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Born to Die Again

Summary:

Zoe Clark, a teenage doppelgänger soul-bound to Damon Salvatore, flees Mystic Falls after surviving Klaus’s hybrid ritual. Seeking safety, she moves to Forks to live with her uncle, Charlie Swan, and cousin, Bella. There, she begins to unravel — haunted by memories of her past life as Zoe Cullen, Carlisle’s long-lost mate killed in 1938.

As the Cullen family grows suspicious of her identity, and her bond with Damon frays, Zoe finds herself torn between two worlds: one she’s running from, and one she may have already lived. Zoe is forced to confront the legacy she's been running from—and the power that still lives inside her.

Chapter 1: You can't go home again

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Zoe Clark used to have ordinary dreams.

As a child, she dreamed of the ocean, even though she’d never seen it - of turquoise waves lapping against white sand, of gulls crying overhead and salt on the wind. She dreamed of places she’d only read about: wide deserts glowing under the sun, green hills that rolled into forever, cities sparkling with lights like constellations pulled to earth.

And, like all children, she had her share of nightmares - shadowy, shapeless fears that chased her through hallways, dreams where she forgot her homework or showed up to class with no shoes. They were typical, harmless, forgettable.

Until they weren’t.

The shift happened slowly, almost imperceptibly at first. Her dreams began to center around a man she didn’t know. He was older - handsome, blonde, with eyes that sometimes held warmth, sometimes sorrow - but always familiar. She didn’t know his name, but she knew his voice in her sleep before she’d ever heard it in the waking world. In her dreams, he knew her. He spoke to her like they had a history. Like he was waiting for her.

Then the nightmare began. Not nightmares - just one. Always the same.

Zoe and the man would lie side by side in a field, the tall grass swaying around them, bathed in amber sunlight. It should have been peaceful, and for a moment, it was. Then they would tense, eyes snapping toward the horizon as figures emerged - silent, sudden, red-eyed. Their presence felt like a shadow spreading across her skin.

And every time, right before she woke, she would feel the man’s hand grip her arm - tight with panic, with recognition. With fear.

She never told anyone about the dreams. They weren’t real. At least, that’s what she told herself.

But then her waking life became a nightmare.

It started the day Stefan Salvatore walked into Mystic Falls High, and with him came secrets - vampires, doppelgangers, Originals. With him came death.

Zoe’s dreams changed again. She stopped seeing the field. She stopped seeing the man. Instead, her sleep became a haunted theatre of memories. Klaus Mikaelson killing her father - cruel, efficient, grinning. The blood. The sound of a neck snapping. Klaus dragging her away as she screamed, sacrificed for a curse she never asked to be part of.

She dreamed of Jenna Sommers dying - sweet Jenna, who used to help her with math homework. She dreamed of Jules, the werewolf, looking at Zoe, scared. And Zoe dreamed of her friend, Elena… drained, lifeless.

Or maybe she wasn’t dreaming. Maybe she was remembering.

After the carnage, after the funerals, after everything, her Uncle Charlie came.

She hadn’t seen him in years - her mom’s half-brother, quiet and awkward, from a rainy little town in Washington. He didn’t ask too many questions. He didn’t flinch at her silences. When she asked if she could go back with him - just for a little while - he didn’t hesitate.

He didn’t need to know the truth. That Zoe wasn’t running from grief. She was running from Klaus. From the life Mystic Falls had forced on her. From the tether that bound her to someone she couldn’t afford to love.

Elena… had not.

Elena had cried, too, but in a different way. Angry. Desperate. Not ready to let go of someone who shared her face, her fate, her fear.

“Please, Zo.” Elena grabbed her hand. “Everything’s different. Jenna and Stefan are gone and…I don’t want to lose you, too.”

And Damon.

Damon had nearly made her stay.

While Zoe had managed to reason with Elena, there was no reasoning with Damon.

He didn’t do goodbyes. Not well, not quietly.

The night before her flight, he showed up on her porch without warning - just the sound of gravel crunching under boots and a bottle of bourbon swinging from his hand. No apology. No plan. Just Damon.

He didn’t speak at first. Just stood on the edge of the porch, staring at her like he could stop her with his icy blue eyes alone. Zoe, sitting on the top step with her duffel bag at her side, didn’t look away.

“If you’re looking for my permission,” he said eventually, voice low and even, “you’re not gonna get it.”

Zoe sighed. “I’m not asking for it.”

She looked tired. Not just physically, but worn-down in a way that made something in Damon’s chest twist—like grief wrapped in guilt wrapped in some sick version of love. She looked older than fifteen. And Damon hated that he had a part in that.

“I’m going, Damon,” she said quietly. “Not forever. But for now.”

He glanced at the house behind her, as if trying to see through the walls to all the ghosts left inside. “You’re not the only one who lost someone, you know. Stefan’s gone.”

“I know.” She kept her voice soft. “My uncle lost his sister. I lost my dad. Uncle Charlie… I need to be with him right now.”

“You’re lying.”

She flinched. Not because he was wrong - but because he wasn’t. She didn’t need her Uncle Charlie. She didn’t need anyone. She was Zoe Clark.

“Maybe a little,” she admitted. “But it makes it easier to leave.”

He stepped closer. “I risked my life for you, Zoe. You’re not just someone I saved - you’re not just - “

“I know what I am to you, Damon.” She stood, facing him fully now. “And you matter to me. You do. But if you throw that in my face to try and guilt me into staying, then you’re not really doing it for me, are you?”

He didn’t answer. Just stared at her with something wounded and burning behind his eyes.

“I didn’t have a John Gilbert with an ancient potion. I didn’t have a magic ring,” she said softly, “but I had you. I’ll always be grateful for that. You saved me.” 

A last ditch effort, a spell, binding his life to her’s. A bond that would never go away.

Damon’s jaw clenched. “You think I did all that just to let you go?”

“I think,” she said carefully, “that maybe that’s exactly why you did it. You could have turned me, but you didn’t because I don’t want to be a vampire. You knew we couldn’t always be together - one of us would have always had to leave eventually.”

They stood in silence. The weight of everything they weren’t saying pressed into the space between them. They’d never dated. They’d slept together - a few times - but never…she wasn’t Elena Gilbert. Zoe Clark was no more girlfriend material than Damon was ready to be a boyfriend. And even if they’d tried, Zoe would always question if Damon saw her, Zoe, or Katherine , and she couldn’t handle that.

“Zoe,” he said, voice low. “I feel you. Every minute. Every heartbeat, every spike of fear, every goddamn tear. Bonnie’s spell tied us together. I can’t not feel you. So when you leave… I lose half of myself.”

Zoe’s throat tightened. “We’ll still be connected.”

“It’s not the same.”

“No,” she whispered. “But it’s what we have.”

She reached for his hand, and he let her take it. His fingers were warm and steady. Hers were shaking and cold.

“It’s better this way,” she said. “For now. It’s safer if Elena and I aren’t in the same place. If Klaus finds out about me - about us -”

“I could compel you to stay,” he said suddenly, voice sharp and daring.

Zoe didn’t flinch. “You could.”

They locked eyes.

“Or,” she said, “you could let me go and trust that I’ll come back when I’m ready.”

Damon’s gaze dropped to their joined hands. “I feel like I’m losing you.”

“You’re not.”

Her grip tightened. “We’ll always be tied together, Damon. That bond - it’s not going anywhere. You’ll always mean something to me. You’ll always have me. But I need to figure out who I am without everything else defining me.”

He studied her face like he was trying to memorize it. Like he didn’t know if he’d ever see it again.

“You better not come back with some human boy toy,” he muttered, though his voice lacked its usual bite.

Zoe smirked, tears slipping down her cheeks. “I wouldn’t think of it. You’re a hard act to follow, Damon Salvatore.”

She didn’t tell him that she never planned to date anyone again. That her line - her cursed, hunted doppelganger bloodline - was going to end with her. No children. No risks. No more offerings to ancient magic.

Just an end.

“You’ll always know if I’m in trouble,” she said. “And I’ll know if you are. That’s the upside to being magically tethered to a stubborn, overprotective vampire.”

He laughed once—dry and hollow. “You really know how to flatter a guy.”

She leaned in and kissed his cheek. “Goodbye, Damon.”

“Don’t make it forever.” He smiled sadly - a real smile, not his signature smirk. “You don’t have that long.”

Zoe smiled back. “It won’t be.”



Everyone respected Zoe’s final request. No goodbye party. No tears at the airport. No final walk through Mystic Falls.

Just Ric, her old history teacher turned reluctant vampire hunter, driving her and her uncle to the airport in silence. Zoe stared out the window the whole way, the trees blurring into streaks of green and gold.

She didn’t look back.

Mystic Falls faded behind her like a dream she didn’t want to remember.

But she knew she would.

Chapter 2: The Lives and Deaths of Zoe

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Returning to Forks didn’t feel like a homecoming. It wasn’t really, since Zoe had never lived here for more than a few weeks at a time as a child. Summers spent with Bella and Uncle Charlie after her mom died while her dad worked, Thanksgiving visits where her dad wrinkled his nose at Uncle Charlie’s fried fish bake, spring breaks when Uncle Charlie took her to the local rec center to learn to swim. But Forks had never been home - not truly. 

Forks would never be Zoe’s home, no matter how hard she tried, because Mystic Falls would always be her home. It was where her friends were - Bonnie, Caroline, Elena, Tyler, Matt - always waiting for her to come back. They were still waiting for her to come back, even if it would take longer this time. Home was where Stefan and Damon were, who protected her, even when they lied. Where Alaric Saltzman took her in the woods to learn to spar. 

Mystic Falls was the place she was born, the place she lost her parents, the place she made best friends, the place she became bound to Damon and learned she was a doppelganger, and the place where she died. There’d be no Zoe Clark without Mystic Falls or what happened in that small, unassuming town.

Forks was darker than Zoe remembered. The trees seemed taller somehow - older, closer, like they'd grown inward with the years. The clouds hung low and heavy, turning afternoon into something that felt more like dusk. It wasn’t eerie, exactly, but it wasn’t welcoming either. It just was —gray, damp, and familiar in the kind of way that made your chest ache without knowing why.

The air didn’t smell like Virginia, but it carried the same weight - wet pine, moss, and earth. And still, somehow, Forks reminded her of that day. The circle of fire. The forest around them going silent. Jenna and Jules, limp on the ground. Elena, barely breathing. Her father - gone, his heart ripped out like it was as easy as flipping on a light switch. Zoe remembered shaking, too numb to scream. And then the pain. The blood. Klaus draining her like she was nothing. Like it didn’t matter that she was only fifteen, that she had people who loved her, that she’d barely had a chance to live yet. And maybe she hadn’t mattered. Maybe she was just a girl who was born to die. Wasn’t that the curse of being a doppelganger?

The silence that followed—the heartbeat before her own started again - felt exactly like this.

Too still.

Too quiet.

She swallowed hard and pushed the memory down. But the trees felt like they were watching. And she hated that they reminded her what it felt like to die.

The rain had already started by the time they pulled into the driveway. Before they’d pulled into town, really.

Charlie cut the engine. “It’s not much,” he said, getting out and popping the trunk. “Hasn’t changed much since the last time you were here.”

Zoe followed him up the front steps. She didn’t pack much – just one duffel bag and a backpack slung over her shoulder. The rest of her things would be shipped later, if she even wanted them. Right now, she just wanted to sit down.

Charlie unlocked the door and pushed it open. “My room’s upstairs. Bella’s is too – not that she’s used it in a while. The attic’s where you’ll be, if it’s still livable. My buddy’s kid was supposed to clear it out while I was in Virginia. If he flaked, we’ll figure something out. You can bunk in Bella’s room for a bit.”

Zoe stepped inside and let the smell settle over her – wood polish, black coffee, and something faintly metallic from the baseboard heaters. It wasn’t her parents’ house on Cherry Street, or the Forbes’ on Green Mile, or Elena’s on Floyd Street. It wasn’t the Boarding House, either. It wasn’t home – but it wasn’t not home, either. It was quiet. Solid. Safe, at least. Miles away from where Klaus had killed her, thinking her body would never get back up.

“I’m sure it’s fine, Uncle Charlie,” she said softly, brushing a damp curl from her cheek. “I really appreciate you letting me stay here.”

Charlie glanced at her – really looked at her, for just a second. She was so much smaller than she used to be. Not just thinner, though she was that too. There was something carved-out about her. Hollow, but not fragile.

“I’m glad you’re here. Considering…”

“The circumstances.” Zoe nodded, finishing the thought.

She didn’t say the word funeral , and neither did he.

“I know things with Dad and you were always... complicated,” she continued. “But I think – I know – he would’ve appreciated you doing this. Taking me in.” Her dad would be happy she was far away from where Klaus would think to look for her. Far away from Damon and vampires, even if it meant she was with his estranged brother-in-law.

Charlie shrugged, his voice quiet. “We’re family, kid. I’d do it again in a heartbeat.” A pause. “Besides, Forks is quiet. Might be good for you. Give you time.”

Zoe nodded again, though she wasn’t sure if that kind of time existed anymore. Not after everything.

“I’ll get you signed up for school in a few days,” Charlie added, making his way toward the kitchen. “We’ll pick up supplies when you’re ready. You’ve got, what, two more years?”

It wasn’t fair that she died at fifteen and she still had to go to high school.

“Yeah,” she said. “Just two.” 

And then, maybe, she could disappear for real. Travel far enough away that Klaus would never find her. Her friends could visit, but she’d be somewhere so remote that no one would stumble across her small house.

She’d be safe. Finally safe.

 

Later that night, after Charlie went to bed and the house slipped into stillness, Zoe stood at the window of the attic with her fingers pressed lightly to the glass.

Forks didn’t sleep – it brooded. The pine trees loomed in thick silhouettes against the dark sky. The porch light glowed weakly in the fog. Somewhere in the woods, something moved – a rustle, a breath, maybe just the wind.

Zoe couldn’t feel Damon anymore. Not strongly. Just a whisper, like an old scar aching with the weather.

But she could feel something else.

A heaviness. A tug. A grief that didn’t belong to her, but felt like her.

She had felt it ever since arriving in Forks.

She pressed her forehead to the glass.

She was tired. Always tired.

She turned to face the bed but made no movements to slip under the covers. It was nice. She could tell someone - maybe Charlie, maybe his friend’s kid - had tried hard to make it feel like this attic was home.

When she’d been young, she and Bella used to share the bed in Bella’s room. And then, when she got a little older, Bella stopped visiting and Zoe had the bed to herself. She’d never had a room in uncle’s house that was just her’s.

It was lonelier than she expected it to feel. Or maybe it was just the distance from her friends. 



The sunlight filtered weakly through the dense treetops, casting speckled patterns on the moss-covered ground. It was one of those rare clear days - dangerous for people like Zoe, but beautiful.

Zoe Cullen lay on her back in the clearing, her fingers laced through Carlisle’s as she stared up at the sky. Her bare toes brushed the soft grass, her shoes discarded nearby. She had insisted on this break. A pause. A moment between the chaos of movement.

She was laughing at something Carlisle had said - a comment about how Edward was probably sulking over the latest century's shift in musical trends - when it happened.

It was a scent first. Faint. Then sharp. Carnal. Not animal. Not human.

Vampire .

Zoe sat up instantly, eyes scanning the tree line. Carlisle was already crouching beside her, instinct drawing him protectively forward.

They didn’t need to speak. The fear in his eyes mirrored her own.

Then five of them appeared. Red-eyed. Predatory. Smiling.

They hadn’t come to talk.

Zoe Cullen knew how this story ended before it even began. She had experience with things like this, long before she’d been given this immortal second chance at life.

“Run,” Zoe whispered, grabbing Carlisle’s hand.

They ran.

But they were too close. Too many of them. Too fast.

She was never fast enough.

Zoe’s scream shattered the silence when one caught her arm and pulled - hard. A sickening crack echoed as her shoulder was ripped from her body. Carlisle turned, teeth bared, only to be knocked back by two more.

She was trying to fight. Trying to crawl. One of them laughed, and the others joined. Zoe’s world narrowed to pain - blazing, ripping pain - and the sound of Carlisle screaming her name.

She stopped trying to reach for him.

“Run.” She managed to call out.

And then - 

Nothing.

 

Zoe shot upright in her bed, drenched in sweat. Her breath came in sharp, gasping heaves.

She could still feel it - the tearing. The fear. The acceptance.

But this time, it wasn’t just her pain.

She curled forward, arms gripping her stomach as a wave of nausea and dread rolled over her. Damon.

She felt his anger first - sharp and reckless, like lightning across her spine. Then the pain. A jolt. Not mortal. But close.

“Damon,” she whispered, grabbing her phone off the nightstand.

No answer.

She tried again.

Still nothing.

Zoe rubbed her arms, trying to soothe herself. Her body felt like it had been through a warzone. It was the bond. She could always feel him - his highs, his lows, his anger, his hunger . But this was different. This was bad .

Her chest hurt. Not just metaphorically.

She texted him.

Zoe: “You better not be dead. I’ll kill you if you are.”

Then, a second later:

Zoe: “Answer me, Damon.”

Nothing.

She shoved her blankets off and stood up. The floor was cold under her bare feet. She felt like a marionette with cut strings—barely able to keep herself upright.

She didn’t realize she was crying until she felt the wetness on her cheeks.

Zoe didn’t know how long she sat there in the dark, phone clutched tight in her hand. She was still on the edge of the bed, knees pulled up to her chest, her eyes wet but no longer leaking. The ache in her chest had dulled into something hollow.

A knock on the door startled her.

She quickly wiped her face.

“Yeah?” Her voice cracked.

Charlie cracked the door open and leaned against the frame. His silhouette was soft in the hallway light, just a blur of flannel, mustache, and quiet concern.

“Didn’t mean to wake you,” he said gently. “I thought I heard you moving around.”

Zoe hesitated. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to -”

“You okay?”

It was a simple question. Too simple for an answer like I felt my soul-bonded ex get stabbed three thousand miles away.

“I had a bad dream,” she said instead.

Charlie nodded, stepping a little further into the room. He looked awkward, like he wasn’t sure if he was allowed to stay.

“Want some water?” he offered.

She shook her head. “Thanks though.”

He hovered for a moment. “Nightmares are… rough. I used to get them a lot after Renee left with Bella. Just - empty house. Quiet. No one around but me.”

Zoe looked up at him, surprised by the confession. Charlie didn’t talk much about emotions - or anything personal, really.

“It helps to talk, sometimes,” he said. “But it’s also okay if you don’t want to.”

Zoe exhaled a shaky breath. “It’s not just the dream. Someone I care about... I think they’re in trouble. And I can’t do anything about it.”

Charlie was quiet. Not because he didn’t care - but because he didn’t pry. That was Charlie Swan.

“You’re not alone here, Zo.” His voice was quiet but firm. “Even if you feel like it.”

Zoe looked down at her phone. Damon still hadn’t texted back. It could mean anything. It could mean he was in trouble, it could mean he was dead, it could mean he was getting drunk at the Mystic Grill.

“Thanks, Uncle Charlie.”

He gave her a small nod and turned to go, but paused at the door. “You ever want to talk to someone - about anything - you don’t have to protect me by keeping it in. I may not know all the teenage lingo, but I’m a good listener.”

Zoe smiled faintly. For a moment, she imagined telling Charlie everything - about Damon, Katherine, Elijah, Trevor, Rose, and Klaus. She pictured him standing up, saying he’d grab his gun, calling his friends, and they’d all go hunting vampires together. It was a comforting thought - being protected like that.

“I’ll remember that,” she said softly.

He left, and the door clicked softly shut behind him.

And Zoe Clark was left alone again.

Only, she was never alone anymore, not really. Not when she felt the familiar thrum of Damon coaxing through her veins. It was somehow the most welcome and unwelcome feeling in the world.

Zoe lay back down, still gripping her phone. The house was quiet again, except for the low hum of the fridge and the distant sound of rain on the roof.

She closed her eyes.

And for the first time in three nights, she actually fell asleep.

 

Zoe sat cross-legged on the porch steps, arms wrapped around a mug of tea she wasn’t drinking. The last few days had been a blur. Charlie had asked her if she was okay at least five times. She’d lied. At least five times.

Now she was watching the driveway.

Charlie’s familiar police car pulled up.

Bella.

Zoe stood slowly, her joints stiff. The bond was quieter now. Damon was alive. She could feel that much. But something had changed. She felt… thinner. Like part of her had been stretched to the point of tearing.

Bella got out of the car, awkwardly slamming the door shut behind her. She spotted Zoe and waved.

Zoe gave a small smile and stepped off the porch.

“Hey,” Bella said, approaching.

Zoe tried to smile wider. “Hey, cousin.”

They hugged, and Bella immediately noticed how tense Zoe was.

“You okay?”

Zoe didn’t miss the way Charlie watched her.

“Yeah,” Zoe lied. “Just… long week.”

“You look like you haven’t slept.”

Zoe shrugged. Sleep is for people who don’t share a mystical blood tether with a suicidal vampire. “Yeah, not a big fan of sleep these days.” She said instead.

Bella blinked. “Okay.”

Zoe pulled back. “Sorry. That was a Mystic Falls thing. The not sleeping thing.”

“Well, Forks is blissfully boring,” Bella said, grabbing her bag. “So maybe that’ll help.”

Zoe didn’t reply.

She wasn’t sure anything could help.

 

Bella and Zoe had been living with Charlie for a month, and both were starting to regret coming to Forks - for very different reasons. Bella grew more nervous with each passing day as the prospect of starting at a new school loomed closer. And Zoe… well, it was hard being three thousand miles away from everything she’d ever known - and from her mystical soul-buddy.

Before leaving for work that morning, Charlie had practically insisted Bella take Zoe out of the house.

“You’re both going stir crazy,” he’d said gruffly over breakfast. “Zoe’s barely sleeping, and it’s worrying me. Fresh air might do both of you good.”

Charlie had been talking to his daughter when he thought Zoe was still upstairs. She wasn’t. But it was kind of novel to be in a home where a vampire wasn’t constantly using their supernatural hearing to listen for you.

With no friends in Forks and nowhere else to go, Bella didn’t argue.

 

By the time they got to La Push, the morning fog was just starting to burn away. As Bella and Zoe walked along the pebbled shore of La Push Beach, the sun had climbed high enough to warm the damp sand beneath their feet, but the air still held a crisp chill.

Bella wasn’t convinced. Zoe was the last person she thought needed babysitting, but Charlie’s concern was clear, and Bella wasn’t about to argue.

“So, thanks for dragging me out here,” Zoe muttered, kicking a small stone into the surf.

Bella smiled, tugging her jacket tighter. “You needed it. You’ve been cooped up all week.” Bella was too kind to say that Zoe Clark barely left the house all summer .

Before Zoe could answer, a shadow fell across the beach behind them.

“Hey,” a voice called out.

Zoe tensed, her body hardwired to go into fight-or-flight whenever someone snuck up on her. In Mystic Falls, it was rarely a good thing when someone did that.

They turned to see a tall, broad-shouldered boy approaching, his bare feet leaving prints in the sand. His dark hair was tousled by the breeze, and his grin was easy and welcoming.

“Jacob,” he said, holding out a hand.

Bella glanced at Zoe, then shook it. “Bella.”

Zoe nodded warily in greeting. “Zoe.”

Bella stepped forward, a flicker of recognition crossing her face. Jacob’s eyes widened slightly as he took in her. “Jacob Black?” She asked.

“Bella Swan?” he asked, voice tinged with surprise.

Bella nodded. “That’s me.”

Jacob smiled, warmth returning to his expression. “I remember you. We used to make mudpies together.”

Bella blinked, surprised. “Yeah… a long time ago.”

Zoe looked between them, intrigued.

Jacob turned to Zoe and held out his hand. “And you must be Zoe. My dad’s friends with your uncle. You’re all Charlie talks about.”

Zoe didn’t even want to know what Charlie was telling his friends about her. “Just moved in,” Zoe said instead, shaking his hand.

Jacob grinned at her. “I’m from here - La Push. Been around these parts all my life.”

“There’s tons of local legends.” Bella told her cousin.

Jacob rolled his eyes. “Yeah, yeah.”

“Legends?” Zoe asked, glancing between Bella and Jacob.

Jacob’s smile flickered, then returned softer this time. “Local stuff. Old stories. But it means a lot to some people.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “Sounds like there’s more beneath the surface.”

Jacob chuckled quietly. “Maybe. But if you’re respectful, you’ll be fine.”

Bella smiled, though a flicker of unease remained. “Thanks, Jacob.”

He nodded and turned toward the trail leading back to town. “See you around.”

As his footsteps faded, Zoe watched the restless ocean, wondering how many unseen currents were pulling at this town  - and at her.



When Bella arrived in Forks, Zoe had genuinely wanted to be there to greet her. She’d imagined the moment  - a warm hug, a sarcastic quip, maybe a peace-offering coffee from the only halfway decent café in town. But life rarely went the way Zoe Clark pictured it.

Bella was still asleep when Charlie came downstairs, already dressed for work. He asked if Zoe had her license, and - well  - she lied. Technically. But she could drive. She’d driven Jenna home more times than she could count after nights at the Mystic Grill, and had chauffeured Damon in his beloved Camaro whenever he was too mangled to manage it himself.

So maybe she jumped at the chance to be useful.

And that’s how she ended up in La Push, standing in a gravel driveway outside Billy Black’s house while Charlie’s cruiser disappeared down the road. She was supposed to be picking up the old truck Charlie had bought for Bella - sturdy, indestructible, and just retro enough to be charming. But before she could knock on the Black’s door, her phone rang.

Damon.

He was yelling. Elena was being reckless - again. Something about a mountain, a full moon, and werewolves. His words blurred together, but his panic was razor-sharp. And now because of the bond, when Damon panicked, Zoe panicked. The moment Zoe felt it in her chest  - that bond-pull of dread and worry - she started pacing, one hand gripping her phone, the other clenched in a fist. She didn’t notice how far she wandered from the house until her boots were sinking into damp moss and branches tangled in her hair.

Then the pain hit. Not hers - not really. A phantom stab beneath her ribs, sharp and sudden. It nearly doubled her over.

She fell to the ground with a soft thud, curling her arms around herself like it might protect her from a pain that wasn’t even hers.

That’s how Sam Uley found her.

“Hey - are you okay?” He asked, already crouching beside her. His deep voice was careful, even as concern flickered across his features.

Zoe blinked up at him, dazed. It took her a moment to realize he was shirtless. “Do you always run through the woods half-naked?”

Sam arched an eyebrow, straight-faced. “Do you always collapse in them fully dressed?”

A shaky smile tugged at her lips. “Touché.”

He held out his hand. She hesitated before taking it, startled by the ease with which he pulled her to her feet  -  like she weighed nothing. Which, to be fair, wasn’t far from the truth these days.

“What are you doing out here?” he asked, still watching her with that same furrowed concern.

“My uncle dropped me off to pick up a truck from Billy and Jacob Black. I… got distracted.”

“Uncle?”

“Charlie Swan.”

Sam nodded slowly. “That explains it. The Chief’s niece.” A pause. “You’re really pale. No offense.”

Zoe gave him a dry smile. “None taken. I’m usually pale. I’ve just recently added ‘slightly translucent’ to my aesthetic. My friend describes my pallor as ‘ghostly’, which…” She cleared her throat, suddenly uncomfortable. She was about to make a joke about Jeremy seeing ghosts. “Yeah.” She finished lamely.

Sam didn’t laugh. He studied her face for a beat too long.

“You look like you’re in pain.”

She looked away, brushing a leaf off her skirt. “It’s just a weird headache. I’m fine.”

“You’re shaking.”

Zoe glanced at her hands. She clenched them into fists and tucked them behind her back. “I appreciate the concern, but I promise I’ve had worse days.”

Sam looked like he wanted to press - really press - but instead he said, “Let me walk you back. It’s not far, but you shouldn’t be out here alone.”

“I’m not helpless, you know.”

“Didn’t say you were.”

Zoe followed him anyway.

“You’re the reservation’s tour guide now?” She asked as they wove between trees.

“Something like that,” Sam replied. “Saw you go into the woods from the trail. I thought maybe you were...”

“Running away from home?” She smirked, knowing she didn’t look like she lived on the Quileute reservation.

“Running from something,” Sam said, unamused.

Zoe didn’t answer. Because maybe she was. Running was something that she’d done well. She’d run from her relationship with Damon, run from Katherine, and she’d tried running from Klaus. Running kept her safe. And she’d be running for the rest of her life.

When they reached the house, the front door creaked open before they even stepped onto the porch.

“Sam? Zoe?” Billy Black sat in his usual place just inside the threshold, a look of amusement and mild suspicion on his face as he took in the odd pairing - Sam’s towering frame beside Zoe’s much smaller one, her long dark hair tangled, her pale face flushed.

Zoe winked at Billy. “Met your forest patrol.”

Sam rolled his eyes. “Stay out of the woods, kid.”

“You got it, Sammy-boy,” Zoe teased, climbing the steps, showing a little bit of her normal personality. Her pre-Klaus, pre-death, pre-bond self. Less scared, less flighty, less angry.

Billy tilted his head. “Charlie called an hour ago saying he was on his way. Everything alright?”

Zoe gave him a too-bright smile. “Peachy with a side of keen. Just wandered off a bit while I was on the phone. Lost track of time.” Zoe Clark had always been good at pretending everything was okay.

Billy’s eyes flicked to Sam, then back to Zoe. “Come on in. I’ll get you something to eat while we go over the truck.”

“I’m okay-” Zoe started, but Billy cut her off.

“Charlie would kill me if I let you leave without offering food. Besides, Jacob should be back soon. You’ll want to say hi.” He said, as if Zoe was best friends with Billy’s son and hadn’t just met him once.

Zoe stepped inside, letting the warmth of the house wrap around her like a heavy coat. It smelled like old wood, cedar smoke, and the faintest trace of engine grease. A reminder that there were still corners of the world untouched by the supernatural - mostly. She was here, afterall, and doppelgangers were nothing if not supernatural.

As Sam turned to go, Zoe called out, “Hey.”

He paused on the steps.

“Thanks for stopping.”

He gave her a short nod. “Take care of yourself, Zoe.”

She watched him disappear into the trees - like he belonged there - then turned back to the warmth of the house. The safety of something almost normal.

For now.



Zoe’s small hands gripped the edge of the bathroom sink. She looked pale - even paler than usual - like the color had been quietly drained from her during the night. Her long, dark curls tumbled down her back in soft spirals, slightly frizzy from the misty Forks air. They lacked their usual shine, but she didn’t fuss over them.

he tugged at the hem of her navy skirt - short and perfectly pressed. A pale lavender blouse, silky and buttoned to the collar, was tucked neatly into the waistband. Over it, she wore a soft gray cardigan, the sleeves pulled over her wrists firmly to hide how bony they’d gotten in recent months, pearlescent buttons catching the light. And already on her feet - in a defiant act of aesthetic over logic - she wore blush pink block heels. The kind with open backs and narrow toes. The kind that clearly hadn’t been chosen with rain or mossy pavement in mind.

But Zoe Clark had grown up in Mystic Falls, attending pageants, cotillions, and Founders’ events. She was Caroline Forbes’ best friend. Or one of them, anyway. And if Caroline had taught her anything, it was that looking put together was the first step to holding yourself together.

She adjusted her dangling earring and blinked at herself. Just hold together.

Behind her, Bella appeared in the bathroom doorway, yawning. “Do you always look like a fairy princess on school days?”

Zoe smirked faintly, but the expression didn’t reach her eyes. “I like control,” she said simply. “Clothes are controllable. People - not so much.”

Bella raised a brow. “So the stilettos and the ruffles are what, your shield?”

Zoe tilted her head at her reflection. “They aren’t stilettos.”

By the time they went downstairs, Charlie was already in uniform, pouring coffee.

He looked up when he saw Zoe and blinked, half expecting her to show up in sweatpants and arguing about having to leave the house. “Wow. You, uh… you clean up nice, kid.”

“Thanks, Uncle Charlie,” she said gently, brushing a curl behind her ear.

He studied her face a little too long. “You sleep okay?”

Zoe hesitated, then nodded. “Yeah. Fine.” 

Liar , she could almost hear Damon’s voice in her head. As if he was right next to her. 

Charlie didn’t look convinced. The dark circles under his niece’s eyes revealed the truth and Charlie didn’t need to be a cop to know that. He glanced at Bella, who just shrugged, munching on toast.

“I made eggs,” he offered. “You sure you don’t want something?”

Zoe smiled politely. “I don’t think my stomach’s quite ready for solids. Maybe tomorrow.”

Charlie frowned, setting his coffee mug down. It had become routine. Whatever food - whether Charlie or Bella made it - that was offered to Zoe was turned down. “You let me know if it gets worse, alright?”

“Of course,” she said - too quickly, too sweetly.

Charlie glanced at his daughter. “You make sure she has some lunch, okay?”

Bella looked at Zoe, then back at her dad before nodding. “Sure,” she said, though she knew she couldn’t make Zoe do anything she didn’t want to. In just a month of living together, Bella had already learned how stubborn Zoe Clark could be.

In the truck, Bella chattered to fill the silence - about how strange it felt to be back in Forks, how much she missed the Arizona sun, the call from her mom the night before, how proud Jake was of the old truck he’d rebuilt for her. Anything to drown out the quiet that clung to Zoe like fog - cold, creeping, and impossible to shake.

Zoe sat still, knees together, hands folded on the hem of her skirt, eyes half-lidded as the trees smeared past the window like streaks of green and gray.

She was too busy tracking the low thrum in the back of her skull - Damon. Alive, but furious. Always alive. Always furious. And lately, Zoe worried she was starting to absorb it - that simmering, relentless rage Damon clung to like armor slowly bleeding through their bond, seeping into her bones, her breath, her thoughts.

She was terrified it would swallow her whole.

Like a migraine that knew her name - and whispered it back in his voice.

Chapter 3: Between Zoes

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Carlisle Cullen had made a promise to himself centuries ago: to live a full life. He’d never wanted immortality, but it had been thrust upon him  -  a gift or a curse, he still couldn’t say. At first, it was enough to simply resist the bloodlust. Then, it was enough to practice medicine, to heal rather than harm. And now, he could say with confidence that his life had never been as full as it was with his coven — no, his family .

He loved his children -  Edward, Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, and Jasper -  deeply. Whether he had turned them or not, they were his in every way that mattered.

But there had been a time when his life was more full. A time when he had a mate. A partner. A woman who helped build the family from the ground up. A woman whose loss had broken something fundamental in him.

Zoe Cullen.

His Zoe.

His love.

Even now, seventy-three years later, his children still whispered about the year it happened. 1938. A year he’d do anything to forget.

Edward had been the first companion Carlisle turned. Then Zoe -  his mate. He had found her in 1920, stabbed and alone in the woods, barely breathing. She hadn’t even had the strength to cry out. The moment she opened her eyes as a newborn, she had gasped, “We need to run.” And from that moment forward, they had run -  together. Carlisle never left her side again.

Zoe never spoke of what had happened to her before he found her. He never pressed.

Edward couldn’t hear her thoughts. From the beginning, it was like static - a low, buzzing interference that blocked him from accessing her mind. It didn’t scare Edward exactly, but it unsettled him. He’d grown used to the noise of other people’s minds, and the sudden absence -  the void Zoe seemed to cast -  was jarring. Still, he trusted her. They all did. Even when Zoe wouldn’t speak of her past or human life, they understood, because it was painful for all of them to do so.

She’d been the one to find Rosalie, broken and bleeding in an alley in 1933. She had carried the dying girl to Carlisle and begged him to save her. He’d warned her of the consequences, but Zoe hadn’t cared. He never could say no to her.

Two years later, when Rosalie returned home carrying Emmett’s broken body, it had been Zoe who turned him -  Carlisle had been away. It was her decision, her mercy, and no one questioned it.

They had been happy then. Carlisle, Zoe, Edward, Rosalie, and Emmett. Their sleepless nights were filled with piano music, books, card games, and quiet laughter. Emmett’s booming voice. Zoe’s quick wit. The way Rosalie smiled more easily when Zoe was near. The way Edward watched her, trying to decipher the mystery he couldn’t read.

Zoe had worried about the war in Europe. She had asked Carlisle if there was anything they could do. He always said no - that their duty was to stay hidden and protect their family. That didn’t stop her from attending local protests, from volunteering at synagogues, from handing out pamphlets under aliases. But she always came back to him. Always. Even after days or weeks or even months away, Zoe always found her way back.

They were between homes when it happened - moving from one place to another, scouting a new town in British Columbia. Edward, Rosalie, and Emmett had gone ahead. It was a rare sunny day, so Carlisle and Zoe had gone deep into the woods to hunt.

They didn’t know the territory belonged to another coven.

There were five of them - nomads, vicious and unrestrained. Not Volturi, but close in cruelty. Carlisle and Zoe had been lying in the grass, talking about where to settle next. Zoe had always hated moving. Always worried about meeting new people, even though Carlisle didn’t know why exactly. Out of everyone in her family, she was able to bond with humans - blend in - the best. 

One moment, they were laughing. The next, the coven descended. They ran, hand in hand.

He would never forget the moment Zoe’s fingers were ripped from his. The way she screamed. The sound of her limbs torn apart - like steel scraping steel. And then her silence. Her stillness.

By the time Edward, Rosalie, and Emmett returned two months later, they found Carlisle sitting alone in the house they had planned to make a home. Unmoving. Hollow. Destroyed.

The decade that followed was bleak. Carlisle left, volunteering as a medic in the war, not to serve - but to suffer . To do something. To feel the hot iron of blood thirst in his throat. His children worried. He returned after three years, but he wasn’t the same. Grief clung to him like a shadow.

It was Emmett - kind, loyal Emmett - who sat with him in his study. Who reminded him that Zoe was his mother and he’d lost her too. That they all had loved her. It helped, a little.

But still, Carlisle shut himself away for years.

It wasn’t until Alice and Jasper arrived - until he took them in, for her , in her memory - that the fog began to lift. Zoe would have wanted them to open their hearts. Zoe would have loved Alice. Would have tried to soothe Jasper’s self-loathing. By 1955, they’d helped Jasper enough to begin playing human again.

Now, in 2011, Carlisle could hardly believe it had been seventy-three years since he’d seen Zoe. Since he’d touched her, kissed her, laughed with her. Too long. Not long enough. A blink and a lifetime all at once.

This was the first time they’d returned to Forks since Emmett’s turning. Zoe had loved this place - the gray skies, the quiet woods. She had felt peace here. And in returning, so many ghosts stirred.

Sometimes, he caught Edward or Emmett or Rosalie lingering at an old object they hadn’t realized was still in the house. The people who had renovated it over the decades hadn’t thrown everything out. Alice had been the one to unpack the forgotten boxes, giving the old things new homes.

A chipped vase Zoe had adored that Carlisle had always made to bring home flowers to fill it. A worn deck of cards Jasper pulled from a drawer. A first edition Hobbit that Rosalie discovered on a shelf, still bookmarked where Zoe had stopped reading. An old suffragette sash, proudly displayed in a shadow box now.

Alice and Jasper never met Zoe, but they felt her. They heard about her in whispers, on soft rainy nights when memories ached too loudly. Emmett would tell stories - Zoe teasing Rosalie’s vanity, Zoe throwing snowballs at Edward. Rosalie would smile, barely. Edward almost never spoke of her, but sometimes he played her song. A song once happy, now haunting.

Only three images of Zoe Cullen were ever displayed in the house. A photograph of the family, months after Emmett’s turning, always placed atop Edward’s piano. A wedding photo of Rosalie and Emmett, with Zoe beside her, smiling proudly - always on Rosalie’s vanity. And a painted portrait, commissioned by Carlisle himself, veiled behind a black cloth in his study. For his eyes only. A shrine of silence.

They were a coven of seven — with only six still standing.

Even after seventy-three years, the seventh had never truly left them.

Chapter 4: The Pain of the Past

Summary:

This is the last chapter until we get into the first Twilight book.
I have the first book written and the series mapped out where I want to go.
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Zoe found Charlie in the garage after breakfast, leaning over a weathered cardboard box like it had just told him a secret.

She stood in the doorway, arms folded, watching him pick through old fishing gear and high school trophies. He looked different out here — more relaxed somehow. Maybe it was the flannel. Maybe it was the silence. Or maybe, like Zoe, Charlie was just better with things than people.

From inside the house, Zoe could still hear Bella’s voice through the kitchen window — soft, half-laughing, on the phone with Renee. She’d been chatting with her mom all morning, trying to sound cheerful. Zoe didn’t listen in, but the warmth in Bella’s voice made something tighten in her chest.

“You need help?” Zoe asked softly.

Charlie looked up, startled, like she’d caught him doing something he shouldn’t.

“Hey, kid,” he said, scratching the back of his neck. “Nah, just cleaning up. Got a bunch of this stuff from your grandma’s place after she passed. Figured I should finally go through it.”

Zoe nodded, stepping inside. The air smelled like oil and pine sawdust. She watched as Charlie lifted a small photo album from the box and hesitated.

He flipped it open, then paused on a single photo tucked between the pages. It was loose, slightly bent at the corners, like someone had looked at it too often or not enough.

Charlie stared at it for a long moment, then held it out to her.

“This came in the mail a couple months before your mom passed,” he said. “She didn’t write a note. Just sent it.”

Zoe took the photo with careful hands.

It was of six people — all outside, mid-laugh, framed by a Virginia summer. Bonnie and Elena were five, arms slung around each other like they’d never known a world without each other. Zoe was four, face round and flushed, caught mid-giggle as she tried to twirl in a too-long dress. Miranda Gilbert knelt beside Elena, her hand steadying her daughter. Sheila Bennett — Abbie’s mother — smiled calmly beside her. Abbie stood tall and tired behind them all, hand resting on Zoe’s mother’s shoulder.

Zoe’s mother looked beautiful. And distant. Like someone trying not to cry.

Zoe’s throat closed.

“I didn’t know this picture existed,” she said, voice barely above a whisper.

Charlie leaned against the workbench. “I didn’t either. Not until it showed up.”

“She looks…” Zoe stopped. There wasn’t a word for how her mother looked. Not quite haunted. Not quite sad. Just... done .

Charlie crossed his arms. “I didn’t know she was sick. She never told me.”

Zoe blinked down at the photo. “They never told me either.”

There was a silence between them then — thick, not uncomfortable, just full. Charlie sighed and rubbed his hand over his jaw.

“Wilbur called after she died,” he said eventually. “Told me it all happened fast. Said there wasn’t time to reach out. I didn’t push. We were never… close. You know that.”

Zoe’s lips pressed into a line.

She remembered the funeral. The way her father looked like he might shatter if someone touched him. How Bonnie held her hand the entire time. How quiet the house was after. How no one ever said the word “cancer” louder than a whisper, like it might catch fire in their mouths.

“I’m still grateful,” Charlie added. “That Wilbur let me keep in touch. That he didn’t… cut me out.”

Zoe’s eyes stayed on the photo. “He was different after she died. Not bad. Just… tired. He worked more and I spent more time with Bonnie and her Grams and Elena and Caroline and their parents.” She sniffed. “Bonnie’s mom left. Right before Mom died. So… we clung to each other, I guess. Needed someone who understood.”

Charlie was quiet for a moment, his expression unreadable.

“I’m still grateful,” he said. “That Wilbur let me keep in touch. That he let you visit.”

Zoe nodded slowly. Her eyes were a little glassy now, but she blinked the shine away.

“I’m glad, too.”

Charlie cleared his throat, reaching for something else in the box, like he needed to busy his hands. “You okay?”

Zoe nodded once, but her grip on the photo tightened.

“Yeah,” she lied. “Thanks for showing me.”

Charlie didn’t call her out on it. He just gave a soft grunt and turned back to the box. “Take it, if you want.”

She hesitated. “Are you sure?”

“Was always yours,” he said.

Zoe folded the photo carefully and tucked it into her cardigan pocket.

Later, when she was alone in her attic bedroom, she’d pull it back out and stare at it until the sunlight shifted. Until she could almost feel her mother’s hand in her curls. Until the ache dulled into something she could carry.

But for now, she just nodded again and quietly slipped back inside.



The forest was silent.

Not the peaceful kind of quiet, but the thick, pressing silence of something watching. The tall trees closed in overhead, their branches clawing at the sky like skeletal fingers. Mist curled around the base of the trunks. Zoe stumbled over roots slick with rain and blood.

Her blood.

She didn’t remember how far she’d run — just the feeling of her dress catching on thorns, the sting of air in her lungs, the sound of Elijah’s voice echoing behind her like a prayer in a dead church.

“You can’t run from this, Zoe,” he had called. Not cruel. Not angry. Just inevitable . You are meant to be part of something greater. Come back, before my brother finds you first.”

She’d tried to escape. But she wasn’t fast enough.

Klaus appeared through the fog like a wolf through tall grass. No— not like a wolf. Like a vampire.

He didn’t smile this time. Just stepped forward and drove a long tree branch straight through her — through her stomach, into the forest floor beneath her — pinning her there like a specimen.

She couldn’t even scream. Couldn’t move.

He crouched beside her, eyes bright with cold curiosity. “I’ll come back,” he said. “Before it’s too late. You’re too valuable to waste.” Then, with a tilt of his head and a mock-pitying smile, “But you really must learn your place, my darling doppelgänger.”

And then he was gone.

Zoe lay alone, her breath growing shallow. The forest spun above her, black between the stars.

Then came footsteps.

Another figure — tall, composed, careful. Not like Klaus. Not like Elijah. Blonde hair. Worried eyes.

She forced her arm up, blood streaking down her sleeve.

“Kill me,” she gasped, seizing his wrist. “Please. Before they come back. Kill me.”

The man knelt beside her, eyes scanning her wounds, her face, her fear.

“I’m not going to hurt you,” he said softly.

“You don’t understand,” she choked out. “They’re monsters. They’ll use me. I don’t want to be used.”

He touched her forehead, tentative. Gentle. His palm was cool, not cold.

He hesitated—then spoke words that might have been comforting to anyone not being hunted by Klaus and Elijah. “I can save you,” he said.

She laughed once, weak and broken. “Are you a doctor?”

He gave the smallest nod. “Yes. But not the kind you’re thinking of.”

Her voice cracked. “Then what kind are you?” Her own blood tickled her lips, warm and metallic.

He hesitated.

Then his golden eyes met hers, full of sorrow.

“The kind who doesn’t let people die when he can help it.”

And Zoe, for the first time in hours, let go of her fear.

 

Zoe Clark woke to hands on her shoulders and her name in the dark.

“Zoe—hey, hey. Zo. Wake up.”

She jerked upright, gasping, her sweater twisted around her, her sheets tangled like vines. Her pulse throbbed behind her eyes. She still felt the mud under her fingers. Still heard Klaus’s voice. Still saw the stranger’s eyes—

“Zoe. It’s okay. You’re home.”

She blinked hard and found Charlie, kneeling next to her bed in his flannel pajamas and an old Forks PD t-shirt. His hair was messy from sleep, his expression drawn tight with concern.

Her bedroom window was fogged from the rain. The room was pitch black, except for the soft yellow light spilling from the hallway.

She tried to breathe normally. She couldn’t.

“That must’ve been some dream,” Charlie said, gently releasing her shoulders but staying close.

Zoe pressed the heels of her hands into her eyes. “Yeah,” she whispered. “Sorry.”

“Don’t be sorry.” He sat back on his heels. “You were crying out. Sounded like you were fighting someone.”

Zoe gave a humorless huff. “I was.”

Charlie studied her for a second. “You want to talk about it?”

She hesitated, staring down at her lap. Her voice was small. “Not really.”

“Okay,” he said. No pressure. No judgment. Just Uncle Charlie.

She looked up at him. “But thanks for waking me. I didn’t mean to freak you out.”

“You didn’t.” He stood slowly, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well, maybe a little. But I’ve heard worse in this house. Bella sleep-talks like she’s doing math homework in her dreams.”

Zoe laughed under her breath — barely, but it was real.

“You sure you’re okay?”

Zoe nodded. “I will be. Eventually.”

Charlie gave her a small nod. “Alright. I’ll leave the hallway light on. Just in case.”

She watched him step out, his silhouette lingering in the doorway for a beat before the door clicked shut behind him.

Zoe sat in the dark for a long time, her heart still pounding like she’d run a mile barefoot.

She could still see him — the man from the woods. The one with the soft hands and golden eyes.

She hadn’t realized until now, in the thick silence after the dream, how familiar he felt.

 

Charlie had insisted.

“Just a walk,” he’d said that morning, holding a thermos in one hand and his fishing gear in the other. “You’ve been cooped up for days, Zo. Some fresh air won’t kill you.”

Zoe didn’t argue. She hadn’t had the energy.

Charlie was spending the day fishing with Billy Black and Harry Clearwater down at the river, and since the reservation was on the way, he’d brought Bella and Zoe along—half for convenience, half because he didn’t like the idea of Zoe alone in the house again.

Billy’s place was warm, cluttered, and smelled like cedar smoke and motor oil. While the men loaded the truck, Jacob offered to take the girls for a walk along one of the nearby trails. He was cheerful, a little shy, and didn’t seem to notice how Zoe’s eyes stayed fixed on the trees, or how she flinched slightly at loud laughter.

She followed them in silence as Jacob and Bella talked, her shoes crunching lightly on the dirt and pine needles.

The forest here was different from Virginia—older somehow. Quieter. It held its breath in a way Zoe recognized but didn’t like.

“So you really don’t remember me?” Jacob asked Bella, half grinning.

Bella glanced over at him. “We made mud pies. I think that’s more of a you memory than a me memory.”

Jacob laughed, hands stuffed in his hoodie pocket. “Fair. It’s weird, though, seeing you both back here. Like… you’re familiar, but not.”

Zoe didn’t respond. She kept walking, arms folded, the damp air clinging to her skin like a warning.

They reached a rise in the trail that overlooked the coast in the distance—gray water churning beneath a fog-wrapped sky. Below them, the trees thickened into dark green walls. The wind carried the salt and the cold and something else. Something instinctual.

Jacob kicked a pine cone off the path. “You ever hear the story of the Cold Ones?” he asked suddenly.

Bella blinked. “What?”

Jacob smirked. “The old Quileute legend. My dad tells it every time someone new visits. Says our tribe descended from wolves, and that we’ve been fighting these things called the Cold Ones for generations.”

Zoe looked at him then, finally. Her mouth opened slightly, but she didn’t speak.

Jacob didn’t notice. “Supposedly, they’re pale, beautiful, and cold as stone. Sound familiar?” He elbowed Bella.

Bella rolled her eyes. “Sounds like something out of a campfire story.”

“It is,” Jacob said. “I mean, no one actually believes it. Not anymore.”

But somewhere in the trees, something watched.

A low wind moved through the underbrush. Quiet. Calculating.

A wolf—massive and still—stood half-shrouded by the pines just off the trail. Its fur bristled with unease, eyes locked on the dark-haired girl walking ten feet behind the others.

It didn’t recognize her face. But her scent—

It didn’t make sense.

She smelled wrong.

Like vampire, but not. Like blood, but not. Like something old. Something broken and burning at the edges.

She smelled like death and something else the wolf couldn’t name.

Zoe paused, her eyes drifting to the trees. The hair on the back of her neck stood up. She didn't see the wolf. But something deep in her gut twisted, cold and crawling.

“Zoe?” Bella called, noticing she’d fallen behind.

“I’m coming,” Zoe said softly, eyes still scanning the woods.

The wolf watched until they were gone. Then it turned and vanished silently into the forest—already running, already returning to the others.

Because something had come to Forks.

And the wolf wasn’t sure if she was human.

Chapter 5: Twilight: The Beginning of the End

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Zoe was trying her best not to scowl as Bella drove them to school. Her eyes tracked the rain running in rivulets down the car window, fingers tapping against her thigh like they were trying to shake off something crawling under her skin.

“I could’ve driven, you know,” she muttered, glancing sideways at her cousin. Bella was seventeen, only two years older, and Zoe’s sixteenth birthday was fast approaching—though the thought made her stomach turn.

She and Damon used to watch the old tv show Buffy the Vampire Slayer and they’d laugh at how wrong the show got vampires. There’d been that line, “I may be dead but I’m still pretty,” that made Damon laugh and wiggle his eyebrows at her now. Zoe wasn’t laughing anymore. Dead at fifteen. She even beat Buffy. And yet, Zoe still had another birthday. It was…wrong. Unnatural. And she was grateful.

Bella didn’t look away from the road. “Rain’s tricky. Just because Charlie doesn’t realize you’re lying about having a license doesn’t mean I don’t.”

Zoe huffed, flopping back in her seat.

“Hey,” Bella softened, “when the weather’s good, you can drive.”

Zoe didn’t answer, just nodded vaguely. The weather was never good in Forks, she thought.

Her whole body felt too still, like something inside her was pacing. She could feel it—Damon’s anxiety bleeding through their bond, sharp and insistent. He wasn’t answering his phone. None of the Mystic Falls crew were.

This was Zoe’s first time starting school without Elena, Caroline, or Bonnie. Without Matt or Jeremy or even Tyler to lean on. Those older girls had always walked her to the school doors hand in hand, like it was just expected that Wilbur Clark’s daughter would be part of their circle. It had never mattered that she was a year younger. Now, it was just her—and Bella, who might’ve been family, but wasn’t from that part of her life.

“Are you nervous?” Bella asked as they pulled into the school lot.

“No,” Zoe said too quickly. “Just… missing home, I guess.”

Bella didn’t press. She focused on parking. “Alright,” she said finally, turning the car off.

Zoe stared up at the school building and made no move to get out. “Ready to face hell?”

“Hell?”

“High school,” Zoe deadpanned.

Bella snorted. “It won’t be so bad.”

“As long as no one dies.” Zoe muttered, swinging the door open. She stepped out, her heel immediately slipping on a slick patch of concrete. “Fantastic,” she grumbled, catching herself with a hand on the car. “Caroline’s gonna murder me for what Forks is doing to my shoe collection.”

By the time they reached the entrance, students were starting to trickle in. Zoe didn’t acknowledge the stares they got—she was used to being looked at. Small town, new girl, short skirt and high heels? It wasn’t exactly like she was trying to fit in like Bella. People stared at Zoe. They always had, they always would, she was part of a Founding Family after all. It was practically her brand.

Caroline had spent hours on the phone helping Zoe pick the perfect outfit: edgy but not too much, Mystic Falls glam toned down for rainy Forks. Bella, by contrast, looked every bit the local in her rain jacket, oversized sweater, jeans, and Converse. The kind of outfit Zoe wouldn’t be caught dead in—which, to be fair, she already had been.

Zoe smoothed the hem of her skirt and straightened her jacket as they made their way up the steps. Her stomach was tight, like it had been all morning. Charlie’s voice echoed in her head—“Just let her do her thing, Bels. If she needs to be early, let her be early.”

She wasn’t going to be late. She needed to be in control of something today. Better to get the lay of the land before a battle.

When they reached the front office, Zoe held the door open for Bella. It was an unspoken thing between them—neither said thank you, neither expected it.

“Hi,” Bella offered a small smile to the receptionist. “We’re new. My dad registered us last month. Bella Swan—and Zoe Clark.”

The woman behind the counter looked them over carefully, her eyes lingering a moment longer on Zoe’s bare legs. “The Chief’s daughter and niece,” she said, tapping her keyboard.

“That’s us.” Zoe smirked, hitching her backpack up by one strap.

“I’m Ms. Cope,” the woman said as she slid two packets of papers across the desk. “Schedules, maps, code of conduct. Get each of your teachers to sign this”—she tapped the top page—“and return it at the end of the day. Code of conduct needs to be signed by Friday. And,” she added, eyes flicking back to Zoe, “Forks High has a strict no-skipping policy.”

Zoe offered her most charming grin and snapped a lazy salute. Mrs. Cope must have seen her records from Mystic Falls. It wasn’t like dealing with your psychotic, vampiric doppelganger was an excuse absence, even if Zoe totally thought it should be. “Roger that, Ms. Cope.”

Bella side-eyed her cousin but said quickly, “We’ll read it. Thanks.”

They took their papers and walked out of the office.

“Locker number?” Bella asked, flipping through her papers.

“204,” Zoe answered, scanning hers. “Like that means anything.”

“I’m 205,” Bella said with mild surprise. “Guess they assign them by registration instead of grade.”

“Or the universe is just that generous,” Zoe muttered. Her voice was dry, flat. Bella didn’t need to be told something was off. She could see the faint tremble in Zoe’s hands. The way she was tapping the edge of her packet like a metronome.

“Well,” Bella said gently, “we’re early. Let’s find them together.”

Zoe nodded. “Cope said there was a map.” She unfolded the papers.

“Zoe,” Bella said, hesitating. “You okay?”

Zoe didn’t look up. “Peachy with a side of keen.” She traced her finger across the school map. “Our lockers are by the science hall.”

They were at their lockers—Zoe organizing hers with mechanical efficiency—when a student approached them.

“You’re Isabella Swan and Zoe Clark, right? The new girls?”

Zoe’s locker slammed shut with a clang. “Depends on who’s asking?” She asked, eyes narrowing at the boy.

“I’m Eric. Eyes and ears of this place. Anything you need—tour guide, lunch date, shoulder to cry on—”

“Thanks,” Bella interrupted with a polite smile, “but we’re more the suffer-in-silence type.”

“Speak for yourself,” Zoe muttered. “I’m the vaguely-threaten-between-tequila-shots type.”

Eric grinned, undeterred. “Great headline for your feature. I’m on the school paper—you’re front-page news, baby.” He glanced at Bella. “Babies?” Even Erik winced at how awkward he sounded.

“You print my picture or name,” Zoe said, tone suddenly serious, “you’ll only be the ears of this place. Got it?”

“She’s joking,” Bella said quickly, sending Zoe a pointed look.

“Chillax.” Eric held up his hands in mock surrender. “No features.”

Zoe plucked her schedule out of Bella’s hand without asking. “As fun as vaguely threatening boys in hallways is, I have a class to not be late to.”

“See you at lunch,” Bella called after her.

Zoe didn’t answer. She just walked away, her heels clicking defiantly on the linoleum. Bella watched her go, unease settling in her stomach. Charlie had asked her to look out for Zoe—but what if Zoe didn’t want to be looked after?

 

Edward Cullen hated first days of school. And he had many first days both behind him and in his future.

It wasn’t the nerves or awkward conversations — those he could block out with practiced indifference. It was the noise. The overwhelming noise of teenage minds, bouncing thoughts, crushes, hormones, lies, daydreams, insecurities — all of it crashing against his skull like an unrelenting tide.

This year, it was worse.

Because this year, someone had said her name.

Zoe.

Not Zoe Cullen. Of course not. That was impossible. Zoe Cullen had been gone for over seventy-three years — longer than most of these students’ families had lived in Forks. But still, hearing the name echo through the halls was like a blow to the ribs.

Zoe Clark. That was the name now. Forks’ newest mystery. She’d arrived early in the summer, moved in with the Chief of Police. The same Chief who now also had a daughter in town — Isabella Swan, nicknamed Bella.

His siblings heard the whispers too — he could feel Rosalie tense two classrooms away, Emmett’s discomfort flickering through the brief silence between thoughts. Even Alice had gone still for a moment, her fingers tightening around her pen, her visions stuttering as they would soon often become when Zoe was involved.

Because Zoe Clark — the human girl — wasn’t like the others.

No one had seen her yet. She wasn’t in any of the Cullens’ classes, being younger than the Cullens claimed to be. But Edward could already sense it. Her name came wrapped in a long-forgotten static. Anytime a student tried to picture her face in their minds, it shimmered, indistinct. The memory of her image bent, wavered — like a radio tuning out. Worse than that, he’d tried to seek out her thoughts and found only a wall. A thick, impenetrable veil. Just like—

His jaw clenched.

Just like the first Zoe.

And then, before he could dig deeper, the door to his biology class swung open.

“I’m sorry,” said a quiet voice — soft, but steady.

Bella Swan stepped into the room, schedule in hand. She was tall, pale, with dark chestnut hair falling around her face. Her cheeks flushed with embarrassment, but her tone didn’t waver.

“I got lost,” she added, offering the teacher a sheepish shrug and a tense smile.

Not even Edward knew that Bella Swan hadn’t been lost. No one knew that Bella spent her lunch hour on the bleachers, trying to coax her cousin to eat something. Anything besides the coffee she seemed to subside on.

Mr. Banner waved it off and scrawled his signature on her paper. “No problem. There’s an open seat next to Mr. Cullen.”

Edward went rigid in his chair.

Bella glanced around, then locked eyes with him — and in that instant, he stopped breathing.

Her scent hit him like a punch to the chest.

It wasn’t just enticing. It was consuming. Golden warmth and spice, tangled with something richer and deeper than anything he’d smelled in decades. His throat burned with a thirst so violent it terrified him. His hands clenched into fists beneath the table.

He didn’t move.

Couldn’t.

She approached, hesitant, unaware that she was walking into the lion’s den.

“Is this okay?” she asked softly, gesturing to the stool beside him.

Edward forced a nod. It took everything in him not to flinch as she sat down, her proximity like fire to dry paper. He pressed his palm against the cool metal of the lab bench, anchoring himself.

Focus. He couldn’t afford to lose control.

He glanced sideways, studying her. Her thoughts — they should have been loud now, pouring out, streaming into his mind like every other human. But they were gone. Silent. As if she weren’t there at all.

Another one.

Just like Zoe Clark.

Just like Zoe Cullen.

Different from the mysterious girl, different from his mother, but infuriating all the same.

Edward turned away, his eyes narrowing.

Bella Swan might be the one sitting beside him — but it was Zoe Clark he couldn’t stop thinking about. The girl who had no mind to read, who walked through Forks High like a living echo of someone he thought he’d never see again.

Something wasn’t right.

And Edward Cullen hated not knowing the answer.

Chapter 6: Twilight: New Familiar Faces

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Zoe sat on the low concrete wall behind the gymnasium, a pair of delicate black heels dangling from her fingers, her sneakers from class kicked off. Her bare feet pressed into the cool gravel, the sharp edges a quiet reminder she was still here. The air was damp — not quite rain, but close enough to cling to her skin. Her coffee had long gone cold, but she held it anyway, hands wrapped tightly around the cup like it might still offer warmth.

She hadn’t meant to ditch gym class — not really. But the smell of sweat and floor polish, the too-loud whistles and laughter, it had all started to spin. So she’d slipped out, quiet and practiced. The teacher barely noticed. They never did. Except Alaric. Alaric always noticed Zoe. Always looked out for the Clark girl.

The bond with Damon buzzed beneath her skin like static. Something was wrong. Not urgent, not bleeding, but simmering — and he wouldn’t answer her. Typical.

“You know,” came a voice from behind her, “this doesn’t look like gym class.”

Zoe turned slightly, looking up at Emmett Cullen, who stood a few feet away with a bemused smile. Rosalie was with him, arms crossed, sharp eyes scanning Zoe from head to toe — not judging, just seeing.

Zoe shrugged. “Gym and I had creative differences.” She took a sip of bitter coffee. “Also, I require a lot of supervision.”

Rosalie arched an eyebrow. “You slipped out without anyone noticing?”

“Fifteen and full of questionable decision-making,” Zoe said, lifting her cup in a mock toast.

Emmett chuckled and dropped onto the wall beside her. “You always skip class in heels?”

“These?” Zoe dangled them by the straps. “Fashion casualties. I made it about five minutes before I called it quits. I’m biding my time before I have to change back to my street clothes out here.”

Rosalie's eyes softened slightly. “Why not wear something more comfortable?”

Zoe tilted her head. “Because then the exhaustion shows. And you don’t get a second chance at a first impression.”

Emmett glanced at her, concern flickering in his expression. Up close, Zoe looked too pale, too slight, like one strong breeze might knock her over. She held herself tightly, like something inside her was threatening to fall apart.

“You’re not from around here,” he said gently.

“Nope. Virginia.” She looked away. “And don’t ask. It’s like asking a soldier about the war.”

Rosalie and Emmett exchanged a glance. They didn’t press.

Zoe's grip tightened on the coffee cup. “I just needed a minute,” she added, quieter now. “Sometimes everything gets too... much. Teenagers can be very loud, you know.”

“We get that,” Rosalie said, voice surprisingly soft.

“Yeah?” Zoe glanced between them, searching their faces.

Emmett nodded. “More than you know.”

They sat with her a little longer, quiet and steady, not asking her to go back, not trying to fix her.

Just staying. And for Zoe — that was enough.



The shovel clattered against the stone porch as Damon let it drop. Dirt still clung to his hands, wedged beneath his nails. His shirt was rumpled and smeared with dried mud, and his boots were caked from the walk back through the woods.

No blood. There hadn’t been any. Not when Stefan snapped Andie’s neck before compelling her to fall from the Waverly building.

She’d crumpled like a broken doll.

Damon hadn’t even had time to scream. He wasn’t sure if he would have if he could. Mostly, he’d just been stunned. That Stefan would do this. His brother. The good brother. The brother with the conscience. The brother with hero hair.

Now he poured himself a drink with hands that wouldn’t stop shaking. The bourbon did nothing to steady them.

“She was just scared ,” he muttered aloud, hearing his brother’s approach. “You could smell it on her, Stefan. And you still did it.”

The door creaked open behind him.

“Where is she?” Stefan asked from the threshold, voice too calm.

Damon scoffed. “You’re gonna have to be more specific, brother. You’ve killed a lot of ‘she’s’ lately.”

Stefan didn’t rise to the bait. “Zoe.”

Damon’s smirk twisted. “Oh, now you remember her. Let me guess—Klaus wants a souvenir? Sorry, but no one here’s gonna tell you where she is. Not while you’re still playing loyal little Ripper.”

“Don’t push me, Damon.”

Damon took a lazy sip. “Or what? You’ll kill me too?”

Stefan didn’t answer.

He just moved .

One second Damon was upright. The next, he was on the floor, neck snapped cleanly with a crack that echoed through the room like thunder.

 

Zoe had almost made it to the parking lot.

The cold drizzle hadn’t bothered her all day — she’d barely noticed it, her body humming with tension. She hadn’t felt Damon clearly in hours. Just flickers. Like music underwater—muffled and warped. That should’ve been her first warning.

The second came like a blast .

A jolt of white-hot pain split through her chest, tearing through bone and breath like fire. Her knees buckled.

She gasped, stumbling, hand shooting out—

Edward Cullen caught her before she hit the ground.

His hand gripped her elbow, cool and steady. She didn’t look at him right away—couldn’t, not yet. The bond seared behind her eyes, fading too slowly. She clenched her jaw, breathing hard, steadying herself.

“Thanks,” she rasped.

And then she looked up .

Edward froze.

It wasn’t her voice. It wasn’t her scent. It wasn’t even the unspoken static in her mind.

It was her face .

It stole the breath he didn’t need.

Edward had spent decades convincing himself the memory had blurred—that he’d exaggerated the way she steadied them all, the way she made their house feel like something close to home.

But now, faced with this girl—this Zoe —he realized he hadn’t forgotten a single detail.

The cadence of her voice. The set of her shoulders. That quiet, aching strength.

Not exactly the same—softer, younger, not yet sharpened by time and immortality.

But it was her.

The same curve of the jaw. The same burn behind the eyes.
The same soul-deep ache in her gaze.

And for the first time in seventy-three years, Edward felt something he didn’t know he still could: hope.

“Zoe…” he whispered, barely audible.

Zoe blinked, dazed. “What?”

Edward dropped his hand from her arm like he’d been burned.

“I—sorry. You just… you startled me.”

She nodded absently, still trying to catch her breath. “Yeah. Me too.”

Edward took a careful step back. “Are you alright?”

“I will be.” Zoe straightened, already retreating into herself. “Just a… migraine.”

Edward didn’t believe her for a second. But he said nothing.

Zoe started toward the truck. Behind her, Edward watched every step.

Chapter 7: Twilight: Where the River Bends

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The living room was dim, lit only by the muted gray glow leaking through the rain-blurred windows. The TV was off. So was the lamp. Zoe sat curled on the far end of the couch, her knees pulled to her chest, arms wrapped tightly around them like she could keep herself from falling apart if she just held on tight enough.

Her phone was in her lap. She hadn’t moved in over twenty minutes.

She stared at the screen, thumb hovering, tapping, retreating, trying again.

Message after message went unanswered.

I felt that. Damon—say something. Just let me know you're alive.

You don’t have to talk. Just type one word. Hell, grunt.

Please.

Still nothing. Not from Damon. Not from Bonnie. Not from Caroline. Not from Elena. The silence was a hollow kind of ache—bigger than her, bigger than Forks. Bigger than the distance between here and Mystic Falls.

She hadn’t cried. Not really. Not yet. But her jaw was clenched tight, like crying would undo something she was too tired to rebuild.

Across the room, Bella lingered quietly in the doorway, out of sight behind the hallway wall. She’d meant to ask if Zoe wanted help making dinner. She’d even grabbed the box of pasta from the pantry. But when she’d turned and saw her cousin curled into herself on the couch, something made her stop.

Zoe looked small. Not just physically, though she’d definitely lost weight since arriving in Forks. There was something else—something hollow in her posture. Like she was barely holding herself together.

Bella didn’t move. Didn’t speak. Just watched, uncertain if she should interrupt or give space.

Zoe exhaled shakily and let her forehead rest against her knees. Her phone slipped from her fingers and landed on the cushion beside her.

Bella’s grip on the box of spaghetti tightened. “Are you okay?”

Zoe didn’t look up right away. She just shrugged, barely a motion at all. “Long day,” she murmured.

Bella stepped a little closer. “You don’t have to tell me what’s wrong. Just… maybe let someone care that it is?”

That got Zoe to look up. Her eyes were red-rimmed but dry. “I’m fine,” she said quietly—too quickly to be convincing, but not sharp enough to push Bella away.

Bella didn’t call her out. She just nodded, turning toward the kitchen. “I’m making dinner. You’ll come sit at the table, push your food around like usual, and I’ll pretend that counts. Deal?”

A tiny, weary smile tugged at Zoe’s mouth. “Deal.”

 

The smell of garlic and tomato sauce filled the kitchen, warming the space in a way that felt like home — or as close to it as Zoe Clark could pretend.

She sat at the kitchen table, one leg tucked under her, a glass of water sweating beside her untouched plate. Bella moved with quiet efficiency, dishing out steaming pasta and scooping salad onto plates. Charlie walked in from the station just in time to hang his coat by the door and rub the rain from his shoulders.

The condensation slid down the glass, pooling against her fingertips.

Zoe Clark stared at the water in front of her, unmoving, the cool sweat of the cup clinging to her skin. The overhead light caught in the rim like a faint halo.

She wished it were bourbon.

Not because she wanted the burn—she didn’t even like bourbon. But Damon did. Damon always had a glass in hand. His brand of comfort. His way of saying you're still breathing, kid, so drink to that. That sharp, warm scent had clung to the Boarding House like a second layer of wallpaper, familiar and strange and somehow safe.

Water wasn’t the same. It didn’t wrap around her the way Damon’s presence used to. It didn’t hum through her bond or anchor her when the world spun too fast.

But it was what she had.

She tightened her fingers around the glass anyway and took a slow sip, wishing the weight in her chest could be drowned in it.

“Something smells good,” Charlie said, nodding toward the stove as he leaned against the counter, still dressed in his work uniform.

“Bella made dinner,” Zoe offered, voice faint but even.

Bella shrugged. “Spaghetti and store-bought sauce barely count as ‘made.’”

Charlie pulled out a chair and sat with a grunt. “You made it without setting anything on fire. That’s a win in my book.” He reached for the salad. “So. First day. Let’s hear it.”

Zoe twirled her fork, eyes locked on the noodles. “It was fine.”

Charlie gave her a look — the kind that said I know you better than that.

Bella jumped in first. “It wasn’t bad. Just...new. Lot of staring.”

“Small town,” Charlie said, chewing thoughtfully. “People don’t get a lot of excitement. You two are about as close to celebrities as we get.”

Zoe gave a weak smile. “I should’ve signed autographs.”

Charlie studied her for a beat too long. “How’d classes go?”

“Teachers are fine. Curriculum’s a little behind what I had back in Mystic Falls.” She poked a piece of broccoli with her fork, nudged it across the plate. “I’ll survive.”

“You meet anyone?” he asked, more gently now.

Zoe shrugged. “Some guy named Eric. He offered me a tour and a place to cry. I passed.”

Bella smirked. “He tried to interview us for the school paper. Zoe threatened to gouge his eyes out.”

“I didn’t threaten ,” Zoe said lightly. “I warned .”

Charlie gave a soft chuckle and shook his head. “Well, sounds like you made an impression.”

“I always do,” she murmured, and for a second, the air shifted — heavy, but gone just as fast.

Charlie didn’t push further. He just scooped another bite of pasta and said, “Glad you girls made it through Day One. That’s the hardest.”

Bella glanced at Zoe’s plate — still mostly untouched.

Zoe caught the look and offered, “I’ll heat it up later. Just not that hungry.”

Charlie gave a nod, even though his eyes lingered too long.

The rest of the meal passed in quiet conversation — nothing urgent, nothing revealing. Just forks clinking against plates and the low hum of rain against the windows.

But later, when Zoe cleared her plate and slipped away to her room, Charlie looked at Bella.

“She eat anything at lunch?” he asked, voice low.

Bella shook her head. “Not really.”

Charlie exhaled through his nose. “Keep an eye on her, would you?”

“I am,” Bella said.

And she was.

 

The first week of school ended without fanfare. No murders, no murder plots, not even a single supernatural breakdown. A little bland for Zoe’s taste—but wasn’t that the point of leaving Mystic Falls?

Still, when she stepped into the parking lot, she realized Bella had already left.

“Awesome,” Zoe muttered, tugging her floral skirt down and stepping off the curb into a puddle. Her kitten heels soaked instantly. “Caroline is going to send a hit squad.”

It wasn’t raining, but Forks always seemed to hold water in its bones. She trudged forward, heels squelching, avoiding the worst puddles as she made for the road. Charlie’s house was about a thirty-five-minute walk—closer to fifty factoring in the shoes and Zoe Clark’s deeply-rooted identity as a drama queen in distress.

She was halfway home when something moved across the street.

Her body stilled. Just beyond the tree line—

A wolf. Massive. Watching.

Zoe froze. It didn’t move. Just stood there, half-hidden in shadow. Forks wasn’t Mystic Falls, but that thing was huge . Wolves weren’t supposed to come that close to town. Not unless...

She took a step forward.

A horn blared. Headlights flared.

Zoe’s heart dropped. Her limbs locked, too slow, too stunned. The car screeched to a halt just inches from her knees. If she had bent forward, her head might have kissed the hood.

The driver’s door flung open. “Are you alright?”

A tall man climbed out—blond, clean-shaven, dressed sharply. Too calm for someone who’d almost committed vehicular manslaughter.

“Yeah,” Zoe breathed. “Close call.”

He stared at her—too long.

Zoe stiffened. That was never a good thing for a doppelgänger.

“…You okay?” she asked, eyeing him warily.

“You just… look familiar,” he murmured.

That was worse.

“I’m Carlisle,” he said, stepping forward slightly, offering a hand.

“Zoe,” she said, not taking it. “And no offense, but you’re kinda giving serial killer vibes.”

Carlisle blinked, then smiled—warm, even amused. “I’m a doctor. Forks Hospital.”

“Oh good,” Zoe deadpanned. “A professional serial killer.”

He laughed. It surprised her. His laugh was low and gentle, but his eyes—those stayed sharp. “Can I offer you a ride? I owe you one after that... incident.”

Zoe glanced down at her soaked heels. She really didn’t want to walk the rest of the way.

“You can offer,” she said. “I reserve the right to say no.”

“Fair enough.”

She studied him for a moment longer, then sighed. “Alright. But just know—if you try anything, I will knee you in the throat.”

“Noted,” he said, clearly amused.

He opened the passenger door, and Zoe slid in. The car was warm. She hadn’t realized how cold her fingers were until they started to thaw.

Carlisle got in and glanced over. “Where to?”

“You know where Charlie Swan lives?”

Recognition flickered. “The Chief? You’re his...?”

“Niece. I’m staying with him.”

“And Isabella is his daughter. That makes you cousins.”

“Gold star, Doctor,” Zoe muttered, glancing toward the woods. The wolf was gone.

Carlisle’s tone softened. “He’s lucky to have you both.”

Zoe blinked. That wasn’t what she expected. “Are you always this polite?”

“Occupational hazard.”

As the car rolled down the slick road, Carlisle asked, “So. First week of school?”

Zoe groaned. “Let’s see... the cafeteria is a war zone, I threatened a guy with a stapler, and I think your kids are scared of me.”

He chuckled. “I doubt that.”

“No. Seriously.” She turned toward him. “Edward looks at me like he’s hearing dial-up when I talk. Alice keeps squinting at me like I’m glitching. Rosalie and Emmett? They look at me like I’m a ghost. Jasper’s nice, though. He joined my English class yesterday. Very… still. Like if you asked him to blink, he’d consider it a personal attack.”

Carlisle’s hands tightened on the wheel.

“And you,” she added, “you’re looking at me like I grew a second head.”

Carlisle’s voice was calm. “You remind me of someone I once knew.”

Zoe didn’t press. Something in his voice warned her not to.

They pulled into Charlie’s driveway.

Zoe grabbed her bag. “Thanks for the ride, Doctor Cullen.”

“My pleasure.”

She paused, hand on the door. “You’re not gonna disappear the next time I see you, right?”

He smiled faintly. “I’ll try not to.”

“Good,” she said, stepping out. “Because next time, I’m picking the music. I’m a big fan of Beyoncé, just warning you.”

She shut the door and walked toward the house, heels tapping on wet pavement.

Carlisle watched her go—haunted and still.

 

It had been a full day since he met her.

And still, Carlisle Cullen couldn’t let her go.

Zoe Clark.

He’d said her name out loud only once—introducing himself on the roadside, still rattled from nearly hitting her. But her name hadn’t stopped echoing in his mind since. Not just because of what it was… but because of who it brought back.

It wasn’t just the name.

It was her eyes.

Grey. Stormy. Human.

He hadn’t seen eyes like that in over seventy years—not since the woods outside Vancouver, when Zoe Cullen still had blood in her veins and breath in her lungs. When she was just Zoe Albert. Before fangs. Before fire. Before death.

Before him.

Carlisle had lived long enough to forget many things. He’d forgotten the sound of his own mother’s voice. He’d forgotten what London smelled like in the spring when he’d been human. But he had never—not once—forgotten his wife’s eyes.

And now, there they were. Alive, in the face of a girl who couldn’t possibly be her.

He’d told himself it was a coincidence. A trick of biology and grief.

But every time he closed his eyes, Zoe Clark stared back. Not identical. Not immortal. But something beneath the skin—a familiar grief, an unspoken knowing—that twisted in his chest like a reopened wound.

And worse: he knew his family had seen it too.

Edward had gone quiet. Alice couldn’t see her. Rosalie had stared like she’d seen a ghost. And Emmett—dear, honest Emmett—had looked like someone had punched the air from his lungs. Jasper had gone still, his usual hum of unease replaced with something colder—like even he could feel a shift in the atmosphere, but didn’t yet know what it meant. He

It was happening again.

The same ache. The same pull.

And that was why Carlisle had made his decision.

It didn’t matter who Zoe Clark was.

She had to stay human.

She couldn’t be swept into their orbit. Not again. Not like last time.

Because if Edward got too close—if Alice grew too curious—if he himself started to hope…

Zoe Clark would lose what little innocence she still had. Maybe even her life. Maybe more.

Carlisle stared out the window of his office, hands clasped behind his back, jaw tight.

He would protect her. For Zoe Cullen’s sake, if nothing else.

Even if it meant shielding her from the family she reminded him of. Even if it meant lying. Even if it meant keeping his children at arm’s length.

Because Zoe Clark had the same storm-grey eyes that had once looked up at him in the snow, trembling but brave.

And he couldn’t lose her again.

Chapter 8: Twilight: Just Like Old Times

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The Cullens didn’t go to parties.

It was a rule more than a tradition, understood without being spoken. They’d perfected the art of elegant detachment—always present, never involved. But that was before Zoe Clark.

Carlisle had been clear: keep your distance. Zoe Clark wasn’t their concern. She wasn’t Zoe Cullen. She was a teenage girl with a complicated past and too many unknowns. The safest thing—for her and for them—was space.

But that silent agreement among siblings had always been flexible. What Carlisle didn’t know wouldn’t keep him up at night - not that vampires slept anyway.

So when Alice caught wind of the weekend bonfire in the woods and insisted they should go, no one stopped her.

“You want to go to a high school rager in the middle of nowhere?” Jasper asked, eyeing her skeptically.

Rosalie shrugged. “We can blend in.”

Edward gave her a look. “This has nothing to do with Zoe Clark, I suppose?”

Neither Alice nor Rosalie answered.

When they arrived, the party was already in full swing—bonfires crackling, music blasting, laughter echoing between trees. Bella stood by her truck, arms crossed, gaze fixed on the girl sitting on the tailgate just a few feet away.

Zoe Clark looked like she was trying to keep herself from unraveling.

Her phone was clutched tightly in her hand, her whole body hunched forward as though bracing for impact.

“She got a call just before we pulled in,” Bella explained quietly when Alice approached. “Sounded serious.”

The Cullens didn’t need to guess.

“I know you’re mad,” Zoe whispered into the phone. “I just… I needed to hear your voice.”

A beat. Then Damon’s voice—sharp, cold, and unmistakable: “If you wanted to hear my voice, you wouldn’t have left me to deal with all of this alone, Zo.”

Zoe flinched like she’d been slapped. “I miss you. Even if you’re a dick. Love you, okay? I gotta go.” She hung up quickly, wiped her face, and slid down from the tailgate.

“Ready?” she asked Bella with forced brightness.

“That was Damon, wasn’t it?”

Zoe didn’t answer. She just smiled tightly. “Let’s go.”

They merged into the crowd, Bella trailing just a step behind.

“You talk to him a lot,” Bella said, watching Zoe scan the crowd. “You two aren’t—”

“Dating? You can say it, Bella.”

“Well? Are you?”

Zoe shrugged. “I’m not a relationship person.”

Bella arched her brow. “That means nothing.”

“It means… Damon’s just a friend. Who sometimes lets me sleep in his bed. And yeah, there are naked sexy times.”

Bella nearly dropped the drink she’d been handed. “Zoe!”

Zoe grinned. “He didn’t flinch at the mess I was.” Her voice went quieter. “That’s why I loved him. Past tense... mostly.”

Behind them, Emmett frowned. Rosalie’s jaw clenched.

They watched Zoe bounce from person to person, her energy too big, too loud, like she was trying to prove something to herself. She drank from a bottle of bourbon she’d smuggled in her oversized tote bag, winking at Emmett as she raised it in salute.

“She’s spiraling,” Alice whispered.

“She’s trying to feel normal,” Edward replied. “Only she doesn’t know how anymore.”

The night blurred.

Zoe played with fire—literally. She splashed gasoline on one of the bonfires, earning a collective cheer from the crowd as flames roared skyward. Emmett had to rush forward and grab her by the wrist.

“Let someone sober handle this,” he said gently.

“No fun,” Zoe pouted.

“You’re flammable.”

“Add that to the list of my worst ideas today.”

She vanished before he could say more. Then returned minutes later — shirtless, barefoot, and dancing on a table, bottle of bourbon in hand.

Edward appeared beside her like a shot, jacket already off. Bella followed close behind, catching Zoe just as she started to sway. Without a word, she wrapped Edward’s jacket around her cousin’s bare shoulders, tugging it closed in the front.

“Party foul!” Zoe shouted, grinning wildly. “Take a shot, Bells! Or I will for you!”

Bella kept her hands on the jacket. “You’re freezing, Zo.”

“I’m fun!” Zoe declared, slipping free and spinning. “I’m fun again, Bella.” Her eyes were wild, glassy. “I used to be fun. Before I wasn’t.”

She lifted the bottle again, downing a shot just as Emmett reached the edge of the table.

“You’ve had enough,” he said, quiet but firm.

“I’ve barely started,” Zoe shot back, leaping from the table and landing with a wobble before spinning barefoot on the grass.

Then, she froze.

The bottle slipped from her hand and shattered on a nearby rock. Her fingers clutched her stomach. Her eyes darted, frantic.

“Zoe?” Bella asked.

“My phone. Need my phone—brown bag? Pink?”

“It’s black,” Bella said gently, already pressing her own phone into Zoe’s hand.

Zoe took it and dialed, hands shaking. “If you’re not answering, you better be dead. Like, seriously dead. Neck snapped, bleeding on the floor, dead.”

No answer.

She tried again. “Ric? Find him. Damon. I felt it. Something’s wrong.”

“I’ll find him,” came the quiet reply. “Don’t worry.” Then the line went dead.

Zoe exhaled and lowered the phone, ending the call. When she turned, the Cullens were there—still, silent, watching.

“I’m Zoe,” she said shakily. “Zoe Clark.” 

​​She introduced herself like it was the first time, despite already having met all the Cullens. Maybe she didn’t remember. Or maybe she just needed to feel like she was starting fresh.

Alice stepped forward. “Nice to finally meet you.”

Zoe smiled, even if it trembled. “Thanks. I’m told I’m a high-maintenance drunk. I’ll forget this tomorrow. Or pretend I will.”

Emmett chuckled, and the tension broke for a moment.

Zoe laughed with him. “Still,” she added, looking around at the firelight, the faces, the stars peeking through the trees. “This might be the most human I’ve felt in months.”

They didn’t respond. They didn’t have to.

 

Zoe Clark hated morning afters. The headache, the regret, the distant memories clawing at the edge of sleep. Especially when those memories had teeth.

Then, The smell hit Zoe like a freight train.

Bacon. Coffee. Something aggressively egg-related. Her stomach turned traitor instantly, growling and twisting all at once.

She groaned and pulled a throw pillow over her head on the couch. “Are you trying to kill me?”

From the kitchen, Charlie Swan didn’t answer. He just whistled—loudly. Off-key. Purposefully cheerful.

Zoe whimpered. “Uncle Charlie, I swear to God, if you whistle Yankee Doodle one more time, I’m going to summon something unholy.”

“I’m just makin’ breakfast.” His voice was far too chipper for seven in the morning. “Big day. Big... loud... sunny... day.”

He flipped something in a skillet with a clang. The sizzle screamed like demons escaping hell.

Zoe groaned again, burrowing deeper into the throw blanket she’d passed out in last night. “You’re enjoying this. You know I’m hungover, and you’re torturing me on purpose.”

Charlie walked into the living room with his mug, leaned on the edge of the armchair, and sipped—loudly. “Huh. Didn’t know you drank. Thought that was just how you naturally sounded.”

Zoe peeked one eye out from under the pillow. “You’re a sadist.”

He grunted, clearly satisfied. “You’re lucky I don’t ground you for bringing contraband into my jurisdiction. Bourbon? Seriously?”

She squinted up at him, muttering, “Bella’s a snitch, by the way.”

“Didn’t need Bella to tell me. You reeked of bourbon and bad decisions.”

Zoe groaned and flopped fully onto her back. “Ugh. I hate this town.”

Charlie placed a plate on the coffee table. Eggs. Toast. Bacon. Salt, grease, and heartburn.

She stared at it like it might explode. “Thanks,” she croaked.

“You’re welcome,” he said, calm as ever, like this was just another morning and not the aftermath of a Category 5 teenage spiral.

Her phone buzzed. Once. Twice. She reached for it on instinct, praying it was spam or a wrong number.

But the name on the screen jolted her faster than any hangover remedy.

Damon.

She hit answer, sitting up too fast. The room tilted sideways.

“Damon?” she said softly. “I tried calling last night. I sent Ric—”

His voice cut through, low and urgent. “Stefan’s back.”

Zoe’s blood turned to ice. “He’s—wait. He’s back ?”

There was a pause. Damon never hesitated. That was how she knew this was real.

“So that means…”

“Klaus is back,” Damon said quietly. “And he knows you and Elena aren’t dead.”

She couldn’t breathe.

The sunlight pouring through the blinds suddenly felt like a spotlight. Like a sniper’s scope trained on her chest.

“No. No, that’s—he can’t know—he’s not supposed to—”

“He knows,” Damon confirmed grimly. “You’ve got maybe a few days, maybe a few months. I don’t know. But someone’s coming. I don’t know if it’ll be him or one of his lackeys—but Zoe , I need you to be ready. He wants you.”

She stood unsteadily. “Ready? Damon, I’m hungover . I’m in a house full of…” She stopped herself, Charlie still in the room. “If he finds me here—”

Charlie, eyes narrowed, stood at the edge of the kitchen. He didn’t speak, but he didn’t look away either.

Zoe spun toward the stairs like she might run. “I could go. Just... disappear. Burn my ID, ditch my phone. Make him chase ghosts—”

“You think Klaus gets bored ?” Damon snapped. “You think he just lets people go ? Katherine ran for centuries . Running won’t save you. It never has. You’ve got to be smarter than him.”

She pressed a hand to her chest, trying to slow her breathing. “So what do I do?”

“You don’t run. You think . You plan . You stay put and let me work. We’ve dealt with him before. You’ve lived through worse.”

Her voice trembled. “You don’t know that.”

There was silence on the line.

Then, softer: “You’re not alone this time. I can find you—no matter where he takes you.”

She swallowed hard. “Right.”

“Call me later. Sober .”

He hung up.

Zoe lowered the phone slowly. Her hands were still shaking.

Charlie set the coffee pot down on the counter. “Something I need to know?”

She didn’t look at him. “No.”

“You sure?” he asked, folding his arms. “Because that looked like the kind of call that ruins more than just a morning.”

Zoe turned toward him, eyes hollow. “I think... trouble found me again.”

Charlie stared at her, jaw tight. “Then it’s a good thing you’re not alone anymore either.”

Zoe blinked. That’s exactly what Damon had said.

“I’m not your dad,” Charlie added, shrugging. “But I’m a decent shot. So if this trouble has a name and a face... we’ll handle it.”

She didn’t respond. Just nodded.

Then she sat back down, picked up a piece of toast with trembling fingers, and bit into it like it might be the last thing she’d ever taste.

 

Zoe Clark was twitchy.

