this was part of my duty. Ensuring your comfort before bed, preparing the room, standing watch until you fell asleep.ā
Seungcheol tilted his head curiously, frowning. āI always thought you were the Crown Princeās aide,ā he said. āJeonghan-nimās butler. Why⦠were you always by my side then?ā
Hyungwon smiled wistfully, walking slowly over to the nearby armchair and taking a seat, allowing his posture to relax for the first time in hours.
āI was raised alongside His Highness, yes,ā he said. āBut I was never meant to be his butler. I was selected from childhood to train for the role of the Royal Butlerānot to the Crown Prince, but to serve his future consort. The Luna. When the prophecy of your arrival was announced, my training was refocused. They needed someone who could guide the Luna, serve him, protect him.ā
His eyes softened as he looked at Seungcheol. āWhen you entered the palace all those years ago, I was formally appointed to you. And from that moment forward, I swore myself to your service.ā
There was a quiet intensity in his voice, one that made Seungcheol pause. He hadnāt expected to learn that his protector had been chosen long before he even knew of the palaceās existence.
Hyungwon continued, āWhen you were declared dead, the court intended to dissolve the entire staff assigned to you. But Jeonghan-nim refused. He insisted that all your people be reassigned under his name, so no one would be lost. Thatās how I ended up in the Crown Princeās Office. It was never supposed to be permanent, but⦠we both needed a way to hold on.ā
He hesitated, his gaze growing distant. āWe used to talk about you at night. About the things you used to say, your laugh, your terrible jokes. He never truly moved on. Thatās why, when you returnedāeven if you didnāt rememberāhe couldnāt let go of the possibility.ā
Seungcheol was quiet for a moment, his throat tightening. āSo thatās why he treated me like that,ā he said, eyes focused on the ceiling. āHe was trying to convince himself I wasnāt the same person. Because if I was⦠heād have to accept the pain all over again.ā
Hyungwon gave a solemn nod. āThatās exactly it. At first, I think he hoped you were someone else. But deep down, he already knew.ā
Seungcheol let out a low scoff. āI wasnāt supposed to work under him, you know. I was meant to work under Joshua-nim. He stole me.ā
āThat he did,ā Hyungwon said with a small smile. āHe saw your name on the application and intervened before Joshua could finalize the assignment. He didnāt tell anyone, not even me, until much later.ā
āAlways so stubborn,ā Seungcheol muttered, half amused, half exasperated.
Hyungwonās expression turned more serious. āYou havenāt remembered everything yet. But when you do⦠I hope youāll look at him with a clear heart. And then, make your own judgment. Donāt let anyone elseās feelingsāincluding mineāinfluence how you see him.ā
Seungcheol nodded slowly, eyes distant as he processed everything.
āThank you, hyungnim,ā he said quietly. āFor staying with me. For always being here.ā
Hyungwon offered a small bow, his tone warm. āOf course. Itās where Iāve always meant to be.ā
He turned to dim the lights in the room, adjusting the curtains slightly so only a sliver of moonlight filtered in. The space fell into a quiet stillness, serene and comforting.
Seungcheol leaned back into the pillow, eyes growing heavier by the second. Hyungwon pulled the blanket up gently, tucking it around him like he used to so many years ago.
As Seungcheolās breathing slowed, Hyungwon remained for a moment longer, standing silently beside the bed, watching over him.
When he was sure Seungcheol had finally fallen asleep, he turned toward the door, his steps soundless as he moved.
Just before he closed the door behind him, he whispered into the quiet air.
āSleep well, Your Grace. This time, Iāll make sure you live a life filled with happiness.ā
Then, with quiet footsteps and a heart full of silent promises, Hyungwon slipped out of the room, closing the door behind him.