Not in the chaotic, lovable way people were starting to expect after Friday night’s party—but something sharper, quieter. Like she was waiting for a gunshot. Her eyes flicked to every movement, every laugh that was too loud, every locker that slammed harder than it needed to.

She walked beside Bella like a shadow at war with its own outline.

Bella noticed. She didn’t say anything, but Zoe could feel her cousin’s eyes skimming over her whenever she thought Zoe wasn’t paying attention. Bella’s silence wasn’t indifference—it was a loaded pause. A waiting space. Zoe was grateful for it. And irritated by it. Equally.

When someone dropped their books during her first period, Zoe jumped like they’d fired a starter pistol. The teacher barely looked up. No one else reacted.

But four rows back, Jasper Cullen turned his head—eyes steady, calm, and focused. He didn’t blink. He didn’t look away.

 

The cafeteria was loud, and Zoe hated every second of it.

She sat across from Bella, pushing lettuce around her tray, a salad she hadn’t wanted but grabbed out of guilt. Bella didn’t say anything—she just watched as Zoe stabbed a crouton like it had insulted her personally.

Her skin itched. Her mind buzzed. Her phone remained maddeningly silent. Damon wasn’t answering. Neither was Ric. Bonnie, Elena, Caroline—ghosts, all of them. 

Across the cafeteria, the Cullens were silent.

Edward leaned toward Alice, his voice low. “She’s getting worse.”

Alice frowned, eyes still fixed on Zoe. “Still nothing. I try to look, and she’s like… fog. But the kind that bites.”

“She’s not just overwhelmed,” Jasper said, eyes narrowing. “She’s scared.”

Emmett drummed his fingers against the table. “Should we do something? She looks like she’s gonna bolt.”

“She looks like she’s planning to,” Edward muttered.

And when Zoe abruptly stood, muttered something to Bella, and dumped her untouched tray in the bin—they weren’t surprised.

None of them moved.

Until Rosalie did.

 

Zoe leaned against the side of the school building, arms wrapped around herself, breath fogging in the cold air. She hadn’t meant to come out here. It just… happened. One moment, she was sitting across from Bella. The next, her legs were moving. Her body moving on instinct.

She didn’t bring her jacket. Of course she didn’t. Forks was always cold. She should’ve known better.

“You forgot this,” said a voice.

Zoe jumped. Rosalie Cullen stood a few feet away, holding out her black suede jacket.

Zoe blinked. “Thanks.” She took it with care, like it might bite. “Didn’t realize you knew I left.”

Rosalie raised a brow. “You’re hard to miss.”

Zoe gave a humorless laugh and slipped the jacket on. “Story of my life.”

Rosalie didn’t smile. But her tone softened. “You okay?”

Zoe hesitated. The usual lies rose up: Peachy. Perfect. Living the dream.

But they tasted like ash.

“I’m fine,” she said eventually. “Just... tired.”

“You look more than tired.”

Zoe glanced at Rosalie—at her impossible beauty, the way she glowed even under cloud cover. She stood like a statue carved by someone too afraid to soften her. But her eyes were watchful. Steady. Like she was waiting to catch Zoe mid-fall.

“You the designated welcome wagon now?” Zoe asked dryly.

“Just the designated observer,” Rosalie replied. “You’ve caught all our attention.”

Zoe tensed. “Sorry I don’t blend in.”

“That’s not what I meant.”

“No?” Zoe’s voice sharpened. “Because if this is a check-in disguised as small talk, you should know—I’m used to worse.”

Rosalie didn’t flinch. “I’m not here to interrogate you, Zoe.”

Not Clark . Not Bella’s cousin. Zoe.

That caught her off guard.

Rosalie turned, glancing out toward the trees. “You remind me of someone. That’s all.”

Zoe’s stomach twisted. “Let me guess. Too much eyeliner. Set fires for fun.”

Rosalie’s mouth twitched. “No. Someone who carried too much of everyone else’s weight until she cracked.”

That hit like a body blow. Zoe dropped her eyes to her boots. “She sounds like a riot.”

“She was. Stubborn. Kind. Didn’t know when to ask for help.”

Zoe let out a slow breath. “Maybe we’ve got more in common than I thought.”

Rosalie looked over at her. “Whatever’s got you looking over your shoulder? It’s not here. Not today.”

“You don’t know that.”

“I do.”

Zoe wanted to believe her. Wanted to let the certainty in Rosalie’s voice carry her. But the echo of Damon’s voice haunted her: Klaus is back. He knows you’re not dead.

She closed her eyes. “I don’t want anyone else to get hurt.”

Rosalie nodded. “Then stop trying to carry it alone.”

Zoe looked up—really looked—and saw something behind Rosalie’s perfect posture. Not pity. Not judgment.

Understanding.

“Thanks,” Zoe said quietly. “For the jacket. And... the rest.”

Rosalie just nodded and turned back toward the building.

Zoe lingered, watching the mist swirl across the field. The moment stretched out like breath held underwater. Then she followed—back into the chaos, a little warmer, a little steadier.

Not fixed.

But not alone.

Chapter 9: Twilight: I’m Not Talking to Anyone Whose Name Rhymes with Chad

Chapter Text

Zoe Clark hated parking lots.

Wide open. Nowhere to hide. Too much sky and too many strangers moving too fast.

But she barely noticed it today. Her phone screen glowed in her trembling hands. One new message from Ric:

Klaus turned Tyler. He used Elena’s blood.

Zoe stopped dead in the icy lot.

"Tyler's a hybrid," she whispered, breath clouding in the cold air. The words tasted like metal.

Tyler Lockwood. Zoe’s stomach twisted harder. Of all the people Klaus could’ve turned… Tyler had been one of the few constants in her life. Rough around the edges, sure — but he’d always had her back. She’d stood up to his father more times than she could count, slipping between them with shaking hands and a defiant glare when Mayor Lockwood got too loud, too angry. Tyler never asked her to, but he never stopped her either. He just stood there afterward, quiet, eyes lowered, like her bravery meant more than he could say. He was the first one to sneak her champagne at the Founders’ Party, laughing when Caroline scolded them both. He and his mom were the first to show up at the hospital when Zoe’s mother died. He’d sat beside her in silence while the world cracked apart. And now... he was gone. Not dead — worse. Taken. Twisted. Turned into something Klaus could use. And Klaus had used Elena to do it.

If Zoe had been there, it could have been her blood instead of Elena’s. Klaus didn’t need confirmation that Zoe was alive — she was certain he already suspected she was out there, somewhere. Hiding. Waiting. And if he’d had the chance, he would drain her dry without hesitation or remorse. Because to Klaus, Zoe wasn’t a person.

To Klaus, she was just a means to an end.

The wind sliced across her skin, but all she could feel was the sharp snap of panic threading through her ribs. Klaus had made his first hybrid. With Elena’s blood. She felt sick.

Bella’s voice came faintly behind her. “Zoe?”

Zoe didn’t turn.

Her pulse thudded in her throat. Her vision tunneled. She wanted to scream. Run. Fight. But she stood frozen.

Until the sound of screeching tires tore her out of her daze.

A van skidded into the parking lot—blue, too fast, slipping across black ice—and careening straight toward Bella.

Zoe’s instincts roared to life. She moved—too slow.

“Bells!”

Time broke.

There was a blur of motion. A rush of air. Then two things happened at once:

Edward Cullen appeared out of nowhere. He shoved Bella out of the van’s path with one hand—and with the other, he pushed Zoe.

Hard.

Zoe hit the pavement, shoulder-first, gasping as pain crackled down her arm. Gravel bit into her palms. The van slammed into the side of Bella’s car—and stopped. Inches from where Bella had landed.

Zoe groaned, rolling to her side. Her shoulder screamed.

Bella sat up across from her, dazed. Edward crouched in front of them, calm, too calm.

“You were across the lot,” Bella said, voice thin.

“I heard it,” Edward replied smoothly. “I ran.”

Zoe sat up shakily. “You shoved me.”

“You were in the way,” Edward said, tone infuriatingly even. “You would’ve been hit.”

“You threw me like a rag doll.”

“You’re welcome,” he said.

Zoe’s glare could have melted pavement. “You could’ve said something first!”

“Would that have helped?” he snapped, the mask slipping.

Bella blinked at them both. “Zoe—are you okay?”

“I’ll live,” Zoe muttered, clutching her shoulder. “Can’t say the same for my jacket.”

 

By the time the ambulance arrived, Zoe was sarcastic and surly and trying to walk it off.

Bella was quieter. Shaken. Edward hovered, uninvited and unreadable.

“I’m fine,” she insisted, cradling her arm as she stood with visible effort. “I bounce. I’m like a rubber band. Or a roach.”

The paramedic reached for her elbow. “You really shouldn’t—”

“Unless I’m actively bleeding out, I’d rather skip the whole ‘let’s bill your insurance’ part,” she muttered, flinching when she tried to lift her arm. “And I swear if anyone tries to cut this jacket off me, I will haunt them.”

Edward was at her side in an instant. “You could have a concussion.”

“I probably do,” she said flatly. “Still not getting in your magic death van unless someone bribes me with snacks or a morphine drip.”

Emmett stepped in behind her, arms crossed. “Zoe. Come on.”

She glanced up at him, brow arched. “You too, Big Guy? I thought we had a no-nagging agreement.”

Bella, already on a stretcher, reached out. “Zo. Please.”

Zoe looked at her cousin—pale, shaken, silent—and something shifted behind her eyes. She let out a long breath, the fight leaving her in a slow leak.

“God, fine.” She turned back to the paramedics, rolling her eyes. “But I’m not peeing in a cup, and I’m not talking to anyone whose name rhymes with Chad.”

With a wince, she climbed onto the second stretcher, muttering under her breath, “Damon would’ve fixed this with a half-glare and some blood. Kinda rude of him not to teleport here.”

Edward tilted his head, amused now that he was sure Zoe would be taken care of. “What was that?”

Zoe shot him a glare that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Eavesdropping is rude, Bambi.”

Bella sighed. “Zoe…”

“Nothing. It was nothing,” Zoe snapped. “Just wishing my emotional support sociopath wasn’t on the other side of the country.”

Bella blinked. Emmett stayed quiet but exchanged a look with Edward, who frowned. Neither of them seemed sure whether to be amused—or deeply concerned.

As the ambulance doors shut behind them, Zoe laid back, stared at the ceiling, and whispered under her breath, too low for the EMTs to hear, “Anytime now, Damon. A cracked shoulder’s a real buzzkill.”

She didn’t expect a reply—not out loud. But the bond flared, faint and anxious, like a knock against the inside of her ribs. Damon felt it. Somewhere, thousands of miles away, he felt her pain and panic. And he was worried. The pressure of it settled over her like a second blanket—sharp, hot, and familiar. Almost enough to make her feel safe.

Almost.

 

Fifteen minutes later, Charlie stormed into the hospital, pale and furious.

Charlie stormed into the hospital fifteen minutes later.

“Where are they?!”

“Dad, we’re fine—” Bella started.

Zoe raised her good hand from the gurney. “I bounced.”

That earned a tight look from Charlie and a lecture she mostly tuned out—until another figure entered the treatment bay.

Carlisle

Dr. Cullen.

Zoe stared.

He looked like a ghost. No—like someone who’d seen one.

Carlisle’s calm was the stuff of legends, but when his eyes locked on hers, something flickered.

Recognition.

Pain.

Possibility.

She knew that look. She’d seen it in the mirror when she woke up from dreams of other lives.

“You’re the doctor?” she asked.

“We meet again,” he said gently. “Zoe, right?”

She blinked at him, caught off guard by how carefully he said her name. “That’s me,” she replied slowly. “Still in one piece, more or less.”

Carlisle said nothing. He gently examined her shoulder, barely touching her.

“It’s just a bruise. Some ligament strain. No breaks.”

Zoe smirked. “So I do bounce.” She shot Bella a look — pointed, smug — the kind that clearly said I told you so , even without words.

Carlisle looked away.

“You’re sure you’re a doctor?” she asked.

His smile didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Yes.”

But Zoe could tell: something about her had shaken him.

Aftermath

Once Carlisle left, Bella and Zoe exchanged a look.

“You ever get the feeling,” Zoe murmured, “that someone knows more about you than you do?”

Bella nodded. “I think everyone here’s hiding something.”

In the hallway, Carlisle leaned against the wall, fists clenched.

“She’s not the same,” he whispered. “She can’t be.”

But her eyes—God, her eyes.

They were exactly the same.

 

The ride home was quiet—tense in that awkward, overprotective dad kind of way. Charlie kept glancing into the rearview mirror like he expected Zoe to pass out or jump out of the car. Bella sat in the passenger seat, arms crossed, still wrapped in Edward’s jacket. She hadn’t said much since they left the hospital.

Zoe was curled up in the backseat, her slinged arm resting on a pillow Bella had smuggled from the ER. She kept her face tilted away, staring blankly out the window. She hadn’t felt Damon’s presence again since the ambulance, but his silence was deafening now. She knew he was awake. Alert. Pacing, probably. Brooding. Definitely.

Charlie practically leapt out of the car when they pulled into the driveway. “Inside. Both of you. Couch, water, food. Now.”

“I’m not dying, Uncle Charlie,” Zoe groaned as she slid out of the car, holding her arm protectively. “I just got yeeted into a school bus.”

Van, ” Bella corrected automatically, trailing behind her.

“Details,” Zoe muttered.

“You're concussed,” Charlie snapped as he unlocked the door. “That’s not ‘not dying,’ that’s ‘not ideal.’”

Zoe rolled her eyes but didn’t argue. Once inside, she flopped onto the couch dramatically, using her good hand to grab the throw blanket and pull it over her head like a cape. Bella went to the kitchen and returned with two glasses of water and some Tylenol.

Zoe peeked out from under the blanket.

“Charlie made me promise to get these into both of us,” Bella said, holding out the glass.

Zoe took it with a sigh. “You’re such a snitch.”

Charlie walked in behind them, arms crossed, still wearing his uniform. “I heard that.

“I meant for you to hear it,” Zoe mumbled, tossing the Tylenol back with dramatic flair. “Now if you don’t mind, I’m going to sink into the couch and pretend I don’t exist.”

“You can do that after I check your pupils again.”

Zoe groaned and flopped onto her back. “I’m going to scream.”

“You can scream after I check your reflexes.”

“Uncle Charlie—”

“No. Couch. Still. Eyes.” He kneeled next to her and clicked a small flashlight on. “And don’t think you can charm your way out of this. You scared the hell out of me, kid.”

Zoe fell silent at that. Her face softened just a little. “…Sorry.”

He sighed, his voice quieter now. “You’re all I’ve got left of your mom.”

Zoe swallowed hard and didn’t answer. It had been years since her mom died. Zoe rarely even thought of the woman anymore, barely remembering her. So Zoe just nodded.

A long, quiet moment passed.

Then her phone buzzed.

She jolted upright so fast it made Charlie startle. Bella raised an eyebrow.

Zoe grabbed the phone from the side table and stared at the screen. Damon.

Her thumb hovered for a second before she stood, still cradling her shoulder.

“I’m taking this outside.”

“No,” Charlie said firmly. “Couch.”

Zoe gritted her teeth, glanced at Bella, then retreated to the hallway, ignoring Charlie’s demand, and answered in a whisper. “What the hell, Damon?” Her voice was sharp. It was the first time he’d called her in weeks.

“You alright? I felt it. One minute I was sipping bourbon and the next, panic attack by proxy .”

Zoe’s voice dropped to a hiss. “Yeah, well, someone punted me like a football in front of my entire school, so that was fun. Thanks for the bond-related panic attack.”

Damon exhaled. “I asked if you were okay.”

“No, you felt I wasn’t okay. Big difference.”

“Zoe—”

“You didn’t tell me about Tyler.”

Silence.

Her eyes flashed. “Don’t play dumb, Damon. I know. Klaus turned him. Into a hybrid. Using Elena’s blood. And you didn’t think that was something I should know?”

“You’re across the country. I didn’t think you needed to know.”

“Oh screw you, Damon!” Zoe shouted suddenly, then quickly lowered her voice, stepping into the laundry room. “Everything Klaus does is my business. You know why? Because I’m a doppelganger, remember? That makes me a walking blood bag in his sick hybrid factory.”

“Zoe—”

“You should’ve told me,” she snapped, voice thick with fury. “But no, you just—you let me leave. You let me believe things were quiet. That everything was fine. And meanwhile Klaus is experimenting on people I used to sit next to in AP Bio!”

“Putting aside the fact that Tyler Lockwood definitely never took AP Bio, you two never weren’t even in the same grade.”

“Not the point.” She hissed.

“You left, Zoe.”

The silence hit hard.

Damon continued, cold now. “You left. You ran. You said you didn’t want this life anymore. So don’t get pissed at me for keeping you out of it.”

Her voice cracked. “I left because I had to. I left because every time I looked at Elena, I saw blood.” Of Jenna Sommers waking up, scared and confused. Of Jules staring at Zoe through a ring of fire. Of Klaus’ hand through her dad’s chest. “And every time I looked at you, I saw everything I couldn’t have. I didn’t leave because I stopped caring.

“…Zoe.”

“I have to go.”

“You still matter, Zo.”

Her hand clenched around the phone. “I wish that made me feel better.”

She hung up.

 

Bella looked up as Zoe reentered, pale and trembling. She sank back onto the couch, blanket tugged up around her shoulders again. Charlie hovered in the kitchen, trying not to hover. He was failing.

“Zoe?” Bella asked softly.

Zoe shook her head. “Just…an old friend being a pain in my ass.”

“You okay?”

“No.”

She said it with a smile.

Charlie returned with a heating pad and a glass of juice. “Here. Doctor’s orders.”

Zoe blinked. “Carlisle called?”

“No, but I liked him, so I’m pretending he did.”

Zoe managed a small laugh. “You’re very dedicated to your role.”

Charlie softened. “I just want my girls safe.”

Zoe curled further into the couch, letting the heat of the pad soak into her shoulder.

Safe.

She wasn’t safe. Elena wasn’t safe. Tyler sure as hell wasn’t safe. Klaus was still out there.

But right now?

Right now, she had her cousin. And Uncle Charlie. And a house full of quiet.

And maybe that was enough for one night.

 

The street outside the Swan house was silent, draped in fog and pine-scented stillness.

Edward moved like a whisper through the trees, shoes silent against damp earth. He hadn’t meant to come this late—not really. But after the accident, after the adrenaline wore off and Bella’s heartbeat was safely steady again, he found himself unable to rest.

So he came.

To check on her. To breathe her in. To know she was okay.

He was nearly to her window when he saw the figure near the tree line—still and unmistakable.

“Carlisle?” he asked softly, brow furrowing.

His father didn’t startle. He turned slightly, hands folded behind his back like he was in a hospital hallway and not standing outside a suburban house at two in the morning.

“Edward,” Carlisle said with a small nod. “Couldn’t sleep?”

Edward stepped closer, joining him beneath the dark canopy of trees. “We don’t sleep.”

Carlisle almost smiled. “Right.”

A pause settled between them—not awkward, but heavy.

Edward stepped closer, voice low. “You alright?”

Carlisle’s hands were folded behind his back, posture deceptively composed. “I don’t know.” He exhaled slowly, gaze still fixed on the darkened window. “It’s like seeing her ghost. Not just the resemblance—but the energy. The defiance. Even her heartbeat reminds me of… before.”

Edward nodded slightly, understanding without needing further explanation. “You grieved her,” he said gently. “You don’t have to apologize for not being done.”

Carlisle almost smiled. “I thought I was.”

Edward looked up toward the house. “It’s not just you. She’s... destabilizing. Alice is frustrated. Jasper’s on edge. Emmett’s too quiet. And Rosalie—”

“Rosalie sees the same thing I do,” Carlisle finished, voice brittle. “The beginning of the end. Or a second chance we’re not supposed to want.”

They stood there in silence for a long moment. Then Edward said softly, “She’s not your Zoe.”

Carlisle closed his eyes. “I know.”

“But she’s someone. And that should matter too.”

Carlisle finally turned toward him. “It does. That’s what makes it worse. I can’t mourn her, and I can’t save her. And the more I see of her, the more I worry... we’ll destroy her.”

Edward nodded, his expression unreadable. “Then maybe keeping your distance is the right thing. Even if it hurts.”

Carlisle looked back at the house one last time. “It does.”

Edward didn’t speak again. He simply stood beside him for a moment longer, the two of them bound by memory, fear, and something unspoken.

Then he turned toward the house. “I’m going to check on Bella.”

“I’ll stay out here a little longer,” Carlisle murmured.

And Edward left him there—still and solemn under the trees, listening to the echo of a heartbeat that shouldn’t belong to a ghost, but did.

 

The morning sun crept in like it didn’t know it was supposed to be cloudy in Forks. It slanted through the blinds and lit up the living room in soft, harmless gold.

Zoe Clark groaned.

Her shoulder ached. Her hair was a mess. And the house smelled like black coffee and parental overreach.

“Morning,” Charlie called from the kitchen, like a man who knew he held power today.

Zoe blinked up from the couch, a blanket tangled around her legs. “You’re still here.”

He appeared in the doorway, already in jeans and a flannel. “I took the day off.”

She narrowed her eyes. “Why?”

“You have a concussion,” he replied flatly, holding up a plate of toast like a peace offering. “Doctor’s orders.”

“I don’t think the doctor meant you had to babysit me.”

Charlie crossed the room and set the plate on the coffee table, then pointed at the sling draped uselessly across the arm of the couch. “Put that back on.”

Zoe ignored him and reached for the toast with her bad arm. A jolt of pain made her hiss. “I’m fine.”

Charlie didn’t say anything. Just picked up the sling and handed it over.

Zoe glared. “You’re really leaning into this overprotective uncle routine, huh?”

“I’m a man of simple pleasures,” he said, deadpan. “Fishing. Baseball. Making sure you don’t re-injure your shoulder because you’re too stubborn to sit still.”

Zoe muttered something under her breath but took the sling anyway, fumbling it on one-handed. Charlie didn’t help. He just waited.

Once it was secured, she slouched deeper into the cushions. “Bella gets to go to school. Why don’t I?”

“Because Bella didn’t get launched into the pavement like a cartoon character.”

“Unfair. She definitely rolled dramatically.”

“Sure,” Charlie said. “But you’re the one who got stretchered into my house like a quarterback with poor instincts.”

Zoe snorted and reached for her toast. “It’s not even my first concussion.”

Charlie blinked slowly. “Not helping yourself.”

“Technically, this isn’t even top five for worst injuries. There was this one time in Mystic Falls—”

“Zoe.”

“I’m just saying,” she said, grinning now, “I bounce.”

Charlie took a long sip of coffee and muttered, “Bounce less.”

They sat in silence for a beat. She chewed. He sipped his coffee.

Then, without looking, he added, “And don’t even think about taking that sling off again. I will duct tape it to your body.”

Zoe grinned wider. “You wouldn’t.”

He raised one eyebrow. “Try me.”

Zoe leaned back with a groan and flung her good arm across her eyes. “This is the worst day of my life.”

Charlie took another sip. “Better than your last one.”

And she had to admit… he wasn’t wrong.

 

Zoe Clark had always been good at pretending.

Pretending to be fine. Pretending to be normal. Pretending she didn’t feel Damon’s panic echoing through her ribcage like a second heartbeat when a van tried to yeet her cousin across the parking lot.

Pretending she hadn’t missed twelve calls from him since.

But Forks was a town of professional pretenders. She fit right in.

She silenced her phone again—Damon Salvatore calling—and slid it deeper into the pocket of her suede jacket as she stepped onto school grounds. Two days after the accident and Forks was still buzzing about it.

And now she was officially “the girl who got tackled out of the way.” Perfect.

She shoved her sling into her bag now that Charlie had driven away, took a long sip of lukewarm coffee, and pretended not to notice the stares.

Bella had already come back to school the day before. Zoe could’ve come too, probably, but she'd needed space. Charlie’s hovering had nearly driven her up the walls. Damon’s voicemails were all variations of “I know you’re alive, so call me back or I’m flying to Forks,” and she didn’t trust herself not to yell at him if she answered.

He should have told her about Tyler.

He should have told her Klaus was experimenting again.

And now he wanted to play protector— after she’d nearly been mowed down by some teenage idiot with a learner’s permit?

No, thanks.

She didn’t make it to her locker before she was intercepted.

“Zoe.”

She froze.

Emmett Cullen was leaning against the lockers like a statue that had wandered out of a museum. Towering, relaxed, eyes too sharp for someone who always looked like he was about to high-five the world.

Beside him, Rosalie was a vision of precision: cool, poised, and annoyingly beautiful.

“Hey,” Zoe said, voice raspy from too little sleep and too many ignored texts.

“You’re back,” Emmett said cheerfully. “Glad to see you didn’t flattened.”

“Yeah,” Zoe replied, voice light. “Still vertical. All things considered.”

“We wanted to check on you,” Rosalie said, eyes scanning Zoe like she was reading something between the lines.

Zoe shifted, slinging her coffee from one hand to the other. “That’s sweet. But I’m good.”

“You sure?” Emmett tilted his head. “You looked… not great.”

She rolled her eyes. “Gee, thanks, Em.” The nickname. So casual, thoughtlessly thrown out into the world.

He grinned. “I mean during the accident. Not right now. Right now you look like you’re about to walk into traffic just to spite someone.”

“I might,” Zoe muttered. “Just for the drama.”

Rosalie’s eyes narrowed slightly. “You were pretty shaken.”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. Her phone buzzed again. She ignored it again.

Damon.

Of course.

She took another sip of coffee. “I don’t like being surprised,” she said eventually. “And the last few weeks have been one long, miserable surprise.”

“We get that,” Rosalie said softly.

That startled Zoe enough to look up. There was something about the way Rosalie looked at her—like she knew things Zoe hadn’t said aloud.

“You and Bella both,” Emmett added. “The whole school’s talking about how Edward basically went full superhero.”

“Yeah,” Zoe said, forcing a laugh. “That was… something.”

“You saw it happen?” Rosalie asked carefully.

Zoe hesitated. “Not clearly. It was fast. Loud. There was adrenaline. And a lot of van.”

“But Edward got to you. And her.” Rosalie’s gaze was sharp now.

Zoe’s phone buzzed again.

She sighed. Pulled it out. Another missed call. This one with a text.

From Damon: I know you’re dodging me. We need to talk, Zo. Don’t make me come up there.

She shoved it back in her pocket.

“You okay?” Emmett asked, catching the flash of irritation on her face.

Zoe forced a smile. “Fine. Just… my ex-boyfriend is a stage-five clinger.”

Rosalie blinked. “Is he the same one you were talking about the night of the party? Damon?”

Zoe arched a brow. “What, were you eavesdropping?”

Emmett looked mildly panicked. “No! I mean… you weren’t quiet. You and Bella were very not quiet.”

Zoe let the smile drop. “Yeah. That’s my bad habit. Not knowing when to shut up.”

Rosalie said nothing.

Zoe adjusted the strap of her bag, trying not to fidget. “You know,” she said, voice dry, “for people who usually ignore everyone, you two are being suspiciously friendly.”

“You’re interesting,” Emmett said simply.

“And you,” Rosalie added, “remind me of someone.”

Zoe tilted her head. “Hopefully someone hot.”
Hopefully not Katherine.

Rosalie rolled her eyes but didn’t look away.

Zoe hesitated. “Thanks. For checking in. Even if I don’t get it.”

Rosalie didn’t blink. “You don’t have to get it. But we’re here.”

And for a second, something in Zoe cracked. Not enough to show, but enough that it ached.

Then her phone buzzed again, and the moment passed.

She sighed, already pulling it out.

From Damon again : I’m not kidding. Call me.

She looked at Emmett and Rosalie, both still watching her like she was something they couldn’t quite explain.

Maybe they were right.

“Sorry,” Zoe said. “Duty calls. Or in this case, dysfunction.”

She gave them a mock salute and turned on her heel, muttering, “If you see me on the roof later, mind your business.”

Rosalie raised a perfectly arched brow. “Is that a joke?”

“Mostly,” Zoe called over her shoulder. “Fifty-fifty.”

 

She didn’t make it more than halfway across the lot before another Cullen appeared, seemingly out of nowhere.

Edward.

“You’re ignoring him,” he said — no preamble, no pleasantries. He must have been listening in on her conversation with Emmett and Rosalie. Or maybe he'd read her screen from halfway across the quad. Typical.

Zoe didn’t flinch. “Wow. Straight to the point. I’m not ignoring anyone. You stalking me now, too?”

“Just walking,” he said, too smoothly. “It’s a small school.”

Zoe turned, arms crossed. “So this is the part where you offer cryptic advice and disappear?”

“No,” Edward said, his voice even. “This is where I ask you to let us help you.”

Zoe blinked. Then barked a laugh. “You don’t even know what I need help with.”

“Maybe not. But whatever it is, you’ve been carrying it alone.”

Zoe looked away. “Have you ever considered thatI like it that way?”

“You don’t,” he said simply. “No one does.”

Zoe bit the inside of her cheek, sizing him up. “I’m not your problem.”

“No,” he agreed. “But you look like someone who’s been trying to outrun a fire.”

She paused. “What if I’m the fire?”

Edward didn’t hesitate. “Then we keep you from burning down.”

That silence again.

Zoe didn’t answer, but she didn’t leave either.

After a beat, Edward said, quieter now, “You don’t have to do this alone.”

Zoe exhaled through her nose, a tired half-laugh. “Alone’s kind of the goal.”

Edward didn’t smile. “It doesn’t have to be.”

She looked away, jaw tight. “Yeah, well. Not everyone gets a choice.”

 

Zoe leaned against the passenger side door of Bella’s rusty truck, her boot heel rhythmically tapping against the fender. The rain had eased to a mist, but the clouds still loomed low and oppressive, the air clinging to her skin like static.

Bella was inside turning in a makeup assignment. Zoe had begged off, citing a headache—and while it wasn’t a lie, it wasn’t the whole truth either.

She checked her phone.

Six missed calls.

Four from Damon.

Two from a blocked number.

One from Ric.

A text from Damon: Answer your goddamn phone, Zo. I’m done playing this game.

Zoe winced, then exhaled sharply and hit Bonnie's contact instead. It rang only once.

“You’re dodging him.” Bonnie’s voice was soft but knowing.

“Tell him to stop.”

“Zoe…”

“Tell him to back off. I need quiet.”

A pause. “You’re not quiet. I know you. We’ve been friends forever. You’re probably spinning out. You always do this—”

“He’s going to show up. He’s going to do something reckless.”

Bonnie sighed. “He’s already being reckless. You know how he gets when he’s scared.”

“Well, I’m scared too,” Zoe hissed, glancing up at the sky, half-expecting lightning. “And him spiraling doesn’t help.”

Across the lot, Alice Cullen leaned subtly against Jasper’s shoulder, her eyes distant, brow furrowed. She tilted her head slightly in Zoe’s direction.

“She’s blurred again,” Alice whispered, voice low. “I can’t see anything around her. Like she’s not even there.”

Jasper frowned, gaze fixed on Zoe. “But I can feel her. She’s like… static electricity and panic wrapped in sarcasm.”

Zoe, oblivious to the audience, clutched the phone tighter.

“Bon,” she murmured. “I left to keep the storm there. Not bring it here.”

“He doesn’t see it that way.”

“Well, he doesn’t get to make that call.”

“You know he’s just scared. You’re his—”

“Don’t,” Zoe whispered, her voice cracking. “I can’t be anyone’s anything right now.”

Another pause. Then Bonnie said, “Okay. I’ll tell him.”

“Thanks.”

“And Zo?”

“Yeah?”

“Next time, maybe just text him. Before he ends up eating someone in frustration.”

Zoe barked out a laugh, dry and short. “Tell him he’s a drama queen.”

“Already have.”

They hung up.

Zoe lowered the phone to her chest and stared at the pavement, her pulse racing just under her skin.

A door opened behind her. Bella jogged up to the truck, breathless and clutching her binder.

“You okay?” she asked, noticing Zoe’s faraway expression.

Zoe plastered on a half-smile. “Peachy with a side of emotionally constipated.”

Bella raised a brow. “You talk to Damon?”

“No.” Zoe slid into the passenger seat and shut the door. “I talked to Bonnie.”

Bella didn’t press. She never did—not when Zoe was like this. Not when her cousin’s edges were fraying.

As the truck rattled to life, neither of them noticed Alice across the parking lot, still watching, still trying to piece together the girl whose future she couldn’t see—and the storm she clearly carried with her.

 

That evening, the Cullen living room was quiet, but not peacefully so. The tension in the air felt brittle—tight with restraint.

Alice stood near the grand piano, arms folded, one heeled foot tapping restlessly on the hardwood. “I couldn’t see anything. Not even the call.”

“Same as every time she’s involved,” Edward muttered, pacing in front of the fireplace. “She’s a void. Not just to you. I can’t read her either.”

“She’s human, ” Emmett pointed out, sprawled on the couch with a grimace. “I don’t like how... off this feels.”

“She’s not just human, ” Alice snapped. “Not with what I felt earlier. Not with the way she talks like someone who’s lived ten lives.”

Rosalie, perched on the arm of the sofa, didn’t say anything. Not yet. Her fingers drummed slowly, her golden gaze distant.

Jasper had his back to the room, staring out the tall windows at the fog-draped trees. He was the only one who had a gift that worked with Zoe Clark, but even then, he could only feel her emotions, not influence them as he normally could. “The girl’s a live wire,” he said quietly. “She’s terrified—but hiding it behind sarcasm and bravado.”

Edward turned sharply. “She’s hiding something from everyone.”

“No,” Rosalie said, finally. “She’s protecting something.”

They all turned to look at her.

Alice tilted her head and looked at her husband. “You think she’s in danger?”

“I know she is,” Jasper said darkly.

“She called someone named Bonnie.” Alice added. “Today.” The vampire glanced at her siblings. “To tell Damon to back off.”

“She didn’t even say his name,” Jasper corrected Alice, brows furrowed. “But the way she said it... it was him. She was shaking.”

Edward stood near the fireplace, unmoving, but his voice was taut. “He’s dangerous. You heard her. Heard the way she begged Bonnie to handle it.”

“She’s scared of him,” Emmett said quietly, which was rare for him. “But she still misses him. That’s messed up.”

“That’s trauma,” Rosalie snapped from the edge of the couch, where she sat stiff and alert. “You get used to pain and start calling it love.”

The room fell silent, all knowing exactly the series of events that caused Rosalie to be changed into a vampire.

“She reminds me of her,” Rosalie said finally, barely above a whisper. “Our Zoe. The way she walks, the way she fights affection. Even the way she cracks a joke when she’s panicking.”

“Zoe Clark isn’t a vampire,” Edward reminded. “Her heart races. She bleeds. She’s human.”

“She’s not normal,” Jasper said. “She feels... wrong. Like her fear’s laced with something old.”

“She doesn’t know what we are,” Alice said. “She doesn’t know anything.”

“She doesn’t want to know,” Rosalie corrected. “It’s not just fear in her eyes. It’s denial.”

“Do we think Damon hurt her?” Alice asked.

Rosalie’s jaw tensed. “If he did, I’ll kill him.”

“She won’t let anyone help her,” Jasper said. “Every time she starts to open up, she pulls away. There’s a reason she left wherever she came from—and it wasn’t just to move in with Charlie Swan.”

“It’s not just Damon,” Edward added. “It’s everything. She thinks she’s being hunted.”

Alice finally began to pace. “There’s something she’s not telling anyone. Not Bella, not Charlie, not us. She’s hiding something big.”

“Like what?” Emmett asked. “Another ex?”

“No,” Edward said slowly. “She thinks she’s dangerous. Or cursed. Like just being near her could get someone hurt.”

Rosalie closed her eyes. “Just like our Zoe.”

They all turned toward the stairwell at the sound of Carlisle’s careful footfalls.

He didn’t speak right away, only stood in the doorway, golden eyes unreadable.

“You heard all that?” Rosalie asked, too tightly.

Carlisle nodded once.

“And?”

He hesitated. “She’s not Zoe Cullen. I know that.”

“But she looks like her,” Edward said. “Talks like her. The timing lines up. Her age, her eyes—”

“She’s not her,” Carlisle said again, more firmly. “She’s not a vampire. She’s a teenager. Hurt. Scared.”

“And you’re still drawn to her,” Rosalie whispered.

Carlisle didn’t deny it.

“I don’t want history to repeat itself,” he said instead. “And I’m not sure if I’m saying that for her sake or mine.”

No one spoke for a long moment.

Then Jasper said quietly, “Should we tell her?”

“Tell her what ?” Edward snapped. “That we’re vampires? That we used to know someone who looked just like her and loved Carlisle more than life itself?”

“That her ex-boyfriend might still be watching her?” Alice added, eyes wide. “That we can’t see her future or read her mind but something about her pulls us in anyway?”

“No,” Carlisle said. “Not yet.”

Rosalie stood, slowly, and looked him in the eye. “She deserves to know she’s not crazy.”

Carlisle looked away. “Maybe when we know what she really is.”

 

The Cullen house was quiet again.

After the discussion in the living room splintered off into wary silences and unspoken thoughts, Rosalie retreated to her room.

From the outside, their home looked like a sculpture of light and glass suspended in the trees — all clean lines, sharp edges, and expansive windows. But inside, the silence wasn’t peaceful. It hung like a breath held too long.

Rosalie stood in front of her vanity.

The room, like the rest of the house, was minimalist and modern. Cool neutrals. Sleek furniture. The walls were lined with professional photography—Emmett’s taste, not hers. Her one indulgence — the carved mirror and cream vanity — sat like a relic in a museum, framed by the forest beyond the floor-to-ceiling glass.

And framed on that vanity was the small photo.

It wasn’t much. Just a moment on matte paper: Rosalie and Emmett on their wedding day, framed in twilight. And between them, her.

Zoe Cullen.

In a dress far too glamorous for the time. Laughing like she’d just said something awful. Knowing Zoe, she probably had. Her arms were slung around their waists like she belonged there — and she had.

Rosalie reached out and gently adjusted the edge of the frame. Her reflection didn’t blink.

“You were such a pain in the ass,” she murmured, lips barely moving. “But you were mine.”

Only the two of them had ever understood what it meant to be changed by violence caused by another’s hand. Rosalie by her fiance and his friends, Zoe by…someone. Even Carlisle hadn’t been told the specifics. To have their humanity stolen, not offered. Rosalie had taken one look at that furious, broken woman—messy dark hair falling into wildfire eyes, mouth set in a defiant scowl—and thought: Mine.

Zoe might have been Carlisle’s mate, but to Rosalie, she was a mother in every way that mattered. It started as a joke—Zoe bossing Edward and Rosalie around, laughing that she was their mother. Then it wasn’t a joke. Not really. 

Rosalie sat on the edge of the bench, her spine straight, her fingers curled loosely in her lap.

And now there was another Zoe.

Zoe Clark.

Same sharp tongue. Same stubborn jawline. Same pain in her eyes she couldn’t quite hide.

Rosalie hadn’t wanted to care. She didn’t want to let this human girl claw open wounds she’d buried decades ago. But there was something about her —the storm under the smirk, the way she flinched—not expecting to be protected, but still built like someone who should be.

Rosalie had seen it before. Had held it before.

She stared at the photo. Zoe Cullen’s dark hair curled like smoke across her shoulders. Emmett’s arm rested casually across her back. Rosalie’s smile was softer in that picture than she remembered.

“You don’t get to come back like this,” she whispered. It wasn’t just unfair—it was cruel. To Rosalie. To Emmett. To Carlisle. To Edward. Even to Alice and Jasper. To all of them who had loved Zoe Cullen and were still relearning how to breathe in her absence.

The trees outside shifted in the wind. A single pine branch tapped softly against the windowpane.

Rosalie reached for the frame again, then pulled her hand back.

“I never promised to protect you before,” she said, voice low. “I didn’t have to—you protected me. But it’s my turn now. For her. For you. Whoever you are.”

Behind her, the house remained still — the silence now filled with the weight of memory and the ache of something she hadn’t let herself name.

Yet.

Chapter 10: Twilight: The Edge of Something Familiar

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It began with water.

Cold, rushing water. White foam over jagged rocks. Wind in her ears and a scent that wasn’t Forks—wasn’t modern at all. Pine and smoke, and something sweet: lavender oil and the faintest trace of ink.

She wasn’t Zoe Clark in the dream.

She wasn’t anything at all, just a girl in a high-collared dress with a parasol and a book tucked under her arm. She stood at the edge of a cliff, overlooking a wide river. Her heart was racing—but not with fear. With joy.

A man stood behind her.

She didn’t turn to look. She didn’t need to. She knew him. Every fiber of her soul did. He stepped closer, gloved fingers ghosting along the edge of her sleeve.

“You shouldn’t have followed me,” she whispered.

“You shouldn’t have run,” he murmured, voice low and kind. “You know I’d always find you.”

She turned. His face was blurred by sunlight. But his eyes—gold, glowing with impossible warmth—caught her breath. She reached for him, hand grazing his lapel—

A crack behind them—that caused her to slip back, over the cliff and into the water.

A voice yelling, “Zoe!”

She spun, but there was no one there.

Just wind. Just water. And then him .

 

It had taken everything in Zoe not to scream that morning. She was suffocating.

Charlie had hovered. Bella had hovered. And Damon—don’t even get her started. Ten missed calls. Three voicemails. One text that just said, “Zoe. Answer the damn phone.”

Missed calls from Bonnie and Elena. A text from Caroline asking her to please put Damon out of his misery.
Zoe hadn’t answered anyone. She couldn’t.

Now she sat slouched in Bella’s truck, fog creeping up the windows as rain pattered on the roof. The grocery store parking lot blurred around her, distant and irrelevant. The phone was pressed to her ear.

“Bonnie,” she whispered as soon as the line connected.

A pause.

“I figured it was you,” Bonnie said, her voice cautious. “You okay?”

“No,” Zoe muttered, staring at her reflection in the glass. “You told Damon to back off, right?”

Bonnie sighed. “You know he won’t.”

“He has to. I can’t—” Zoe’s throat caught. “I can’t let anyone else get hurt because of me. Not again.”

Silence bloomed on the other end. This time, gentler.

“I’ll try,” Bonnie said. “But you know how he gets. He still thinks it’s his job to protect you.”

“It’s not,” Zoe whispered. “Tell him that. I don’t belong to Mystic Falls anymore.”

Bonnie hesitated. “How are you really?”

Zoe closed her eyes. “I had that dream again. But it wasn’t mine this time.”

“Which one?”

“It’s new. Kind of. It’s... me, but not. A different version. I had my name. But it felt older. Like I was watching someone else wear my skin. There was a man. I knew him. He’s here. In Forks.”

Bonnie didn’t answer right away. “Zoe… if they’re dreams, memories, visions—whatever—bleeding together... it’s possible this is another doppelgänger life showing itself. We still don’t know why you get them.”

“We’ve been through this, Bon,” Zoe said, voice hollow. “I’m special. Yay me. Haunted by ghosts of lives I didn’t live.”

“At least you didn’t die in this one,” Bonnie offered.

Zoe gave a thin smile. “Small victories.”

“I’ll start digging again,” Bonnie said quickly. “My grams had grimoires that might help.”

“Damon tried compelling them away,” Zoe admitted, quiet. Ashamed.

“What?” Bonnie snapped.

“When we were together. He didn’t want me chasing it down. Said it would only mess me up more.”

“It didn’t work?”

“Obviously not,” Zoe muttered, plucking at a loose thread on the edge of her sleeve. 

“I can talk to Ric,” Bonnie offered. “He has access to—”

“No,” Zoe cut in. “You and Damon and Elena knowing is bad enough. I don’t want anyone else involved.”

“Zo—”

“I’m weird enough already, Bon. The less people know, the better. Especially if Klaus is sniffing around. If he finds out I’m talking to anyone—”

“Okay.” Bonnie exhaled. “Okay. But if you change your mind, I’m here. Always. You know that, right?”

“Yeah.” Zoe’s voice went soft. “You always are.”

There was a beat.

“Even when you’re busy helping Elena not die. Or helping Damon help Elena not die.”

“Are you jealous?” Bonnie asked, dry.

“No,” Zoe said, too fast. “Damon and I are over. Totally over. We’re just… friends. Who share a soul bond.”

“Completely platonic,” Bonnie deadpanned.

“You suck.”

Bonnie laughed. “Text me later. Even if it’s just to insult me.”

“I will.”

They hung up, and Zoe let her phone fall into her lap. The fog outside hadn’t lifted, but something in her chest had eased, just a little. Not gone. Not even close. But lighter.

Then she took a breath, grabbed the keys, and stepped out into the rain.

They hung up, and Zoe let her phone drop into her lap. The fog outside hadn’t lifted, but something in her chest had eased—barely. Not gone. Not even close. But lighter.

She stared out at the grocery store entrance. The rain had softened into mist, and the automatic doors yawned open and shut as people came and went, arms full of produce and plastic. For a second, she thought about driving off. But then she remembered Charlie’s voice this morning: “You want Pop-Tarts, you’ve got legs.”

So she used them.

Inside, the store was too bright, the linoleum too cold under her boots. The smell of overripe bananas and floor cleaner made her nose wrinkle. She dragged a hand through her tangled hair and headed for the cereal aisle, hoodie up, spine tight. She hadn’t even grabbed a cart.

She turned a corner—and nearly collided with someone.

“Sorry—” she started, then froze.

Carlisle Cullen stood in front of her, dressed in a heather-gray sweater under a fitted jacket, sleeves rolled casually at the cuffs. He had a hand basket hanging from one forearm, filled with practical things: whole milk, oranges, whole grain pasta. It was so aggressively normal it almost made her laugh.

Instead, she tensed.

“Zoe,” he said, voice low. Surprised. And something else—like the name didn’t belong on his tongue, but it had nowhere else to go.

There was a charge in the air. That flicker of static again, crawling across her skin like invisible lightning.

She straightened, every nerve on alert. “Dr. Cullen,” she said too quickly, the name coming out brittle and defensive. She stepped back, bumping into the corner of the shelf.

He didn’t move. His expression was calm, practiced—but his grip on the basket had gone white-knuckled.

“I didn’t expect to see you here,” she added, almost accusatory.

“I’m just picking up a few things,” he said, his gaze scanning her like she might vanish if he blinked. “Feeding a house of six requires constant resupply.”

Zoe didn’t answer. Her heart was pounding and she didn’t know why.

Well. That was a lie. She knew exactly why.

Because for a second—just one aching second—she saw him not as Carlisle Cullen, the town doctor with perfect posture, but as the man from her dream. The one in the sunlight. The one who reached for her with hands she somehow knew.

She looked away, shoving her hands into her hoodie pocket. “Tell Edward thanks, by the way,” she muttered. “For the whole ‘yeeting me out of the way of a car’ thing.”

Carlisle’s voice was softer now. “You’re welcome.”

It wasn’t the right answer, and they both knew it. But what else was there to say?

She turned, ready to disappear into the nearest freezer section, when—

“Zoe,” he said again.

She stopped, spine stiff, back still to him.

“If you ever need someone to talk to,” he said, carefully, “about whatever it is you’re going through—”

“I’ve got people,” she cut in, not turning around. “Friends. Sort of. You don’t have to worry about me.”

“I do,” he said quietly.

That landed harder than she wanted it to. She swallowed, hard.

“I’m fine,” she said, but the words felt like tin in her mouth. She glanced at him over her shoulder, eyes guarded. “I’m used to being not-fine.”

Then she walked away, her footsteps too loud in the too-bright aisle.

Carlisle stood there for a long time, one hand still wrapped around the useless basket. The weight of something unspoken pressed into his chest. He watched her disappear around the corner like a ghost he’d already lost once.

And for the second time in his long life, Carlisle Cullen wondered if he was going to survive Zoe.

Chapter 11: Twilight: Guess Who's Coming to Dinner

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The house was quiet—too quiet.

Charlie usually liked the silence, especially after long shifts at the station. But now it felt wrong. Too still. Too heavy. Like the whole place was holding its breath.

Maybe because he wasn’t used to the house not being empty.

Zoe was curled up on the couch, knees to her chest, blanket drawn tight even though the afternoon light filtered weakly through the windows. Her hair was a mess. Her eyes were red—not from crying, Charlie thought, but from something deeper. A kind of sleeplessness that didn’t just live in the body.

He cleared his throat and nudged a pizza box onto the coffee table. “Figured you might be hungry.”

Zoe glanced up, mug cupped in both hands like it was anchoring her to this reality. “Thanks.”

He sat across from her, elbows on knees, trying not to look like he was watching her too closely. “Bella’s out at La Push. Thought you were going too?”

Zoe didn’t look at him. “I’m not feeling social. I’m good with ghosts.”

Charlie frowned. “That a joke?”

She shrugged. “Kind of.”

There wasn’t much else to say to that. Charlie had gotten used to the way she spoke in riddles. Every time he asked Zoe what she meant, she just muttered “it’s complicated” and changed the subject.

After a long pause, he said carefully, “You know you can talk to me. I’m not great at this stuff, but I listen.”

Zoe blinked at him, like she was trying to decide if he was serious.

“You’ve been through a lot,” he added. “I don’t know all of it, and I’m not asking. But I need to know you’re okay.”

“I’m not,” Zoe said, quiet. “But I’m trying.”

The honesty in it landed hard. Charlie could almost see his sister’s face in hers. That same weariness. That same guarded ache.

Before he could answer, they both heard it—the sound of a car pulling into the driveway.

Zoe froze. The mug trembled in her hands. “No,” she whispered. “No, no, no. He wouldn’t.”

The knock came seconds later.

Charlie stood, confused. “You expecting someone?”

“No,” she hissed. “But I know who it is.”

He was already moving toward the door before she could stop him.

Damon Salvatore stood on the porch, all effortless charm and sharp edges, dressed in black like he was headed to either a funeral or a rooftop bar. “Hi, Chief.”

Charlie squinted. “And you are?”

Zoe’s voice cut from behind him. “Damon. He’s Damon. My ex. The one who doesn’t get the message.”

Charlie crossed his arms. “Ah. The one blowing up the phone.”

“That’d be me,” Damon said easily, lingering just outside the doorway, hands in his pockets. “Nice place. Smells like discipline… and pepperoni.”

Charlie squinted. “You waiting for something?”

Damon’s smile widened. “Just being polite. I know better than to enter uninvited these days.”

Zoe groaned behind Charlie. “Don’t let him in.”

Charlie looked between them, then stepped aside with a grunt. “You break anything, you’re mopping it up.”

Damon dipped his head in mock gratitude. “Is that an invite?”

Charlie huffed. “Come on in, I guess.”

And then Damon stepped inside.

“Seriously?” Zoe snapped. “Get out.”

“Nope,” Damon said, unbothered. “Not until I know you’re breathing and not bleeding.”

“I’m breathing just fine.”

“You’re lying just as well.”

Charlie moved between them, tension growing. “Hey. She said leave.”

Damon’s gaze flicked over to him—measured, not threatening, but unsettling all the same. “I’m not here to fight. I’m here because I care.”

“You look like trouble,” Charlie said flatly.

“I am,” Damon said. “But so is she.” He nodded toward Zoe, who groaned and flopped dramatically onto the couch.

Charlie studied him a beat longer. “You care about her?”

More than anything, Damon thought. But all he said was, “Yeah. I do.”

There was something real in the way he said it—quiet, stripped bare. Charlie could spot it a mile off. He softened. Just a little.

“I don’t know what went down between you two,” he said slowly. “But she’s under this roof now. That means she gets peace. So if you’re here to stir up whatever storm she left behind—”

“I’m not.” Damon’s voice lost its smirk. “She may hate me. But I’m not walking away. Not this time.”

Charlie turned toward Zoe. “From what, exactly?”

Neither of them answered.

Finally, Damon said, “The past. The things that chase her. Doesn’t matter what name they wear.”

Charlie let the silence stretch before finally sighing. “You sticking around?”

“For a few days,” Damon said.

“Then you’re staying for dinner,” Charlie muttered, walking back toward the kitchen. “But you’re on dish duty.”

Zoe lifted her head from the couch, horrified. “Are you kidding ?”

Charlie didn’t even turn around. “If I’m going to have teenage drama with a soundtrack, someone’s doing the dishes.”

“I like him,” Damon grinned, following. “You’re fun, Chief.”

Charlie waved a hand. “Yeah, yeah. I don’t like you. But she does.”

Zoe muttered something that sounded like “kill me” and dragged herself off the couch.

Damon waited in the kitchen doorway until she reached him. She didn’t meet his eyes.

He lowered his voice. “I know I’m the last person you want to see. But I came anyway.”

Zoe looked up at him, eyes tired. “Why?”

“Because I remember your birthday. And I remember what happened the last time you spent it alone.”

She didn’t say anything.

Not thank you. Not go away.

But she didn’t move either.

And Damon called that a win.

 

Charlie didn’t stay long.

But he didn’t go far either.

After a long, heavy pause in the doorway—eyeing the tension between his niece and the too-slick stranger in his living room—he jerked his chin toward the back porch.

“I’ll be in the shed,” he said gruffly. “Snowblower needs oiling. And the radio’s on the fritz again.”

Zoe blinked. “It hasn’t even snowed yet.”

Charlie didn’t miss a beat. “It will. It’s November. And I like to be prepared.”

He looked between them, gaze narrowing. “If I hear yelling, I’m coming back with a wrench.”

Damon raised both hands. “Wouldn’t dream of raising my voice under your roof, Chief.”

Charlie snorted. “Good. Because I don’t care how charming you are—if she says leave, you’re leaving. Got it?”

Damon’s smile thinned. “Crystal clear.”

With a grunt and one last warning glance, Charlie pulled on his jacket and stepped outside. The shed door creaked open and shut behind him a minute later.

Inside, the silence coiled tight.

Zoe turned, shut the front door, and twisted the lock harder than necessary. By the time she turned back to Damon, he was already seated like he owned the place, ankles crossed, swirling a glass of bourbon Zoe was certain Charlie hadn’t offered.

Her eyes narrowed.

“Did you break into our liquor cabinet?”

Damon lifted the glass. “I borrowed. Temporarily.”

She crossed the room with quiet fury and plucked the bourbon from his hand before he could take another sip. Then, without breaking eye contact, she drained it in one go.

She set the glass down hard. “You shouldn’t have come.”

“I know.”

She blinked. That wasn’t the answer she expected.

Damon stayed leaning against the counter now, arms crossed. “You didn’t want me here. You didn’t need saving. You’re furious. Got it.”

Zoe folded her arms tighter, more like self-preservation than defense now. “Then why did you?”

“Because the bond doesn’t care what we want,” he said quietly. “Because I feel you. Constantly.”

“Damon—”

“I do. I always feel you. When Klaus drained you, when you were dead. When you hit the pavement, when you were scared — it felt like I was being ripped in half. I feel all of it.”
He swallowed. “And I hate we’re fighting. I hate that no matter how far you run, you still feel like home.”

That last part hung between them, too honest.

She looked away. “You can’t just say things like that. You don’t get to show up, spill all your guilt and loyalty and trauma, and expect me to fall apart for you.”

“I’m not asking you to fall apart,” Damon said. “I’m just asking you to let me be here.”

“I don’t want you here.”

“But you didn’t tell me to leave.”

Zoe’s breath hitched. Her jaw clenched.

Damon stepped closer.

“None of this is fair,” he said, voice low but firm. “But the truth is, your blood can be used to make hybrids. That puts a target on your back whether you’re in Mystic Falls or Siberia. So yeah, I came here to see if you’re okay. I came here because I need to know if I’m going to be burying another version of you.”

Zoe swallowed hard, blinking fast. “You don’t get to say that.”

“I do,” Damon said, softer now. “Because I’ve felt it. Every time you’re in pain, every time you shut me out—I feel it. And I don’t get to stop caring.”

“I’m not your responsibility.”

“You are,” he said, barely above a whisper. “Because of the spell. Because of whatever that bond did to us. I don’t get to stop caring.”

“Well, I don’t want to care,” she whispered, tears brimming now. “I just want to be left alone.”

Damon looked at her for a long moment—no smirk, no sarcasm. Just something honest and unguarded.

“Yeah,” he said. “I know the feeling.”

The silence thickened, but this time it wasn’t hostile. Just heavy. Real.

“I get it, Zo,” he said after a beat. “You want to be the lone wolf. You think if you push hard enough, you’ll be safe. That it’ll protect the people you love if you make them hate you first.”

Her eyes snapped to his.

“Don’t,” she warned.

But he didn’t stop.

“I’ve done the same thing. Still do. So believe me when I say... it doesn’t work. You don’t get safer. You just get lonelier.”

She broke his gaze first. Her throat bobbed.

Damon’s voice softened again. “You don’t have to let me in. But you don’t have to keep bleeding alone, either.”

Zoe’s voice was barely above a whisper. “I don’t know how to do this. Any of it.”

“You don’t have to,” he said. “You just have to start.”

Another long beat passed.

Then she let out a shaky breath and brushed past him toward the couch. “If you’re staying for dinner, I’m not talking about feelings over pasta.”

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” Damon said.

She dropped onto the couch and grabbed the remote, flipping on the TV like the conversation hadn’t happened.

But Damon just watched her — saw the way her shoulders relaxed, the way her guard cracked a fraction.

Progress.

He settled on the armchair again. Not close. Not far.

And for the first time since arriving, the silence wasn’t a threat.

It was the beginning of a truce.

 

The clink of silverware was the loudest sound at the table.

Bella stabbed at her baked potato like it had personally offended her. She hadn’t said a word since sitting down, and Zoe was ninety-nine percent sure she was calculating the exact age difference between Damon and herself — and deciding how many laws he’d broken.

If only she knew.

Across the table, Damon was the picture of poise. Elbows off the table. Fork held perfectly. Smiling charmingly every time Charlie looked at him.

Too charming.

Charlie finally broke the silence again. “So what brings you to Forks, Damon? Business? Or just bad instincts?”

Damon smiled, all white teeth and casual confidence. “Just checking in on an old friend.” He raised his glass slightly in Zoe’s direction, like it was a toast.

Zoe didn’t look up. “You’re a week early for my birthday. Try again.”

Bella’s glare intensified. “You didn’t think to call first?”

“I wasn’t expecting company,” Zoe muttered.

Charlie’s eyes narrowed. “So this wasn’t a planned visit?”

“Spontaneity keeps things interesting,” Damon said breezily. “Besides, who doesn’t love a surprise?”

Zoe dropped her fork a little too hard. “You know what’s surprising? Restraint. Try it sometime.”

Bella’s expression turned glacial. “And you thought just showing up out of nowhere was a good idea?”

Damon turned his head toward her with a wink. “Fashionably early. Like any good ex-boyfriend.”

Charlie’s fork paused midair. “Ex-boyfriend, huh?”

Damon glanced at Zoe, who looked far too amused for someone supposedly mortified by her ex’s surprise visit. “She was very persuasive,” he said with a smirk. “Old soul.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow, swirling her water. “Yeah, you could say I’m into…old things.”

Bella dropped her fork with a loud clink. “How old are you again, Damon?”

There was no good way to answer that.

Damon just grinned and leaned back in his chair. “Let’s just say I’ve had enough birthdays to appreciate the classics.”

Damon, apparently, opted for the worst possible way.

Zoe bit her lip to stifle a laugh. “He’s basically vintage.”

Charlie gave Damon a long, uncomfortable once-over. “What do you do for work?”

“Consulting,” Damon said smoothly.

“What kind of consulting?”

“Lifestyle.” He sipped his water. “People call me when their lives are falling apart and they need…direction.”

“Oh, is that what we’re calling that now?” Zoe muttered into her mashed potatoes.

Bella’s eyes darted to her cousin. “Sorry — what?”

“Nothing.” Zoe smiled sweetly. “Just reminiscing about the good old days.”

Charlie’s eyebrows climbed. “You know, it’s funny. I don’t remember you mentioning Damon when you got here, Zoe.”

“Oh, he’s like a ghost,” she said innocently. “Shows up uninvited, stares a lot, drinks all your good bourbon, and leaves.”

Bella choked on her water.

Damon glared at Zoe, playfully but not without sting. “You wound me.”

“Not yet.”

Charlie sat back, clearly trying to figure out if he should be worried or impressed. “So you two were serious?”

“Define serious,” Zoe drawled.

“She ran away from home to stay at my place,” Damon said at the same time.

Charlie blinked before turning to his niece, expecting an explanation.

“It was earlier this year,” Zoe said tightly, shooting Damon a withering look. “Things were bad at home.”

Charlie’s expression shifted, almost imperceptibly.

“My dad and I had a fight,” she continued, her voice lower now. “One of my friends got hurt — really hurt — and he said she brought it on herself. Thought they all did.”

Caroline had been kidnapped by Jules and her merry band of werewolves. Zoe had wanted to help. Her dad tried to keep her home, said Caroline was dangerous, that she should be put down. He didn’t understand — or maybe he did, and that was worse. Zoe loved her dad, but he was on the Council, and the Founder's Council had never exactly been Team Vampire. Still weren’t. Liz was getting better, but the rest… not so much.

Charlie looked like he might say something — then didn’t.

“So I left,” Zoe said flatly. “Packed a bag, showed up at the Boarding House. Damon was the only one who asked why instead of telling me to go home.”

Damon said nothing to that.

“It was for a month,” she added after a beat. “Or three.”

“Four,” Damon corrected, raising his hands. “She had nowhere else to go. I didn’t exactly seduce her with bourbon and jazz vinyl.”

Charlie’s eyes narrowed. “That’s a weirdly specific denial.”

Zoe stabbed her mashed potatoes. “Because it’s a weirdly specific thing he actually does.”

Damon said nothing to that.

Charlie turned slowly to Damon. “You gave my niece bourbon?”

Damon’s jaw twitched. “I said I didn’t.”

“Didn’t sound like that,” Bella mumbled.

Zoe waved her fork dismissively. “Can we not act like I didn’t grow up in a town where drinking was the only thing to do?”

Charlie blinked. “...Sorry, what?”

“Small towns,” Damon interjected. “Teenage angst. You know how it is.”

Charlie looked very much like he did not.

The room went quiet again.

Zoe propped her chin on her hand and turned to Damon. “So. You staying at a motel, or did you plan on stalking me full-time?”

“I was hoping for a warm bed and some hospitality,” Damon said with a wink.

Charlie set his fork down. “I’ve got a couch.”

And just like that, the whole room tensed again.

Damon’s expression barely flickered, but Zoe gave Charlie the most betrayed look she could summon.

“Seriously?”

“You want him wandering the woods, harassing hikers?” Charlie shrugged. “At least this way I know where he is.”

Bella was glaring again. “There’s a lock on my bedroom door, right?”

Zoe didn’t flinch. “Damon Salvatore is a lot of things. But right now? Mostly just irritating.” That, at least, she could handle.

Damon raised a hand like he was flattered. “Aw. You do care.”

“I care about keeping my pillow free of bourbon breath,” she muttered, rising to her feet. “I’ll start on dishes.”

“I’ll help,” Bella said instantly, standing so fast her chair scraped the floor.

Once they were in the kitchen, the tension didn’t leave — it just shifted.

From the dining table, Damon watched Zoe out of the corner of his eye. She was animated now, half-arguing with Bella about who got dish duty. Her cousin was giving him frequent, suspicious glances over her shoulder like she expected him to turn into a bat at any moment.

Damon couldn’t blame her.

She was just trying to keep Zoe safe.

Once they were out of earshot, Charlie leaned toward him. Voice low. Measured. “You ever hurt her — even a little — I don’t care how many birthdays you’ve had. I’ve got a shotgun and a clean conscience.”

Damon smiled slowly. Not smug. Not threatening. Just old. Tired. Honest. “Duly noted, Chief.”

From the kitchen, Zoe leaned around the corner. “You two bonding over weapons? Should I be concerned?”

“Nope,” Charlie called. “Just a little healthy male posturing.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “Great. Testosterone stew for dinner.”

She ducked back out of view, muttering, “Alaric’s ego is gonna short-circuit when he finds out Damon made another friend.”

Bella snorted as she dried a plate. “You really do attract chaos.”

Zoe grinned. “Please. I am chaos.”

And from the dining room, Damon watched her with that same unreadable look — part nostalgia, part heartbreak, and something else he didn’t dare name.

This Zoe wasn’t his Zoe.

But she was still Zoe.

The one who muttered biting comebacks into mashed potatoes. Who wielded sarcasm like a weapon and tenderness like a secret.

But there was something else now, too — a softness he hadn’t seen in a long time.

Not weakness. Not at all. Just… the quiet space she carved out for herself here. The way her shoulders eased, just slightly, when Bella dried dishes beside her without asking questions. The way Charlie didn’t push, didn’t prod, but made sure she ate, made sure she slept.

She was still heavy with everything Mystic Falls had left behind. Still haunted, still hunted, still carrying fear like a second spine. But here, in this gray little corner of the world, she looked less brittle. More rooted.

Maybe Forks wasn’t the answer. Maybe nowhere was.  But watching her now — laughing under her breath, chin tilted toward the sound of Bella’s voice — Damon couldn’t help but think that Forks wasn’t the worst place for Zoe Clark.

And maybe that was enough.

Enough to make him stay.

For now.

Chapter 12: Twilight: Sixteen Candles

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The dreams were more frequent now.

The scent of wildflowers clung to the breeze — sweet, heady, almost too much. Zoe stood barefoot in a sun-drenched meadow that shimmered in colors more vivid than real life ever allowed. Lavender, buttercup, wild roses. Somewhere, a distant piano played a haunting waltz, its melody trickling through the air like rain.

She looked down.

Lace sleeves grazed her wrists, white and delicate. Her hands were paler. Veinless. Her curls were darker than they were now, pinned in soft ringlets that brushed her collarbone. She wore something old — vintage in a way that belonged to another century.

She turned, sensing someone behind her.

A man stood at the edge of the clearing, haloed in golden light. Pale skin. Broad shoulders. Eyes like golden honey, warm and watchful. His face was achingly beautiful — and painfully familiar.

He didn’t move.

But when their eyes met, her breath caught.

"Zoe," he murmured, like the name itself was something holy.

Her heart clenched, aching in a way that made no sense.

“You came back,” she whispered, her voice refined, clipped, not her own. Older. British. Softer. Familiar.

She stepped forward and reached for him, their fingers brushing —

And then it shattered.

A scream tore through the air.

 

Zoe jolted upright with a gasp, tangled in her sheets. Her chest heaved as she clawed her way out of sleep.

“Hey. Hey — it’s okay. You’re okay.”

Damon’s voice. Calm. Low. Close.

Her vision adjusted, and his face appeared above hers, bathed in the pale glow of her bedside lamp. He looked impossibly tired — like he hadn’t slept in a century.

“What are you doing here?” she rasped, clutching the sheet. “My uncle—”

“He’s out cold,” Damon said, settling casually against the headboard. “Probably dreaming about fishing and beer commercials. I slipped upstairs. Not exactly courtly, but I figured you’d forgive me.”

She narrowed her eyes.

“Still having those dreams?”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. She rubbed her forehead, fingers lingering over her temple like the pain might be physical. “Elena doesn’t have them. Did Katherine?”

Damon scoffed. “Would Katherine have told me if she did?”

Zoe frowned. “Probably not.”

There was a long pause. Zoe leaned back against the pillows, and Damon watched her with an expression she couldn’t read — protective, maybe. Regretful.

She broke the silence. “How bad is it back home?”

Damon’s jaw tightened. “Worse than I expected.”

“What happened?”

He hesitated, only briefly. Not because he didn’t trust Zoe, but because he didn’t want to burden her. “I started seeing someone this summer,” he said, voice oddly light, like it didn’t matter. “Nothing serious. Her name was Andie. Reporter. Smart. Funny.” He glanced away. “Stefan killed her.”

Zoe flinched. “No. He wouldn’t—”

“He turned it off.” Damon’s voice cut like glass.

The words hung in the air like a noose.

Zoe swallowed hard. “The switch.”

“Yep.” Damon didn’t elaborate — he didn’t need to. She knew what it meant. She’d seen what happened when a vampire gave up on their humanity. She remembered what Isobel Flemming had been like when Zoe had met her. Cold, calculating, cruel.

Zoe looked at him, eyes softening. “Did Klaus make him?”

Damon nodded once. “Compelled the hell out of him. Broke him down piece by piece.”

Zoe looked away, guilt curling in her gut. “Did you ever tell Stefan where I was?”

“No.”

Zoe let out a small sigh of relief. “That’s why you’re really here,” she said quietly. “Not just because my birthday’s coming up andI got yeeted by a van.”

Damon gave a half-smile. “I do enjoy a good yeeting, but yeah. Stefan’s unraveling. Elena thinks she can help him.”

“Can she?”

“I don’t know.” Damon leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “He’s not like other vampires. You know that. He’s a ripper. Always has been. Without guilt holding him back…” He trailed off.

Zoe finished it for him. “There’s nothing left.”

Damon nodded.

She reached over and took his hand — fingers cold and familiar. “You got yours back.”

“Yeah, well. Mine was barely flickering. You and Elena turned the lights back on. Stefan’s… different.”

Zoe was quiet, staring at their joined hands. She didn’t say it, but she leaned toward his warmth like a plant toward sunlight — reluctant, instinctive, impossible to stop.

The bond hummed faintly between them — not painful, but present, like the echo of a phantom limb. Damon always showed up when she needed him. She hated how comforting that was.

“How’s Tyler?” she asked after a while.

Damon blinked. “Caroline’s trying. She’s keeping an eye on him, making sure he doesn’t lose himself. But she’s out of her depth, and she knows it. Klaus isn’t looking at Tyler like a person. He’s a proof of concept.”

Zoe closed her eyes. “He was my friend.” Her voice cracked. “One of the good ones. Before any of this.”

Damon didn’t argue. “I know.” A beat. Then softer, more bitter: “Caroline doesn’t deserve to be in the middle of this.”

Zoe nodded slowly. “None of us do.”

Zoe exhaled slowly. “And Elena?”

“She’s drowning in guilt, per usual. Thinks she has to save everyone, especially Stefan.”

Zoe offered a faint smile. “Maybe she’s not wrong this time.” Zoe shifted under the weight of Damon’s penetrating gaze. “Don’t look at me like that.”

“Like what?” he asked, quietly.

 “Like I’m still yours.”

Damon didn’t answer right away. He didn’t need to. Because for all her anger, for all her fear and flight, she hadn’t pushed him away when he found her. And for all his flaws, he hadn’t stayed away.

“You ran,” he said softly. “I was angry. But I get it now.”

Zoe’s voice cracked. “You didn’t tell me about Tyler. Or Stefan. Or Klaus.”

“I wanted to,” Damon said. “But I knew you’d come back if I did. And I didn’t want you anywhere near that nightmare.”

There it was. The truth between them — sharp as ever, but gentler now, like the edge had dulled from overuse.

“I don’t know how to forgive you,” she admitted.

Damon didn’t flinch. He reached out, not to take her hand, just to rest his fingers near hers. A breath apart. A peace offering.

“I’m not asking you to,” he said. “I’m just… here.” Then, quieter — raw, like something broken open.  “You’ll always be mine, Zo. The bond made sure of it. And I’ll always be yours. Even if we’re not together. Even if we’re with other people. We’re always gonna care. I love you. I’ll always love you. You’re my Lexi.”

Zoe closed her eyes. Her breath caught on something jagged. When she finally opened them again, her expression wasn’t cold. It wasn’t even angry. It was wrecked.

“I don’t want to need anyone,” she said, voice shaking. “Not anymore. Not after my mom. Not after Tyler. Not after every time I opened my heart and watched someone walk away or get ripped out of my life or die.”

A tear slipped down her cheek, and she didn’t bother to hide it.

“But you never walk away. And that’s worse, somehow.”

Damon reached for her then — not to pull her into some grand romantic gesture, but to touch her wrist, grounding her.

“I know exactly how that feels,” he said, steady and quiet. “To need someone you can’t afford to lose. To hate them for staying when it hurts. And to love them anyway.”

Zoe let out a bitter laugh — breathless and wet. “You know me better than anyone. And I wish to God you didn’t.”

Damon’s thumb brushed the back of her hand. “But I do.”

For a long moment, neither of them moved.

Then she leaned in, not for a kiss, but for silence. For space that wasn’t loneliness. For the one person who saw through every mask and stayed anyway.

And when she finally whispered, “I’m so tired,” it wasn’t about the day.  It was about everything.

“I know,” Damon said, pulling the blanket higher around her shoulders. “You don’t have to be strong with me. Not tonight.”

And for the first time in weeks, Zoe let herself rest. Not because she was safe. But because he knew her. And didn’t run.

 

The birthday banner was crooked when Zoe got home from school.

Charlie had tried to straighten it three times before giving up and muttering something about Scotch tape being useless.

Zoe sat hunched on the couch like a ghost at her own wake, party hat askew, the room trying too hard to be cheerful around her.

Zoe didn’t feel normal.

Charlie came out of the kitchen holding a lighter and a small bundle of candles. “Hey, Zo. Almost ready for cake. Want to light ‘em?”

She shrugged, curled deeper into her blanket. “You can.”

Charlie hesitated. Then, forcing a smile, he looked over at Bella, who was perched on the arm of the couch. “Bella, help me with these?”

She nodded, rising quietly and leaving Zoe with Damon in the living room.

Damon, who’d been strangely quiet all afternoon, leaned forward, elbows on his knees. He watched her, concern edged with something heavier. Guilt maybe. Frustration. Or just… helplessness.

“Sixteen,” he said. “You’re officially ancient.”

Zoe snorted but didn’t smile. “I feel like I’m a hundred.”

He tilted his head, studying her. “Want me to compel Charlie into giving you a car? A yacht? A fake ID and a trust fund?”

She arched a brow. “Got a compulsion trick for PTSD? That’d be a hit.”

Damon winced. “No, but I brought bourbon. You know — in case you decide to embrace your family tradition of emotional suppression through alcohol.”

She rolled her eyes, but a flicker of amusement passed over her face.

“You’re quieter than usual today,” he said.

“I’m older today.”

“You’re not exactly glowing with birthday cheer.”

Zoe didn’t answer. It was the first time she was celebrating her birthday with Caroline, Bonnie or Elena. The first birthday without her dad. The first birthday after she’d been sacrificed and come back to life.

Damon leaned back, gaze still on her. “You know, most people cry when they turn thirty . You’re early.”

Zoe finally looked at him. “It just feels stupid. Celebrating. Like I’m supposed to be grateful I made it to sixteen when I’ve technically already died once.”

Damon’s smile faded. “You didn’t die.”

“Tell that to the part of me that wakes up screaming.”

Damon didn’t have an answer to that. He looked away.

From the kitchen, Charlie’s voice called out: “Cake’s ready!”

Zoe groaned and stood, reluctantly dragging her blanket around her shoulders like a cape. Damon followed, hands stuffed in his pockets.

In the kitchen, the lights had been dimmed slightly. Bella had lit the candles — all sixteen of them — and the little chocolate cake flickered in the soft glow.

“Happy Birthday, Zo.” Charlie smiled warmly. “Make a wish.”

Zoe stared at the cake. The flames flickered in her eyes.

Damon’s presence behind her was a steady hum. Not quite comforting, not quite ignorable. Just there .

She closed her eyes.

Please let everyone stay alive this year.

And blew.

Applause from Bella and Charlie, a soft smirk from Damon.

“Cut the cake,” Charlie said, passing her the knife. “You earned it.”

“I survived it,” Zoe muttered, but cut a generous slice anyway.

As they sat at the small kitchen table, Charlie kept watching Zoe like he expected her to crumble at any moment. When she half-laughed at Bella’s deadpan commentary on school gossip, Charlie’s shoulders eased a bit. His kid — no, his niece — was complicated, closed-off, and sharp in ways that made him ache with helplessness. But tonight, with Damon there, she at least seemed less hollow.

After a few minutes, he nudged his chair back. “I’m gonna run a few things out to the shed before it gets dark. You kids hold down the fort.”

Zoe glanced at Damon as Charlie disappeared.

As soon as Charlie was gone, Zoe couldn’t hold back a small giggle as she turned to Damon. “He called you a kid.” 

Damon chuckled. “I’m very childlike.”

“Said no one, ever.”

Bella cleared her throat. “I, uh… I’m gonna go watch that French vampire movie. You know, the one with the guy who looks like a wet cat.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “Are you trying to say Louis from Interview with the Vampire looks like a wet cat?”

“I stand by it.” Bella grabbed her slice of cake and headed for the living room.

That left Zoe and Damon alone again, the candles burned down to stubs.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

Then Zoe said, “Charlie likes you.”

“Shocking,” Damon said. “I thought he’d chase me off with a baseball bat.”

“You’re lucky he didn’t. He’s got one in the shed.”

Damon smirked. “He’s got good instincts. He’s technically responsible for you now. And he cares.”

Zoe’s eyes lowered. “You really think so?”

“I think…” Damon hesitated. “He loves you, Zo. You scare the hell out of him, but he’s trying. Which is more than a lot of people ever do.”

Zoe toyed with her fork. “I didn’t expect to see you today.”

“I know.”

“I don’t know what I expected.”

Damon leaned forward again, this time softer. “You expected to feel alone.”

She looked up, eyes shining. “And I didn’t.”

There was a long pause.

“Thanks for coming.”

Damon gave a half-nod. “Any time, birthday girl.”

Zoe snorted, but this time the smile stuck.

They sat together in the kitchen — just a girl and the vampire who would burn the world to keep each other safe — the candles burned low, the cake half-eaten, and the silence no longer empty.

It wasn’t the birthday Zoe would have wished for.

But for the first time in a long time, she didn’t feel forgotten.

 

The house had gone quiet again.

Bella was upstairs, probably halfway through her weird French vampire movie. Charlie hadn’t returned from the shed. The candles were burned to nubs, and the cake — already half-eaten and lopsided — sat under a loose sheet of foil on the counter, like someone had tried to pretend it wasn’t just dessert for four.

Zoe stood at the sink, rinsing the last of the plates. Not because they needed doing — just because her hands needed something to do. Damon leaned back against the opposite counter, arms crossed, watching her with that unreadable expression he always got when he was thinking too much.

“You know,” he said casually, “I never actually gave you your birthday present.”

Zoe shot him a dry look over her shoulder. “Was it emotional damage? Because if so, you’re late. Already got it.”

Damon gave a quiet laugh and reached behind his coat, pulling out a tall, narrow black gift bag — minimalist, slightly crumpled, like he’d almost talked himself out of bringing it.

“I outsourced the wrapping,” he said, offering it to her.

Zoe dried her hands on a towel and took the bag with a raised eyebrow. Inside was a bottle of bourbon — vintage, expensive, the kind that probably belonged in a locked cabinet with velvet lining.

Wrapped carefully around the neck of the bottle was a bracelet.

Delicate. Antique. Gold with a single bright green stone in the center — faintly worn, like it had lived a life long before hers.

Zoe froze.

“It belonged to my mother,” Damon said. His voice soft — almost embarrassed.

Zoe didn’t say anything. Her fingers closed gently around the bracelet. “You don’t talk about her.”

“She’s been gone a long time.” Damon shrugged. “I know we’re not together,” he went on, slower now. “I know we won’t ever be. And I’m not trying to change that. But you mean more to me than you understand. You’re not just my soul bond or my history or some broken promise. You’re… it. You’re the person.”

Zoe’s mouth parted, but no words came out.

“I’ve lived a while,” Damon said. “And most people blur together after enough time. But not you. Never you.”

He looked away for the first time, like it was too much to hold her gaze.

“So take it,” he said. “Wear it. Or don’t wear it and tell me I’m a sentimental idiot. That’s fine too.”

Zoe looked down at the bracelet for a long moment. Then, slowly, she slid it onto her wrist. It was too big, just a little. It slipped and rested at the narrowest part of her arm like it had been waiting there all along.

Then she looked up and whispered, “You’re an idiot.”

Damon’s smirk returned, soft-edged. “Yeah.”

“But,” she added, “a stupidly sweet one.”

He smiled wider. “I’ll take it.”

“I love it, Damon. Thank you.” 

It wasn’t the first piece of jewelry he’d given her. She still wore the delicate vervain necklace he’d pressed into her hands over a year ago — a peace offering disguised as a gesture of protection. Back then, it was his clumsy attempt to prove she could trust him. It hadn’t exactly worked. Not right away. Maybe not at all.

But in the end… maybe it didn’t matter. Because Damon was probably the person she trusted most in the world. More than her friends. More than her father. Maybe even more than her uncle.

They stood in silence, the kitchen dim around them — two people who’d shattered and reshaped each other and somehow still fit. The cake was half-eaten. The night was still.

The bond hummed softly between them — not painful this time, just present. Like it was watching. Like it knew.

And for the first time in months, Zoe felt like maybe it was okay to let someone stay.

Chapter 13: Twilight: Teenage Wasteland

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Charlie didn’t announce himself, just walked up beside Damon on the back porch and offered him a beer. In a fatherly moment, Charlie had sent Zoe and Bella to bed, telling them they had school in the morning.

Damon glanced sideways. “You offering this out of kindness or as a bribe to stay out of your house past ten?”

Charlie snorted. “Call it a peace offering. I’m still not sure what to make of you.”

Damon accepted the beer anyway. “Most people don’t.”

The night was quiet — a chorus of crickets in the woods, the distant hum of a car down the road. The sky was navy, just starting to sparkle with stars.

Charlie leaned against the porch railing. “She’s not doing great.”

Damon didn’t answer right away. He took a long sip of the beer and watched the tree line.

“I’ve seen war veterans with that same look in their eyes,” Charlie said quietly. “Like they’re waiting for something awful to show up again.”

“She’s been through a lot,” Damon said eventually.

“She doesn’t talk about it.”

“She doesn’t need to.”

Charlie looked at him sharply. “You’re saying you know?”

“I know enough.”

“You don’t strike me as the sensitive type, Damon.”

“I’m not usually.” Damon tilted the bottle in his hands. “But I know what it’s like to carry something so heavy you stop believing anyone else could hold even a piece of it.” He hesitated. “And Zoe’s special. I’ve developed a soft spot for her.”

That quieted Charlie for a long beat.

“You dated her?” he asked at last.

Damon’s lips curled in a faint, unreadable smile. “You could say that.”

Charlie didn’t react, but his grip on his beer tightened. “She’s fifteen.”

“Sixteen as of a few hours ago.” Damon didn’t take offense. “And I didn’t come here to date her. Or whatever it is you’re worried about.”

“Then what are you doing here?”

Damon looked at him. “She’s got people back where we’re from. People who care about her. But some of those people… they’re not always good for her. I came to make sure she’s safe.”

Charlie’s jaw worked. “You’re not her family.”

“I never claimed to be.”

“But you know things about her that I don’t.”

Damon turned slightly, meeting Charlie’s eyes. “You don’t have to know everything to love someone. But you do have to be there when they fall apart.”

Charlie looked away.

“I think you’ve done better by her than most people ever have,” Damon said softly. “Honestly, no disrespect to the dead, but maybe even better than Wilbur Clark ever did.” He shrugged. “You’re here, she’s still here. That counts.”

The two men stood in silence again, something tentative and unspoken forming between them.

Finally, Charlie sighed. “She trusts you.”

Damon’s gaze softened. “I don’t deserve it, but yeah. She does.”

Charlie nodded slowly. “That’s the only reason I’m not chasing you off my property.”

Damon smirked. “Duly noted, Chief Swan.”

Charlie cracked the faintest smile and took another drink.

“Don’t make me regret it,” he said.

“I won’t.”

They stood together on the porch, two men who loved the same girl in very different ways, both trying — and failing — to protect her from ghosts they couldn’t or wouldn’t name.

And inside, upstairs, Zoe finally slept on restlessly.

 

Fog blanketed the school parking lot like a ghost that refused to leave. Most cars were beat-up trucks and old sedans, paint dull from years of drizzle. But when a sleek black Camaro pulled in, its low growl turned every head.

It didn’t belong.

Too fast, too shiny, too loud for Forks. Just like the people inside.

The car slid to a stop like it knew exactly where it didn’t belong. The windows were tinted, the paint so polished it caught what little light the clouds allowed.

Zoe Clark stepped out of the passenger seat like she was arriving at a Founder’s Day Event, not a high school.

Her heels clacked sharply against the wet pavement, completely impractical for the weather. Her short, pastel dress was cut for a warmer climate, layered beneath a long wool coat that looked like it belonged to an East Coast boarding school—not a town where flannel was a uniform. Even her usually messy, dark hair seemed to fit to perfection despite the mist in the air.

She looked like memory and danger and somewhere else entirely. She looked like she’d already lived and died once. She looked like Mystic Falls.

And Forks had no idea what to do with her.

Zoe didn’t care. Her chin was high. Her face unreadable. Her body too thin, like she was stretched between this place and somewhere else. Something about her was sharpened —not fragile, but brittle, like a beautiful piece of glass.

She turned back to the car, arms crossed. “Wait until I tell Care you rented a Camaro. It’s like you can’t go a few days without yours.”

Damon leaned across the center console, smirking under his sunglasses. His usual leather coat was sleek, his shirt crisp—every inch of him screamed expensive and smug. The car, the outfit, the attitude—it all belonged to someone who used to drive down the tree-lined roads of Mystic Falls like he owned them.

“This one doesn’t smell like blood,” he said casually. “Thought I’d make a good impression on your family.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “You’re a menace.”

His smile faded. For a beat, he just looked at her—at her tired eyes, at how she shifted too much of her weight to one side, like standing was suddenly too much. Like she was barely holding it together.

“I worry about you, Zo,” Damon said quietly. “You better take care of yourself.”

The old Zoe might’ve had a sarcastic comeback. The one who used to dance barefoot at midnight, who used to make fun of his brooding. 

This Zoe just nodded. “I’ll try.”

When he reached out and brushed his fingers across her wrist, the bond sparked faintly between them—electric and aching. It was more than touch. It was memory and magic and something they hadn’t yet named. Zoe flinched, but didn’t pull away.

Damon was the one who broke it. “Be brave,” he said softly. “And answer the phone.”

And then the Camaro peeled off, too fast, too dramatic for the sleepy lot.

The Cullens had seen the whole thing.

From across the parking lot, Rosalie folded her arms. Edward tilted his head. Alice bit her lip. Emmett squinted after the retreating car like it might answer the dozens of questions none of them had the words for.

“Rental plates,” Alice murmured.

“Who is that?” Emmett asked.

“Someone not from here,” Rosalie said.

“She looks like she belongs somewhere else entirely,” Edward noted.

“She does ,” Alice said. “That dress? The heels? That’s not Forks.” She shivered. “I mean suede in rain? Who does that?”

Rosalie narrowed her eyes. “It’s Mystic Falls.”

Edward looked at her. “What?”

“She’s not trying to fit in here,” Rosalie said, her voice unusually quiet. “She’s remembering who she was before she got stuck here.”

Zoe didn’t look at the Cullens. She didn’t glance at anyone. She walked toward the front steps like the rain didn’t touch her, like the whispers didn’t reach her ears, like she’d built her own world and locked the door behind her.

Her fingers brushed the bracelet at her wrist — delicate gold, cool against her skin, the green stone catching what little light filtered through the clouds. Damon’s gift. A memory. A weight. A promise she hadn’t asked for but still wore.

Forks wasn’t home. It never would be.

But whatever she was running from in Mystic Falls? She hadn’t outrun it yet.

 

The wind had picked up. It tugged at the hem of Zoe’s coat as she leaned against the cold brick wall, balancing her coffee in one hand and flicking through her phone with the other. She wasn’t really reading—just going through the motions. Her heels tapped absently against the pavement, and her eyes were sharp, scanning the courtyard even though she pretended not to care.

She hadn’t made it more than a few feet into the building before needing air again.

The door creaked open.

Rosalie Cullen stepped out like she belonged there, though she never usually took this exit. Her long blond hair was immaculately pinned back, her tan leather jacket catching the dim sunlight. She looked less like a student and more like she was modeling for an ad called Winter Elegance: Danger Optional .

Zoe didn’t look up.

But she felt her.

“You know,” Rosalie said, voice smooth and easy, “heels in Forks are either a power move or a cry for help. Jury’s still out.”

Zoe glanced at her sideways, suspicious. “You don’t strike me as the jury type.”

Rosalie smirked. “I do strike people, though.”

Zoe let out the ghost of a laugh and looked back at her phone. “They’re a power move,” she muttered. “Obviously.”

“Obviously,” Rosalie echoed.

Silence stretched a few seconds too long, and Zoe finally locked her phone. She narrowed her eyes. “What do you want, Rosalie?”

Rosalie raised her brows. “Maybe I’m just being friendly.”

“You’re not the friendly one. That’s Emmett.”

“And you’re not the talkative one, but here we are.”

Zoe gave her a long, wary look—then sipped her coffee, clearly debating whether to stay or bolt. “You guys always this…observant?” she asked. “Or just when people show up in fast cars with older boyfriends?”

Rosalie chuckled. “Only when the boyfriends look like they could charm half of Seattle and then disappear into the fog without a trace.” Her tone was light, but Zoe could tell she was watching closely—measuring her.

Zoe rolled her eyes. “It’s not what you think.”

“I’m not thinking anything,” Rosalie said, and for once, it sounded honest. “You’re not exactly easy to read.”

“Good.” Zoe drained the rest of her coffee. “I like it that way.”

“I bet you do.” Rosalie leaned against the wall beside her, leaving a respectable distance but not walking away. “You seemed…off the last few weeks. After the accident.”

Zoe tensed slightly.

“Better now?” Rosalie asked, quieter this time.

Zoe hesitated. “Do you always make a habit of keeping tabs on people you barely know?”

“Only when they show up looking like they stepped out of another century,” Rosalie said, almost gently.

Zoe stilled.

Rosalie looked at her, something unreadable in her eyes.

“I like your dress, by the way,” she added, changing the subject too quickly. “It’s completely impractical. But it suits you.”

Zoe turned toward her, wary but curious now. “Thanks…I think.”

Rosalie shrugged. “You make it work. Even if you look like you’re about to host a garden party in a thunderstorm.”

Zoe laughed. Not loud, but real.

“Alright,” she said, glancing at Rosalie sidelong. “That was funny.”

Rosalie smiled. “I have my moments.”

Zoe didn’t move, but something in her posture eased, just barely.

“You know,” Rosalie added after a beat, “you don’t have to be alone all the time. You can sit with people. With me and my siblings, even. You don’t have to keep standing outside like you’re guarding a secret.”

Zoe looked at her for a long moment, eyes darker than they should’ve been. “Maybe I am.”

Rosalie didn’t push. She just nodded.

“See you around, Zoe Clark.”

And she walked back inside without waiting for a response.

Zoe stood there for another minute, coffee cup empty, heart a little lighter, though she didn’t know why.

 

The Cullens sat at their usual table near the windows, untouched trays in front of them for appearances. Alice had gone to intercept Bella, leaving the others with a rare moment to themselves.

Rosalie leaned back in her chair, cool and aloof as always, but her eyes drifted—subtly—toward the door every time it opened. She didn't say anything, didn’t even twitch, but Emmett noticed.

He smirked. “So…”

Rosalie narrowed her eyes at him instantly. “No.”

“You don’t even know what I was going to say,” he said, raising his hands in mock innocence.

“You were going to say something stupid.”

Wow, that hurts, babe.” Emmett leaned forward, grinning. “I was just going to say it’s really nice to see you make a new friend. You even went outside to talk to her. In the cold. Voluntarily. That’s friendship.”

Rosalie stared at him. “We don’t get cold, Emmett.”

“You're glowing,” Emmett added with a mock-dreamy sigh. “Should I be jealous? Is it a new friendship? Can we finally ask her why she looks like a dead ringer for our dead mother?” 

Edward set down his untouched apple and gave Emmett a flat look. “That’s not funny.”

“It’s a little funny,” Emmett said.

Rosalie rolled her eyes. “I was just being civil.”

Emmett leaned into her space. “You don’t do civil.” He kissed her cheek.

Rosalie jabbed him in the ribs with a sharp elbow, but a ghost of a smile tugged at the corner of her mouth.

Edward spoke then, tone lower. “Just because she looks like Zoe Cullen doesn’t mean she is her.”

Rosalie stilled. Her jaw tightened. “You think I don’t know that?”

“I think it’s easy to forget,” Edward said quietly. “Especially when we’ve all been feeling it. The… draw.”

“She’s different,” Rosalie said firmly. “You saw what she wore this morning. She doesn’t care what people think of her. She’s… sharp. Angry.”

“She’s fifteen,” Edward reminded them. “That’s not the same as immortal .”

Rosalie didn’t respond. Instead, she looked back toward the cafeteria entrance again—just for a heartbeat.

“She’s sixteen.” Alice said softly. “Her birthday was yesterday.” No one questioned how Alice knew that.

Jasper raised a brow at Edward, curious. “You still can’t read her?”

Edward shook his head. “Nothing. It’s like static. She blocks me out the same way Bella does, but… differently.”

“Freaky,” Emmett muttered. “You think it’s just a coincidence?”

“No,” Edward said. “I don’t.”

Rosalie crossed her arms. “I don’t care who she is. Or who she looks like. If she’s in pain, I’m not going to stand there and let her drown in it.”

The words surprised even her.

Edward didn’t argue.

Emmett looked at her with a little less teasing and a little more admiration. “You really do like her.”

“She reminds me of someone,” Rosalie said. “Not just Zoe Cullen.”

She didn’t say who.

But they all knew.

And none of them could shake the feeling that this wasn’t a coincidence at all.

 

The door to the cafeteria opened again, and this time, Rosalie wasn’t the only one to glance up.

Zoe Clark stood just inside, tray in hand, scanning the room.

She looked… out of place.

Still in her heeled boots and tailored dress, a little less polished today than she’d been when Damon dropped her off—her makeup lighter, her hair messier, like she’d done it in a rush. Thin. Fragile. As if the weight of the air around her might knock her sideways.

Her eyes landed on the Cullen table.

She hesitated.

Then she squared her shoulders and walked toward them.

All five vampires went still—not tense, not afraid, just… watching.

Zoe stopped at the edge of the table. She looked at Emmett first, maybe because he seemed safest, or maybe because he was already smiling at her like she’d brought sunshine in on her shoes.

“Mind if I…?” she asked, nodding toward the open seat between Alice and Emmett.

Rosalie was the first to answer. “Of course.”

Zoe’s eyebrows lifted at that—maybe surprised Rosalie hadn’t rolled her eyes or scoffed—and she slid into the seat with a small, awkward smile.

“Hey,” Emmett greeted, cheerful and easy. “Look who’s slumming it with us mortals.”

Zoe blinked. “What?”

Emmett chuckled. “Kidding.” He shrugged. “But, you know -”

Alice beamed, cutting off her brother before he could insult anyone. “I’m so glad you came over! I was just about to go find you.”

Zoe looked between them all. “You were?”

Alice nodded too enthusiastically. “We’ve been talking about you all morning.”

Zoe squinted. “That’s not even a little weird.”

“She means we were talking about how stylish you are,” Rosalie interjected smoothly, tilting her head. “Forks doesn’t usually get anyone who wears anything but boots in the rain.”

Zoe snorted. “Well, my shoes are constantly soaked through. You’d think I’d learn my lesson.”

Rosalie smiled, amused. “You don’t strike me as someone who changes just to fit in.”

Zoe shrugged, picking at her sandwich. “I don’t really know how to fit in anymore.”

That quieted the table.

Alice tilted her head, thoughtful. “That’s not necessarily a bad thing.”

Zoe glanced at her. “That’s a very nice way to say I’m weird.”

“I like weird,” Alice said brightly. “We’re all a little weird.”

Edward cleared his throat softly, the first sound he’d made since Zoe sat down. “You feeling okay?” he asked, voice measured. “After… everything.”

Zoe didn’t meet his gaze. “Still a little bruised. But I’m fine. Thanks for the whole… yeeting me out of the way of a van thing.”

“You’re welcome,” Edward said, voice softening. “Though I’m starting to suspect you just like to say the word ‘yeet’.”

Zoe cocked her head. “It is fun, but is it even really a word?”

Emmett leaned in. “Wait—you got Edward to say ‘yeet’? I’m obsessed with you now.”

Zoe laughed, quiet and surprised. “Please don’t be. I’m at my stalker limit. Past capacity, really.”

“I’m just saying, if you ever want to trade sarcasm for sarcasm, I’m here for it,” Emmett said.

There was a beat of quiet after that. Zoe glanced at Rosalie, who was watching her a little too closely, and then at Alice, who smiled like Zoe had just passed a test.

Edward was harder to read, but he was leaning back in his chair now, watching with a sort of wary curiosity.

Zoe exhaled. “This is… the weirdest lunch I’ve had in a while.” And she’d been to that fiasco where Damon tried to use Jenna Sommers to out Mason Lockwood as a werewolf.

“We’ll try to keep things interesting,” Alice said, gently nudging her shoulder.

Zoe didn’t smile back, not fully, but the corner of her mouth twitched.

And for the first time in days, she didn’t feel quite so alone.

 

The drizzle had slowed to a misty spray as Zoe walked briskly down the slick sidewalks of Forks’ small downtown. Her heeled boots clicked softly against the wet pavement, her eyes mostly focused on the cracked asphalt, lost in a swirl of thoughts she couldn’t quite catch.

 She rounded the corner near the small post office, balancing her jacket tighter around her slender frame against the chill. The air smelled faintly of pine and damp earth—Forks in a quiet moment.

From the other side of the street, a familiar figure emerged.

Carlisle Cullen.

They both stopped, as if pulled by an invisible thread. For a moment, neither moved.

Carlisle smiled softly and gave a small wave. He moved with that unmistakable graceful ease, his posture impeccable even in the casual clothes he wore. His pale face caught the fading light, sharp and timeless, eyes a deep shade of amber that seemed to flicker with something beyond simple sight.

As he approached, the air felt charged, thick with things unsaid.

Carlisle stepped forward, his hand briefly brushing Zoe’s wrist as he reached out to steady her from the uneven pavement. The contact was fleeting but electric, and Zoe’s breath caught. She flinched slightly, eyes widening, but didn’t pull away.

“Sorry,” Carlisle murmured, voice low, careful not to alarm her. “I didn’t mean to startle you.”

“No,” Zoe whispered, heart pounding. “It’s... just strange.”

Carlisle studied her face, his gaze tracing the delicate line of her jaw. He wondered if she felt it too—that flicker of something neither dared name.

Zoe glanced away, fingers pressing lightly against the back of her neck, trying to steady the sudden rush of heat and confusion.

The silence stretched between them, neither rushing to fill it.

“I didn’t expect to run into you here,” Carlisle finally said, clearing his throat.

“Neither did I,” Zoe admitted, managing a small, wary smile. “Forks isn’t exactly full of surprises, Dr. Cullen.”

Carlisle nodded, glancing down the street, then back. “Please, call me Carlisle. If you ever want company on your walks... or anywhere, I’m around.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow but said nothing. She always had a thing for older guys, and Carlisle had that calm confidence she found oddly comforting. But there was a wariness in her eyes too—a guardedness born from years of not trusting the world.

Carlisle sensed it and gave a soft chuckle. “I’ll leave you to your thoughts, then.”

Zoe hesitated just a moment before nodding. “Thanks... Carlisle.”

He stepped back, giving her space, but the pull lingered—unspoken, undeniable. As she turned to continue down the street, Zoe glanced over her shoulder once, and Carlisle’s amber eyes met hers for a brief moment before she disappeared into the misty dusk.

Chapter 14: Twilight: Bella's Interlude

Notes:

I posted two chapters today to celebrate the weekend! Enjoy!

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The Forks High hallway buzzed with its usual brand of chaos — damp sneakers squeaking on tile, lockers slamming, someone yelling about a test they definitely didn’t study for. Bella weaved through the mess with practiced silence, spotting Zoe leaned against the wall near the back stairwell, halfway hidden behind a row of faded vending machines.

She stood out.

Zoe was in a short, fitted black dress that looked more like it belonged at a gallery opening than a public school, paired with grey suede, thigh-high heeled boots that clicked softly when she shifted her weight. Her long dark hair was a little frizzed from the damp, but it only made her look more untouchable. Pale arms. Sharp posture. Blank expression. She looked like something out of place in the best and worst way — like she’d walked into Forks through the wrong door and decided not to apologize for it.

And on her wrist, Bella noticed again, was that delicate gold bracelet — antique, elegant, anchored by a single green stone. It looked out of time, like it belonged in a glass case somewhere, not on the wrist of a teenager in a public high school. But Zoe wore it constantly now. Always on her left wrist, paired with the dainty vervain necklace she never took off either. Bella hadn’t asked where it came from, but she was pretty sure she didn’t need to.

Zoe looked up when Bella cleared her throat, her eyes sharp. “You sneak up like a predator,” she muttered, pulling one earbud out. “You know that, right?”

Bella gave a faint smile. “Working on it.”

Zoe raised a brow but didn’t comment. Her gaze drifted back to her phone like she wasn’t really in the mood for small talk.

Bella hesitated, then forged ahead. “Hey. Jessica, Angela and I are going to Port Angeles after school. Dress shopping. Pizza maybe. I thought... I don’t know, you might want to come.”

Zoe looked up again, blinking like she hadn’t heard right. “You want me to voluntarily spend an afternoon with Jessica Stanley?”

Bella grimaced. “Angela will be there too?”

Zoe snorted. “So, it’s a hostage situation, then.”

Bella crossed her arms. “You don’t have to stay the whole time. Just come hang out. Get out of the house. I mean, you’ve been... kind of withdrawn lately.”

Zoe didn’t reply right away. She leaned her head back against the wall, eyes drifting to the ceiling tiles like they held the secrets of the universe.

“I know you’re trying,” she said finally. “And I appreciate the invite, I really do. But I’d rather chew glass.”

Bella blinked.

“Slowly,” Zoe added. “Without anesthesia.”

A laugh burst out of Bella before she could stop it. “That’s... specific.”

“I’ve had time to think about it,” Zoe said dryly, a smirk flickering at the edge of her mouth before vanishing again. She absently twisted the bracelet around her wrist, fingers lingering over the green stone. “Besides, you don’t need me dragging your day down. Go. Gossip about Edward. Eat carbs. Have a normal teenage moment.”

Bella frowned. “You deserve one of those too, you know.”

Zoe glanced at her, and for a moment, something cracked in her expression — not enough to shatter the mask, but enough to show the weight beneath it. “Maybe. Just not today.”

Bella shifted, unsure what to say. “You sure?”

Zoe nodded. “But thanks for asking.”

Bella opened her mouth, thought better of it, and gave a small, reluctant nod.

“Alright,” she said, stepping back toward the hall.

“You girls have fun,” Zoe called after her, deadpan.

Bella glanced over her shoulder. “You’re a menace.”

Zoe gave a little wave. “Tell Angela I said hi. Don’t tell Jessica I exist.”

And with that, she plugged her earbuds back in, gaze fixed on something distant that had nothing to do with dresses, pizza, or soft-lit evenings in Port Angeles.

Bella didn’t say anything else. She just nodded, turned, and walked back toward the main hall, footsteps soft against the linoleum.

But the weight of Zoe’s words clung to her like mist — quiet, cold, impossible to shake.

She glanced back once, just before turning the corner.

Zoe was still leaning against the wall, one boot braced behind her, head tilted like she was listening for something no one else could hear. Her dark hair curled wildly around her shoulders, untamed as ever. She didn’t look up. Instead, her fingers absently found the gold bracelet at her wrist — the one with the deep green stone that Damon had given her — and traced it like it might tether her to the ground.

Bella hadn’t seen her take it off once since she’d gotten it. Just like the dainty gold necklace she always wore — barely visible under the collar of whatever dramatic outfit she’d thrown on that day.

They weren’t just accessories.

They were armor.

Anchors.

Zoe wore grief like jewelry, Bella thought. Not loud. Not flashy. Just constant. Just close.

Bella’s stomach twisted. She didn’t know what Zoe had been through. Not really. But whatever it was, it had hollowed out space behind her eyes — and left her clinging to the few pieces of herself she could still carry.

Still, Bella turned and kept walking, already hearing Jessica’s voice echo down the hallway — bright, grating, and unmistakably loud in the way only Jessica Stanley could be.

Zoe wouldn’t come to Port Angeles.

But maybe — just maybe — she didn’t want to be left behind, either.

 

The steady drizzle painted a muted sheen over the streets of Port Angeles as Bella trudged beside Jessica and Angela, boots splashing in shallow puddles. The rain blurred the shop windows and turned the streetlights to soft halos of gold.

Jessica’s chatter was easy and bright. “Okay, I’m definitely trying on that green dress. You’ll help me pick shoes, right?”

Bella smiled faintly. “Of course.”

They stepped inside a dress shop, warmth and perfume curling around them. Bella lingered near the entrance as Jessica and Angela disappeared between racks of fabric, their laughter fading.

“Go ahead without me,” Bella called. “I want to check out the bookstore we passed.”

Jessica peeked out, holding a dress against herself. “You sure? We won’t be long.”

“Positive. I’ll meet you back here.”

They nodded, already caught up in their hunt for the perfect dress.

Outside again, Bella tugged her jacket tighter and turned toward the small shop she’d spotted earlier. The mist clung to her hair, and the quiet felt heavier now without her friends’ voices.

But when she reached the shop, disappointment sank in. The windows were dark — closed early for the evening. She sighed, glancing back down the street, debating whether to return to Jessica and Angela or wander a bit longer.

That was when she noticed them — a small group of men loitering near a side alley. At first, she tried to ignore them, but as she walked, she realized their voices grew louder, their footsteps falling into rhythm with hers.

Bella’s heartbeat quickened. She turned down a street she thought would loop back toward the dress shop, but the unfamiliar layout of Port Angeles betrayed her — the buildings pressed close, the streetlights thinning, and the voices behind her drawing nearer.

A flicker of panic rose. She quickened her pace. The men’s voices slurred, ugly and taunting now, their shadows stretching toward her.

And then—headlights sliced through the dusk. A silver Volvo glided to the curb, the passenger door already swinging open.

“Get in,” Edward’s voice called, sharp but controlled.

Bella didn’t hesitate. She dove into the car, breath ragged, as Edward hit the locks and pulled smoothly back onto the main road.

Only then did she glance at him, his jaw clenched, golden eyes dark with fury barely held in check.

“Are you all right?” he asked, voice low, strained.

“I—I think so,” Bella managed, still shaking.

Edward exhaled slowly, as if fighting to calm himself. “You shouldn’t have been out here alone.”

“I wasn’t supposed to be,” Bella whispered, voice small.

The rain drummed harder on the windshield as they sped away, the danger left behind — but the questions, and the electric tension between them, only deepened.

 

Inside the diner, the warmth was almost overwhelming after the chill outside. The scent of coffee and frying bacon wrapped around them. Edward led Bella to a booth near the window, his movements smooth, precise.

Bella sank into the seat, still trembling from the encounter. She wrapped her hands around the mug the waitress placed in front of her, grateful for the heat.

Edward watched her with those burning golden eyes. His expression was calm, but beneath it, something coiled — worry, maybe, or something she couldn’t quite name.

“I’m sorry I wasn’t there sooner,” he said quietly.

“You were there,” Bella whispered. “That’s what matters.”

For a moment, they sat in silence, the low murmur of other diners filling the space between them. Then Edward’s gaze softened.

“You’re protective of people,” he said, almost like an observation.

Bella blinked at him. “What do you mean?”

“I saw it today. And I’ve seen it before. With your cousin, Zoe.”

Bella stiffened slightly, instinctively defensive. “Zoe’s had a hard time. She doesn’t need anyone else judging her.”

“I wasn’t judging.” His voice was gentle, but there was an intensity beneath it. “I was... curious.”

Bella frowned, fingers tightening on her mug. “Why?”

Edward hesitated, as if weighing how much to say. “She seems... fragile. Like she’s carrying more than she lets anyone see.”

Bella felt a pang of protectiveness sharpen. Zoe was fragile in some ways — but she was also stronger than people realized.

“She’s been through a lot,” Bella said carefully. “It’s not really my story to tell.” And Bella didn’t even know the story herself.

Edward studied her. “The guy who dropped her off at school earlier this week. Was that part of the story?”

Bella blinked in surprise. “You saw that?”

He shrugged, lips curling faintly. “I notice things and it wasn’t exactly hard to miss. Half the school was talking about it.”

Bella took a breath, trying to sound casual. “That was... her ex. He came to visit for a couple of days. They’re still on decent terms.”

Edward’s eyes darkened slightly, as if filing that away. “He looked..older. Protective, too.”

“Yeah,” Bella said quietly. “A little too protective sometimes. But he means well.”

“How does your dad feel about it?”

Bella huffed. “I think Charlie kind of likes Damon, actually.” She shook her head ruefully.

Another silence stretched between them, thicker now, charged with unspoken questions.

“Zoe doesn’t like people prying,” Bella added, voice firmer now. “And neither do I. So if you’re going to ask about her... maybe don’t.”

Edward’s expression softened again, but his eyes still held that searching look. “I only ask because I want her to be safe.”

Bella’s heart skipped. “From what?”

Edward glanced out the window at the rain, as if the answer might be hidden in the fog. “From anything that could hurt her.”

And somehow, Bella sensed he didn’t just mean ordinary dangers.

The warmth of the diner felt thin now — as if it couldn’t quite chase away the chill that had settled deep in Bella’s bones. Edward watched her from across the table, his gaze steady, unreadable.

Bella took a shaky breath, her fingers tracing the rim of her coffee mug.

“You’re not going to tell me the truth, are you?” she said quietly.

Edward tilted his head slightly. “About what?”

“About the accident. How you saved me and Zoe. About what you are.”

“I’m not allowed to pry but you are, then?” The corner of his mouth twitched, as if he wasn’t surprised. “What do you think I am?”

Bella hesitated, heart pounding so hard it hurt. The words felt dangerous, but she couldn’t keep them in any longer.

“A Cold One.” Her voice came out in a whisper. “One of the creatures from the Quileute legends.”

For a moment, Edward said nothing. The rain tapped gently at the window beside them, the sound loud in the silence between them.

Then, slowly, he nodded.

Bella’s stomach clenched. She forced herself to meet his eyes. “Are we safe? I mean—me, Charlie, Zoe? Should we be worried about you? Or your family?”

Edward’s expression shifted — not offended, not angry. Just sad.

“I won’t lie to you,” he said softly. “It’s... not always easy. But you’re safe. My family, we don’t harm humans. We don’t feed on them.”

Bella stared at him, trying to reconcile the impossible truth with the boy sitting in front of her — someone who looked both terrifying and heartbreakingly human.

“And Zoe?” she asked, her voice tightening. “Are you why she’s been so different lately? Is she scared of you?”

Edward shook his head. “No. But I can’t say we don’t affect her. We... confuse things for her.”

Bella frowned. “What does that mean?”

Edward exhaled slowly, leaning forward, his voice low and careful. “Some vampires”—he spoke the word without hesitation—“have... abilities. Gifts, or curses, depending on how you look at it.” A faint, sad smile touched his lips. “Mine makes things complicated.”

Bella’s breath caught. “What is it?”

He hesitated, watching her, as if weighing how much to trust her. His voice dropped even further, the words meant for her alone.

“You can’t tell anyone, Bella. Not Charlie. Not Zoe. No one. It’s not just for my sake — it’s for yours. For theirs.”

Bella nodded, her heart hammering. “I won’t.”

Only then did Edward continue, his golden eyes dark with the weight of the admission. “I can read minds.”

Bella froze. “You can what?”

“I hear the thoughts of everyone around me... except yours. And Zoe’s.”

Her pulse spiked. “Why not ours?”

“I don’t know,” he said, his voice soft but troubled. “You’re like silence. Like a void where sound should be. And Zoe...” He shook his head slightly. “She’s like static. Like I can sense the presence of a signal, but I can’t reach it. You’re both quiet in a way no one else is. And it... unsettles me.”

Bella tried to make sense of it — of him. Of all of it.

“And Damon - Zoe’s ex - did you read him?”

Edward shook his head. “I wasn’t there when he dropped her off. I didn’t have the chance.”

Bella swallowed hard. “You’re saying Zoe’s hiding something.”

Edward’s gaze softened. “I think she’s protecting you. Just as fiercely as you’re protecting her.”

Bella stared out at the rain-smeared streets, the world she thought she knew slipping further and further away — replaced by shadows, secrets, and the silent promise that nothing would ever be the same again.

Bella stared out at the rain-smeared window, her mind whirling with everything Edward had said — and everything he hadn’t. The secrets, the danger, the strangeness of Zoe’s silence in Edward’s head — it was too much, all at once.

“I should go home. I want to go home,” Bella said softly, turning back to him. Her voice felt small, but sure. “Will you take me?” She surprised herself by asking.

Edward nodded immediately, as if he’d been waiting for her to ask. “Of course.”

She dug her phone from her jacket pocket, fingers trembling as she typed a message to Angela and Jessica: Ran into Edward. He offered me a ride home. I’ll see you both at school.

Before she hit send, she hesitated — then added: Thanks for tonight.

A moment later, both Angela and Jessica’s replies buzzed in.

Glad you’re okay! See you tomorrow.

Ooooh Edward Cullen! Spill later!

Bella tucked the phone away, feeling the weight of it like an anchor.

They walked out together into the soft mist, the rain gentler now. Edward opened the car door for her — that same strange, old-fashioned courtesy — and she slid in, the warmth of the Volvo wrapping around her.

For a while, they drove in silence, the hum of the engine and the whisper of tires on wet pavement the only sound. Bella watched the dark trees blur past, her thoughts as tangled as the branches overhead.

Finally, Edward spoke, his voice low but firm. “Bella... about what you asked before. About whether you’re safe.”

She glanced at him, heart beating fast.

“My family — we don’t harm humans. We hunt animals.” His hands tightened slightly on the wheel. “It’s... our way of living with what we are.”

Bella let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding.

“But for our sake,” Edward continued, his tone turning serious, almost pleading, “you can’t tell anyone what you’ve learned. Not Charlie. Not Zoe. Not anyone. Please.”

Bella nodded slowly. “I wouldn’t. I promise.”

Edward glanced at her, his expression softening, but there was still tension in his jaw, as if he was waiting for some invisible threat to appear.

“I know this is a lot,” he added quietly. “More than you should have to carry.”

Bella gave a small, wry smile. “Welcome to my life lately.”

The rest of the drive passed in quiet, the night pressing close around them, filled with secrets neither of them dared name aloud.

Chapter 15: Twilight: Another Lonely Night

Chapter Text

Forks had never felt like home, but lately, it felt like exile.

Bella was changing. Zoe could see it in the little things—quieter laughs, distracted glances, the way she’d disappear into her head and come back different. She didn’t need to be a mind-reader to know something had shifted. Edward Cullen’s shadow had lengthened across Bella’s life, and Zoe felt it in every word Bella didn’t say.

She didn’t press. Not exactly. But whenever she asked where Bella had been, or what she was doing after school, Bella’s answers came a beat too late—too carefully vague. Her cousin flinched at casual questions, dodged meaningful ones. And Edward… Edward looked at Zoe like she was a puzzle with missing pieces he didn’t trust himself to solve. He was polite. Guarded. Unreadable.

Zoe didn’t push. She knew what it was like to have secrets that strangled. She just wished Bella trusted her enough to share them.

So she pulled away.

It was easier, in some ways, to retreat back into the familiar world of Mystic Falls—even from a distance. Her phone became her lifeline: late-night texts with Bonnie, emotionally charged calls with Caroline, a few dry jokes exchanged with Jeremy Gilbert. She found herself missing Elena and Matt and even Tyler.

Especially Tyler.

Caroline had called the night before, voice trembling with frustration and worry. Tyler was spiraling—erratic, angry, half-wild from the sire bond Klaus had forced on him. Caroline was trying to help, but it wasn’t working. She needed backup.

“I don’t know what to do, Zoe,” Caroline whispered. “He’s not… him anymore. Or he is—sometimes. And then it’s like a switch flips, and he’s not Tyler, not our Tyler. He’s Klaus’s.”

Zoe had stayed on the phone long after midnight, curled up under her blanket, the bracelet Damon had given her clutched like a worry stone in her fist. She whispered reassurances she didn’t believe and offered comfort she wasn’t sure Caroline could even hear. But it was something. It was real. It was hers.

She stopped sitting in the cafeteria with the Cullens—not that she’d done it more than once. But now Bella was always there beside them, and somehow that made it worse. That table had never quite belonged to her, but now it was sealed off entirely. She didn’t want to intrude. Didn’t want to look like she needed anything.

So she ate outside when she could, or skipped lunch altogether. Pretended the ache in her stomach was from too much coffee. Pretended she didn’t see Rosalie glance her way, or Emmett’s hesitant half-smile. Pretended she didn’t care.

In contrast, Bella felt distant. Paper-thin. Always on the edge of somewhere else.

Zoe tried not to resent her. She really did.

But when Bella didn’t show up for lunch again, and when Edward’s eyes tracked Zoe like a threat every time she walked by, the ache settled deeper. Zoe wasn’t part of whatever Bella was caught up in. She wasn’t invited.

And in Forks, surrounded by rain and secrets and people who weren’t quite what they seemed, Zoe was once again exactly what she’d always feared she would be.

Alone.

 

The sky was bone-white and still, a pale wash above the fir trees heavy with snow. Forks was quieter in winter—blanketed in silence that made every sound sharper. Zoe’s boots crunched over the packed snow on the sidewalk, the chill biting at her ankles through her too-thin tights. She hadn’t expected to walk home, but Bella had left again with Edward, no warning, no message. Just gone.

It was fine. Everything was always fine. Zoe was fine.

She tugged her sleeves of her jacket down over her hands, her fingers numb, fiddling absently with the gold bracelet on her wrist—the green stone catching what little light the afternoon sky allowed. She turned it once, then again. Like it meant something. Like it anchored her.

A quiet engine cut through the cold.

She looked up just as a familiar black Mercedes pulled to a gentle stop along the edge of the road, tires skimming through slush.

Carlisle Cullen leaned over and rolled down the passenger-side window. The heat poured out.

“We have to stop meeting like this,” he said, voice warm enough to melt the frost.

Zoe stared at him for a second, then glanced down the empty road. “Do you only drive this route to rescue damsels in distress?”

Carlisle offered a faint smile. “Only the ones walking home in a snowstorm with impractical boots.”

Her nose wrinkled faintly. “They’re not impractical. They’re iconic.”

“And soaked,” he replied evenly.

She gave a reluctant huff, but opened the door and slid in, the warmth hitting her like a wave. She didn’t speak. Neither did he.

Snow streaked the windows. She rubbed her hands together for heat and didn’t notice when his eyes flicked—just briefly—toward the gold bracelet on her wrist. He didn’t ask about it. But he saw the way her fingers lingered there, like it wasn’t just jewelry. Like it was a lifeline.

“I was headed back from the hospital,” Carlisle said after a moment. “But... I could be convinced to detour. There’s a café nearby. Warm drinks, bad music. Sound tolerable?”

Zoe gave him a sideways glance. “Are you always this charming, or is this just your way of avoiding paperwork?”

Carlisle’s smile deepened. “Don’t tell my staff.”

Forks’ only café was dim and cozy, strings of fairy lights laced through frost-covered windows. Inside, the smell of cinnamon and roasted beans wrapped around them like a comfort.

They chose a booth near the back. Zoe shrugged off her coat and curled her legs up on the seat, her hands tight around the ceramic mug Carlisle had ordered for her—some vanilla-chai concoction she hadn’t asked for but liked anyway.

They didn’t talk at first. The silence felt strangely easy.

Eventually, Carlisle said, “You look tired.”

Zoe let out a breath, her voice low. “That’s because I am.”

“Long day?”

“Long month.” She made a face. "Eh, let's call it a long year."

Carlisle tilted his head, morbidly curious to know more about Zoe Clark. “Do you miss it? Your hometown?”

Zoe shrugged, her fingers tightening on the cup. “Some days. But... it wasn’t exactly sunshine and puppies.”

“You had people there though. Friends. Familiar streets.”

Zoe’s mouth twisted. “Yeah. I also had dead parents, a questionable ex who had a crush on one of my best friends, and a punch card for emotional trauma. Pretty sure I earned a free one.”

Carlisle didn’t flinch. He just nodded slowly, listening.

He watched her for a moment, quiet. Then, carefully, “You carry yourself like someone who’s had to be strong for too long.”

Zoe glanced at him, uncertain if it was a compliment or an observation.

“You don’t talk like someone pretending to be fine,” he added, more gently now. “You just... are. And that says more than most people ever realize.”

Zoe looked down, fingers tightening around her cup. “Most people want me to be something I’m not.”

Carlisle’s voice stayed soft. “I don’t.”

The heat between them wasn’t romantic. Not yet. But something flickered under the surface—recognition, maybe. Curiosity. Something unnamed.

When he reached for her coat to help her into it, their fingers touched. That spark again. Not imagined. Not ignored. But still unnamed.

Zoe didn’t pull away.

Outside, snow began to fall again—slow, heavy flakes dusting the windshield and the hood of the car. They stood in the glow of the café lights, two figures lost in the quiet white hush of a small town winter.

Forks was still cold. But Zoe didn’t feel quite so frozen.

 

They'd been sitting in the corner booth of the café for nearly half an hour now, the space warmed by the smell of cinnamon and the steady hum of the heater. Outside, the sky had gone slate-gray, and the snow on the sidewalks was slushier than it had been when they arrived.

Zoe glanced up from her untouched croissant and tilted her head. “You want something? Coffee, tea, one of those seasonal lattes that probably taste like liquid nostalgia?”

Carlisle smirked faintly. “I’m not much of a coffee drinker.”

Zoe gasped in mock horror, clutching her chest. “You mean to tell me you brought me to a coffee shop without any intention of drinking coffee? That’s a cardinal sin, Dr. Cullen.”

His smile grew, amused. “Is it?” 

“Absolutely,” she said, tone dry. “And now I have to question everything I thought I knew about you.”

Carlisle let out a quiet breath — not quite a laugh, but something close. She was warm like this. Not all the time, not even most of the time, but it slipped out in unexpected moments. Wry, disarming, human. 

Zoe Cullen had been quieter. Polished. Distant in a way that had felt curated. She’d walked like she was trying not to leave footprints. Zoe Clark was all scuffed heels and sudden honesty, her pain too close to the surface, her wit a defense she didn’t always bother sharpening.

He wasn’t confused. He just couldn’t stop noticing.

“You can call me Carlisle, you know.”

“Sure. Right after I start calling Uncle Charlie ‘Chuck.’”

Carlisle shook his head ruefully. “You mentioned Mystic Falls,” he said gently, steering the conversation somewhere softer. Safer. “Do you still keep in touch with your friends?”

Zoe’s expression shifted — thoughtful, a little guarded. She nodded. “Yeah. Mostly through calls and messages now. It’s… easier that way.”

He waited.

“Elena and I used to be a lot less complicated,” she said slowly, unsure why she was telling him this. “She’s still like family. They all are. But sometimes…with Elena it can feel like she’s trying to fix a version of me that doesn’t exist anymore. Like she expects me to agree with her. See the world the same way she does. And I just… don’t.”

Carlisle nodded once, encouraging her to go on.

“Bonnie’s my anchor,” Zoe continued. “She doesn’t say much, but she always knew. About me. About everything. Even when I didn’t.”

There was a beat of silence, then: “Caroline’s… something else. She’s loud, and intense, and she gets under your skin. But she never goes away. I think she might be my constant.”

“And the others?”

Zoe smiled faintly. “Matt, Tyler, Jeremy… they’re all great. Too good sometimes. They want to help, but they don’t always know how.”

Carlisle watched her carefully. Not just the words, but the way her fingers kept brushing the bracelet on her wrist — the one she never took off. The one that seemed to anchor her, too.

She paused, fingers tracing the edge of her cup. “And the others—Ric, Stefan, Damon… I worry that too much has changed since I left. That maybe it’s changed me. Or them. Or both.”

She was a teenager. But she carried herself like someone who’d already survived more than most adults. And she had loved, deeply, fiercely. You could see it in how she talked about her people — like she was still tethered to them, even from a thousand miles away.

“You miss them,” he said, not as a question.

Zoe didn’t answer right away. Then she took a sip of her coffee and said, quietly, “I miss who I was when I was with them.” 

Then, catching herself, she cleared her throat and forced a small, embarrassed smile. “Don’t you have to get back to the hospital?”

Carlisle smiled, the corners of his mouth lifting gently. “There aren’t many emergencies in a town like this. I think they can survive without me for a little while longer.”

Zoe’s gaze dropped to her bracelet, fingers brushing over the gold as if grounding herself. “I should call my uncle,” she murmured. “He’s at the station. It’s just around the corner — he can pick me up on his way home.”

Carlisle’s brow creased. “I could drive you,” he offered, careful and measured. “It’s no trouble.”

“It’s fine.” The answer came too quickly, too practiced. Her hand curled tighter around the cup.

But then—before the moment could close in on itself—Zoe glanced up, her lips tugging into a hesitant smile. “But thanks. For the coffee. And the company. Most people would’ve let me freeze out there.”

Carlisle blinked, surprised—not by her words, but by the quiet sincerity beneath them.

“You’re welcome,” he said, softer now.

Zoe looked away again, rubbing her thumb over the bracelet once more, like she hadn’t even realized she was doing it. “I guess Forks isn’t all bad,” she muttered. “Still too much snow. Still a small town. But... maybe not the worst.”

Carlisle studied her carefully. The shift in her tone. The way she hadn’t fully shut down this time. And somewhere deep in the back of his mind — where Zoe Cullen’s memory used to sit like a shadow — something moved.

Something warmer. Something now.

They stepped outside into the soft hush of early evening. The snowfall had lightened to a lazy drift, catching in Zoe’s curls and dusting her shoulders like ash. Streetlamps flickered on in slow succession, casting pools of yellow light against the white-tipped sidewalks.

Carlisle held the door for her without thinking. She didn’t thank him aloud, but her chin dipped almost imperceptibly — acknowledgment in Zoe Clark’s native language.

A beat passed.

Zoe wrapped her coat tighter around herself and glanced toward the police station down the block. “That’s me,” she said, nodding. “Home is just a ride away.”

Carlisle gave a quiet smile. “I’m glad.”

Zoe hesitated. Not quite ready to go, not quite willing to stay. Her breath fogged in the cold, mixing with his in the space between them. Then, without looking at him, she muttered, “See you around, Dr. Cullen.”

He almost reminded her she could call him Carlisle. But the moment was delicate, and something about the nickname — the distance it held — felt safer.

So he just nodded. “Stay warm.”

Zoe turned and walked away, boots crunching softly in the snow. Her silhouette was sharp against the white, coat flaring behind her, heels defiant even on slippery pavement. She touched her bracelet again as she walked, fingers brushing it lightly, like it was her armor.

Carlisle stood there, unmoving.

She looked nothing like Zoe Cullen in that moment.

Not a trace of immortal stillness or old-world grace. Just a girl — stubborn, complicated, fragile in all the ways that mattered.

And he watched her until she disappeared into the amber-lit doorway of the station.

 

Bella pushed open the front door, the hinges creaking softly in the quiet house. It was late — later than she meant — and her coat was still damp from the walk to Edward’s car, from the drizzle that never really stopped in Forks. The kitchen light was on, but the TV wasn’t, which meant Charlie hadn’t gone to bed yet.

Her stomach sank.

She stepped inside, shut the door gently, and toed off her boots. The house was too quiet.

Then she saw him.

Charlie stood in the archway between the kitchen and living room, arms crossed, jaw tight, his flannel shirt rumpled like he hadn’t changed out of his work clothes. His expression wasn’t angry at first — just tired. Deeply tired. But it changed when he looked at her.

“Have fun with Edward?”

Bella blinked. “What?”

Charlie didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t have to.

“Your cousin had to walk home, Bella.”

The words hit harder than she expected.

“You just left her without making sure she had a way home. She showed up — freezing — at the station. Alone.”

Bella opened her mouth, tried to explain, but Charlie wasn’t finished.

“Who knows what could’ve happened? It’s cold, it’s dark — this isn’t Phoenix. And you know her. What she’s like. She won’t ask for help. Won’t stand up for herself.” His voice lowered, but the hurt in it was unmistakable. “But I will.”

Bella stepped forward, guilt rising in her throat. “I didn’t realize—”

“Of course you didn’t.” His words were clipped, sharp. “You didn’t think. You’re wrapped up in whatever this thing is with Edward, and you left her behind.”

There was a beat of silence. Bella’s chest ached.

“She’s not healthy enough, Bels,” Charlie said softly. “To be abandoned like that. You know she doesn’t sleep. You know she doesn’t eat enough. She barely talks when she’s hurting. I know it isn't fair but you’re supposed to help me keep an eye on her.”

“I’m sorry.” Bella’s voice cracked. “I didn’t think she’d need— I didn’t mean to…”

“I know you didn’t mean to,” Charlie said, his expression softer now, but still heavy. “But that doesn’t fix it.”

A floorboard creaked upstairs. Bella looked up — toward the attic.

“She’s already gone to bed,” Charlie added, quiet now. “Didn’t say much. Just said she was tired.”

Bella nodded slowly. Her heart was sinking in her chest, piece by piece. “I’ll talk to her tomorrow.”

Charlie didn’t reply. He just stepped back into the kitchen and turned off the light.

The house dimmed again.

Bella stood there, still wet from the rain, cold creeping up her spine.

And upstairs, Zoe didn’t sleep.

 

The snow had started to fall again midnight — light, almost reluctant, blanketing the yard in a soft dusting of white. Bella sat curled on her bed, watching it melt against her windowpane, the frost clinging to the corners of the glass like it didn’t want to let go.

Her jacket still dripped faintly onto the rug. Her boots were near the door, crusted with slush. She hadn’t changed, hadn’t spoken much since Charlie went to bed.

Zoe hadn’t come downstairs to say goodnight. Bella had peeked in her room and saw Zoe restless, but asleep. She hadn’t woken her up.

Bella leaned her head back against the wall, eyes closed, Charlie’s voice still sharp in her ears.

“She won’t ask for help. But I will.”

She hadn’t meant to abandon Zoe. She’d just… forgotten. Not in the obvious way. But in the careless way that cuts deeper.

She flinched at the soft knock of something against the window.

Then sighed. “I should really start locking that.”

Edward slipped through the open pane like he’d been waiting for the invitation. His eyes moved quickly over her — from the slump of her shoulders to the tight set of her mouth.

“You’re upset,” he said.

“Zoe walked home alone in the snow. And I was too busy with my... vampire boyfriend to notice.” Bella gave a bitter laugh. “Yeah. I’m upset.” She sighed. “I’m supposed to be looking after her. Charlie’s worried and…” She shook her head, not wanting to dive too deep into her family business with anyone, even Edward.

Edward’s expression didn’t change, but his gaze softened. “You made a mistake. But Charlie’s wrong about one thing.”

Bella raised an eyebrow. “Only one?”

“You’re not alone in this,” Edward said. “You’re not the only one who cares about her.”

Bella scoffed. “You don’t even know her.”

“I don’t need to,” Edward said. “Not to care. And not to help.”

She stared at him. “Why would you even want to?”

Edward looked at the window, at the pale snow still falling beyond it. “Because I’ve seen the way she looks when she thinks no one’s watching. And because you love her.”

Bella swallowed hard. “I don’t know how to fix it.”

“Maybe don’t try to fix her,” Edward said gently. “Just show up.”

 

Chapter 16: Twilight: Showing Up and Hiding

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The next morning, snow clung to the trees like icing, soft and weightless. It crunched faintly underfoot as Zoe stepped out onto the porch, her boots leaving sharp indents in the powder. Her coat was too thin for the cold, buttoned high at the throat, but she didn’t shiver. No one ever said that Zoe Clark learned a lesson easily.

She spotted the silver Volvo immediately.

Bella followed close behind. “Hey. Thought we could ride together.”

Zoe stared at the car. “Is that a royal ‘we’ or...?”

Edward stood leaning against the driver’s side, his breath a faint cloud in the air. He looked crisp and untouched by the weather.

Zoe narrowed her eyes. “What, no horse drawn carriage today?”

Edward actually smiled. “Morning.”

“You’re giving Bella a ride,” Zoe said flatly.

“I’m giving both of you a ride,” Edward replied, calm but firm.

Zoe blinked. Then scoffed. “You do realize this is starting to sound like the setup to the world’s weirdest threesome.”

Bella choked on her breath.

Edward’s mouth twitched, but he didn’t look away. “I’m just offering a ride. No strings. No... arrangements .”

Zoe crossed her arms, clearly unconvinced. Her fingers drifted to the bracelet on her wrist, thumb tracing the green stone like it might offer her guidance.

Behind her, Bella winced. “Zoe—”

“I didn’t ask for a ride,” Zoe said, but her voice was quieter now. Less sharp.

Edward met her gaze. “You didn’t have to.”

There was a long moment. The snow kept falling. The world held its breath.

Then, with a sigh so small it barely stirred the cold air, Zoe walked toward the car.

“I’m taking the aux,” she muttered as she passed him.

Edward opened the passenger door with a silent nod.

Bella followed, her breath fogging in front of her.

They drove together in the pale light of morning — three shadows in a snowbound town, none of them quite belonging, but inching toward something that felt like it might become a connection.

 

The lunchroom buzzed with the low, constant drone of conversation and clinking trays. Forks High was a small school, but somehow the cafeteria always managed to feel too loud. Too crowded.

Zoe had found a quieter corner—an empty table near the back, half-shadowed by a row of lockers and mostly forgotten by students who preferred to huddle closer to the heat or the windows. She sat cross-legged on the bench, untouched food in front of her, fingers idly turning her bracelet like it might give her something else to think about.

“I heard you were supposed to be eating lunch with us.”

She looked up.

Jasper Hale stood a few feet away, hands tucked in the pockets of his jacket, his expression unreadable but not unfriendly.

Zoe tilted her head. “I think I got Bella in trouble with her dad.” She shrugged like it didn’t matter. “And I’m not big on social settings.”

Jasper didn’t say anything at first. Then he nodded once and slid onto the bench across from her. “Me either.”

That surprised a flicker of a smile from Zoe. “Could’ve fooled me. You all sit at that table like you own the place.”

“It’s easier to blend in when people are too scared to come close,” Jasper said quietly. “But we feel it anyway. The stares. The... dissonance.”

Zoe arched a brow. “‘Dissonance’? You all rehearse that brooding vocabulary together, or is that just a you thing?”

Jasper smirked faintly. “Just me. The others have their own specialties.”

They sat in silence for a moment. Not uncomfortable, but thoughtful. Across the cafeteria, Alice watched them from the Cullen table, her smile almost secretive.

“You always know when someone’s lying?” Zoe asked eventually, her voice soft, guarded.

Jasper looked at her, surprised. “Why do you ask?”

Zoe shrugged, eyes on her tray. “Just a feeling.”

Jasper’s gaze held hers. “Not always. But sometimes... people carry emotions like bruises. Even when they say they’re fine.”

Zoe didn’t answer. But her fingers curled around her bracelet, turning the green stone between her thumb and forefinger like it anchored her in place.

“Being seen isn’t the same as being judged,” Jasper added.

Zoe looked up at that, something unreadable flickering behind her eyes. But she didn’t move.

The bell rang, loud and sharp. Students began to rise, the noise swelling.

Zoe stood first, slinging her bag over her shoulder.

“You can sit with us,” Jasper said as she turned to go. “Tomorrow, or whenever. No pressure. No expectations. Just... company.”

Zoe paused. Just long enough for him to notice. Then gave a single nod before vanishing into the crowd like she always did—quiet, fast, brittle around the edges.

Jasper watched her go.

And he smiled, just a little.

 

The sky over Forks was the color of wet ash, pale and heavy with clouds that hadn't quite decided whether to rain or snow. Zoe sat curled on the window seat of her attic bedroom, legs pulled close to her chest, a blanket draped carelessly around her shoulders. Her phone buzzed for the third time that afternoon.

Bonnie.

Zoe let it ring.

The screen dimmed, then lit up again almost immediately — a text this time.

Just checking in. Call me when you can. If the dreams are getting worse, you need to tell me.

Zoe stared at the message, thumb hovering over the keyboard.

She could type I’m fine and hit send.

She could call Bonnie and hear her best friend’s voice — calm, steady, and always a little too perceptive.

She could admit the truth.

That the dreams weren’t just dreams anymore. That they had weight now. Taste. Sound. A pulse all their own.

She could admit she was scared.

Instead, she locked the screen and shoved the phone face-down under a pillow.

She wasn’t ready for that conversation. Not yet.

Outside, snow began to fall again — slow, spiraling flakes that clung to the roof and blurred the edges of the world. Zoe pressed her forehead to the cold glass, her reflection faint and flickering in the pane. She looked tired. Too tired.

The bracelet on her wrist caught the light, the green stone a sharp contrast against her pale skin. She touched it absently, the same way she did when something inside her felt too loud.

She didn’t want to talk about dreams. Didn’t want to talk about Mystic Falls. Didn’t want to talk about anything that would force her to admit she was unraveling.

Let Bonnie wait.

 

The lake was mostly frozen, save for the holes Harry Clearwater had already drilled before Charlie and Billy Black arrived. A light snow sifted through the pine trees, settling gently on the ice and their shoulders. Three folding chairs stood near the edge of the largest hole, tackle boxes beside them, thermoses steaming quietly in the cold.

Charlie tugged his coat tighter to his neck and adjusted his rod. “It’s colder than last year.”

Harry chuckled, thumbing a cigarette from his coat. “That’s what you say every year.”

Billy shook his head. “You say that, and yet you always forget the whiskey.”

Charlie smirked but didn’t argue. “I’m starting to get into bourbon.”If only because he kept confiscating a certain teenager’s stash. Zoe seemed to have an unending supply — and an even more unending creativity for where to hide it.

He shifted on the overturned bucket, looking out across the frozen lake.

“I’m pretty sure Zoe’s drinking,” he said finally. “Or stocking up to start. I keep finding bottles — bourbon mostly — tucked into the most ridiculous places. Bottom of her laundry basket. Inside a cereal box she sealed back up like it hadn’t been touched. Once, in an old snow boot in the hall closet.”

Harry let out a soft breath. Billy’s expression didn’t change, but his silence sharpened.

“I don’t think it’s just teenage rebellion,” Charlie went on, quieter now. “I know what that looks like. This… this feels like something else. Like she’s gearing up for something. Or trying to quiet something down.”

The wind cut across the lake, stirring the snow in fine, glittering sheets.

“I take the bottles away. I try not to make a scene. But it keeps happening. And I can’t shake the feeling she’s not doing it for the buzz — she’s doing it to cope.” Charlie’s jaw worked. “Sometimes I think she drinks just to get to sleep. Or not dream.”

Still, Billy didn’t speak. Harry looked at his old friend, then back to the hole in the ice.

“I don’t know what to do,” Charlie admitted. “She doesn’t talk. Not about what matters. I thought she was getting better. I really did.”

The three men sat in silence for a while, letting the cold seep into their boots and the quiet do its work. The snow fell in delicate spirals, the world muted.

Eventually, Charlie spoke again, softer this time. “I thought Zoe was doing better.”

Harry looked over, brow raised.

Charlie sighed. “She was…laughing again. Sleeping more. Eating without me having to remind her. But now she’s pulled back. Quiet. Even Bella’s noticed.” He paused. “Though Bella’s been distracted.”

Billy gave him a look. “Distracted?”

Charlie hesitated a second too long. “She’s been spending time with that Cullen boy.”

There was a subtle shift. Billy’s eyes narrowed slightly, and Harry’s shoulders stiffened. The snow seemed to fall a little heavier, like the trees were listening.

“They dating?” Harry asked after a beat.

Charlie nodded. “Yeah. I think so. She hasn’t exactly said it, but… yeah.”

The men exchanged glances — unreadable, but not meaningless.

Charlie caught it. “What? Something wrong with him?”

Billy didn’t answer right away. “Just… the Cullens keep to themselves. Always have.”

Harry added, “They’re not from here. Sometimes folks don’t realize what that means.”

Charlie sighed. “He’s polite. Polished. Kind of strange. But she seems happy.”

“And Zoe?” Billy asked.

Charlie shook his head. “She’s not herself. She barely talks to Bella anymore. Walks home from school alone even when it’s snowing. Says she’s fine, but you can tell. I know that look — when someone’s trying too hard to keep it together.”

He let out a long breath, watching it curl into the air like smoke.

“She won’t ask for help,” Charlie muttered. “Won’t say she needs anything. But I see the signs.”

Harry nodded slowly. “Leah’s been the same. Since Sam…” His voice trailed off, roughened by emotion. “It’s hard to watch them hurt and not know how to fix it.”

“She still not talking to you?” Billy asked gently.

Harry shook his head. “Not about the real stuff.”

Charlie glanced between them, then looked back at the frozen lake. “I keep thinking if I do the right thing — say the right thing — she’ll come back to me. Zoe. But sometimes it feels like she’s still somewhere else.”

Billy’s voice was quiet, thoughtful. “Sometimes the only thing we can do is wait. Be there when they’re ready. Just… show up.”

Charlie rubbed his hands together, the cold biting. “I just worry if I wait too long, I’ll lose her.”

“You won’t,” Harry said with quiet certainty. “You’re showing up. That’s what matters.”

Charlie nodded slowly, grateful but still heavy. The snow swirled around them. A trout tugged on his line, but he barely noticed.

The lake stayed still. The world stayed cold.

But the fire in the thermos kept their hands warm. And for now, that was enough.

Harry exhaled, watching his breath fog in the cold air. “You got any idea why she’s acting so down? Is it still about Wilbur? Or a boy? Or maybe she just misses home?” He glanced sideways. “Or maybe it’s something she saw in one of those moody movies you always pretend not to watch.”

Charlie gave a soft grunt that might’ve been a laugh. “All of the above. None of the above.” He paused, shaking his head. “I wish I knew.”

Billy shifted slightly in his chair, the creak of his coat cutting through the stillness.

Charlie rubbed a hand along the back of his neck. “I met her ex. Damon.”

That got a low whistle from Harry.

“He’s…” Charlie hesitated, clearly choosing his words. “Older than I’d like. But mostly polite. Steady. Has that look like he’s always watching the exits, though. Like something dangerous might walk in.” He glanced down at the hole in the ice, jaw tightening. “Zoe lights up differently around him. Not good or bad. Just… different.”

Billy raised a brow. “You worried they’ll get back together?”

Charlie considered that for a long beat, then shrugged. “Honestly? I think I could live with it. As long as he doesn’t hurt her. As long as she’s not hurting herself to be with him.” He blew out a breath, clouding the air in front of him. “They seem to be on good terms now. But hell if I understand the rules of teenage soulmates or whatever it is these days.”

Harry chuckled and nudged him lightly with his elbow. “Look at you. Both your girls caught up with boys.”

Billy joined in, smiling. “Must be something in the water. Or the weather. You’ve got the brooding type and the charming one under one roof.”

Charlie shook his head, a reluctant smile pulling at his mouth. “Don’t remind me.” But his voice softened as he added, “They’re still my girls. Even when they drive me nuts.”

The three men sat in companionable silence again, the kind forged by long winters and years of shared history. Above them, the sky stretched wide and gray, and the snow kept falling — quiet and steady, like a secret that hadn’t yet decided to be told.

 

The snow had started falling again, soft and steady, blanketing the trees in silence. From the outside, the Swan house looked like a Christmas card. Inside, it felt like a waiting room.

Zoe sat curled up in the armchair by the window, chin resting on her hand, eyes unfocused. Her phone buzzed once on the side table. She didn’t move.

Bella stood in the doorway, watching her.

“I’m not mad,” Zoe said without turning her head.

Bella frowned. “I didn’t say you were.”

“You thought it.”

Bella walked into the room, boots quiet on the wood floor. “You haven’t said more than ten words to me all morning.”

“I’m tired.” Zoe’s voice was flat, almost mechanical. She was still wearing pajamas under her oversized hoodie she’d long stolen from Matt when it no longer fit him, her hair pulled back in a careless knot. The only hint of something deliberate was the gold bracelet glinting faintly on her wrist — antique, delicate, worn. She touched it absently with her thumb, like a rosary.

Bella sat on the edge of the couch across from her cousin. “Charlie asked me to take you out with me today.”

Zoe blinked slowly. “Because he doesn’t want me drinking alone, or disappearing into the woods, or walking into traffic?”

Bella didn’t answer.

“I’m not gonna turn into a Kate Chopin novel when no one’s looking.” Zoe turned her head just enough to look at her. “I’m not trying to worry anyone.”

“But you are,” Bella said, voice gentle. “Especially Charlie.”

Zoe didn’t respond. Her fingers curled tighter around the bracelet.

“I was going to the Cullens,” Bella added carefully. “I figured… you could come with.”

Zoe gave a humorless smile. “Yeah. I’m sure they’re dying to see me.”

“They like you,” Bella said. “Alice thinks you’re mysterious, and Emmett thinks you’re hilarious.”

Zoe snorted faintly. “Emmett thinks microwaves are hilarious.”

Bella stood and reached for her coat. “Come on. You’ll hate it less than staying here.”

After a long moment, Zoe rose. “I need to change.”

Bella smirked. “If I told you I wasn’t in a rush, you’d take a year to get ready. Can we try to get out of her in half an hour?”

“Sure.” As she passed Bella, she muttered, “This better not turn into a group therapy session.”

Chapter 17: Twilight: Like Houdini, But Ruder

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The Cullen house looked like it belonged in a magazine about minimalist wealth. Clean lines, open spaces, walls made of glass and light. Zoe had been here once before, briefly. The space had struck her then as beautiful but sterile — like a dream that didn’t belong to her.

Now, it just felt unreal.

Bella and Zoe stepped into the living room. Alice offered them both warm greetings, disappearing to find Jasper. Rosalie barely looked up from a book, but Emmett gave them a cheerful wave from his spot on the floor in front of the television. Edward waited near the stairs, smiling faintly at Bella.

“Come on,” Bella said, touching Zoe’s arm. “Let me show you the view upstairs.”

Zoe hesitated, her eyes sweeping the glass walls and open stairwell. “I can see the view just fine from down here.”

Bella offered a weak smile. “Just for a minute?”

Edward appeared then, quiet as ever. He gave Zoe a polite nod but his eyes were already on Bella. “You should see the paintings upstairs. Carlisle amassed quite the collection.”

Zoe caught the look that passed between them — one of those private Cullen exchanges that now included Bella. It made her feel like she’d wandered into someone else’s script. That she didn’t belong.

“Go ahead,” Zoe said, stepping back and waving a hand. “I’m a big girl. I can tie my shoes and plot murders all on my own.”

Bella paused. “Are you sure?”

Zoe didn’t quite smile. “Positive.”

Bella lingered half a heartbeat, then let Edward lead her up the stairs — casting one last glance over her shoulder.

Zoe exhaled slowly. She was alone again — or as alone as one could be in a living room that looked like an architecture magazine exploded into a museum.

But she wasn’t technically alone.

Rosalie and Emmett were still nearby. A beat passed before she realized the quiet had stretched a little too long. Bella and Edward hadn’t come back.

Her fingers curled around the arm of the couch, nails tapping an anxious rhythm.

Emmett appeared from around the corner, Rosalie just a few steps behind him, her arms crossed, expression unreadable.

“They ditched you, huh?” Emmett asked, tone casual but not unkind.

Zoe looked up. “I wouldn’t say ‘ditched.’ Maybe just... forgotten.” Again.

Rosalie’s eyebrow lifted. “Typical.”

Zoe gave a faint, mirthless smile.

Emmett flopped onto the arm of the couch. “You want the remote? I’ll surrender control — just this once.”

Zoe eyed him suspiciously. “Do you even own anything that’s not a Fast & Furious sequel?”

“Excuse you,” Emmett said, mock-offended. “We have range. There’s also Die Hard.”

Rosalie rolled her eyes and sat on the other side of Zoe, more poised than casual. “We might have some classics. Definitely a few Westerns for Jasper, at least.”

Zoe hesitated, then sat down between them. She kept her posture guarded — arms folded, knees angled away — but her fingers drifted to the bracelet around her wrist, thumb brushing the edge of the green stone like it might ground her in place.

Emmett glanced at her again, this time a little quieter. “You alright?”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. Her eyes stayed fixed on the sleek glass wall across the room. Then she said, voice low, “You ever feel like you’re somewhere you’re not supposed to be? Like you walked into someone else’s story and forgot your lines?”

Emmett’s grin faded. “Yeah. I’ve felt that.”

Zoe nodded like that was enough. She didn’t meet his eyes, but she didn’t leave either.

“You’re not alone,” Rosalie said, not looking at her — but not cold either. Just matter-of-fact.

Zoe gave a soft snort. “Could’ve fooled me.”

No one argued. Rosalie leaned back. Emmett picked up the remote, paused, then handed it to Zoe without a word.

Zoe took it, holding it lightly — not ready to press play, but she stayed.

The room settled into a hush again, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It was strange—Zoe realized—for all their beauty and precision, the Cullen house didn’t feel cold. Not exactly. Just… paused. Like a museum waiting for the next shift in history.

“I didn’t expect you to stay,” Rosalie said suddenly.

Zoe glanced at her. “Bella asked me to come.”

“She didn’t drag you.”

“No,” Zoe said. “But I owed Uncle Charlie. And maybe I owed her a little too.”

Rosalie nodded slowly. “You don’t trust easy.”

Zoe’s mouth quirked. “Do you?”

“No.” The answer was immediate. Honest.

Emmett looked between them, then leaned forward, grinning. “Well, lucky for both of you, I’m the friendly one.”

Zoe let out a reluctant breath of laughter.

Rosalie studied her for another moment. “You’re different today. Quieter. Like your edges are sharper.”

Zoe didn’t respond right away. Then, “It’s just one of those days.”

Rosalie’s gaze dipped briefly to the bracelet. “That new?”

Zoe’s fingers brushed it protectively. “Sort of.”

Rosalie didn’t ask more, but something softened in her posture.

Zoe shifted her weight, eyes flicking to the hallway where Bella had disappeared. “I thought being here would feel worse.”

“And?” Emmett asked.

“It doesn’t,” she admitted. “Still weird. But not... bad.”

“High praise,” Rosalie said dryly, but there was the hint of a smile on her lips.

The silence that followed was easier. Zoe leaned into the couch cushions, for once not trying to disappear. Emmett put on a movie — something ridiculous and loud — and Rosalie stayed seated beside him, arms folded but not leaving.

It was the first time in weeks she hadn’t felt like an outsider.

But it was something. And for now, that was enough.

 

The front door opened with a quiet click , followed by the muted thud of careful footsteps.

Zoe barely glanced up from the far end of the living room, where she sat curled against the arm of the couch. Emmett had gone to find snacks he probably wouldn’t eat if Zoe knew him as well as she thought she did. Rosalie had disappeared upstairs after the first movie ended, claiming a sudden headache—likely brought on by Emmett’s commentary.

Zoe was alone again. Or had been.

Carlisle paused in the foyer, his coat still buttoned against the cold. For a split second, his features betrayed surprise. He hadn’t expected anyone—least of all her.

"Zoe," he greeted, his voice low and warm. "I didn’t know we had company today."

She looked up, wary but not unfriendly. "Edward invited Bella, Bella invited me." She glanced down the hallway, toward the upper floor. "And then they both disappeared. Like Houdini, but ruder."

Carlisle smiled faintly as he unbuttoned his coat. "Ah. So you’ve been left to the mercy of Emmett’s movie collection?"

"Don’t remind me," she muttered, massaging her temple with her fingers. "I’m either getting a migraine or—" She cut herself off, shaking her head. 

Or Damon was hungover or angry. Possibly both. 

"It’s just been a long day." She finished lamely.

Carlisle’s expression flickered but he said nothing about it.

Zoe shot him a sidelong look. “Is disappearing for hours a rich people hobby, or just a you thing?” As if she didn’t have her own Founder’s Family Member trust quietly accruing interest until she turned twenty-five.

Carlisle paused, then chuckled softly. "I imagine that was quite a double feature to endure—Emmett and migraines."

"Lethal combo."

He took a step closer, gentle as ever. "Would you like a tour? It might be quieter than staying here. And I imagine the light is better in other rooms than whatever cinematic abomination Emmett chose."

Zoe hesitated. She wasn’t in the mood to talk, not really. But Bella was still MIA, her head was pounding, and something about Carlisle’s presence—calm, measured, kind—soothed the sharp edges gnawing at her.

"…Sure," she said finally. "So long as you promise no haunted wings or hidden portraits with eyes that follow me."

Carlisle’s mouth quirked. "I make no promises."

He waited as she stood, adjusting the cuffs of her sweater and brushing a loose curl from her eyes. The faintest dusting of snow glittered in her hair, stubbornly unmelted from earlier. Carlisle had never seen Zoe Clark so... unguarded. Aside from her usual tangle of wild hair, she was typically polished—makeup precise, posture sharp. But today, she was barefaced, raw, not even a hint of concealer to mask the dark circles beneath her eyes. Her sweater was oversized, clearly well-worn and familiar, and her leggings clung to her slight frame, revealing just how thin she’d become.

As they walked toward the main hall, she touched the bracelet on her wrist—just briefly—like grounding herself before stepping into unknown territory.

Carlisle noticed but didn’t mention it.

They passed minimalist paintings, glass-lined hallways, and elegant shadows that bent with the light. Zoe was quiet, but not closed off. She asked occasional questions—mostly sarcastic—but he answered each one with practiced ease. Over time, she relaxed, if only slightly.

"Nice place," she muttered as they passed a sleek, modern music room.

"Thank you," Carlisle said. "Alice and Rosalie did most of the design. Jasper has an eye for harmony, though, and very strong opinions."

They stopped in front of a wide window that overlooked the tree line, the snow dusting the tops of the evergreens like powdered sugar.

Zoe pressed a hand lightly to the glass, her breath fogging a small circle. "Kind of makes you forget how cold it is outside."

Carlisle watched her carefully, the way she stood so still, like she hadn’t let herself rest in a long time. There was a fragility to her posture—faint, but constant. A thread pulled too tight.

He wanted to ask if she was okay. He didn’t.

Instead, he said, "You’re always welcome here, Zoe. Even if Bella forgets to tell you that."

She turned to look at him, expression unreadable. "That’s… not nothing. So thanks."

The silence between them held weight. Not tension, exactly—but something quieter. Sadder.

And then, from upstairs, Emmett’s voice rang out again. "Who wants to watch Final Destination ?!"

Zoe closed her eyes and groaned. "Okay, that’s it. We’re hiding somewhere with doors that lock."

Carlisle laughed softly, and—without thinking—offered her his hand.

Zoe looked at it for a second. Then took it. A spark ignited and Zoe glanced at their hands, a small frown forming on her face. Something that sharp wasn’t just caused by static electricity.

Neither of them said a word about the spark of heat that passed between them as their palms touched.

Neither of them let go too quickly, either.

 

Chapter 18: Twilight: Emotionally Unstable Underclassmen

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A few weeks had passed. The snow was thicker now—no longer delicate flurries but steady, soft blankets that muted everything beneath them. Forks had surrendered to winter entirely, the town buried under layers of white and gray, the sun a distant rumor. School days blurred together under clouds and cold breath, and Zoe could feel the eyes on her more than ever.

The Cullens watched her. Bella watched her. Charlie watched her like she was a glass about to crack.

They were subtle, for the most part. Rosalie lingered longer at her locker. Alice offered coffee without asking. Emmett had stopped pretending he wasn’t concerned and had started treating her like a spooked animal—loud but gentle. Even Edward, who still barely spoke to her, seemed to stand closer than necessary whenever she passed.

And then there was Jasper.

He’d started sitting next to her in their shared English class. Not with a word or a look—just a quiet, consistent presence that didn’t demand anything from her. He didn’t touch her. Didn’t ask questions. Just opened his copy of Wuthering Heights and nodded if she glanced his way. He never interrupted when she doodled in the margins instead of taking notes. His stillness was strangely calming, like his silence gave her permission not to explain herself.

Sometimes, she thought he was doing it on purpose.

She could never prove it—but every time her heart rate spiked, every time her skin prickled with old panic, he was just... there. A steady breath in a sea of noise. Not fixing anything. Not changing it. Just softening the edges.

And that, maybe more than anything, made her feel seen.

And Bella? Bella tried. But every invitation to sit together at lunch, every over-explained excuse for vanishing in the middle of the day, every sideways glance only widened the distance between them. Zoe wasn’t mad. She was just tired.

She pulled her coat tighter as she stepped outside, breath misting in the frozen air. Her phone buzzed in her pocket.

Caroline Forbes.

A smile formed on Zoe’s face for the first time that day as she answered on the second ring. “Hey, Blondie.”

“Zoe Clark,” Caroline breathed dramatically. “Talk me down.”

Zoe smiled faintly, her nose stinging from the cold. “What’s the emergency? Did you dye your hair blue again?”

“No, worse.” Caroline’s voice was sharp with emotion. “I turn eighteen next week.”

Zoe blinked. “Right. That’s how time works.”

“You know what I mean,” Caroline said quickly. “I was seventeen when Katherine turned me. I’m going to be technically eighteen, but I’ll look seventeen forever. That’s it. I’m done. No more aging, no more birthdays, no more anything.”

Zoe leaned against the side of the building, watching snow gather in her boot prints. “Existential dread. Got it.”

“I mean, who am I even supposed to be now?” Caroline continued. “Everyone else gets to grow up. Bonnie’s gonna graduate and go to college and get married and have a dog and a picket fence and I’ll still be... this. Forever.”

Zoe was quiet for a moment. Then, “You’ll still be you .”

“But I don’t know who that is anymore.”

Zoe swallowed. “Yeah. I get that.”

The wind picked up, and Zoe tucked her chin into her scarf. The bracelet on her wrist was cold against her skin, but she rubbed her thumb over it anyway—an unconscious habit now. One of the only things that made her feel anchored.

Caroline’s voice softened. “I know I’m being dramatic.”

“No,” Zoe said. “You’re just being honest.”

“I just... wish things had stayed normal a little longer.”

“Me too.”

Zoe pressed her phone tighter to her ear. It had been weeks since she started feeling this dred bleeding over her bond with Damon. Weeks where she felt sick to her stomach. Weeks since Bella had started hovering. Since Carlisle started offering her tea she didn’t drink and Edward began watching her like a locked diary.

Caroline’s voice crackled through the line, sharp with frustration. “I know it’s ridiculous, okay? It’s just—there’s something about birthdays. I always used to love them. I made spreadsheets for party themes, Zoe. You remember .”

Zoe smiled faintly. “I remember. Cupcakes with glitter frosting, mood lighting by 6:45, backup playlists.”

“Exactly.” Caroline sighed. “And now I’m stuck . Seventeen forever. Frozen like a vampire popsicle. And everyone keeps treating me like I’m this walking miracle because I haven’t gone off the rails. But none of them understand. They didn’t lose their futures the same way I did.”

Zoe’s fingers drifted to the bracelet on her wrist, thumb grazing the stone. “I understand.”

There was a beat of quiet. Then: “I know you do. That’s the problem. I didn’t want you to. You’re supposed to be safe up there, away from all this… Klaus crap and hybrid politics and Salvatore melodrama.”

Zoe laughed softly, bitter. “There’s melodrama up here too. It’s just dressed in flannel and teenage ennui.”

Caroline huffed. “I still don’t trust that Edward guy. He gives me ‘Ben-the-bartender’ vibes.”

Zoe’s lips quirked at Caroline’s protective nature. “You’ve never even met him.”

“I worry. Let me worry.” Caroline’s voice softened. “I just miss you. Things are weird here. Bonnie’s tense all the time. Ric’s trying to hold everyone together like duct tape on a sinking boat. And Damon…” She paused. “He’s trying. But he’s a mess without you.”

Zoe closed her eyes. “He’s always been a mess. With or without me.”

More silence. Comfortable, aching.

“You could come home,” Caroline offered, not for the first time.

“I don’t think I know where that is anymore,” Zoe said, voice barely above a whisper.

Snow tapped against the window like tiny fingers trying to break in.

Caroline didn’t argue. She just breathed, quiet on the other end of the line. “Then I’ll stay on the phone a while longer. Just until you have to go.”

Zoe nodded, knowing Caroline couldn’t see it. “Okay.”

They stayed like that—two girls in two different worlds, holding onto a connection neither of them could fully explain.

Eventually, the line went quiet. Caroline had to go—she was meeting Matt at the Grill, something casual that had taken her an hour to plan. Zoe said goodbye, promised to text later, and then sat there behind the Science Outpost Building, the phone still in her hand long after the call ended.

The silence crept in slowly. Heavy. Familiar.

Zoe stared at the screen until it dimmed, her thumb brushing across Caroline’s contact one more time. She didn’t call back. She didn’t text. What could she say that wouldn’t sound pathetic? That she missed them? That Mystic Falls felt like another life? That she didn’t know who she was without the constant chaos of it?

The bracelet shifted against her wrist as she stood. She traced the worn band, her fingers brushing the smooth emerald. Not because she was fidgeting. Because she needed to feel it. To remember something real—someone real—who had seen her and given her more than just memories.

The school was quiet. Too quiet. Zoe must have missed the warning bell for class. A draft whispered between the buildings, stirring the edge of her coat and the loose strands of her hair. Zoe didn’t move.

She leaned back against the building, letting the cold brick seep through her coat, watching the school grounds get covered in snow. Everything was still. Blurred. Like the whole world had forgotten how to move forward.

And maybe she had too.

She missed Caroline’s noise. Her confidence. Her spreadsheets and glitter and ridiculous hope.

She missed the way Caroline always made her feel like the center of a story, even when she didn’t want to be.

She missed having someone who didn’t look at her like a puzzle or a warning sign.

She missed what they were before the Salvatores came to town. Normal. Ordinary. Unafraid. Unencumbered.

The bracelet bit cold into her skin, and she tightened her grip around it. Not to hold on, but to anchor herself. To something. Anything.

Zoe exhaled slowly, the sound barely audible.

She wasn’t paying attention enough to hear the door from the building open, or a set of footsteps approaching her.

“Zoe?” Rosalie frowned, standing there watching her. “What are you doing? Class started ten minutes ago. Are you okay?

Zoe blinked, as if waking from a trance. She didn’t look at Rosalie at first—just kept her eyes on the falling snow, like it might answer for her.

“I’m fine,” she said finally. Flat. Automatic. A lie so worn it barely sounded like one anymore.

Rosalie didn’t move. “You don’t look fine.”

That earned her a glance. Zoe’s eyes were tired, shadowed, but sharp. “Do you always skip class to check on emotionally unstable underclassmen? Or am I just special?”

Rosalie crossed her arms. “You’re not an underclassman. And you’re not unstable.”

Zoe snorted, a humorless sound. “Sure. Let’s go with that.”

A gust of wind sent snowflakes scattering sideways, catching in Rosalie’s golden hair and clinging to the edges of Zoe’s lashes. Still, neither of them moved.

“You don’t have to talk,” Rosalie said after a beat, voice quieter now. “But you don’t have to freeze out here either.”

Zoe hesitated. Her fingers drifted again to the bracelet on her wrist, the movement slow, almost unconscious.

Rosalie followed the gesture with her eyes, but didn’t ask. Didn’t pry.

“I don’t know what I’m doing anymore,” Zoe said finally, her voice small and frayed. “I thought I was getting better. I thought I was okay. But I’m not. I feel… stuck. Like the ground’s frozen under me and I forgot how to walk.”

Rosalie didn’t say anything right away. She just stepped closer—not too close—and leaned against the same brick wall, shoulder to shoulder, not quite touching.

“Sometimes,” she said, “the best you can do is stay standing. Even if it’s in the cold.”

Zoe turned her head, surprised by the gentleness in Rosalie’s tone. “Since when are you the wise one?”

Rosalie gave the ghost of a smile. “Don’t tell Emmett. He thinks it’s his job.”

They stood there for a moment longer—two girls who didn’t trust easily, who wore armor so heavy they’d forgotten what it felt like to breathe without it.

Zoe’s voice broke the silence. “Do you ever miss who you were? Before something changed? Maybe before you moved here or you were adopted?”

Rosalie looked out over the snow-covered campus. “Every day.”

Zoe nodded, like she understood. Because she did.

After a while, Rosalie pushed off the wall. “Come on. I’ll walk you to class. Or we can keep skipping and pretend we’re cool.”

Zoe didn’t smile exactly, but her expression softened. “Let’s pretend.”

They disappeared into the falling snow together—just for a little while—less alone than they’d been a few minutes before.

Chapter 19: Twilight: A Very Zoe Christmas (Part 1)

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The house smelled like rosemary, melted butter, and burnt sugar.

Charlie hovered over the turkey like it might personally offend him if it dried out. He’d followed a recipe from an old Forks Rotary Club Annual Cookbook , muttering under his breath every few minutes, rereading the basting instructions with the intensity of a bomb defusal expert.

Bella stood at the counter, rolling out gingerbread dough with practiced focus. Her hair was pulled into a loose bun, a dusting of flour already across her cheek. A tray of misshapen trees and vaguely person-shaped cookies waited to be baked, while Zoe sat perched on a stool at the edge of the room, untouched piping bag in front of her.

She’d been there for ten minutes. Staring at the cookie. Not moving.

Not decorating.

Just… stuck.

“Need help?” Bella asked carefully, without looking up.

Zoe blinked. “With what?”

Bella glanced over. “The cookie. It’s a blank canvas.”

Zoe stared at the gingerbread shape. “It’s gonna stay blank.”

Charlie looked up from the oven, frowning. “You feeling okay, kiddo?”

“I’m fine,” Zoe said, voice soft and mechanical. Her sleeves were pulled over her hands. The bracelet Damon had given her peeked out from under the cuff. She was wearing one of Charlie’s old flannels over a sweater, layers like armor.

“You sure?” Charlie asked.

Zoe gave a brittle smile. “Yep. Full of holiday cheer.”

Bella set down her rolling pin. “We could do the tree next. Or you could open one of your gifts early.”

Zoe shook her head. “It’s Christmas Eve. You’re supposed to suffer through the anticipation.”

Charlie chuckled. “She’s not wrong.”

Outside, snow drifted gently past the windows. The living room was lit with twinkling lights, the tree decorated with a strange mix of Bella’s neat white bulbs and Zoe’s haphazard tinsel, plus the mismatched ornaments Charlie had saved since Bella was six.

It should have felt warm. Whole.

But Zoe’s silence filled the room like a heavy fog, worrying her uncle and cousin.

She picked up the piping bag and tried to decorate one gingerbread cookie. The frosting bled too quickly, the lines too shaky. She stared at it, then quietly placed the cookie aside.

Charlie stepped away from the turkey and gently set a mug of cider in front of her.

“You don’t have to be festive,” he said quietly. “But you don’t have to sit in the corner, either.”

Zoe looked up at him. Her voice cracked when she said, “I don’t know how to be here and not feel like I’m somewhere else.”

Charlie didn’t press. He just pulled out the chair next to hers and sat.

“You don’t have to know,” he said. “You just have to let us be here with you.”

Bella brought over a plate of cookies — decorated, some with too many sprinkles, some slightly burnt — and slid it between them. “We made the ugliest snowman in history,” she said, nudging one forward. “It’s a war crime in frosting.”

Zoe stared at it. Then — faintly — she smiled. “He looks like he has fangs.”

Bella stiffened and turned away. “Candy canes were a mistake,” Bella said.

Charlie grinned and took a bite. “Still tastes like Christmas.”

Zoe didn’t laugh, not fully. But she reached for a gingerbread tree and picked up the green icing again. Her fingers shook a little, but she kept going.

Outside, the snow kept falling.

Inside, the silence wasn’t quite so heavy.

 

Later that night, the Swan house had gone still.

Upstairs, the floor creaked faintly as Zoe moved in her attic room — then quieted. The light under her door went dark. Outside, the snow had thickened, blanketing the world in white silence.

Charlie stood at the kitchen sink, rinsing out the cider mugs. He didn’t turn when Bella padded in quietly, arms wrapped around herself.

“She asleep?” he asked, drying his hands on a dish towel.

Bella nodded. “I think so. Or she’s pretending really well.” She leaned against the fridge. “She didn’t even try the cookies.”

Charlie sighed and leaned back against the counter, his face drawn with something deeper than tiredness. “It’s a hard night.”

Bella gave him a questioning look.

“She’s trying,” Charlie said. “But this is her first Christmas without her dad. First one away from home.”

“I know.” Bella’s voice was small. 

“She’s holding it together, but barely.” Charlie turned around, eyes tired. “You know how she is. She won’t ask for anything. But she notices everything.”

Bella sighed. “And we let her disappear upstairs for most of the day.” She hesitated. “Maybe it’d help if... Edward came tomorrow? Just for a little while.”

Charlie’s jaw tightened almost imperceptibly. “No,” he said firmly.

Bella blinked. “What? Why not?”

“Because tomorrow’s about us.” His voice wasn’t angry, just resolute. “Me. You. Zoe.” Charlie shook his head. “And I’m sure Carlisle Cullen would prefer his youngest to spend the day with him and his other children.”

“Edward’s important to me,” Bella said quietly.

“I know,” Charlie replied, meeting her eyes. “But this isn’t just about you. Not tomorrow. Zoe needs to feel like she’s still got a place here. That she’s not just some girl who got absorbed into your boyfriend’s orbit. She needs her cousin. Not a third wheel.”

Bella lowered her gaze.

Charlie’s voice softened. “You can see him the day after. Hell, bring him leftovers. But Christmas? Christmas is for us. Just the three of us.”

Bella nodded slowly, guilt curling in her stomach. “Okay.”

He stepped past her, squeezing her shoulder on the way out. “Thanks, Bels. She’s tough, but… even the tough ones break sometimes.”

Bella lingered in the silence that followed, listening to the hum of the fridge and the distant tick of the wall clock. The house smelled faintly of turkey and cinnamon and something aching beneath it all — absence, maybe.

She turned, almost absently. “Is she really okay?” she asked, voice low.

Charlie didn’t answer right away. “No. But she’s not falling apart either. She’s just… grieving. And trying not to take anyone down with her.”

Bella crossed her arms. “I should’ve noticed sooner.”

“You noticed,” Charlie said gently. “You’re here now.”

Bella looked toward the stairs. “I’ll do better.”

Charlie gave a tired smile and reached for her hand, giving it a quiet squeeze. “You don’t have to be perfect, Bells. You just have to show up. And not just when it’s easy.”

She nodded, eyes glassy.

Charlie released her hand and leaned back in his chair. “Zoe’s not a guest in this house. She’s not an afterthought. She’s your family.”

Bella swallowed. “I know.”

“Good,” he said softly. “Then make sure she knows it too.”

The wind rattled faintly against the windows, and Bella stood in the quiet of the kitchen, thinking of the girl in the attic bedroom who hadn’t cried once and never asked for help.

Tomorrow, she promised herself.

Tomorrow, she’d try harder.

Tomorrow, they’d be a family again — even if it was a little broken, a little makeshift.

Just the three of them.

 

The scent of burnt cinnamon and too-dark coffee greeted Bella as she padded down the stairs, her flannel sleeves tugged over her hands. She froze in the doorway.

Zoe was already in the kitchen—hair wild, face pale but flushed with energy. She moved like a whirlwind, flipping pancakes and scrambling eggs while bacon hissed on the stove. Dressed in pajama shorts and a sweater too thin for winter, she looked like someone trying to outrun something invisible.

Charlie came in behind Bella, blinking blearily. “Did you sleep at all?” he asked.

Zoe didn’t look up. “Coffee counts as sleep.”

“That’s not how that works,” Bella muttered.

Charlie watched her for a beat longer. “Slow down, kid. You’re gonna vibrate through the floor.”

Zoe only grinned and poured more coffee. “Merry Christmas!”

They sat down at the table. The food was decent. The mood wasn’t.

Zoe didn’t touch much of her plate. She downed two mugs of coffee before Charlie gently reached over and tilted the pot out of her reach. “Try some food,” he ordered.

Zoe picked at the corner of a pancake.

Bella leaned in. “Hey. You okay?”

“Peachy.” Her smile was too bright. Her hands shook as she refilled her mug with water instead.

They migrated to the tree next—Charlie in his slippers, Bella cross-legged on the rug, and Zoe kneeling stiffly by the fire. The presents were opened quietly: a flannel jacket from Charlie to Bella, a new pair of snow boots from Bella to Zoe, a new fishing pole from Zoe to Charlie.

Then Charlie cleared his throat and reached for a shipping box near the tree. “Got something here for you, Zo. Came last week—your friends from Mystic Falls sent it to the station. Said they wanted to make sure you had something.”

Zoe froze, already tense posture turning to stone.

Inside the box were carefully wrapped gifts. Zoe reached for the one on top.

A leather-bound journal. Elena’s handwriting on the note: “I know we’re not the same person, but this helped me after my parents died. Maybe writing down your feelings will help you too. Merry Christmas. Write something beautiful. And call me. Love you.”

Zoe smiled faintly. She reached for the next—fluffy slippers, pastel and clearly chosen by Bonnie. “Feet warm, heart warm.”

She hesitated at the third.

The paper was elegant. The tag in sharp, ornate script: “I’ll be seeing you soon. —Klaus.”

Zoe’s breath hitched. The paper slipped from her fingers.

Charlie noticed first. “Zoe?”

Zoe bolted.

She was out the door in seconds, clad only in socks, still in pajama shorts. She grabbed Bella’s keys from the hook by the door.

Zoe didn’t even feel the cold as she ran barefoot across the icy porch, the socks she wore doing nothing to keep the bite of wet cold away. Snow bit at her legs, the thin pajama shorts no match for the sharp wind, but none of it registered.

All she could see was Klaus’s handwriting—impossibly neat, menacing in its familiarity.

I’ll be seeing you soon.

He’d found her. Or he wanted her to think he had. Either way, it didn’t matter. She was back in the crosshairs. Again. She had to go. Go before Klaus found her. If only to keep her cousin and uncle safe.

“Zoe!” Bella yelled, racing after her, Charlie close behind. 

The key turned in the ignition and Bella’s truck groaned in protest, tires skidding slightly before catching traction. Zoe barely checked the road as she took off, her breath shallow and erratic, one hand clenched tight around the steering wheel, the other around her bracelet as if it could hold her together.

She didn’t know where she was going. She just needed to go.

 

“Zoe!” Charlie yelled, as he watched Bella’s old truck disappear, taillights vanish around the curve of the street. “Damn it.”

Bella stood behind him, barefoot, still holding the discarded wrapping paper. “She took my keys,” she whispered, stunned. “Why would she—?”

Charlie slammed the door shut against the cold and turned to face her, his voice low and sharp. “Did you see what was in that box?”

“No,” Bella said quickly, panicked now. “I—I don’t know what happened.”

Charlie ran a hand over his face. “We can’t just wait here. I’m calling the station, getting someone out to look—”

“No,” Bella said suddenly. “Let me try something first.” She was already scrambling for her phone.

“Bella—”

“I need to try,” she snapped, heart hammering as she scrolled through her contacts.

She hesitated just a second before pressing Alice Cullen’s name.

The phone rang once.

“Bella?” Alice answered, alert.

“She ran. Zoe. She just… bolted. She took my truck and she’s gone.”

“She ran?” There was silence on the other end. Then Alice’s voice sharpened. “Tell me everything.”

Charlie stood frozen for a beat before finally sinking into the couch. He looked down at the discarded wrapping paper on the floor, the coffee mugs still steaming on the table, the cozy image of a Christmas morning turned upside down.

He’d promised himself he wouldn’t let anything hurt her here. Not again. And yet…

Bella returned, her phone still pressed to her ear. “They’re going to help look.”

“They?” Charlie’s tone was skeptical.

“The Cullens. Please, Dad. We need as many people as we can. I can’t just sit here.”

Charlie looked at her long and hard, and then finally nodded. “Take my cruiser. Call if you see anything.”

 

Chapter 20: Twilight: A Very Zoe Christmas (Part 2)

Notes:

A continuation of the previous chapter!

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The Cullens did Christmas morning the same nearly every year. Soft music from an old record would echo through the home. A few presents were exchanged. The fire in the sleek, modern hearth crackled low, more for ambiance than necessity. This year, snow blanketed the trees outside in heavy drifts, making the woods look like something out of a glass globe.

Alice’s phone buzzed once, then again—urgent. Her hand hovered over the screen, already knowing who it was before she picked it up.

“Bella?” she answered, already standing.

The others turned subtly at her tone—Rosalie looking up from a glossy fashion book gifted by Alice, Emmett lowering his new handheld game, Edward raising his eyes from the window where he’d been lost in thought. Carlisle looked up from his new medical journal, and even Jasper, who rarely startled, shifted his weight.

Alice was quiet for a beat, her face frozen in concentration. Then she blinked—hard—and whispered, “She ran?”

The room snapped to full alert.

Emmett was already on his feet, game forgotten. “Zoe?” 

Rosalie flashed to Alice’s side while Jasper watched his wife carefully from his place on the couch, feeling his family’s waves of panic and doing his best to soothe them back.

Edward’s brows furrowed. “What happened?”

Alice turned the speaker on and set the phone on the coffee table. Bella’s voice spilled out, tight with guilt and panic. “Tell me everything.”

“She got a package this morning. It was from someone named Klaus. Or at least signed like it. She just… she saw it and bolted. Took my truck and disappeared.”

Rosalie’s knuckles went white against the arm of the couch. “Who is Klaus?”

Bella hesitated only for a minute. “I don’t know. I don’t think Zoe’s ever mentioned him, but she has a lot of friends from home. They all sent her gifts together. She was opening them and…” Her voice trailed off. The Cullens already knew how the story ended.

Carlisle moved first, crossing the room in seconds. “Where was she heading?”

“We don’t know,” Bella admitted. “She didn’t say a word. Just ran. Charlie and I couldn’t stop her.”

Alice’s expression darkened, but not with surprise—frustration. “I can’t see her. It’s like it always is with her. She’s a black hole. Every time I try, my vision warps.”

Jasper exhaled quietly. “We need to spread out.”

Carlisle nodded. “We’ll take different routes. Edward, head toward the south end of town. Jasper, west. Emmett, north. Alice and Rosalie—stay close to the highway exits, just in case she tries to leave Forks.” He took Alice’s phone. “Bella, can you have your father call his friends in La Push? Ask them to keep an eye out.”

Bella was silent for a moment. “Yeah, I can do that.”

“What about you?” Edward asked Carlisle, already grabbing his coat.

“I’ll sweep the forest trails near the mountain access roads. If she’s scared, she might pull off and go somewhere quiet.”

Rosalie’s mouth tightened. “It’s below freezing.”

“She won’t get far dressed like she was,” Bella said softly. “She wasn’t expecting to go anywhere today. She wasn’t even wearing shoes.” She sniffed. “She was in shorts, Carlisle.”

Jasper grit his teeth as he stood. “If we’re lucky, she’ll pull off and stop when the panic fades.” He told his family.

Edward paused, gaze flicking toward Carlisle. “She doesn’t know what we are. Remember that.”

Carlisle gave a small nod. “Then we be careful. We stay calm. No vampire speed. No sharp movements.”

Everyone was already moving—grabbing keys, phones, boots. The house emptied in seconds.

Only Alice lingered at the door, her phone still in hand, frown creasing her perfect features.

“She’s scared,” she murmured, almost to herself. “But not just of the package.”

Edward turned back. “Of what, then?”

Alice looked out into the snow-blurred trees, eyes glassy and distant. “I don’t know yet.”

Then she shut the door behind her.

 

The snow had picked up again—gentle, but constant. It blurred the horizon and turned the road into a ribbon of white shadow, winding through the trees. Carlisle’s tires crunched softly along the shoulder of the mountain road just outside Forks, the Mercedes moving at a crawl.

His hands stayed loose on the wheel, but his jaw was tight.

He hadn’t needed to be told what the name Klaus meant—a mere gift from him caused Zoe to flee. And while he didn’t know the context, he knew danger when he heard it. He’d seen it in Zoe before—in the tremble of her breath, the distance in her eyes, the way her fingers clutched that bracelet like a lifeline.

A girl like Zoe Clark didn’t panic like that over nothing.

He reached the curve of a service road often used by hunters and forestry workers and pulled off, tires slipping gently before catching. The forest loomed dense and blue-grey, muffled under fresh powder. He opened the door and stepped into the snow.

Bella’s familiar red truck sat, unassuming, at the edge.

His boots crunched softly as we walked towards it. Carlisle looked inside, already knowing what he’d find.

An empty cab. No Zoe. 

His gaze shifted to the forest around him. No wind. No birds. Just the delicate whisper of snowfall and—

A trail.

Barefoot prints. Tiny. Unmistakable.

Zoe.

Carlisle’s heart seized.

She’d left the road and walked into the woods. No coat. No boots. Just socks, likely soaked through by now. The footprints meandered first, like she hadn’t known where to go. But then they curved—off the main trail. Deeper.

He followed quickly, but not so fast as to spook her if she heard him coming. Every few steps, he paused. Listened. His breath didn’t fog in the air, but he imagined hers would. Shallow. Cold. Scared.

The footprints began to falter. She’d slipped once, caught herself. The snow was deeper here, up to her calves in places.

And then, around a bend—

A splash of dark fabric. Motionless.

“Zoe,” Carlisle called gently, not moving closer yet. “It’s me. It's Carlisle Cullen.”

She flinched.

She was crouched near a tree, arms wrapped tightly around herself. Her pajama shorts were soaked through, her sweater crusted with snow, her curls frizzing wildly around her face. The bracelet on her wrist gleamed dully in the overcast light, her fingers clamped around it so tightly her knuckles had gone white.

“Don’t,” she rasped through blue lips, backing against the trunk. “Don’t come closer.”

Carlisle held up his hands, staying where he was. “Okay. I won’t. Just talk to me.”

She didn’t answer.

“You’re freezing,” he said, voice low, soothing. “Let me take you somewhere warm. We don’t have to talk. We can just get you out of the cold.”

Her breath came fast and uneven. “Why are you even here?”

“Bella called,” he said honestly. “We’re all looking for you. Everyone’s worried.”

Zoe’s eyes were wide and wet, but not crying. Not yet. Her chin trembled. “It was supposed to be a normal day,” she whispered. “I was trying. I was really trying.”

“I know.”

She looked away. “And then he—he ruined it. Like always.”

Carlisle took one step forward.

Zoe didn’t move.

Another.

Still nothing.

He knelt, slowly, keeping a respectful distance. His coat rustled faintly as he settled into the snow. “I won’t ask who sent the gift. But I know he hurt you.”

She didn’t reply. Just closed her eyes like she wanted the world to disappear.

Carlisle waited. His voice, when he spoke again, was barely above a breath. “You don’t have to run, Zoe.”

Her shoulders trembled. And then, softly—like the ice cracking on a pond—she said, “I didn’t know where else to go.” Her voice cracked. “I didn’t have anywhere to go.”

Carlisle’s chest ached.

“You don’t have to go anywhere alone,” he said. “You can always come to me.”

This time, she didn’t stop him as he crossed the last few feet and gently draped his coat over her shoulders. Her head tipped toward him—not a full lean, but enough. Enough to show she wasn’t running anymore.

Not for now.

And so he sat with her in the snow, quiet and unmoving, until her breath evened out. Not pressing. Not prying. Just present.

 

Carlisle’s coat hung heavy on Zoe’s shoulders as he guided her back through the snow, one slow step at a time.

She hadn’t said much since he’d found her. Her voice had gone hoarse from the cold and panic, and her body felt hollow—like her soul had gone quiet to avoid cracking. But she hadn’t protested when he offered to carry her. Hadn’t flinched when his arm wrapped around her for warmth. She was too cold to fight anymore.

By the time they reached his car, Zoe’s teeth were chattering uncontrollably, but she was still gripping the bracelet like it might disappear if she let go. “Bella’s truck…”

“One of my children will bring it home.” Carlisle promised as he guided Zoe past the truck and towards his Mercedes. He opened the passenger door and helped her in carefully, kneeling beside her to adjust the seatbelt, his fingers light as they brushed her wrist.

That same spark—quiet, electric—flickered between them, but neither said anything. She just leaned her head against the cool window and closed her eyes.

He drove slowly, his usual grace tinged with caution. Zoe didn’t speak once.

When they reached the Cullen house, the glass walls shimmered faintly with snowlight. The driveway was empty. Carlisle had called ahead—quietly, firmly—asking the rest of the family to give them space. Edward was going over to Bella’s home to tell Charlie that Zoe had been found and would be returned shortly. Alice was bringing the truck home. 

The engine cut off.

Zoe didn’t move.

Carlisle stepped out and came around to her side. When he opened the door, she blinked at him slowly, as if waking from a long sleep. He offered a hand. She took it.

Inside, the house was warm—low lights, soft classical music humming faintly through unseen speakers. It smelled faintly of evergreen and woodsmoke, even though no fire burned.

Zoe stood awkwardly in the foyer, dripping snow onto the polished floor. Her socks were soaked through and her pajama shorts clung to her skin like paper.

Carlisle took one look at her and said gently, “Come upstairs. You need to change into something warm.” 

As a doctor, Carlisle had begun to worry when Zoe stopped shivering, when her lips turned to a deeper shade of blue. She was already so small, so fragile, so human. She couldn’t handle being out in the cold for as long as she had been in the forest.

She hesitated.

“There’s no one else here,” he added quietly. “Just us.”

Zoe nodded once.

He led her upstairs to a guest room—minimal, quiet, with pale blue walls and a thick knit blanket draped over the bed. He handed her a pair of soft sweatpants and a hoodie from a drawer, clearly Alice’s doing at some point. “These should fit. I’ll be just down the hall.”

She didn’t say anything, but she changed. When she came downstairs again, her hair was towel-dried and her face scrubbed free of tears she hadn’t let fall. Carlisle was in the kitchen, heating a kettle even though he wouldn’t drink it.

He looked up and offered a soft smile. “Tea? Or cocoa?”

Zoe stood at the edge of the room, eyes heavy-lidded. “Tea. If it’s not too much trouble.” It reminded Zoe of late night talks with Jenna Sommers when they gossiped about anything from school to boys to Zoe’s dad.

“Never.” Carlisle broke Zoe out of her memories before they could get too bad. Too recent. Too tragic. “Is mint okay?”

Zoe nodded slowly feeling numb. Even her bond with Damon was quiet, like something had diverted the connection. She watched him move, graceful and deliberate, and for a moment, she didn’t feel like she had to brace for impact. She didn’t feel like she was a problem to be solved. Just a girl who was tired. And someone who was quietly being taken care of.

When he handed her the mug, her hands shook as she took it.

Carlisle nodded toward the couch in the corner of the open space. “Sit. Rest. You don’t have to talk.”

Zoe sat.

He joined her but gave her space, angled slightly toward her but not crowding. The silence between them wasn’t tense. Just still. Like a snow-covered forest.

Zoe finally whispered, “I didn’t want to ruin today.”

“You didn’t.”

She looked at him, eyes too big for her face, rimmed in red. “He never lets me forget I’m not free.”

Carlisle didn’t ask who he was.

Instead, he said, “Maybe not. But you’re not alone either.”

Zoe nodded slowly, staring into her mug.

Outside, the snow kept falling.

 

The warmth of the fireplace wrapped around the room like a thick quilt, the only sound the low crackle of flames and the soft tick of a nearby clock. Carlisle sat in a high-backed chair he’d pulled close to the hearth, angled just close enough to keep an eye on Zoe.

She was curled beneath a thick throw, knees tucked to her chest on the end of the long leather couch. Her hair had just begun to fully dry by the heat of the nearby fire.

The tea cup she’d been cradling slipped slightly in her lax grip, and Carlisle reached out with inhuman speed without thinking, catching it before it could tumble to the floor and wake Zoe.

He watched her a moment longer. Her breathing had evened out, mouth slightly parted in sleep, the lines in her brow finally softening. Her bracelet still circled her wrist like armor, catching the firelight in tiny, deliberate flashes.

Carlisle exhaled quietly.

She looked so young.

So breakable.

The doorbell rang, low and urgent. Not waiting for a response, Charlie Swan let himself in. His boots were soaked, his face pinched and raw from the cold, panic etched into every line.

Carlisle met him in the foyer. “She’s okay.”

Charlie didn’t answer at first—his eyes already searching past Carlisle, locking onto the figure on the couch.

“She's sleeping?” he asked, voice rough.

Carlisle nodded. “She was freezing, disoriented, but she let me bring her here. She changed and I gave her something warm to drink, and she fell asleep by the fire not long after.”

Charlie let out a long breath. “I knew something was off this morning. She was wired. I should’ve—”

“You followed your instincts,” Carlisle interrupted gently. “You came after her.”

They stood in silence for a moment. Then Charlie stepped forward, kneeling down beside the couch. He didn't touch Zoe, but he looked at her like he might break from it.

“She hasn’t slept through the night in weeks,” he admitted in a low voice. “And now she’s out cold at a stranger’s house. I don’t know whether to be grateful or terrified.”

Carlisle’s voice was soft. “You’re not the only one worried about her.”

Charlie nodded, eyes still on Zoe. “Thank you. For finding her.”

Carlisle didn’t reply—he didn’t need to. The fire cracked softly behind them.

And in that quiet, snow still falling gently outside, the two men kept watch over the girl they both cared about more than they could say.

 

Zoe stirred under the soft weight of the blanket, a crease forming between her brows as consciousness crept back in. The crackling of the fireplace was the first thing she registered—then the smell of cedar and something faintly floral. Not home. Not the Swan house. Not the Boarding House or the Clark House either. For a moment, she almost believed she was back at Bonnie’s Grams’ cabin.

She bolted upright.

Her heart jumped, disoriented panic rising in her throat until she saw him—Carlisle, still seated in the chair near the fire, his expression calm but alert. And beside her, lower, closer—

“Uncle Charlie?” Her voice was hoarse, brittle from sleep and cold air.

Charlie straightened from where he’d clearly been sitting on the floor. His eyes were red at the edges. “Hey, kiddo.”

Zoe’s arms tightened instinctively around herself. “What… What time is it?”

“Almost noon.” Charlie’s voice was careful. “You’ve been asleep a few hours.”

She blinked at him, then looked down at the borrowed clothes. Her bracelet was still on, faintly warm against her pulse point. “I—God.” Her breath caught. “I didn’t mean to run.”

“I know,” Charlie said quietly. “I know you were scared.”

Zoe’s throat bobbed, but she didn’t argue. She didn’t have the strength. Her eyes flickered from her uncle to Carlisle and she knew she had to give them an explanation. Normal people didn’t run because someone sent them a creepy card.

She looked away at that, shame coloring her cheeks. “I thought it was a joke,” she whispered. “Klaus… he always plays games, but this—on Christmas—” She lied. Or didn’t. Klaus did like to play games, especially with her and Elena, treating them like they were his property to play with. Like a cat batting around an injured mouse.

Charlie’s hand hovered near her shoulder but didn’t quite land. “We’ll deal with it. However we need to. But you can’t just disappear like that again, Zoe.”

“I didn’t think.” She bit her lip. “I just… reacted.”

Carlisle’s voice was soft. “Most people do.”

There was a long pause.

Zoe finally glanced at the fire, the light catching in her eyes. “Sorry I ruined Christmas.”

Charlie gave a quiet, huffing sound. “You didn’t ruin anything. We were just scared.”

Zoe managed a small, tired smile. “Still kind of sounds like a Hallmark plot. Kid with a dark past ruins cozy holiday.”

Charlie looked at Carlisle, who raised a brow, a faint smile tugging at his lips.

“You didn’t ruin it,” Charlie repeated. “You just made it real.”

Zoe exhaled slowly and finally nodded.

“Think you’re up for heading home?” he asked gently.

Zoe looked toward the window, snow still falling in thick flakes outside. “Yeah. I think I’m okay now.”

Carlisle stood, offering her Alice’s boots they’d set near the fire to warm. “Then let’s get you home.”

Zoe hesitated before accepting them. “Thank you. For finding me.”

Carlisle met her gaze, quiet but steady. “Always.”

And for the first time that day, Zoe believed it.

 

Chapter 21: Twilight: Unraveling

Chapter Text

The snow hadn’t melted. If anything, it had only grown heavier over Zoe and Bella’s Winter Break—now crusted in jagged gray banks around the parking lot, clinging to tree branches like frostbite. Zoe stepped out of Charlie’s cruiser, the soles of her block heels crunching against ice, her coat zipped to her chin, scarf pulled too tight. 

She hadn’t been allowed to go back to school with Bella and Edward at first, Charlie still intent on keeping a close eye on Zoe while he could after what happened on Christmas. She’d asked to walk in alone, at least. Charlie hadn’t liked it, but he’d let her go with a sigh and a quiet, “Text me if anything feels off, kiddo.”

Everything felt off.

Zoe crossed the parking lot quickly, shoulders tense, fingers curled around the strap of her bag like it might keep her upright. The bracelet Damon gave her clinked against her wrist, cold and constant. Like the world’s most comforting handcuff. She didn’t look around. Didn’t check for eyes on her. But she felt them.

The Cullens.

They were better at pretending than most. But she wasn’t stupid. Not after that day.

No one mentioned Christmas. Not Bella. Not Uncle Charlie. Not the boy with golden eyes who came over every day to see Zoe’s cousin and watched her as if it mattered to him if she was a flight risk. The only mention had been when Zoe passed the borrowed boots Carlisle had leant her to Edward with a message to tell the boot’s rightful owner thank you.

They knew what happened.

They knew that she knew that they knew what happened.

And Zoe… Zoe was pretending that she didn’t know that they knew.

Inside, the hallways felt too loud, too bright, too normal. Lockers slammed. Boots squeaked. Someone laughed too hard near the vending machines. She walked to her locker like it was any other day. Like nothing had changed.

Except Jasper nodded when she passed. Alice offered her a spare pair of gloves, smiling too widely. Emmett clapped her shoulder like he didn’t know what else to do. Rosalie didn’t say anything—but she lingered, hovering near Zoe’s locker with a practiced aloofness that was almost comforting.

And Edward… Edward just watched her. Not invasive. Not unkind. Just… watching. Like he expected all of Zoe’s secrets to fall out of her at any moment.

Zoe stuffed her books into her locker, calm on the outside, storm underneath. Then Bella appeared at her side like guilt made real.

“Hey,” Bella said, too casual.

Zoe didn’t glance over. “Hey.”

“Did you sleep okay?”

Zoe shut her locker. “Sure. Dreamless and peaceful.” She gave Bella a crooked smile. “Thanks for asking.”

Bella winced. “Zoe—”

But the warning bell rang, and Zoe was already walking.

In her English class, Jasper was already in his seat. Zoe slid into the desk beside him, not saying a word. He didn’t either. But he angled his chair slightly toward hers, enough to make the space feel less like a battlefield.

Zoe opened her notebook and doodled in the margins.

At least Jasper didn’t expect her to talk.

 

At lunch, Zoe didn’t sit with Bella and Cullens. Not because she didn’t want to—but because she didn’t know how to. Not anymore. Bella sat between Edward and Alice. Jasper held Alice’s hand tightly as if it was the only thing keeping him sitting and Rosalie leaned against Emmett’s side like she belonged there. They were a portrait of belonging.

Zoe sat near the windows of an unused classroom with a half-eaten apple and a lukewarm coffee, watching the snow fall in slow, soft spirals.

The door creaked open.

Rosalie.

Zoe didn’t look up until she heard the familiar leather swish of Rosalie’s jacket. The blonde didn’t sit—just stood beside her, arms crossed, eyes unreadable.

“I thought you weren’t coming back today,” Rosalie said finally. “Edward said that Charlie wanted to keep you home a little while longer.”

Zoe shrugged. “Guess I’m full of surprises.”

Rosalie stared at her for a long moment. “You don’t have to sit alone.”

Zoe tapped her fingers against the table, bracelet catching the light. “It’s fine. You guys already saved me once. I don’t expect a sequel.”

Rosalie’s jaw clenched—but she didn’t argue.

Instead, she pulled a chair out and sat.

Rosalie didn’t say anything else. Just sat. The chair didn’t screech—of course it didn’t. Rosalie moved like a ghost, all smooth lines and measured grace, like even her silences were rehearsed.

Zoe stared at her coffee cup. “You don’t have to stay.”

“I know.”

A beat. Then another.

“I’m not going to break,” Zoe muttered. “Or run away.” She added, realizing that was probably the more prominent worry these days.

“I didn’t say you would.”

Zoe looked at her, eyebrows raised. “But you think I might.”

Rosalie’s lips quirked into something that wasn’t quite a smile. “I think you’d set yourself on fire before letting anyone see you shiver.”

That pulled a short laugh from Zoe—sharp and involuntary. “That’s... morbidly accurate.”

Rosalie didn’t look away. “You aren’t wearing eyeliner today.”

Zoe blinked. “What?”

“You usually wear a smoky eye. Every day. But not today..”

Zoe narrowed her gaze. “You catalog my makeup choices?”

“I notice things,” Rosalie said simply. “Especially when people start disappearing one piece at a time before running into the woods half naked during a snow storm on Christmas.”

Zoe sat back slowly, the breath catching just a little in her throat. Her fingers reached up to tug her scarf tighter, more out of habit than cold.

“Look,” she said, voice low. “I know what you’re all doing. Watching me. Trying to make sure I don’t implode or self-destruct or whatever it is you think I’m about to do.”

Rosalie raised a brow but didn’t interrupt.

“I get it,” Zoe continued. “I scared people. I scared myself. But that doesn’t mean I’m broken. I’m not going to shatter if someone breathes wrong around me.”

“No,” Rosalie agreed, quiet. “But I think you’re lonely.”

Zoe stared at her, stunned still by the softness of the words.

“And I think,” Rosalie added, leaning in just slightly, “you’re exhausted from pretending otherwise.”

Zoe looked down at her lap. The bracelet on her wrist gleamed, sharp and gold.

“I don’t do heart-to-hearts,” she muttered.

Rosalie smirked. “Good. Neither do I.”

They sat like that—shoulders angled, words fading—while the rest of the cafeteria buzzed with noise and warmth that never quite reached them.

Zoe poked at the remains of her apple. “You know, most people who try to help me end up regretting it.”

Rosalie didn’t flinch. “I’m not most people.”

Another pause. This one more comfortable.

Zoe glanced at her. “If I ever do break…”

“I’ll be there,” Rosalie said.

“I was gonna say you should run away. Far away.” Zoe didn’t smile. But she didn’t look away either.

“Not my style.” Rosalie said, voice light but heavy with meaning.

 

The house was quiet. Bella was downstairs, half-watching a rerun with Charlie. Acting as if they were guarding the front door from Zoe. Snow pressed softly against the windows, and the faint scent of pine and vanilla drifted up from the living room candle.

Zoe lay across her bed, fully dressed but unmoving. The lights were off, the room dimly lit by the blue glow of her phone screen. She didn’t jump when it buzzed. She’d seen the name.

Damon.

For a second, she just stared at it.

Then she answered.

“Hey,” she said, voice flat.

A beat. Then Damon’s voice—light, careful. “Wow. You picked up. Wasn’t sure you would.”

“I’m full of surprises.”

Another pause.

“You sound like hell.”

Zoe gave a quiet snort. “Thanks.”

“I meant it affectionately.”

She didn’t reply.

Damon exhaled. “You okay?”

“I’m breathing.”

“Not what I asked.”

She shifted, her fingers closing around the bracelet at her wrist. “Things are fine.”

“Zoe…”

“I had a cold, Damon.” She lied. “Drop it.”

He was quiet for a beat, then his tone shifted, like he knew pushing wouldn’t work.

“Ric’s dating Meredith Fell now,” Damon said casually, like he hadn’t been waiting to say something heavier.

Zoe blinked. “Seriously?”

“Yep. Doctor, high-functioning alcoholic, prone to stabbing problematic vampires. Match made in heaven.”

A soft breath escaped her. Almost a laugh. “God, I missed Mystic Falls.”

“You say that like you ever really left it.”

Another silence. Zoe turned onto her side, facing the wall.

Damon’s voice was gentler now. “I heard from Klaus.”

Her breath hitched. She didn’t respond.

“Stefan made a move,” he went on. “Tried something stupid. And Klaus… reacted.”

Still nothing.

“Zoe?”

She closed her eyes. “I don’t want to talk about this.”

“I need you to know—”

“No, you don’t.” Her voice was sharp now. Too loud in the quiet room.

He went still on the other end. “I didn’t call to scare you.”

“Then maybe you shouldn’t have mentioned Klaus.”

“Zoe, you’re not alone—”

“I never said I was.”

More silence.

She could hear the unsaid worry in his breath, feel the weight of all the things he wasn’t saying. But she couldn’t carry that tonight. Couldn’t carry him.

“I have to go,” she said suddenly, sitting up.

“Zoe—”

“Uncle Charlie’s calling. It’s my turn to do the dishes. Sorry.” She ended the call.

The screen dimmed, and the silence returned.

The bond between the buzzed slightly with concern. Anxiety. Warmth.

Outside, snow kept falling. Inside, Zoe pressed her fingers hard to her bracelet like it might keep the world from cracking open.

 

The snow fell steadily outside, blanketing the dark world in silence. But inside the attic, the quiet didn’t last.

Zoe twisted in her bed, tangled in sweat-damp sheets, eyes flitting behind shut lids. Her breath hitched—uneven. Panicked.

In her mind, Zoe wasn’t in Forks. 

She was in a forest, drenched in mist. Snow on bare branches. Zoe stood in a pale, high-collared dress, her hair pinned neatly, her gloved hands trembling.

Elijah appeared first. Suave. Sympathetic. A gentleman’s concern that cloaked something colder.

Then Klaus.

She didn’t see his face—not clearly—but she felt the fear. The wrongness. She was taken. She remembered the snap of a parasol hitting the ground, the grip on her arm, the way the trees swallowed her scream.

Zoe jolted upright with a ragged scream.

Her bracelet seared hot against her wrist.

Sheets fell away as she clawed at the fabric around her, disoriented, breath shallow, eyes wide and unfocused.

THUMP. THUMP. THUMP.

Footsteps scrambled up the stairs, only increasing Zoe’s disoriented panic. Charlie burst in, hair messy, having just rolled out of bed and wearing a t-shirt over flannel pajama pants.

“Zoe? Zoe!”

She was still gasping, knees tucked to her chest, spine against the headboard. The scream still echoed faintly in her throat.

Charlie rushed forward but didn’t touch her. He crouched beside the bed, his voice low and firm. “You’re okay. It’s over. You’re safe.”

Zoe nodded numbly. A lie she told herself too.

Charlie looked at her bracelet glowing faintly in the dark and didn’t ask. He just waited.

 

Edward sat frozen beside Bella’s bed, still wearing his shirt from dinner, hair slightly mussed from running his fingers through it too many times.

Upstairs, the scream tore through the quiet again. Edward flinched, his golden eyes darting upward. “What was that?”

Bella didn’t move. Just rolled over slowly, eyes still hazy with sleep. “That…was Zoe.”

Edward groaned softly, incredulous. “What do you mean that was Zoe?”

“She has nightmares.” Bella yawned. “All the time. She wakes up screaming like that once a week. Sometimes more. It’s normal.”

“That wasn’t normal,” Edward said sharply, still listening.

Bella turned onto her back. “It is for her.”

He didn’t respond. He kept listening until the quiet returned upstairs.

 

The sun rose reluctantly, casting pale light across the snow-covered streets of Forks. The Swan house was quiet, the hush of early morning disturbed only by the ticking of the kitchen clock and the occasional groan of the old pipes.

Zoe sat on the edge of her bed, shoulders curled in, blanket wrapped around her like armor. Her phone glowed faintly in her hand.

She hesitated over the keyboard, thumbs hovering.

Then she typed: Can you bind dreams?

No punctuation. No explanation. Just a message for Bonnie. A cry for help.

She hit send and placed the phone beside her, eyes fixed on the pale gray outside her window. She didn’t cry. She didn’t move. She just sat, bracelet warm against her wrist, anchoring her to the now.

 

Edward stood near the window of his father’s study, arms crossed. Snow fell silently outside. Carlisle sat behind his desk, flipping through a medical journal he hadn’t truly read in hours.

Edward spoke without preamble. “Zoe had a nightmare last night.”

Carlisle glanced up. “A nightmare?”

“No.” Edward shook his head slowly. “A night terror. It was visceral. She screamed like something was killing her.”

Carlisle stilled. “Is she all right?”

“Charlie sat with her until she calmed down.” Edward’s voice darkened. “But it wasn’t the first time. Bella said it happens often.”

Carlisle leaned back in his chair, eyes distant. “And she never speaks about them?”

“No,” Edward said. “And I can’t see inside her head. You know that. She’s… blocked. Like Bella, but different. More chaotic. More distorted. Like static. It’s like she’s haunted by something, but won’t let anyone near it.”

Carlisle’s fingers traced a pen on his desk. “You said she screamed.”

“Like she remembered dying.” Edward’s voice was tight now. “And afterward, the silence was worse. Like the house was holding its breath.”

Carlisle didn’t reply right away.

Edward turned. “You think it’s just trauma?” There was a small hope, buried deep in the recesses of Edward’s mind, that Zoe’s dreams were horrible. That they weren’t dreams and they were memories of Zoe Cullen. That Zoe Clark, somehow, was Edward’s adoptive mother and had found a way to come back to them. To Carlisle.

Carlisle’s gaze lingered on the frost-veiled trees beyond the glass. “I think…” he paused, quiet. “I think Zoe’s been running from something longer than any of us know. And it’s finally catching up to her.”

 

Zoe’s phone buzzed on the windowsill, screen lighting up with Bonnie’s name. She hesitated before answering, already feeling the tension curl in her chest.

“Hey,” she said, voice tired and flat.

Bonnie didn’t bother with small talk. “I’m looking into it. The dreams. I found a few old rituals that might help bind them, limit what gets through—but…”

Zoe’s fingers tightened around her blanket. “But?”

“I don’t know what it would do to the bonding spell.”

That silenced her.

Bonnie continued, gentler now. “You know the one. The one tying you to Damon. It’s old, Zoe. Powerful. If we mess with it—”

“I know what it is,” Zoe snapped. “I know what it’s keeping me from.”

“It’s keeping you alive,” Bonnie said firmly. “We don’t know if binding your dreams could unravel something. Or hurt you. Or him.”

Zoe turned toward the window, her reflection a ghost in the glass. “And you just decided to tell me this now?”

“That’s not all.” Bonnie’s voice dropped. “There’s another spell on you. I’ve known for a while, but I didn’t want to say anything until I could figure out what it was.”

Zoe’s breath hitched. “You’ve known?”

Bonnie hesitated. “I’m sorry. I was trying to protect you.”

“Protect me?” Her voice rose. “You’ve known there was some kind of ancient magic tangled in my body, and you didn’t tell me?”

“I didn’t want to scare you.”

Zoe laughed bitterly. “Too late.”

Bonnie sighed. “It’s old. Older than the bond with Damon. It’s… complicated. Layered. I haven’t seen anything like it before. I don’t know what it does. I just know it’s there.”

Zoe closed her eyes, feeling the weight settle deeper in her chest. “I’m so tired, Bon.”

“I know,” Bonnie whispered. “I’m trying. Just give me a little more time.”

Zoe didn’t say goodbye before hanging up. She just stared out at the snow-covered trees, wondering how much more of herself she hadn’t discovered yet—and if it would kill her when she finally did.

 

The fluorescent lights buzzed softly overhead. Zoe sat in one of the plastic waiting chairs just outside the main office, arms crossed, foot tapping against the floor with a sharp rhythm.

She muttered under her breath, “What did I even do?”

Inside the glass-walled conference room, Charlie sat across from Ms. Russell, Zoe’s English teacher, who flipped open a folder and smiled politely.

“I want to be clear, Mr. Swan — this isn’t disciplinary,” she said, hands folded. “In fact, Zoe’s doing remarkably well.”

Charlie frowned slightly. “So… she’s not in trouble?”

Ms. Russell chuckled. “No. Quite the opposite.”

Charlie raised a brow. He supposed there was a first time for everything.

Ms. Russell continued, her tone turning more thoughtful. “Zoe’s academic performance is exceptional. She rarely turns in anything late, her papers are sophisticated, her reading comprehension is collegiate. She’s intuitive, articulate — honestly, she’s the kind of student we worry about not challenging enough.”

Charlie nodded slowly, trying to catch up.

“She’s been a little distracted lately,” Ms. Russell acknowledged, “but even so, she’s ahead of most of our juniors and seniors. We think she’d benefit from moving up a grade.”

Charlie blinked. “You want her to graduate early?”

Ms. Russell smiled. “We’d work with her to finish this semester’s coursework and start senior-level classes this spring. She could graduate with her cousin if she wants.”

From outside the room, Zoe caught Charlie’s stunned expression through the glass. Her brow furrowed. Great, she thought. Expulsion and disappointment.

Ms. Russell added, lowering her voice slightly, “We know she’s had…a difficult year. But this could give her a new sense of purpose. She doesn’t talk much in class, but when she writes?” She handed Charlie a printed essay. “She has something to say.”

Charlie skimmed it, brow furrowing at the complexity. Then glanced at the door.

“She’s going to be furious you called me in,” he said, though a note of pride had crept into his voice.

Ms. Russell smiled. “Probably. But I thought it was worth it.”

 

Zoe stood as Charlie exited the office.

“So,” she said, hands on her hips, ready for the fallout. “How bad is it?”

Charlie handed her the essay. “Apparently, you’re a genius.”

Zoe blinked. “Wait, what?”

“They want to move you up a grade,” he said casually, walking past her. “Come on, future valedictorian. I’m buying dinner.”

Zoe stared at his back, speechless, then looked down at the essay in her hand. The title: Monsters in the Mirror: Self-Perception and Gothic Dread in Brontë’s “Wuthering Heights.”

She muttered, “This is ridiculous,” but couldn’t help the corner of her mouth from curling upward — just a little.

 

The roast chicken was barely touched.

Bella blinked across the table, fork paused midair. “Wait—what?”

Zoe sat curled in her usual chair, one leg tucked under her, calmly spooning mashed potatoes onto her plate like this was the most normal conversation in the world.

“They want to move her up a grade,” Charlie said, still sounding faintly dazed. “Graduate early.”

Bella gaped. “You?”

Zoe didn’t look up. “Yeah. Wild, right?”

“I mean—” Bella floundered, glancing between her cousin and her father. “You’re barely passing P.E.”

Zoe shrugged. “Not my area of expertise. I hate team sports.”

“I mean, I knew you were smart, but…”

“I took AP classes in Virginia,” Zoe offered with a shrug. “And Dad made me do a few summer college courses for extra credit. Mostly lit and comp stuff.”

Charlie dropped his fork. “And you never thought to mention any of that?”

Zoe looked genuinely puzzled by the question. “Why would I?”

Bella sputtered. “Because we live with you ?”

Zoe smirked, finally glancing up. “I like to be underestimated. Comes in handy.”

Charlie opened his mouth to respond—then shut it again, shaking his head with a quiet laugh.

Bella narrowed her eyes. “You’re insufferable.”

“Only on weekdays,” Zoe said sweetly, stabbing a green bean with the air of someone completely unbothered by being found out.

Charlie leaned back in his chair, watching both girls for a beat before smiling faintly.

“Alright, brainiac,” he said, raising his glass of iced tea. “To early graduation—if you want it.”

Zoe hesitated for a moment, then clinked her glass softly against his. “I haven’t decided yet.”

Bella, still stunned, stared at her cousin as if seeing her for the first time.

Zoe just went back to her dinner, unbothered as ever.

 

On Monday morning, the moment Zoe stepped onto campus, the stares started.

Some subtle, some not. Heads tilted, conversations paused mid-sentence, eyes flicked to her like she was walking into class in head-to-toe sequins.

She didn’t blame them. Kids didn’t just move up a grade at Forks High. Especially not the girl who once pretended to sleep through gym and who nearly failed a unit in Health because she refused to dissect a frog on moral principle (“Frogs have families too,” she’d told the horrified sub).

But here she was. Junior year.

New classes. New schedule. Same body in the same coat, walking a little straighter through halls that suddenly felt tighter.

And still—an anomaly.

Just not in the way they thought.

At lunch, Zoe slid her tray onto the Cullen table before any of them could protest—not that they ever did. Without hesitation, she dropped into the empty seat beside Jasper. Alice’s usual seat.

He looked up, surprised but unreadable. He gave a small nod.

Zoe nodded back, like a silent truce. They didn’t have English together anymore and it was bothering her more than she expected. Jasper had been… grounding. Even if neither of them ever said much.

Across from her, Rosalie raised a perfectly arched brow but didn’t object. Emmett gave her a broad grin.

“Didn’t think we’d get to be classmates,” he said, nudging her boot under the table.

“I didn’t think you’d be in AP Trig,” Zoe replied dryly. “Is that a sign of the apocalypse?”

Rosalie smirked at that.

Emmett just grinned wider. “Guess I’m full of surprises.”

Zoe snorted. “That’s one word for it.”

Bella gave her a cautious smile from across the table, but Zoe didn’t meet her eyes. Edward, beside her, just studied Zoe with that cool, unreadable expression she was coming to associate with all things Cullen.

“I heard you’re in Bio with us now,” Bella offered, trying to be casual.

Zoe didn’t even blink. “Yeah. Should be fun. I mean, I’m sure you two are already very well-acquainted with biology. Or at least each other’s biology.”

Bella choked on her water.

Rosalie snorted.

Edward blinked once, slowly, like he was resetting.

Emmett let out a low, appreciative whistle.

Alice winced, trying not to think too much about her brother…doing things with her new friend.

Jasper, next to her, barely smiled. But the air around her felt warmer. Calmer.

Zoe picked up her apple like nothing had happened.

 

The heating in the classroom hissed faintly, mixing with the scratch of pens and the rustle of worn paperback novels. Outside, snow flurried against the windows, soft and relentless. Inside, the silence was thicker.

Zoe sat two rows from the front, a dog-eared copy of Frankenstein open on her desk. She twirled her pen, underlining a passage she already had memorized. “I ought to be thy Adam, but I am rather the fallen angel.” Same story, different names.

Rosalie sat ahead of her, back straight, hair shining like spun glass under the fluorescents. Her copy of Frankenstein looked untouched, pristine, but Zoe doubted that meant anything. She was probably the type to read it all in a night and recall it verbatim.

“Alright, class,” the teacher called out, clapping his hands once. “For the next two weeks, we’ll be working on a partner project. Comparative literary analysis— Frankenstein and one modern media of your choosing. Film, TV, podcast—whatever. But I want substance. Depth. Get past the obvious monster metaphors. I’ll give you the rubric tomorrow.”

The shuffle of chairs and groans of protest filled the room as students began glancing around.

“Pick your partners.”

Zoe didn’t move.

Emmett turned in his seat with a bright grin, raising his brows at Rosalie in silent invitation.

Rosalie didn’t even look at him.

She turned in her seat—slow, deliberate—and fixed Zoe with a calm stare. “We’re partners.”

It wasn’t a question.

Emmett gaped. “Babe—”

“I’ve worked with you three times this year already,” Rosalie said smoothly. “You don’t read the books. You just distract the teachers with extra credit charm.”

Zoe smirked behind her book. “Ouch.”

Emmett shot her a look that was more amused than offended. “You wound me, Rose.”

“I’ve seen you try to spell ‘Shelley,’ Em. Sit this one out. Make a new friend.” Rosalie turned back to Zoe, already sliding her desk a fraction closer. “You okay with that?”

Zoe raised a brow, amused. “I mean, I’m not sure I can match your ruthlessness, but sure.”

“Good.” Rosalie opened her notebook without another word, already outlining their topic with a kind of fierce grace.

Zoe leaned sideways, whispering just loud enough for Emmett to hear, “Don’t worry, big guy. I’ll take good care of her.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Emmett muttered, grinning despite himself.

As the rest of the class paired off, Zoe turned back to her book, still smiling faintly. Rosalie worked quietly beside her, efficient and focused.

It was the most peace Zoe had felt in a classroom in weeks.

 

Zoe stepped through the Cullen house’s front door, boots tapping softly against the sleek flooring. It was quiet, as always—too pristine, too still, too unlike any home she'd ever known. It wasn't like her Uncle Charlie's house or her childhood home or the Boarding House in the slightest. No comforts, no old world charm, no fighting and no faint smell of bourbon and bloodshed. Bella nudged her arm with a knowing look before heading off toward wherever Edward had ghosted away to.

"Don't fall into a Edward-shaped love coma," Zoe called after her, loud enough for Bella to flip her off as she disappeared. “And for all that is holy don’t forget to use protection! I like being Uncle Charlie’s favorit-”

"Hey," came a familiar voice.

She turned and found Jasper leaning in the doorway of the hall, arms crossed. He looked relaxed, a faint smile twitching at the corner of his mouth.

Zoe smirked. “Well if it isn’t my very first Forks High English partner. It’s nice to know fame hasn’t gone to your head.”

Jasper actually chuckled, which startled her more than it should have. “I didn’t realize I was famous.”

“You are in my book. The one titled ‘Guys Who Didn’t Make Me Cry in English Class.’ You’re on the first and only page.”

Jasper shook his head, amused. “Glad to know I made the cut.”

Just then, Rosalie appeared, dressed in casual elegance that somehow made Zoe’s sweater and circle skirt feel like rags. “You ready?” she asked, lifting a brow. “Or are you too busy flirting with my brother?”

Zoe blinked. “We were having a moment.” She joked, knowing Jasper was with Alice. “It was simmering with tension. I’m very close to tempting him away from his one great love.”

Jasper’s face cracked into an amused smile. “Oh? A moment?”

"She's mine today, Jasper." Rosalie rolled her eyes and grabbed Zoe’s wrist. “Moment over. Kitchen. Now.”

As she was pulled away, Zoe called back to Jasper, “Don’t be jealous. She’s got a project with me. I’ll wait for you, Jasper!”

In the kitchen, Rosalie spread out their materials on the counter—texts, notebooks, printed outlines. Zoe leaned over to peek.

“Wow,” she said. “You don’t mess around.”

“You were moved up for a reason,” Rosalie replied without looking up. “Don’t make me regret partnering with you.”

“Too late. I’m a menace.”

Rosalie grinned. “Yeah, Jasper warned me.”

They were already bickering lightheartedly when the front door opened again, a soft click of leather soles on hardwood announcing Carlisle’s arrival. He stepped into the threshold of the kitchen, pausing when he spotted Zoe.

His eyebrows lifted. “Zoe.”

Zoe glanced up from where she was pretending to read a passage from Frankenstein. “Hey, Doc.”

He blinked once, then smiled. “I didn’t expect to find you here.”

Rosalie didn’t even look up. “She’s mine for the afternoon. We’ve got a project.”

Carlisle raised a brow at Zoe. “School project?”

She gave him a wry smile. “Trying not to get shown up by the actual super genius.”

Carlisle chuckled softly. “Good luck.”

Zoe held his gaze for a beat longer than necessary, and for just a moment, something passed between them—something quiet and warm and unspoken.

Rosalie snapped her fingers. “Eyes on the paper, Clark.”

Zoe rolled her eyes, but smiled as she bent back over the notebook.

Rosalie busied herself highlighting lines from Frankenstein and cross-referencing themes in a notebook already half-filled with near-perfect cursive. Zoe, on the other hand, kept glancing over the top of her book, distracted by Carlisle lingering just a few steps away—still watching her with a mixture of surprise and something else she couldn’t quite name.

She finally tilted her head and said, “You’re staring.”

Carlisle blinked, caught. “Apologies. It’s just… unexpected.”

“Me showing up?”

He nodded once. “Yes, but pleasantly so.”

Zoe gave him a crooked smile, the kind that tried to hide sincerity behind sarcasm. “I didn’t crash your fancy lair, if that’s what you’re worried about. Bella dragged me here under the guise of boyfriend bonding and advanced academics.”

Carlisle’s lips twitched, but he didn’t comment on the vampire reference. “It’s nice to see you out. You’ve been… quieter since the holidays.”

Zoe looked back down at the book. “Yeah, well. Sometimes silence is safer. And Uncle Charlie may have deadbolted the front door.”

Rosalie’s pen paused mid-sentence, but she didn’t look up. Carlisle took a few steps closer, speaking with quiet warmth. “You don’t have to be silent here.”

Zoe shrugged one shoulder. “Sure I do. This place echoes.”

Carlisle’s eyes softened. He stepped over to the kettle, pouring himself a cup of tea—an unnecessary gesture, but one that gave Zoe a moment to breathe. The scent of mint filled the space, sharp and grounding. He set the mug beside her with a quiet clink.

She glanced up, surprised.

“You looked cold,” he offered, then added, “and undercaffeinated.”

Zoe quirked a brow. “Are you enabling my caffeine addiction, Dr. Cullen?”

“I prefer to think of it as harm reduction,” he said smoothly.

Rosalie smirked from her seat. “Just drink the tea, Zoe.”

Zoe wrapped her hands around the mug, letting the warmth seep into her fingers. “I didn’t realize doctors were allowed to be charming.”

Carlisle smiled at that, faint but genuine. “Only after hours.”

Zoe looked away quickly, back to the lines of her book—but not before Carlisle noticed the slight flush rise to her cheeks.

He turned, giving her back the distance she hadn’t asked for but clearly needed. As he moved toward the archway, she glanced up again.

“You really didn’t mind me being here?” she asked, quieter now.

He paused, one hand resting on the doorframe. Then he turned back to her, his gaze steady.

“I’m always glad to see you, Zoe.”

Rosalie didn’t comment. She didn’t need to.

Zoe took a sip of her tea, the mug still warm in her hands—and, for a moment, so was she.

 

Chapter 22: Twilight: Unraveled

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Zoe had been having a good week.

She’d been a junior for two weeks now. She and Rosalie had finished their English project. People at school had almost stopped staring at her like she was some kind of anomaly—like skipping a grade mid-year was the strangest thing about her.

If only they knew.

That she had a vampire bound to her soul.

That she was a doppelgänger—hunted by the Original Hybrid.

That she remembered past lives when no other doppelgänger could.

But for once, she was starting to feel like her old self again. Confident. Witty. A little chaotic, but not unhappy.

Bella was supposed to be watching her. Charlie had been called into the station—unusual for a Saturday—and he still didn’t quite trust Zoe to be alone. Not after Christmas. Understandable, sure. But the constant surveillance was starting to wear thin.

Bella had invited Zoe to come with her to the Cullens. But Zoe, for once in a rare good mood, had decided to stay home—to call her friends, speak freely, be herself.

She’d barely gotten two minutes into her call with Caroline when her voice rose in disbelief.

“Wait—Klaus gave you a dress?”

On the other end of the line, Caroline sighed. “It’s very pretty, and I’m supposed to play distraction.”

Zoe scoffed. “Distraction or dignity, Care. He killed me and Elena, remember? And it actually stuck for Jenna.”

A knock at the door pulled Zoe’s attention. “Give me a sec. Someone’s at the door,” she muttered, phone tucked to her shoulder as she moved through the house.

She opened it to a woman she didn’t immediately recognize.

“Can I help you?” Zoe asked, offering a cautious but polite smile.

The woman didn’t speak. Just looked at her.

Then recognition struck. “Aunt Abby?”

The woman smiled. “Hey, Zozo.”

Zoe blinked. “Caroline, I’m gonna have to call you back.”

“Zoe, wait—”

Click.

Zoe lowered the phone slowly. “How did you find me?”

“Bonnie told me you were staying with your uncle,” Abby said. “I remembered your uncle’s name, knew he lived in Forks. It wasn’t that hard.”

“You talked to Bonnie?” Zoe’s voice was flat. She was already on edge.

“Can I come in?”

The moment her eyes flicked to the threshold, Zoe knew.

Abby Bennett was a vampire.

Zoe stiffened and narrowed her eyes. “You’re not here for Klaus, are you?”

Abby raised her hands, peaceful. “No. I’m not here to hurt you. I’m here to explain.”

Zoe’s tone sharpened. “Explain what?”

Abby hesitated. “What happened the month before your mother died.”

Zoe flinched, the words cutting deeper than expected. “That’s not funny—”

“She didn’t die of cancer, Zoe.”

The world stilled.

“You’re really not here to hurt me?” Zoe asked, one last confirmation, as if a vampire was incapable of lying.

Abby shook her head. “You deserve the truth.”

Zoe nodded once, curt. “There’s a coffee shop in town. Do you have a car?”

 

Zoe sipped her latte while Abby settled in across from her. A gentle snowfall blurred the windows behind them, the town quieter than usual.

“Where do I even start?” Abby murmured.

“Maybe how you became a vampire?” Zoe offered, voice low.

Abby’s smile was more of a grimace. “I have Damon Salvatore to thank.”

Zoe stiffened. “Damon…”

“I know what he is to you." Abby said quickly. "Bonnie told me.”

Zoe’s stomach knotted.

“I’m not angry at you, Zozo. I’ve sacrificed too much to keep you safe.”

Zoe frowned. “What does that mean?”

Abby looked away. “Bonnie came to me before Damon turned me. She needed help... and she had questions. About you.”

Zoe was silent. Barely breathing.

“When you were little, the Originals’ father came to town. Mikael." The vampire exhaled deeply. "He wanted to stop Klaus from breaking his curse... permanently.”

“He came for me and Elena,” Zoe said quietly. The dots were easy enough to connect.

“He didn’t know about you. Doppelgängers don’t come in twos.”

Zoe gave a sharp, humorless smile. “I live to defy expectations.”

Abby huffed out a tired laugh. “He called you unnatural. The existence of Elena was a shock enough—after the last doppelgänger died only sixty years ago. But you?” She shook her head. “He planned to kill you both.”

“So what happened?”

“Your mom and Miranda Gilbert came to me. Begged for help.”

There hadn’t been a reason for her mom to know—not about vampires, not about witches, not about any of it. She wasn’t born into a Founding Family. As far as Zoe knew, Mystic Falls hadn’t had a vampire problem in 2000. Not then. Before that, sure. But not then.

The only reason her mother had known was because of her. Because of what Zoe was. Because of what Zoe would become. Because what Zoe could be used for.

Abby's voice was soft as she continued. “They were my best friends. And you and Elena were Bonnie’s. Of course I wanted to help.”

Zoe blinked fast. “What did you do?” A sick feeling churned in her gut.

“I cast two spells. They were both big and ancient and…they required a lot of magic. Maybe too much for one witch.”

“What were they?” Zoe asked, horrified, remembering what happened to Bonnie's Grams from just one big spell.

“One to neutralize and entomb Mikael. And one to hide you and Elena from any vampire who might come looking.”

“Is that why I have the dreams? Of other doppelgängers?”

Abby looked startled. “What?”

“I dream of them. Their deaths, their lives… all of it. All the girls who look like me but aren’t.”

Abby exhaled. “Your mother told me you had violent night terrors. I thought they’d stop, truthfully, after the spell.”

Zoe needed confirmation, just in case she was understanding Abby incorrectly. “So I had them before the spell?”

Abby nodded, expression tight.

But Zoe didn’t care about that anymore. “You said my mother didn’t die of cancer.”

Abby’s jaw tensed. “The spells... I needed more power…they required channeling. My mother wouldn't help. She didn't like getting involved with vampire problems. So your mother volunteered. She said she could handle it. She—she wanted to protect you.”

Zoe froze. “She died because of me.”

“Zoe—”

“Because I was born. Because I was unnatural.”

Abby reached across the table, but Zoe had already stood.

“I’m going home,” Zoe said, voice distant.

“I’ll drive you.”

“My uncle’s working nearby.”

Abby rose too. “Let me at least walk you.”

Zoe didn’t stop her. But she didn’t wait for her either.

 

The moment Charlie saw her through the glass of the station’s front office, he knew something was wrong.

The way she held herself—stiff, small. The way her hands shook.

“Are you hurt?” he asked, standing abruptly.

Zoe stared at him. Then her face crumpled. A sob escaped before she could stop it, and she covered her mouth in horror.

“Hey,” Charlie said, gentler now. “Come here.”

He wrapped her in his arms, pulling her tight against his chest like he could shield her from whatever had shattered her.

A nearby deputy started to rise from his desk, but Charlie waved him off.

“Let’s go in my office, okay?” he murmured. “I’ll even let you have an extra cup of coffee if you tell me what’s going on.”

Zoe’s shoulders shook. He wasn’t sure if she was laughing or crying.

Zoe wasn’t sure either.

The door clicked shut behind them. Zoe stood in the middle of the room, arms crossed tightly, like she didn’t know what to do with herself now that she was here.

Charlie moved quietly behind his desk and pulled out the second chair, not his usual one, but the one he used when people needed to talk and they weren’t in trouble. The chair he reserved for the quiet breakdowns, not the loud ones.

“You want to sit?”

Zoe didn’t answer at first. Then, slowly, she did. She looked pale. Unmoored.

Charlie sat across from her, watching her carefully. Not pressing. Just there.

“Did something happen at home?” he asked, voice low and calm.

Zoe shook her head, then nodded. “Not… not at home.”

Charlie waited.

“I’m not hurt,” she added after a beat. “I’m not in trouble. It’s not that.”

“Okay.” He nodded once. “Then talk to me.”

Zoe’s eyes didn’t meet his. She stared at the edge of his desk like it could anchor her. “You ever find out something about someone you love... and it makes everything else feel heavier? Like the air isn’t yours anymore. Like maybe it never was.”

Charlie was quiet for a moment. Then, “Yeah. I have.”

Zoe let out a breath. “I found out something about my mom.”

Charlie’s shoulders tensed slightly at the mention of his sister. “What kind of something?”

Zoe ran a hand through her hair. “The kind of something that makes it impossible to pretend the story I’ve been told was the whole truth.”

He said nothing.

“I think she died because of me,” Zoe said softly. “Not directly. Not like I did anything. But because of what I am. Of what being my mom meant.”

Charlie’s brows furrowed. “Zo…”

“She knew things she wasn’t supposed to know,” Zoe went on, her voice too even. “She made choices that had consequences. She put herself in the line of fire. And now she’s dead.” Her voice cracked. “And it didn’t matter. She wanted me to be safe and I wasn’t. They still found me.” 

Charlie stood slowly and crossed to the corner of the office, where the coffeemaker sat. He poured two cups without asking. Brought them back.

Zoe took the mug but didn’t drink. She just held it, fingers tight around the warmth.

Charlie set aside his million questions for the moment. “Zoe, your mom loved you,” He said finally. “That’s not a guess. I knew her. She was my sister. I saw it every time she looked at you, everytime she called to tell me about what trouble you were starting. Whatever happened—whatever she did—she made that choice. That’s not on you.”

Zoe blinked hard. “She shouldn’t have had to make that choice.”

“No. But parents do. Every damn day.” He hesitated. “She did what she thought would keep you safe.”

Zoe swallowed. “And she died for it.”

Charlie leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “I'm sure that's not true. But you’re still here. That matters too.”

They sat in silence for a beat. Zoe’s grip loosened on the cup.

“She used to hum in the kitchen,” Zoe said quietly, like it was a confession. “Not even real songs. Just random notes. I forgot that. Until today.”

Charlie’s throat worked around a knot. “I remember that.”

Zoe finally looked at him, eyes glassy. “I don’t want to forget her. But I don’t want to remember like this either.”

“You don’t have to,” Charlie said gently. “Not all at once.”

Zoe nodded slowly. The coffee went untouched, but the warmth helped.

Charlie stood and grabbed the blanket from the back of his chair, the one he usually used during night shifts. He draped it over Zoe’s shoulders.

“You don’t have to go home yet,” he said. “Stay here as long as you need. I’ll take a break whenever you’re ready and bring you home.”

Zoe didn’t respond. But she didn’t move either. And Charlie took that as enough.

 

That night, when Zoe got up to her attic bedroom, Bella was waiting for her, arms crossed. She was pacing the room like a storm cloud trapped in a too-small room.

“You just had to leave, didn’t you?” Bella hissed. “I was gone for two hours, Zoe!”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. She passed Bella and sat on her bed, pulling out the photo she usually kept in her bedside table in her hands—creased at the corners, worn soft with age. The picture Charlie had given her when she moved in. Bonnie, Elena, her. Their moms. Grams in the background. Had it been taken that day—the day Abby did the spells? Or had it been a better one? Zoe couldn’t remember. She wished she did.

She blinked down at the faces. So young. So safe. Her throat tightened.

Bella stepped closer, not angry now, just tired. “Zoe... I get it. Whatever’s going on, I do. But Charlie’s already worried enough, and now I’m in trouble because you snuck out—”

Zoe cut her off gently, her voice low. “My mom’s friend showed up.”

Bella blinked.

“She left town twelve years ago. Left her daughter. No one’s heard from her since. And she came today and told me something about my mom that I didn’t know. That I didn’t ever want to know.”

Bella’s face softened, but she didn’t speak.

“I’m sorry you’re in trouble,” Zoe said. “I am. But I made a choice, Bella.”

She held the photo tighter, her fingers brushing the image of her mother. She made a choice to leave with a vampire instead of inviting her inside. 

Her mouth curled slightly. “And you made a choice too. So did my mom. So did her friend. And now…” Zoe’s voice wavered. “Now we all have to live with the consequences.”

For a moment, the only sound was the snow ticking softly against the window. Then Zoe lay back against the pillows, the photo still clutched in her hand. She didn’t look up again. And Bella didn’t press her.

Not that night.

 

The scream tore from her throat before she even realized she was awake.

Zoe bolted upright in bed, gasping, her sheets twisted around her legs like vines. Her chest heaved with breath she couldn’t catch. The room was dark but pulsing—walls breathing like lungs, shadows too deep, too alive. Her bracelet was hot against her wrist, as if the stone had burned itself into her skin.

She clutched it like a lifeline, hands shaking. Not a dream.

The scent of blood and fire still lingered in her nose. The feel of the witch’s circle trapping her in place. Elena crying. Jenna’s eyes going blank.

A sob clawed its way out of her throat before she could stop it.

She was there again. She was that girl again—screaming behind her teeth, lungs crushed by the weight of fate and fire.

Charlie didn’t come this time. Not yet. Maybe he was asleep. Maybe he was giving her space.

Zoe curled forward, forehead to her knees, rocking slowly like she used to when the walls felt too close. Her fingers dug into her arms.

“I’m not there,” she whispered to herself. “It’s not real. It’s not happening again. They’re safe. Elena’s safe. Jenna’s dead but—God—she was already gone—”

 

Edward leaned his forehead against Bella’s wall, hands braced beside the window frame. His jaw was clenched tight.

“She’s fine,” Bella said again, softly. But even she didn’t believe it this time. “This-”

“This happens,” Edward muttered, barely above a growl. “I remember, Bella. It doesn’t mean it should.”

Bella crossed her arms, her heart aching. “She doesn’t talk about it. Charlie's tried. I don’t even think she can. She just… survives. One night at a time.”

Edward didn’t respond. He just stared up at the ceiling, eyes heavy with too many thoughts. Then he murmured, “That wasn’t just fear. That was terror. Whatever she saw—whatever she remembers—it’s real.”

Bella stepped beside him. “I know.”

They stood there together, silent. Listening.

Upstairs, Zoe’s sobs finally quieted—but the silence didn’t feel like peace.

It felt like aftermath.

 

The snow had started again, just light flurries this time, dusting the edges of the sidewalk like powdered sugar. Bella stood outside the cafeteria doors, arms crossed tightly over her coat, watching Edward approach. His eyes were unreadable as always, but softer now, the sharp intensity dulled by thought.

“She’s not eating again,” Edward said gently, barely above the hush of the wind.

Bella sighed. “I know.”

Edward looked toward the school building behind her, where Zoe had disappeared after skipping lunch again. “And she’s not talking to you?”

“Not like she used to.” Bella paused. “It’s not just me. She’s not talking to anyone. Not even my dad. And I’m pretty sure she’s in the middle of a fight with her friends. She’s never on her phone anymore. Not like she used to be.”

Edward’s lips formed a grim line. “She feels alone.”

“She is alone,” Bella whispered, guilt tugging at every word. “And I’ve been making it worse.”

Edward shook his head. “You’ve been trying.”

“Not hard enough.”

A beat of quiet passed. Then Edward asked, “Would it help if I talked to her?”

Bella almost laughed. “That might make it worse. She already thinks you pity her.”

Edward raised an eyebrow. “Do I?”

Bella glanced up at him, her breath fogging in the cold. “No. But she thinks you do.”

 

Inside, Zoe sat curled up in a back corner of the library, pretending to read. Her fingers toyed with the chain of her bracelet, rubbing the smooth stone with rhythmic familiarity. She hadn’t meant to overhear, but she’d seen them through the glass—Edward’s furrowed brow, Bella’s slumped shoulders.

Her stomach clenched.

She looked down at her reflection in the table’s polished surface. Pale. Tired. Fragile in ways she hated.

They were worried. She knew that. And maybe she deserved it. But something about being talked about —about being someone’s concern—made her feel like a crack they were trying to tape over. A mess they didn’t want to hold for too long.

They were wrong though. Zoe was never alone. Not really. Not with the bond in place, letting her feel Damon’s comforting presence at the base of her spine, even when she was mad at him.

She tucked her knees up to her chest, hiding behind her book. Not Frankenstein this time. Something softer. Forgettable.

Because it was easier to be invisible than pitied.

 

Chapter 23: Twilight: The Next Right Thing

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Bella lingered at the bottom of the stairs, coat half-zipped and backpack slung over one shoulder. “You sure you don’t want to come with me?” she asked, trying to keep her voice casual.

Zoe didn’t even glance up from the cereal box she was reading like it held state secrets. “I’m sure.”

“They’re just hanging out. Nothing fancy.”

Zoe stirred her spoon through the milk, letting the silence stretch before offering a flat, “You don’t have to pretend it’s about me.”

Bella flinched. “Zoe, that’s not what I—”

“It’s fine,” Zoe said, finally meeting her eyes. “You have your people. I’m not gonna crash your pity party invite.”

“That’s not—”

“Have fun, Bella.”

The door clicked shut behind her cousin a moment later. Zoe exhaled and let her spoon drop into the bowl with a soft clink.

She couldn’t go. Not today.

Not with her mother’s death unraveling inside her chest like thread from a frayed sweater.

It hadn’t been cancer.

It hadn’t been fate.

It had been magic. A spell. A price.

Zoe curled her fingers around the edge of the counter and closed her eyes. She hadn’t told Uncle Charlie the truth—not all of it. But she could tell he knew something was wrong. He hadn’t asked, hadn’t pushed. Just looked at her a little longer than usual, hugged her a little tighter, a quiet question behind his eyes. It was the kind of silence that didn’t demand answers but left the door open if she ever decided to give them.

“Hey, Zo,” Charlie’s voice broke the silence as he entered the kitchen, tucking a folder under his arm. “You’re not going out with Bella?”

Zoe shook her head, managing a faint shrug. “Not feeling it.”

Charlie pulled a beer from the fridge and sat across from her. “I get it. Some days just… don’t fit.”

They sat like that for a moment—quiet, the hum of the fridge filling the space between them.

Then Charlie leaned back. “You know… your mom used to hate snow.”

Zoe blinked. “Really?”

He smiled slightly. “Yeah. Hated how it soaked through her jeans. Said it turned her socks into frozen bricks. But she loved snow days. Any excuse to sleep in and make pancakes.”

Zoe’s lips twitched. “I don’t remember that.”

“You were really little the last time snow coincided with one of your mom’s visits. You were just a baby, chewing on her car keys, but she refused to take you outside. I had to do it for her.” He shrugged. “I remember when she told me she was going to Virginia with Wilbur. She’d just gotten engaged. Tried to act like it was no big deal, but she couldn’t stop fiddling with the zipper on her jacket..” 

Zoe lowered her gaze to her lap.

“She was stubborn, your mom,” Charlie said. “Brave too. She didn’t scare easy.”

Zoe reached up and brushed her thumb over the cool stone of her bracelet—the one Damon had given her. It felt as if it burned cold sometimes, like it knew when her emotions were trying to slip out of control.

She wanted her mom back. Even for five minutes. Just to ask why. Just to hear her say it wasn’t Zoe’s fault.

But she already knew what the answer would be.

A knock at the front door cut through her thoughts.

Charlie stood, pausing to glance back at her. “You expecting someone?”

Zoe shook her head.

He moved to the door and pulled it open. There was a beat of quiet. Zoe couldn’t see her uncle from where she sat in the kitchen. A low murmur of voices. Then:

“Zoe? You might want to come here.”

Her brow furrowed. She stood, slowly, legs stiff with tension, and padded toward the entryway.

There, standing just inside the threshold, was a man in a weathered leather jacket and dark jeans, snow melting in his hair. His expression was both weary and relieved, like he’d been holding his breath for weeks and had only just exhaled.

Zoe stared.

“Ric?”

A slow smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “Hey, kid.”

Zoe didn’t realize she’d started crying until Charlie quietly stepped back to give them space.

Zoe blinked at the man on the doorstep, the air catching in her throat like a hiccup. And then she laughed—a small, watery sound that cracked mid-way. “What are you doing here?”

Seeing Ric in Forks...it was like seeing a polar bear in the Sahara. Two worlds that weren't supposed to touch, crashing together just for her in the exact moment she needed it.

Alaric Saltzman offered a sheepish shrug, hands shoved into the pockets of his worn jacket. “You’re not answering Bonnie’s calls. Or Damon’s. Or anyone’s. So I figured you wouldn’t answer mine either, and I didn’t want to give you the chance to dodge me.”

He gave her a crooked smile. “Besides, you know how Damon gets when he hasn’t talked to you in a while. He mopes.”

Zoe blinked again, this time tears pooling at the corners of her eyes. “You hate when he mopes.”

“Can’t stand it,” Ric agreed with a mock grimace.

Behind them, Charlie crossed his arms, watching the interaction with subtle but unmistakable suspicion. “You’re friends with Damon Salvatore?”

Ric turned to him with a shrug so casual it was suspicious in itself. “Yeah, I guess.”

Zoe didn’t hesitate, stepping forward, her voice clearer than it had been all day. “Alaric’s more than that. He’s one of the good ones. He—he looked out for me. He always has.” She smiled faintly. “He was my history teacher. Dated Elena’s Aunt Jenna.”

Alaric winced, the expression flickering over his features like muscle memory. “She was a good woman.”

“She was family,” Zoe said softly, voice trembling.

Charlie’s gaze narrowed just slightly. “And Wilbur? You knew him?”

Alaric met his eyes with a nod. “Wilbur was a good man. Stubborn, sharp. We got along.” He gave a half-smile. “More or less.”

Zoe laughed again—another mix of too much and not enough. She reached up to brush her sleeve across her eyes.

“Well,” Charlie said after a beat, clapping his hands together like punctuation. “Sounds like you two have catching up to do.”

Zoe glanced at him, surprised. “Are you sure?”

“I think I can trust your judgment,” Charlie said, then added with dry warmth, “Plus, the driveway could use another pass. Snow’s really been piling up.”

Zoe glanced out the window. The driveway was pristine. Not a flake in sight.

Charlie pulled on his coat anyway, giving Alaric one last look that said: hurt her, and I bury you under the perfect driveway.

And then he was gone, leaving Zoe in the doorway with someone who felt a little like home.

Inside the Swan house, the tension eased slightly—at least from Zoe’s posture. She padded toward the kitchen, still in mismatched socks, and opened a cupboard without really looking. “Coffee? I think I have bourbon stashed around here somewhere too, but Charlie keeps confiscating it. I’m pretty sure there’s a bottle somewhere he hasn’t found yet.”

Alaric chuckled, following her with that easy, familiar gait. “Coffee’s fine. I’ll save the bourbon for when I don’t have to drive across the state to the closest airport.”

Zoe smirked and started the machine, silence falling between them for a moment. It was only when she handed him the mug—black, a little sugar, just how she remembered he liked it—that she finally said it.

“Abby came to see me.”

Alaric’s brows lifted. He took the mug and leaned back against the counter. “That explains why you might be mad at Damon—but not Bonnie.”

Zoe stared at the countertop. “She left because of me.”

“She left because she made a choice,” Ric said, gently but firmly. “That’s not on you, Zoe.”

Zoe’s jaw tightened. “It was the spell. To protect me. Bonnie said Abby just vanished one day, but I always wondered. And now I know. I was the reason.”

“Bonnie’s your best friend,” Ric said. “You think she’d blame you for something she would’ve begged Abby to do anyway?”

Zoe didn’t answer. She picked at the chipped edge of her nail polish instead.

Alaric let her sit in it for a beat before breaking the quiet. “So. How long are you grounded for?”

"I don't even want to know how you know I'm grounded." Zoe huffed a laugh. “Depends how long Uncle Charlie takes to figure out that I’m not gonna run away again.”

“Yikes.”

“Tell me about it.” Zoe sighed. “I get it though.” She said softly. “You didn’t see the look on his face when he came to pick me up from the Cullens’. He was more than just worried. He was terrified.” 

Alaric took another sip of his coffee, watching her carefully. “You asked me once if things would ever stop feeling like they were breaking. I didn’t have a good answer then.”

“Do you now?”

“Nope,” he said simply. “But you’re still standing. So that counts for something.”

She didn’t smile, not really, but her shoulders relaxed a little.

Zoe leaned back against the fridge. “How long are you staying?”

“Just the day,” Ric said, voice low.

Her face fell before she could stop it. “You have to go back so soon?”

Alaric gave her a sad smile. “I’d stay if I could. But Mystic Falls is still a mess. I’ve got teenagers to wrangle. Damon to babysit. Klaus to avoid. You know the drill.”

Zoe nodded, her fingers grazing the bracelet on her wrist.

“Besides,” he added, gentler now, “I think your dad would’ve wanted me to check in on you.”

Her head lifted, eyes meeting his.

“I think Wilbur would’ve been proud of the woman you’re becoming, Zoe. Even if you don’t always see it.”

Zoe’s voice was small when she finally answered. “I miss him. Both of them. Dad and Jenna.”

“I know.” Ric’s voice cracked. “Me too.”

They stood there a while longer, surrounded by quiet and snow and the scent of black coffee—just a girl and a man who knew how to lose people and still stand up the next day.

 

The door creaked open just after sunset, letting in the scent of pine and frost. Bella stepped inside, shaking snow from her hair, and paused—startled by what she saw.

Charlie sat in his recliner, remote in hand, eyes half-focused on an old baseball game on the screen, likely being rewatched for the tenth time. But it wasn’t the sight of her dad that gave Bella pause. It was Zoe.

Her cousin was curled up on the couch, mismatched socks tucked under her, head resting quietly on the shoulder of a man Bella didn’t recognize. The moment was startlingly domestic, intimate even in its simplicity—Zoe, who barely let anyone close, leaning against someone like it was the most natural thing in the world.

Edward stepped in behind Bella and stilled immediately, eyes narrowing slightly at the unfamiliar man.

Charlie noticed them first. “You’re late,” he said mildly, but his eyes flicked between Bella and Edward with faint warning. “This is Alaric. He’s an old friend of Zoe’s family.”

Alaric looked up and offered a polite smile, gently nudging Zoe as he stood. She blinked sleepily, rubbing at her eyes but not apologizing for her proximity. “Bella. Edward. This is Ric. Ric, my cousin Bella and her boyfriend.”

“Nice to meet you,” Alaric said with a nod. “I was just on my way out.”

“You don’t have to rush,” Charlie offered.

Ric shook his head. “Long drive ahead and my flight’s in a few hours.”

Zoe moved to walk him to the door, grabbing her jacket more out of habit than necessity.

Edward watched as they stepped outside, then followed silently to the edge of the porch, staying hidden in shadow. Snow fell soft and soundless, muffling their voices—but not to him.

Zoe stood close, her arms folded tight around herself. “You sure you don’t want to stay longer? There’s room. I’ll kick Bella out of her bed.”

Ric smiled. “Tempting. But I can’t. I’ve got a town full of hormonal idiots waiting for me to keep them from burning everything down.”

She laughed softly, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.

Ric’s smile faded. “You know… I’ve been where you are. Maybe not exactly, but close enough. I know what it’s like to learn the people you loved weren’t who you thought they were.”

Zoe didn’t speak, just stared at the snow underfoot.

He continued gently, “But your mom wasn’t Isobel Flemming. She didn’t run from love. She didn’t lie out of selfishness. She died doing what she thought would protect you.”

Zoe blinked fast, jaw set. “I know.”

“Good,” Ric said softly. “Because I didn't know your mom but Wilbur and Jenna would hate to see you blame yourself.”

Zoe nodded slowly, still silent.

Ric touched her shoulder briefly. “You can be mad at Damon. God knows I’ve been. But don’t wait too long to call him, alright?”

Zoe gave a crooked, tired smile. “You sound like Bonnie.”

“I’ll take that as a compliment. And you should call her too. She’s having a rough time.”

They stood in silence for a few seconds more before Zoe reached up and hugged him quickly, fiercely.

“Get home safe, Ric.”

“Always do.”

Edward watched as Ric got into his car and drove off. Only after the tail lights disappeared did Zoe return inside, her fingers grazing the bracelet at her wrist as she shut the door behind her.

And Edward, hidden in shadow, still didn’t understand the whole story—but he was beginning to understand just how much Zoe had lost.

 

Forks High School smelled like paper glue and sugar.

Red and pink streamers hung limp in the damp February air, and glitter trailed down the hallways like confetti from a sad parade. Locker doors were plastered with heart stickers and cutout doilies, and students clutched crinkled candy grams, laughing too loudly.

Zoe Clark rolled her eyes and kept walking.

Her locker stood out—not for its design, but for its lack thereof. It was one of the only ones left untouched. No ribbons. No paper hearts. No cutesy messages from admirers.

She told herself it didn’t matter.

She didn't even notice when Emmett Cullen wandered by, all broad shoulders and boyish mischief, and casually slipped something into the slats of her locker door. Not until third period, when she found it: a cheap, glittery card wedged between her notebooks. It read:

“You may be scary-smart, vaguely unhinged, and allergic to school spirit—but you’re not getting through this Hallmark holiday without at least one dumb card. Happy Valentine’s Day, from your favorite Cullen. - Emmett”

Zoe snorted and tucked the note into her backpack.

At lunch, she sat with the Cullens and Bella like she had more and more often since joining their orbit. Emmett kept a completely straight face as he dug into his apple slices, and Rosalie sipped her drink with a suspicious innocence.

“So,” Rosalie drawled eventually, eyes flicking toward Zoe. “Did you get any secret admirers, or was Emmett just being subtle again?”

Emmett blinked wide-eyed. “I have no idea what you're talking about.”

“Right,” Zoe muttered dryly. “Subtle as a nuclear warhead.”

The corner of Rosalie’s mouth twitched. “Just remember,” she added to the table, “if any of you go full hearts-and-flowers today, I will throw you out a window.”

“Even me?” Emmett asked, mock-wounded.

Jasper snorted, knowing his brother. “Especially you.”

Edward chuckled lowly, but Zoe didn’t meet his gaze. She was staring down at her phone, where a familiar name flashed on the screen.

Damon.

Rosalie caught the flicker of tension in her jaw. “You okay?”

Zoe pressed the decline button. “Yeah. Just another telemarketer.”

Rosalie raised a perfectly sculpted brow but said nothing.

 

After school, Zoe finally stepped outside and answered the call that wasn’t about candy grams or fake admirers.

“Hey, Bonnie.”

There was a pause on the other end. Then, “You picked up.”

Zoe leaned against the fence, her coat pulled tight against the drizzle. “I’m sorry. About Abby. About everything.”

“You don’t have to be sorry,” Bonnie said gently. “You didn’t make her leave. You didn’t make her do that spell. She made her choice.”

“Still,” Zoe whispered. “She’s your mom.”

“And you’re my best friend,” Bonnie said. “That means more.”

Zoe didn’t trust herself to speak, but her hand touched her bracelet unconsciously.

They hung up after a while—quiet, no resolution, but something lighter between them.

 

That night, Charlie came home late from a shift at the station. The house was quiet, the kitchen light left on. On the table sat a simple, folded card—red construction paper with messy ink handwriting and no other decoration.

Happy Valentine’s Day, Uncle Charlie. Love, Zoe.

He stared at it for a long moment, then gave a quiet, tired smile. It was his first Valentine’s Day card since Renee left.

He tucked the card in the back of the bureau he used to store bills with a small smile.

 

Chapter 24: Twilight: Holding Your Breath

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It was late, the sky a slate grey veiled by snowfall, and the Cullen house had settled into one of its rare still silences. Emmett had disappeared upstairs with Rosalie, who reappeared minutes later and made a show of dragging him back down. Alice had abandoned her usual perch by the window in favor of pacing the rug, her frustration manifest in every step. Jasper leaned against the wall, quiet but watching everything. Carlisle sat in his reading chair, book closed, but untouched in his hands.

Zoe Clark hadn’t been discussed in days. Which, in and of itself, had started to feel strange.

“I think she’s doing a little better,” Jasper said, voice low but clear, breaking the quiet.

Rosalie looked up sharply.

“After Valentine’s Day,” he added. “There’s still darkness in her. Still grief. But something’s shifted. Just a little. I can feel it.”

Alice stopped pacing. “Good. Because I still can’t see a damn thing.”

Emmett frowned. “Still? Even after all this time?”

Alice shook her head, her eyes flicking toward the window reflexively. “It’s worse than usual. I’ll try to get a glimpse of her future and—nothing. Like a black spot on the map. It’s unnerving. But also kind of… on brand for Zoe.” She gave a dry huff of laughter. “She thrives on being mysterious, cryptic, and aloof.”

“Maybe she just doesn’t want to be seen,” Rosalie said flatly.

“I don’t think it’s that simple,” Edward muttered from the doorway. His arms were crossed, eyes unreadable.

“Maybe not,” Alice admitted. “But whatever it is, it’s strong.”

Rosalie’s gaze sharpened. “She’s not dangerous.”

“No one said she was,” Jasper added evenly. “She’s guarded. That’s not the same thing.”

“Exactly,” Rosalie snapped. “She’s been through hell and still gets out of bed every morning. So excuse her if she doesn’t want to play twenty questions with a bunch of strangers watching her like she might combust.”

Carlisle cleared his throat, calm and neutral. “I don’t think any of us are doubting Zoe’s strength.”

Edward spoke from where he leaned against the doorway, arms crossed, tone measured. “She seems to confide in you more than the rest of us.”

Carlisle didn’t meet his son’s eyes. “I doubt Zoe confides in anyone.”

That earned a flicker of surprise across a few faces.

“She’s careful,” Carlisle added after a moment. “She deflects more than she shares. But she listens. And she watches. There’s weight in what she doesn’t say.”

Rosalie let out a quiet breath, as if the words echoed something she already knew. Alice tilted her head, contemplative.

“She trusts you,” Jasper said, glancing at Carlisle.

Carlisle didn’t answer right away. “Maybe,” he said quietly. “Or maybe I’m just quiet enough not to scare her off.”

“Whatever Zoe’s hiding,” Jasper said at last, “it’s not hurting anyone. And she’s not running from it either. Not anymore.”

Alice nodded reluctantly. “She’s not slipping the way she was in January.”

There was a long, quiet pause.

“Then we keep doing what we’ve been doing,” Carlisle said softly. “We stay close. We watch. We don’t push.”

“And if she asks for help?” Alice asked.

Carlisle’s answer was simple: “Then we give it.”

 

Forks High buzzed with post-lunch fatigue as Zoe wound her way toward the end of the science hall, where few students lingered and even fewer talked above a whisper. Her footfalls were quiet, careful. She wasn’t avoiding class, not exactly—just stalling. Breathing. Rebalancing.

She hadn’t slept well. Again.

The dream had been vague this time. Just snow. Silence. Then a familiar voice in her head whispering something she couldn’t quite recall upon waking. Something about being ready.

Ready for what?

She rubbed her thumb along the edge of her bracelet like it was a worry stone and told herself it was just her mind playing tricks.

She didn’t notice Jasper until he was standing next to her.

“You okay?” he asked simply.

Zoe blinked. “Define okay.”

Jasper didn’t answer. He just leaned his shoulder against the wall beside her, eyes forward, not pushing.

Zoe folded her arms over her chest. “If you’re here to give me another Cullen Care Check-In, I promise I’m not going to bite anyone today.”

His lip twitched. “You’ve been off.”

She gave a dry laugh. “Off’s my default, Whitlock.”

He didn’t move. “Off-er than usual.”

Zoe exhaled slowly, the weight of the pocketknife in her jacket grounding her. No one knew about it. Not Uncle Charlie. Not Bella. Definitely not the Cullens. But ever since Bonnie’s message, she couldn’t leave the house without it.

Klaus hadn’t made a move yet—but that was the problem. Quiet was worse. Quiet meant planning.

And Tyler... Tyler was gone. Disappeared from Mystic Falls with barely a word.

“Look,” she said finally, “some days are just worse than others. You don’t have to babysit me.”

“I’m not,” Jasper said. “Just… offering a buffer.”

That made her pause. “A buffer?”

He shrugged. “Between you and everything else.”

Zoe didn’t know what to say to that. She didn’t know how to accept kindness she hadn’t earned.

“Thanks,” she said, after a beat. “I guess.”

“You don’t have to explain anything,” Jasper added quietly. “But just so you know… you’re not the only one who’s been walking through fire.”

Zoe tilted her head slightly, studying him. Jasper, for all his stillness, didn’t hide the shadows in his eyes. She wondered—not for the first time—what kind of fire he meant.

But she didn’t ask.

Instead, she nodded once and pushed off the wall. “Well. If I start losing it in chem class, I’m blaming you for jinxing it.”

Jasper gave a faint smile. “Deal.”

They walked back toward the classrooms without another word. Zoe didn’t look at him again, but she felt the quiet strength of him beside her like a shield she hadn’t asked for—but didn’t quite resent.

And her fingers brushed the bracelet once more, not for luck, but to remind herself she was still here.

Still standing.

For now.

 

Bella knew her cousin well enough by now to recognize the patterns. Zoe got like this—untouchable. When things felt out of control, she stopped answering calls, let texts go unanswered, even from the people she loved most. Bella could never quite tell if it was cause or effect—if something had triggered Zoe, or if shutting down was how she kept the world from pushing her over the edge.

Edward lay beside her, staring at the ceiling with a furrow between his brows. “She’s pacing,” he said quietly, his voice laced with concern.

Bella didn’t look up from her book. “It’s Zoe,” she replied, too quickly, the words landing more defensively than she intended. She loved Edward—truly—but when it came to Zoe, Bella’s protectiveness ran deeper than logic. And honestly, the Cullens’ collective fascination with her cousin was starting to wear thin.

“It’s the middle of the night,” Edward pressed gently. “She should be asleep.”

Bella scoffed, flipping the page she hadn’t read. “You’ve heard her scream in her sleep. Would you want to close your eyes, knowing that’s what’s waiting?”

There was a long pause. Then, quietly, “Why is your family so interested in Zoe?”

Edward exhaled and turned toward her. “Rosalie’s never had a friend,” he said, too evenly. “That makes Zoe interesting by default.”

Bella gave him a look. “You were all curious about her before Rosalie said two words to her. Is she like me? A singer?”

“No.” Edward cut her off, sharper than necessary. He ran a hand through his hair and corrected himself, softer this time. “No. She’s not. It’s… complicated. And it’s not entirely my story to tell.”

“Edward…”

“She’s not in danger,” he said firmly. “Not from us. My family would never hurt her—you can rest assured in that.”

Bella sighed and set her book aside. She turned onto her side, and without missing a beat, Edward reached over to switch off both bedside lamps with a flicker of movement, returning to her just as quickly.

The room fell into stillness, but the silence wasn’t empty.

After a moment, Edward spoke again. “Bella… you don’t understand how rare it is for our abilities not to work on someone.”

“You can’t read my mind,” Bella reminded him.

“Yes. But Alice—she sees nothing about Zoe. Nothing at all. And Jasper can only sense what Zoe feels, not influence it. That’s never happened before. Not once.”

Bella turned the thought over slowly. “If we told her—”

“No.” Edward’s voice was quiet but absolute. Carlisle made it clear. No matter how close their family get to Zoe Clark, the truth stays buried. For Carlisle’s sake, if nothing else.

Bella didn’t like it—but she let it go. It was the Cullens' secret, not her’s. And truthfully, Bella didn’t know if Zoe could handle knowing about vampires.

After a few more minutes passed, she whispered, “What’s she doing now?”

Edward closed his eyes, listening. “Texting someone,” he murmured. Then, after a beat, he smiled faintly. “She just scoffed.”

Bella smiled too, a little. “I can picture it.”

So could he. That faint eye roll, that exasperated little huff, that way Zoe had of pretending nothing touched her when it all did.

 

Forks General was quiet that afternoon, the kind of quiet that settled in deep and made time stretch. Charlie Swan stood at the nurse’s station, flipping through the clipboard someone had handed him—case files from an old traffic incident finally being closed out. He hated the paperwork more than anything else about his job, but at least it got him out of the station for a bit.

“Chief Swan,” a calm voice greeted him.

Charlie looked up and found Dr. Cullen standing just a few feet away, hands tucked into his white coat pockets, that ever-polite smile on his face.

“Doc,” Charlie nodded. “Didn’t expect to see you up here. Figured you were in surgery or something fancy.”

Carlisle chuckled softly. “Just finished rounds. Thought I’d stretch my legs before getting back to the chaos.”

There was a beat of silence, the kind that settled easy between two men who didn’t feel the need to fill the air with noise.

“How’s Zoe?” Carlisle asked, voice light. Casual. But not really.

Charlie didn’t answer right away. He looked down at the folder in his hands, then set it on the counter. “That’s a good question,” he muttered. “Some days, I think she’s getting better. Then some days… she’s just quiet. Too quiet.”

Carlisle nodded thoughtfully. “She’s always seemed…guarded.”

“She’s always been private,” Charlie agreed. “Even as a kid. But lately, it’s more than that. She walks around like she’s trying not to take up space. Like she’s afraid if she breathes too loud, the whole world will come down around her.”

Carlisle’s gaze didn’t waver. “Is she sleeping?”

Charlie let out a breath. “Barely. You can hear her pacing all night sometimes. She’s not eating enough either, even though Bella’s trying. She just pushes food around on her plate most nights.”

Carlisle’s expression didn’t change, but his eyes softened with something that looked like understanding. “She ever talk to you about…anything? Her past, her parents?”

Charlie shook his head. “Not really." He hesitated. "We know the basics. Her dad passed a while ago. Her mom before that. She and Bella were close when they were little, but since she moved in, it’s like... she’s half-there, you know?”

Carlisle nodded again. “I imagine it’s hard for her. Being surrounded by memories that aren’t hers anymore.”

Charlie ran a hand down his face. “It’s hard for me, Doc. I lost my sister too. And now I’m trying to raise her daughter, and I’m just... hoping I’m not screwing it up.”

“You’re not,” Carlisle said gently. “Showing up matters. More than anything else.”

Charlie huffed a dry laugh. “Yeah, well. Showing up doesn’t always feel like enough.”

There was another pause, and then Carlisle tilted his head. “She’s smart. Really smart. I know that much.”

Charlie smiled faintly. “You should’ve seen my face when the school told me they wanted to move her up a grade. I damn near spit out my coffee.”

“Zoe strikes me as someone who doesn’t let people see what she doesn’t want them to.”

Charlie’s eyes flicked to him, thoughtful. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “That’s exactly what I’m afraid of.”

Carlisle didn’t push further. He just nodded and placed a steady hand on the counter between them. “If there’s anything I can do…”

Charlie looked at him for a long moment. “I think she likes you. Or tolerates you, which is about as good as it gets with Zoe.”

Carlisle smiled faintly. “I’ll take that as a win.”

Charlie straightened, lifting the folder again. “Alright. I better get this back before Jenkins starts leaving passive aggressive notes on my desk again. Thanks, Doc.”

“Anytime, Charlie.”

As the sheriff turned to leave, Carlisle stood still for a long moment, staring after him—something unreadable in his expression. Then he slowly turned and disappeared down the hallway, footsteps quiet as snowfall.

 

Chapter 25: Twilight: Spiraling

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Dinner was a quiet affair in the Swan house. The kind of quiet that wasn’t awkward, just… tired. Bella picked at the last of her green beans, Charlie was reading the daily local paper, and Zoe sat between them, spinning her fork idly across her plate. The soft clink of metal on ceramic was the loudest sound in the room.

Outside, snow still dusted the ground, though less frequently now. The sun had stayed out for a full half-hour longer than usual. March had arrived with its soft promise of thaw—but none of them felt lighter for it.

Zoe’s phone buzzed against the kitchen table.

She didn’t move at first.

Then she glanced down. Her screen lit up: Bonnie.

Zoe’s stomach dropped. She pressed the phone to her ear and slipped quietly out of her chair, moving toward the hallway. She’d known this call was coming—maybe not from Bonnie specifically, but from someone in Mystic Falls. All day, her bond had been off-kilter, pulsing with Damon’s emotions: frustration, sorrow, need. It had been warning her, whispering that something was wrong. That he needed her.

Bonnie’s voice came through the line, soft but steady. “Zoe… you need to call Damon.”

Zoe stopped in the hallway, fingers tightening around the phone. “What happened?”

There was a long pause on the other end. Then Bonnie’s voice cracked. “It’s Ric. He died tonight… and came back.”

Zoe closed her eyes. “No.”

“He was wearing the ring,” Bonnie said quickly, “but it’s been affecting him. Making him worse. We think—no, we know—Esther did something to him. He’s in transition… but he’s not going to complete it.”

Zoe’s throat went dry. “He’s just going to… let go?”

“He’s not himself, Zoe,” Bonnie whispered. “Not completely. He’s slipping. And he knows it.”

Zoe braced a hand against the wall, breath shallow. “I’m still mad,” she said, barely audible. “About Abby. About what Damon did. But… I love him too much to let him do this alone. I need…”

Bonnie didn’t say anything—she didn’t have to.

Zoe ended the call and dialed Damon.

He picked up on the first ring, like he’d been waiting. “Zoe—”

“I know.” Her voice cracked. “I’m sorry it took me so long to call.”

Damon didn’t answer at first. And then, finally, “He’s here. I’ll put you on speaker.”

There was a quiet shuffle and then Ric’s voice, rough but familiar. “Hey, kid.”

Tears welled in Zoe’s eyes. “Ric…”

“I’m still me. For now,” he said. “But I don’t know how long that’s gonna last.”

“Don’t say that.” Her voice broke. “Don’t you dare.”

“I had to. You know I had to. It’s bad, Zoe. What I’m becoming—it’s not me. But I need you to know something.”

She wiped at her eyes, her back still pressed to the wall like it could hold her up. “What?”

“I’m proud of you. You hear me? Proud. For surviving. For staying kind, even when everything around you tries to tear that out of you.”

Zoe pressed her fist to her mouth.

“I’m sorry I can’t be there,” he said. “To say goodbye in person.”

“You were there,” she whispered. “Always. When I needed you most.”

“I love you, Zo.”

“I love you too.”

The line went quiet.

Zoe stood frozen for a beat before hanging up and walking slowly back to the table. Charlie and Bella looked up as she entered the room, their expressions shifting at the sight of her pale face and red eyes.

“Zoe?” Charlie asked, concern creeping into his voice. “Everything okay?”

Zoe opened her mouth, then closed it. Her fingers curled at her sides, and she looked at both of them, lost.

And then she just nodded.

Not because it was okay. But because she didn’t know how to say it wasn’t.

 

The Cullen house was as pristine and quiet as ever, nestled against the still-gray chill of early March. Zoe stood on the porch for a long time before knocking—long enough to talk herself out of it twice.

Carlisle answered the door like he’d been expecting her. Not surprised. Just… ready.

Zoe stared up at him, her expression guarded but brittle. “I’m skipping school,” she said simply. “Can I come in?”

He stepped aside. “Of course.”

The warmth inside surprised her. She always expected the house to feel colder somehow—like its owners. But it was elegant and calm, like someone had built a sanctuary out of silence.

Zoe didn’t sit until he did. She settled on the edge of one of the sleek couches in the sitting room while Carlisle folded himself neatly into a chair across from her.

“You don’t have to pretend to be calm around me,” she said after a beat. “You smile like it’s rehearsed.”

Carlisle tilted his head. “You’re very perceptive.”

“I’m very tired,” she corrected softly.

Silence stretched between them—not awkward, just careful.

“I told you once I’d listen,” Carlisle said gently. “You don’t have to say anything you don’t want to.”

Zoe nodded. Her fingers tightened slightly around the cuff of her sleeve. The bracelet Damon gave her was hidden beneath the fabric, but she could still feel it—could always feel it. The bond thrummed like it always did, faintly tugging at her chest. But here, with Carlisle, it softened just slightly. Blurred at the edges.

“My mom died because of me.” The words slipped out before she could stop them.

Carlisle’s expression didn’t change, but his posture leaned forward just enough to show he was listening, fully. “Do you want to talk about what happened?”

Zoe shook her head. “I just wanted someone to know that part.”

He nodded, not pressing. “I lost someone too. A long time ago.”

Zoe looked at him.

“My wife.” He paused, voice quieter, softer, but no less certain. “It happened on my watch. And I’ve blamed myself ever since.”

Zoe didn’t ask questions. She just nodded again. “Then you get it.”

Another beat of silence. The fireplace crackled in the background, though neither of them seemed to notice.

“My friend died yesterday,” she said suddenly. “He was… he was a lot of things to a lot of people. Kind of a mess. But he looked out for my friends and me when no one else did.” Her voice cracked. “He used to be my history teacher. And he dated my friend’s aunt. She died too.”

“I’m sorry,” Carlisle said, and something in his tone—something real and raw—made Zoe’s throat ache.

“I don’t know how to tell my uncle,” she whispered.

“You don’t have to,” he said. “Not today.”

Zoe stared into the fire. “He would’ve liked you. Ric. You’ve got that same calm-in-the-storm thing. Overprotective. Noble. Dry sense of humor.”

Carlisle smiled faintly.

“He told me a couple of weeks ago that my dad would’ve been proud of me.” Her voice was barely a breath. “I didn’t believe him.”

“I think he was right,” Carlisle said simply.

Zoe didn’t respond. She just pulled her sleeves down a little further. He glanced at the bracelet—almost—but didn’t ask.

Instead, he let the quiet sit between them. Let her grieve without questions. And that, maybe more than anything, was what she needed.

 

The room was dimly lit, the soft amber glow of her desk lamp casting long shadows across the walls. Zoe was supposed to be heading downstairs for dinner—her uncle had become oddly firm about family meals lately —but she couldn’t bring herself to move just yet.

She had made a promise to herself earlier that day: put aside her anger over Damon turning Abby, just for now. Because no matter how furious she still was, she could feel through the bond how gutted Damon was. Alaric’s death—and what came after—had broken something in him.

Dinner could wait. Damon couldn’t.

Zoe sat cross-legged on her bed, the phone pressed tight to her ear. Her bracelet glinted faintly as she twirled it around her wrist, the motion absent, anxious. Her fingers tapped restlessly against the comforter.

Damon’s voice crackled through the line—sharp, fast, furious. “First of all, let me just say: I hate witches. Really, truly. If I see a bonfire and hear a chant, I’m walking the other way.”

Zoe’s lips twitched, but her tone stayed even. “Witches are back on your bad list. That’s not new.”

“Esther’s back,” he snapped. “Again. Because apparently dying once isn’t enough. She jumped into Rebekah’s body—don’t ask how. And then—surprise!—she hijacks Ric’s transition and turns him into Supernatural-Slaying-Machine-Ric 2.0.”

Zoe froze, heart stuttering. “He transitioned?” she breathed.

“Yep. Possessed Bon-Bon, made her give him her blood, did some freaky spell, and now he’s got one goal: kill every vampire. Ever. Even the maybe-sorta-okay ones like me.”

“You let him go?” Zoe’s voice sharpened.

Irritation pulsed through the bond. “I didn’t let him do anything. One minute I’m standing watch with Bonnie, the next Elena calls and suddenly he’s gone. Took her hostage, dragged her back to the high school. We had to trade Caroline and Stefan to get her back. It was a whole... thing.”

Zoe pressed her fingers to her temple. The weight of it all built like pressure behind her eyes.

“And by the way, he stabbed me. With a stake. Through the stomach.”

“You’ll heal, Damon,” she said softly. “You always do.”

“That’s not the point! My best friend stabbed me because now he’s Team ‘Kill Every Vampire.’ Klaus is pissed, Stefan’s sulking, Elena’s spiraling because no one knows who has dibs on her heart, and I—” He cut himself off, exhaling hard. “I’m losing it.”

“Okay,” Zoe said, gentler this time, grounding herself so she could ground him. “Take a breath. Is Elena safe?”

“She’s fine. Physically. But she saw it, Zo. She saw him change. One second it was Ric—our Ric—and the next, someone else was behind his eyes. Cold. Detached. Like she didn’t matter.”

Zoe closed her eyes. “Bonnie said he’d be different.”

“Oh, he’s different,” Damon said bitterly. “All those fancy hunter instincts? Turned up to eleven. And guess who he’s asking about.”

Zoe’s spine went stiff. “What?”

“Esther made him her perfect soldier. And you—doppelgänger, mysterious bloodline, all-around red flag—you’re on his list.”

Her stomach dropped. “He knows where I am. He came here three weeks ago.”

Silence. Then: “Zoe—he’ll come for you. And if you’re near Charlie or Bella…”

“He’d hurt them,” she finished for him, voice brittle.

“Yeah,” Damon said grimly. “Zoe, you can’t be alone right now.”

Zoe didn’t answer. Her throat was tight. The idea of Ric, her Ric, hunting her—it didn’t feel real. It felt cruel. Wrong.

“I didn’t want to tell you like this,” Damon added. “Not over the phone. Not when I’m half-strangled by my own fury. But you needed to know.”

“I’m glad you told me,” she said softly.

“And for the record,” Damon muttered, “I still hate that you’re up there. Flannel country. With people who can’t protect you. We’re watching Ric’s movements, but if he even breathes in your direction—”

“Do you really think you can stop him?” she whispered. “You said he’s like… an Original.”

“Maybe not. But if he comes for you, we’ll try. And you’ll run, Zoe. Don’t try to fight him. Don’t stay for anyone. Not Charlie. Not Bella. You run.”

She swallowed. “I always do.”

“That’s a lie,” Damon said quietly. “And we both know it.”

Zoe’s smile was a flicker. “I’ll be careful. I promise.”

A pause.

“And Zoe?”

“Yeah?”

“If there was another way, I would’ve taken it,” Damon said. “It was Bonnie or Abby, and I wasn’t going to hurt Bonnie.”

Zoe closed her eyes, letting the weight of that sit on her chest.

“Don’t shut me out again,” he said. “Please.”

The call ended a minute later. But Zoe didn’t move.

She sat still on the bed, phone resting in her hand, the weight of it grounding her. Her bracelet was warm against her skin—a quiet hum from the bond she couldn’t shake. She stared into the dim light of her room, heart thudding, knowing full well that the life she’d found in Forks was slipping further and further out of reach.

Because Ric was gone.

Because Ric wasn’t Ric anymore.

And someone—something—was coming.

 

Everyone could feel it.

The shift.

The subtle but undeniable sense that Zoe Clark was unraveling again—only this time, she wasn’t quiet about it. She was electric. Twitchy. Her energy buzzed like electricity in the air around her.

At school, her hands shook when she flipped through her locker. She answered questions too quickly in class, her words sharp and clipped. In the cafeteria, she barely touched her food. Jasper watched her warily. Alice couldn’t see anything, which made her more agitated than she let on. Even Emmett stopped cracking jokes when he saw her knuckles turning white around her water bottle.

At home, it was worse. She jumped at every floorboard creak, stared too long at the windows. She kept looking over her shoulder like something—or someone—was just a few steps behind.

And then, at 1:37 a.m., Bella’s door slammed open.

Bella sat bolt upright in bed, her heart hammering. “Zoe?!”

Zoe stood in the doorway, barefoot, wearing an old hoodie and leggings. Her hair was in a messy bun and her eyes were too wide, too alert.

“I need your copy of The Great Gatsby ,” Zoe said, already striding toward the bookshelves. “I’m 95% sure you borrowed mine in like—October.”

Bella blinked. “Zoe, it’s the middle of the night.”

“I know. I need it.” She crouched near the second shelf, yanking titles out with single-minded purpose. “I swear, if I have to reread one more passage from Frankenstein, I’m going to throw myself into a lake.”

From the far corner of the room, a low voice broke the silence. “It’s under the desk.”

Zoe startled, her head whipping up toward the shadow by Bella’s window. Edward was leaning against the far wall, arms folded, somehow managing to look both casual and concerned.

Zoe’s eyes narrowed. “Jesus. You’re like a creepy screensaver. No movement until you jump scare someone.”

Edward raised an eyebrow. “Nice to see you too.”

Bella groaned and flopped back against the pillows. “He wasn’t supposed to be here all night.”

Zoe scoffed, retrieving the slim green-covered book from under Bella’s desk. “Yeah, well, Uncle Charlie would absolutely combust if he knew you were sneaking your boyfriend into your bedroom.”

Bella flushed. “And you never snuck a boy into your room?”

Zoe snorted as she flipped through the dog-eared pages. “Please. Damon had his own house with a very comfortable bed.” She shot Bella a sly, unbothered look. “Which I still had to sneak into most nights.”

Edward’s jaw tensed almost imperceptibly. Bella shot him a warning glance.

Zoe didn’t notice—or pretended not to. Her fingers slowed on the pages, and the humor drained from her face. Her bracelet glinted in the low light, and she rubbed it absently.

The silence stretched.

When she finally spoke again, her voice was low, distant. “Someone I care about... changed.”

Bella frowned. “Damon?”

Zoe didn’t answer at first. She stared at the floor, fingers curling tighter around Gatsby. Then she shook her head once, sharp and small. “No. Someone else. Someone important. I don’t know how to explain it.”

There was a long pause.

Bella sat up slowly, concern rising like a tide. “Zoe, what’s going on?”

“I’m fine,” Zoe said too quickly. “I’m just tired. I’ve had a lot on my mind lately.”

Her voice wasn’t convincing. Not even to herself.

Neither Bella nor Edward pushed further—but the silence turned heavy, like the air had thickened with everything Zoe wouldn’t say.

Edward’s voice was quiet, careful. “You seem… tense.”

Zoe gave a soft, hollow laugh. “That’s just my resting state these days.”

She hugged Gatsby to her chest and moved toward the door. “I’m gonna read for a bit before bed. Night.”

“Zoe,” Bella started, but her cousin was already halfway down the hall, disappearing into the dark.

The door clicked shut.

Wind brushed against the windows outside, a soft moan in the wood frame.

Edward exhaled slowly. “She’s spiraling again.”

Bella didn’t argue. She just stared at the empty doorway, the quiet echo of something broken just beneath the surface.

 

Chapter 26: Twilight: Everything Falls Apart

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Zoe slammed her locker shut with more force than necessary. She’d dropped her pen twice already, her bracelet was too tight on her wrist, and every sound felt like it was pressing into her spine. She tugged her sleeves down and turned—only to find Jasper Hale already standing there.

He wasn’t looming or confrontational, just there. Still. Calm. Watching her with quiet eyes that, somehow, made the noise in her head dull a little.

“You okay?” he asked softly.

Zoe blinked. The question was simple. And way too complicated.

“I’m good,” she said quickly, too quickly. “Just tired. It’s March. Isn’t everyone tired?”

Jasper gave a tiny nod, but didn’t move. “You’ve been tense.”

Zoe snorted, deflecting. “I didn’t know you paid that much attention.”

“I sit near you in History now. You tap your pen four times every time the teacher asks a question,” he said gently. “Today you didn’t bring one.”

She faltered at that. “That’s… weirdly observant.”

“I’m just used to watching for things people don’t say.”

Zoe tightened her grip on the strap of her bag. “Well, not everyone’s great at talking.”

“I know.” Jasper shifted slightly, almost as if trying to give her more space, not less. “Just—if you ever need someone to listen, I don’t mind.”

Zoe gave a short, humorless laugh. “You’re offering free therapy now?”

He smiled faintly. “Not therapy. Just company. Or, you know, silence that doesn’t ask anything of you.”

That landed heavier than she expected.

For a second, she just looked at him. Then she glanced away and rubbed at the edge of her bracelet. “Thanks,” she said, and it wasn’t sarcastic.

Jasper didn’t push. He just nodded once. “See you in class?”

“Yeah.”

As he walked ahead, Zoe lingered behind a few paces, her nerves still buzzing like a live wire under her skin. But the noise in her chest wasn’t quite as loud anymore.

And she hadn’t tapped her fingers once during that whole conversation.

 

Zoe had barely spoken at dinner.

She’d pushed peas around her plate like it was an art form, answered Charlie’s questions with a tight-lipped “fine,” and disappeared into the attic the second the dishes were done. Bella didn’t follow—mostly because she knew her cousin well enough by now to recognize that no amount of hovering would coax a confession out of her.

Still, it gnawed at her. Zoe wasn’t sleeping, that much was obvious. Her sarcasm had grown razor-sharp again—more weapon than humor—and she'd started carrying her bag pressed close to her side, like she didn’t trust the world not to steal from her when she wasn’t looking.

Bella sat on her bed now, trying to focus on the book in her lap, but her eyes kept darting to the door. Waiting for footsteps. Or something to break.

Instead, there was a knock at the window.

She opened it to find Edward—unreasonably gorgeous, as always, and annoyingly aware of it.

“You’re early,” she said, a little breathless, stepping aside to let him in.

He gave her a look. “You expected me to be late?”

She rolled her eyes and let the front door fall shut behind him. “Charlie’s still at the station. He got stuck on a late call.”

Edward nodded. His golden eyes flicked toward the ceiling, then back to her. “She’s not sleeping.”

It was a familiar routine, Edward coming in through the window, him checking on Zoe. She just sighed. “No. She’s not.”

They stood there in silence for a long moment, until Edward reached out and took her hand. “Come with me tomorrow.”

Bella blinked. “What?”

“Baseball,” he said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. “The storm’s rolling in. It’s the perfect night.”

She hesitated. “Edward… I can’t just leave her.”

“You’re not her babysitter, Bella.”

“She’s my cousin.”

“She’s not alone. Charlie has the day off tomorrow. And she clearly wants space.” He paused, thumb brushing over her knuckles. “She’s shutting everyone out right now. Not just you.”

Bella looked down. “That’s the problem. I know she’s spiraling again, but she won’t let me in. And I—I don’t want her to think I gave up on her.”

“You’re not giving up,” Edward said. “You’re allowed to live your life too. It’s not fair that your father expects you to monitor her like she’s going to shatter if you blink.”

“I’m not monitoring her—”

“You’re protecting her. I know. But Bella, you’ve done everything you can. You love her. She knows that. And she’s not a child.”

Bella looked back toward the stairs. The house was too quiet.

Edward’s voice softened. “You need a break. One day. It’ll be fun. You like watching Emmett show off.”

“I like watching you show off,” she muttered.

He smiled. “Then come. Please.”

Bella hesitated for a beat longer, then finally nodded. “Okay.”

Edward pulled her into a quick kiss before she could move. “You won’t regret it.”

And if it was selfish to hope that—for one day—Zoe wouldn’t fall apart.

 

The text came through at 4:03 PM. From Elena Gilbert.

Klaus is dead.

Zoe stared at the screen. Blinked. Read it again.

Klaus. Dead.

Her fingers curled tighter around the edge of the couch cushion, nails digging into the worn fabric. Her breath hitched, shallow and uneven. The fireplace crackled softly in the corner, but she barely registered it over the pounding in her ears.

Klaus was dead.

Which meant...

Zoe felt the nausea rise like a wave. She sat forward, elbows on her knees, the phone trembling slightly in her hand. Her thumb hovered over the screen before she finally typed, fingers suddenly clumsy.

She texted back quickly. How long do we have?

She didn’t write Damon’s name. Or Stefan’s. Or Caroline’s. Or Tyler’s.

She didn’t have to.

Because if Klaus was gone, so was the entire sire line.

And if Damon died, so did Zoe.

The bracelet on her wrist suddenly felt like it was suffocating her.

She waited. The reply didn’t come fast enough.

The floor creaked behind her and she stiffened instinctively before relaxing at the familiar sound of worn-in boots and the soft jingle of Charlie’s belt holster.

“Everything okay, kiddo?”

Zoe didn’t look up right away. Her voice was flat, a little hoarse. “Not really.”

Charlie crossed his arms, watching her. “But it might be?”

Zoe glanced up, forcing a shrug. “Yeah. Maybe.” She tried to keep her expression neutral, but she wasn’t sure she succeeded.

Charlie narrowed his eyes slightly, but didn’t push. “Where’s Bella?”

Zoe snorted, grateful for the subject change. “Out with Edward.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “That boy sure spends a lot of time with her.”

“Yeah, well,” Zoe muttered, sitting back against the couch. “At least she’s not sneaking him in through the window.”

Charlie grunted. “Small blessings.”

Zoe looked back at her phone. No reply yet.

She didn’t know how to feel. She didn’t know if she should cry or scream or laugh in exhausted relief.

Because Klaus being dead should’ve made her feel safer.

Instead, she’d never felt more afraid.

 

Lightning flashed across the sky as Bella stepped onto the edge of the clearing, her boots sinking slightly into the wet earth. She tightened her hold on Edward’s hand, still unsure how she had agreed to come. The air buzzed with electricity—natural and otherwise. The storm rolled in thick waves overhead, its rumble perfectly timed for the game the Cullens had promised would only work “with thunder.”

Edward’s family was already in motion.

Alice was a blur, twirling once in the misty rain before darting into position. Carlisle—stoic and sharp—moved with an ease that didn’t match his doctor’s exterior. Emmett cracked his knuckles with a grin, stomping once like he was trying to shake off static.

And Rosalie stood back near the tree line, arms crossed, her golden hair damp from the mist. She hadn’t spoken much since Bella arrived.

Bella glanced around. No sign of Zoe. Not that she expected her cousin to be invited. Not here. Not to this.

“She's not coming,” Edward said softly, reading her expression. “She doesn’t know what we are. We can’t risk it.”

“I wasn’t expecting her,” Bella replied, though a part of her wished she could share this secret. Zoe would’ve had a snarky comment about Emmett’s warmup stretches or Alice's outfit.

“She’s been off again,” Jasper said suddenly from the side, voice low but clearly meant for the others. He was standing in the outfield, but his gaze cut toward the group like he’d felt something shift. “Tighter. Paranoid. Whatever happened a few days ago—it's still gnawing at her.”

Rosalie didn’t move, but her voice was cool and clear. “She’s scared. But pretending she’s not. And no one’s calling her out for it.”

Emmett tilted his head, half-listening, half-shaking out his arms. “That’s kind of her thing, right? Going quiet when stuff gets bad. Acting like she’s just fine.”

“She’s not fine,” Rosalie said, finally turning to look at him. “She’s unraveling again.”

Edward’s jaw tensed. “There’s only so much we can do without telling her.”

Jasper nodded once. “She’s not sleeping again. I felt it this morning. Exhaustion. And guilt.”

Edward exchanged a knowing look with Bella.

“You think it’s about her mom again?” Emmett asked, voice softer now.

“Maybe,” Jasper replied. “Or something new.”

Rosalie’s gaze moved back toward the trees, away from the others. “She’s been carrying a knife again.”

That stilled the conversation.

Thunder rolled overhead, masking the silence that followed.

“I hate this,” Emmett muttered. “Not knowing what’s wrong. Not being able to help.”

“She’s not just some fragile human,” Rosalie said, but her voice held no edge—only worry. “But she’s still one of us. Whether she knows it or not.”

Bella frowned, not understanding what Rosalie meant. Her cousin was fragile and very human. Why would she be one of the Cullens? And why wouldn’t she know?

Edward looked toward the storm with narrowed eyes. “The moment this becomes something we can’t ignore, we won’t. Agreed?”

Jasper gave a sharp nod. Rosalie didn’t reply, but her silence was confirmation enough.

From across the field, Alice called cheerfully, “Batter up!”

The Cullen siblings broke away—some running, some vanishing in a blur. But Rosalie lingered a beat longer, eyes still fixed on the woods behind them, as if watching for someone who’d never come.

 

Zoe lay sprawled on her stomach, twirling a pen in one hand as rain flickered against the window. The storm was picking up—Forks loved a dramatic backdrop, and tonight, it delivered.

Her phone buzzed once, and for the first time in days, she didn’t flinch.

Damon.

She stared at the name for a beat, then tapped answer and rolled onto her back.

“Hey stranger,” Zoe said quietly, the words light in tone but heavy at the edges—like she was holding herself together with frayed thread. “How’s the whole impending death treating you?”

On the other end, Damon snorted. “I’m flattered. You open with sass, not sobs. I was worried you’d gone soft.”

Zoe exhaled a breath that almost sounded like a laugh. “I’m emotionally versatile,” she said, though her voice cracked slightly. “Now spill. Klaus is dead? You’re alive? Or do I need to start a funeral Pinterest board, or...?”

Damon hesitated, then said, “False alarm, apparently. Bonnie did some witchy hocus-pocus. Klaus is still technically alive—he’s just wearing Tyler Lockwood like a badly fitted jacket.”

Zoe froze. “Klaus is in Tyler’s body?”

“Yeah,” Damon muttered. “Don’t ask me how. Something about transferring essence—Bonnie was not in a sharing mood when I pressed her for the fine print.”

Zoe’s hand tightened around the phone. “And Tyler?”

A pause.

“I don’t know,” Damon admitted. “But Bonnie wouldn’t have done it if it meant killing him. She wouldn’t have. Not knowingly.”

Zoe sat back against the headboard, heart heavy. “So he’s just… trapped. Somewhere. Inside.”

“Probably.”

“And if Klaus had really died…” Her voice thinned out, distant. “If he had really died, you would’ve…”

“Yeah,” Damon said softly. “Me. Stefan. Caroline. All of us.”

She closed her eyes. “And me.”

There was silence on the line.

“Zoe—”

“You know the bond isn’t just emotional, Damon,” she said, voice barely above a whisper. “If you go, I go. We both know that.”

Damon’s voice was quieter now. “I didn’t forget.”

“I almost wish you had,” she murmured. “Would’ve made it easier to pretend this wasn’t real.”

Zoe ended the call, her fingers lingering on the phone screen for a beat longer than necessary. The silence that followed was hollow and sharp. She stayed perfectly still, as if even breathing too hard might shatter the fragile calm clinging to her.

The doorbell rang.

Zoe blinked.

She heard the creak of Charlie’s recliner as he stood, the familiar tread of his boots moving toward the front hall. “Zoe?” he called casually. “Someone’s here for you.”

Her stomach dropped.

She rose slowly, walking toward the door like someone approaching a ledge. The second she stepped into the entryway, she saw him.

Alaric.

Or what used to be Alaric.

He looked the same. Same coat, same rough stubble, same tired eyes. But there was something behind his gaze now—something wrong. Too still. Too cold. Her breath hitched.

Charlie looked between them, relaxed and unsuspecting, while Zoe’s heart thundered against her ribs.

“Hey there,” he greeted casually. “Been a while.

Zoe’s heart pounded. 

Alaric smiled. “Yeah, figured I’d check in.” He turned to Zoe and called her something he’d never called her before. “Hey, Zozo.”

Charlie turned toward the door. “Come-”

“Hey, Charlie,” Zoe said, trying to keep her voice from shaking. “I can talk to him outside.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “You sure?”

She forced a shaky smile. “Yeah. I’ll just talk to him outside. I’ll be back in a minute.”

Charlie hesitated, clearly uncertain, but nodded. “Alright. I’ll be in the kitchen. Don’t freeze out there,” he joked.

The second the door closed behind her, Zoe backed down the steps, keeping her eyes locked on him. “You shouldn’t be here.”

Alaric followed, his movements unhurried. “That’s funny. I was about to say the same thing.”

Zoe swallowed hard, the bond with Damon thrumming inside her—warning her. This wasn’t Ric. Not really. Not anymore.

“You’re not Ric,” she whispered.

He tilted his head. “I am. Just… upgraded.” He stepped closer. “Better. Clearer. I see it all now, Zoe. I see what needs to be done.”

She took a shaky step back. “Why are you here?”

“Because I care about you, Zoe. I really do. Which is why this is hard.”

He moved too fast. The blade was in his hand before she could react.

She tried to run, but he caught her by the wrist and twisted.

The knife slid into her stomach—quick and clean, with the same grim efficiency she’d once seen him use to stake vampires.

Her cry was strangled, sharp.

He eased her to the porch steps like a child putting down a toy. Alaric crouched beside her, eyes filled with something almost tender. But it was the wrong kind of soft—eerily calm, haunting in its finality.

“I couldn’t let Klaus find you,” he murmured, brushing a curl from her forehead. “You’re too dangerous, Zoe. You always were.”

Zoe coughed, blood tinting her lips.

”He can’t get his hands on a doppelgänger like you. You’re an anomaly, Zoe. And anomalies… they don’t survive in nature.”

She choked out a breath, pain burning through her.

“I really am sorry,” he said. “But someone has to clean up the mess the Originals made.”

He stood and vanished into the shadows before the door could open again.

And inside, Charlie hummed softly to himself, reheating leftovers—unaware that his niece was bleeding on the front steps.

 

The storm rolled overhead, a low rumble reverberating across the forest clearing. Lightning flickered across the sky like a fuse slowly burning. Alice went still mid-motion, eyes unfocused, a rigid statue carved in tension.

Carlisle was at her side in an instant, Jasper right next to them.

“What do you see?” he asked, voice calm but clipped at the edges.

Her mouth moved before her eyes caught up. “Three of them. Strangers. Coming fast.”

Rosalie stepped closer, brows narrowing. “Nomads?”

Alice gave the faintest nod. “They heard us.”

It didn’t take long for the family to fall into instinctual formation. Emmett shifted his stance. Jasper slid closer to Bella. Edward was already in front of her, jaw tight.

Carlisle turned toward the dark horizon, the scent of ozone and sap mingling with something sharper. Foreign. The tang of unfamiliar vampires, carried on the wind.

He knew this feeling. The seconds before a predator stepped into the clearing. The quiet before the collision.

His body remembered before his mind allowed it.

A different clearing. Another storm. The scent of blood in the snow.

He’d stood just like this—shoulders squared, head high, calm on the surface as chaos cracked beneath his ribs. And she’d stood beside him.

Zoe Cullen.

No, his Zoe.

The red-eyed monsters had come for her, not knowing who she was to him. Or perhaps knowing exactly.

He remembered the way her coat had twisted in the wind. How she hadn’t screamed when they tore her from him. How her eyes had stayed locked on his even when her body was wrenched away.

He remembered the moment her scream finally came. How she’d told him to run. And the silence that followed.

The wind shifted, and Carlisle snapped back to the present like surfacing from a frozen lake. The ghost of her voice clung to the back of his throat.

This wasn’t 1938. This wasn’t that nightmare.

But the fear was the same.

He looked to Bella—small, human, trembling slightly in her borrowed cap and jacket. She was pressing herself closer to Edward now, instinctively curling in as the others braced around her like a fortress.

Carlisle exhaled slowly and stepped forward, into the open.

“Let’s not escalate this,” he said evenly, as the approaching footsteps grew closer, faster.

A flash of movement on the tree line. Then another.

Three figures stepped into the clearing—Victoria’s feline poise, James’ shark-smile, and Laurent’s weary distance.

A storm overhead. Tension crackling below. And still, in the back of Carlisle’s mind, a single, haunting echo: I’ve lived this before.

But he pushed it down. He was no use to anyone if he let the past bleed into the now.

Still, somewhere in his chest, a whisper of warning stirred. Something else was wrong tonight. He couldn’t name it yet. Couldn’t see it. But he felt it, like a ripple on the surface of a still lake, just before something broke through from below.

He just didn’t know that back in Forks, someone else he cared about was already bleeding.

 

Chapter 27: Twilight: In Cold Blood

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The air shifted first.

Carlisle stepped forward instinctively, his body settling into calm, calculated stillness. Behind him, Edward growled low—possessive, wary. Emmett tensed beside him, Rosalie flanking Bella like a silent sentinel. Alice and Jasper had already spread wide, triangulating their positions.

Then they emerged—three strangers with blood-red eyes and the casual arrogance of predators who hadn’t faced a real threat in decades.

Laurent walked at the center, regal and at ease, a faint smile curling his lips. Victoria trailed to the left, flame-red hair wild around her face, her movements too fluid, too watchful. And James… James didn’t walk so much as stalk. Every inch of him buzzed with the anticipation of a hunt.

Carlisle met them with a diplomat’s grace, even as his mind reeled.

“Hello,” Carlisle said evenly, shoving the memory back into its box. His voice was calm, practiced. “I’m Carlisle Cullen. This is my family.”

Laurent gave a shallow bow of his head. “I’m Laurent. This is Victoria, and James.”

He didn’t offer a coven name. That alone told Carlisle everything he needed to know.

“You were playing a game?” Laurent gestured to the broken field. “Baseball?”

“We enjoy the sport during storms,” Carlisle said lightly. “It allows us to be… louder.”

Victoria smiled. It was a thin, terrible thing. “We heard it from miles away.”

Carlisle watched the three nomads with ice in his veins.

James’ eyes flicked to Bella. “She’s human,” He said, more to himself than anyone else. “Interesting.”

“No.” Edward’s voice was a snarl.

Carlisle lifted a hand slightly. A warning

Carlisle took a deliberate step to the side, subtly repositioning himself to block James’s direct line of sight. “She’s with us,” he said evenly. “We don’t want trouble.”

James tilted his head, the smirk not fading. “And yet here we are.”

Carlisle’s mind was working furiously. Laurent was still watching him—not with the same predatory focus, but with curiosity, calculation. There might be a diplomatic angle still. But James… James was already circling the edges of bloodlust.

“Let’s not do this here,” Carlisle said, voice still composed. “We can talk. You’re welcome to hunt the area—we’ll clear out for a few days.”

Victoria moved closer to James without a word. Her eyes hadn’t left Bella once.

Laurent finally stepped forward, raising a hand of his own. “I apologize,” he said smoothly. “We didn’t realize your territory was so… occupied.”

Carlisle inclined his head. “It’s not often. We usually hunt elsewhere.”

James chuckled darkly. “You don’t drink human blood.”

Carlisle didn’t flinch. “No.”

James smiled again. “Pity.”

It was clear now. There was no calming him. Not completely. His interest was piqued—and Bella was the reason. Carlisle could feel it in every breath James took, every angle of his stance. This wasn’t hunger. It was obsession.

Laurent seemed to sense it too. He stepped slightly in front of James. “We didn’t mean to intrude,” he said, tone firmer now. “Perhaps we should go.”

“No,” James said, eyes still on Bella. “I think I’ll stay.”

Carlisle’s voice hardened. “You can’t.”

The clearing went still. Even the trees seemed to hush.

James’ smile faded, just slightly. His eyes flicked to Carlisle, reading him again.

 

Charlie Swan glanced at the clock, his beer still half-full and the game on mute. Zoe had been out on the porch longer than a quick discussion warranted. A chill crawled down his spine—something primal, fatherly. Wrong.

He stood and crossed the living room toward the front door, boots thudding dully on the floorboards. When he opened it, the breath left his lungs.

Zoe was crumpled on the steps like a broken doll.

For one horrifying moment, Charlie couldn’t move. She was on her side, lips tinged red, blood soaking through her clothes and pooling beneath her. Too much blood. Far too much. His knees hit the porch before he realized he’d moved.

“Zoe—” His voice cracked. He reached for her, hands trembling. Her skin was cold and clammy, her face slack. The kind of stillness that stopped a man’s heart.

Charlie thought she was dead.

God, had she always been this small?

He nearly broke then, nearly buckled under it—until he saw the faintest rise in her chest. Shallow, struggling, but there.

Alive.

“Hang on, kid,” he breathed, already gathering her up. She was light in his arms, too light, and limp as he pulled her against his chest. Her blood soaked into his flannel shirt, still warm.

Alaric. It had to be Alaric. 

The man had shown up out of nowhere, calm and casual, and Zoe had gone willingly. They’d seemed close. Friendly. She’d been so happy to see him when he showed up a couple weeks back. 

But Charlie was a cop, and cops followed facts—even when they pointed to things they didn’t want to believe.

But those questions could wait.

He carried her to the patrol car, gently but urgently, his hand pressing against the wound in her side as if pressure alone could keep her alive. Gravel crunched beneath his tires as he peeled out of the driveway and toward the hospital, one hand on the wheel, the other still cradling Zoe’s bloodied body.

When he burst through the emergency room doors, shouting for help, the world seemed to blur.

“She’s been stabbed—my niece, she’s—she’s losing blood, she—”

Nurses swarmed. A gurney appeared. Hands reached for her.

“Stay with me, kid,” Charlie said hoarsely as they wheeled her away. Her fingers didn’t twitch. Her head lolled to the side.

A nurse gently pushed him back, promising they'd take it from here. And suddenly, she was gone down the hall, swallowed up by swinging double doors.

Charlie stood frozen, blinking under the harsh fluorescent lights. He looked down.

His hands were shaking. His shirt, his arms—soaked in red.

Zoe’s blood.

And for the first time in years, Charlie Swan was terrified in a way that went beyond being a cop. He was terrified in the way only family could be.

 

The ride back to Forks was supposed to be fast. Edward made sure of that—his hands tight on the wheel, his jaw locked in silence. Bella didn’t ask questions; she didn’t need to. The adrenaline from the encounter with James hadn’t worn off, but now the tension in the car had shifted into something colder. Sharper.

As they pulled into the driveway, Edward’s head snapped toward the porch. His eyes narrowed.

“What is it?” Bella asked, already leaning forward.

Edward’s nostrils flared. “Blood.”

Her heart dropped. “Mine?”

“No. It’s…” He hesitated. “It’s Zoe’s.”

Before she could respond, Edward was out of the car. “Stay here.”

“Like hell,” Bella muttered, throwing open the door and sprinting after him.

Edward was already at the base of the steps, crouched low. His hand hovered over the wood near the porch—stained a dark, sticky red. Still wet. 

Bella’s stomach turned. “That’s—”

“An hour old, at least,” Edward said quietly. He wasn’t looking at her. His eyes were fixed on the trail that led to the door—half-wiped footprints, a faint smear against the frame. “It’s not dry. But there was… a lot.”

Bella’s voice cracked. “Was it James?”

Edward shook his head. “No. It doesn’t smell like him. Too clean. Not fresh enough. He was with us the entire time. He wouldn’t have had time to make it here.” His tone was clipped, distracted. “But something happened here.”

Bella didn’t wait. She bolted for the door, flinging it open.

“Zoe?” she called. “Charlie?”

The house was eerily silent.

Bella darted through the rooms—living room, kitchen, upstairs to Zoe’s attic bedroom. Nothing. No blood. No signs of a struggle. No messy footprints or broken glass.

Just… emptiness.

She returned to the living room to find Edward still frozen near the front door.

“Charlie’s patrol car is gone,” he said.

Bella wrapped her arms around herself. “She wasn’t supposed to go anywhere.”

Edward’s jaw clenched. “And she definitely wasn’t supposed to bleed that much.”

Bella sank onto the couch. Her hands trembled as she looked at the empty space where her cousin should’ve been. “What do we do?”

“I don’t know yet,” Edward said, voice low. “But something’s changed. James can wait—this just became more complicated.”

Outside, the wind howled. Inside, the unanswered questions multiplied.

And the blood dried quietly on the porch, marking the place where everything shifted.

 

Charlie Swan sat hunched forward in a plastic chair that squeaked every time he moved, but he couldn't stop shifting. The sleeves of his flannel shirt were soaked in blood — Zoe’s blood — and he hadn’t even noticed until a nurse offered him a blanket, thinking he was cold.

He hadn’t said much since the doctors rushed Zoe into a room. She'd been stabbed — right in front of his house.

Right on his porch.

God, what if Bella had been home?

What kind of person attacks a teenage girl on a quiet street in Forks? Who even does that ?

His fingers rubbed absently at the dried streaks on his palms. He didn’t even remember getting her into the cruiser — just the gurgling sound she made when she tried to breathe, and how he couldn’t stop watching her chest, making sure it kept moving.

His phone buzzed violently in his pocket, a sharp vibration that startled him out of his fog.

Bella.

He answered immediately.

“Bells.”

“Dad!” Her voice was frantic, hushed. “What happened? I just got your message—Is she okay? Are you okay? What—what’s going on?”

Charlie exhaled, trying to steady himself. “She’s in surgery now. Or something close to it. They’re being vague.” He rubbed his temple. “She was stabbed. In front of the house.”

A pause. He could hear her breathing speed up on the other end of the line.

“Stabbed?” she echoed. “Who—how? Did they catch them?”

“No.” His jaw clenched. “I didn’t see it happen. I just found her out there.” He paused, something bitter rising in his throat.“Didn’t hear a damn thing. One second it was quiet, next she was on the ground, bleeding.”

He stopped. Couldn’t finish.

“Are you at the hospital now?” Bella asked, her voice suddenly tighter. Controlled.

“Of course I am. Where else would I be?” Charlie said, then added, “You should come.”

Another pause. A heavy one this time.

“I—I can’t,” she said.

“What?” His voice rose. “Why the hell not?”

“I just… can’t, Dad. I’m not at home anymore. I had to leave.”

“What does that even mean? You left? Bella, your cousin is in the hospital with a knife wound to her gut, and you’re—what? On a road trip?”

“I’m not on a trip,” she snapped, but immediately regretted the sharpness. “It’s complicated. I promise I’ll explain soon, I just—”

“You’re not making any sense,” Charlie cut in. “You were supposed to stay close. And Zoe—she needs you, Bells. Right now.”

“I know,” Bella whispered. “I’m sorry.”

Charlie felt the silence like a slap. He pinched the bridge of his nose, trying not to completely lose it.

“I know this is a lot,” he said, voice fraying. “But after what happened to Wilbur, you’d think we’d be more careful.”

Bella said nothing.

Charlie looked down at his hands again. “They never found who did it, you know. Heart cut out of his chest. Who the hell does that to a man in his own home?”

Still nothing.

He sighed, long and heavy. “Look, if you’re in trouble… you need to tell me. I’m still your dad.”

“I know.”

“You need to come back.”

“I can’t.”

“Then pray she makes it. Because that girl didn’t deserve this. And she sure as hell didn’t deserve to be left alone.”

There was a click, soft and final, and then just static.

Charlie put the phone down in his lap and stared at the corridor, willing a doctor to come around the corner and say something — anything.

For the first time in years, he felt utterly helpless.

And somewhere deep in his gut, something told him this wasn’t over. Not even close.

 

The ride was suffocatingly quiet.

Edward’s hands gripped the steering wheel with surgical precision as the trees blurred past them, shadows slipping over the windshield like ghosts. His jaw was clenched so tightly Bella thought it might crack.

Bella sat stiffly in the passenger seat, arms folded, heart hammering for reasons that had nothing to do with James anymore.

She could still see the blood.

Zoe’s blood. On the porch. Maybe on the steps. She couldn’t remember exactly but, in her head, it was everywhere.

And Charlie… alone, with that kind of mess. Because of her.

“I shouldn’t be leaving,” she said suddenly, the words bursting out of her like shrapnel. “Charlie’s right. I should be at the hospital.”

Edward didn’t look at her. His eyes stayed locked on the road.

“You can’t be there,” he said flatly.

“She’s my family, Edward.”

“And you’re mine,” he snapped, louder than he meant to. His voice dropped again. “You think I don’t care about Zoe? You think I’d let you leave if I had a choice?”

Bella shook her head, biting the inside of her cheek.

“She was bleeding out. Right in front of the house,” she whispered. “And now I’m just—what? Running away?”

“You’re staying alive.”

They pulled up to the Cullen house. The porch light was already on, glowing like a beacon against the looming trees.

Alice was at the door before they even parked, her expression stormy. “What’s happening? James doubled back toward town—Jasper’s on him, but he’s picking up something weird.”

Emmett followed her out, brow furrowed. “What do you mean weird?”

Edward didn’t answer. He was already out of the car, opening Bella’s door.

Bella stepped out but turned on him. “Tell them,” she said. “They deserve to know.”

Alice tilted her head. “Tell us what?”

Bella’s hands curled into fists.

“Zoe was attacked,” she said, too loudly. “That’s what happened. Someone stabbed her. Outside the house.”

A beat of silence dropped like a weight.

Rosalie’s eyes widened. “What?

“She’s in the hospital,” Bella added, voice breaking. “And I just left. I left Charlie to deal with it alone.”

Emmett’s face went hard. Carlisle appeared behind them, his tone measured but sharp. “Who did it?”

Edward spoke carefully. “We don’t know yet.”

“No scent?” Jasper asked from the shadows near the porch.

Edward didn’t respond.

Bella could see the thoughts spinning behind their eyes — the fear that this wasn’t an isolated event. That it wasn’t just about her anymore.

Alice took a small step back, her voice barely above a whisper. “But… Zoe’s just a kid.”

“She’s a target, ” Edward said grimly. “Or she got caught in the crossfire.”

“No,” Bella said immediately, her breath catching. “No, this wasn’t random. Whoever did this meant to hurt her.”

Alice’s jaw tensed. “Still nothing,” she said quietly. “It’s like her timeline won’t stay still long enough to be seen.” She glanced at Edward. “And now someone’s targeting her?”

A pause. “That’s not a coincidence.”

Carlisle looked to Edward. “James?”

Edward shook his head. “No. He’s still focused on Bella. This… this feels different.”

More silence.

Bella could feel it now — the shift. The realization creeping through the family that this wasn’t just a game of vampire tag. Someone had drawn blood close to home .

Carlisle’s voice was calm but firm. “Then we don’t leave Zoe unprotected. I’ll go to the hospital.”

Edward turned sharply. “You’ll expose—”

“I’ll be careful,” Carlisle cut in. “But she’s alone, and I won’t risk it.”

Edward said nothing.

Bella swallowed hard. “I thought Forks would be safe for her.”

Carlisle’s gaze darkened. “So did we.”

Nobody disagreed.

 

Chapter 28: Twilight: A Breath Stolen

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Carlisle moved through the hospital with purpose, his coat still damp from the forest air and his steps quiet as shadow. The nurses didn’t question him. They never did. Whether he was on call or not, he belonged here.

He spotted Charlie Swan slouched in one of the waiting room chairs near the ER doors — his flannel shirt wrinkled, his knuckles stained a deep brown-red where the blood had dried.

Carlisle approached slowly, offering a soft nod.

“Charlie.”

Charlie looked up, startled but clearly exhausted. “Carlisle. What—what are you doing here?”

Carlisle gave him a small, apologetic smile. “Bella called me. She was worried about Zoe. Asked me to check in.” A lie — gentle and necessary. But it stung as it left his mouth.

Charlie ran a hand over his face. “She’s stable. For now. They think the knife nicked her lung, maybe more. I’m still waiting for a surgeon to give it to me straight.”

Carlisle nodded solemnly. “I’ll see what I can find out.”

Charlie’s eyes narrowed slightly. “First Wilbur. Now her,” Charlie said quietly. “You don’t stab a girl like that unless you’re sending a message.”

Carlisle paused. “I don’t know. But I promise you — I’ll find out what’s going on.”

Charlie swallowed, his voice gravel-rough. “She was just a kid, Carlisle. Just a kid.”

Carlisle reached out and rested a steady hand on his shoulder. “And we’re going to make sure she’s safe now.”

Charlie didn’t thank him. Just looked away.

Carlisle turned and slipped through the corridor, his heart thudding in a slow, unnatural rhythm. The smell of antiseptic and blood didn’t bother him. The scent of Zoe’s blood — tangled and strange and heartbreakingly familiar — did.

He found her in a curtained room near the end of the hall. Machines whispered. Her skin was pale. A tube snaked into her arm. Her breath was slow but steady. The hissing of the oxygen tank was faint but steady. He could hear it — the artificial rhythm compensating for the one her body had nearly lost.

A lung puncture. It explained the pink froth he’d smelled in her blood. A breath stolen, not just broken.

And her face—

His throat closed.

Not again.

She was different, yes — softer jaw, darker eyes, newer scars. But the lines of her were still burned into his memory. From decades ago. From another lifetime.

Zoe Cullen. His wife. Dead and buried.

And now… this girl. Zoe Clark.

Still her. And not.

Carlisle sat beside her quietly. He didn’t speak. Didn’t touch her.

He simply watched her breathe, the way he'd watched Zoe Cullen breathe when she was dying in a sunlit clearing in Canada, less than a century ago.

He had failed her then.

He would not fail this one.

 

The bourbon burned less than it should’ve. Damon tossed back another mouthful and let the glass dangle loosely from his fingers as he paced the living room floor, phone buzzing uselessly in his other hand.

Voicemail. Again.

“Come on, Zo,” he muttered. “Pick up. Just once.”

He tapped the screen. Redialed. Nothing.

She hadn’t answered in hours. And he felt it — that moment — like someone had yanked his spine through his ribs. The bond didn’t give him clarity, just shock . Pain. And silence, like the line between them had gone underwater.

Typical, he told himself. She’s probably fine. Stubborn, bleeding on a gurney somewhere, ignoring his calls on principle.

But his hand was shaking anyway.

The house creaked. No footsteps, just the old wood settling — or pretending to. He felt it a split second before he heard it.

The air changed.

“You’re pacing,” said a familiar voice behind him. “That’s new. Worried about your pet doppelgänger?”

Damon turned slowly, jaw tightening. “You shouldn’t be here.”

Alaric Saltzman stepped out from the shadows near the doorway, eyes glinting, posture relaxed — too relaxed.

“I was in the neighborhood,” Alaric said casually, leaning against the doorframe. “Thought I’d pay my respects. Especially since I got to her first.”

Damon’s breath stopped for half a beat.

“What did you just say?”

Alaric smirked. “She didn’t scream, if that makes you feel better. At least not for long.”

The glass shattered before it hit the wall. Damon was across the room in less than a second, fist slamming into Alaric’s jaw with enough force to send him back against the bookcase.

“You don’t get to talk about her,” Damon growled. “Not now. Not like that .”

Alaric laughed, lips split, blood trailing down his chin. “Oh, Damon. You’re so predictable.”

They collided again — fists, elbows, rage. Damon fought dirty, fast, with no care for style. Alaric fought like a man who wasn't really a man anymore — stronger than he should’ve been. But slower now.

Something had changed.

Damon had him pinned against the floor, ready for another hit — when Alaric suddenly gasped.

And then he slumped.

Just like that.

“Ric?” Damon asked, blinking. 

No answer.

Alaric’s eyes rolled back, his body jerking once like he’d been hit with defibrillator pads. Then nothing.

Ric!

Damon shook him — harder. There was no heartbeat. Not even a shallow breath.

And then… a flicker. Damon’s own chest twisted, the bond inside him flaring again — grief, and something worse than grief. Loss. The tether rippled like someone had snipped a thread just out of sight.

He looked down at Alaric’s face.

Still.

Too still.

Bonnie. Elena. The Gilbert ring. He didn’t know what spell had failed or which life had run out — only that something just ended.

And he still didn’t know if Zoe was alive.

Damon stood slowly, jaw set, fists clenched.

“You son of a bitch,” he whispered. “If she dies because of you…”

But he couldn’t finish the sentence. Because he wasn’t sure if it was already too late.

 

The second hand on the wall clock ticked with a lazy rhythm that mocked every beat of Charlie Swan’s heart.

He’d been staring at the same square of pale green tile for nearly ten minutes. The coffee in his hand was still cold. It had been cold for a while now — he just kept holding it, like the warmth might come back.

But this time, at least, he wasn’t alone in the dark.

Carlisle had gone to check on Zoe. Said he’d find answers. Said he’d be quick.

Charlie wasn’t sure how long it had been. Long enough to imagine too much.

Then — motion. Carlisle appeared at the end of the hallway, his white coat catching the fluorescent light, steps fast but measured.

Charlie stood, relief creeping in before reason could catch up.

And then Carlisle stopped. Turned on a dime. Ran back into Zoe’s room.

The door slammed open.

A second later, alarms.

Not the soft kind. Not the kind you learn to ignore after years on the force.

Flat. Piercing. Final.

Charlie’s chest went hollow.

A nurse sprinted past him. Then another. A third wheeled a crash cart toward the room, muttering something clipped and urgent into a radio.

Charlie didn’t even realize he was moving until he was at the door.

He saw her.

Zoe. Still. Small. Colorless.

The monitor showed a straight line. The tone was unbroken.

Carlisle was already moving — snapping out instructions with terrifying calm. He injected something into her IV, fast. Epinephrine. Then reached for the paddles, rubbing them together, calling out a charge.

“Clear.”

Zoe’s body jolted, but the line stayed flat.

Charlie tried to step forward.

A nurse blocked him with both hands. “You can’t be in here.”

“She’s my—”

“I know,” she said gently. “Please, Chief. You don’t want to see this.”

Carlisle didn’t look up.

Another shock.

Still nothing.

Charlie let the nurse push him back. The door closed in front of him.

He made it three steps down the hall before the world tilted sideways.

He barely made it to the trash can.

The coffee and bile came up together. He braced one hand against the wall, shaking, gasping, ears still full of that unbroken tone.

Zoe was dying.

And there wasn’t a damn thing he could do.

 

The room smelled like bleach and worn carpet. The AC clicked every few seconds like it couldn’t make up its mind. Bella lay rigid on the bed, her eyes locked on the cracked ceiling tile like it was going to give her answers.

Alice sat by the window, motionless. Jasper stood with his back to the door, shoulders tense, like he was waiting for something to burst through.

Bella’s phone sat silent beside her.

No messages.

No calls.

Carlisle hadn’t updated her. Charlie hadn’t called. And Zoe hadn’t answered a single one of her texts.

She closed her eyes and inhaled slowly through her nose.

Zoe’s fine. That’s what she kept telling herself. Carlisle’s there. She’s safe now.

But it didn’t feel true.

Her stomach coiled tighter the longer the silence dragged on.

Jasper noticed her shift and moved closer. “You okay?”

She nodded. Then shook her head.

“I hate this,” Bella whispered. “I hate just sitting here. I should be doing something. She’s in a hospital bed and I just… left.”

Jasper’s voice was low, even, empathetic. “You didn’t have a choice.”

Bella didn’t answer.

Alice stood now, walking quietly across the room. She sat beside Bella on the edge of the bed.

“I haven’t seen anything change,” Alice said. “No visions. No decisions made around her. It’s still the same.”

Bella looked up, eyes rimmed red. “Is that better or worse?”

Alice didn’t reply.

Bella curled her hands into fists.

“I should’ve stayed. With Charlie. With her.”

“Bella,” Jasper said gently. “If you had stayed, James would’ve gone through every single person you care about to get to you. Including Zoe.”

The silence stretched again.

“But now he gets to do that anyway,” Bella whispered.

No one corrected her.

 

The flatline cut through the room like a blade.

Carlisle didn’t flinch. He’d heard it before — more times than he could count. It was just a sound. A signal. Not a sentence.

He moved on instinct.

“Epinephrine,” he snapped, holding out a gloved hand before the nurse had finished turning. She passed him the syringe and he injected it cleanly into Zoe’s IV.

No heartbeat.

No flutter. No arrhythmia. Just nothing.

He checked her pupils — no reaction. The skin around her lips was already paling. Her chest was still.

Too still.

“Charging to 200,” the crash nurse said, voice clipped.

Carlisle rubbed the defibrillator paddles together, watching the monitor even as he called it out: “Clear.”

Her body jerked.

Flatline.

Again.

“300.”

Another jolt. Another useless spike.

“Come on,” he murmured, not to the staff — to her.

He could feel it — the absence. Whatever tether had been holding Zoe to this world was slipping, unraveling like thread pulled too fast through a needle.

And it wasn’t just her fading.

It was her.

The shape of her face — not just Zoe Clark, but the echo of Zoe Cullen — flickered in his mind like a ghost reaching for him through time. His hands moved with precision, but his chest was tight. Tight in a way that no vampire’s lungs should feel.

“Push another round,” he ordered.

The nurse hesitated. “Doctor Cul—”

Do it.

He knew how this looked. Human doctors would’ve stopped already. Would’ve called time of death. But Carlisle wasn’t just trying to revive a patient. He was trying to catch a falling star with his bare hands.

Zoe wasn’t responding.

And he was losing her.

Again.

His mind flared with things he didn’t say out loud. She’s not supposed to die. Not this one. Not again.

“Charge to 360. Clear.”

The paddles jolted her once more.

A spike.

Just a flicker — like a candle guttering in the dark.

“Sinus tachycardia,” the nurse gasped. “She’s back.”

Carlisle didn’t move for a full second.

Then he stepped back from the table, lowering the paddles, chest heaving though he didn’t need to breathe.

He closed his eyes.

Thank you.

 

It was warm in the car.

The kind of warmth that came from laughter and worn leather seats and Miranda Gilbert’s terrible taste in radio. Some old Top 40 song buzzed through the speakers — bouncy, annoying, familiar. The kind of thing Miranda always claimed to hate and then knew every word to.

Zoe leaned forward between the seats, grinning. “You seriously think that’s what he meant?”

Miranda glanced at her through the rearview mirror, eyes full of mischief. “Absolutely. Grayson’s father was a lot of things, but subtle wasn’t one of them.”

Grayson chuckled from the driver’s side. “Don’t let her rewrite history just because he’s dead.”

“He wore a cravat to a parent-teacher conference,” Miranda fired back. “That’s not subtle. That’s Victorian cosplay.”

Zoe laughed, head thrown back against the seat. God, it felt good — this kind of laughter. Easy. Bright.

Elena sat beside her, facing the window.

She hadn’t said a word since they picked her up from the party. Her arms were folded tightly across her stomach, mouth set in a hard line.

Zoe’s smile softened as she glanced sideways. “You okay?”

Elena didn’t answer. Her silence was louder than the radio.

Zoe knew that look. She’d seen it before — when Elena and Matt fought but hadn’t told anyone yet. This time it had happened in front of people. Something about Caroline. About trust. About things neither of them knew how to fix.

She didn’t push.

“I hope they work it out,” she murmured to herself, barely audible over the music.

Outside, the rain had started. The windshield wipers swept in a lazy rhythm. Streetlights glowed soft and gold, stretching across the wet road like ribbons.

For a moment, Zoe closed her eyes.

It felt safe.

Still.

And then—

A shudder. A wrongness.

The laughter faded like someone had turned the volume down. The warmth pulled back like the car itself had taken a breath.

The tires didn’t catch the curve.

There was no screech, no impact.

Just icy water.

Fast and dark.

It poured in through the cracks before she could react. She lunged for Elena—

But her seat was empty.

Gone.

So were Miranda and Grayson.

So was the car.

Zoe blinked. Her chest seized.

She was underwater.

Just herself.

No glass. No headlights. No doors. Just the weightless black pressing against her skin.

She floated in stillness, suspended between nowhere and nothing.

She reached for it—instinctively.

The bond.

But the tether wasn’t there.

Damon was gone.

No— not gone. She couldn’t feel him at all.

Her pulse spiked. Her lungs burned. Something was off . Deeply, fundamentally off.

And then she remembered.

That night—this night—she hadn’t even met him yet.

There’d been no bond. No tether. No Damon.

Zoe’s eyes widened.

This wasn’t a memory anymore.

Something was wrong.

And she was alone.

 

Chapter 29: Twilight: How Did We Get Here?

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Charlie was back to sitting slumped in a chair against the corridor wall, elbows on his knees, head in his hands. His sleeves were stiff from Zoe’s blood drying on them, and the trash can beside him still reeked of bile and black coffee.

He didn’t know how long he’d been sitting there. Time had bled out the edges.

All he knew was the sound of the flatline was still ringing in his ears.

The door at the end of the hallway finally opened.

Carlisle stepped out.

Charlie stood too fast, nearly knocking over the chair.

Carlisle looked—composed. But not untouched. His hands were steady, but there was something tight in his jaw. Something quiet in his eyes.

Charlie couldn’t speak. Could barely breathe.

Carlisle walked toward him slowly, not the measured pace of a doctor delivering bad news — but the step of someone giving a man room to brace himself.

“She’s stable,” he said.

Charlie blinked. “What?”

“She’s not breathing on her own, but we’ve stabilized her. Machines are helping for now. She’s unconscious… but she’s still fighting.”

Charlie’s breath left him like a sucker punch to the gut. His shoulders folded in, one hand gripping the wall.

“You—you’re sure?”

Carlisle nodded. “Her vitals are holding. The lung was in bad shape, but we’ve got it under control with the vent. She’s stable — for now.”

Charlie nodded too quickly, like agreeing would make it more real. “Okay. Okay.” Then he looked up, eyes wet and fierce. “You brought her back?” He needed to hear it one more time.

Carlisle hesitated for a fraction of a second.

“Yes,” he said simply. “I wasn’t going to let her go.”

Charlie scrubbed both hands down his face. “Jesus.”

He laughed once — sharp and joyless. “She’s not even my kid,” he muttered. “But it feels like—”

He didn’t finish the sentence.

Carlisle didn’t make him.

They stood in silence for a long moment.

"Can I see her?"

Carlisle looked over his shoulder, then turned back with quiet regret in his eyes. “Not yet. She’s still intubated, and they’re stabilizing her post-code. It’s a closed unit until we’re sure she’s stable.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched, but he nodded. “Right. Yeah. Of course.”

Carlisle softened. “I’ll let you in as soon as I can. I promise.”

Charlie swallowed hard. “Thank you.”

Carlisle met his gaze. “Don’t thank me yet. She’s still not out of the woods. But… I don’t think she’s done fighting.”

Charlie looked down the hallway, toward the door that had nearly closed on his entire world.

“Yeah,” he said hoarsely. “She’s a Clark. She doesn’t quit easy.”

 

Branches snapped beneath her boots, wet leaves clinging to her calves as Rosalie vaulted over a fallen pine, her breath smooth and even despite the pace. They’d been running for hours. North, then east. Doubling back. Looping, scattering. Always moving.

James was still following.

She could feel it in the trees — the subtle shifts in scent and silence. He wasn’t far, and he wasn’t tired.

“Hard right,” Emmett called behind her.

Rosalie veered without hesitation, trusting his read. The terrain dropped into a gully slick with mud and shallow water, perfect for losing a trail. She splashed through it without slowing.

“You think this is enough to confuse him?” she asked, glancing back.

“It’ll buy time.” Emmett caught up beside her, barely winded. “But not much.”

They ran in silence another half mile before Rosalie felt him slow.

“What?”

Emmett didn’t answer right away. His brow furrowed. “Just—stop for a second.”

She did, reluctantly, listening. But the woods were quiet, broken only by the distant hush of wind and water.

“No sign of him,” she said.

“Yeah,” Emmett muttered. “So call Carlisle.”

She turned sharply. “What?”

“We haven’t heard anything. About Zoe.”

“She’s not our priority right now.”

“She’s your friend, Rosalie.”

The words landed like a stone in her ribs.

Emmett didn’t soften. “You’ve been thinking about it since we left. We all have. You’ve been avoiding it. But you need to know. Carlisle would’ve called if it was good news.”

Rosalie stared down at her mud-speckled hands. She could still see the girl’s face — the panic in her eyes, the blood.

“She looked like Zoe,” Rosalie murmured. “Our mother. Exactly like her — but… not. She was younger. Softer. Alive.”

Emmett nodded. “So let’s find out if she’s still alive.”

Rosalie exhaled through her nose, sharp and cold. She pulled the burner phone from her jacket, fingers curled tight around it.

She didn’t want to know.

Rosalie stood still, phone pressed to her ear, the only motion in her body the subtle twitch of her jaw. Emmett stood close beside her, not touching, but near enough that his presence was grounding. His eyes stayed on her face, listening — not because he was trying to eavesdrop, but because he couldn’t not.

The phone rang once.

Twice.

For a moment, Rosalie thought Carlisle wouldn’t answer, but then the line clicked..

“Rosalie.” Carlisle’s voice — calm, too calm. That practiced steadiness he used when he was trying not to let something slip.

Rosalie didn’t waste time. “Is she alive?”

A pause. Brief. Heavy.

“She’s alive,” Carlisle said. “She’s fighting, Rosalie.”

Her jaw tensed. Emmett could feel the way her spine locked beside him, how her fingers clenched the phone like she could squeeze more truth from it.

“That’s it?” She scoffed. “She’s ‘fighting’?”

Carlisle was quiet a moment longer. “I’m not going to let anything happen to her.”

Rosalie’s lips pressed into a hard line. Her voice dropped to a whisper. “Something already did.”

And then she hung up.

The sound of the call ending felt too final in the quiet woods.

Emmett placed a hand gently on her shoulder. “Rose…”

She didn’t look at him — not right away. Just stared out at the trees, jaw tight, eyes sharp with something that looked like fury but wasn’t.

“She’s just a kid,” she muttered. “And she looked like—” She cut herself off.

Emmett didn’t make her finish. Rosalie didn’t need to. Zoe had been his mother too.

He just stepped a little closer and slid his arm around her waist, grounding her.

“We’ll deal with James,” he said. “Then we go back.”

Rosalie nodded once, stiffly, and turned. Together, they ran.

 

The hotel room hadn’t changed, but everything inside Bella had.

The sky outside the blackout curtains was starting to lighten, pale blue bleeding into night. She’d stopped trying to sleep hours ago. The hum of the mini-fridge, the rattle of the AC unit, even Jasper’s careful stillness — it was all too loud now. It made her skin itch.

Alice sat near the window, perfectly motionless, eyes flicking every so often toward nothing.

Jasper was watching her . Like he was worried she’d bolt.

Bella sat cross-legged on the bed, phone in her hand, thumb tapping the lock screen even though no messages ever came.

Nothing from Carlisle. Nothing from Charlie.

Nothing about Zoe.

Her stomach had been in a tight knot since the phone call — since the blood and sirens and Charlie’s voice cracking like glass.

She couldn’t stop seeing it. Zoe on the porch. The red. The panic. The absence.

She shouldn’t have left.

Bella shoved the thought away for the hundredth time, but it stuck like a burr.

“They should’ve called by now,” she said suddenly.

Alice didn’t move. “They will.”

“When? After—after what? After she dies?” Her voice cracked, more anger than grief now. “Why would Carlisle keep me in the dark like this?”

Jasper stood and crossed the room, slow and deliberate. “Because there’s nothing you can do from here,” he said gently. “And because he knows how much she means to you.”

Bella looked down at her phone again. Still nothing.

“She was just a kid,” she whispered. “And she was my cousin. I’m supposed to look out for her and I’m here. Hiding. While she…”

She didn’t finish.

Jasper didn’t press.

Alice finally spoke. “Carlisle’s still with her.”

Bella turned, hope sparking — until she saw Alice’s face.

“You didn’t see anything,” she said.

Alice shook her head. “I told you. I can’t see her. She’s… blank. Like she’s being erased, frame by frame.”

Bella’s throat tightened.

“And you’re sure that means she’s alive?”

“I’m not sure of anything,” Alice said regretfully.

Bella curled in on herself, pressing her phone to her chest like it might anchor her.

Outside, the sky was turning gold.

Inside, everything felt like it was falling apart.

 

The room was quiet again.

Alice hadn’t moved in nearly an hour. Jasper paced occasionally, more out of habit than stress. Bella sat curled on the bed, knees to her chest, phone clutched in one hand like it might anchor her if everything else fell away.

Still no calls. Still no texts.

She couldn't take it anymore.

“I need some air,” Bella mumbled, pushing off the bed.

Jasper looked up. “Stay close.”

“I’m not going far,” she said. “Just—just outside.”

Alice didn’t respond. She hadn’t even blinked.

Bella slipped out the door, her bare feet hitting the cold walkway outside the room. A line of rooms stretched along the balcony, the sun just beginning to warm the metal railings. She walked a few doors down, out of earshot.

Her phone vibrated in her hand.

Voicemail. One new message.

Not Charlie. Not Carlisle.

No caller ID.

Her breath hitched.

She ducked into the stairwell for privacy and pressed play.

At first, static.

Then—“Bella? Bella, honey, it’s Mom—are you there?”

Bella’s heart slammed. “Mom?”

The voice on the line sounded panicked. “I—I’m in Phoenix. I came early to surprise you but I—he—Bella, please, I don’t know what he wants—he said I had to call you. That I had to tell you—”

The sound clipped. Shuffled. A different voice came through, low and calm and final.

“Hello, Bella.”

Her blood turned to ice.

“I know you’re listening,” James said. “If you want your mother alive, come alone. I’ll be waiting. You know where.”

Click.

Bella stood frozen in the stairwell, the cheap metal railing digging into her palm.

She didn’t replay it. Didn’t need to.

She knew that voice.

She knew the ballet studio.

And she knew exactly what she had to do.

 

The emergency room doors flew open with a hiss. Damon stormed inside, soaked and furious, his boots slapping wet against the floor.

“Where is she?” he demanded.

His eyes cut through the emergency bay — wild, desperate.

Dr. Meredith Fell stepped directly into his path, arms raised. “Damon—wait. Please. Just let me explain—”

He didn’t stop. “Where is she?!”

Meredith held her ground, her voice lowering, steady but remorseful. “Damon—when Jeremy brought Elena in earlier tonight, her injuries were worse than I let on. It wasn’t a concussion. It was a cerebral hemorrhage. Bleeding on the brain.”

Damon froze. “What are you saying?”

Meredith sighed. “He was so worried, I didn’t want to tell him. But… I helped her. She needed my help.”

The words hit like a punch to the chest. “You what?”

Silence stretched thick and heavy. Meredith braced herself.

Damon’s world tilted — just slightly.

“Damon!”

Caroline’s voice rang out from behind Meredith. Her heels clicked across the floor as she approached, disheveled and shaken but trying to stay composed. “Take a breath.”

Damon turned to her slowly. He laughed — cold and bitter. No humor. Just unraveling.

“A breath?” he echoed. “You want me to take a breath?”

His voice sharpened.

“Zoe’s dying. And Elena’s already dead. And you want me to take a breath?”

Caroline’s face collapsed. “Wait—what?”

Damon looked past her, jaw clenching.

Meredith frowned. “Ric’s Zoe?” she asked hesitantly.

“She’s not just some girl,” Damon snapped. “She’s tied to all of this. She always was.” He turned slightly, voice dropping.  “She’s a doppelgänger,” he muttered. “Zoe. Just like Elena.”

Meredith blinked. “She is?”

Damon didn’t answer. He could barely look at her.

Caroline stepped closer, her voice trembling. “Is she—Damon, is she okay?”

He shook his head, gaze flat and cold now. “I can’t feel her anymore.”

Caroline’s breath hitched. “What do you mean, ‘feel her’?”

Damon met her eyes — and for a second, she saw the fear he couldn’t say.

“That’s the benefit of the bond we share,” he said.  “I can tell when she’s dying.”

 

The night pressed in around him, thick and soundless.

The Volvo’s headlights cut through the dark like a blade, illuminating empty stretches of road and the occasional flash of pine trees rushing past. Edward hadn’t spoken a word in hours. His hands gripped the wheel like it was the only thing anchoring him to the earth.

He was miles away from Forks now — doing his part. Running the play. Luring James away with the illusion that Bella was still with him.

But it wasn’t working.

Not really.

James was smarter than they’d prepared for. Hungrier.

And now?

Bella was missing.

Zoe was possibly dying.

And Edward — with all his speed, strength, and foresight — was nowhere close enough to stop any of it.

He swerved suddenly, pulling off onto a dark, gravel shoulder. The tires skidded slightly on the loose dirt, but he didn’t care. The car idled in the dark, steam curling faintly off the hood.

He dropped his forehead to the steering wheel, jaw locked so tightly it ached.

He could still hear Zoe’s laughter that morning. The way she teased Bella. How her heart had always beaten just a little too fast when she was annoyed. The way her mind stayed maddeningly unreadable — but warm. So alive.

And now?

Machines could be breathing for her. If she was even still alive.

And Bella was walking into a trap — alone.

The phone buzzed in the cupholder. Alice.

He didn’t hesitate.

He answered. “Where is she?”

“She’s gone,” Alice said, voice brittle. “I saw it too late. I—I think she took the back stairs. Cab. No one noticed.”

Edward didn’t breathe.

“She’s going to him,” he muttered.

Alice didn’t respond.

“She thinks she can save us all.”

Then, a pause. A shift in her tone.

“Carlisle just called. Zoe coded an hour ago.”

His stomach twisted.

“We lost her. For almost a minute. Carlisle got her back, but… she’s still out. The ventilator’s doing the work.”

The darkness in the car suddenly felt crushing.

“Does Bella know?” He asked in a low voice.

“No.” Alice answered quickly. “She was already gone when he called.”

Two lives slipping through his fingers. One heartbeat missing. One barely hanging on.

He stared through the windshield at nothing.

His voice was barely a whisper. For the first time in a long time, Edward felt that no matter what he did, it would not be enough.

 

The sky outside had gone from charcoal to gray, a dull wash of light creeping in through the high, narrow windows. The waiting room was mostly empty now — night nurses gone, day staff just beginning to cycle in. The coffee in the machine tasted like chemicals, but Charlie didn’t care.

He sat in the same chair he’d been in all night, his jacket bunched into a pillow at his side, a Styrofoam cup cooling in his hands. His sleeves were still stiff with dried blood.

It had been sixteen hours since Zoe was hurt.

Charlie had counted every single one.

Footsteps approached — quiet, deliberate.

Carlisle.

Charlie stood before he even realized it, spine aching, legs stiff.

Carlisle looked the same as he had eight hours ago. Perfectly composed. Not a hair out of place.

Charlie tried to smile, tired and cracked around the edges. “You sleep at all?”

Carlisle gave a small smile in return. “Have you?”

Charlie huffed softly, looking down into his cup. “Didn’t think so.”

Carlisle stepped closer. “She’s stable enough now. You can see her.”

Charlie’s throat tightened.

He cleared it quickly. “She awake?”

Carlisle shook his head. “Still sedated. But she’s holding steady.”

Charlie nodded once, jaw tight. “Okay. Yeah. Good.”

There was a pause.

“Thank you,” he added, softer.

Carlisle met his eyes. “She’s stronger than most.”

Zoe's uncle gave a weary, crooked smile. “She always has been.”

Carlisle motioned gently down the hall. “Room’s this way.”

Charlie followed without hesitation. Carlisle stopped just outside the door. Charlie did too, heart pounding hard in his chest.

Carlisle turned toward him, expression serious but kind. “Before you go in… I need you to prepare yourself.”

Charlie stiffened.

“She’s unconscious,” Carlisle said gently. “Heavily sedated. There’s a breathing tube — we’re keeping her on a ventilator to give her lungs time to heal. There’s some bruising. IV lines. Monitors.”

He paused, giving Charlie time to absorb it.

“She might not look like herself right now. But she’s still here.”

Charlie swallowed hard and gave a single, silent nod.

Carlisle pushed open the door.

The room was dim and quiet, save for the low rhythmic beeping of the heart monitor and the steady hiss of the ventilator.

Zoe lay still in the hospital bed, dwarfed by blankets and wires and plastic tubing. The machines made her look smaller somehow. More breakable.

Charlie stood frozen in the doorway.

She looked… frail.

Too pale.

Too still.

His throat tightened as he took a hesitant step forward. He didn’t know what he’d expected — certainly not this . Not the quiet hum of survival clinging by threads. Not the kid who used to race through his kitchen barefoot now lying beneath a web of machines that kept her breathing.

How the hell did we get here?

Charlie rubbed a hand over his face, eyes stinging.

He moved closer, dragging the visitor chair beside her bed.

For a long moment, he just sat there, hands clasped together like he didn’t know what to do with them.

He cleared his throat. “Hey, kid.”

Zoe didn’t move. But the monitor beeped steady and slow.

Charlie leaned in a little closer.

“I’m here,” he said quietly. “You’re not alone.”

 

Chapter 30: Twilight: Desperate Times

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The old house creaked as it cooled in the early desert dawn.

Bella curled tighter under the faded throw blanket she’d pulled off the back of the couch, her body stiff from sleeping in clothes. The living room looked exactly as it had the last time she’d visited Phoenix — sun-bleached furniture, a stack of magazines on the coffee table, and the faint smell of citrus and dust lingering in the air.

She hadn't meant to fall asleep.

Just meant to sit down. To breathe.

After escaping from Jasper and Alice — after the cab, the silence, the fear — she'd come straight here. Her mom’s house. Empty. Familiar. Still tucked in a sleepy subdivision where the cicadas never stopped buzzing.

She’d checked every room, just to be sure.

But she was alone.

And now, sunlight was beginning to stretch across the floor, golden and indifferent. A reminder that it was time.

Bella sat up slowly, her muscles protesting, her thoughts heavier than sleep. Her backpack was by the door, untouched. Her phone buzzed in her pocket — again. Alice. Or maybe Edward. She didn’t check.

She already knew what she had to do.

The cab ride was short and silent.

Bella stared out the window, watching the city pass by in blurry streaks of tan and gold. The sun was high enough to cast sharp lines across the cracked pavement as they pulled up to the familiar corner.

The ballet studio hadn’t changed.

Same chipped trim. Same dusty windows.

Bella stepped out slowly, paying the driver with a hand that shook just slightly. Her sneakers crunched over the sidewalk as she moved to the door.

She paused.

Breathed.

And walked inside.

The air was cool. The front room was dim, shadows spilling across the scuffed floorboards. It smelled of varnish and something old — something wrong .

She heard it then.

“Bella?”

Her mother’s voice.

She moved without thinking. “Mom?”

Her voice cracked.

But there was no answer.

Only a faint hum — and the blinking red light on the camcorder set near the back wall.

“That was a nice touch, wasn’t it?”

The voice came from the mirrors.

James stepped into view, smiling.

“I thought it would be fitting,” he said. “A return to where it all began.”

Bella froze.

“You don’t have to do this.”

“Oh,” James said with a soft chuckle, “but I really, really do.”

Bella took a single step back.

James stepped forward.

The mirrors behind him caught his movement and fractured it — dozens of reflections closing in at once, like a predator circling.

“I have to say,” he murmured, “you were easier to manipulate than I expected.”

Bella’s stomach twisted. “Where is she?”

James smiled faintly. “Your mother is safe. For now. But you won’t be.”

He lunged.

Bella spun, too slow — pain exploded across her shoulder as he slammed her into the barre. Her body crumpled to the floor, stars blinding her vision.

She scrambled backward, her palm slipping in the fine dust on the floorboards. Her back hit the mirrored wall.

James stalked closer, the camcorder still blinking red in the corner.

“Do you know what it’s like,” he said, “to feel someone’s life drain out of them? It’s artistry. Every heartbeat a countdown.”

Bella clenched her teeth, fighting to stay upright.

Pain radiated through her ribs — sharp, unrelenting.

Is this what Zoe felt? T he thought hit her sideways — sudden and unshakable. When she was stabbed? When Charlie found her bleeding out on the porch? Had she been scared?

The memory twisted with her pain — Zoe, gasping, pale, in pain.

Bella bit down hard on a scream.

She wouldn’t give him the satisfaction.

James moved again — fast, cruel — slamming his foot into her side. Something cracked.

Bella choked.

“You should be honored,” James whispered. “Few get to die in the spotlight.”

He raised the camera again, angling it toward her crumpled form.

Bella's vision blurred. Blood trickled from the corner of her mouth.

But she held on.

She thought of Charlie. Of Edward. Of Zoe, unconscious in a hospital room across the country, still fighting .

She wasn't going to die here. Not like this.

 

The ventilator hissed in and out, steady and mechanical.

Charlie sat beside the bed, hunched forward in the chair, eyes fixed on Zoe’s pale face. Her chest rose and fell in rhythm with the machine, not on her own — not yet. The tube at her mouth made her look even smaller, even quieter, like she’d vanished inside herself.

Seventeen hours.

He’d been counting every one.

The door creaked open.

A nurse stepped in gently, holding a clear plastic bag. “Chief Swan,” she said softly. “These were her personal items. We didn’t want to lose track of anything.”

Charlie didn’t respond right away. “Just leave it,” he murmured.

She crossed to the counter, setting it down with care. Then paused. “Her phone’s been ringing,” she added quietly. “Since my shift started about an hour ago.”

Charlie finally glanced up.

The nurse offered a faint, sympathetic smile and left without another word, the door clicking softly shut behind her.

Silence again.

Just the steady beep of monitors. The click-hiss of forced air.

Eventually, Charlie stood. The chair creaked beneath him. He moved toward the counter, unzipping the bag with tired fingers.

Her phone was there, screen dim but still alive. Her clothes.

His hand paused over the necklace and bracelet — both tangled slightly together, delicate and familiar. The bracelet was cool to the touch, gold, with a deep green emerald set into its center — unusually cut, antique-looking, like it had been made by hand centuries ago.

He ran his thumb over the stone.

Zoe never took it off.

The necklace was simpler — a small, dainty gold chain, barely visible unless you were looking for it. A subtle charm hung from it — a miniature spiral etched with something too worn to read.

Charlie frowned.

He didn’t remember her getting either piece. Didn’t remember Wilbur ever mentioning them.

Still…

He exhaled through his nose, jaw tightening. Maybe something from Wilbur’s side of the family? His brother-in-law had always been proud of his lineage — never shut up about being tied to one of Mystic Falls’ Founding Families.

Charlie stared at the emerald a second longer before setting it down.

Zoe’s phone beeped .

His head jerked up.

It beeped again .

He reached into the bag and pulled out Zoe’s phone. Battery almost dead. 4%.

The screen lit up with a name.

Incoming call: DAMON SALVATORE

Charlie’s brow furrowed. He knew the name.

Zoe’s ex — or something like it. The older guy from Mystic Falls who showed up in Forks in the fall with too much charm and eyes that didn’t blink often enough. The kind of guy who had a story for everything but never offered a real answer.

Charlie hadn’t trusted him. Still didn’t, exactly.

But Zoe had.

And whatever they were now — friends, soulmates, or something messier — Charlie knew they still talked almost every day.

The phone chimed again.

Charlie hesitated, thumb hovering over the green icon. His gut twisted.

If Damon was calling this much…

He answered.

“Yeah,” he said, voice rough. “It’s Charlie.”

There was a sharp beat of silence on the line — static, breath, nothing else — and then, finally, Damon’s question, “Where is she?” Damon’s voice was even, clipped, but underneath it there was something else — something coiled too tight.

Charlie glanced at the bed, at the tubing, the machines. “She’s here. In Forks.”

Another pause.

“Why do you have her phone?”

“She’s not exactly picking it up right now.”

“I’ve been calling her all night.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched. “She… can’t answer.”

The silence shifted — not surprised, not confused.

Just… stilled.

“What happened?” Damon asked, carefully.

Charlie turned away from the bed, running a hand down his face. “She got hurt. Last night.”

“How bad?” Damon’s voice was tense. Angry. Worried.

Charlie didn’t answer right away.

“She’s stable,” he said finally. “There’s a doctor here — he’s supposed to be a good one. They’re doing everything they can.”

Damon exhaled through his nose — slow, shaky, barely audible through the speaker.

Charlie didn’t know how, but somehow he felt it — the shift. Like something behind the voice had changed.

“You’re not saying what happened.”

Charlie bristled. “And I’m not going to, not over the phone. She’s not a kid, Damon. But this—this was bad.”

“I know.”

Charlie blinked. “What?”

There was a pause on the other end.

Damon’s voice dropped, just slightly. “You think I wouldn’t know if something was wrong with her?”

Charlie frowned, unsure what to do with that. “Then why are you calling?”

“Because I needed to hear it. From you.”

Something about that made Charlie go still.

Charlie didn’t respond. The silence stretched again — brittle, heavy.

Then — quietly, but without hesitation — Damon finally asked the question everyone else had been circling all night.  “…Is she going to die?”

The question landed like a weight in the center of the room.

Charlie’s eyes went to Zoe, pale and still in the bed. The ventilator breathed for her. Machines tracked her heart, her blood pressure, everything her body couldn’t do on its own.

He looked away. “I don’t know,” he said honestly.

Neither of them spoke for several seconds.

Then Damon’s voice, low and flat: “Tell her I called.”

Charlie’s throat tightened. “She can’t hear anything right now.”

“Tell her anyway.”

The call ended.

 

The late morning sun was climbing higher, casting a low golden glare across the ocean-facing side of the reservation.

Mina Ateara pulled her aging sedan into the gravel strip beside Billy Black’s house, cutting the engine with a sigh. Her scrub top was wrinkled, her hair twisted into a loose braid, and the coffee in her travel mug had gone cold hours ago.

She shouldn't be here.

What she was about to do could absolutely get her fired.

But the image of Charlie Swan sitting motionless in that waiting room — dried blood on his sleeves, coffee long gone cold beside him, at least seventeen hours without rest — was burned into her head.

She climbed the steps and knocked twice, then again.

A moment passed, then the door creaked open.

Billy Black blinked against the morning light. “Mina?”

“Hey,” she said gently. “Sorry to drop by.”

Billy leaned back in his chair to let her inside. “You okay?”

Mina stepped in, the familiar scent of cedar and black coffee grounding her. She hesitated.

“I just finished my shift at Forks General,” she said. “Night rolled straight into morning. I… saw your friend. Chief Swan.”

Billy’s expression tightened.

“He’s still at the hospital,” she continued. “He hasn’t left since his niece — Zoe — was brought in.”

His eyes sharpened. “What happened?”

“I can’t say more than that,” she said quickly, guilt lacing her voice. “I could lose my license just for this. But he’s not okay. And I know you two are close.”

Billy nodded once, slowly.

Mina swallowed. “He looked like someone should be sitting with him.”

Billy didn’t say thank you. He didn’t need to.

She turned toward the door, hand on the knob, then hesitated.

“Oh — and Billy?” she added softly, glancing back over her shoulder.

He looked up.

“You might want to bring him a change of clothes.” A pause. “He’s still wearing what he had on when she was brought in. Blood and all.”

Billy’s jaw tightened — not at her, but at the image that conjured.

Mina held his gaze for a moment longer, then slipped outside, the screen door creaking quietly shut behind her.

Billy was already dialing.

 

The phone rang twice before Harry Clearwater answered, sounding more alert than expected.

“Billy?”

“Mina Ateara stopped by. She told me Zoe Clark’s in the hospital,” Billy said. “Charlie’s been there all night. Alone.”

Silence. Then Harry asked quietly, “How bad?”

Billy’s voice was gravel. “Bad.”

A beat.

“You want me to drive?”

“I’ll be waiting outside.”

 

The hallway had quieted since the early morning shuffle. The scent of antiseptic still clung to the walls, but the hum of activity had dulled — replaced by the steady, mechanical rhythm behind Zoe’s door.

Charlie sat slumped in the chair outside her room, elbows on his knees, hands hanging loosely between them. He hadn’t spoken since the call. Hadn’t moved much either.

They’d asked him to step out nearly twenty minutes ago so the doctors could work on her. Adjust something with the ventilator. Clear fluid from her lungs. He hadn’t asked for details.

He didn’t want them.

Zoe’s phone had died not long after.

He hadn’t plugged it in. He couldn’t because he didn’t have a charger.

Every voice in the hospital was muffled. Every footstep that passed too quickly made him lift his head. But it was always a nurse, a tech, someone else’s family.

He was alone again.

And as the minutes stretched into hours, it settled into him — that Bella hadn’t come. That she wasn’t coming. She hadn’t even called again.

A knot twisted hard in his chest. Not just grief — not just fear. But a quiet ache of disappointment.

The minutes dragged. Every step that passed behind him sounded too quick, too purposeful — and none of them stopped.

Until they did.

He looked up.

Billy Black was already wheeling down the hallway, Harry Clearwater beside him, a duffel bag slung over one shoulder and a cup of gas station coffee in the other.

They didn’t say anything right away.

Charlie stood slowly. His throat barely worked. “Hey.”

Billy gave a quiet nod. “You look like hell.”

Charlie huffed — a dry, tired sound that didn’t quite make it to a laugh. “That’s generous.”

Harry stepped forward and clapped a hand gently on his shoulder. “We came to sit with you. You shouldn’t be doing this alone.” He hesitated. “Sue’s making some food if you don’t mind some more company. It’s alright if you turn it down.”

Charlie hesitated — not out of pride, but because the offer scraped too close to something raw. “She’s still unconscious. They… won’t let me in right now.” He admitted.

“We’ll wait for her,” Billy offered, wheeling closer to the room. “You go clean up. Mina said you’ve been in those clothes since last night.”

Harry lifted the duffel slightly. “Figured you wouldn’t leave her unless someone made you.”

Charlie swallowed hard, his throat dry. He nodded once, voice rough.

“I’ll just be a few minutes.”

“We’ve got her,” Harry said simply, already taking the seat Charlie had warmed all night.

Charlie glanced toward the closed door of Zoe’s room, then back at them — these two men he trusted more than most.

He took the bag and turned away, shoulders heavy, boots scuffing the tile.

For the first time in seventeen hours, he stepped away.

 

The front door slammed hard enough to rattle the windows.

Damon stormed into the parlor, tossing his phone onto the table like it had burned him. His jacket was already half off, flung onto the arm of the couch as he paced, hands dragging through his hair.

Stefan appeared in the doorway seconds later, tense. “You’re not thinking clearly.”

“No,” Damon snapped, turning on him. “I’m thinking perfectly clearly. Zoe’s dying, and I have the one thing that can fix it.”

“You can’t just get on a plane with a blood bag and a bad attitude—”

“I’ve done more reckless things for less,” Damon shot back. “Don’t pretend this is where you draw the line.”

Stefan took a breath, trying to stay calm. “Damon, Elena just transitioned. She needs you.”

Damon stilled.

For a heartbeat, he said nothing. “She has you.”

“That’s not the same and you know it.”

Damon’s jaw clenched. “Yeah, well—maybe someone needs to put Zoe first for once.”

The words hit the air like a challenge.

Stefan stared at him. “That’s not fair.”

Damon turned away, pacing again, chest tight. “She’s alone. She’s in some hospital bed God-knows-how-many miles from here, hooked up to a machine. And I can feel her slipping. Do you know what that’s like? Feeling it?”

“No,” Stefan said gently. “But I know what it’s like to lose someone and be too far away to stop it.”

Damon didn’t answer.

His hand curled into a fist against the mantel.

“I can’t feel her,” he said finally, voice low. “I can’t feel anything.”

Stefan stepped forward. “You go now, you might never come back in time. Elena—she needs help. And if Zoe makes it… she’ll need you too.”

Silence stretched between them.

Damon’s shoulders dropped, just a fraction.

“I hate this,” he muttered.

“I know.”

Stefan’s voice was steady, but Damon didn’t answer.

Instead, he reached for his phone.

His fingers hovered over the screen for a second — then moved with purpose.

A new message. One name. No greeting.

I need your help. It’s Zoe.

He hit send.

No hesitation.

No signature.

Whoever it was — they’d know exactly what that meant.

 

The soft click of the door signaled Carlisle’s return.

Charlie stood immediately, eyes searching.

“You can go sit with her again if you’d like,” Carlisle said gently. “Vitals are holding steady.”

Charlie exhaled, relief and dread braided tight in his chest.

He turned to Billy and Harry, who had taken up posts outside Zoe’s room just as stubbornly as he had.

“C’mon,” Charlie said. “At least we don’t have to ask for an extra chair for Billy.”

It was a joke — one they’d all used before. Easy, worn-in banter between old friends. But today, it hit different. Not offensive. Just… off.

Too sharp.

Too close to the truth.

Billy gave a low grunt of acknowledgement but didn’t smile. Harry just nodded, rubbing at the back of his neck as they followed Charlie into the dim, humming room.

Zoe hadn’t moved.

Machines still breathed for her. The monitor lights still pulsed green and gold.

The silence between them stretched, settling over everything like a heavy coat.

Harry looked at her quietly. “First time I’m meeting her.”

Billy’s voice was low. “She and I crossed paths last summer. Got herself turned around on the North Trail — Sam Uley found her before it got dark. She didn’t panic, though. Said she just wandered too far while she was on the phone.” He paused. “She’s smart. Brave. You could tell.”

Charlie smiled faintly, shoulders sagging with tired pride. “She got moved up mid-year to be a junior. Took a few senior classes, too. Was doing really well.”

He reached out, absently adjusting the edge of Zoe’s blanket.

Billy nodded slowly.

Then he looked at Charlie and raised an eyebrow. “Did I look that bad when I was laid up after the accident?”

Charlie’s lips parted — then didn’t move. His throat bobbed. No words came out.

The silence stretched.

And then Harry — without missing a beat — stepped in. “Nah,” he said dryly. “You looked a lot uglier.”

That broke the tension.

Charlie huffed something like a laugh, rubbing a hand over his face.

For a moment — just a breath — it felt like they were still three men in their prime, cracking dumb jokes in the fishing lodge.

Then the ventilator hissed, reminding them of where they were.

And why.

But they stayed.

All three of them.

They sat down, and kept watch.

 

Chapter 31: Twilight: Impossible Decision

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The overhead lights buzzed quietly. Afternoon sunlight slanted in through the blinds, pooling pale gold against the far wall — but the room itself remained cool and sterile.

Zoe hadn’t stirred.

Her vitals held, steady but fragile, every breath still coaxed by the machines.

Charlie sat slouched in a hard-backed chair near the foot of her bed, a half-wrapped sandwich untouched in his lap.

Harry watched him quietly from across the room. “You’ve got to eat something, Charlie.”

Charlie didn’t respond.

Harry leaned forward. “You won’t do her any good if you pass out.”

“I’m fine,” Charlie muttered, not looking up. He finally understood why Zoe got so frustrated when he or Bella tried to make her eat.

From beside the window, Billy snorted. “He’s not fine. And he shouldn’t have to eat hospital food on top of everything else.”

That earned the smallest flicker of expression from Charlie — not quite a smile, just a twitch of his brow.

Then, abruptly — a phone rang.

Charlie jumped slightly. The sharp sound cut through the room like a crack.

He fumbled in his pocket.

Unknown Number – Phoenix, AZ

His chest tightened.

He answered. “Hello?”

The voice on the other end was calm, professional — a nurse.

Bella Swan had been admitted to a hospital in Phoenix.

Stable. Being seen by doctors. No further details available. They weren’t allowed to say more over the phone. They needed a guardian to release her.

Charlie’s grip on the phone tightened.

“I didn’t even know she was in Arizona,” he said quietly.

The call ended shortly after, leaving nothing but a hollow dial tone and Charlie’s heart in his throat.

Harry stood, alarmed. “Charlie?”

Charlie didn’t move.

He looked at Zoe — pale, unmoving — and then slowly turned toward his friends.

“Bella’s in the hospital,” he said. “In Phoenix.”

Billy’s lips pressed into a firm line. Harry’s eyes widened.

“They wouldn’t tell me what happened,” Charlie went on, voice flat. “Just said she’s stable. Said she’s… there.”

His gaze flicked back to Zoe.

To the lines running from her arms. The tube at her mouth.

His voice dropped.

“What am I supposed to do?”

No one answered.

Because the question was too big, and the moment was too cruel.

And because Zoe was still fighting, and Bella had just started bleeding, and Charlie Swan was still just one man — trying to be a father to both.

 

Charlie stood just outside Zoe’s room, phone to his ear. Billy and Harry waited quietly a few feet away, giving him space.

The phone rang twice before Renee picked up.

“Charlie?” she answered, confused. “Why are you calling?”

“I—” His voice caught. He forced it steady. “Bella’s in the hospital. In Phoenix.”

There was a long pause. “What?”

“They wouldn’t tell me much. Said she’s stable. But… I didn’t even know she was there. They said one of us has to be there.”

Renee exhaled hard, disbelieving. “I can’t go. Not right now.”

Charlie didn’t say anything for a second. Then, quietly, “Zoe’s hurt too.”

Another pause. Shorter this time. “What happened?”

“She was hurt.”

“Charlie.” Renee’s voice sharpened. “You’ve got to give me more than that. You always do this — half a sentence and I’m supposed to just know what you mean.”

He opened his mouth — then stopped. His eyes drifted toward Zoe’s door. She hadn’t moved in hours.

And just like that, he saw it — something quiet, unmistakable.

Zoe was just like him. Closed off. Guarded. Holding the worst of it inside.

“…It’s bad,” he finally admitted. “It’s really bad. She’s in the hospital here at Forks and…” His voice trailed off, unsure what else he could say.

Renee’s breath hitched, just once. Even after all these years — after more than a decade of absence — her voice cracked slightly. “I didn’t know,” she whispered.

Charlie swallowed hard. “Yeah, well. That makes two of us.”

Neither of them knew how to end the call.

So Charlie did.

“I’ll figure it out,” he said, a little sharper than he meant to. “Don’t worry about it.”

Then he hung up.

He stared down at the phone for a second, guilt flaring hot behind his ribs — but there wasn’t time to dwell.

Not now.

Behind him, Harry stepped forward, eyes soft.

“I’ll stay with her,” he offered. “I’ll watch like she was Leah or Seth. You know that.”

Charlie blinked at him, emotion snagging in his throat.

But Billy wheeled up beside them. “He’s not doing it alone. We’ve got this covered. Doctors, nurses — whatever happens, you’ll know.”

Charlie shook his head. “I don’t know if I can go. She’s just a kid. She’s been through so much. I don’t think she even feels safe here yet.”

“She’s got people now,” Harry said gently. “She’s got us.

Charlie’s eyes drifted to the door again — to the fragile figure in the bed behind it.

Harry added, with a crooked smile, “And if she wakes up and finds out you went to Phoenix and I was the one who stayed? She’ll probably be mad enough to sit up and yell about it.”

That earned the smallest breath of a laugh from Charlie. It wasn’t much. But it was enough .

He nodded once, slow.

“Okay,” he said. “I’ll go.”

 

The door clicked shut behind him with a soft finality.

Carlisle Cullen stood still for a moment, the quiet settling thick around him.

His office was immaculate — just as it always was. Medical journals stacked neatly, framed certificates aligned in perfect symmetry, blinds tilted just enough to filter the afternoon light across his desk.

But he didn’t sit.

He moved to the window instead, hands braced against the sill, staring at nothing.

From here, he couldn’t see the ICU.

Couldn’t see the girl they were all fighting to keep alive.

Zoe.

It echoed in his mind.

A name. A face.

But also... a ghost.

She looked so much like her. Zoe Cullen. His wife. The woman he had once loved so completely that it changed everything he thought eternity could be.

And now this girl — this stranger and not-a-stranger — was slipping away on his watch.

His breath came shallow.

He had seen hundreds of lives hang in the balance. Had worked his hands bloody to pull strangers back from the brink. He had practiced medicine longer than most nations had existed.

But this felt different.

This felt personal.

This felt like history threatening to repeat itself.

He had been so careful.

So detached, at least outwardly.

But the moment he’d seen Zoe lying on that gurney, pale and broken — something inside him had fractured.

He raked a hand through his hair, moved to the desk, and opened a drawer. Inside sat a photograph, sepia-toned and worn at the edges.

Two faces looked out from it. One was his. The other was hers.

He stared at it for a long time.

Then he closed the drawer.

Slowly.

Carefully.

Like anything louder would break the fragile order still holding his world together.

 

The automatic doors slid open with a sigh as Charlie Swan stepped into Phoenix Memorial.

The sterile air hit him first — sharper than Forks, drier. The kind of place where things were always in motion. Always clean. Always a little too bright.

He walked with purpose, but his shoulders were tight, his jaw set.

Room 312. Third floor.

He found the door half-open and stepped inside.

Edward Cullen stood at the far wall, arms folded. Alice was perched like a statue in a corner chair.

And in the bed — bruised, bandaged — was Bella.

Her eyes found him instantly. “Dad—”

Charlie cut her off before she could say anything else.

“What the hell were you thinking?”

The room went still.

Bella blinked. “What?”

He crossed to the side of the bed, not yelling — but close. His voice was low, sharp. Controlled only by effort.

“You just left. No note. Not a clue where you were going.” His throat worked. “And I had to find out from a hospital three states away that you’d been hurt?”

Bella’s mouth opened. Closed. Her eyes flicked toward Edward, who didn’t move.

“I…” she began, faltering. “I just… I missed home. Missed Mom. I needed a break from Forks, that’s all.”

Charlie stared at her. “That’s all?”

She nodded, swallowing.

Charlie ran a hand down his face. “You could’ve told me. Anything. You left me sitting in a hospital waiting room while your cousin—”  He broke off. Shook his head. “Never mind.”

Bella’s voice was small. “How is she?”

He hesitated.

Edward and Alice were watching him now. Carefully. Almost too carefully.

Charlie drew in a slow breath. “She’s stable. Carlisle’s with her. Harry and Billy are keeping an eye on things — giving me updates.”

He didn’t say that most of those updates were useless. That the last thing he’d heard was “unchanged.” That it had been over twenty-one hours.

“She’s… hanging on.”

Bella looked away, blinking fast.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered.

Charlie didn’t answer right away.

He just looked at her — really looked — and saw how pale she was, how wrecked.

He reached out and brushed a strand of hair from her forehead, his hand rough and shaking.

“You scared the hell out of me,” he said softly.

“I know,” Bella murmured.

“I can’t be in two places at once, Bells,” he said. “But I’m trying.”

She nodded.

He sat back slowly, the silence settling again — thick and full of everything they hadn’t said.

And across the room, Edward’s jaw tightened.

 

The wall clock ticked over silently.

24 hours.

Zoe Clark had not moved.

Her vitals were stable, her oxygen levels steady, but her neurological status — unchanged.

Still intubated. Still unresponsive.

Still not waking up.

Carlisle Cullen stood just outside her room, a clipboard in hand, his other arm folded across his chest as he stared through the observation window. His expression was still, but his eyes were troubled.

A nurse approached with quiet steps. “Dr. Cullen? Respiratory’s asking if you want to begin weaning—”

“No,” Carlisle said immediately, voice firm. “Not yet.”

He didn’t look away from the girl on the bed.

“Understood,” the nurse murmured, backing away.

The moment she disappeared, Carlisle’s phone buzzed in his pocket.

He pulled it free, already expecting the name: EDWARD

Carlisle answered quickly, voice low. “How is she?”

There was a pause on the other end. Then Edward said, “Awake. Sore. Lying.”

Carlisle’s mouth twitched at that. “And you?”

“Torn in half.” Edward’s voice was deceptively light.

Carlisle closed his eyes briefly. “Join the club.” He hadn’t meant to say that, to admit what he felt for Zoe.

There was another pause. Then Edward asked the question he’d been circling since the call connected. “How’s Zoe?”

Carlisle hesitated.Then — truthfully,  “She hasn’t improved. No neurological response. Vitals holding but… she’s not waking up.”

Silence hummed through the phone line.

Carlisle stepped closer to the glass, eyes fixed on Zoe’s still frame.

“I’m changing her care plan,” he said. “Increasing neurostim. I want to try targeted sensory inputs — smell, sound, touch. Anything that might help trigger cortical activity.”

Edward’s voice was cautious. “You think it’ll work?”

“I think,” Carlisle said quietly, “we’re out of time to wait.”

He didn’t add what he was truly afraid of.

That Zoe’s mind might already be slipping too far away.

Edward didn’t respond for a moment. “Do you need help?”

Carlisle shook his head, though Edward couldn’t see it. “Stay with Bella. That’s where you’re needed.”

He ended the call.

Then turned, his expression sharpened with purpose, and headed toward the nurses’ station.

 

It was quiet.

Not the quiet of sleep or peace — but something older. Deeper.

The air smelled like river stones and moss, cool against her bare arms. Light filtered through trees that didn’t quite look real — too golden, too ancient.

Zoe stood barefoot on the riverbank.

The water ran smooth and slow beside her, but when she looked down, it didn’t reflect her face.

Instead — for a breath — it showed another woman.

Dark hair pinned back in coils. Eyes the same shape as hers, but older. Wiser. Haunted.

Tatia.

The name drifted through her mind like a ripple.

She didn’t know how she knew it — but she did.

And then the voice came.

“You look like her,” someone said.

Zoe turned.

Across the river, a man stood — tall, pale, eyes as sharp as ice and centuries deep.

Elijah.

“You’re not her,” he said, soft but sure. “But you remember.”

The dream shifted.

Now Zoe stood in a cottage lit by firelight. Herbs hung drying from the rafters. A bowl of blood sat on the table — thick, viscous. A woman’s laugh echoed from a room beyond.

Tatia again — laughing, but the sound trembled. “Two brothers,” she whispered, voice barely audible. “Two men torn apart by one face.”

Zoe pressed her hand to the wall to steady herself. She was watching a life that wasn’t hers, but felt like hers.

She turned again — and suddenly she was back at the river. Alone.

No Tatia. No Elijah. No voices.

Only the sound of water, and the wind in the trees.

And a distant voice — muffled, distorted — calling her name.

“Zoe…”

It wasn’t a dream-voice.

It was real.

Carlisle’s voice. Or maybe Charlie’s. Or was it Damon’s? Or someone else’s entirely.

It tugged at her — like a tether, thin but pulling.

She tried to follow it. Took a step forward.

The water didn’t move.

But something inside her chest shifted — a crack of awareness.

And just for a heartbeat, she could feel it: She wasn’t alone in the dark. Someone was reaching for her.

And she wasn’t quite ready to let go.

 

The room was too quiet.

The kind of quiet that hummed, not with peace, but with waiting.

Harry Clearwater sat stiff-backed in the visitor chair beside Zoe’s bed, arms crossed tight, eyes flicking between the monitor screen and the still form in the bed.

Billy Black was parked near the window, his hands clasped in his lap. A half-finished cup of coffee sat cooling beside him.

They hadn’t spoken

They’d been there all day, only leaving when the doctors made them.

Holding space. Holding watch.

For Charlie. For Zoe .

Zoe hadn’t moved. Not once.

The only sound was the soft hiss of the ventilator and the dull beep of machines measuring what was left of her life’s rhythm.

Charlie had called not long ago — checking in from Phoenix. He said Bella was stable. Awake. Asking about Zoe.

He didn’t ask if she was dying.

Harry had told him the same thing Carlisle had: “No change.” And technically, that wasn’t a lie. But it was close enough.

Harry watched the rise and fall of Zoe’s chest, artificial and mechanical. “She looks smaller every hour,” he muttered.

Billy didn’t answer right away. Just looked at her — at the pale skin, the oxygen tube, the bruises along her collarbone. The machines wrapped around her like cold vines.

“She doesn’t even twitch,” Billy finally said. “Not in her fingers. Not in her face. Just... nothing.”

“She’s still in there,” Harry said, though it sounded more like hope than certainty.

Billy gave a soft grunt. “You don’t know that.”

They both stared.

The nurse had been in earlier, whispering with another just outside the door. Something about her core temp dipping again. About pressure spikes. About keeping a close eye on neuro response.

Carlisle hadn’t been back yet.

Harry shifted in his seat, leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “Charlie’s gonna ask again soon.”

Billy looked at him. “You going to tell him the truth?”

“I don’t know,” Harry admitted. “He’s already got one daughter in a hospital bed. If I tell him the other one might not wake up—”

“You think he doesn’t already know that?”

Harry didn’t answer.

Billy’s voice was low. “We’ve both known Charlie a long time. He doesn’t need us to protect him. He needs us to stand beside him.”

A long silence followed.

Zoe’s body was so still it hardly looked like anyone was inside.

Just a girl — quiet, empty — caught between two breaths.

Harry rubbed a hand down his face.

“If it were Leah in that bed,” he said, “I’d want to know.”

Billy nodded once. “Then we tell him.”

Not everything. Not yet.

But enough.

 

The blinds were half-closed, casting long, muted shadows across the bookshelf-lined walls. The office smelled faintly of antiseptic and old paper, and the overhead lights hummed with a soft mechanical drone.

Carlisle Cullen stood by his desk, eyes on a set of test results in his hands, but his gaze was distant. The lines on the page swam before him — oxygen levels, cranial pressure, blood oxygenation. Numbers that should’ve meant hope, but didn’t.

He hadn’t sat down in hours.

The quiet knock on the door didn’t startle him. He’d sensed who it was before she even touched the handle.

Rosalie Hale stepped inside without waiting for permission. “Carlisle.”

He turned slowly, lowering the papers. “Rosalie.”

She closed the door behind her, her expression unreadable — pale and poised as ever, but something flickering behind her eyes. “I couldn’t… stay away any longer.”

Carlisle nodded. “I didn’t expect you to.”

She hesitated. “Is there news?”

He didn’t answer immediately. Just handed her the chart.

She didn’t need to read it — not really. She could see it on his face. “She’s declining,” Rosalie said.

“Brain pressure’s increasing. Vent dependency isn’t improving. We’re seeing the early signs of a secondary infection. It’s not confirmed yet, but…” His voice dropped. “It’s enough.”

Rosalie stood stiff, the paper trembling slightly in her hand.

For a long moment, neither of them spoke.

Then she asked, almost too quietly, “Is she alone?”

Carlisle looked up. “Billy Black and Harry Clearwater have been with her since Charlie left for Phoenix. I’ve kept a rotation of nurses checking in.”

“I meant emotionally,” she clarified, her voice sharper now. “Does anyone know what she’s feeling? What she’s holding onto?”

Carlisle’s gaze softened, but the exhaustion in his eyes didn’t fade. “I think she’s somewhere very far away. But I don’t believe she’s let go.”

Rosalie moved closer to the desk. “I want to see her.”

He hesitated — just briefly.

“You know Harry and Billy aren’t keen on us being involved.”

“I don’t care,” Rosalie said coldly. “They’re not the only ones who love her.”

Carlisle studied her, something quietly breaking beneath his calm.

“She looks like her,” Rosalie said suddenly. “Zoe Cullen. Your wife. My mother.” She swallowed. “But she isn’t her.”

“I know,” Carlisle said gently.

Rosalie blinked hard and looked away. “I just… I need to see her. She’s my friend.” Rosalie’s first human friend in a very long time.

Carlisle exhaled. Not defeated — just tired.

He nodded once. “Then go. Just… be careful.”

Rosalie turned to leave, already composed again.

Carlisle remained where he was, alone in the stillness of his office, holding seventy-four years worth of grief and one life slipping through his hands.

 

Zoe’s hospital room door creaked open without a knock.

Harry Clearwater turned first — a shift in the chair, spine tensing.

Billy Black followed with a glance over his shoulder, already narrowing his eyes.

Rosalie stood in the doorway.

Impossibly still. Impeccably composed. Her beauty had always been otherworldly — but here, under the hospital lights and with Zoe’s pale, broken body between them, it felt sharper. Too perfect. Too unnatural.

She stepped inside slowly.

Neither man said a word, but their eyes followed her every move.

Zoe lay motionless in the bed — the ventilator clicking softly, the monitors blinking with a steady rhythm that was doing all the work her body couldn’t.

Rosalie didn’t look at the machines. She looked only at Zoe. For a long time, she said nothing. Just stood there. Watching.

Then, without asking, she moved to the far side of the bed and reached out, brushing a single strand of hair away from Zoe’s face.

“She hates that,” she murmured, almost to herself. “When it gets in her eyes.”

Across the room, Harry remained silent, arms crossed, legs stretched long. But his eyes didn’t leave Rosalie for a second.

Billy’s voice came low, gravel-deep. “Didn’t think they’d send another Cullen.”

Rosalie didn’t flinch. “They didn’t.”

Harry stood slowly, eyes narrowed. “Then why are you here?”

Rosalie’s gaze flicked toward Zoe. “Because she matters to me. That should be enough.”

“It’s not,” Billy said simply. “Not today.”

Rosalie stiffened slightly. “I’m not here to make you comfortable.”

Harry stood then — not aggressive, not threatening. Just present. Tall and steady.

“She’s not your kind,” he said quietly.

Rosalie’s eyes sharpened. “She’s my friend. That means something.”

A tense silence stretched out.

Then Billy said, voice lower: “She’s still a child.”

Rosalie’s throat bobbed. “I know.”

She looked back down at Zoe, her expression softening.

“I didn’t come here to fight,” she said. “I just… I had to see her.”

Another pause.

Then Billy gestured toward the chair closest to the bed.

“You can sit,” he said. “But we’re staying.”

Rosalie gave a slow nod and lowered herself onto the edge of the seat.

She didn’t touch Zoe again.

She just sat there, watching her breathe, letting the soft mechanical rhythm fill the quiet space.

As the clock ticked forward — into hour twenty-nine — no one spoke again.

But none of them left.

 

Chapter 32: Twilight: Missing

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The hallway was still. Only the faint buzz of the overhead lights and the occasional click of a passing nurse’s shoes broke the silence.

Harry Clearwater leaned against the far wall, just outside Zoe’s room. Through the narrow window, he could see Rosalie Hale still sitting at the bedside, unmoving. Billy hadn’t taken his eyes off either of them.

Harry’s phone buzzed in his palm.

CHARLIE SWAN

He sighed, then answered, stepping slightly down the hall for privacy.

“Charlie,” he greeted, voice low.

“How’s she doing?” came Charlie’s voice, rougher than usual. Strained. “I got a break from the nurses. Bella’s sleeping.”

Harry took a breath.

“She’s holding,” he said. “But nothing’s improving.”

Silence.

Then Charlie’s voice again. “That’s not what I asked.”

Harry rubbed a hand down his face.

“Dr. Cullen is trying everything,” he said carefully. “But it’s been almost thirty hours, Charlie. And she hasn’t so much as twitched.”

Another silence. Thicker this time.

“You think I should come back.” It wasn’t a question.

Harry didn’t answer immediately. “I think,” he said slowly, “that if there’s anything else you need to say to her, you shouldn’t wait too long to say it.”

Charlie didn’t reply right away. When he did, his voice was barely there. “Jesus.”

“I’m sorry,” Harry said. And he meant it.

“I thought I had more time,” Charlie whispered. “I really thought she was gonna pull through. She’s sixteen, Harry.”

Harry didn’t interrupt.

“She’s tough,” Charlie said. “She’s been through hell. But this—”

He stopped. The words ran dry.

Harry swallowed. “She’s still fighting. But if you want to be there…”

Charlie let out a slow, shaking breath on the other end.

“I’ll catch the first flight I can,” he said. “Just—don’t leave her alone.”

“She won’t be,” Harry promised. “We’ll stay with her. I swear it.”

Charlie didn’t say goodbye. He just ended the call.

Harry stood there a moment longer, staring at the phone in his hand.

Then he turned and made his way back to Zoe’s room — where time was running thin, and everyone knew it.

 

The clatter of silverware echoed in the modest kitchen, the sound of forks against ceramic plates filling the silence more than conversation did.

Sue Clearwater moved around the stove with practiced hands, spooning roasted vegetables into a dish before taking her seat across from her kids.

Seth, hunched slightly over his plate, was already digging in — fourteen and growing, always hungry. Leah, across from him, sat straighter, arms crossed loosely over her chest, picking at the food more than eating it.

It wasn’t usually this quiet.

Seth was the one to break it. “Where’s Dad?”

Sue paused with her glass halfway to her lips. She set it down slowly. “He’s at the hospital. Helping out Charlie.”

Seth blinked. “Charlie? What happened?”

Leah arched an eyebrow. “He get himself shot?”

Sue shot her a warning glance. “Leah.”

“What?” she said, not bothering to hide the edge in her tone. “It’s not like we’re ever told anything.”

Sue hesitated, then let out a quiet breath. “It’s his niece. Zoe.”

Leah frowned. “Niece?”

“You’ve never met her,” Sue said. “She only moved to Forks a few months ago. Her name’s Zoe Clark — she’s… Charlie’s sister’s girl.”

Seth’s fork paused midair. “Wait. I didn’t know Charlie had a sister.”

“He did. She moved to Virginia when she got engaged. Her husband was from there. She died a while back.”

Leah’s brow furrowed. “Why is Zoe here now?”

Sue shook her head. “It’s complicated.”

Leah rolled her eyes. “It always is.”

Seth looked between them. “Is she okay?”

Sue paused, her lips pressing together. “She’s in the ICU.”

Seth’s face fell. “What happened?”

“They think she was attacked. It’s serious.”

Leah leaned back in her chair, arms crossed tighter now. “Figures,” she muttered. “A cousin shows up out of nowhere, and something horrible happens. Feels about right.”

“Leah,” Sue warned again, sharper this time.

“What? Don’t act like this isn’t more family drama. I’ve seen what it does.”

There was a long silence at the table.

Then Seth said softly, “Charlie’s always been nice to us.”

Sue nodded. “He has.”

He pushed a potato around his plate. “It must be really bad if Dad’s still at the hospital.”

“It is,” Sue said. “He called and told me… things aren’t going well. They’re all trying to help, but…” Her voice trailed off.

Leah stared at the wall for a moment. Then she said, quieter now, “Is Charlie okay?”

Sue didn’t answer right away. “No,” she said eventually. “But he’s trying.”

They sat in silence again, the weight of it settling around them.

Seth reached for another roll, his appetite a little less enthusiastic than before.

Outside, the wind rustled the trees.

Inside, the Clearwaters ate quietly — each of them thinking about the girl they’d never met, and the man doing everything he could to keep her alive.

 

The door eased open with a quiet hiss.

Carlisle Cullen stepped inside, the sound of his dress shoes soft on the linoleum.

But the room was wrong.

He stopped.

The hospital bed was gone.

The ventilator stood idle, disconnected. Zoe’s chart still hung from the door, untouched. The IV lines dangled loosely from the metal stand.

The monitors blinked quietly — disconnected, confused.

Carlisle blinked once, then turned sharply.

Rosalie Hale sat in the corner chair near the window, posture relaxed, one leg crossed over the other. Billy Black sat nearby, arms folded, and Harry Clearwater leaned back in a standing position just inside the doorway, mid-conversation with a nurse.

Carlisle’s voice was low, but laced with urgency. “Where is she?”

Rosalie glanced up, calm. “They took her for another scan. One of the nurses said she needed imaging — something about checking swelling.”

“An MRI?” Carlisle asked.

“I think so,” Rosalie said.

Carlisle’s frown deepened. “She had a full neuro scan this morning.”

Harry stepped forward. “So what’s this one for?”

“I didn’t order another scan,” Carlisle said, already moving.

Rosalie stood instantly, stiff. “Are you sure?”

Carlisle’s voice sharpened. “I would remember.”

Billy turned in his chair as Carlisle swept past. “What’s going on?”

Carlisle didn’t answer — he was already halfway down the hall, moving faster than human pace would allow. Rosalie followed.

Billy wheeled after them, hands pushing hard against the rims of his chair. “Carlisle!”

Harry followed close behind, jaw set. “Talk to us. Where would they take her?”

Carlisle rounded the corner, coat sweeping behind him. “That’s what I’m trying to find out.”

And his eyes — bright with concern now — held something they’d been feeling all day: Fear.

 

Carlisle pushed open the double doors to the Radiology Department, his pace clipped and precise.

Behind him, Rosalie followed, phone in hand, already firing off a message. Come now. Something’s wrong. Zoe’s missing. She didn’t wait for Emmett’s reply.

Down the corridor, the imaging desk sat unmanned — the night tech out on rotation. Carlisle rapped his knuckles against the counter once before slipping behind it, logging into the system with quick, fluid keystrokes.

“Anyone officially brought her down?” Rosalie asked tightly, eyes scanning the halls.

Carlisle didn’t answer for a moment. Then his brow furrowed.

“No scan orders under her chart since 7:12 this morning,” he said.

Billy wheeled up just behind Rosalie, breath short. “So she’s not here?”

Carlisle’s voice dropped. “Not officially.”

Harry's voice turned rough. “What the hell does that mean?”

Carlisle straightened. “It means if someone moved her, they didn’t go through the system. No nurse signatures. No transport order. Nothing.”

“That’s not just a mix-up,” Rosalie said flatly. “That’s a cover.”

Her phone buzzed. A reply from Emmett: On my way. Be there in 10.

Rosalie pocketed the phone. Her jaw clenched. “We need to search every hallway. Every stairwell. Start pulling security footage.”

“I’m on it,” Carlisle said, already turning toward the nurse station computer. “But if she’s not here…”

He didn’t finish the sentence.

Because the alternative was unthinkable.

 

It was a cruel, cosmic joke — a twist of fate so bitterly ironic it could’ve been penned by one of the witches that had once cursed her bloodline.

Zoe Clark was wheeled into the morgue. Not dead. But not entirely alive either.

The fluorescent lights overhead flickered as the gurney rolled to a stop, her body still tethered to a portable ventilator. She was pale, motionless — a broken silhouette beneath the stiff white sheet tucked around her.

The nurse who’d brought her didn’t say a word. Didn’t glance back. Just turned and left, the security badge clipped to her scrubs catching the light as she disappeared down the corridor. She’d been compelled — a fragile human thread in a vampire’s plan.

And in her wake, the morgue fell silent.

Not long ago — only twenty-four hours, though it felt like centuries — Elena Gilbert had woken in a morgue, gasping, clutching at her chest, the lake water still echoing in her lungs. She’d died and come back and entered the next chapter of her cursed life.

Today, Zoe Clark, another doppelgänger bound by fate and blood and something older, lay in the same sterile death chamber — though in another hospital, another town — unaware of the knife edge her existence teetered on.

A woman stepped from the shadows. Her breath caught when she saw Zoe fully for the first time that day.

Zoe lay still, a ventilator hissing quietly beside her, the tubing stark against her skin. Her body looked too small on the gurney — too fragile for someone who had carried so much weight in her short life.

The vampire’s steps were careful, but deliberate.

This wasn't a mistake.

Damon had messaged her. Said only that it was urgent. Said it was Zoe.

That had been enough.

She’d come straight away, already fearing the worst.

But this — this was worse than she'd imagined.

Her eyes swept over the machines, noting the stats. The monitors, the wires, the breathing tube. She frowned. The tube. That might complicate things.

Her hands didn’t shake — not quite — but they hovered for a half-second too long before she reached forward and gently pulled the ventilator tube from Zoe’s throat.

Zoe’s body convulsed on instinct — gagging, retching against the sudden freedom — but it was a sign she was still in there.

That was enough.

She brought her wrist to her mouth and bit down hard, holding the bleeding skin to Zoe’s lips.

“Come on,” she murmured, brushing tangled hair back from the girl’s damp forehead. “Drink. Just a little. That’s it.”

Her voice was steady, but her jaw was tight. She had never done this before. No one had taught her how to heal someone like this — not in practice. She’d read about it, heard pieces of advice whispered in panicked moments between fledglings, but this? Feeding a dying girl her blood to keep her alive? This was something else entirely.

When her wrist healed, she bit again. And again. Three times total.

Each time, she watched for the signs: color returning, breath stabilizing, the faint flicker of something beneath the surface.

Zoe's heartbeat — faint, but real — kept going.

The woman finally stepped back, crouching against the wall, wrist cradled to her chest.

She waited.

Watched.

And silently hoped that Damon hadn’t called her too late.

 

Carlisle’s fingers hovered over the logbook, eyes scanning line after line of patient records.

Nothing. No transfers. No test orders. No record of Zoe Clark leaving her room.

He closed the binder with a soft snap.

“It could just be an administrative error,” he said, voice calm on the surface. “Someone might’ve missed a step in protocol—”

But even he didn’t believe it.

Rosalie, standing just beside him, crossed her arms tightly. “Carlisle.”

“I know,” he said quietly.

Harry Clearwater paced a few steps back, his agitation mounting. “You don’t just lose a patient.” His voice echoed slightly down the hallway, sharp and incredulous. “A girl,” he added. “Not a chart or a blood sample. A girl."

Billy Black, parked beside the hallway junction, was grim. “She didn’t put herself in that bed,” he said, voice like gravel. “Somebody put her there. What happens if they came back to finish the job?”

Carlisle’s jaw tensed. He hadn’t said it aloud, but that thought had been rattling through his head since the second he saw Zoe’s empty bed.

Emmett arrived then, footsteps fast but careful.

“What do we know?” he asked. His voice was low, but his eyes were already moving — scanning corridors, checking shadows.

Harry stopped pacing and turned toward Carlisle. “I’m not calling Charlie. I’m not gonna be the one to tell him we lost his niece.”

“We haven’t lost her,” Carlisle said firmly. “We’re going to find her.”

He looked at the nurses clustered behind the station. “Split up. I want the stairwells checked. Maintenance closets. Scan logs from every elevator and badge swipe in the last hour. No exceptions.”

Rosalie was already moving. “Emmett—north wing?”

He nodded. “I’ll take the basement too.”

They split without another word.

Billy and Harry stayed behind, staring down the hallway Zoe should’ve never left.

And in the heavy quiet that followed, only one thing was certain:

Someone had taken her.

Again.

 

Notes:

Any guesses of who Damon called to help Zoe?

Chapter 33: Twilight: ...And Found

Chapter Text

Darkness peeled back in slow, sluggish layers.

The first thing Zoe felt was cold — not sharp, but damp . Like stone floors after a rainstorm. Her limbs were heavy, her head thick with static. Everything smelled… wrong. Not sterile, not like the hospital.

Something herbal. Earthy. Something familiar.

She blinked against the dim light above her — it looked like candlelight, flickering and gold. Shadows moved along the ceiling in soft, warped arcs. A low creak sounded nearby, like an old chair shifting.

Her throat burned. Her chest ached.

But she was breathing — barely.

She tried to move, but her body didn’t listen right away. Only her eyes tracked upward, locking onto the ceiling. Concrete, she thinks. Not metal or wood.

A cool cloth touched her forehead. Zoe flinched.

“You’re okay,” came a voice — soft, careful, feminine.

Her breath stuttered in her chest.

She turned her head slowly, forcing the world into focus.

A woman sat beside her. Skin deep brown. Eyes warm and guarded. Her posture was tense — coiled like she wasn’t used to being still. Blood stained the cuff of her sleeve, and Zoe’s own lips felt sticky, dry, and metallic.

The woman’s gaze searched hers with something just short of desperation.

Zoe swallowed hard, blinking again.

And then — faint, broken — her voice emerged.

“…Aunt Abby?”

 

The morgue door creaked open.

Emmett Cullen ducked inside, the overhead light humming faintly. The air was colder here, thicker. He paused, frowning as he scanned the quiet rows of cold lockers and unoccupied tables. He’d come just to check, fully expecting not to find Zoe in here.

Then his gaze landed on the figure hunched near one of the gurneys.

“…Zoe?”

She was sitting up, slow and shaky, a crumpled sheet pooled in her lap. One arm braced her weight against the slab, the other clutching her side — like she wasn’t sure she could trust her body to hold together. Blood still stained the hospital gown clinging to her, and her hair hung limp over one eye.

Emmett blinked. “You’re awake,” he said, dumbfounded. “In a morgue.”

Zoe squinted at him, then looked around as if realizing it for the first time. “…Huh,” she muttered. “I am. Weird.”

She tried to stand. Her knees buckled immediately.

Emmett caught her without a word, his arms locking under hers as he steadied her against his chest. “I got you,” he said gently. “Let’s get you out of here.”

 

Zoe sat propped against pillows, a thick blanket wrapped around her shoulders. She was pale and shaky, but awake.

Carlisle crouched beside her, flashlight gently sweeping across her pupils. Harry stood just behind him, arms crossed tightly. Billy waited just outside the room. Rosalie lingered near the door, and Emmett stood watch at Zoe’s bedside, jaw still tight from the hunt.

Carlisle clicked the penlight off. “What happened, Zoe?”

Zoe blinked. “I… I don’t remember. I woke up down there. I think a nurse moved me for a scan?”

Emmett glanced at Rosalie, who tilted her head just slightly.

Carlisle’s voice was calm. “No scans were ordered. And no staff logged a transfer.”

Zoe hesitated — just a beat. “Then… I don’t know. Maybe they forgot?”

Her heart skipped. Once.

Rosalie’s eyes narrowed.

Carlisle kept his tone gentle. “You were on a ventilator. And now you’re breathing on your own. Your vitals are stable. Some of your wounds have begun closing — not just clotting, but regenerating tissue. Rapidly.”

Zoe swallowed, eyes darting between them. “That’s good, right?” she asked.

Carlisle paused. “It’s remarkable.”

Zoe forced a small smile. “Lucky, I guess.”

Second skip.

No one pressed her.

Carlisle scribbled something on the chart and stood. “We’ll run a few tests, but you’re stable for now. We’ll need to keep you under observation a little longer.”

Zoe nodded, quiet.

She didn’t ask about the missing hours.

She didn’t mention the vampire who had knelt beside her with shaking hands and whispered, “I made a promise to your mom to always keep you safe. Even if it’s Damon Salvatore calling me.”

She just watched them all — Carlisle, Rosalie, Emmett, Harry — and told herself it wasn’t a lie if it was to protect someone else.

But every beat of her heart told them otherwise.

 

The parking lot was quiet. Fog curled around the base of the lampposts, blurring the harsh yellow light. The hospital loomed in the background, still and sterile, its windows glowing faintly against the morning mist.

Abby Bennett leaned against the hood of a parked sedan across the street, arms crossed tight over her chest. She hadn’t moved in twenty minutes.

She could still feel the weight of Zoe’s hand in hers. Still smell blood and antiseptic and cold steel.

Through the glass-paneled windows, she caught a glimpse of movement — just the edge of a white coat and a flash of golden hair. Carlisle Cullen. The doctor who smelled off but had looked genuinely worried when Zoe went missing.

Then Zoe appeared — only for a second — sitting up in bed, wrapped in a blanket.

Alive.

Abby exhaled.

She reached for her phone and typed the message quickly, her thumb hovering for a moment before she hit send. I made it.

No name. No flourish. Damon would know.

Abby took one last look at the hospital, her expression unreadable. Then she slipped her phone into her coat pocket and turned toward the woods.

She was already gone before the reply came through.

 

Zoe sat upright in the hospital bed, arms crossed loosely over her chest, stubbornly avoiding Carlisle Cullen’s golden eyes as he gently pressed the stethoscope to her back.

“Deep breath,” he said softly.

Zoe sighed — but obeyed. Or maybe she obeyed by sighing.

Harry Clearwater sat nearby, sipping a cup of lukewarm coffee. Billy Black watched from the foot of the bed, silent, his gaze sharper than Zoe remembered it ever being.

Carlisle pulled the stethoscope away, made a few notes on her chart, then adjusted the IV pump with surgeon-like calm.

“You’ve already started forming scar tissue,” he said evenly, not quite looking at her. “That usually takes days — weeks in some cases. You’re not even at hour thirty.”

“I drink a lot of kale smoothies,” Zoe muttered.

Carlisle lifted a brow. “Kale doesn’t stimulate epithelial regeneration.”

Zoe shrugged. “Then maybe I’m just a miracle.”

He met her eyes for a second — not unkind, but measured.

Harry glanced between them. “Let the man do his job, Zoe.”

“I’m fine,” she said again, more forcefully this time. “I feel fine.”

Carlisle set the chart down and picked up a digital thermometer, slipping the cover over it before offering it toward her. “Humor me.”

Zoe didn’t reach for it at first. Then — reluctantly — she took it and placed it under her tongue.

Carlisle moved back to the counter and began organizing several test tubes into a labeled tray.

Billy finally spoke, his voice low but steady. “How bad was the injury?”

Carlisle glanced over his shoulder. “Stab wound. Through the chest. Clean, but deep. Just missed the heart. It collapsed a lung.”

He eased her to the porch steps like a child putting down a toy. Alaric crouched beside her, eyes filled with something almost tender. But it was the wrong kind of soft—eerily calm, haunting in its finality.

“I couldn’t let Klaus find you,” he murmured, brushing a curl from her forehead. “You’re too dangerous, Zoe. You always were.”

Zoe stiffened, but said nothing.

The thermometer beeped.

Carlisle checked it, frowned slightly, then placed it beside the chart. “Low-grade fever. Consistent with recovery — or rejection, if her body’s reacting to something foreign.”

His eyes flicked to Zoe again.

“Any herbal supplements you’ve taken recently?” he asked. “Anything new in your diet?”

“Not unless you count hospital Jell-O,” Zoe deadpanned.

Carlisle didn’t smile, but the corners of his mouth tugged upward, just slightly.

She was sharp — and hiding something. But not lying, not overtly. Not exactly.

Still, he’d seen unnatural healing before. Mutations. Anomalies. But this wasn’t like anything he’d encountered — not in any human, not in any vampire.

There was something in her bloodwork he couldn’t classify. Something subtle, but entangled. Like two systems trying to operate at once — one human, one… not.

Carlisle folded his hands in front of him. “You may feel fine, but I’d like to keep you at least another night. Just to be sure.”

Zoe looked like she wanted to argue.

Harry beat her to it. “He’s right. Don’t make me call Charlie.”

That shut her up.

Carlisle moved toward the door, lifting the chart. “I’ll be back in a bit. Try to rest.”

Zoe nodded stiffly, but her eyes didn’t leave him.

Zoe Clark was alive. Healing. Awake. But still—he found himself wondering: What exactly happened to her in the hour she was missing?

 

Harry Clearwater stepped into the quiet hallway, pulling his phone from his pocket as the door to Zoe’s room clicked shut behind him. He hit Charlie’s number, already knowing he’d pick up on the first ring.

“Harry?” Charlie’s voice was tight, wired from too little sleep and too many hours in limbo. “What’s going on?”

Harry leaned against the wall, voice level. “I was wrong.”

There was a pause.

“What do you mean wrong?” Charlie’s voice cracked. “Don’t—don’t tell me she—”

“She’s awake, Charlie,” Harry cut in gently. “She woke up not long after you called. She's still weak, but she's talking. She’s gonna be okay.”

Silence.

Then Charlie’s breath came loud through the line — a hitch of disbelief and sheer relief. “She’s… Jesus, she’s awake?”

“Carlisle says she’s making a recovery he can’t explain,” Harry said. “Fast. Like… really fast. He still wants to monitor her, but she’s lucid. Stubborn as ever.”

A rough laugh choked through the line. “That’s her,” Charlie muttered. “God. That’s her.”

“She’s safe,” Harry said. “You did right going to Bella. You made the call you had to.”

Charlie cleared his throat. “They’re saying Bella can be discharged in the morning. We could be on the road tomorrow — back by late.”

Harry considered that. “You don’t need to rush. Not anymore.”

“You sure?”

“She’s not alone, Charlie. She’s got us. And she’s fighting like hell. Take care of your kid.”

There was a long pause on the line. “Thank you, Harry.”

“Anytime, brother.”

 

Zoe stared at the doorway long after Harry and Billy had left. She’d insisted they didn’t need to stay — that she was fine, really — but Harry had still muttered something about dropping Billy off, showering, and coming back. Typical.

She exhaled slowly, slumping back into the pillows, the hospital blanket tucked around her middle. The hum of the IV and the distant muffled pages from the nurses' station were the only sounds.

And then it rippled through her. The bond. Not loud. Not urgent. But strong . A deep, quiet contentment — like a hand settling over her heartbeat.

Damon. He was okay. She was okay. For once… they both were.

Zoe closed her eyes for a second, soaking it in.

Then she moved. Her phone had been charging on the tray beside the bed, borrowed chord courtesy of a kind nurse. She reached for it — but her eyes landed on something else first.

The bracelet.

Gold, with a deep green stone. From Damon. It had been in the plastic belongings bag, tucked beside her bloodied clothes. She grabbed it quickly, fingers brushing the cool metal, and slid it over her wrist with a relief that bordered on desperation.

Then the necklace — gold chain, vervain charm small and sharp and familiar. Practical, defensive. She didn’t feel like herself without it. She’d worn it every day for over a year without taking it off.

Zoe sank back and exhaled slowly, head tilting to the side.

She replayed it.

Ric. His voice, his face — but wrong. Off. That look in his eyes before the pain exploded through her ribs. The way he said her name like it meant nothing.

No, she corrected herself.

Not Ric. Alaric. He wasn’t himself.

Her grip on the blanket tightened.

The phone buzzed.

Incoming call: DAMON SALVATORE

She swiped to answer before the second ring.

“Tell me you’re not dead,” he said — a little too fast, a little too sharp.

Zoe let her head drop back against the pillow, lips quirking faintly. “Not dead or undead,” she muttered.

Damon exhaled on the other end — the kind of breath people only release after clenching it for hours.

“Jesus, Zo.”

She smiled faintly. “Hi to you too.”

“Do you have any idea—” he cut himself off. “Never mind. You’re breathing. That’s what matters.”

“I missed you too, baby.”

“Don’t start. I’m trying to have a serious moment.”

“You’re incapable of serious moments.”

A pause.

“…Maybe,” he admitted.

For a beat, they just sat with the silence.

Then Damon’s voice softened. “You’re really okay?”

Zoe hesitated. “I’m here. Healing. Sore as hell. But… yeah. I think I’m okay.”

“Good.” Another beat. “Because you’re gonna want to be upright for this.”

Zoe frowned. “What now?”

Damon’s tone changed. “Elena… she didn’t make it.”

Zoe sat up straighter, alarm rising. “What—?”

“She had vampire blood in her system,” Damon said quietly. “Meredith gave it to her before... She… drowned.”

Zoe’s breath caught.

“She turned?” she whispered.

“Yeah.”

Silence.

Zoe closed her eyes. “God.”

“Yeah.”

They stayed like that — one heartbeat shared across the miles, neither of them ready to say what came next.

 

Chapter 34: Twilight: Let Down

Notes:

This is the last chapter of the Twilight arc. The next few chapters will be the period between Twilight and New Moon. The lore between Vampire Diaries and Twilight starts to be woven in the next arc.

Chapter Text

The knock on the door was light — almost too polite for a hospital room that had been chaos just a day earlier.

Zoe looked up from her phone as Carlisle Cullen stepped in, clipboard in one hand, a small, tired smile on his face.

“Well,” she said, setting the phone aside. “If you’re here to give me a sponge bath, I should warn you — I bite.”

Carlisle chuckled softly, closing the door behind him. “Fortunately, I’m here for less invasive procedures.”

Zoe grinned, but it faded quickly. “You doing the rounds or just checking on your most dramatic patient?”

“You’re certainly the most mysterious.”

He crossed the room and set the clipboard down, reaching for the blood pressure cuff. Zoe offered her arm wordlessly.

“You’ve had a stable pulse all day,” he said as he wrapped the cuff. “Temperature’s normal. No further sign of infection.”

“Miracles do happen,” she muttered.

Carlisle glanced up at her, then back at the monitor as it beeped.

“I wanted to ask…” he said slowly. “How much do you remember?”

Zoe’s eyes flicked to his, cautious.

He met her gaze evenly. “Not just the attack,” he added gently. “I mean after. You were… missing. For nearly an hour. When Emmett found you, your breathing had stabilized. Your vitals were improving. But I hadn’t ordered you moved. And no one logged any scans or procedures.”

She stared at him.

“Do you remember what happened?” he asked again, softly.

Zoe gave a loose shrug. “You mean when I got stabbed, or when I woke up in the morgue?”

Carlisle’s expression didn’t change, but his posture stiffened — just slightly.

“Either.”

Zoe looked down at her lap, fingers twisting the blanket. Then, with practiced ease, she lied.

“I don’t remember anything. Just… pain. Then waking up.”

He watched her a moment longer. “Nothing before the morgue?”

“No.”

“You didn’t see anyone? Hear anything?”

She shook her head, gaze steady now. “Just woke up alone. Guess that’s good enough.”

Carlisle didn’t press. He simply nodded and made a few notes on the chart.

“Well, whatever happened,” he said, voice low, “I’m glad you’re still with us, Zoe.”

Her smile came slow. “Me too.”

 

The door creaked open softly.

Harry Clearwater stepped inside, his coat damp from the night air and the creases under his eyes deeper than this morning. He moved with the practiced quiet of someone used to hospital rooms — the hush, the low lights, the weight of waiting.

“You still awake?” he asked, voice low.

Zoe, curled slightly on her side, opened her eyes. “Yeah.”

He crossed to the chair by her bed and settled in with a quiet grunt, stretching his legs out in front of him. “Figured I’d stay the night,” he said. “Just in case.”

Zoe offered a faint smile. “You don’t have to.”

Harry shrugged. “You’re not the first stubborn teenager I’ve sat bedside for. Doubt you’ll be the last.”

For a few minutes, the room was quiet, just the soft beep of monitors and the low hum of night shift activity outside the door.

Then Harry broke the silence. “You ever meet my kids?”

Zoe shook her head. “Not really. Seen them around when Bella and I visit Jake.”

“Leah’s the older one. Tough as nails, sharp as broken glass. She doesn’t warm up easy, but she’s loyal as hell. And Seth—” Harry smirked. “Fourteen. Talks more than he breathes. Kid’s got a good heart though.”

Zoe smiled a little. “Sounds like a good mix.”

“They drive me crazy,” Harry said fondly. “But yeah. They’re good.”

Zoe hesitated, then shifted slightly, her voice small. “Where’s Charlie?”

Harry looked at her, surprised by how unsure she sounded.

“And Bella?” she asked, eyes not quite meeting his.

Harry exhaled slowly. “Bella… she got homesick. Took off for Phoenix without telling anyone.”

Zoe blinked.

“She ended up in the hospital down there,” Harry added gently. “Charlie had to go. She’s okay. They’ll be back soon.”

Zoe went still. She stared down at her hands, fingers pressing into the blanket. Her bracelet glinted under the overhead light, green stone catching a glimmer — Damon’s gift.

She didn’t speak, but the silence said enough.

He left. He left me.

Of course he did. Bella was his daughter. And she was just the niece. The spare. Again.

Elena had been the golden one. The chosen one. And now, in Forks, nothing had changed.

Harry watched her closely. “He didn’t want to go,” he said quietly. “He’s been calling constantly. If he could’ve split himself in two, Zoe, he would’ve.”

Zoe gave a faint nod, but it was automatic. Her jaw tightened just slightly.

Harry leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “I’m not trying to excuse it. I just want you to know… he didn’t stop caring. Not for a second.”

Zoe looked away. “Yeah,” she said after a long beat. “Okay.”

But in her heart, the ache stayed.

Harry didn’t press. He just sat with her in the quiet, letting the weight of it settle without needing to fix it.

Sometimes being there was all you could do.

 

The gravel crunched beneath Carlisle’s tires as he pulled into the long drive, headlights slicing through the dark canopy of trees. The Cullen house loomed ahead — glass aglow with soft interior light, like it had been waiting for him.

He stepped out of the car, exhaustion humming low in his limbs despite his inhuman stamina. The hospital halls still clung to him — the antiseptic, the beeping monitors, the image of Zoe pale and too still, even as she began to heal faster than anyone had a right to.

He hadn’t wanted to leave.

But human doctors had families. Homes. Lives outside their shifts. And so he played the part.

The front door opened before he reached it. Rosalie. She stood barefoot in the doorway, wrapped in a long cardigan, hair loose down her back. Her arms were folded, but her face wasn’t hard — not yet. Just tired. Wary.

“She’s okay?” she asked softly.

Carlisle gave a short nod. “Stable. Resting. Harry’s still with her.”

Rosalie stepped back, letting him in. The door closed behind them with a gentle click.

“You left,” she said, not accusing — just stating the fact.

“I had to,” Carlisle replied. “Appearances.”

“She’s healing faster than she should be,” Rosalie continued. “Faster than human. You saw it.”

He didn’t deny it. “Yes.” He already knew Rosalie’s next question. “It’s not venom. I’m unsure what it is.”

They stood in the dim hallway, the silence between them too full.

Finally, Rosalie asked, “Are you going to ask her what really happened?”

Carlisle turned toward her. His voice was low. “No.”

Rosalie blinked. “Why not?”

“Because she’s not ready to tell us. And I don’t want to force her into more trauma to satisfy my own curiosity.”

“She lied to you, Carlisle.”

“She lied to protect something. That much is clear.”

Rosalie’s jaw tightened. “You think she’s protecting someone?”

Carlisle nodded once, slow. “Or something she doesn’t understand yet.”

Rosalie looked away, out the window into the dark woods. “She reminds you of her.”

“Of course.” He didn’t continue right away. “She reminds me of someone who’s already lost too much.”

A long pause.

Rosalie didn’t push. Instead, she nodded, wrapping her arms tighter around herself. “She’s going to ask questions eventually. She’s not dumb.”

“I know.”

“And when she does—”

Carlisle looked toward the stairs, toward the quiet of their home. “We tell her what she deserves to know. But not before she’s ready to hear it.”

Rosalie said nothing else. Just stepped back and let him pass, the hush of the forest pressing close around the windows as the night stretched on.

 

Light filtered through the window — not bright yet, just a soft gray haze that hinted at sunrise. The room was quiet aside from the distant sounds of nurses changing shifts and the occasional squeak of a cart in the hallway.

Harry Clearwater stepped back into the room with a grin tugging at the corner of his mouth. He held out a cell phone like it was a gift. “Someone wants to talk to you,” he said, voice warm. “And I think you’ll want to take it.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow from where she sat curled under the thin hospital blanket. She didn’t reach for the phone.

Harry held it out farther. “Come on, kid. It’s Charlie.”

At that, Zoe’s eyes flicked toward the phone — and then down to her lap. She hesitated a second too long before finally stretching out a hand to take it.

Harry gave her a small nod and stepped out into the hallway to give her privacy.

Zoe lifted the phone to her ear. “Hello?”

“Zoe!” Charlie’s voice burst through, a little too loud in the quiet room. “Oh, thank God. Harry said you were awake. How are you? Are they treating you okay? Do you need anything?”

She didn’t answer right away. Her throat felt tight, even though it didn’t hurt.

“I’m fine,” she said finally.

Charlie was rambling now. “I wanted to be there when you woke up. I’m sorry I wasn’t. Everything with Bella—it all happened so fast. She’s stable now. Should be released before noon. We’ll be on the first flight back after that.”

Zoe stared at the wall. “Okay.”

“I’ve been calling Harry and Carlisle non-stop. Just trying to get updates. I should’ve been there. I know that. I wanted to be.”

Zoe didn’t say he should’ve, even though a part of her still felt it.

“I’ll be home soon,” Charlie said again, voice rough around the edges. “Me and Bella — we’ll be back as fast as we can.”

She closed her eyes. “I know,” she murmured.

They said their goodbyes — hers quiet, his too full — and then she set the phone down on the rolling tray table with a faint clack .

The hallway door opened again and Harry peeked in, eyes searching her face.

Zoe gave him a small nod. “Thanks.”

He stepped inside, not saying anything more, and sat back down beside her.

Zoe curled further under the blanket, pressing her cheek into the pillow, pretending the warmth in her eyes was just from the sunlight starting to rise.

 

The knock came mid-morning.

Zoe was sitting up in bed, already half-dressed in the clean clothes Rosalie had dropped off — leggings that hung a little looser at the waist, and a hoodie that still smelled faintly like someone else's laundry detergent. She didn’t look up when the doctor came in.

She just kept running her thumb along the curve of her bracelet — gold and green, warm from her skin, something familiar in a world that had stopped making sense.

“Good morning,” the doctor said gently. Not Carlisle — some other hospitalist Zoe didn’t recognize. She didn’t bother reading the name on his coat.  He flipped through her chart, humming thoughtfully. “You’re a bit of a miracle, Miss Clark.”

Zoe didn’t answer.

“Your vitals are strong. The laceration’s closing. No infection. I’ve seen gunshot victims take longer to stand than you did.”

She still didn’t answer.

The doctor paused, then set the chart aside. “You’re medically cleared to be discharged,” he said. “As soon as your guardian signs the paperwork.”

Zoe’s hand stilled on her bracelet. Her jaw ticked. “Guardian?”

“Chief Swan,” the doctor clarified. “Since you’re a minor, he’ll need to sign off.”

Of course. Because someone always had to sign off. Always had to approve. Always had to come back.

Zoe pressed the heels of her hands to her eyes.

The nurse came in a few minutes later to remove her IV and tape gauze over the fading wound at her side. She was polite, even cheerful — but cautious, her glances flicking often to the monitor, to the chart, like she was trying to puzzle something out.

Zoe could feel it.

They didn’t understand how she was up and moving so quickly. Neither did she.

 

Later, Harry arrived, carrying coffee and looking too awake for someone who hadn’t slept properly in three days.

“They said they’re kicking you loose?” he asked, setting the cup down.

Zoe nodded, arms crossed tight over her chest. “Eventually. After Charlie signs the papers.”

Harry tilted his head. “He’s still in the air, Zo. You know he’s coming.”

She nodded again, but her expression didn’t shift. “I just want to go home.”

Harry gave her a soft look. “Back to Charlie’s house, right?”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. She looked at her bracelet again — at the soft flicker of green in the morning light.

“No,” she whispered.

Not Forks. Not Mystic Falls. Not anywhere that still existed.

Home had vanished long before she ended up in Forks.

Maybe it was the moment Klaus ripped her father’s heart from his chest.

Or maybe it was earlier — the day her dad told her that her best friend couldn’t be allowed to live as a vampire, and she’d packed a bag and moved in with Damon without looking back.

Maybe it was both.

But whatever pieces were left had disappeared the moment she woke up in that hospital and Charlie wasn’t there.

“I don’t think I have a home anymore,” she said quietly.

Harry sat on the edge of the bed, careful and slow. “You’re not alone,” he said. “Whatever else is true, Zoe… you’re not alone.”

She didn’t answer, but this time she didn’t pull away.

 

Zoe was pacing.

At first, it had been slow — a few restless steps beside the bed, fingers drumming against her thigh. But now she moved with more purpose, back and forth across the small room like a caged animal, the hospital-issued socks barely making a sound against the tile floor. Harry watched every step, as if expecting her to collapse and fall back into a coma.

The nurse had told her soon . That had been two hours ago.

“Zoe,” Harry said from the chair in the corner, watching her. “You’re gonna wear a groove in the floor.”

She didn’t stop. “They cleared me. I don’t know what we’re waiting for.”

“We’re waiting for Charlie. You know that.” He repeated for the hundredth time.

Zoe huffed, biting the inside of her cheek. She wasn’t angry at Harry — not really — but everything felt too tight. Her hoodie. The air. The space between where she stood and the exit.

Harry leaned back slightly, trying to soften his voice. “I get it. You’re stir-crazy.”

“No,” Zoe snapped. Then, quieter: “Yeah. I guess.”

Harry looked down at the half-drunk coffee in his hands. He hadn’t known Zoe long. Not really. And while he’d raised a headstrong daughter of his own, this girl — this sharp-edged, quick-witted hurricane of grief and power and guarded silence — was something else entirely.

He was out of his depth.

So when the knock came, and the door opened to reveal Rosalie Hale, arms crossed and expression unreadable, Harry could’ve sighed in relief.

Rosalie stepped inside, gaze sweeping the room before settling on Zoe.

“You look better,” she said, voice clipped but sincere.

Zoe stopped pacing, her eyes flicking toward Harry and then back to Rosalie. “You look like you’re here to make sure I don’t climb out the window.”

Rosalie’s mouth twitched. “Depends. Were you planning on it?”

Zoe didn’t answer.

Harry stood and stretched. “I’ll, uh… give you two a minute,” he said. Then, glancing at Rosalie, he added, “Glad you’re here.”

He meant it more than he expected.

Rosalie nodded once, already stepping closer to Zoe as Harry left the room. The door clicked shut behind him.

Rosalie didn’t speak at first. She just studied Zoe — the shallow rise and fall of her chest, the fading bruises at her throat, the restless energy that still buzzed under her skin like she hadn’t quite realized she was safe.

“I’ve been cleared,” Zoe said eventually, realizing that Rosalie was waiting for her to say something. “They’re just waiting for Charlie.”

Rosalie raised a brow. “You sound thrilled.”

Zoe gave a short, humorless laugh. “You ever been stuck in a place where everyone keeps looking at you like you’re either going to die or spontaneously combust?”

Rosalie tilted her head. “Actually? Yes. School comes to mind.”

That earned a small, reluctant smile from Zoe. “Fair.” She moved back toward the bed, dropping onto it with a quiet exhale. Her fingers fidgeted with the corner of the blanket. “I hate hospitals,” she muttered.

“Then it’s a good thing you’re leaving,” Rosalie said.

Zoe’s smile faded. “Yeah. Leaving.”

The silence stretched for a moment.

Rosalie took a step closer. “You thinking about what comes next?”

Zoe didn’t look up. “I don’t know what comes next.”

Rosalie nodded like she understood more than she said. “You’re not alone, you know.”

Zoe’s jaw flexed.

“Everyone keeps saying that,” she said. “But no one ever stays. Everyone dies.” Her parents, the Gilberts, Jenna, Ric. Even Elena and Caroline were technically dead.

Rosalie didn’t flinch, didn’t soften. “I’m not everyone.”

Zoe finally met her eyes.

There was a long pause, a quiet moment between them where something unspoken settled. Not quite trust. Not yet. But something close.

“Do you think I’m losing it?” Zoe asked, voice barely audible.

Rosalie shook her head once. “No.”

“You don’t even know what I was going to say.”

“Doesn’t matter,” Rosalie said simply. “You’re not.”

Zoe leaned back against the pillow. “Well. That’s something.”

Rosalie glanced toward the door. Harry had gone quiet again in the corner — listening, but not interrupting.

“I’ll stick around,” Rosalie said. “Until Charlie gets here. Or longer.”

Zoe blinked. “You don’t have to.”

“I know.”

And she didn’t say anything more.

She just sat down in the chair beside the bed and folded her hands in her lap, as if she planned to wait as long as it took.

 

The hospital doors slid open with a tired hiss, and Charlie Swan stepped inside, still stiff from the long flight and still mentally unpacking everything he’d just left in Forks when he left for Phoenix.

He’d dropped Bella off less than an hour ago. She was already curled up on the couch under a blanket, looking pale and fragile but alive. Edward Cullen had been stationed on the porch like a sentry.

Charlie didn’t like that. Didn’t like him. Didn’t like any of it.

But Bella had insisted she was fine.

So now he was here.

He walked briskly down the hall, nodding at a nurse who pointed him toward Zoe’s room. He expected a warmer welcome — some small smile, maybe a joke, a quiet thank you for coming back.

Instead, the moment he stepped through the door, Zoe was already on her feet, hoodie zipped, hair tied back, a bag slung over her shoulder.

“You’re late,” she said flatly.

Charlie blinked. “I got here as fast as I could. Bella just—”

“Is alive,” Zoe cut in. “And home. You said she’s fine.”

He nodded, thrown. “Yeah, she’s… recovering. Carlisle said—”

“Then can you sign the discharge papers so I can get out of here?”

The air in the room felt colder suddenly.

Charlie glanced at Harry, who stood near the bed looking mildly uncomfortable. Rosalie remained seated, silent but sharp-eyed in the corner.

“Zoe…” Charlie started, shifting awkwardly. “I thought—maybe we could talk first. I wanted to—”

“I’m not in the mood to be talked at,” Zoe said, brushing past him to the doorway, then stopping short and turning back. “Please just sign the papers.”

He stared at her, brow furrowed. “I—okay. Sure.” He looked toward Harry, lowering his voice. “Has she been like this since she woke up?”

Before Harry could answer, Zoe turned on them both. “I’ve been like this since the day I was born,” she snapped. “Don’t pin it on the hospital stay.”

She walked ahead, not waiting to see if anyone followed.

Charlie exhaled through his nose, slowly. The sting settled low in his chest. He turned to Harry, who gave him a sympathetic shrug and followed after her.

Rosalie lingered behind, her expression unreadable.

“She’s hurting,” she said simply.

Charlie didn’t answer.

But he felt it — in every step, in every silence, in every word she didn’t say.

 

The automatic doors groaned open, and the three of them stepped out into the pale spring light — Zoe, rigid and determined; Harry, steady but watchful; Charlie, trying to catch up to emotions he hadn’t had time to process.

Zoe didn’t slow until she reached Harry’s truck. She turned just as he unlocked it.

“I’m not going home,” she said flatly.

Charlie stopped mid-step. “What?”

Zoe crossed her arms. “I’m going with Harry.”

Harry blinked. “You are?”

“No,” Charlie said, more forcefully than he intended. “You’re coming home.”

Zoe’s jaw tightened. “Why?”

“Because that’s where you belong,” Charlie said. “With family.”

Her laugh was low and humorless. “Family?” She glanced at Harry. “Where was family when I woke up alone?”

Charlie stepped forward, voice rough. “I was in Phoenix. Bella—”

“Bella chose to leave,” Zoe snapped. “I didn’t.”

There it was. The ache that had been buried under sarcasm and sharp edges. It slipped out before she could shove it back down.

Harry shifted awkwardly between them, clearly torn.

Charlie’s eyes softened, but his voice stayed firm. “I get it. I do. But you’re not staying with the Clearwaters. You’re not pushing us away.”

Zoe stared at him. “You think I haven’t already?”

That hit harder than he’d expected. He stepped back, like the wind had been knocked out of him.

“I’m not perfect,” Charlie said, voice lower now. “But you’re coming home. Tonight. We can figure the rest out later.”

Zoe didn’t move.

But she didn’t fight it either.

She turned silently, slid into the cruiser, and buckled in without a word.

Charlie gave Harry a nod — part gratitude, part apology — then climbed into the driver’s seat beside her. The doors slammed shut, and the two of them pulled away, the space between them thicker than ever.

 

Chapter 35: Aftermath

Summary:

This takes place between Twilight and New Moon to show the fallout of Alaric's attack and Zoe's developing relationships.

Chapter Text

The Swan-Clark house rippled with tension. It lived in the silence, in the barely-there footsteps across creaky floors, in the clink of cutlery against dinner plates when no one was hungry.

Zoe hadn’t spoken to Charlie since she’d gotten home from the hospital four days ago.She hadn’t said a word to Bella, either.

Charlie tried — awkward attempts at peace offerings: her favorite takeout, a repaired doorknob, laundry folded at the foot of her bed. Zoe ignored them all.

Bella tried. As much as she could with a fractured leg. She knocked gently on Zoe’s door once. Left a glass of water in the hallway. Tried again the next day — said Zoe’s name in the kitchen like it might mean something. But Zoe never looked up. Never answered.

Eventually, Bella stopped trying out loud.  Her injury gave her an excuse to stay in bed, and Zoe let her take it.

The distance suited them. The grief, the guilt, the confusion — it was too much to untangle. Easier to be ghosts in the same house.

But inside Zoe, it was chaos.

The bond with Damon burned at the edge of her nerves, sharp and clinging. It wasn't just the usual ache of distance or the flicker of emotion across the tether. It was layered. Pulled. Distorted.

Like something — or someone — was tampering with it.

She didn’t know what it meant. Only that she felt frayed and out of sync, like her body couldn’t figure out what it was supposed to be feeling anymore.

And underneath all of it, the truth she couldn’t stop thinking about: Elena was a vampire. That made Zoe the last one. The last doppelgänger. The final puzzle piece Klaus would need to make hybrids.

That truth sat in her chest like a rock, immovable and suffocating.

She tried to sleep. Failed. Tried to focus. Failed harder.

And then she gave in to the panic — sat up in bed, heart thudding, and whispered out loud, as if he could hear her through the bond.

"Make me feel something." She muttered.

The bond didn’t respond at first. But it was there. Warm. Steady. Like Damon was trying, even if he didn’t know why.

But Zoe still couldn’t breathe right. Still couldn’t settle. She couldn’t stay.

Her fingers hovered over her phone screen before she finally pressed it — a single message, typed and sent before she could talk herself out of it: "You said I could call if I needed to disappear. I need to go. Can you help me?"

She hit send.

 

The car rumbled quietly where Jasper had parked it just past the tree line, out of view from the road. Zoe sat beside him, hoodie pulled tight, gaze fixed on the passing forest beyond the glass. The air was still and heavy between them.

She hadn't said much when he'd picked her up. Just climbed in like it was the only thing keeping her from falling apart.

Jasper had expected… something else. Maybe just a long walk, a venting session, a request for space.

But not this.

Not the duffel bag. Not the silence.  Not the look in her eyes like she'd already said goodbye.

"You thought I was gonna help you disappear," he said finally, voice quiet.

Zoe didn’t deny it.

Jasper shook his head. “Zoe…”

“You said,” she murmured, “that if I ever needed to vanish, you’d help.”

“I meant for a weekend,” he said. “Maybe a camping trip. Some quiet.”

She stayed staring out the window. “I thought you understood.”

“I do.” His voice stayed calm, but firmer now. “Which is why I’m telling you that you can’t leave.”

She let out a hollow laugh. “Can’t or shouldn’t?”

“Can’t,” he repeated. “Because you matter to too many people here. Charlie. Bella. Rosalie.” He paused. “Me.”

Zoe shook her head. “No one notices when I’m gone.”

“I did.”

That made her pause — just for a second.

And then the bond pulled. As if someone yanked it, pulling at it hard, trying to break the unbreakable spell.

Zoe gasped, one hand shooting out to grip the dashboard. Her heart lurched in her chest like something had snagged it.

“Zoe?” Jasper’s voice sharpened. “What is it?”

She didn’t answer. Her teeth clenched. Her fingers curled.

The pull was sharper this time. Twisting. Fractured. Like her soul was being stretched in two directions — and now, suddenly, a third.

Damon. It was Damon. Something was wrong.

Jasper reached for her shoulder. “Zoe.”

She blinked at him, face pale, breath shallow.

“We’re going to Carlisle,” he said immediately, already starting the engine. “You need to be checked out.”

“I’m fine,” she whispered. But it sounded weak, even to her own ears.

Jasper gave her a look. “Then you’ll humor me.”

Zoe didn’t argue.

She didn’t have the energy.

 

The walls of Carlisle’s office were lined with books older than most countries. The windows were cracked open to the trees, but the stillness inside was thick.

Zoe sat stiffly in the armchair across from Carlisle, legs tucked beneath her, one hand curled around the hem of her hoodie. She hadn’t said much since they arrived. Not when Jasper dropped her off. Not when Carlisle had looked her over.

Now she watched him as he checked her chart, flipping through the hospital’s test results and his own notes.

He finally closed the file and set it aside with a soft thud .

“Your wound,” he said, glancing up, “has completely healed.”

Zoe gave a shrug that was all shoulder, no conviction. “Guess I got lucky.”

Carlisle tilted his head. “Jasper said you felt something today. Sharp pain.”

She shifted. “Cramps,” she muttered.

He didn’t call her out directly. He just sat back in his chair and let out a quiet, tired sigh. Then he said, almost absently, “You remind me of my wife.”

Zoe blinked. “Excuse me?”

“She used to do that,” he said gently. “Deflect. Lie, if it meant keeping someone else from worrying.”

Zoe looked away. She was silent.

Carlisle waited. 

Finally, she lifted her chin, eyes hard and hollow. “Are you asking if I’m lying?”

Carlisle met her gaze evenly. “Are you?”

The question didn’t accuse. It offered her the chance to tell the truth.

Zoe stared at him for a long moment — like she wanted to say yes. Like maybe it would feel better if someone else knew. If someone else understood.

But instead, she said nothing.

Just sat there, jaw tight, hands clenched in the fabric of her sleeves, and let the silence answer for her.

Carlisle didn’t speak right away. He simply studied her face, the bruises curiously gone, the sharpness in her eyes still dulled by something she wouldn’t name.

“You’re safe here, Zoe,” he said finally. “You don’t have to carry this alone.”

Zoe snorted under her breath. “That’s cute.”

He didn’t smile. Just waited again.

Zoe leaned back slightly in the chair, arms crossing. “You don’t get it. Everyone says that — that I’m safe — but no one means it. No one knows the truth.”

Carlisle’s brow furrowed, something sad curling in the corners of his mouth. “Try me.”

She didn’t answer. But her eyes flicked to the far wall of the office.

To the tall, rectangular object draped in a black drop cloth.

Her head tilted slightly. “Okay. Real question.”

Carlisle followed her gaze and tensed, just slightly.

Zoe nodded toward the covered frame. “What’s with the mystery canvas, huh? Isn’t that a little gothic for someone as polished as you?”

Carlisle’s lips thinned. “It’s… old.”

Zoe arched a brow. “So am I, technically.”

He hesitated, then stood and walked to the painting. He didn’t touch it, just looked at it — a familiar weight behind his expression.

“It’s personal,” he said finally. “I haven’t uncovered it in a long time.”

Zoe narrowed her eyes. “That’s not an answer.”

Carlisle gave the faintest of smiles. “You’re very perceptive.”

“I’m very nosy,” she corrected.

He returned to his chair but didn’t sit. “One day, maybe I’ll show you. But not yet.”

“Why not?”

He exhaled, voice quieter now. “Because you’ve already seen enough ghosts.”

Zoe flinched at that.

Carlisle saw it — and softened again. “Whatever happened to you, whatever that pain was… you’re not crazy. And you don’t have to pretend it didn’t happen.”

Her throat worked, but she didn’t speak.

Carlisle knelt down beside the chair, carefully — not a doctor now, but something closer to human. “Zoe. If you remember who hurt you, if something’s happening… I need to know. I can help.”

Zoe’s voice came out too flat to be convincing. “Nothing’s happening.”

Carlisle didn’t push again. But the look he gave her said: I don’t believe you. Not for a second.

He stood, quietly. “Alright. We’ll leave it there. For now.”

Zoe didn’t relax until he stepped out of the room.

And even then — not by much.

 

The sunlight filtering through the windows felt too soft for the tension crackling in the room.

Zoe stood near the door, backpack slung over one shoulder. Her hair was pinned back neatly, and she wore a pleated black skirt, a cream-colored sweater tucked at the waist, and her usual heels — a quiet, stubborn declaration that she was still herself. Or at least trying to be.

The sharp click of her heel against the hardwood had already made Charlie flinch once.

She wasn’t yelling, but the edge in her voice was sharper than anything volume could add.

Charlie stood across from her, arms crossed tight over his chest, jaw locked like a fault line ready to split.

On the couch, Bella sat stiffly beside Edward, posture tense. Edward’s eyes never left Zoe, but his expression was unreadable.

“You’re not going,” Charlie said again, low and firm.

“I’m not asking permission,” Zoe bit back. “School starts at eight. I’m going.”

“You were stabbed,” Charlie snapped. “You almost died, Zoe. You flatlined. That wasn’t even two weeks ago.”

“I’m fine now.”

“You’re not fine.”

She let out a bitter breath, her fingers tightening around her bag strap. “Then maybe you should’ve stayed in Forks and made sure.”

Charlie’s mouth opened — then shut. The blow landed harder than she’d meant.

Bella stirred on the couch but said nothing. Her leg — still bandaged from Phoenix — was propped carefully on a pillow. She didn’t try to intervene.

“I had to—”

“Right,” Zoe cut him off. “You had to be there for your daughter. Of course. I’m just the niece who got almost-murdered on your lawn.”

“Don’t twist this,” Charlie warned. “That’s not what happened.”

“Isn’t it?”

Silence stretched. Her heels clicked softly as she shifted her weight.

“I’m trying to go to class like I’m not… whatever I am now,” she said finally.

Charlie shook his head. “Zoe. Please. Give it a few more days. You don’t have to prove anything.”

“I’m not proving anything,” she said, voice raw now. “I just want to feel normal again. I want to walk through a hallway and carry a book and pretend I’m not broken.”

Even Edward flinched at that.

Charlie rubbed a hand down his face, sighing hard. “One day. That’s it. Carlisle’s orders stand. If anything looks off, you’re home. No arguments.”

Zoe gave a small, tired nod. “Fine.”

She turned, her skirt swishing slightly as she stepped past the couch. She didn’t look at Bella.

Charlie dropped onto the edge of the coffee table, elbows on his knees.

Bella swallowed. “She’s… she’s not okay.”

“No,” Charlie said, voice hollow. “She just wants everyone to think she is.”

And none of them could decide whether that was braver — or more dangerous.

The front door had barely finished closing behind Zoe when the silence collapsed in on itself.

Charlie sat heavy on the edge of the coffee table, head bowed, rubbing a hand over the back of his neck. Frustration, fear, guilt — all tangled into the slouch of his shoulders.

Bella didn’t speak. She shifted slightly, wincing at the pull in her leg. The tension still clung to her like smoke.

Edward stood near the wall, hands in his jacket pockets, eyes still fixed on the door Zoe had walked through. Then, quietly, “I’ll watch her.”

Charlie looked up, surprised.

Edward’s gaze didn’t waver. “At school. I’ll keep an eye on her.”

“You don’t have to—”

“I want to,” Edward interrupted gently. “She’s still healing. Even if she won’t admit it.”

Charlie let out a breath. “She won’t let anyone close.”

“She doesn’t have to,” Edward said. “I’ll keep my distance. I’ll just… make sure she’s safe.”

Charlie studied him a moment — this boy he barely understood, who’d somehow earned Bella’s loyalty and trust. Then he nodded, once. “Thank you.”

Edward gave a small nod in return. “She’s stronger than she thinks,” he said quietly. “But even the strong need someone looking out for them.”

Charlie glanced toward the door again.

“I just wish she didn’t think she had to do it alone.”

 

Zoe barely made it to the end of the driveway before she heard the familiar purr of an engine behind her.

She didn’t turn around. Just kept walking.

“Zoe,” Edward’s voice called from the open driver’s side window, low and composed. “Get in. I’m driving you.”

She slowed, then stopped — but didn’t look at him yet.

“I can walk,” she said flatly.

“I know,” he said. “But I’m driving you anyway.”

Finally, she turned. Arms folded. “You’re not my chauffeur.”

“No,” Edward agreed easily. “I’m just faster. And Charlie would probably shoot me if I let you get flattened by a logging truck before first period.”

She sighed — exaggerated, dramatic — but her resistance was already cracking.

Edward tilted his head toward the passenger side. “Come on. Just get in.”

Zoe rolled her eyes and muttered something under her breath — but she pulled open the door and dropped into the seat anyway.

“Your family’s gonna throw a fit,” she said as she buckled her seatbelt.

Edward didn’t disagree. “They can handle it.”

 

Edward pulled into the familiar gravel spot beside a pair of gleaming vehicles — Rosalie’s convertible and Emmett’s Jeep.

The moment the car stopped, Rosalie was already there, wrenching open Zoe’s door before she could even fully exhale.

“What the hell are you doing here?” Rosalie demanded, her sharp gaze scanning Zoe head to toe. “You should be in bed.”

Zoe blinked. “Good morning to you, too.”

Emmett appeared at Rosalie’s shoulder, tall and solid as ever, concern tightening his jaw.

“Zoe,” he said, gentler. “You sure you’re up for this?”

Zoe pulled her bag tighter onto her shoulder. “It’s school, not a fight club. I’ll live.”

“That’s not the point,” Rosalie snapped.

Edward came around the back of the car, expression unreadable. “She wanted normal.”

“She needs recovery,” Rosalie shot back.

Zoe cut in before Edward could say more. “You guys gonna walk me to homeroom, or is this just a drive-by lecture?”

Rosalie didn’t move.

Emmett gave Zoe a look — not judgmental, just worried. “Let us know if anything feels off, okay?”

Zoe’s voice was cool but calm. “I’m fine.”

But Rosalie’s eyes lingered on her a second longer than necessary.

As if she didn’t believe it.

 

The bell rang, shrill and metallic, as Zoe stepped into her first class of the day.

Every head turned.

She didn’t flinch. Not at the wide eyes. Not at the whispered gasps. Not even at the way Mr. Harding, her science teacher, paused mid-sentence and stared at her like she was something raised from the dead.

Zoe moved calmly to her seat, skirt swishing just above her knees, heels tapping against the tile with deliberate purpose. She kept her eyes forward. The room felt like it was holding its breath.

Someone near the back muttered, “My mom said she was stabbed—like, actually stabbed.”

“She coded,” another voice whispered. “Like, dead for twenty minutes.”

Zoe pulled out her notebook.

Didn’t look up.

Didn’t answer the question in Mr. Harding’s stammered greeting.

She took notes she didn’t need and kept her back straight. If she thought too hard about the tension coiled in her spine or the weight of the stares pressing into her, she’d unravel. And she didn’t come back to unravel.

By the time the bell rang again, her head ached from the effort of pretending.

She slipped her notebook into her bag and rose without waiting to be dismissed, shoulders squared, jaw tight.

 

Zoe stepped into the corridor, ready to vanish down the hall — but someone was already there, leaning casually against the wall by the lockers.

Rosalie. Blonde. Immaculate. Unsmiling.

Zoe stopped short, blinking. “What are you doing?”

Rosalie pushed off the wall, falling into step beside her without invitation. “Walking you to your next class.”

“I can walk on my own.”

“I’m sure you can.”

“Then why are you—?”

“Because I’m not leaving you alone.”

Zoe opened her mouth. Closed it. Swallowed her protest.

Rosalie didn’t say another word. Just matched her pace perfectly, scanning the hallway like a lioness watching for something Zoe couldn’t see.

And for the first time that morning, Zoe’s heart unclenched — just a little.

 

Zoe stood in the middle of the cafeteria, tray in hand, scanning the rows of tables filled with students who still hadn’t stopped whispering about her.

She was already turning toward an empty table in the corner when a firm hand caught her elbow.

Rosalie.

“Sit with us,” she said. Not a request.

Zoe sighed. “You all really are taking this bodyguard thing to heart.”

Rosalie raised a brow. “You expected less?”

Zoe didn’t argue. She followed.

At the Cullens’ usual table, the rest of the family was already gathered — Alice, Jasper, Emmett, and Edward, all unsettlingly perfect, all watching her with varying degrees of subtlety.

Zoe slid into the empty seat Rosalie pointed her toward, setting her tray down untouched.

She glanced around at the group. “Do you guys have, like… a rota or something? Some kind of schedule for who’s stuck babysitting me?”

Rosalie smirked, unbothered. “That’s the real reason there’s so many of us.”

A dry laugh escaped Zoe. She leaned back in her chair, hand drifting to the bracelet at her wrist, fingers tracing the delicate gold band and emerald stone like it was a reflex.

Alice leaned forward slightly, eyes gleaming with curiosity. “That’s pretty,” she said. “It looks old. Is it a family heirloom?”

Zoe hesitated — not quite startled, but suddenly guarded. “Not from mine,” she said eventually. “My ex gave it to me.”

Emmett blinked. “Your ex?”

“Yeah.”

“Didn’t give it back?” Emmett smirked, amused.

Zoe shook her head. “He gave it to me way after we broke up.”

There was a beat of silence.

Alice tilted her head. “So... he’s still around?”

Zoe nodded, still fiddling with the bracelet. “We’re complicated.”

She tried to find words for it — to explain what Damon Salvatore meant to her. The weight of their history. The magic that tied them. The ache of everything they’d survived.

But words failed.

So she shrugged instead, and joked softly, “He’s basically my soul mate, or whatever. We’re always gonna be in each other’s lives.”

It wasn’t a confession. Not really. But it landed like one.

The Cullens stiffened, almost imperceptibly — except to each other.

Because they’d seen the way Carlisle watched Zoe.

The way he hovered — gentle but drawn — around a girl who looked so much like the woman he had once loved beyond reason.

A human girl. A fragile, resilient, mysterious girl who shouldn’t matter this much.

And yet.

They said nothing.

Zoe didn’t notice. Or pretended not to.

She just sat there, quietly defiant, clutching a bracelet she hadn’t taken off since the moment it was given to her.

 

The final bell rang, and the hallway emptied in a wave of backpacks and chatter. Zoe stepped out of her classroom, fully expecting to walk alone — until she spotted Alice Cullen leaning casually against the opposite wall.

She was the very picture of patience, arms crossed loosely, one foot resting against the lockers like she belonged in a catalog for preternaturally graceful bodyguards.

Zoe paused. “You stalking me now?”

Alice smiled. “Carlisle said I’m supposed to deliver you to Edward in perfect condition.

Zoe raised an eyebrow as they started walking. “I feel like that makes me a package.”

Alice nodded gravely. “A very high-maintenance package. Fragile. Handle with sarcasm.”

Zoe rolled her eyes but smirked. “You’re so weird.”

Alice beamed. “Thank you.”

They wove through students still milling near lockers, most of them going silent as Zoe passed. Whispers trailed in her wake, like static clinging to her clothes.

Zoe glanced sideways. “So... you hear any of the rumors?”

Alice tilted her head, feigning confusion. “Rumors?”

Zoe scoffed. “Oh come on. Today alone I’ve heard that I died, that I’m part of a secret government experiment, that I was kidnapped and replaced with a clone, and that I’m actually an immortal witch who cursed the old gym.”

Alice blinked. “Only the gym?”

Zoe laughed. “Guess I got lazy halfway through the curse.” It was only unbelievable because Zoe had never met a lazy witch. Truely, they were overachievers by nature.

As they stepped out into the cloudy afternoon, Zoe spotted the familiar silver Volvo idling at the curb — Edward behind the wheel, doors unlocked.

Alice opened the passenger side like a chauffeur. “Your chariot awaits, Miss Clone.”

Edward’s eyebrow quirked up. “Clone?”

“Don't question it. Apparently I can hex you,” Zoe deadpanned as she slid in.

“I knew there was something off about your aura,” Edward said smoothly, pulling the door shut behind her.

Alice leaned in through the window one last time. “Remember, she’s supposed to be returned in the same condition I found her.”

Zoe called out, “You found me sarcastic and annoyed. So — mission accomplished.”

Alice winked. “Perfect.”

 

The silver Volvo pulled into the driveway, engine humming low before Edward cut it. Zoe sat still for a second, staring out at the familiar front porch, freshly cleaned. The welcome mat was crooked again.

She sighed.

“Thanks for the ride,” she muttered, pushing the door open.

Edward only nodded. “You’ll be okay?”

Zoe didn’t answer. She just nodded once, slipped out, and walked toward the front door.

She didn’t have to knock. It was still her house — technically. But it felt strange, like stepping onto a stage where everyone else had already rehearsed their lines and she was still holding a blank script.

Inside, the house smelled like coffee and faint antiseptic — remnants of Charlie’s hospital-scrubbed clothes, maybe. Bella was on the couch, leg propped up in a cast, eyes fixed on the TV but not really watching.

Charlie stood in the kitchen, talking on the phone in that hushed, gruff way he did when he didn’t want anyone to overhear but didn’t want to leave the room either. He ended the call quickly when the door opened.

“Hey,” he said, too casual. “You’re back early.”

Zoe set her bag down without answering. She didn’t take off her shoes. She didn’t look at Bella.

Charlie cleared his throat. “Did you eat?”

“No.”

“Do you want—?”

“No.”

Bella shifted on the couch. “Zoe—”

“I’m fine.” The words were clipped. Practiced. Dangerous.

Charlie tried again. “You shouldn’t be pushing yourself so hard.”

“I went to school,” Zoe snapped. “Not war.”

Charlie’s jaw tensed. “It’s too soon. You’re not—”

“I said I’m fine. You don't know what I'm capable of pushing through,” she bit out.

The silence afterward was thick.

Bella tried again, gentler. “You want to sit with me?”

Zoe didn’t even look at her. “Not really.”

Charlie moved to speak again, but Zoe was already halfway up the stairs, her heels sharp against the steps. Just before her bedroom door shut, she called out: “Maybe next time I almost die, you’ll stick around.”

The door slammed shut.

Downstairs, Bella winced. Charlie just stared at the staircase, guilt rising like floodwater.

 

The sky outside her window had dimmed into that strange, purplish gray Forks did best — caught between storm and sleep.

Zoe lay curled on her side, hood still on, fingers absently tracing the green stone of her bracelet. Her phone rested on her pillow, screen dim. She hadn’t texted anyone. She hadn’t posted. She hadn’t even opened that dumb group chat Bonnie kept trying to resurrect.

But she hadn’t turned off her notifications either.

So when Damon’s name flashed across her screen, her heart gave a traitorous jolt.

She hesitated before answering. Just for a second. "Hey," she said, voice scratchy.

“You sound like hell.”

“Thanks,” she muttered. “So do you. Inside, where it counts.”

A familiar silence passed between them. Not hostile — just heavy. They hadn’t talked since she got home.

“I went back to school today.” Zoe finally admitted softly. “It sucked.”

Damon snorted. “Because obviously, near-death experiences are best followed by math class.”

Zoe exhaled slowly. “I needed normal.”

“No, you needed rest. Or a medically induced coma. Honestly, either would’ve been more reasonable.” A beat. Then softer, “You sure you're okay?”

She closed her eyes. “I’m healing. Abby helped a lot. I’m mostly just…”

“Just?” Damon pressed.

Zoe rolled onto her back, phone pressed against her cheek. “But something’s wrong. With the bond.”

Damon went quiet.

Zoe’s voice dipped. “I feel it, Damon. Pulling weird. Like someone’s pressing their fingers into it. Distorting it.”

Another pause.

“Yeah,” Damon said finally. “That’s… not you.”

Zoe sat up slowly. “What?”

“It’s Elena.”

Her chest clenched — sharp, involuntary. “What do you mean it’s Elena?”

He sighed. “She’s… she turned. The blood Meredith gave her—it was mine she died with it in her system.”

Zoe’s lips parted. Her brain tried to catch up.

“And now…?” she asked.

“She transitioned,” he confirmed. “But there’s more. There’s a sire bond.”

The words hung there, like cold breath on glass.

Zoe blinked, pulse quickening. “A what?”

“Sire bond,” Damon said. “It’s rare, but it happens sometimes when you turn a human who has strong feelings for you. They... imprint, basically. She listens to me. Feels what I want her to feel.”

Zoe’s heart didn’t just ache — it burned. She hated how quickly her throat tightened.

“Oh.”

She hoped it sounded indifferent.

Damon didn’t press. He never did when it came to feelings.

But the damage was done.

She wasn’t jealous. Not exactly. She didn’t want Damon — not in the way Elena had claimed him. But… the bond had always been hers. Theirs. A thing untouched by the noise of the world. And now, Elena had that too.

As if it hadn’t been enough to take his love.

Now she was taking this.

“I should go,” Zoe said quietly. “School tomorrow.”

“Zoe—”

“I’m fine,” she lied. “Get some sleep, Salvatore.”

The call ended before he could answer.

She dropped the phone to the blanket and let her eyes drift to the ceiling.

The bond still pulsed beneath her ribs.

But for the first time, it didn’t feel like comfort.

It felt like theft.

 

The window creaked softly as he slipped through it. Not enough to wake her — he was careful like that. Always. Just… usually with a different girl in this house.

The thought struck Edward as soon as his feet touched the floor. He grimaced, instinctively glancing toward the closed door down the stairs— Bella’s room. Silent. Still. Recovering.

And here he was, in Zoe’s room instead.

He didn’t know what he was looking for. Reassurance? Answers? Something human to tether the unease winding steadily tighter in his chest?

All he knew was that he hadn’t been able to stay away.

Zoe was asleep, curled tightly under her blanket, one hand clutching the pillow like it was an anchor. Her brows were drawn, lips parted, but she didn’t stir. Not even when his shadow crossed the room.

Too tired to sense him. Or maybe too guarded.

Edward lingered near the window at first, letting his eyes adjust to the quiet of her space. A desk cluttered with makeup, jewelry, books she hadn’t touched. A half-zipped backpack slumped against the wall. Her hoodie flung carelessly over the chair.

She looked so normal like this. Small, even. Breakable.

But that wasn’t what unsettled him.

It was how much she looked like her.

Zoe Cullen.

His mother, in name if not blood. Carlisle’s mate for nearly a century before her death.

And here she was again — except not. A sixteen-year-old girl with sarcasm for armor, fire behind her eyes, and secrets coiled so tightly around her that even Edward couldn’t pry them free.

He didn’t like not knowing. It was unnatural.

What happened to her in that missing hour in the hospital? How is she healing so fast? Why won’t she talk to anyone about it?

Questions he couldn’t ask out loud. Not yet.

He moved closer, steps featherlight. Stood beside her bed, watching her chest rise and fall.

It wasn’t just the resemblance. It was the energy. The way Zoe sat in silence and didn’t blink when others talked around her. The way she weighed her words before using them like knives. The quiet pull of gravity she carried, even when she was laughing.

Zoe Cullen had that, too. The silence. The mystery. The shadowed glances.  But not the cruelty. Not the sharpness Zoe Clark wielded so freely.

Still… the similarities were uncanny.

Too uncanny.

Edward had tried to convince himself otherwise — to look for differences, any differences, and cling to them like lifelines. Zoe Clark’s face was thinner. Her whole frame, really — frailer. Smaller. More fragile. Human. Her eyes were stormy grey, not golden. And she moved differently. Held herself like she was always bracing for a fight, not hiding one.

But none of that was enough. Not really. Not when every time she turned her head just so, or arched a brow with dry amusement, his mind flickered with memories of another life, another version of the girl asleep in that bed.

And that… that was dangerous.

He sighed through his nose and dropped into the old chair in the corner.

She used to get like this. His mother. Zoe Cullen. Withdrawn. Moody. Like she knew something the rest of them didn’t. But she hadn’t been cruel about it. She hadn’t shut people out the way Zoe did. Their Zoe would have never spoken to Carlisle the way Zoe Clark spoke to Charlie today.

He looked at the girl in the bed again and felt the twist of guilt he didn’t quite understand.

He glanced at the door, as if Charlie might be standing on the other side of it, listening. Hoping.

The man had nearly broken himself in half trying to be in two places at once. And still, Zoe barely looked at him.

“You’re not her,” he said softly. “But you’re not nothing either.”

He didn’t know why he said it. Maybe it was for her. Maybe for himself.

Edward stood a moment later, moving to the window again. He glanced back once before he left.

Zoe didn’t stir.

But he’d be watching. Just in case the next mystery came in the shape of a girl with too many secrets and a dead woman’s face.

 

Chapter 36: Stretched Thin

Notes:

Zoe is trying to keep herself together after the attack as she comes to terms with having to share Damon - her best friend, constant, ex-boyfriend and bond mate - with Elena.

Chapter Text

The Volvo crunched gently over the Cullen driveway, the hum of the engine dying as Edward parked with practiced ease.

Bella shifted in her seat, fingers tight around the door handle. Her casted leg ached from the awkward angle, and she was still adjusting to the rhythm of moving through the world with a limp and a shadow of pain trailing her like smoke.

Charlie had only just allowed her out of the house. Technically, she wasn’t cleared for much. But after her pleading — and Edward’s quiet promises — he’d finally relented.

Edward circled the car swiftly and opened her door, catching her hand to steady her. She didn’t miss the way his eyes flicked across the property first, scanning like he always did now. Like there might be something — or someone — lurking in the trees.

Inside, the Cullen house smelled faintly of pinewood and something cool, clean, and ageless. Bella’s eyes adjusted slowly to the dimmer lighting, and suddenly she wasn’t alone.

Emmett was the first to spot her. “Hey!” he grinned, bounding down the stairs. “The broken Swan returns.”

Bella gave him a dry look. “Glad I can still be counted on for comic relief.”

Rosalie followed at a slower pace, arms folded, golden hair gleaming. Her eyes — bright and unreadable — skimmed over Bella’s cast before flicking toward the door. “Where’s Zoe?”

Bella hesitated. So did Edward.

Alice appeared beside Rosalie like she’d always been there, her expression carefully neutral.

“She stayed home,” Bella said finally, voice quieter now. “Harry and Billy were coming by to check on her.” It was the truth.  Just not all of it. Bella didn’t mention that Zoe barely spoke to her. That the silence between them wasn’t circumstantial, it was intentional.

She didn’t mention the way Zoe recoiled when they were in the same room, the way every word felt like stepping on glass. But Edward knew.

He was quiet at her side, but his fingers grazed her wrist gently — not for support, but in silent understanding. 

 Alice’s gaze lingered on Bella a moment longer, something flickering behind her eyes. Her visions had been clearer lately. Sharper. Zoe's influence — that strange, warping presence — had dulled.

And with it, the tangled threads were beginning to unravel.

 

The knock at the door came soft but steady — three measured raps.

Charlie was already halfway to the entryway before Zoe could even react. She remained curled on the far end of the couch, legs tucked under her, hoodie sleeves stretched over her hands. The television played some muted wildlife documentary, but she hadn’t been watching.

“Hey,” Charlie’s voice carried from the door. “Come on in.”

The familiar weight of Billy Black’s wheelchair rolled over the threshold first, followed closely by Harry Clearwater and a woman Zoe didn’t recognize — until she smiled.

“Sue,” the woman said gently, stepping forward and giving Zoe a warm nod. “I’ve been wanting to meet you.”

Zoe straightened instinctively, her posture polite but reserved. “Hi.” She didn’t offer more than that.

Sue looked between her and the others, reading the air like someone who’d walked into too many family arguments to pretend she hadn’t. Still, she smiled again, sitting lightly on the arm of a nearby chair.

“We brought your favorites,” Harry said, lifting a bag of takeout. “Your uncle said you liked the honey garlic chicken from that place on the edge of town.”

Zoe glanced at Harry, then the bag, and shrugged. “Thanks.”

The silence that followed wasn’t exactly uncomfortable — just tight. Stretched too thin, like everyone knew there were words to be said and no one quite trusted themselves to say them.

Charlie hovered near the kitchen, clearly unsure of his place in the room.

Zoe didn’t acknowledge him. Not once.

Billy shifted in his chair, eyes flicking between them before offering Zoe a softer tone. “You look better than the last time I saw you.”

Zoe gave a wry, sideways smile. “Low bar.”

Harry huffed a short laugh, taking a seat. “Still counts.”

Sue glanced at Charlie — the weight of the unspoken buzzing behind her eyes — then returned her focus to the girl on the couch.

“You’ve been through a lot,” she said. “Whatever pace you need, that’s okay.”

Zoe nodded stiffly.

Charlie cleared his throat. “You hungry? There’s—uh—food.”

Zoe didn’t look at him. “Not really.”

Sue glanced between them again, the fracture obvious now. Billy’s jaw twitched, like he wanted to say something but knew better.

Harry offered a gentler attempt. “We just wanted to check in. Let you know we’re glad you’re doing better.”

“Physically,” Zoe muttered. “Sure.”

The air flattened again.

Sue opened her mouth, paused, and then smiled — not forced, not bright, just kind. “It’s good to see you, Zoe. You’ve got people in your corner. Even when it doesn’t feel like it.”

Zoe met her eyes for a heartbeat. That was all.

Charlie stepped further into the kitchen, still trying to fade into the wallpaper.

No one mentioned it. But the silence between uncle and niece was loud enough to be deafening.

 

The clink of mugs and the faint scent of reheated coffee filled the small kitchen as Harry leaned against the counter, arms crossed, while Billy positioned his chair at the table. Charlie stood awkwardly by the fridge for a beat before grabbing three mismatched mugs from the cabinet and filling them without asking.

He set one in front of each of his oldest friends, then leaned back against the opposite counter, folding his arms tightly across his chest.

None of them spoke at first.

From the living room, the low hum of the television and a few quiet words from Sue floated in — too muffled to make out.

Then Harry cleared his throat, tilting his head toward the other room. “I know it’s not the same,” he started, voice dry. “But it’s not so different either. Teenage girls.”

Charlie snorted — but just barely. “Leah slam a door in your face this week?”

“She’s been slamming doors in my face since she was thirteen,” Harry replied, not missing a beat. “Last week I asked if she wanted eggs and she told me I was ‘emotionally manipulative.’”

Billy let out a low laugh. “To be fair, you are when it comes to your omelets.”

Charlie huffed a short laugh, rubbing a hand over his face. “I just… I don’t know what I’m doing. With her. With any of it. She won’t even look at me.”

“She’s hurting,” Harry said gently. “Scared. Angry. Probably all of it. And you’re the safest person to aim that at.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched, but he didn’t argue.

Billy took a slow sip from his mug. “You know what my dad used to say? ‘A child’s silence is louder than a scream.’”

“Your dad also believed in beating sense into boys with a fishing pole,” Charlie muttered.

“And sometimes it worked,” Billy shot back with a crooked smile.

The three of them fell quiet for a moment, sipping from chipped mugs and pretending the weight in the air wasn’t real.

Harry set his mug down. “She’ll come around, Charlie. Not because you deserve it — no offense — but because she loves you. You’ve shown up for her. That counts.”

Charlie swallowed hard, staring into the depths of his coffee. “I wasn’t there when she woke up. That’s what she remembers.”

“Then be there now,” Harry said softly. “Keep showing up. Even when it’s hard. Especially when it’s hard.”

Billy’s gaze lingered on Charlie a little longer than usual, eyes sharp beneath his weariness.

“You’re not a perfect man, Charlie,” he said. “But you’re a good one. Zoe’s smart. She’ll see that. Might just take her a minute.”

Charlie blinked hard, looking away.

None of them said it, but there was something unsaid in the silence — the kind of silence that comes with too many years of friendship and knowing glances. They’d done this a dozen times — coffee in Charlie’s kitchen, worn jokes and fatherly advice tossed back and forth.

But something about this time felt different.

More final.

Harry smiled faintly. “You’re doing better than you think.”

Charlie nodded, his voice rough when he finally spoke.

“Thanks. Both of you.”

 

The couch cushions shifted as Sue Clearwater settled gently beside Zoe, leaving enough space to not crowd her — but close enough to show she wasn’t afraid of being near.

Zoe didn’t look up from the blanket folded over her knees. She was curled in on herself, legs tucked beneath her, posture loose but guarded. Her fingers toyed absently with a loose thread.

Sue watched her for a moment in silence before finally speaking.

“I heard you’ve been giving Charlie a bit of hell.”

Zoe’s mouth twitched, but she didn’t smile. “If you came out here to tell me to cut him some slack, don’t waste your breath.”

Sue held up both hands. “Not here to lecture. Just… making conversation.”

More silence.

Then Zoe sighed, softer this time. “I’m not even mad,” she admitted, surprising even herself. “Not really.”

Sue glanced at her gently. “Then what is it?”

Zoe shrugged. “Self-defense.”

That caught Sue’s attention. “Self-defense?”

Zoe nodded, still staring down at her lap. “I learned a long time ago that no one was going to put me first. So I stopped expecting it. Started protecting myself instead.”

Sue’s voice was quiet now. “What do you mean?”

Zoe leaned her head back against the cushion, eyes flicking to the ceiling like she was searching for the right words. “My dad… he was around, sure. But he was always off doing something. Traveling. Working. Meetings with the Town Council. I don’t know. I loved him, but I spent a lot of time waiting for him to show up.”

She paused.

“And my best friends — Elena, Bonnie, Caroline — they’re all a year older than me. When you’re a kid, that matters. I was always chasing after them. Trying to catch up. Trying to keep up. But I was always just… behind. Too young. Too late.”

Sue listened, heart tugging just a little.

Zoe gave a humorless chuckle. “So, yeah. When Charlie picked Bella, it wasn’t new. It was just… familiar.”

Sue took a breath. “It wasn’t Charlie putting Bella first.”

Zoe’s eyes darted to her.

Sue continued gently, “He was put in an impossible situation. His daughter — missing, in another state, in the hospital. The police wouldn’t give him details. And he tried, Zoe. He tried to get Renee to go, to step in so he could stay here with you. But she flaked.”

Zoe’s expression didn’t change, but something in her posture shifted. Just barely.

“I’m not saying he handled it perfectly,” Sue added. “But Harry told me what it was like. Said Charlie looked like hell. Sat by your bed every second he could. That when they got there after you” Sue cleared her throat.”… he looked like someone had torn him apart.”

Zoe looked down again. Her voice came quieter than before.

“He’s not perfect, Zoe. But he’s not indifferent.” Sue finished.

“I don’t know how to trust that.”

Sue didn’t push. “I don’t expect you to,” she said, her tone steady. “Just… maybe don’t shut the door so hard it locks behind you.”

Another long beat.

And then Zoe gave the tiniest nod.

Sue didn’t press it further.

She just sat beside her in silence, letting the moment hang.

 

Edward guided Bella up the stairs slowly, careful of her cast. She didn’t complain — not aloud — but he stayed close anyway, ready to catch her if she faltered.

When they reached his room, everything looked the same: the tall shelves, the expansive windows, the piano in its corner. But something caught Bella’s eye.

Not new, exactly. Just new to her.

A framed photograph perched near the edge of the piano — not quite hidden, but not prominently displayed either. Sepia-toned and softly worn with age.

Bella limped closer.

Carlisle stood at the center. Edward beside him. Emmett and Rosalie flanked the pair, frozen in youthful timelessness. But it was the girl standing next to Carlisle — hand just barely brushing his sleeve — who made Bella's breath catch.

Dark, wild curls. Pale skin. Storm-gray eyes.

“Is that… Zoe?” she asked.

Edward didn’t look at her. “No,” he said, too quickly. “Not the one you know.”

Bella turned, holding the frame. “She looks exactly like her.”

“It’s the angle. The light. Old flashes did strange things—”

“Edward.” Her voice sharpened. “Don’t insult me. I know what I’m looking at. I didn’t imagine this. You all look the same — and so does she.”

Silence.

“She’s not Zoe Clark,” Edward admitted finally, voice quiet. “Her name was Zoe Cullen. Carlisle’s mate. His wife.”

Bella blinked.

“That photo was taken in 1935, a few months after Emmett joined us. Zoe died five years later.”

Bella’s voice turned brittle. “So is that why you're all so kind to her? So protective? Because she looks like your… dead mother?”

Edward exhaled. “Yes,” he said, honest. “At first, the resemblance shook us. It was impossible to ignore. But it’s not just her face. Zoe Clark’s eyes are gray, not gold. Her frame is thinner. She’s fragile in ways Zoe Cullen never was. But she carries the same weight. She watches instead of speaks. Slices her words like scalpels. It's eerie, I won’t lie.”

Bella folded her arms. “So you brought her in because she reminded you of someone you lost.”

He didn’t argue. “That’s how it started. But not why it continued. Emmett once drove four hours to find her a book she mentioned offhand. Rosalie checks in every day. And Carlisle —” Edward hesitated. “She’s become something to him. Something we haven’t fully defined.”

“And you?”

“I care about her,” Edward said, meeting her eyes. “We all do. Because she’s Zoe Clark. Not because of who she looks like.”

Bella didn’t respond at first. Her gaze lingered on the photo. “She’s still just a kid,” she said finally.

Edward nodded. “And she’s been through hell. But she’s not alone. Not anymore.”

For a long beat, Bella said nothing. Then, softer, “You forgot to put this away, didn’t you?”

Edward looked toward the piano. “It’s always there,” he admitted. “I just stopped thinking I needed to hide it.”

Bella turned the frame in her hands one more time, then set it gently back down — next to the piano, next to the past.

 

Chapter 37: Messy and Fractured

Notes:

We explore Zoe's complicated friendship with Elena in this chapter. They're best friends - they grew up together - but Elena was older and the "golden child" and Zoe always felt inadequate compared to her. Those old feelings are stirred up again now that Elena has her own bond with Damon.

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Bella limped slightly as she made her way across the cafeteria, the dull ache in her leg a persistent reminder of the events in Phoenix. The cast dragged her pace, but Edward matched her steps exactly, steady and unobtrusive as they reached the usual table.

The Cullen table. She hadn’t sat here in weeks.

Alice brightened as Bella approached. “Hey stranger,” she greeted with a small smile, sliding over to make room. Rosalie didn’t speak, but she didn’t glare either. Emmett gave her a respectful nod. 

Jasper raised his brows and glanced toward the doors. “Think Zoe’s coming?” he asked Rosalie.

Bella blinked. “What do you mean? I thought Zoe hated lunch.”

“She’s been sitting with us,” Alice said, tapping a fingernail against her tray. “More often than not, anyway. Since she got back.”

Rosalie’s eyes didn’t lift from her bottle of water. “She didn’t exactly have a choice.”

Emmett chuckled. “Yeah, Rose pretty much conscripted her.”

Edward, silent until then, looked toward the windows. “She’s outside,” he said quietly. “On the phone. With someone named Caroline.”

Bella looked up. “Oh. Caroline Forbes. One of her best friends back home.”

The Cullens shared a glance. It wasn’t obvious, but Bella had been around them long enough to recognize when they were communicating without speaking.

“What?” she asked, her voice low. “Why are you all looking at each other like that?”

Edward shrugged. “It’s not important,” he said carefully. “Just… interesting. She still calls it home. Virginia.”

Bella let out a breath. “Well, it’s not exactly like she chose to leave,” she muttered, pushing her food around her tray. “She didn’t have a lot of options after her dad died.”

Alice’s posture shifted subtly, more attentive. “What happened to her parents? She doesn’t really talk about them.” she asked softly.

Bella hesitated. “Her mom—my aunt—died when we were really little. Cancer, I think. I was five. I didn’t go to the funeral. I was with my mom in California then.” She looked down. “Charlie did. She was his sister.”

Rosalie looked over then, just slightly.

Bella continued, “Her dad, Wilbur… he died last summer. Right before she moved here.”

Alice’s eyes narrowed a touch, sensing something unsaid. “How?”

Bella shrugged, picking at the edge of her napkin. “Murdered,” she said simply. “I don’t know all the details. I don’t think anyone does. The police couldn’t make sense of it.”

She hesitated, her voice dipping slightly. “But it was bad. Really bad. Charlie was… he was rattled. Spent weeks pouring over the case files every night after Zoe went to bed. Months, actually.”

There was a pause. Even the Cullens didn’t speak right away. Bella’s words hung there — heavy, uncomfortable, and unexplainable.

Outside the window, Zoe was pacing near the edge of the parking lot, her phone pressed to her ear. Even from here, her expression looked tense.

“Bad how?” Emmett asked, voice lower now.

“I think it was one of those… weird cases,” Bella said. “Something about how the scene didn’t make sense. Charlie never talked about it much.”

The Cullens didn’t respond right away. But Bella could see it — something subtle had shifted.

She glanced between them. “What?” she asked again, sharper now.

Edward didn’t answer. Neither did Alice.

But across the table, Rosalie’s gaze had shifted to the window, fixed on Zoe — her look unreadable.

 

Zoe leaned back against the cool brick wall, the buzz of lunch fading behind her. One arm crossed over her chest, the other held her phone to her ear.

“You’re avoiding him.” Caroline pointed out.

Zoe rolled her eyes, though the tension in her shoulders didn’t ease. “I’m not.”

Caroline didn’t miss a beat. “Zoe. Come on.”

Zoe’s jaw clenched. She looked down at the scuffed toe of her boot. “I’m not avoiding Damon. I’m just… spacing things out.”

“He’s worried. You know how he gets.” A pause. “And Elena wants to talk to you.”

Zoe’s chest tightened. “Why?”

“Because she needs you,” Caroline said gently. “We all do. Right now… everything’s different. She’s different. She needs us —the people who knew her before things got flipped upside down.”

Zoe’s voice came out flat. “Elena never needed me.”

“Yes, she did,” Caroline argued. “She still does.”

Zoe’s gaze drifted to the far treeline, the clouds gathering low. “She has you. Bonnie. Matt. Stefan. Jeremy. Damon . Everyone. She's always surrounded.”

Caroline’s voice softened. “And you were always there too. Just because she didn’t say it doesn’t mean it didn’t matter.”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. Her fingers toyed with her bracelet, the green stone catching a stray glint of light.  “I’m glad she… made it through. The transition.” Her voice dropped lower. “Not everyone does.”

“You think she doesn’t know that?” Caroline asked, not unkindly. “You think she doesn’t feel that every time she looks in the mirror?”

Another pause.

Caroline exhaled. “Please, just talk to her. Even if it’s just once.”

Zoe swallowed hard, the lump in her throat too heavy to speak past.  “…I’ll think about it.”

 

The house was too quiet.

The kind of quiet that pressed in, that made you feel like something had gone missing and wasn’t coming back.

Zoe sat on the edge of Elena’s bed, one leg tucked under her, the other swinging slightly. Her hands were still bandaged, the cuts from the crash stinging every time she moved. Across from her, Elena sat curled near the window, knees hugged to her chest, chin resting on the sleeve of a sweatshirt that didn’t quite smell like her mom anymore.

Neither girl spoke for a while.

The moonlight spilled across the carpet. Somewhere in the distance, a dog barked.

 "I keep trying to remember.” Elena’s voice cracked.

Zoe looked up.

“After the crash. After the bridge. But it’s all just… blank.” Her voice cracked. “We should’ve died.”

Zoe nodded once. “I know.”

Elena’s fingers clenched tighter around her knees. “Why didn’t we?”

Zoe didn’t have an answer. She’d been asking herself the same thing for days — every time she caught sight of her own bruised reflection, every time she saw the empty driveway at Grayson and Miranda’s house.

She shifted forward slightly. “I don’t know,” she said honestly.

A silence stretched between them again.

“Do you remember anything?”

Zoe hesitated. There had been… something. A hand. A flash. Cold water and warmth at the same time. But nothing clear. Nothing solid. She shook her head. “No.”

Elena looked over at her, really looked — and for a moment, it was like she was seeing herself in a mirror. Her lips parted. “Do you ever think it’s weird? That we look so much alike?”

Zoe blinked, then smirked — not cruel, just dry and deflective in the way she always was when things got too real. “Not weird,” she said lightly. “I just always assumed I got lucky.”

Elena arched a brow, and Zoe grinned.

“I mean, come on. I get to look like the great Elena Gilbert? Star athlete, class Miss Mystic Falls, girl who made another cheerleading captain cry that one time at regionals?” She nudged Elena’s foot with her own. “Pretty sure I’m the one winning here.”

Elena rolled her eyes, but the smallest smile tugged at her mouth — the first real one Zoe had seen in days.

Zoe’s voice softened.  “I lost my mom, too. A long time ago. It doesn’t get easier, exactly. But… you get better at carrying it.”

Elena didn’t answer. She didn’t have to.

They sat like that for a while — in the silence, in the grief, in the strange echo of each other’s faces — and the weight of everything they didn’t understand yet.

 

The house was quiet, save for the soft ticking of the clock and the occasional creak of old floorboards. Her uncle was still at work, Bella was with Edward, and Zoe sat curled on the edge of her bed, legs tucked under her, her phone in her hand. She hesitated — thumb hovering over Elena’s contact — before finally pressing call .

The line rang once. Twice.

“Elena?” she said when it picked up.

There was a pause, then Elena’s voice, careful but warm. “Hey… you called.”

Zoe stared down at the green gem of her bracelet. “Yeah. You, uh… you wanted to talk?”

“Yeah,” Elena breathed. “I just… I wanted to make sure you’re okay. And—” a beat, “you’re not mad about the sire bond thing.”

Zoe blinked slowly. “Why would I be mad?”

There was an awkward silence.

“I don’t want Damon,” Elena said suddenly. “Not like that. I mean—yes, the sire bond is there, but I want Stefan. You know that.”

Zoe’s voice was flat. “You can have Stefan. Or Damon. Or both, Elena. It’s not my business.”

“It’s not like that—”

Zoe cut her off. “It just hurts.” Her fingers toyed with her bracelet again. “The bond between Damon and me… it pulls when something changes. It’s always been like that. And now it feels like it’s unraveling.”

“I’m sorry,” Elena whispered. “I never wanted to come between—”

Zoe gave a soft, tired laugh. “Too late.”

Neither of them spoke for a few seconds.

Then Zoe exhaled, softer this time. “How are you? Really?”

Elena hesitated. “I… can’t keep anything down. Not the usual kind.”

Zoe’s brow furrowed. “You mean…?”

“Animals, bloodbags,” Elena clarified. “They make me sick.”

Zoe sat up straighter. “You think it’s a doppelgänger thing?”

“No,” Elena said too quickly. “Katherine never had that problem.”

A beat.

Zoe said nothing, just twisted the bracelet tighter around her wrist.

“I miss you,” Elena said quietly. “Even if things are messy. Even if we’re fractured.”

Zoe’s voice was barely audible. “You’re one of the only people who knew me before.”

There was another long pause.

“I’m glad you’re far away,” Elena said suddenly. “From all of this. From him .”

Zoe’s jaw tightened. “I’m the last one now,” she said softly. “The last human doppelgänger. What do you think that means… to Klaus?”

Elena’s voice was flat. “We both know what it means.”

Zoe didn’t respond. She didn’t have to.

The line stayed open, silent, heavy with everything unsaid.

 

The front door creaked open, and Charlie stepped inside first, holding it open for Bella as she followed, cast-free for the first time in weeks.

She moved stiffly, her leg clearly still sore, but there was relief in her posture. Charlie carried the paperwork from the clinic in one hand and Bella’s crutches — finally obsolete — in the other.

Zoe looked up from the couch. A book lay open in her lap, pages slightly dog-eared, but her eyes weren’t focused on the words.

She took in the sight of Bella limping slightly, no more plaster, and raised an eyebrow. “So,” she said lightly, with a hint of a smirk, “you gonna run a marathon now or…?”

Bella blinked at her — surprised, maybe, that Zoe was speaking to her directly. But then a dry smile tugged at the corner of her mouth. “I couldn’t run a marathon before I fractured it.”

Zoe snorted, leaning back against the cushions. “Good. That means I don’t have to pretend to cheer you on.”

The air hovered between them — not warm, not easy, but not icy either. Just… tentative. Like the space between stepping stones over a stream.

Charlie glanced between the two girls. His expression didn’t change, but the faintest shift in his shoulders gave him away. This — this quiet, this almost-conversation — it was more than they'd had in weeks.

“I’ll put these away,” he muttered, lifting the crutches. “And maybe start dinner.”

Zoe didn’t respond. Bella gave a noncommittal shrug.

As Charlie moved down the hall, Zoe’s gaze shifted toward Bella again — not entirely open, but not closed off either. She tapped her bracelet against her knuckles.

“Your mom glad you’re off crutches?” she asked after a second.

Bella nodded. “She cried over FaceTime.”

Zoe gave a soft “huh,” and looked away, eyes drifting toward the window.

Neither of them said anything more. But for the first time in a long while, silence didn’t feel like an ending. Just… a pause.

 

Chapter 38: New Moon: Chasing Ghosts

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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The hush of the forest wrapped around Zoe like a blanket. She liked it out here — the stillness, the separation. Leaves crunched beneath her boots as she walked a familiar trail, alone but comforted by the solitude.

Her phone buzzed in her pocket.

She paused, tugging it out, expecting to see a message from Damon, maybe a call from Charlie or one of the Cullens.

Unknown Number.

Her fingers hovered.

Another buzz. Then a third.

She answered. “Hello?”

There was silence. Then — silk and ice: “Hello, Zoe.”

Her breath caught. The trees seemed to press closer, shadows stretching longer.

“Klaus,” she said flatly. Her voice didn’t shake. But her grip on the phone did.

“I’ve missed our little chats,” he said. “Though I can’t imagine you’ve missed me nearly as much.”

“What do you want?”

“Ah, straight to business. You sound like your father. Or perhaps that charming little vampire you’ve soul-bound yourself to. Either way — no pleasantries?”

Zoe’s stomach twisted. The bond in her chest thrummed suddenly — sharp, alert. Damon. He felt it too. He knew something was wrong.

“I’m hiking,” she said. “Make this quick.”

Klaus’s voice dipped. “I thought you’d like to know that Rebekah, in one of her little tantrums, destroyed my last viable supply of Elena’s human blood.”

Zoe didn’t say anything.

“Which means,” he continued, almost pleasantly, “you, darling Zoe, are now the only living key I have left to create my hybrids.”

Her knees nearly buckled. She swallowed the rising nausea. “No.”

“Oh, come now,” Klaus cooed. “Surely you knew this day would come. You’ve always been... special. A little wrong, even for a doppelgänger. But wrong in ways I can work with.”

Zoe pressed a hand to her chest, feeling the bond stretch painfully. Damon’s presence pulsed faintly, reaching. Anchoring. She clutched it like a lifeline.

“Is there a world,” she asked slowly, carefully, “where you just leave me alone?”

Silence crackled over the line.

Then: “Only one,” Klaus said. “The one where you’re dead. Otherwise, I’m perfectly content to let you live out your little human life, tucked away in whatever city or small town meets your fancy. I’ll visit occasionally, top off the supply.” A beat. “You’ll be quite the efficient blood bag.”

Zoe’s breath hitched.

“And eventually, you’ll have children,” Klaus added casually. “Continue the line. Keep the doppelgänger magic alive. That’s all I ask. A little blood. A little legacy.”

She said nothing. She couldn’t.

“You should be honored, Zoe,” Klaus said. “You’re going to help me change the world. Whether you like it or not.”

Then the line went dead.

Zoe stood frozen in the clearing, phone clenched in a white-knuckled grip. Her lungs wouldn’t work right. Her pulse was deafening in her ears.

She wasn’t just prey. She was livestock.

The bond tugged again — harder now. Damon. Still reaching.

Zoe didn’t call him.

Not yet.

She slid the phone into her jacket, turned, and began walking back toward the trailhead — faster than before.

This wasn’t over.

 

The forest spun.

Zoe stumbled off the trail, clutching her phone like it might tether her to the earth. Her lungs wouldn’t expand. Every breath felt like broken glass.

She dialed instinctively.

Zoe? Carlisle’s voice on the other end — calm, alert, steady.

She couldn’t speak. She didn’t even know why she called him, but the line stayed open.

Twenty minutes later, he found her. She didn’t ask how, too wrapped up in her thoughts of being Klaus’ prey again and what that meant.

She was pacing at the edge of the tree line, arms wrapped around herself. Her hoodie was half-zipped, her eyes wide and wild. She looked like she was ready to bolt or collapse — maybe both.

“Zoe.” His voice was soft but immediate.

She stopped. Turned. And laughed — a hollow, cracked sound that didn’t belong in the quiet woods.

“You came,” she said, like it was a surprise.

Carlisle moved closer, scanning her face, her pulse, the tremble in her hands. “You called me.”

“Yeah,” she said, breath hitching. She raked both hands through her hair. “I didn’t know who else to call.”

“What happened?”

“I got a phone call,” she said. “From someone who thinks I’m cattle.”

Carlisle’s brow furrowed.

“I just needed air. But the air hurts,” Zoe whispered. “Everything hurts. I’m so tired of hurting.”

She took a step forward. Her life wasn’t Klaus’. She had a choice. She was more than just a doppelgänger.

Carlisle mirrored her, hesitant.

Zoe blinked up at him. Her voice cracked. “Can you make it stop?”

His expression softened with worry. “Zoe—”

Suddenly, her hands were on his face, and she surged forward.

She kissed him. Sparks danced across their lips - like the electricity in the air was excited as they were.

And for a heartbeat — just one — he kissed her back.

Then his hands came up gently but firmly, pressing her shoulders. “No.”

Zoe staggered back, breathless. “I don’t care,” she snapped. “I don’t— I just want to feel something that’s not pain. Not loss. Not him pulling at my soul like I’m tethered to a leash I didn’t ask for.”

Carlisle’s eyes were shadowed now. “Zoe,” he said again, slower this time. “You’re not well.”

“I’m not a kid,” she said.

Carlisle’s hands came up, steady but careful, resting lightly on her arms. “Zoe.”

She stepped back half a pace, eyes guarded. “Don’t,” she said. “Don’t start treating me like I’m fragile.”

“I’m not,” he said gently. “But I think you want something I can’t give you.”

Her voice caught, sharp. “Why? Because I’m younger? Because it’s complicated? Or just because I’m me?”

Carlisle’s silence stretched.

She shook her head, bitter. “Forget it.”

His voice came, low. “You’re hurting. I see it. But this won’t fix what’s broken.”

Zoe looked away, jaw clenched. “I’m not trying to fix anything.”

“Then what are you trying to do?”

“I don’t know,” she admitted. “I just… I just wanted something to feel real for a second.”

Carlisle hesitated. Then, softly, “Then let me be real with you. Just not like this.”

She didn’t reply — just stood there, trying to hold herself together.

He reached again, only this time to squeeze her hand. “You’re not alone, Zoe. Even if it feels like it.”

But the air between them still cracked with something electric and mournful.

Carlisle turned away, running a hand over his mouth. “This can’t happen.”

Zoe stared at the ground. “Then why does it feel like it already is?”

A long silence.

Finally, Carlisle’s voice — low and strained: “Because grief warps everything. Yours. Mine. We’re both reaching for ghosts.”

Zoe didn’t reply.

She just stood there, cold despite the spring air, the last traces of Klaus’s threat still clinging to her bones.

And Carlisle — careful, restrained, heart-breaking — didn’t reach for her again.

But he didn’t walk away, either.

“You don’t want me to be alone? Feel alone?” Zoe pressed, not giving in. And before Carlisle could stop her, she was pulling her sweater over her head, leaving herself in a bra. “Then don’t leave.”

“Zoe.” Carlisle growled, his gaze firmly directed at her chest, where a scar should be, but was mysteriously clear. “Put your shirt back on.”

Zoe shook her head.

“Zoe, this isn’t right.”

“Nothing is right. That’s the point.” She took a step closer and Carlisle flinched, feeling her hand on his face. “I just… I need to feel something that’s mine. Something I choose.”

Carlisle gave in. His lips were on her’s again, pushing her back against the cold metal of the car. One of her legs was wrapped around his waist, keeping him close to her.

“We shouldn’t do this.” He breathed, a warning to both himself and Zoe one more time.

Zoe smirked. And for a moment, it wasn’t Zoe Clark against Carlisle’s car. It was Zoe Cullen again. “That’s what makes it fun.” And Carlisle gave in. He pulled her back with strength he should show and opened the backseat door, pushing Zoe in.

She leaned back on the seat, sliding further into the car, as Carlisle followed her, his normal golden eyes black with lust. Everytime his skin touched hers, she felt a spark - not a metaphorical one but a physical spark. Zoe hadn’t ever felt something like it, not even when she was with Damon.

“There’s no going back.” He warned her.

Zoe stared at Carlisle for a long moment, and for a second, he thought she’d tell him she didn’t want to do this. “There never is.” She reached down and pulled her leggings down. Carlisle swallowed roughly.

“Make me feel something.” She repeated.

 

The car was too quiet.

Carlisle kept both hands on the steering wheel, eyes fixed on the road with unnatural precision. His jaw was tense. His knuckles white. The trees blurred past the windows, but he barely saw them.

Zoe sat curled against the passenger door, her legs pulled up, chin resting on her knees. She was staring out the window, silent, distant — like her soul was still somewhere in the forest. Her expression was unreadable, but it didn’t look peaceful.

Carlisle swallowed hard.

He hadn’t seen Zoe Clark. Not at first. He’d seen her. His Zoe. The memory. The shadow. The echo he’d locked away so carefully for decades. But Zoe wasn’t her. Zoe Clark was sixteen. Human. Fractured in ways he hadn’t fully understood until tonight. Until this.

He opened his mouth, closed it again, then tried. “Zoe… are you okay?”

Her head tilted, but she didn’t look at him.

Then—she laughed. Quiet and sharp. Not joyful. Almost cruel to herself. “You don’t have to do the whole worried doctor thing,” she said, brushing a curl from her face. “It wasn’t my first time. By a long shot.”

Carlisle’s grip tightened on the wheel. Her words landed like a stone in his chest.

She didn’t say it to shock him. That was the worst part. She said it like it was fact. Like it didn’t matter.

They drove the rest of the way in silence.

The Swan-Clark house came into view. Porch light still on. One upstairs light glowing behind half-closed blinds. Carlisle pulled up to the curb, the engine ticking as it cooled and guilt churning in his gut.

Zoe didn’t move.

Finally, she opened the door slowly. Her fingers brushed the edge of the frame, lingering for a second. “Thanks for the ride,” she said.

Carlisle nodded, his throat dry. “If you—if you ever want to talk—”

She cut him off with a tired smile. “I don’t.”

Then she slipped out, shut the door, and disappeared up the walkway.

Carlisle didn’t drive off right away. He just sat there, staring at the house, wondering what line he had crossed — and whether he could ever uncross it.

 

The sunlight streamed through Zoe’s window in wide, uneven bars, catching flecks of dust and warming the tops of her bare knees. She sat curled on her bed, hoodie sleeves pushed up to her elbows, phone balanced loosely in her hand. Her fingers drummed against the casing, restless.

Through the front window, the driveway was empty.

Charlie’s patrol cruiser — gone.

Bella’s truck — gone too.

She was alone.

Not that it mattered. She felt alone, even when the house was full.

She thumbed over to her contacts. Hit call.

Damon.

The phone barely had time to ring.“Where the hell have you been?”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “Nice to hear from you too.” 

“Don’t play cute. The bond’s been spiking like it’s on caffeine and trauma. I couldn’t tell if you were spiraling or…” A pause. Then a groan. “No. No, you didn’t.”

She leaned back against the pillows. “Didn’t what?”

“I don’t know. But unless Klaus suddenly got sexier and gained the ability to teleport and you’ve started harboring some deeply disturbing feelings for the Original with a hybrid fetish, I don’t think he’s the one you—”

Zoe laughed. Dry. Bitter. “Definitely not Klaus.”

“Then who?” Damon’s voice dropped, sharp and uncertain. “Zoe.”

“I didn’t plan it,” she said. “It just… happened.”

She could practically hear Damon’s smirk through the phone. “I felt it happen.”

She didn’t answer. Her eyes traced the cracked paint above her bed.

“Was it—” Damon cut himself off, then sighed. “Look, whatever. As long as it wasn’t because of him. Because that bond felt like it was pulsing.”

Zoe’s voice was quieter now. “No. Klaus just… called me.”

Silence. “What?” Damon’s voice was low. Dangerous in the way that used to make Zoe’s toes curl.

She sat up straighter, as if her spine had just remembered how to hold weight. “He said Rebekah destroyed the last of Elena’s human blood. That I’m the next best thing. That he wants to keep me alive — long enough to bleed me dry, long enough to breed me, maybe. Help him keep the doppelgänger line going.”

“Jesus,” Damon growled.

“He said I only have two purposes now — to help him make hybrids, and have kids. That if I don’t cooperate, he’ll kill me and take what he needs anyway.”

Another long silence.

“You’re not doing either of those things,” Damon said finally, steel in every word.

Zoe’s voice cracked. “He said I was wrong. Broken. Even for a doppelgänger.”

“You’re not wrong, Zoe,” Damon said. “You’re just you . That’s what scares him. You’re not his. You never were.”

Zoe blinked hard, her throat aching. “Yeah. Well, scared or not, I think he’s coming.”

“Then let him,” Damon said coldly. “He’ll have to go through me first.”

She exhaled. It didn’t steady her. “You always say that.” What could Damon do if Klaus came knocking and he was three-thousand miles away? No one in Forks stood a chance against Klaus.

“Because it’s always true.”

A long beat passed between them.

“But that still doesn’t explain the lust I felt coming off the bond,” Damon added, softer. “Not Klaus -related, right? Or do we need to have a serious talk about your taste in unhinged Original men?”

Zoe chuckled. “No. Not Klaus. I called… a friend.”

A pause.

“Anyone I know?”

“No,” she said quickly. “And I’m fine.”

“You sure?”

Zoe nodded, even though he couldn’t see it. “Yeah. Just needed to feel something.”

They didn’t speak after that — just listened. To each other’s breathing. To the bond still humming, quieter now, but still there.

Zoe didn’t know what came next. But for now, she’d caught her breath. And that was enough.

 

Notes:

If you’re wondering why Klaus doesn’t ask wher Zoe is, it’s because he’s confident he can find her on his own and he enjoys the chase.

Chapter 39: New Moon: Future Memories

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Zoe sat down at the end of the table, arms crossed tightly over her chest, her tray untouched. Her blouse’s sleeves were shoved up to her elbows, revealing faint bruises from her tryst with Carlisle still healing along her forearm — but no one commented. Her eyes flicked toward the windows, then to the doors, then back to the cafeteria at large, as if she were mapping escape routes.

Bella watched her for a minute, frowning. “You okay?”

Zoe nodded, but it was the kind of nod that said please don’t ask again.

The Cullens exchanged a few quiet looks. Edward didn’t say anything, but his gaze lingered on Zoe longer than usual. Alice tilted her head, studying her like a puzzle piece she couldn’t quite fit into place. Even Rosalie — always more reserved — was watching closely, tension tightening around her eyes.

Emmett broke the silence. “You’re jumpy today.”

Zoe lifted a brow. “Just tired.”

“You were jumpy yesterday too,” Bella added gently.

Zoe shrugged. “Maybe I’m turning into a chihuahua.”

Alice laughed, but no one missed the way her foot tapped anxiously under the table. Something was off.

“I’m going to the Cullens’ after school,” Bella said, clearly trying to shift the energy. “Edward’s giving me a ride.”

Zoe perked up slightly. “Can I borrow your truck, then? I’ll get home on my own.”

Bella blinked. “You don’t have a license.”

“I have instincts.”

Edward raised an eyebrow. “That’s not the same as legal.”

“I’m a great driver,” Zoe said, feigning offense. “I’ve only hit, like… two mailboxes.”

“Three,” Bella corrected. “This month.”

“One of them was already leaning.”

Emmett snorted. “You’re the reason we can’t have nice things.”

Rosalie, without looking up from her drink, muttered, “You’re not taking Bella’s truck.”

Zoe threw her hands up. “Fine. I’ll walk. Maybe the mailbox will run me over instead.”

But her tone had softened — just a bit — and the ghost of a smile tugged at the corner of her mouth.

Alice caught it. “You’re not walking either. We’ll figure it out.”

Zoe looked back out the window, the shadows under her eyes deeper than they had been a few days ago. Something was coming — they all felt it.

But no one said it aloud.

 

Zoe had barely stepped off the curb when she spotted the sleek silver car idling by the edge of the student lot. Rosalie stood leaning against the passenger door, arms crossed, sunglasses on despite the soft overcast glow. A few students gawked from a distance — Rosalie Hale always drew attention — but she didn’t seem to notice, or care.

Zoe approached slowly, her backpack slung over one shoulder, still buzzing from the lunchtime tension. “You stalking me now?”

Rosalie didn’t smile, but her voice was lighter than usual. “I’m your chauffeur today. Don’t make me regret it.”

Zoe rolled her eyes and climbed into the car. The leather was cool against her palms as she shut the door.

Rosalie slid into the driver’s seat with effortless grace. Before starting the car, she reached into the glove compartment and pulled out a small black velvet box. She handed it over without ceremony.

Zoe blinked. “What’s this?”

“Just open it.”

She hesitated, then flipped the lid open. Nestled inside was a delicate gold ring, set with a small emerald stone — deep green, like a forest under moonlight. It wasn’t flashy, just beautiful. Understated. Thoughtful.

Her eyes flicked up, confused. “It matches…” 

Rosalie’s gaze was on the windshield. “I know. I saw it, and thought of you.”

Zoe swallowed hard, brushing her thumb lightly over the band. “It’s… really pretty.”

“Don’t get mushy,” Rosalie said quickly, glancing sideways with a warning look. “It’s not a big deal.”

Zoe smiled faintly. “Right. Totally not a big deal.”

She slipped the ring onto her middle finger, next to the bracelet Damon had given her. The two pieces glinted in soft harmony — different gifts, different lives, but somehow… both hers.

As Rosalie pulled out of the lot, the silence between them felt comfortable — not strained, not tentative. Just easy. Familiar. The kind of quiet that came from already knowing someone, from not needing to fill the space with small talk.

They didn’t need to say much. They already understood each other.

Rosalie didn’t glance over, but her voice came softer than usual. “You don’t have to wear it if it’s too much.”

Zoe turned the ring on her finger, the emerald catching a glint of afternoon light. “It’s not too much.”

And it wasn’t.

Just like Rosalie.

 

Zoe knew something was off the moment she stepped into the school parking lot.

The Cullens’ usual cluster of expensive, impossible-to-miss cars was gone. No silver Volvo. No red Jeep. No sleek black coupe parked just slightly outside the lines. The lot felt emptier without them — and so did the school.

Inside, the day passed with a weird sort of static. Zoe felt like she was waiting for something that never arrived. She drifted from class to class, her mind circling the same unanswered questions.

She saw Bella at lunch, unusually quiet, sleeves tugged down like armor. When Zoe offered to help grab a soda from the vending machine, Bella hesitated but eventually relented — and that’s when Zoe saw the bandage. Not the neat, fresh kind from a paper cut or minor scrape. This one was thick, layered, and the edges stained faintly with dried blood.

“You okay?” Zoe asked, careful.

Bella didn’t look at her. “I’m fine.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “That looks like a stitch job. You fall down a mountain or something?”

Bella forced a laugh that didn’t reach her eyes. “Something like that.”

Zoe didn’t push — not out loud. But her instincts buzzed, even more when Bella said casually, “The Cullens are out. Probably some last-minute camping trip. They do that sometimes when the weather’s nice.”

Zoe blinked. “All of them?”

Bella nodded too quickly. “They’re weird like that.”

Zoe didn’t believe her. Not really. But she didn’t say so.

Instead, she just sat with her tray, picking at her lunch while her bracelet caught the light. The absence of Rosalie’s acerbic comments, Jasper’s steady calm, even Emmett’s booming laugh — it left a hole she hadn’t expected to feel.

Something was definitely off. And it had started last night.

 

“So Edward wants to leave, and we all must?” Rosalie asked, her voice taut, arms rigid at her sides.

Carlisle didn’t look up. He was carefully boxing up the fragments of his long life—his journals, a few artifacts, and the wrapped portrait of his late mate. His office, once warm with thought and memory, now felt skeletal.

“Bella is his mate,” he said coolly. “If he wishes to go, we should honor that.”

Rosalie narrowed her eyes. “Even if Emmett and I don’t want to leave? Even if you don’t?”

Carlisle paused briefly at that, but gave no answer.

“I know why you’re really leaving,” she pressed. “It’s not about exposure. You’re running from her.”

That made him look up.

“Zoe Clark isn’t your mother,” he said stiffly.

Rosalie stepped closer. “No, she’s not. But Carlisle… her attacker was never caught . She won’t admit it, but I see it. She checks over her shoulder when she walks. She keeps every door locked, even in the house. She’s not sleeping. She’s afraid. It’s getting worse again.”

Carlisle's eyes flickered, but his voice remained even. “She’s not our responsibility.”

Rosalie stared at him in disbelief. “Not our responsibility?” She scoffed. “She’s your mate’s double. She’s living under Charlie’s roof. She’s in our town, our world—and you want to leave her when she’s most vulnerable?”

“It’s not our job to protect Zoe Clark,” he said, with clinical finality. “It’s Charlie Swan’s.”

“You think Charlie can stop whatever did that to her the first time?” Rosalie demanded. “You’ve seen how she walks—like she’s trying to disappear into herself. Like she’s waiting for it to happen again . She’s barely holding it together, and now we’re just going to vanish from her life?”

Carlisle looked away. “If she’s truly your mother reborn, then she has a second chance. She deserves to live it. As a human.”

“But she’s not living,” Rosalie snapped. “She’s surviving.

Carlisle said nothing.

“She smells the same,” Rosalie continued, quieter now. “Lie to me, Carlisle. Look me in the eye and tell me she doesn’t smell like a mate to you.”

Carlisle was silent. Not even a breath of denial escaped him.

“You slept with her, didn’t you?” Rosalie whispered.

Carlisle stiffened, his expression going rigid.

Rosalie’s eyes watered. “You said it was impossible. That Zoe Clark and Zoe Cullen couldn’t be the same. But your scent changed after that night. I could feel it. You look at her like you used to look at her.

“She’s human,” he said at last, voice low, heavy with shame. “And I won’t take that from her. Not again.”

“You let her in, let her believe she was safe with us. And now you’re just going to walk away like none of it mattered?” She wasn’t done. Not by a long shot. “You act like staying would ruin her life, but you’ve already tangled yourself in it. Don’t pretend this is noble—it’s cowardice.”

“I want to protect her from us, ” Carlisle’s nostrils flared. “If we stay, she gets pulled deeper into this world. And that attacker… if he comes back, he won’t just come for her. He’ll come for us. Or she’ll come to us for help. And then we’ll be forced to choose—turn her, or bury her. I won’t do either.”

Rosalie’s voice cracked. “You loved her once. You love her still. How can you leave her?”

Carlisle crossed the room and took her hand, his own cold and trembling.

“Because if I stay,” he said softly, “I’ll lose her again. And this time… I’ll know I failed twice.”

Rosalie blinked away tears, pulling her hand free.

“She deserves more than shadows, Carlisle. And she deserved better from you.

She turned and left without another word—leaving behind the man who had once saved her… and who now couldn’t bring himself to save the girl who smelled like love.

 

Chapter 40: New Moon: Unsteady

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It had been three days since Bella told her. Three days since the name Cullen had vanished from every attendance list, voicemail box, and locker. Three days since Zoe had pretended she didn’t care.

Forks High buzzed with it. The Cullens had moved. Just like that. No goodbye. No warning. Not from Rosalie or Emmett or Jasper or Edward or Alice or even Carlisle. A small, cold piece of Zoe had hoped—believed—one of them might say something. Anything. But no one had. Not even a note.

Now Bella wouldn’t leave her bed. Charlie was trying, but he didn’t know how to reach her. And Zoe—Zoe who had been so good at pretending she didn’t feel anything—was suddenly expected to feel again.

Zoe stood in the kitchen, pouring cereal she didn’t want into a bowl she wouldn’t eat from. The scent of milk turned her stomach so quickly she gagged and dumped the whole thing down the sink.

She told herself it was just a bad stomach day. Or nerves. Or the flu. Maybe Damon had a hangover seeping through their bond. It wasn’t. Not really. But the thought of what it could be wouldn’t even land in her mind. Her body wouldn’t let it.

 

“Bells.”  Zoe knocked on Bella’s door once, twice. No answer.

She pushed the door open. The curtains were drawn tight, the room bathed in gray. Bella was a ghost under the covers.

“You need to eat.”

Nothing.

Zoe crossed the room and sat at the edge of the bed. Her own hands were shaking slightly, but she ignored it.

“I know it hurts,” she said quietly. “But you don’t get to check out like this. I already lost enough people. I’m not losing you too.”

Bella didn’t respond, but her shoulders trembled.

Zoe rubbed at her eyes. “You know what the worst part is?” she whispered. “I’m not just sad, Bella. I’m angry.

Bella didn’t respond, but her breathing hitched beneath the covers.

“I was friends with Rosalie,” Zoe continued, voice growing tighter. “Real friends. She got me in a way no one else here did. And Jasper—he was gentle, not in a fake way. He saw me. And now they’re just… gone. No goodbye. No explanation. Just silence.” She paused, swallowing the knot in her throat. “They didn’t even think I was worth a note.” 

Zoe sat back on her heels, wrapping her arms around herself like armor. “I miss them,” she whispered. “But I’m also so mad I can barely think straight.” She bit the inside of her cheek and looked toward the wall, voice quiet but firm.  “Sometimes, it’s easier to be mad, Bella. It gets you through to the next moment. And sometimes… sometimes you just need to survive the hurt now so you can live later.”

For a long while, neither of them spoke.

And then—so faint it might’ve been mistaken for a breath—Bella whispered, “I thought I was enough for him,” she said hoarsely.

Zoe swallowed hard.

“I thought I meant something to him.”

The silence that followed was raw and open. Zoe stood abruptly.

“I’ll be back. We’re going to eat something. I don’t care if it’s frozen waffles or ramen. You don’t get to do this alone.”

 

Zoe moved through the hallway like a shadow, the door to Bella’s room clicking shut behind her. She didn’t cry. She couldn’t. Her body was past that.

In the kitchen, she set the kettle on the stove and leaned over the counter, bracing her weight against the edge. The tile felt cold beneath her fingertips, grounding.

Her reflection in the dark window above the sink caught her eye—drawn, pale, hollow in a way makeup couldn’t fix.

She hadn't slept in two nights. Not really. Every time her eyes closed, her body jolted awake—drenched in sweat, chest tight, breath caught like a hiccup that wouldn’t come. Her stomach churned in quiet waves, nausea rising and falling like it was keeping time with her thoughts.

She told herself it was stress. That it would pass. But the lies were getting harder to swallow than the tea she hadn’t made yet.

 

The Cullen table looked like a tombstone.

Zoe sat at one end, picking at a bag of pretzels she hadn’t opened. Bella sat at the other, arms folded, her tray untouched. The space between them was cavernous—wide enough to fit five missing vampires and the silence they left behind.

Forks High had moved on quickly. Rumors had burned hot for a few days—new school in Alaska, secret scandal, even one theory involving witness protection—but now, most of the student body had returned to their regular cliques and crushes.

Except for them.

The Swan and Clark girls. The ones who used to sit with gods.

Bella hadn’t spoken much since that night Zoe opened the curtains and told her to survive. She went through the motions: school, home, homework. But her eyes rarely moved. Her voice stayed flat. Even now, she stared at her apple like it had personally offended her.

Zoe tried to smile across the table. “You know… we’ve only got a few weeks left before summer break.”

Bella didn’t look up. “Yeah.”

The silence that followed was so thick Zoe thought she might choke on it.

She swallowed hard, pushing away the sudden wave of nausea that rolled through her again. It came in pulses now—usually mid-morning, always sharper when she was anxious. She’d mastered the art of breathing through it, but it was getting harder to pretend.

She took a sip from her water bottle and forced another smile. “We could go somewhere, maybe. Over break. Just us. You and me. Seattle, or—hell, even Port Angeles. Just… get out for a bit.”

Bella didn’t respond right away. When she did, her voice was small. “What’s the point?”

Zoe bit the inside of her cheek. Her hand trembled as she reached for her untouched pretzels.

“I don’t know,” she said honestly. “Maybe just to remember we’re still here.”

Bella didn’t answer, but she didn’t shoot it down either. That was something.

Zoe leaned back in her chair, pressing her cold bottle against her wrist. She felt clammy. Off. Like her body was no longer following the same script as the rest of her. Every smell was louder. Every breath felt just slightly out of sync. But she couldn’t afford to fall apart—not when Bella was barely staying upright.

She glanced across the table again, and this time, Bella looked back. Just for a moment.

They sat there, the only two ghosts at a table built for the dead.

 

The moment Zoe stepped out of the cafeteria, the nausea spiked.

She moved quickly, ducking into the nearest bathroom, her boots echoing sharply on the tile floor. She barely made it into the stall before dropping to her knees.

Her stomach heaved, but nothing came up. She hadn’t eaten enough for that.

Panting, she gripped the sides of the toilet, forehead pressed against the cool metal partition. Her skin felt too tight, her heart racing like she’d just run a mile. She waited for it to pass. It always passed.

But this time, it didn’t.

She sat back against the wall of the stall, drawing her knees up slowly. Her hands were shaking.

This isn’t normal. This isn’t just stress.

She hated that her brain went there. Hated that her instincts were already whispering things she didn’t want to consider.

Zoe dragged herself upright and moved to the sink, flicking the cold water on with more force than necessary. She cupped her hands under the stream, splashing her face, trying to shake the heat out of her skin.

Her reflection stared back at her. Pale. Shadowed. Her lips looked too dry, her cheeks too hollow.

She leaned closer.

What’s wrong with me?

For a moment, she let herself wonder. Not fully. Just… the edge of the idea. Just long enough to feel panic flutter in her chest like a trapped bird.

No. She hadn’t missed anything. Had she?

Zoe gripped the sink tighter.

It’s nothing. It’s just grief. Anxiety. She wasn’t eating. Wasn’t sleeping. That’s all.

Behind her, the bathroom door opened and two girls entered, mid-conversation about prom.

Zoe turned off the faucet, grabbed a paper towel, and slipped out before they could see her face.

 

Chapter 41: New Moon: The Calvary

Summary:

This chapter mentions abortion - it's not graphic, but please be warned in case you're sensitive to this.

I’m trying to stay true to Zoe’s character in her response: she’s practical, scared that Klaus will find out, overly self-reliant, and young.

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A few days later, Zoe’s hands shook as she stared at her stomach.

This was impossible.

This wasn’t how pregnancy worked—not in any of the horrifying videos Coach Woodstock had forced them to watch in gym class back in Mystic Falls. You didn’t get this pregnant this fast. Even the scariest birth montage had given a grace period.

Her father and her teachers had all said the same thing: don't end up a teenage mother. It’ll ruin your life. Coach Woodstock had even said it bluntly, like it was scripture. “It’s not as fun as the movies, kids. Pain, screaming, blood, diapers—it’s not romantic.”  Then he turned off the lights and queued up a birthing video so gruesome Zoe had left halfway through and sat in the hallway, refusing to come back in.

She’d listened to him. Not out of fear of pain, but because she’d made a choice: Her doppelgänger line would end with her.

And then she slept with Carlisle Cullen.

One time. One mistake. One older, maddeningly calm doctor who had the kind of stillness that didn't belong to ordinary men. At the time, his age hadn’t mattered—Zoe had already slept with Damon Salvatore, so maturity didn’t scare her. And it wasn’t like Carlisle felt human. She didn’t know what he was, but she knew enough to be sure he wasn’t just some small-town physician with good skin and a tragic past.

This was supremely unfair.

It hadn’t been four months. It had been two weeks. And there was a bump . A visible, undeniable bump. Even Zoe Clark—rebel, fighter, supernatural collateral damage incarnate—knew that was biologically impossible.

Maybe, if she was lucky, it was a tumor.

But when had Zoe Clark ever been lucky?

The universe didn’t give her miracles. It gave her curses, bloodlines, prophecies, and freaking hybrids. Not a single ounce of normalcy.

Charlie had called them out of school, too worried to press Zoe for details beyond the stomach issues she wasn’t faking. Bella, meanwhile, had dropped into a depression-coma so deep Zoe wasn’t sure if she was still breathing some days. It left Zoe alone with her own unraveling.

She had two thoughts:

  1. She wanted to kill Carlisle Cullen.
  2. And she really hoped she got to kill him before Caroline or Damon killed her.

She’d tried calling Carlisle—three times. The first call rang until it gave up. The second and third told her the line was no longer in service. She tried all of the Cullens. Jasper. Emmett. Even Alice and Edward. Same result.

Rosalie’s number, at least, still rang. That hurt in its own special way.

So Zoe was left with little choice.

She didn’t have anyone else—not anyone who’d understand. Rosalie’s phone still rang, but there was no answer. Carlisle’s was disconnected. Emmett and Edward’s too.

And Zoe really didn’t want to call him . She didn’t want to hear his smug voice or let him know that something might be wrong with her again.

Still, after pacing her room for half an hour with one hand over her stomach and panic climbing up her throat, she pressed his name in her phone.

Damon was all she had left. And their soul tether meant he’d probably feel it soon anyway—whatever this was brewing in her blood, it would eventually ripple into his. But making the call made it real. It made her vulnerable.

The line rang once.

Then silence.

Zoe stared down at her phone, chest hollow.

She didn’t leave a voicemail. She didn’t need to.

Instead, after a long moment staring at the dim screen, she opened her messages.

Her thumb hovered over the keyboard. What was she supposed to say? Hey, might be magically pregnant from one night with the town's esteemed doctor—thought you should know?

She typed. Deleted. Typed again.

Finally, she settled on three words. I need you.

She hit send and turned her phone over, face down on the bed like that might make the message disappear. Like she could undo it if she just refused to look.

Zoe closed her eyes and pressed her hand to her stomach.

The silence pressed back.

 

Elena was asleep upstairs. Or pretending to be. Either way, Damon didn’t care right now.

He stood in the middle of the Boarding House Parlor, a glass of bourbon still clutched in his free hand, Zoe’s message still glowing on his phone. Three words. No context. No sarcasm. No snark.

I need you.

That alone was enough to freeze him in place.

“She’d never ask for help if she wasn’t in real trouble,” he muttered.

Stefan glanced up from across the room, eyes narrowing. “What’s wrong?”

Damon grabbed his jacket. “It’s Zoe.”

“You’re leaving Elena?” Stefan frowned. “Now? We haven’t figured out the sire bond.”

Damon didn’t hesitate. “She’ll survive. This isn’t about the bond. This is something else.

Because he could feel it.

The soul tether—frayed and twitching at the edge of his awareness. The sire bond tugged at him like a chain around his throat, but this—this was different. Deeper. Older. It wasn’t a pull. It was a shift.

Like pieces of her were cracking off, breaking away inside his own chest. As if something was moving through her, changing her, and every echo of it was trying to find a place in him too.

It hurt.

He clenched his jaw and stuffed the phone in his pocket.

“She’s in danger,” he said. “I don’t know from what. But I’m not waiting to find out.”

The further he got from Mystic Falls, the worse it got.

At first, it had just been a dull ache in his chest—easy enough to ignore, like the echo of a bad dream. But by the time he crossed the state line, Damon had to pull over.

His vision swam. His fingers trembled on the steering wheel. There was pressure in his abdomen, sharp and sickening, like something twisting inward.

“Zoe…” he growled through clenched teeth.

It wasn’t just the bond tugging anymore.

It was unraveling.

Every beat of her pain surged through him like static in his bloodstream. He could feel her panic like it was his own—hot and helpless, flaring behind his ribs. Something inside her was changing, and he was bleeding for it.

 

“What the hell did you get us into now?” Damon asked by way of greeting, leaning against the doorframe, one brow raised like a weapon.

Zoe stared at him. “Come in, won’t you, Damon?” she said sweetly, stepping aside.

Damon entered, his usual bravado faltering the moment he got a good look at her. Her energy was off—too still. Her skin too pale. Her eyes dull around the edges like she hadn’t slept in days.

“Zoe…” he started.

“I have no clue,” she whispered. She glanced down the hall to make sure Bella was still unconscious in her cloud of grief. Charlie was at work. They were alone.

Then she lifted the edge of her sweater.

The bump was unmistakable. Not bloating. Not imagination. Something living.

Damon’s breath hitched. “There’s a heartbeat,” he muttered, frozen in place.

Zoe swallowed. “Can tumors have those?”

“Zoe,” he snapped, eyes locking onto hers. “Who the hell did you sleep with?”

She winced. “I don’t know—a man, a doctor. He was... weird. Off. Cold. I don’t know what he is—maybe he’s not human, or maybe it’s me. Maybe it’s the doppelgänger crap. I don’t know! But I was on birth control, Damon!”

“You slept with someone possibly supernatural and you didn’t think that might override a little pharmaceutical backup?” Damon barked.

Zoe’s voice cracked. “I didn’t think I’d get supernaturally pregnant from one time! You never knocked me up!”

Damon looked at her again—really looked. Her face was thinner. Her body, even with the bump, looked like it had been hollowed out around it. And something about her scent, her aura, was flickering—faintly unbalanced, like it was still changing.

He took a step back.

“I’m calling Bonnie,” he said, no sarcasm, no nickname.

Just Bonnie.

Zoe went very still. “So I’m screwed,” she muttered.

Damon didn’t deny it.

 

Zoe sat cross-legged on the edge of her bed, cradling a mug of cold tea she hadn’t touched. Damon leaned against the wall across from her, arms folded, jaw clenched.

They’d gone in circles for hours—hypotheses, suspicions, denials. None of it mattered. The bump was real. The heartbeat was real. The exhaustion and nausea and pain were all real .

Damon’s voice broke the silence first. “We get rid of it.”

Zoe looked up, relief and dread crashing together in her chest. “Okay,” she whispered. “Good.”

Neither of them asked if it was right. Or how. Or why. They were too far past those questions. This wasn’t about morality—it was about survival.

Zoe clutched the mug tighter. “I want you to compel Charlie. And Bella too. They’ll ask questions otherwise. And I can’t—” her voice cracked, “—I can’t handle them watching me fall apart.”

Damon nodded. “Done. They won’t notice a thing. They’ll think you’ve got the flu or something.”

Zoe’s laugh was hollow. “Flu. Sure.” She hesitated. “Maybe, let’s say mono.”

Damon couldn’t help but snort.

 

The plan was simple. Zoe would tell the doctor she missed her period. Damon would compel the staff to forget everything afterward. It was clean. Quiet. Human.

The pill went down without protest.

They expected blood. Pain. Something.

But instead—

Nothing.

No cramping. No bleeding. No release.

Zoe clutched her stomach in the passenger seat of Damon’s car an hour later, eyes wide, jaw trembling. “Something’s wrong,” she whispered.

Damon didn’t answer. He couldn’t.

His hands were white-knuckling the steering wheel. His breathing was ragged. There was a sharp ache in his side, like something twisting through his ribs. Her pain, mirrored in him—but blocked. Held back. Like something inside her was fighting to stay alive.

Something unnatural.

“I felt it,” he said finally. “It didn’t want to go.”

Zoe turned her head, horror creeping into every corner of her face. “You don’t think—”

“I think this thing isn’t human,” Damon snapped. “And I think whatever it is, it wants to live more than either of us want it gone.”

Silence filled the car.

Then, barely above a whisper, Zoe muttered, “Life sucker.”

Damon’s lip twitched. “Yeah,” he said grimly. “That’s what we’ll call it.”

He didn’t say what he was really thinking.

That it was too late. That whatever this thing was, it was already winning.

 

The room was dim, lit only by the glow of a single lamp on the nightstand. Damon sat on the floor with his back against Zoe’s bed, elbows on his knees, staring at nothing. The silence between them was thick, but not heavy—it had weight, not pressure. Shared exhaustion.

Zoe lay across the bed sideways, curled on her side, her sweater pulled tight over the curve of her stomach. She never touched it—not even by accident. Her arms always folded high, her hands always busy, like her body no longer belonged to her.

One wrist dangled over the edge of the mattress, the gold bracelet Damon had given her for her birthday—his mother’s bracelet—still looped around it. Just as shiny as the day he’d given it to her. Untouched by time, but still intact. She tapped his shoulder with it, lazy and quiet.

He glanced up.

She reached behind a stack of old paperbacks and pulled out a short, half-drunk bottle of bourbon. The label was peeling.

“For emergencies,” she murmured, voice dry.

Damon arched a brow. “This qualify?”

Zoe snorted—quiet and bitter. She handed it to him, but didn’t look him in the eye. “Take it,” she said. “I won’t be needing it.”

He took it, but didn’t drink right away. Just studied the bottle for a long moment.

Zoe rolled to her back and stared at the ceiling. “Coach Woodstock would be thrilled,” she muttered. “Guess the fear tactics worked after all.”

Damon said nothing.

She turned her head toward him, eyes dull but open. “If this thing is going to kill me, I just want to know I tried to stop it. I don’t want to be another supernatural horror story footnote.”

Damon looked at her then. Really looked. Her lips were cracked. Her color was wrong. She was burning through herself faster than any human should.

The bond between them shifted suddenly—like a string pulled tight, like breath caught in his lungs that wasn’t his . A wave of nausea rolled through him, mirrored in her subtle flinch. His hand twitched. Their hearts beat out of sync, and then locked back into rhythm again.

Zoe didn’t seem to notice. She was already slipping into sleep.

Within minutes, her breathing evened out. Her fingers curled gently against her stomach.

Damon stayed where he was.

The bottle of bourbon sat untouched on the floor beside him.

 

Damon stood in the kitchen with his phone to his ear. The room was dark except for the soft hum of the fridge.

“Pick up, Bonnie,” he muttered. “Come on…”

Two rings. Three.

Click.

“Damon?”

“Yeah. It’s bad.”

He ran a hand through his hair, voice low and sharp.

“She’s pregnant. It’s not human. And it’s hurting her.”

A pause.

“I didn’t want to need to call you. She didn’t ask me to. But she’s getting worse, and I think…” He trailed off. “The bond’s warping. Like it’s not tethered to a person anymore—like it’s tethered to whatever this thing is.

 

Zoe woke up to the smell of burnt toast and the sound of Damon swearing in the kitchen.

She sat up slowly, her body aching in strange, low pulses. Her sweater had bunched up in her sleep, revealing the faint curve of her stomach. She tugged it down quickly, as if hiding it would make it less real.

The gold bracelet on her wrist pressed into her skin. Her fingers found the green stone almost automatically, rubbing it back and forth like a worry stone.

She glanced toward the door.

Charlie was at the station. Bella was at school. The house was quiet— too quiet—except for Damon’s increasingly aggressive war with the toaster.

By the time she stepped into the kitchen, Damon was on his third piece of ruined toast and avoiding eye contact.

“You’re awfully busy this morning,” Zoe said, arms crossed.

He didn’t look at her. “Trying not to poison you with breakfast. Turns out I’m not great with appliances.”

Zoe narrowed her eyes. “You called someone.”

Damon’s shoulder stiffened just slightly. “Nope.”

“Damon.”

Before he could answer, there was a knock at the door.

Zoe’s stomach dropped.

She didn’t move, so Damon did. She trailed after him, slow and quiet, already knowing who she’d see when the door opened.

Bonnie Bennett stood on the porch in a hoodie and jeans, a suitcase at her feet and a look that was far too gentle to be casual.

“Morning,” she said softly. “I heard you could use a witch.”

Zoe’s mouth opened, then closed.

She looked at Damon, who offered a sheepish shrug.

Bonnie’s smile didn’t waver. “Mind if I come in?” Bonnie didn’t wait for an invitation. She stepped inside the house like she belonged there—because she did—and the moment the door shut behind her, Zoe pulled her into a hug.

It wasn’t graceful. It wasn’t dramatic. It was desperate and tight and full of breath Zoe hadn’t realized she’d been holding for days.

Bonnie wrapped her arms around her without hesitation. “You okay?” she whispered into Zoe’s hair.

Zoe’s voice cracked. “Not even a little.”

They stayed like that for a long moment—long enough for the weight in the room to ease, just slightly. The air didn’t feel as sharp. The silence didn’t feel as crushing.

When they finally stepped apart, Bonnie cupped Zoe’s cheek and gave her a once-over. Concern flickered behind her calm expression, but she didn’t say anything about the shadows under Zoe’s eyes or the way her fingers kept twitching toward her stomach without touching it.

Damon let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. “God, I never thought I’d say this,” he muttered, “but I’m actually glad to see you, Bonbon.”

Bonnie shot him a look. “I’ll add it to the calendar.”

But even he felt it—the tension in his chest loosening. The bond between him and Zoe didn’t tug as hard. Didn’t burn as much.

Because Bonnie Bennett was here now.

And Bonnie could fix anything.

 

Chapter 42: New Moon: All Through the Night

Notes:

At this point, Damon, Bonnie and Zoe are operating under the assumption that her pregnancy is strange because of Zoe, not Carlisle.
They think her pregnancy is supernatural because of the bond with Damon, or Zoe being an “unusual” doppelgänger, or her surviving the sacrifice, or some combination of the above.

Also note that because Damon compelled Bella and Charlie to "carry on as usual", Bella's depression over Edward's absence won't be as severe as it was in canon. Charlie and Bella don't know that Zoe is pregnant, but they can sense something in the house is wrong, which causes Bella to try to escape to La Push.

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Zoe sat at the edge of the bed, sleeves tugged down over her hands, hair tied back. The gold bracelet caught the light as she rubbed her thumb over the green stone—back and forth, back and forth.

Bonnie knelt in front of her, a circle of herbs and salt drawn around them both. A soft flicker of candlelight made the shadows dance against the walls.

Damon stood just beyond the edge of the circle, arms crossed, jaw set. He didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Just watched.

Bonnie’s fingers were light as they hovered over Zoe’s stomach. Her eyes fluttered shut. The air in the room grew dense, the way it always did when magic was at work—heavy and humming, like the atmosphere itself was holding its breath.

Zoe closed her eyes too, trying not to tremble. She felt heat ripple through her skin, but not warmth. Bonnie’s magic wasn’t comforting—it was cautious. Searching. Almost afraid.

Minutes passed in silence.

Then Bonnie pulled her hands away and opened her eyes.

Zoe looked up immediately.

Damon straightened.

But Bonnie didn’t say anything.

She just sat back on her heels, her expression drawn and unreadable.

Zoe’s stomach twisted. “Bonnie?”

Bonnie looked between them, and that was answer enough. “It’s not normal,” she said finally. Her voice was low. “Not vampire, not werewolf, not witch. Not anything I’ve seen. Whatever’s growing inside you—it’s tied to you on a level I’ve never felt before. Like… it’s using your life to make itself.”

Zoe swallowed. Her hand twitched toward her stomach, then stopped. “So… what do we do?”

Bonnie didn’t answer.

Damon’s voice was sharp. “Bonnie.” She looked up. “What do we do? How do we fix it?”

Bonnie’s lips parted, but no words came out. For the first time since she’d arrived, she looked scared. “I don’t know.”

The silence that followed felt like the world tilting sideways.

Zoe’s breath hitched. Damon looked like he’d been struck.

Bonnie shook her head slowly. “Whatever this is… it’s older than anything I’ve touched. It’s not just dark. It’s deep. Buried. Ancient.”

She looked at Zoe. “It doesn’t want to be removed.”

Damon stepped into the edge of the circle, the tension in his frame barely contained. “Then we find something that does want it gone.”

Bonnie didn’t argue.

But she didn’t agree either.

 

The bathroom door clicked shut behind her before anyone could follow.

Zoe locked it. Bolted it. Pressed her back to the wood like it might hold her upright.

She didn’t cry. Not right away.

She paced first. Back and forth in the narrow bathroom, the gold bracelet sliding up and down her wrist with every sharp movement. The green stone pressed into her skin as she clenched her fists, as if trying to anchor herself in something—anything—solid.

Then she caught sight of herself in the mirror.

And stopped cold.

Her skin was pale. Her eyes sunken. Her sweater hung loose around her shoulders but curved tightly over the bump— too tight. Like the thing inside her was growing faster now, knowing someone had tried to stop it.

She turned sideways and stared at her reflection, disgust curling like acid in her stomach.

“I didn’t ask for this,” she whispered.

Her hands hovered over her stomach, then pulled away. She wouldn’t touch it. She couldn’t.

The tears came suddenly—no sobs, just hot, silent rivers down her face.

“I didn’t want this,” she said again, louder. “I didn’t want any of this.”

She thought of Carlisle. Of the one stupid night, of his quiet voice and cool hands, and how easy it had been to forget herself. She hated him for leaving. Hated herself for not stopping him.

And most of all, she hated the thing growing inside her. Feeding off her.

Life sucker.

She gripped the edge of the sink, her knuckles white.

“I’ll die before I let you take me,” she whispered to the mirror. “I’ll burn us both down first.”

The mirror didn’t answer. But deep in her gut, something shifted. Tightened.

Zoe flinched—and for the first time, she felt it move.

 

The lights in the small exam room buzzed faintly overhead. The air smelled like antiseptic and old paper. The clinic was closed for the day—not because it was scheduled, but because Damon Salvatore had made it that way.

The doctor—Dr. Keller, mid-40s, soft-spoken, eyes a little too glassy after Damon’s compulsion—adjusted the ultrasound machine for the third time. Bonnie stood quietly in the corner, arms folded tightly across her chest. Zoe lay on the table, gown pulled up just enough to expose her lower stomach, her fingers twisting the gold bracelet on her wrist until the green stone dug into her skin.

Damon stood close, silent and tense, watching the monitor.

Dr. Keller frowned, pressing the wand against Zoe’s abdomen again. “I can’t see anything,” he said gently. “The sac is... abnormal. It’s completely opaque. I can’t get a reading.”

Damon’s jaw ticked. “What do you mean, you can’t?”

“I mean it’s like the sound waves aren’t penetrating. There’s interference. It’s... not something I’ve seen before.” The doctor adjusted the probe again, squinting. “I don’t even know if the machine is malfunctioning or if it’s—”

“Try harder,” Damon snapped, stepping forward, eyes dark.

The doctor flinched slightly, even under compulsion.

Zoe closed her eyes.

She didn’t speak. Didn’t move. But Damon felt it—sharp and hot, like a ripple of agony threading through his chest. Her stomach tightened beneath the wand, and her breathing faltered.

Tears welled in her eyes.

And just like that, Damon went still.

His anger vanished under the pressure of her pain. He stepped back, his voice dropping to something softer. Something only for her.

“Hey,” he murmured, his hand finding hers. “Hey. I’m sorry.”

Zoe blinked up at him, silent tears slipping sideways into her hair.

“We’ll figure this out,” he promised, voice low but steady. “I don’t care how weird it gets, or how far we have to go. You’re not doing this alone.”

Bonnie’s gaze flicked over to him, surprised at the tenderness.

Zoe didn’t answer. But she squeezed his hand.

 

The clinic visit had taken everything out of her.

Zoe sat on the back porch wrapped in a blanket, the last of the sunlight painting Forks in watery gold. The air was cool, still damp from morning rain. Bonnie joined her in silence, settling beside her with two mugs of tea that neither of them touched.

Zoe clutched hers with both hands, fingers curled around the ceramic like it might steady her. The gold bracelet peeked out from under her sleeve, the green stone catching the fading light. She rubbed it absently, lost in thought.

Bonnie waited.

It didn’t take long. “I’m scared,” Zoe whispered, not looking at her. “Bonnie, I’ve never been this scared. Not even with Klaus.”

Bonnie didn’t speak, just reached over and placed her hand over Zoe’s.

Zoe swallowed. “It’s not just the thing inside me. Or the pain. Or even dying. It’s not knowing why. Not knowing if this is something done to me... or something that’s been inside me the whole time.”

Bonnie nodded slowly. “Do you want to talk about him?” She hesitated. “The guy?”

Zoe was quiet for a long moment. “He was older.” She admitted.

Bonnie smirked softly. “You always liked older guys.”

Zoe huffed, a dry laugh slipping out. “Shut up.”

Bonnie bumped her shoulder gently. “Just saying. Damon. Ben. That one grad student at Whitmore College.”

Zoe rolled her eyes but didn’t deny it. “He was… different. A doctor. Thoughtful. He listened. Really listened. He never looked at me like I was broken.”

Bonnie tilted her head. “And?”

Zoe hesitated. “He made me feel safe. It was just one time…and then he was gone.”

Bonnie didn’t ask his name. Didn’t need to. She could see in Zoe’s eyes that it wasn’t just regret—it was loss. Grief for something that had barely begun.

Zoe looked out at the darkening woods. “I don’t think I’ll ever feel safe again.”

Bonnie reached over and took her hand again.

“You don’t have to feel safe,” she said gently. “You just have to let us carry you until you can.”

Zoe didn’t answer. But she didn’t pull away, either.



Zoe forgot how easy things got when you had a vampire in your corner. Charlie and Bella had been compelled to carry on as normal. Bella returned to school for the final weeks of their Junior year. Charlie worked his shifts. As far as the town knew, Zoe Clark had the mono—nothing contagious, just something inconvenient—and Bonnie Bennett and Damon Salvatore were visiting out of small-town, sentimental concern.

But things were not good in the Swan-Clark household.

Zoe shuffled through the days like a ghost. Her skin had taken on a translucent quality, like light could pass through her if it tried hard enough. She didn’t speak much. She didn’t eat unless Damon put something in front of her. The only constant was the gold bracelet on her wrist, her thumb slowly, endlessly rubbing the green stone.

Bonnie’s magic hadn’t helped. The abortion hadn’t worked. The bump was growing too fast. Too strong.

Even with the compulsion, Charlie and Bella hovered near her when they were home, as if some part of them still knew something was wrong. They couldn’t name it—but they felt it. Zoe was dying. Slowly, visibly, undeniably.

And she knew it.

Damon paced outside her room, jaw clenched, every sharp turn on the hardwood echoing like thunder. His emotions came in waves—fury one moment, helplessness the next. The bond twisted in him, wild and chaotic. Zoe didn’t have the energy for mood swings anymore, so he had them for her.

Bonnie had told him the truth in private: the only reason Zoe could stand, speak, stay conscious… was because she was borrowing his strength.

Draining him, piece by piece.

 

The house was dark except for the faint glow over the sink. Damon sat at the table, staring at a glass of bourbon he hadn’t touched. The weight of Zoe’s life—of his own unraveling connection to it—pressed on him like iron.

Bonnie stepped into the room, barefoot, cradling an ancient book bound in cracked leather. She set it on the counter with care.

“Is she asleep?”

Damon nodded once. “Out cold. Hasn’t moved in an hour.”

“She needs the rest,” Bonnie said gently. “Her body’s not built for this.”

He scoffed. “You think I don’t know that?”

Bonnie crossed her arms. “We’re going to save her, Damon.”

“She’s dying, Bonnie.” His voice cracked mid-sentence. “Whatever that thing is… it’s hollowing her out. And she’s still trying to be strong. For me. For you. For Bella. Like she’s not being eaten alive from the inside out.”

Bonnie’s throat tightened. Zoe had been her friend first. Her best friend. Watching her wither felt like drowning slowly.

“Caroline’s going through Alaric’s old research,” she offered. “If it’s happened before, someone wrote it down.”

Damon finally picked up the glass of bourbon—but still didn’t drink. He stared into it like it held an answer he hadn’t earned.

“I’m giving her my blood,” he said quietly. “Every day now. Doesn’t heal her. Doesn’t stop the pain. But it keeps her here.

He looked up at Bonnie.

“She can’t die. I won’t let her.”

Bonnie blinked against the burn behind her eyes and nodded. “Then we don’t stop. We don’t rest. We fix this.”

Silence settled between them—thick with exhaustion, grief, and fear.

But under it all, a single thread of defiance held.

Zoe Clark was still breathing. And they weren’t going to let her stop.

 

The hallway was dimly lit, the only light spilling from under Caroline’s bedroom door. Liz Forbes paused outside it for a moment, listening to the rhythmic rustle of pages flipping far too fast to be human.

She knocked lightly. “Care?”

No answer—just more pages.

Liz opened the door slowly.

Caroline was surrounded by books, papers, and crumbling leather-bound journals. Alaric’s boxes had been torn open and scattered across the floor. Ancient tomes were splayed out on the bed and desk, sticky notes stuck between Latin translations and bloodline diagrams. Caroline didn’t even look up. She was seated cross-legged on the floor, flipping through a thick grimoire at an unnatural speed.

Liz crossed her arms. “Sweetheart... is something wrong?”

Caroline’s response was flat. “It’s not happening here. Everyone in town is safe.”

Liz stepped further into the room, frowning. “That’s not what I asked.”

“You’re the sheriff,” Caroline said quietly, still scanning the pages. “You should know if something was happening in Mystic Falls, right?”

Liz’s jaw tightened. “So this is happening somewhere else.”

Caroline sighed and finally looked up. Her eyes were bloodshot. “It’s Zoe.”

Liz flinched.

Zoe Clark. She’d known her since she was a toddler. Liz had been friends with her mother, and then her father when she finally joined the Council. She had watched Zoe grow up—funny and sharp and stubborn, always dragging Caroline into or out of trouble during middle school. Her throat tightened.

“What happened?” she asked softly. “Is she okay?”

“We don’t know,” Caroline said, her voice cracking. “She’s pregnant. Or… it looks like a pregnancy, but it’s not normal. It’s accelerating. Damon and Bonnie are with her in Forks, and it’s bad , Mom. Really bad.”

Liz slowly sat on the edge of the bed. “What kind of not normal?”

Caroline shook her head. “There’s no pattern. It’s not like anything Damon’s seen. And that’s what scares me.” She looked at her mother, finally meeting her eyes. “No one can know. Especially not Klaus. If he finds out there’s some kind of supernatural doppelganger pregnancy—”

“I won’t tell him. Of course I wouldn’t,” Liz said immediately. “You don’t have to say it twice.”

Caroline breathed out shakily, surprised. “Really?”

Liz gave a small smile. “I don’t need to know everything to trust you. And if Zoe’s in trouble, I’ll help however I can.” She reached down and picked up a half-cracked journal. “What are we looking for?”

Caroline blinked. Then nodded, eyes misting.

“Anything that mentions doppelgängers. Or pregnancy. Or binding magic. Or accelerated growth. Or… I don’t know. Ancient curses. Hidden bloodlines. At this point, I’ll take demonic fertility rituals if it gets us one step closer.”

Liz raised an eyebrow but opened the book anyway.

The room settled into the sound of pages turning—this time, slower. Steady. Two people searching, side by side.

Because Zoe Clark was one of theirs. And no one was giving up on her.

 

Chapter 43: New Moon: Life Sucker

Notes:

This chapter explores Damon's helplessness and expands on how close he feels to Zoe, not just because of the bond, but because she's his friend.

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The hallway light buzzed softly as Damon helped Zoe back to bed. Her steps were slow, her breathing shallow. Even touching her hurt— he could feel it through the bond like dragging his own body through wet cement.

She hadn’t stood on her own in days.

Her arms clutched around her stomach like she could hold the weight off from inside. But she didn’t touch the bump. Never did. Just curled around it like it was pressing her toward the earth.

Damon tucked her into bed with a gentleness he reserved for breakable things.

She shivered and turned away from him, her breath catching in her throat. The green stone on the bracelet glinted in the dim light as her thumb found it again, rubbing over it absently.

Damon sat on the edge of the bed, the mattress barely dipping under his weight. The silence hung between them, so heavy it made his chest hurt.

He couldn’t stand it anymore.

“I never told you how the Originals turned, did I?” Damon said suddenly, his voice too loud in the quiet.

Zoe blinked, barely shifting under the blanket. “What?”

“The Mikaelsons,” he said. “We found out how they became vampires. You know, back when I thought my family had drama.”

She gave a weak huff—maybe a breath, maybe a laugh. Damon couldn’t tell anymore.

He leaned back, eyes fixed on the ceiling. “Klaus has another brother. Kol. You’d hate him. Or maybe you wouldn’t. You’re weird. He’s got a flair for violence and catastrophic decisions, but underneath it he’s sharp. Too sharp.”

Zoe’s eyes fluttered shut, her lashes trembling. But her fingers kept moving over the bracelet—slow circles over the green stone, over and over.

“And Rebekah,” Damon continued, voice softening. “You never met her. She hates Elena. Like, capital H hates. All she wants is a normal life. White picket fence. Someone who doesn’t leave. But Klaus… he doesn’t really do ‘letting go.’”

He paused, jaw tightening. “Then there’s Klaus.”

Zoe let out a thin breath, barely a sound.

“Yeah,” Damon muttered. “We already knew he was a walking disaster with control issues and a body count, but get this—he had another brother. A younger one. Died in a werewolf attack when they were still human.”

Zoe stirred faintly, turning her head just enough to meet his eyes.

Damon licked his lips, unsure why he was still talking, but needing to fill the space between her breaths. “Their parents couldn’t stand the loss. So what do they do? Ancient magic. Blood-soaked rituals. They turned their whole family into the first vampires. Thought they were saving them.”

He exhaled slowly. “Didn’t really think about what it would cost .

Zoe’s hand finally left her bracelet so she could reach out for Damon’s hand. “Tell me the truth, am I gonna end up like one of them?” she whispered.

Damon didn’t answer right away. He reached out, brushing a strand of hair off her forehead, his touch lingering longer than it should have. “No,” he said. “You’re gonna live. And you’re gonna make fun of me for crying when it’s over.”

Zoe tried to smile. “You’d cry?”

Damon gave her a look. “ Please. I’ve got a reputation.”

Her fingers tightened slightly on the bracelet. “Thanks for talking,” she murmured. “Makes it easier to ignore the life sucker trying to eat me alive.”

Damon chuckled, though it sounded like a sigh. “Yeah. Well. It’s not winning.”

He leaned down and pressed his forehead to her shoulder.

“We’re gonna figure this out, Zo. I swear.”

 

Damon was still in the chair beside the bed, chin tucked into his chest, half-asleep in the stillness of the pre-dawn hour. Zoe’s breathing had been steady enough for him to let himself rest. Her fingers had curled near his bracelet glinting faintly in the moonlight.

Then—

An audible crack, followed by a lightning bolt of pain shot through his chest.

Damon jerked upright, eyes flying open, gasping like someone had shoved a blade between his ribs. The bond roared in his veins—twisting, screaming, wrong .

“Zoe?”

She stirred, then convulsed.

A wet, rasping cough ripped from her throat—and with it, blood. Thick and red, spattering across her pillowcase, down her chin. Her body twisted as if something inside her had snapped.

“No, no, no— Zoe! ” Damon was at her side in an instant, one hand cradling her shoulder, the other reaching to catch more blood as it bubbled out.

Her lips were pale. Eyes fluttering.

“BONNIE!” Damon shouted, rage and panic breaking into the air like a gunshot.

Footsteps thundered on the stairs.

Bonnie skidded into the room, already reaching for her grimoire, magic curling in her fingertips.

“What happened?”

“She—she’s bleeding. I felt it. Her ribs—something’s wrong .”

Bonnie was at Zoe’s side in an instant, her hands hovering just above Zoe’s chest, glowing faintly with a pulsing blue light. “Her rib didn’t just crack,” she said tightly. “It shattered. A piece punctured her lung. I can feel the damage spreading—like something’s tearing her apart from the inside.”

Zoe coughed again, weak and rattling, blood painting her lips.

Behind Bonnie, Charlie burst through the doorway. “What the hell is— Zoe?!

Damon didn’t hesitate. He spun toward Charlie and locked eyes.

“You’re calm. You were never here. You didn’t see anything. Go back to bed.”

Charlie blinked.

His shoulders sagged. His face went slack.

He turned slowly and walked back down the hall without a word.

Damon turned back just as Bonnie pressed glowing hands against Zoe’s chest. “I’ve slowed the bleeding, but the damage isn’t healing. Not even with vampire blood in her system.”

“She’s still getting worse.” Damon’s voice broke. “How is she still getting worse?”

Bonnie didn’t answer.

She just kept her hands pressed to Zoe’s chest as her magic pulsed brighter, her jaw set with quiet terror.

 

Zoe didn’t stir.

She lay motionless on the blood-streaked pillow, her breathing shallow, a sickening wet sound echoing in her chest. Blood still bubbled from her lips in thin, slow streams.

Bonnie’s hands trembled as she pressed her magic into Zoe’s body, lips moving rapidly in a hushed chant. The blue light at her fingertips pulsed stronger—brighter—until sweat beaded along her hairline.

Damon hovered at her side, fists clenched, eyes locked on Zoe’s face like he could will her to breathe deeper.

“Come on, Bonnie,” he growled. “Do something.

“I am doing something,” Bonnie snapped, her voice taut with strain. “Her rib shattered and punctured her lung, and her body isn’t responding to vampire blood or magic like it should. Every second, it’s getting harder to hold her together.”

Damon swallowed hard, his throat dry. “Why?”

Bonnie didn’t look up. “Because that thing inside her—it’s not just feeding on her body, Damon. It’s like it's draining her soul. Like it knows how to undo her from the inside out.”

Damon’s chest constricted. He felt it—the raw tug of the bond, pulling harder now, fraying at the edges, like threads being ripped loose one by one.

“This bond,” he rasped. “It’s supposed to protect her. It’s supposed to keep her alive. That’s the whole point, isn’t it? Soul tether, life link, whatever mystical crap term you want to slap on it—why isn’t it doing its one job?

Bonnie flinched slightly, still focused. “I don’t know.” Her jaw clenched, and the glow in her hands shifted to violet, then to a fierce white. “I’m trying,” she breathed. “But if we don’t find out what this thing is soon…”

Damon started pacing two steps before spinning back around. “No, see—I’d be okay with ‘I don’t know’ if she weren’t coughing up her lungs. If she weren’t—if I couldn’t feel her slipping—”

Zoe let out a shallow gasp—a reflex, not a sign of consciousness.

And Damon’s world tunneled around that sound.

“She’s not gone,” Bonnie said sharply. “Not yet. And if you want her to stay that way, you need to stop yelling and help me find a way to keep her here.”

He dropped to his knees beside the bed and grabbed Zoe’s hand—the one with the bracelet—pressing his forehead to it.

“You don’t get to go.” he whispered, voice breaking. “Don’t you dare.

 

Bonnie stepped out of Zoe’s room, the door clicking softly shut behind her. Inside, Damon hadn’t moved. He sat beside Zoe, elbows on knees, holding her hand like it was the only thread keeping her tethered to the world.

Her phone buzzed in her pocket.

Caroline.

Bonnie answered immediately. “Please tell me you’ve got something.”

Caroline’s voice was rushed, but hopeful. “Okay—first, is Damon listening?”

Bonnie glanced back at the closed door. “No. He’s with Zoe. When he’s in there, he gets pretty locked in on her. Doesn’t even blink.”

“Good,” Caroline said. “Not because I don’t want him to know—just because I want to explain this first.”

Bonnie tensed. “ Caroline—

“No, listen. Stefan, Matt, and my mom have all been helping me go through Alaric’s research. Like, every box. Every loose page. You wouldn’t believe some of the weird crap we’ve found. Old vampire hunter diaries, necromancy scrolls, even a letter from someone who claimed to have met a demon in Italy. But—Bon, it was Matt. Matt found it.”

Bonnie stopped pacing. “What did he find?”

Caroline hesitated. “I… I emailed it to you. Just now. You need to see it.”

Bonnie moved quickly to the small table where her laptop sat. She kept Caroline on speaker and opened her inbox.

Sure enough— Subject: This is it.

She clicked.

Inside were scans. Faded parchment. Charcoal sketches. Some looked like photographs of cave paintings. Others were horrific drawings in what looked like red ink—or blood.

One image showed a woman, her belly grotesquely swollen, mouth open in a silent scream.

Another depicted something clawing its way out of a womb. The mother’s ribs were shattered around it.

A third—shaky, almost frantic in style—showed a creature still inside , its tiny hands pressing against torn flesh, its mouth wide, as if feeding.

Bonnie’s breath hitched.

“They’re all tied to myths about supernatural pregnancies,” Caroline said quietly. “Most of them are just stories. Curses. Hybrids. Magical parasites. But some of the symbols match what’s in Alaric’s hunter notes.”

Bonnie’s voice dropped to a whisper. “This one,” she said, clicking on a sketch where jagged lines radiated from a mother’s torso—ribs cracked outward, torn open from the inside. The fetus inside was curled unnaturally, its limbs twisted against the walls of her womb.

Her stomach turned.

“The ribs,” Bonnie murmured. “Caroline, Zoe’s rib just shattered. One of the pieces punctured her lung.”

Caroline’s voice came back, soft and shaken. “Bon… whatever Zoe’s carrying? I don’t know what it is. But it’s not normal. Not even for us.”

Bonnie’s eyes flicked toward the closed bedroom door, where Damon still sat, unaware.

Her pulse quickened.

“I’ll get back to you,” she whispered, already closing the laptop.

 

Bonnie found Damon in the kitchen the next morning, still in the same clothes from the night before, standing motionless beside a half-empty mug of blood he hadn’t touched.

She didn’t say anything. Just set the laptop on the counter and turned it toward him.

Damon arched a brow but stepped closer. Then he saw the first image.

His jaw tensed.

She clicked through them—one by one. The sketch of the mother with ribs shattered outward. The womb torn. The fetus’s limbs pressed against ruined flesh like a cage from the inside out.

By the third image, Damon’s expression cracked.

“What the hell is this?” His voice was low, rough.

“Caroline found it. Or… Matt did, actually,” Bonnie said, her voice soft. “It was buried in one of Alaric’s older research boxes—stuff tied to myths about supernatural pregnancies, dark magic, rituals that mess with life and death.”

Damon stared at the screen. His knuckles went white as he gripped the back of the chair.

“That first one,” Bonnie continued, her tone cautious. “The ribs—it’s just like Zoe’s injury. The timing’s too perfect for it to be a coincidence.”

Damon swallowed hard, then slammed the laptop shut.

“We’re not showing her this.”

Bonnie nodded slowly. “I wasn’t going to.”

“She’s scared enough as it is,” Damon said, pacing now. “She can barely stand. She already thinks she’s dying.”

“She is,” Bonnie said quietly. “At least until we figure out how to stop it.”

He stopped pacing and turned toward her, eyes burning. “Then we stop it. Whatever this thing is, we get it out. And we don’t let her see those drawings, or hear those stories. Not until we have something better to tell her.”

Bonnie crossed her arms. “Agreed.”

They stood there for a moment in silence—two soldiers, bracing for war.

Upstairs, Zoe slept fitfully.

Neither of them dared tell her the truth.

Not yet.

 

Chapter 44: New Moon: Slipping Through My Fingers

Notes:

In this chapter, we get a deeper look at what Zoe means to Damon. Even though he loves Elena, he openly chooses Zoe over her by asking Stefan to take care of Elena. Damon’s feelings for Zoe are platonic now—though they once dated, they’ve since become each other’s closest confidants.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The sun barely filtered through the clouds, casting the room in muted gray. Zoe sat propped up in bed, bones sharp beneath her skin, her sweater hanging off her frame like it no longer fit. Her fingers trembled as she unclasped the bracelet from her wrist—the one Damon had given her for her birthday.

His mother’s bracelet.

The green stone glinted as she held it out to him.

“I want you to take this back,” she said softly. “Before I can’t.”

Damon stared at it like it might burn him.

“Don’t do that,” he said, voice low.

Zoe smiled, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “It belonged to your mom. You shouldn’t lose something else.”

Damon shook his head once, sharply. “No one’s dying, Zo.”

“You don’t have to say it like that.”

“I mean it like that. If you die, I die, remember?”

Her hand dropped slightly, the bracelet still dangling from her fingers.

“Damon,” she whispered, “you know there isn’t a lot of time left.”

He turned away—once, just briefly—but the bond between them throbbed with grief he couldn’t hide. He could feel how cold she was. How weak. How quiet her heartbeat had become. The life sucker didn’t wait. It took what it wanted.

“You said we’d figure this out,” Zoe added. “But maybe this time there isn’t a fix. Maybe… maybe this time, you have to let go.”

Damon stepped forward and closed her hand gently around the bracelet.

“I don’t let go of people I love,” he said. “So if you’re trying to give up—save your energy.”

Zoe looked up at him, her eyes glassy. “Damon…”

He sank to the edge of the bed, shaking his head.

“No,” he said again, firmer this time. “That bracelet? It was yours the second I gave it to you. It’s not mine anymore. And we're not dying.”

Zoe didn’t argue again.

She just clutched the bracelet to her chest, like it was a goodbye she didn’t want to say yet.

 

Damon stepped out the back door and let it close softly behind him. The overcast sky pressed low, gray and endless, and the breeze bit sharper than usual. He didn’t feel cold. He felt like he was unraveling.

His hands clenched at his sides. The pain in his chest—the tether between him and Zoe—pulsed with something thin and ragged, like a string pulled too tight. Like something about to snap.

She had tried to give the bracelet back. Tried to say goodbye. Tried to make him say it too.

Damon turned toward the edge of the porch, bracing both hands on the wooden railing. He stared at the ground as his breath caught in his throat. He wanted to hit something. Punch something. Kill someone.

His vision blurred.

“Hey there, son.”

The voice came from behind him.

Damon stiffened instantly, shoulders jerking upright.

Charlie Swan stood a few feet away, coffee thermos in hand, casual as anything. “Didn’t hear you come out here.”

Damon turned slowly, forcing a smirk onto his face like slipping on a mask.

“Could say the same to you, Chief.”

Charlie nodded. “Didn’t want to wake the girls. Bella’s been better lately, and Zoe—well, she’s sick, right?” He frowned faintly, the edges of a memory fraying. “Mono?”

Damon’s throat felt like it was closing. “Yeah. Mono.”

Charlie gave him a long, thoughtful look. “You’re real close with her, huh?”

Damon swallowed. He forced the smile to stay.

“She means a lot to me.”

Charlie smiled warmly, oblivious. “She’s always been tough. Even when she was a kid—used to get in trouble for fighting off boys twice her size.”

Damon couldn’t breathe.

Charlie clapped him lightly on the shoulder. “Glad you’re here for her. She’s lucky.”

Damon looked at him then—this man who had no idea his niece was dying just inside the house. That he was losing her and didn’t even know it.

“Yeah,” Damon said hoarsely. “She’s lucky.”

Charlie gave a nod and wandered off toward the shed, coffee in hand, humming something under his breath.

Damon turned back to the railing and gripped it so hard the wood splintered beneath his fingers.

He didn’t move for a long time.

 

Damon hadn’t moved from the railing.

The wind had picked up, carrying the damp chill of the Pacific Northwest straight through his jacket. He didn’t feel it. Not really. He just stared into the tree line, fists raw where the wood had splintered beneath his grip.

His phone sat heavy in his pocket. He didn’t want to call. Didn’t want to hear that voice. Didn’t want to admit he needed anything.

But Zoe’s blood was still fresh in his memory—her hand trembling as she tried to return the bracelet. Her eyes already saying goodbye.

He pulled the phone out and scrolled to the name.

Stefan.

Damon stared at it for a long moment.

Then tapped the screen.

It rang once. Twice.

“Damon?” Stefan’s voice was cautious, already bracing for sarcasm or cruelty—for the usual version of his brother.

But none came.

Damon sank down onto the porch steps, exhaling like he hadn’t taken a breath in hours.

“I didn’t want to call you,” he said simply. “But you’re the only one who’s been in my life long enough to understand what this feels like.”

Stefan didn’t speak, but Damon could hear the weight in his silence.

“She’s dying,” Damon said. “And I can feel it. Every second. It’s like... part of me is breaking off and bleeding out, and I can’t stop it.”

Another pause. Then—

“She tried to give it back,” he muttered.

“What?” Stefan asked, confused.

“The bracelet. Our mother’s. I gave it to her for her birthday, and she tried to return it. Like it was a damn library book that was about to be overdue.”

Stefan’s breath hit the line. “She’s getting worse.”

“I already said that,” Damon snapped, too sharp, too raw.

“I wish I had answers,” Stefan said carefully, navigating around the spike. “We’re still digging. Caroline’s going through Alaric’s notes nonstop, and I’ve been cross-referencing with old hunter lore. We’re not stopping.”

“I know,” Damon murmured. “Bonnie told me. That you’ve both been helping.” He hesitated, voice dipping low. “Thanks. For that.”

“Yeah, of course. It’s Zoe.” Stefan replied gently. “We all pitched in.” He paused. “I could come to Forks—”

“No.” Damon exhaled sharply, eyes shutting tight. “Don’t.”

“Damon—”

“We’ve got it covered,” Damon cut in. “Bonbon’s here. She’s tearing through grimoires like she’s training for a supernatural decathlon. If anyone can fix this, it’s her.”

“You shouldn’t do this alone.”

“I’m not alone.”

The silence between them stretched a little longer.

“She needs you, Stefan,” Damon said, quieter now. “Elena. She’s your person. And you don’t walk away from your person, even when it gets messy.”

“You sure?”

Damon glanced up toward the window upstairs. “Yeah. I’m sure.”

He started to end the call—then stopped.

His voice dipped, rough and low, more honest than he liked to be. “I didn’t want to be the only one who remembered what she was like before this,” he murmured. “Before all the magic. Before whatever the hell this thing is growing inside her. Before Klaus. Before we knew about the bond.”

Stefan’s voice softened. “She was sharp. Brave. A little terrifying.”

Damon huffed a breath. “She’s still all those things. But she’s slipping.” He paused. “She started slipping before this,” he admitted.

There was another beat of silence.

“Do you need me to do anything?” Stefan asked.

Damon didn’t answer.

He just ended the call and slid the phone back into his pocket.

Then, shoulders squared and mask half-settled back into place, he stood and walked slowly back toward the house.

 

Notes:

This chapter is on the shorter side (about 1.2k words). Most of my longer chapters run between 5k–7k. I’m not sure which people generally prefer. Personally, when I’m binging a story, I like shorter chapters since they’re easier to digest, but when I’m waiting on updates, I enjoy longer chapters (for obvious reasons).

Would you prefer I start combining shorter chapters into longer ones? The flow might not be quite as smooth since I originally broke them up based on the plot, but it’s doable. Or, on the flip side, would you rather I break up my longer chapters into smaller ones?

Either way, this won’t change how often I post—I already have over 100 chapters drafted and I’m still writing. I try to post almost every day (otherwise this story would never get finished). The only other thing I’m mindful of is posting two chapters on the same day—I’d hate for people to miss the first one.

Chapter 45: New Moon: Race Against Time

Notes:

At this point, Zoe has been pregnant for about two months, though the pregnancy is supernaturally accelerated.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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It was starting to feel like Damon and Bonnie had taken over the Swan household.

Not intentionally. Not by force.

But it had happened all the same.

The dining room table had become Bonnie’s makeshift altar—grimoires spread out beside candle stubs, herbal pouches, and a chipped mug of cooling tea. Damon’s jacket was slung over the back of Charlie’s recliner, his boots abandoned by the door like he’d lived there for years. Their presence had grown so naturally invasive, it was as if the house had rearranged itself around them.

Charlie hadn’t questioned it. Not really.

Damon hadn’t compelled him or Bella to leave —only to stop asking questions, to accept Zoe’s illness as routine and unremarkable. But something must’ve gotten lost in translation. Lately, the chief had been spending more time at the station or fishing with old friends, his visits home brief and distracted, his eyes never quite settling on Zoe for too long.

And Bella—Bella had started spending her days down in La Push ever since school let out for the summer. She said she was visiting Jacob, but Damon could tell it was more about escape. The silence in the house had grown too loud. Too fragile. Too heavy.

It was easier for everyone to pretend the Swan-Clark household was still a place of mundane routine.

But inside, the truth was rotting beneath the surface. Zoe was dying upstairs. And they were running out of time.

The sound of the rain against the windows filled the silence between them. Bonnie leaned over the kitchen table, grimoires and printed pages scattered in front of her, eyes bloodshot from too many sleepless nights.

Damon paced near the sink, one hand rubbing his jaw.

Bonnie broke the silence. “I… had an idea,” she said quietly. “A last-ditch effort, so to speak.”

Damon froze mid-step, turning slowly to face her. “I’m listening.”

Bonnie hesitated, visibly struggling with the ethics even as she spoke. “You said your blood isn’t helping her. Not healing her. Not the way it should.”

Damon’s jaw clenched. “Yeah. Thanks for the reminder.”

“I’ve been going through everything we’ve found. There are old theories—about supernatural pregnancies, soul tethers, vampire physiology. There’s one option that keeps circling back.” She swallowed. “If you turned her…”

The air thickened instantly. Damon didn’t say a word. Just stared.

Bonnie continued, softly but firmly. “The baby wouldn’t survive. I know that. But Zoe might. Maybe. I don’t know for certain—her body’s already so weak, and the bond complicates things. Your blood might not be enough on its own, but... it’s the only shot we might have left.”

Still, Damon said nothing.

“I also found a spell,” Bonnie added. “One to induce labor. It’s dangerous. Could speed things up—if she was strong enough. Maybe we could get the thing out and heal her before it’s too late.”

Her voice cracked. “It’s a long shot. Everything is a long shot right now.”

Damon exhaled hard, finally moving again.

“So that’s it?” he asked. “Rip the thing out or turn her and hope to God she wakes up?”

Bonnie looked down. “I don’t see another way.”

Silence again. Then—

“You think Zoe would survive the transition?” Damon asked quietly.

Bonnie met his eyes. “I think... if anyone could, it’s her. But there’s no way to know.”

Damon stood straighter, expression sharpening.

“Screw the life sucker,” he growled. “We’re not losing her.”

Bonnie nodded once, slowly. “We’ll need to act soon. She’s almost out of time.”

 

Zoe was lying on her side, one arm curled beneath her head, the other resting limp on the bedspread. The green stone in her bracelet caught the light as her fingers turned it absentmindedly.

She looked up when Bonnie and Damon entered together.

“Jeez,” she croaked, voice raw from sleep. “You two coming in like that feels ominous. Who’s dying?”

The joke hung in the air like a lead weight.

No one laughed. Zoe blinked once—then let out a soft, rueful breath. “Right. It’s me.”

Damon sat on the edge of the bed, quiet. Bonnie stood just beside him, worry etched into every line of her face.

Zoe squinted at them. “Okay. What’s the bad idea you’re both ready to pitch like it’s Shark Tank?”

Bonnie hesitated. Damon didn’t.

“She found something,” he said. “A spell. And... an idea.”

Zoe raised a brow. “Is that why you’re both hovering like I might bite?”

“You’ve made worse decisions,” Damon muttered.

Bonnie gently placed her hand on the bed. “I think we might be able to end this. Fast. But there’s a cost.”

Zoe stilled.

“I can induce labor magically,” Bonnie said. “Speed things up. If we act fast, we might be able to remove it—” she refused to say ‘the baby’ “—before it kills you.”

“And if that doesn’t work?” Zoe asked, voice low.

“Then we turn you,” Damon said, blunt.

Bonnie’s jaw twitched at how harsh it sounded, but Zoe nodded slowly, processing.

“You’d die,” Damon added. “And maybe come back. If you’re strong enough.”

Zoe glanced between them. She could see it—the tightness in Damon’s shoulders, the way Bonnie’s hands had started to tremble. They’d come in prepared to beg her. To plead for her to choose herself. To fight the inevitable.

Instead, she just nodded again.

“I want to do it,” Zoe said. Her voice had the smallest thread of strength in it. “Whatever it takes. I’m not letting this thing win.”

Damon blinked. “That’s it? No argument? No throwing a pillow at my head?”

Zoe gave him the ghost of a smile. “I stopped throwing things when I couldn’t lift a hairbrush last week.”

Bonnie huffed a laugh that cracked halfway into a breathless sound of relief.

“But,” Zoe added, more serious now. “Before we do anything, I need to talk to my uncle.”

Damon’s expression shut down instantly. “Zoe—”

“He deserves to know,” she said quietly, but firmly. “Not the compulsion. Not the lie. The truth. Bella, too.”

Bonnie looked between them, tense.

“We can’t just keep pretending. It’s cruel,” Zoe continued. “They don’t know I’m dying. They just think I’m sick.”

Damon stood, pacing once. “You think they can handle it? You think Charlie will believe it? Because he won’t.”

“Maybe,” Zoe said, voice soft. “But he’ll listen. They love me. And if this goes south… he deserves more than a foggy memory of some made-up illness.” She looked at Damon, eyes clear for the first time in days. “I’m not leaving him behind in the dark.”

Bonnie touched Damon’s arm, grounding him.

Zoe took one breath. Then another. “I’ll tell him tonight.”

And with one decision, the course of Charlie Swan’s life began to change—whether he was ready or not.

 

The sound of the cruiser pulling into the driveway was so normal, so routine, that it almost didn’t register.

Zoe sat on the couch in the living room, the blanket wrapped tight around her frail shoulders like armor. She hadn’t been able to make it down from the attic on her own—hadn’t in weeks, really. Damon had carried her, as he always did now. It had become routine in the strangest, softest way: no protests, no dramatic sighs—just steady arms and a silent promise he never spoke aloud.

Her bracelet caught the last gold of the evening light, the green stone dulled, like sea glass rubbed smooth by time and tide. She fiddled with it absently, a motion as reflexive as breathing.

Damon stood near the far wall, arms crossed, eyes sharp, his expression carved from marble—but the tension in his posture, the way his gaze never strayed far from Zoe, told another story. He didn’t hover, but he was there. Always.

Bonnie lingered in the kitchen, the weight of what was about to happen pressing heavily on her shoulders. She didn’t speak, didn’t need to.

They were all just waiting for the door to open.

The front door creaked open.

Charlie’s voice came first. “Bells, you grab the mail?”

“Yeah,” Bella replied dully, flipping through the small stack as she followed him inside. Her eyes were tired, her hair pulled back in a messy braid—an improvement from how she’d been before Damon’s compulsion, but not by much. Grief still clung to her like a second skin.

Charlie’s keys jangled as he dropped them in the dish by the door. He looked up and saw Zoe sitting upright, awake and alert.

“Well hey, kid,” he said, his voice lifting. “You’re out of bed. That’s a good sign.”

Bella looked up then too, pausing. Something in Zoe’s eyes must have struck her, because she froze mid-step.

Zoe didn’t smile.

“Can we talk?” she asked, her voice quiet but steady. “All of us?”

Charlie blinked. “Uh... sure.” His brow furrowed. “Everything alright?”

“No,” Zoe said honestly. “But I need you to hear me out. No interruptions.”

Charlie looked between his niece and the two people flanking the room—Damon, sharp as glass, and Bonnie, wide-eyed and tense. He set his hat down slowly on the entry table.

Bella’s voice cracked into the silence. “What’s going on?”

Zoe took a deep breath and sat straighter, wrapping her fingers around the edge of the blanket.

“I’ve been lying to you,” she said. “Both of you. Not because I wanted to... but because I was scared.”

Charlie stepped forward, suddenly alert. “Zoe…”

The walls of the Swan household, which had held grief, memory, and silence for so long—prepared to hold something else entirely: The truth.

Damon moved. Smooth. Efficient. Controlled. But underneath the calm was urgency. He stepped forward, intercepting Charlie before he could take more than two steps into the room. “You’re going to want to sit down,” Damon said.

Charlie blinked. “What is—?”

Damon’s eyes met his. “Look at me.”

Charlie froze.

Behind him, Bella had just opened her mouth to speak—but Damon turned to her next. “You too, Bells.”

There was no fanfare. No glowing eyes, no dramatic music. Just a subtle shift, like gravity tilting.

“You’re going to remember everything.” Damon said, voice low but steady. “You’ll know Zoe’s been sick. You’ll see what’s been happening right in front of you.”

A breath passed. Charlie’s eyes blinked rapidly. Bella inhaled sharply, like surfacing after weeks underwater.

“But you’re going to stay calm,” Damon continued, voice threading power through every syllable. “You’re not going to leave this room. You’re not going to interrupt. You’re going to listen to what Zoe has to say. Every word. And then you’ll decide what comes next.”

Both father and daughter blinked again—dazed, but aware now. Bella’s mouth parted, panic surfacing just beneath her expression. Charlie stared at Zoe, chest rising and falling like he’d been punched.

Zoe’s voice was small but firm from the couch. She tugged the blanket higher on her shoulders, her voice shaking but determined.

“It’s okay,” she told them. “I should’ve told you earlier.“This is going to sound insane. But it’s the truth. All of it.”

Damon stepped back, rejoining his silent post near the wall, though his entire body remained coiled like a wire—watching, waiting, ready if either of them broke.

And then she began.

She looked between Charlie and Bella—both now blinking like the fog had just lifted.

“I’m sorry,” she said softly. “I… I know it must feel like everything’s coming at you all at once, but we didn’t have time. I don’t have time.”

Charlie’s jaw worked as he looked between Zoe, Damon, and Bonnie. “What’s going on?” he asked, the growl in his voice barely restrained.

Zoe smiled sadly. “There’s so much I haven’t told you.” She flinched as pain lanced through her stomach—and Damon was instantly at her side, helping her adjust without a word.

Bella was already pale, mouth open. “How…?”

“Damon is a vampire,” Bonnie said quietly, settling into the chair beside Zoe’s couch. Her tone was steady—well-practiced, almost gentle.

“That’s not possible,” Bella muttered, shaking her head.

“Zoe,” Charlie pressed, ignoring his daughter now. “Talk to me.”

Zoe exhaled shakily, rubbing her thumb over the green stone in her bracelet. “It started back in Mystic Falls,” she said, her voice tired but clear. “Not with this—” she gestured weakly to her body “—but with who I am.”

Her eyes flicked to Bella and then back to her uncle. “You remember how my dad used to say the Clark women had unlucky blood? Turns out, that wasn’t just a joke. I’m what’s called a doppelgänger. I’m born to look exactly like someone else from centuries ago. There’s only supposed to be one of us alive at any given time.”

Charlie looked like he wanted to interrupt—but Damon’s compulsion still held.

“In Mystic Falls,” Zoe continued, “being a doppelgänger is dangerous. There are people—vampires, witches, werewolves—who either want to use us or kill us. I thought I could outrun that. Start over here. Be normal.” She gave a hollow laugh. “Didn’t work.” Then her voice dropped. “I made a mistake.”

She looked at Bella with guilt in her eyes. “A huge one.”

Damon didn’t move, but his jaw tightened.

“I trusted the wrong person,” Zoe said quietly. “I thought he was just… someone safe. Older. Kind. He listened.” Her eyes dropped to her lap, voice barely above a whisper. “It was one time. I was on birth control. But a week later, I got sick. Really sick. And then… I started showing.”

Charlie’s eyes dropped to her stomach—he hadn’t looked directly at it until now—and he blanched.

“We don’t know exactly what’s inside her,” Bonnie said gently. “But it’s supernatural. And it’s killing her.”

Bella’s hand covered her mouth, eyes filling with horror.

Zoe looked at Damon. “Can you...?”

Damon nodded reluctantly. “I met Zoe in Mystic Falls. Things happened. Magic happened. And to save her life, her soul was tied to mine. We’re bonded now—soul tethered. But my blood, which should be healing her, isn’t working.”

Bonnie picked up where he left off. “We’ve tried everything. Spells. Potions. Even a medical abortion—it didn’t work. The pregnancy is accelerating. If we don’t act fast…”

Zoe finished for her, voice rough but determined. “I’ll die.”

Charlie’s face twisted. “No. There has to be another way.”

Zoe looked at him. “There’s not. We’re out of time. Bonnie has a spell to induce labor—but if it fails, the last option is for Damon to turn me. The fetus wouldn’t survive, but I might.” 

Bella’s eyes welled with tears. “Zoe…” She breathed.

“I’m okay with that,” she added. “I never wanted to be a mother. I wanted to be the last in my line. And I sure as hell didn’t want this.

Charlie looked stricken. “The father—”

“I can’t reach him,” Zoe said. “He left. Changed his number.” She hesitated. “He didn’t know.”

There was a beat of silence.

Then Bella’s breath caught in her throat. “Oh my god.”

Charlie turned sharply. “Bella?”

Her eyes were wide—fearful, guilt-ridden. “I… I think I know who it is.” Bella looked at Zoe, voice barely above a whisper. “It’s Carlisle. Carlisle Cullen, isn’t it?”

Zoe didn’t answer. She didn’t have to.

Damon’s eyes sharpened. He’d spent over a century reading people, sensing hesitation like a second heartbeat.

“You know something,” he said, voice cool and flat. “Something about him. Something that might explain this.” He gestured toward Zoe, toward the barely visible curve of her stomach beneath the blanket. “This thing growing inside her.”

“I…” Bella hesitated. Her mouth opened, but no sound came out.

Damon moved, fast—too fast. One moment across the room, the next standing directly in front of her, blue eyes blazing.

Bella stumbled back, gasping. “I can’t—”

“Damon.” Bonnie’s voice snapped through the air like a whip. “You’re scaring her.”

She stepped forward, placing a steadying hand on Bella’s arm. “We know it’s a lot. But if you know something that can help Zoe—even the smallest thing—we need you to tell us.”

Bella looked torn, glancing between Bonnie, Damon, her father, and finally Zoe—pale and shaking on the couch.

“She’s dying,” Damon said, low and quiet now. Not cruel, just true. “And if we don’t get answers, I’m going to have to turn her. Do you really want that? Do you want her to become something she never asked to be?”

Bella’s eyes filled with tears. “They said they were vampires,” she said at last, reluctantly. “But they weren’t like… you.” Her voice trembled. “Their skin was hard, like stone. Cold. And in the sun, they… they sparkled. Like diamonds.”

Charlie’s brows furrowed, but he didn’t interrupt.

“They said they didn’t feed on humans—not the Cullens, anyway,” Bella added quickly. “They called themselves vegetarians. Said they only drank from animals.”

“Bunny hunters,” Damon muttered.

She looked down, guilt pressing heavy on her expression. “They didn’t want anyone to know what they were. They made me promise.”

Zoe closed her eyes, jaw clenched tight.

“And yet they left her to die,” Damon muttered.

Zoe's voice was iron. “He left me to deal with this alone. That whole family just disappeared. They knew.”

Bonnie stood and walked to the desk. “There’s something else,” she said, pulling out a printout from Alaric’s research. She handed it to Charlie.

Charlie stared at the image. A grotesque, ancient depiction of a child tearing its way out of its mother’s womb. Bella made a sound—half-sob, half-gasp.

“This is going to happen?” she whispered.

“We don’t know,” Bonnie said honestly. “But we know it’s possible.”

Charlie closed his eyes. “You’re telling me we’re out of options?”

“Not completely,” Bonnie said. “We still have one plan left. But it’s dangerous.”

Zoe nodded. “It might kill me. But so will waiting.”

“You don’t get to decide that,” Charlie snapped suddenly. “You don’t get to just give up. Bonnie—you keep looking. You dig through every book, every scroll, every damn page Ric has.” He turned to Bella. “Try again. Call them. Email. Track them down.”

Then, to Damon and Zoe, his voice low and heavy: “And I want the full story. From start to finish.”

The room was silent.

Zoe leaned back, exhausted.

But something in her eyes—something resilient—still burned.

 

That night, after Zoe finally drifted into a fragile sleep—Bonnie curled beside her, one hand loosely linked with Zoe’s as if she could anchor her there—Damon stepped quietly out of the room. His shoulders were stiff, jaw locked as if holding the weight of every second they were losing.

Downstairs, the house had settled into uneasy silence. But it didn’t feel still. It felt like everything was waiting to collapse.

Charlie was already in the kitchen, a beer in hand. He didn’t look up when Damon entered—just cracked open another bottle and slid it across the counter.

Damon caught it, took a swig, and leaned back against the fridge.

Charlie finally broke the silence. “So you’re a vampire,” he said flatly. “And she’s a witch.”

Damon raised a brow. “I know. Sounds like the setup to a bad joke.”

Charlie exhaled through his nose. “Where does Zoe fit in? Why her?”

Damon’s fingers tightened slightly around the bottle. “We dated,” he said, voice even. “Sort of. It wasn’t exactly simple.”

He looked away for a moment, as if sorting through too many memories.

“But we were friends first. She’s… Zoe. She’s not like anyone I’ve ever known.” He paused. “She was born into this. Not by choice. Just fate, I guess.”

Charlie’s brow creased. “Fate?”

“There was a curse,” Damon said. “Old. Powerful. Tied to an Original vampire—a real nightmare named Klaus. He needed very specific ingredients to break it. One of them was a girl. A doppelgänger. And there were two girls who fit that description.” He looked up. “Zoe was one of them.”

Charlie set the beer down too hard on the counter. “You’re saying this Klaus bastard hunted her?”

Damon was quiet for a moment. “Worse.” He finally met Charlie’s eyes. “Your brother-in-law did everything he could to keep her safe. But he couldn’t protect her from everything. He wasn’t... equipped. In the end, he was just human and—”

“He was a good man,” Charlie said sharply.

“He was a human man,” Damon replied, not unkindly. “And he gave Zoe the best shot he could.” He hesitated. “Your sister did too.”

Charlie’s head snapped up. “She knew?”

Damon gave a short nod. “It’s what killed her,” he said quietly. “She went to a witch to protect Zoe. It didn’t go her way.”

Silence pressed in, the soft tick of the kitchen clock suddenly loud.

“When Zoe was attacked a few months ago…” Charlie started.

Damon winced. “Yeah. The Mystic Falls mess didn’t stay gone for long.” He sighed. “It’s complicated. But the person who hurt her—he’s dead. I saw it.”

Another long pause.

Charlie’s voice dropped. “I keep thinking I should be angry. At you. At her. At this whole thing.” He looked down at the condensation on the beer bottle in his hand. “But all I feel is useless. Like I’ve been living in the dark while everyone else has been fighting monsters.”

Damon’s expression shifted slightly—something between understanding and guilt. “Welcome to the club,” he said quietly. “We’ve got T-shirts.”

Charlie let out a quiet, humorless laugh. Then, his voice dropped. “Is she going to make it?”

Damon looked down at the beer in his hand, then past it—toward the ceiling, toward the girl he hadn’t left alone for more than a few hours in months.

“I don’t know,” he admitted.

And that silence said everything.

 

The soft hum of her laptop was the only sound in the room. Bella sat cross-legged on her bed, the glow of the screen painting her face in pale blue light. Her phone lay beside her, its screen blank, her call history nothing but a list of unanswered attempts.

Rosalie’s number — still ringing. Everyone else — disconnected. Shut out like the Cullens had never existed.

Bella clenched her jaw and opened her email.

To: [email protected], [email protected]

Subject: Please. This is important.

Her fingers hovered over the keyboard before she finally began to type.

I don’t know where you are. I don’t know why you left the way you did. But I need help.

I can’t explain it all here. Not like this. But it’s serious. And if you ignore this—if you choose not to answer—
You’ll regret it.

I’m not saying this to be cruel. I’m saying it because it’s the truth.

Bella stared at the blinking cursor.

The email was finished. Her finger hovered over send , but something twisted in her gut—grief, maybe. Or guilt. Or both.

Her mind flashed to a day that felt like a lifetime ago:  Edward had been playing for her in that sun-drenched room. She remembered wandering the Cullen house, how quiet it had felt even when full of people who didn’t breathe. And there, on top of his grand piano, was a photo she’d never forgotten.

Emmett with his usual grin, arms slung around Rosalie’s shoulders. Carlisle standing tall in the center, h Edward next to his father, serious and beautiful. And next to Carlisle—someone Bella hadn’t recognized then, but would never forget now. Zoe Cullen. The first Zoe. Smiling like the world wasn’t on fire around her.

Bella blinked back the memory and looked again at what she’d written. Her hands trembled slightly as she added the final lines:

If you don’t answer, I don’t know if we’ll come back from this. And I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to forgive you.

Please. Just call me. 

Bella

She hit send.

Bella stared at the screen for a long time before slowly closing the laptop. The quiet around her felt heavier than ever.

 

Notes:

I wanted Charlie’s introduction to the supernatural to feel just right, balancing his confusion, shock and disbelief. This revelation will ultimately bring him, Bella, and Zoe closer together. Bella chooses Zoe over the Cullens by revealing their secret—a decision that will create tension in her relationship with the Cullens when they return. From that point on, Bella will put Zoe first, especially after learning what her younger cousin has endured.

Chapter 46: New Moon: A Plan

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The smell of coffee and overcooked toast lingered in the Swan kitchen. Charlie sat at the table, flipping the newspaper more for routine than interest. Bella stirred her cereal without eating much of it.

The weight of the night before still hadn’t lifted.

Damon strolled in, looking like he hadn’t slept—which, of course, he hadn’t. He grabbed a mug, poured himself some coffee, and leaned casually against the counter. His eyes flicked between them.

“You hear back from any of the Cullens?” he asked Bella, keeping his voice easy.

She hesitated, then shook her head. “No. No one’s answered yet.” Her tone was quiet, clipped. “Rosalie’s the only one whose phone still rings. She’s not picking up.”

Damon raised an eyebrow but didn’t press. He took a slow sip.

Bella, still watching him, blurted out, “How did you become a vampire?”

Charlie lowered the paper slightly, his interest piqued.

Damon didn’t answer right away. His eyes lingered on the steam rising from his mug. “To become a vampire, you have to die with vampire blood in your system,” he said eventually. “I was... dating one. She fed me her blood. Then my father shot me in the chest.”

Charlie’s jaw tensed. “Jesus.”

Bella blinked. “Your dad…?”

“Yeah,” Damon said flatly. “We weren’t exactly a Hallmark family.” Then he glanced at Charlie, smirking faintly. “Before you ask, I’m 165. Give or take.”

Charlie blinked. “You don’t look a day over 25.”

“Vampire perks.” Damon shrugged. “Unlike my brother, I don’t throw birthday parties.”

Bella bit her lip. “The Cullens… it’s different. I think. Carlisle said something about venom. When he turned Edward, it took three days. It was... painful. Like fire under your skin.”

Damon made a face. “That sounds awful. Not like us. Turning’s fast. It’s the hunger afterward that kills—not the transition.”

Charlie stiffened slightly. “So you… feed off humans?”

Damon’s smirk turned sly. “Catch and release, mostly. I’ve been on the blood bag diet since getting to Forks. Scout’s honor, Chief.”

Bella shifted. “Will it hurt her?” she asked softly. “If you turn her?”

Damon’s humor vanished. He set his mug down and leaned against the counter. “I don’t know.” His voice was honest, flat. “I’ve never heard of anyone turning while pregnant. But if we do it…” he glanced at Bella, “it’s quick. I’ll snap her neck. It’s... peaceful, as deaths go.”

Bella flinched. Charlie looked horrified.

“But,” Damon continued, more quietly now, “I’ll feel it. I feel everything Zoe does. Through the bond.”

“The bond,” Charlie repeated, brow furrowed. “That’s the thing that… ties your lives together?”

“Yeah,” Damon said. “Magical loophole. Long story. Basically, if she goes, I go.” He hesitated, then added, “I didn’t want it at first. But if I had to be tied to someone… I’m glad it’s her.”

There was a pause, heavy with unspoken things.

“She’s my best friend,” Damon said. “First real one I’ve had in decades. Maybe ever.” He looked down at the table, jaw tight. “If there were another way, I’d take it. If I could trade places with her, I would. In a heartbeat.”

Bella’s eyes shimmered.

“I don’t believe in soulmates,” Damon said after a beat. “But if they exist… I think Zoe’s mine. Not romantically. She’s just… part of me now. Whether I wanted that or not.”

He looked at Charlie—something vulnerable in his usually guarded gaze. “We didn’t want this for her. But we’re gonna do whatever it takes to save her. You have my word on that.”

Charlie studied him in silence, then finally nodded once.

No one had touched their breakfast.

 

Zoe lay propped up against a nest of pillows in the living room, a throw blanket tucked around her frail form. The windows were cracked to let in the breeze, but she still looked pale beneath the sunlight.

Charlie sat stiffly in the armchair across from her, holding her hand in both of his. His eyes kept straying to the curve of her stomach, his jaw working like he wanted to say something but couldn’t find the words.

Bella sat on the edge of the couch beside her, silent, a glass of water in her hands that Zoe hadn’t touched.

“I keep thinking if I just... sit here long enough, I’ll figure out how to help,” Bella murmured.

Zoe managed a faint, tired smile. “You being here helps. You knowing helps.”

Charlie shook his head slightly. “It doesn’t feel like enough.” He looked at Zoe, voice low. “I should’ve seen this. Should’ve known something was wrong.”

“You couldn’t have,” Zoe whispered. “None of this is normal. It’s not your fault.”

Her thumb moved over the green stone on her bracelet—slow, methodical, a motion Bella had seen her repeat a hundred times.

Downstairs, Bonnie and Damon were in the kitchen. The quiet hum of their voices had turned sharp—tense with frustration, urgency.

“I don’t even know what I’m hoping for anymore,” Bella said, her voice strained. “That the Cullens come back? That they actually know something?”

“They’d better,” Charlie muttered. “If they had anything to do with this, they owe you.” His voice wavered. “They owe her.”

Zoe opened her mouth to reply, but her breath caught. She tensed.

“Zoe?” Bella leaned forward. “What is it?”

Zoe curled in on herself, one hand clutching the edge of the blanket, the other reaching blindly toward her stomach.

Charlie was already on his feet. “Zoe—?”

Then she gasped, a sharp, strangled sound, and began coughing—wet, hacking, her whole body shaking. Blood sprayed her palm. Her eyes fluttered wide with panic.

Bella screamed. “Damon!”

Downstairs, something shattered.

In a blur, Damon was there, taking the stairs two at a time before anyone else could move. His face was pale, eyes sharp.

Bonnie!” he shouted as he reached Zoe’s side. “Move!” he barked at Charlie and Bella, who stumbled back in shock.

Damon dropped to his knees, cradling Zoe’s limp frame. Her bracelet slipped halfway off her wrist.

“Zoe—Zo, look at me—” his voice cracked. “Come on, no.

Bonnie’s footsteps hit the stairs just as Damon brushed sweat-damp hair from Zoe’s face.

“She’s fading,” Bonnie said as she dropped beside them, her hands already glowing. “Her ribs—another one must’ve cracked or worse.”

Zoe convulsed, her head lolling.

“We have to do something now,” Bonnie snapped, fear finally seeping into her voice.

Bonnie pressed firm hands over Zoe’s abdomen, sweat beading on her forehead. Her eyes squeezed tightly shut as she chanted, magic humming sharp and electric through the room. Damon hovered just behind her, holding Zoe’s hand tightly, his other palm cradling her clammy cheek.

Zoe didn’t respond—barely breathing, lips parted, her pulse a flutter beneath her skin.

Bonnie’s voice was low, steady, incanting words in a language older than the house they stood in. The spell lit up her arms, threads of magic tightening and spinning into the air around them.

Nothing happened.

Damon felt it first— nothing. No shift. No reaction. No change in the life sucker. The spell didn’t take.

“Come on,” Bonnie growled under her breath, trying again—harder this time, louder. Magic pulsed from her in waves that made the light fixtures above them flicker.

Zoe shuddered, once. But the bump stayed firm and unmoved. No labor. No separation. No sign that the fetus even noticed.

Bonnie's hands dropped suddenly. The light vanished from her skin like breath sucked from a flame.

Damon leaned over Zoe, panicked. “Bonnie

“It didn’t work.” Bonnie’s voice was small. Devastated. “The spell… It didn’t—she’s still…” Her voice broke.

Zoe gasped faintly, like surfacing from deep water, but her eyes didn’t open.

Charlie, standing by the doorway, knuckles white against the frame, stepped forward like a man walking through a nightmare.

“You have a plan, right?” he said. “You have to have a plan?”

Bonnie looked up at him, stricken.

“I’m out of spells,” she said. “That was our best shot. It was supposed to force the labor—to separate them long enough to turn her if we had to—but whatever’s inside her…” She shook her head. “It’s not letting go.”

Charlie’s breath caught. “You mean—”

“She’s still alive,” Damon said quickly, fiercely. “Don’t—don’t write her off.” He was gripping Zoe’s wrist now, gently, like he could anchor her to this world just by holding on.

“Barely,” Bonnie whispered.

Charlie’s voice rose, raw with desperation. “So what do we do now? We just wait? Watch her die? That’s it?”

“No.” Damon’s tone was dangerous, his eyes dark. “We find something else. There has to be something else.”

Bonnie swallowed hard, already mentally scanning every grimoire she’d left scattered across the house. “I’ll keep looking,” she said, trying to believe it. “I have to keep looking.”

Damon turned his gaze back to Zoe. She hadn’t stirred, hadn’t made a sound. The only movement was the faint flicker of her bracelet catching the light.

“You hang in there, Zo,” he whispered. “Don’t let that thing win. Not yet.”

 

The porch boards creaked beneath Damon’s boots as he stepped outside, the air thick with pine and heat, but he barely registered it. The sunlight filtered weakly through the trees—Forks never had enough of it anyway.

His hands trembled slightly, the aftershock of Bonnie’s failed spell vibrating through the bond. Zoe was still alive, but just barely, and it felt like holding onto a thread soaked in oil—slipping, slipping, slipping.

He braced both hands on the railing, head hanging low. His jaw ached from how tightly he’d been clenching it.

This can’t be it.

Not like this.

The silence buzzed. His thoughts raced. Then—faint, unwanted, but unshakable—a memory slithered into his mind.

Cold metal tables. Blinding lights. Needles. Screams.

The Augustine Society .

That was the last time he’d felt pain like this—cell-deep, soul-rotting. He shut his eyes, his face twisting.

They’d been monsters. Human ones. Scientists who turned vampires into puzzles to be solved and broken. They’d dissected him, tested him, catalogued every shred of pain they could cause. Turned him into a number in a cage. A lab rat. A broken thing with no name.

But they knew things.

Vampire anatomy. Bonds. Regeneration. Mutation. Hybrids. They understood the impossible because they forced it into existence.

Damon’s breath caught in his throat.

He opened his eyes. Stared into the treeline. His jaw locked into place.

It was horrifying. It was desperate. It went against everything in him.

But he couldn’t shake the thought.

He hated them. He’d spent years suppressing those memories, wishing that part of his life had never happened.

But now...

Suddenly, he had a plan.

 

Out of everyone still conscious in the Swan-Clark home, only Bonnie Bennett understood that Damon Salvatore going missing was either a very good—or a very, very bad —thing.

But she also knew Damon. Knew him too well.

He wouldn’t leave Zoe. Not for long. Not unless he had a reason. Not unless he had a plan.

And he did.

The front door creaked open just after sunrise, soft and deliberate. Bonnie was already waiting in the hallway when Damon stepped through it, a duffel bag slung over one shoulder, dark and unfamiliar, but ominous in a way that made her stomach twist.

She took one look at his face—tight, unreadable—and her blood ran cold. “Where did you go?” she asked carefully.

Damon didn’t answer her.

He turned instead toward the kitchen, where Charlie and Bella sat at the table, both exhausted but alert. Charlie’s gaze sharpened immediately. Bella stood halfway.

“You’re going to want to leave,” Damon said flatly, not even bothering to soften the edges. “You really don’t want to be here for what happens next.”

Bella blinked, clearly uneasy. “What does that mean—”

Charlie was already rising to his feet, but he didn’t move toward the door. “She’s my niece,” he said evenly. “I’m not leaving her again.”

Damon met his gaze, something quiet and almost respectful flickering there.

Charlie turned to his daughter. “Bells, go to Billy’s. Take the truck. Stay out of this until I call.”

“Dad—”

“I mean it,” Charlie said, firmer now. “You’ll be safer there.”

Bella hesitated, torn—but the look on Damon’s face sealed it. This wasn’t something anyone could argue with.

She nodded slowly, grabbed her bag, and left without another word.

Only when the door shut behind her did Bonnie speak again, her voice lower.

Bonnie’s voice cut through the tension like a scalpel. “What’s in the bag, Damon?”

He didn’t answer right away—just shifted the weight on his shoulder, the duffel strap creaking under his grip. His eyes didn’t meet hers. “A solution.”

Charlie stepped closer, arms crossed. “What kind of solution?”

Damon finally looked between them—one hand gripping the bag tighter, his voice like flint striking steel.

“The kind no one wants to use.”

 

Chapter 47: New Moon: The Last Doppelganger

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The television hummed in the background of the Black home, some rerun of an old action movie flashing colors across the dim living room. Jacob lounged on the couch beside Bella, legs sprawled, attention split between the screen and the girl beside him.

Bella wasn’t watching. Her eyes were locked on her phone—screen dark, clutched tight like it might vanish if she let go. She hadn’t said much since she showed up half an hour ago. Just… walked in. Still in her pajamas. Pale. Silent.

Billy had opened the door, taken one look at her, and rolled himself aside without asking questions.

Jacob hadn’t pushed either. He just turned on the TV and let it run, casting occasional glances her way, but keeping whatever thoughts he had to himself.

Bella didn’t notice the explosions on screen or the way Jacob kept shifting like he wanted to ask something. She just kept staring at her phone, waiting for a call she didn’t know if she wanted… or if it would come at all.

Billy rolled into the room now, resting his hands on the rims of his chair. His eyes flicked from Jacob to Bella, then to the muted TV. “How are things at home?”

Bella answered too fast. “Fine.”

Jacob lifted an eyebrow but didn’t say anything.

Billy didn’t press. “You’re welcome to stay as long as you need.”

Bella nodded, eyes still on her phone. “Thanks.”

Jacob turned back to the screen. “Want me to put something else on?”

She shook her head. “No. It’s fine.”

But she couldn’t relax. Every nerve in her body was coiled, waiting. For a call, for a text, for some kind of update she wasn’t sure she even wanted to hear.

Some part of her knew—when that phone finally lit up, everything might change. And maybe not for the better.

 

The room was dim, curtains drawn against the midday sun like they could shut out the fear closing in.

Zoe lay bundled on the couch, skin pale against the blanket wrapped tightly around her. Bonnie stood near the fireplace, arms folded, jaw tense. Charlie lingered by the edge of the room, as if standing any closer would make this more real.

Damon stood at the center, that worn duffel bag finally open beside him. Hospital-grade medical instruments glinted dully inside.

“We’ve tried everything,” Damon said, his voice too calm to be comforting. “Except cutting it out.”

Charlie turned to him sharply, eyes wide. “Are you out of your mind?” His voice cracked with the force of it. “She’s not some experiment—she’s my niece.”

But Damon didn’t look at him. He looked at Zoe, and only her.

She stared back—silent, unreadable. Her bracelet shimmered weakly on her wrist where it rested against the blanket, the green stone dulled by low light and exhaustion.

Bonnie didn’t speak. Didn’t move. Her silence was an answer.

Charlie stepped forward. “No. Absolutely not. We’ll find another way—there has to be something we’ve missed.”

Zoe’s voice, when it finally came, was soft but steady. “No, we won’t.”

Charlie stopped.

She shifted slightly, pain ghosting across her face as she breathed. “We’ve tried everything. The spell didn’t work. The blood isn’t working. This thing’s killing me and you all know it.”

Damon’s jaw clenched, but he said nothing.

“So we’re gonna do it.” Zoe’s eyes flicked to Bonnie, then Damon, then back to her uncle. “Because I’m not dying in this couch while everyone else keeps hoping for a miracle that’s not coming.”

Charlie’s hands curled into fists. “Zoe—”

“I’m sixteen years old, Uncle Charlie. I don’t want to die.” Her voice cracked on the last word, raw and real. She swallowed hard, then added softer, but no less firm. “You don’t have to watch. But I need you to let them try.”

There was a long pause.

Bonnie exhaled, slow and pained, and stepped toward the bag.

Damon didn’t move—just met Zoe’s eyes and gave a single, grim nod.

They had a plan now. A terrible one. But it was the only one left.

 

Charlie tensed as Damon bit into his own wrist and pressed it to Zoe’s mouth, feeding her his blood.

He flinched—hard—when Zoe’s neck snapped between Damon’s hands. The sound was clean, efficient, and final.

“How long… if it worked, how long?” Charlie asked, his voice a low rasp.

“A few hours at most,” Bonnie said gently, already unfurling a towel across Zoe’s stomach. Her fingers were steady, but her jaw was tight.

“Damon.” She extended a small surgical knife toward him.

Charlie’s stomach twisted. “What are you doing?”

Damon didn’t meet his eyes. His mouth was a grim, unreadable line as he took the blade. “Cutting the life sucker out before she turns,” he said.

Charlie stepped forward instinctively. “She’s already dead—”

“She’s not dead.” Bonnie’s voice was calm but firm. “Not yet. Damon would be dead if she were. But if she turns while that thing’s still inside her... it could kill her. This is her best chance.” 

The room went silent.

“You can go, Charlie,” she added, more gently.

“No.” Charlie stood his ground, arms crossed even as his hands shook. “I can…I need to be here. I need to make sure Zoe’s okay.”

Damon and Bonnie exchanged a brief glance. They didn’t argue.

Zoe’s body lay eerily still. The green stone on her bracelet glinted faintly beneath her wrist.

Damon exhaled once, sharp and shaky, then lowered the blade.

He worked quickly, making a clean incision across Zoe’s lower abdomen. His hands didn’t tremble—he’d seen worse, done worse—but the sight of blood spilling from her skin pulled something dark from his memory. Cold metal tables. Lights. Screams.

He blinked the past away.

Focus. This wasn’t then. This was Zoe.

He reached inside.

And then froze.

“Bonnie,” he muttered.

Bonnie was already at his side, towel in hand. She took one look at his expression and tensed.

Damon gently pulled the baby free. It was... whole. Pink-skinned. Alive. “She was two months pregnant,” he whispered. “This… this isn’t possible.”

Bonnie stepped forward, taking the infant into her arms. Her eyes flicked to Damon, then to Charlie. “Charlie—get a towel,” she ordered. “Now.”

Charlie scrambled, grabbing one from the dresser, hands numb.

“What is it?” he asked, voice shaking.

Bonnie held the baby up slightly. It squirmed—just barely. A faint noise came from its throat.

“It has a heartbeat,” Damon said, stunned.

Bonnie stared down at it, wide-eyed. “Damon… give her to me. I’ll handle it.”

Damon’s hand snapped out, grabbing her wrist.

“Handle it?” he demanded.

Bonnie’s eyes flashed. “I’m not going to kill it!” she snapped. “I’m going to figure out how to care for a newborn that just came from a supernatural emergency C-section. Jesus, Damon!”

She took a breath, grounding herself. “Take care of Zoe. I’ve got this.”

 

Bonnie laid the baby on the kitchen counter, cushioned carefully with clean towels. She’d sterilized a bowl of warm water, but her hands were still shaking slightly.

"Okay," she murmured, more to herself than the infant. "Let's see what the hell you are."

The baby didn’t cry—hadn’t cried since Damon pulled it out. That alone was unsettling. Its chest rose and fell with shallow breaths, and its eyes blinked open—gray, like Zoe’s.

Too focused. Too aware.

Bonnie hesitated, then touched two fingers to its tiny forehead. A spell rose to her lips—gentle, probing. Just enough to test for magic, for residue, for anything supernatural.

The moment her magic brushed against the child’s skin, a shock slammed through her system.

Bonnie reeled back, gasping. Her palm tingled with leftover static, her vision swimming for a second. “What the hell—”

The baby stared at her. Unblinking.

Bonnie’s heart pounded—not out of fear, but awe. This didn’t feel like a child. Not just a child.

It felt like… power. Old, deep—but not cruel. Not dark. Just… raw. Untamed. New. Like sunlight barely contained in skin.

“You’re not just a life sucker, are you?” she whispered, voice dry.

Its tiny fingers twitched. The air seemed to pull inward for a moment—just a flicker of gravity bending—and then returned to normal.

Bonnie swallowed.

There was no denying it now: this child, whatever it was, wasn’t human. Not vampire. Not witch. Something new. Something born of magic and impossibility.

She wrapped it quickly, carefully—like a bomb.

And yet, as she held it, the child leaned ever so slightly toward her chest, its body warm, weight small. Just a baby. Just a baby.

“I don’t know what you are,” Bonnie whispered, voice trembling with awe as she looked down at the baby swaddled in towels, “but you’re hers. And that means I’ve got you, too.”

She brushed a thumb over the baby’s brow, gentle, reverent. “We’ll figure this out. Together.”

Still, she cradled it. Still, she kept it safe.

Because Zoe had nearly died, and whatever this baby was… it was a part of her. And right now, Bonnie Bennett was the only line between it and everyone else.

 

Charlie descended the stairs slowly, his boots soft against the worn wood. The house was quieter than it had been in weeks—no raised voices, no hurried footsteps, just a thick, almost sacred stillness.

Bonnie sat on the couch, the baby cradled gently in her arms. Swaddled in towels and half-shadow, it didn’t look like a life-sucker. It looked… peaceful. Breathing slow and steady, impossibly normal.

She didn’t look up. Just rocked, almost instinctively. “How’s it going upstairs?”

Charlie rubbed the back of his neck, eyes tired. “Damon finished.” A pause. “Sewed her back up.”

Bonnie finally glanced at him, her expression unreadable. “She’s strong.”

“She’s a Clark,” Charlie murmured. It was as much a fact as it was a prayer.

Silence fell again, but it wasn’t uncomfortable.

Then Bonnie said quietly, “Do you want to hold her?”

Charlie stiffened at the offer, glancing down at the small bundle in Bonnie’s arms. “I don’t know,” he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. “It’s just…”

He trailed off. His eyes flicked toward the ceiling—toward Zoe. The silence hung there, heavy with everything he wasn’t saying.

Bonnie didn’t press. She just looked at him for a long moment, then back down at the baby who blinked slowly, as if sensing the quiet weight in the room. “She’s just a baby,” Bonnie said softly. “No matter what else is true—this part, right now, is simple.”

Charlie swallowed, shifting his stance. “Right. Yeah.”

Bonnie adjusted slightly and extended the baby again. “Support the neck,” she murmured.

Charlie hesitated only a second longer before taking the small bundle into his arms. He held the baby gingerly, like they might shatter.

The baby blinked up at him, no teeth, no claws—just soft skin and tiny fingers curled into fists.

“…She’s warm,” Charlie said, almost to himself.

Bonnie smiled faintly, leaning back. “Yeah. That surprised me, too.”

They both sat back in the stillness, the air around them softening—just a little.

The baby stirred, a soft noise escaping, like a sigh. Charlie’s jaw worked. Then, slowly, he held her closer.

She had Zoe’s mouth. That stubborn curve. And a softness that didn’t feel supernatural at all.

Charlie stared down at the bundle in his arms, quieter than he had been all night. His voice was rough when he finally spoke again. “Did Zoe ever…” He cleared his throat. “Did she ever talk about naming it?”

Bonnie looked up slowly. “Her,” she corrected gently. “Not an ‘it.’ Not a life sucker. A baby girl.”

Charlie nodded slowly, swallowing hard. “Right. Her.”

Bonnie sighed, her fingers absently tracing the folds of the blanket in her lap. “Zoe was never ready,” she said. “Every time I tried to bring it up, she shut down. She couldn’t even say the word ‘baby.’ Naming her…” Bonnie shook her head. “It was too much.”

Charlie looked back down at the girl in his arms. She blinked up at him—peaceful, unaware of everything she’d just survived. He exhaled slowly.

They sat in silence. For the first time in days, it didn’t feel like everything was about to break.

 

When Bella got home that night, the house was silent. Too silent.

“Dad?” she called hesitantly, setting her keys down. “Damon? Bonnie?”

She didn’t dare call for Zoe. Her throat caught around the name. Some of this—no, a lot of it—felt like her fault. The Cullens leaving. Her keeping their secret. Not warning Zoe about what they really were. If Zoe didn’t make it—didn’t wake up—Bella wasn’t sure she’d ever forgive herself.

She’d noticed Damon’s car was gone when she pulled in. That could’ve meant anything. Knowing Damon, it could’ve meant something terrible. She hoped it didn’t mean they were burying a body. Zoe’s body.

Bella climbed the stairs slowly, one hand trailing along the wall. She paused at the door to the attic, dread curling in her stomach.

Zoe was in bed, pale and still. Her bump was gone. Damon sat beside her, elbows on the mattress, hands knotted tightly in front of his mouth. His eyes didn’t move from Zoe’s face.

“Did it work?” Bella whispered.

Damon didn’t flinch. “She should’ve woken up by now.”

Bella’s breath hitched. “Is she…”

“Dead?” Damon finally looked at her, eyes bloodshot. “Mostly. She hasn’t completed the transition.” He leaned back, rubbing his face with both hands. “She started healing. That’s a good sign.”

Bella nodded, unsure what else to say. “Where’s Bonnie? My dad?”

“Your dad’s in his room. Bonnie had errands.” Damon’s voice was flat. “You should check on him. He… He’s been through a lot.”

Bella hesitated, then quietly slipped out. She passed her room and paused at her father’s. She hadn’t stepped inside since before her mom left.

She knocked. “Dad?”

“Come in,” came his voice, low but calm.

Bella opened the door—and froze.

Charlie was sitting in his old rocking chair, and in his arms was the baby.

Bella stepped forward cautiously, eyes wide. “Is that…”

Charlie nodded, his expression unreadable. “It survived.”

Bella blinked, emotions storming her face. “Is that… do you think it’s a good thing?”

He looked down at the child—swaddled, sleeping, so small—and offered a sad smile. “Of course it is,” he said gently. “We’ll figure the rest out when Zoe wakes up.” Then, “Want to hold her?”

Bella hesitated.

“Her?” she echoed.

Charlie stood and moved carefully. “She’s a girl. Here.” He guided the bundle into Bella’s arms. “Support the neck.”

Bella stared down at the baby. She looked… normal. Her breathing hitched. “She looks like Zoe.”

Charlie smiled softly. “Yeah. Same nose. Same dark hair. Same grey eyes.”

He wasn’t sure if that was a good thing anymore.

Learning what he had about doppelgängers had shaken something loose in him—some sense of safety he didn’t realize he was still clinging to. Damon and Bonnie had said it was rare, something that happened once every few centuries. A quirk of fate. A supernatural echo. But hadn’t they also said there were two now? Maybe even three? Charlie wasn’t sure. How rare was rare, really, when it happened to a girl in his life?

Still… didn’t all babies look like their mothers?

Couldn’t he just be grateful that she didn’t look like him —that he wouldn’t be staring down the barrel of Carlisle Cullen’s face every day, watching his mistakes breathe and grow?

Yeah, he could live with Zoe’s nose and dark hair. The grey eyes were all Clark. That, at least, was something he could hold onto.

Bella’s eyes filled with tears. “Did Bonnie say if she’s—”

“Human?” Charlie shrugged. “No idea. But Damon said she has a heartbeat. That’s something.” He sat on the edge of the bed, watching Bella rock her instinctively.

“Did you name her?” Bella asked quietly.

Charlie chuckled. “We should wait for Zoe to do that.”

They sat in silence for a beat, then Charlie asked, almost out of nowhere, “You think you’ll ever want kids?”

Bella blinked. “I never thought about it.” She looked down at the baby. “When I found out what Edward was, I just… wanted him. Even if it meant…”

“Promise me,” Charlie cut in, voice firmer now. “Promise you won’t sleep with him. I can’t go through this again, Bella.”

“He’s gone,” she whispered.

“Still.” Charlie looked tired. “Zoe said she was on birth control. This still happened. It killed her.” Literally.

Bella nodded slowly. “I won’t. I promise.”

She rocked the baby again, holding her just a little closer.

“Damon said she’s healing,” she said softly. “That it’s a good sign.”

“Yeah.” Charlie’s voice was quiet. He sat still, staring at the wall.

Neither of them said what they were thinking:

That Zoe should’ve woken up by now.

Bella shifted the baby in her arms, her motions gentle, instinctive. The little girl stirred faintly, a soft sound escaping her lips—not a cry, not yet. Just breath. Proof of life.

Charlie watched, eyes distant, like he was trying to wrap his head around a reality that kept shifting under his feet.

“She doesn’t feel like a monster,” Bella said after a long silence.

Charlie looked over, surprised.

“I mean… after everything they said, all the warnings, the pictures Bonnie found…” Bella’s voice caught. “She’s just a baby.”

“She is,” Charlie agreed, then added, “But so was Zoe. And look how much danger followed her.”

Bella lowered her gaze. “Do you think the danger will follow this one too?”

“I think it already has,” Charlie answered, not unkindly. “But I also think… she didn’t ask for any of this. Same as Zoe.” He stood, rubbing a hand over his face. “I wasn’t there when Zoe needed me. Not really. I can’t make that mistake again.”

Bella nodded slowly, cradling the baby closer. “Do you… know what we’re going to do? I mean, if Zoe doesn’t wake up?”

Charlie’s jaw flexed. “She will.”

“But—”

“She will,” he repeated. “Because if she doesn’t… I don’t think Damon’s going to recover from that. And I sure as hell don’t know how to raise a newborn who might be supernatural.”

Bella’s throat tightened. “I don’t either.”

Charlie chuckled under his breath, dry and rough. “Guess we’ll figure it out, like everything else. One step at a time.”

The baby’s tiny fingers curled around Bella’s thumb, and something in Bella’s chest cracked open—soft and aching. She blinked rapidly.

“I don’t know what she is,” Bella whispered, “but she deserves a chance.”

Charlie nodded.

They sat in silence again, the baby between them, warm and breathing. Outside, Forks was blanketed in grey clouds and damp air. Upstairs, Zoe hadn’t moved.

And still, they waited.

 

Notes:

Can anyone guess what I named the baby?!

Chapter 48: New Moon: All of the Time in the World to Kill

Chapter Text

Zoe gasped.

It was the first breath of a new kind of life—sharp, too deep, too sudden, like her lungs weren’t sure if they should still be working. Her back arched slightly against the mattress, eyes flying open. Everything was too loud. The creak of the floorboards downstairs. The tick of the old attic clock. Damon’s breath.

And his heartbeat. No— her heartbeat.

The silence that followed was bone-deep. Still, but humming beneath the skin.

“Zoe.” Damon’s voice was quiet, hoarse. He’d barely moved from the chair since the surgery, eyes fixed on her like if he blinked, she might disappear.

Zoe’s eyes flicked toward him. They were darker now—sharper, more focused. Alive in a way they hadn’t been for weeks. Her lips parted, confusion and pain flickering behind them. “Am I...” Her voice was barely audible. “Did it—”

Damon nodded once. “You’re in transition.” He stood slowly, cautious. Controlled. No dramatics. Just presence. “You’ll need to feed. Soon.”

Zoe’s hand drifted instinctively to her stomach—but the bump was gone. Her skin was smooth, healed. Her eyes snapped back to his. “The life sucker?”

He hesitated. “She made it.” Damon shrugged. “Bonnie’s with her.”

Zoe closed her eyes, tears leaking out the corners even though her body didn’t feel weak anymore. Not like it had. “I thought… I didn’t want—”

“I know.” Damon’s voice was quiet. “You did what you had to. We all did.”

A silence settled between them, weighty with everything they weren’t saying.

Zoe looked at him again—really looked—and frowned. “You feel... different,” she whispered. “But you’re still there. I can still—” Her hand reached toward him instinctively, fingers brushing his wrist. “The bond.”

Damon exhaled slowly, as if releasing something he’d been afraid to hope for. “Yeah,” he said. “I feel you, Zo. Just like before. Stronger, maybe.”

Zoe’s smile was faint but real. “You mean you’re still stuck with me. Forever.”

A small huff of breath left Damon—almost a laugh, but not quite. “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

He crouched beside the bed, resting one arm on the mattress. His eyes softened. “We’re gonna figure out the rest of this. Together.”

Zoe nodded. Her fingers brushed the bracelet on her wrist, rubbing the green stone like a prayer. “Okay,” she whispered. “But first… I think I’m starving.”

Damon cracked a crooked smile. “Then let’s feed the new vampire.”

 

The stairs creaked under their weight as Damon guided Zoe down slowly. His hand was firm on her back, his other hovering like he’d catch her if she stumbled—though she didn’t. She moved like someone trying not to be seen, even though every eye in the room was already on her.

Charlie stood from the couch, the baby nestled in his arms. Bella rose too, her expression unreadable—half-hope, half-terror.

“Zoe,” Charlie breathed, eyes scanning her face.

She didn’t answer. Didn’t look at the bundle in his arms. Her gaze stayed low, fixed on the floor. She looked stronger than before—less paper-thin, less like she was slipping away—but something about her felt fragile still. Like glass just barely cooled from the fire.

She stopped near the base of the stairs, arms crossing over herself. Damon stepped in front of her slowly and pulled a blood bag from his jacket.

Zoe flinched at the sight of it.

Charlie frowned. “Is she okay?”

“She hasn’t…fed yet,” Damon said carefully.

Bella blinked. “What happens if she doesn’t?”

Damon didn’t take his eyes off Zoe. “She dies.”

The words dropped like a stone in the room.

Charlie instinctively stepped forward, baby clutched close, but Bonnie—who had returned a few minutes earlier—quietly touched his arm and shook her head.

Zoe stared at the blood bag in Damon’s hand. Her fingers twitched, but she didn’t move.

“Zo?” Damon’s voice cracked. “You have to.”

She looked up at him then. Really looked. Her eyes shimmered—not red, not gold, just dark and grey and afraid. “If I drink this, there’s no coming back,” she whispered.

“You’re already halfway gone,” Damon murmured. “This isn’t about losing something. It’s about choosing to stay.”

Zoe’s eyes flicked to Charlie, then to Bella, then—briefly—to the life sucker in her uncle’s arms.

She still didn’t look at the baby’s face.

She reached for the blood bag. Her fingers were steady. Her breath wasn’t.

Damon’s expression was tight. “Please,” he said, barely audible now.

Zoe didn’t speak. She bit into the bag, the plastic crinkling softly in the silent living room.

Bella flinched.

Charlie’s jaw locked, but he didn’t move.

Zoe drank.

And when it was over, she wiped her mouth with the back of her sleeve, her expression unreadable.

She looked at Damon and whispered, “So now what?”

Damon exhaled shakily, some invisible thread inside him finally unclenching. “Now,” he said quietly, “you live.”

 

The next day, Forks was grayer than usual—low clouds crawling across the sky like bruises. Zoe stood at the edge of the Swan-Clark porch in Damon’s leather jacket, arms wrapped tightly around herself. She hadn’t said much since drinking the blood bag, since choosing to live.

Since dying.

Damon appeared at her side without a sound. “How’s the sensory overload?” he asked softly.

Zoe blinked. “There’s a squirrel in the woods three blocks away eating an almond someone tossed out. It’s deafening.” She turned her head. “Charlie’s heartbeat is… too loud. I can’t hear mine anymore. Can’t feel it.” She pointedly ignored the crying newborn Bonnie was rocking in the living room.

Damon studied her carefully. “Yours is… faint. There, but not like it was. Not human.”

“So I’m not dead.” Her voice was hollow. “Just undead.”

“You’re something else now,” Damon said. “Doesn’t mean worse. Just… different.” He nudged her gently. “Come on. We’re going for a drive.”

 

They pulled up to a dim bar on the edge of Port Angeles by twilight—somewhere between grimy and charming, with neon signs flickering and the buzz of music bleeding through the door.

Zoe stepped out cautiously, eyes narrowed.

“You’re not throwing me into the deep end, are you?” she asked, suspicious.

Damon smirked. “I picked a bar with three bouncers, all very big, probably tasty too. You’re gonna be fine.”

“Comforting.”

“I’m trying something different with you,” Damon admitted. “I didn’t know what the hell I was doing with Elena. I pushed her too fast. You… you’re not her.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “I should hope not.”

He grinned. “We’re doing this your way. I’ll step in if things go sideways, but I trust you.”

Inside, Zoe’s senses flared. The sweat, the perfume, the blood pumping through a hundred hearts—it was too much. She clutched the bar for a moment, teeth gritted.

Damon steadied her, a hand on her lower back. “Focus. One heartbeat. One voice. One drink.”

He nodded toward a man at the end of the bar—leaning too close to the waitress, whiskey slurring his words. Zoe’s lip curled.

She walked over like she’d done it a thousand times. She smiled. Laughed at his bad joke. Coaxed him toward the back hallway like instinct had always known what to do.

Damon watched from a distance—coiled, ready—but didn’t move.

Minutes later, Zoe returned, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand, pulse calm, eyes bright.

“You stopped before you drained him,” Damon said, almost surprised.

“And I compelled him.” She smirked, proud. “He’s going to wake up in a broom closet with a mild concussion and a new lease on life.”

Damon chuckled. “Catch and release. Not bad.”

“I didn’t want to kill him,” she admitted. “Not because I’m noble. Just… I didn’t want that on me.”

“You’re allowed to choose your own line,” Damon said. “You’re not Elena. You’re not me. You’re Zoe Clark.”

Her hand drifted to the bracelet on her wrist, thumb rubbing the green stone. “Thanks,” she said. “For trusting me.”

Damon shrugged. “You’ve always been terrifyingly capable. Dying didn’t change that.”

Zoe smiled, faint but real. For the first time since waking up, something like strength settled behind her eyes.

“Let’s go home,” she said.

They were halfway to the car, neon lights bouncing off rain-slick pavement, when Damon slowed his stride and glanced sidelong at Zoe. 

“You okay?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she said, breath steady. “Weirdly okay.”

Damon tilted his head. “You just drained half a guy in a bathroom stall, and your pupils are already back to normal. That’s… fast.”

Zoe blinked. “Is that not normal?”

Damon raised an eyebrow. “You just drank from a living person, Zo. First time. And you didn’t panic, spiral, or rip the guy’s throat out.”

She blinked. “I didn’t?”

“No.” He stopped walking and turned to face her fully. “You didn’t even flinch when you pulled back. That kind of control? That’s not normal. Not for someone who just transitioned. Not even Caroline could do that.”

Zoe frowned, rubbing her wrist. “I just felt like… I could stop.”

Damon stepped closer, watching her. “You’re not overwhelmed. Not emotional. You’re grounded.” He tilted his head. “You're not supposed to be grounded.”

Zoe paused. “Maybe I’m just built different.”

He gave a low laugh. “You have a heartbeat, Zo.”

She froze. “What?” Damon had said that - twice before - but she hadn’t realized it was a bad thing.

Damon reached out and touched the inside of her wrist. “It’s there. Faint. But it’s beating.”

She shook her head. “That’s not a good thing?”

He stepped back. “It’s not exactly normal. But neither are you.”

Zoe stared at him, suddenly too still. “A heartbeat.”

Damon nodded once, solemn. “I’ve been listening to you breathe since the moment you woke up, and I thought maybe I imagined it. But it’s there.”

She looked down at her chest, then pressed two fingers to her neck. She couldn’t feel anything.

“I don’t…” she started, then shook her head. “This doesn’t make sense. I died. You snapped my neck.”

“You were pregnant,” Damon said quietly. “Maybe that changed something.”

Zoe scoffed, but there was no humor in it. “That’s a hell of a consolation prize.”

Damon watched her carefully, his tone gentler now. “You’re stronger than me, maybe you move like the Cullens, but you’ve got a heartbeat and you can eat actual food like me. Zo… we don’t know what you are.”

Zoe looked up at him slowly. “You think this is because of the baby?”

“I don’t know.” Damon’s voice was uncharacteristically unsure. “Maybe it’s the doppelganger thing. Maybe it’s the bond. Maybe you’re some weird anomaly from both vampire lineages colliding.” He paused. “Maybe it’s all of it.”

She exhaled, then looked out toward the parking lot, watching the glow of neon dance on puddles.

“Whatever it is,” she murmured, “we tell Bonnie. Tomorrow. If she can figure out what the hell I am, it’s her.”

Damon nodded. “You good?”

Zoe nodded once. “I’m not spiraling, Damon. I swear.” She looked back at him. “But I want answers.”

He stepped forward, brushed a bit of damp hair behind her ear. “We’ll get them.”

Zoe leaned into the touch for half a second. “You know what freaks me out the most?”

“What?”

“I don’t feel dead.”

Damon’s expression didn’t change, but something flickered in his eyes.

“Good,” he said. “Because I didn’t go through all of that to lose you now.”

 

The house was quiet again—too quiet. Zoe had gone upstairs to shower, to breathe, to pretend she wasn’t unraveling in slow motion.

Damon found Bonnie in the kitchen, standing at the sink, staring blankly at the same half-empty mug of tea she’d been reheating three times over the last hour. He didn’t say anything at first. Just walked in, grabbed a blood bag from the fridge, and leaned against the counter like gravity was a choice.

Bonnie glanced sideways at him. “You took her to feed.”

He nodded. “Bar in Port Angeles.”

“And?”

“She did it. Controlled, clean, no mess. Didn’t even twitch.” He paused. “Didn’t kill anyone.”

Bonnie frowned. “She shouldn’t be able to do that yet.”

“I know.”

A long silence stretched between them. The overhead light hummed faintly. Somewhere upstairs, the shower started.

“She has a heartbeat,” Damon said finally, voice low.

Bonnie turned fully now. “What?”

He nodded again. “Faint. But there. And she’s warm. She eats. She doesn’t sleep, but she doesn’t lose control. And she’s stronger than me.”

Bonnie stared at him. “That’s not… that’s not normal. For you or—from what Bella’s told us—the Cullens.”

“No shit.”

Another beat of silence.

Bonnie finally spoke. “You think it’s the baby?”

Damon didn’t answer right away. “Could be. Could be the bloodlines—Cullen vampirism and whatever brand of vampire I am. Or the bond.” His voice dipped. “Or all of it.”

Bonnie’s brows furrowed. “It’s not just a mutation.”

“She’s a hybrid, Bon,” Damon said quietly. “But not like Klaus. Not vampire-werewolf. She’s something else. Something new.”

“That’s the part that scares me,” Bonnie admitted. “New means uncharted. No rulebook. No boundaries. No guarantees.”

Damon swirled the blood bag in his hand. “She doesn’t feel dead.”

Bonnie blinked. “She said that?”

“Yeah, but she didn’t have to. It’s in the way she walks. Breathes. The way she looked at me after feeding. She felt… alive.”

Bonnie leaned her back against the sink. “We need to study this. I’ll call Caroline. Maybe Stefan. Quietly. No word gets out.”

“Klaus can’t find out,” Damon said darkly. “Not until we know what this means.”

“No one can know,” Bonnie agreed. “Not until we’re sure she’s safe. That the baby’s safe.”

Damon scoffed, then sighed. “The life sucker.”

Bonnie rolled her eyes, but her smile was tired. “The baby.” She corrected him softly.

Damon didn’t smile back, but something in him settled.

Bonnie looked at him for a long moment. “You’re scared.”

“She’s my best friend,” Damon murmured. “And she’s not supposed to be a miracle. She’s supposed to be a normal vampire. Stubborn. Brilliant.”

“She’s still all those things,” Bonnie said. “Just… ” She shrugged. “She’s always been special, Damon.”

Damon nodded, gaze distant. “Yeah. But whatever she is now… it’s gonna change everything.”

 

Zoe couldn’t sleep.

She didn’t even feel tired—hadn’t since she woke up dead. Or sort-of dead. No one was clear on what she was yet.

Her fingers rubbed absent circles over the stone in her bracelet—Damon’s mother’s bracelet—trying to ground herself. The sound of every creaking branch outside, every faint breath upstairs, was louder than it should’ve been. Too loud.

It was starting to sink in now, the permanence of it. Of what she’d done. Of what she hadn’t done.

The attic was too quiet, but her senses weren’t. Every creak in the walls, every distant heartbeat, every soft rustle of movement inside the house… she heard it all.

And then— A cry. Thin, high, insistent.

Zoe didn’t move. Didn’t blink. But her body itched, like the sound was pulling at her marrow.

She stood without thinking, her bare feet silent against the stairs as she drifted downward, shadowlike.

The crying got louder as she approached Charlie’s room.

The door was cracked open just enough.

She stayed behind it.

Inside, Charlie rocked slowly in the old wooden chair, the one from when Bella was little. He looked tired—more tired than she’d ever seen him—but calm, like this moment, for all its strangeness, had somehow given him purpose.

The baby was pressed against his chest, her cries softening as he murmured to her, not noticing the vampire standing just outside.

“That’s it,” Charlie whispered. “You’re alright now. You’re okay.”

Zoe’s fingers curled around the edge of the doorframe. She didn’t move past it. She didn’t breathe.

She still hadn’t looked at the baby. The life sucker. Not directly. Not once since… since Damon cut her open and pulled this life out of her.

She didn’t know what color its eyes were. Didn’t want to know.

Didn’t want to feel anything about the tiny, breathing person her body had kept alive despite every attempt to get rid of it.

Charlie adjusted the baby gently, one hand cradling her small head. “You’re strong,” he said, almost like he believed it. “You’ve already been through so much.”

Zoe squeezed her eyes shut.

That’s not mine. That’s not mine. That’s not mine.

But she didn’t move.

She stood there like a ghost in her own house—something dead watching something new learn to live.

Charlie never looked toward the door.

The baby whimpered once, then settled again, hiccuping softly in his arms.

Zoe backed away, slowly, carefully, retreating up the stairs until the sounds faded beneath the floorboards again.

She never stepped inside.

 

Chapter 49: New Moon: Vampire Roulette

Notes:

Bella is obviously acting different than she did in the books now because of Zoe's influence. She's still friends with Jacob, but not quite as close since she has Zoe.

Chapter Text

The house was quiet again.

Charlie was at work. Bonnie sat in the living room with the baby nestled against her chest, rhythmically bouncing on her heel. She murmured softly, not magical words—just a lullaby Bonnie’s Grams used to sing. Damon stood at the kitchen counter, pretending to read a newspaper but kept glancing toward the living room, always watching.

The baby hadn’t been named. No one dared—not yet.

Zoe sat at the kitchen table, her hands wrapped tightly around a coffee mug. She didn’t look toward the baby. She never did.

Bella stood across from her, studying her cousin with a furrowed brow. “You’re warmer than I expected,” she murmured. “For someone who’s technically dead.”

Zoe shrugged, voice dry. “Coffee helps circulation.”

Damon snorted quietly but said nothing.

“Bonnie said your heart’s still beating,” Bella added. “Faint, but there.”

Zoe said nothing to that.

Bella bit her lip, then reached into the drawer and pulled out a paring knife.

Damon stiffened. “Bells—”

“I’m just testing something,” Bella said quickly. She looked at Zoe. “I want to see if your blood can heal, like Damon’s.”

Zoe gave a small, almost imperceptible nod.

Bella hesitated. The knife hovered an inch above her palm.

And then— A voice, soft and familiar, low and velvet in her mind. “Be careful.”

Bella’s breath caught.

She glanced around, the kitchen blurring for a second. But there was no one there. No Edward. Just Damon watching with narrowed eyes, Zoe staring into her mug, and Bonnie rocking the baby with her back to them all.

Zoe blinked, then slowly stood from her chair. Her eyes darkened—veins spider-webbing beneath them as her fangs descended. It was subtle, but unmistakable. Damon stiffened slightly, alert but not alarmed.

Without a word, Zoe brought her wrist to her mouth and sank her fangs in. Her skin split cleanly, blood welling up immediately. She held out her wrist to Bella, her expression unreadable. “Go on,” she said, voice low, fangs retracting as her face returned to normal.

Bella hesitated, eyes flicking to the fresh wound—then looked into her cousin’s eyes. “Are you sure?”

Zoe nodded once, jaw tight. “It’s fine. Just do it.”

Bella hesitated another second before leaning forward. She gripped Zoe’s forearm carefully, uncertain, then brought the wound to her lips and drank—just a sip.

The blood was warm. Metallic. Wrong. Somehow sweet. And yet, as it slid down her throat, a rush of clarity and strength bloomed through her. She jerked back as the small cut on her arm—the one she’d used for the test—sealed up in an instant, leaving flawless skin behind.

Damon exhaled softly from where he stood, arms crossed. “Well,” he muttered, “that answers that.”

Bella stared down at her hand, breath caught in her throat. “That shouldn’t be possible,” she whispered.

Zoe said nothing. She sat back down heavily, pressing a napkin to her wrist, which had already started to close. “What do we test next?” she asked, her voice quiet. Grim.

Bella looked at her, hesitation flickering in her eyes. “I might have an idea.”

 

Bella sat cross-legged on the floor, tapping her fingers on the hardwood as Bonnie shifted the baby—still nameless—in her arms across the room. Damon leaned against the wall, arms crossed, watching Zoe sip her third cup of coffee that morning.

“So,” Bella said slowly, eyes on Zoe. “You don’t burn in the sun like Damon, but you don’t sparkle like Edward either.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “I’ve been avoiding direct sunlight, so we don’t exactly know.”

“What if we test it?” Bella offered, brightening. “Go outside. Just a hand or something.”

“No,” Damon said immediately, voice cutting through the room like a blade.

Bella blinked. “Why not? You said she’s different.”

“I also said I burned when I stepped into the sun without my ring,” Damon snapped. “And if she’s more like me than your marble boyfriend, it could kill her.”

Zoe looked down at her hand, flexing her fingers. “He’s got a point.”

Bonnie frowned. “But you’re not exactly like him, either,” she said, glancing between them. “You’re… warm. You’ve got a heartbeat. You can eat real food. That’s not normal for vampires.”

Damon raised a hand. “Hey. I eat.”

Zoe gave him a look. “You drink bourbon and occasionally snack on people. That doesn’t count.”

“I’ll have you know I’ve had many a fine burger in my time,” Damon muttered, before sighing and pushing off the wall. He looked skyward like he was praying for patience. “The point is, I can eat and until we know what the sun would actually do to you, we’re not playing vampire science experiments.”

Bella raised her hands. “Okay, okay. No sun tests.”

Zoe swirled her coffee and muttered, “Guess we’ll have to wait to add ‘UV resilience’ to my growing list of supernatural party tricks.”

Bonnie smiled faintly. “He’s right, though. We don’t exactly have a name for what you are. Hell, we barely even understand what the Cullens are.”

Damon folded his arms again. “The ones turned by magic—rituals, bloodlines, old curses—us? We’re Magical Vampires.”

Bella raised a brow. “That’s… not very creative.”

“As opposed to Sparkle Vampires?” Zoe quipped.

Bonnie groaned. “Please don’t let that catch on.”

“No, no, she’s onto something,” Damon said dryly. “The Cullens sparkle. Their bodies are basically marble. Venom-based transformations. Super speed, no heartbeat, no sleep... They’re Sparkle Vampires.”

Bella opened her mouth to argue—then hesitated. “Okay. You’re not wrong.”

Zoe grinned. “We should make trading cards.”

“No,” Bella said flatly. “We are not calling them Sparkle Vampires. Venom Vampires. That works.”

 

The woods behind the Swan-Clark house were dense and quiet, blanketed by the hush that only came after sunset in Forks. Moonlight filtered through the trees in sharp silver beams, glinting off damp leaves and pooling in small patches of fog. It was the kind of night where even the wind felt like it was holding its breath.

Damon led the way, hands in his pockets, head tilted just enough to track Zoe’s footsteps behind him.

“You sure you’re up for this?” he asked without looking back.

Zoe stepped over a root, the damp earth not even shifting under her weight. “You think I’m going to snap in half or something?”

Damon stopped, turned, and gave her a dry look. “I think you died, came back, and drank a blood bag less than forty-eight hours ago. Forgive me if I’m not throwing you a parade yet.”

She smirked. “You’re just worried I’ll outrun you.”

His eyebrows lifted. “Is that a challenge?”

Zoe didn’t answer. She just took off.

A blur of black and leather streaked through the trees. Damon cursed and shot after her—but she was already gone, weaving between trunks, barely brushing the moss-covered ground. He caught glimpses of her—dark hair flying behind her, the green stone on her bracelet glinting once like a star—but she was too fast.

When he finally caught up, Zoe was leaning casually against a fallen log, arms crossed, breathing steady.

“Took you long enough,” she said, a little breathless but grinning like a wild thing. “For a hundred-and-sixty-five-year-old vampire, you’re kind of slow.”

Damon stared at her.

“You beat me,” he said, voice low. “You actually beat me.”

Zoe blinked. “Is that… not supposed to happen?”

He moved closer, circling her slowly like she was a puzzle he hadn’t realized he was missing pieces to. “Newly turned vampires aren’t supposed to be like this,” he said, voice cautious. “You haven’t even fed from a living source more than once, and you just outran me. That’s not normal. You didn’t even blur—you just moved. Like your body already knew how.”

She flexed her fingers. “It felt like flying. Like lightning in my bones.”

Damon narrowed his eyes. “Try hitting me.”

Zoe hesitated. “What?”

“Come on. Hit me. See what else you can do.”

Zoe rolled her eyes but swung.

He expected her to miss. Or at least hold back.

She didn’t.

Her fist connected with his shoulder and sent him flying backward into a tree. The bark cracked and splintered as Damon hit the ground with a grunt.

“Jesus, Zo!” he barked, climbing to his feet. “You’re not just fast. You’re a damn wrecking ball.”

Zoe winced. “Sorry. That wasn’t even full force.”

Damon brushed dirt off his jacket and eyed her again. “That’s what worries me.”

They stood in the clearing for a long moment, the wind threading between them.

Zoe looked down at her hands. “So I’m not like you.”

Damon crossed his arms. “No. You’re not like anyone I’ve seen.”

Zoe’s voice was quiet now. “Then what am I?”

Damon stepped closer, his voice gentler. “We’ll figure it out. Together.”

Zoe glanced up at him, her eyes brighter than the moonlight. “What if we can’t?”

He shrugged. “Then we make it up as we go.” A smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth. “Still, I’d pay good money to see you take on Klaus.”

Zoe huffed a quiet laugh, weak but real. “Pretty sure I’d get torn in half.”

Damon’s smile faltered into something softer. “Maybe. But not today.” He paused, then added more quietly, “One day… you might surprise all of us.”

And together, they walked back through the trees, her steps quieter than his, her presence heavier than it had been before she died—but somehow, still hers.

Still Zoe. Just... more.

 

Zoe held the small vial of vervain between two fingers, studying it like it might bite her first.

Damon stood across from her, arms crossed, jaw tight. “This is a bad idea.”

“I’ve survived worse,” Zoe said, rolling the vial between her fingers. “What’s a little plant juice?”

“It’s not just a little plant juice, Zo. It burns. It cripples us. Do you really want to find out if you inherited that part?”

Zoe met his eyes. “I need to know.”

Damon’s jaw flexed, something close to frustration—or fear—flickering across his face. “So we’re just throwing yourself into every supernatural hazard like a game of vampire roulette now?”

Zoe arched a brow. “You literally taught me how to drain and ditch a guy in a bar bathroom yesterday. This feels tame by comparison.”

“That guy walked away,” Damon muttered. “This? Might not be that clean.”

Zoe uncapped the vial before he could argue further and dabbed a single drop onto the inside of her wrist.

The reaction was immediate.

Her skin hissed, bubbled—an angry red welt rising where the vervain touched. She hissed through her teeth but didn’t look away.

Damon was already beside her, grabbing her arm, eyes wide. “Damn it, Zoe—”

“I’m fine.” Her voice was strained, breath sharp, but steady.

“You’re not fine.” He guided her toward the sink, rinsing the spot with cold water as gently as he could. “It burns you.”

Zoe stared at the angry red welt, already starting to blister. “So I’ve got your weakness too.”

Damon didn’t answer immediately. He just watched the burn, watched her, expression unreadable.

Finally, he said softly, “Next time you want to experiment with something that might set you on fire, give me a little more warning.”

Zoe gave a weak smirk. “Wasn’t planning to burst into flames.”

“Yeah, well,” Damon muttered, drying her wrist carefully, “neither did I the first time.”

Their eyes met—something unspoken passing between them.

It hurt. But it meant she was still more him than them.

Still his kind of vampire.

Bonnie stepped into the kitchen just as Damon was finishing wrapping Zoe’s wrist with a dish towel.

She took one look at the tense set of his shoulders and the lingering burn mark and sighed. “Let me guess—you two played ‘What Doesn’t Kill Me Might Still Maim Me’?”

Zoe didn’t look up. “It was my idea. I’m fine.”

Bonnie crossed the room in two strides. “That doesn’t look fine, that looks—”

She stopped. The burn, which had been blistered and raw just moments ago, was now smooth pink skin. It wasn’t just healing. It had already healed.

Bonnie blinked. “Wait—what?”

Damon froze, eyes narrowing. “That was raw thirty seconds ago.”

Zoe looked down, just as confused. “It was still hurting when you came in.”

Bonnie reached out, running her fingers gently over the skin. “This… this is vampire healing on steroids. That’s faster than either of you should be able to manage.”

“I’ve seen Damon heal from vervain,” Zoe said. “It can take hours.”

Bonnie looked between them, her expression unreadable. “Okay. So we add ‘rapid healing’ to the list. Heartbeat, warmth, speed, control, sunlight pending… and now this.”

Damon stepped back, clearly unsettled. “What the hell are you?”

Zoe laughed faintly, but there was no humor in it. “No clue. But apparently I come with extra features.”

Bonnie crossed her arms, thinking. “This changes things. If your healing is ramping up, that means whatever vampire biology you’ve got is accelerating. Maybe even adapting.”

“To what?” Damon muttered.

Bonnie didn’t answer.

Zoe glanced down at her wrist again. Not a trace of the burn remained.

“I didn’t even feel it happening,” she said softly. “It just… fixed itself.”

Damon met Bonnie’s eyes, and for once, they both looked equally uneasy.

Zoe just sipped her coffee like she hadn’t potentially broken the supernatural rulebook—again.

 

The Swan-Clark house had gone quiet again. Night had draped itself over Forks, heavy and still, with only the distant chirp of crickets and the soft hum of the porch light cutting through the dark.

Charlie stood in the kitchen, rocking gently on his heels, a bottle in one hand and the baby in the other. The little girl was drowsy but fussy, cheeks warm and pink against his shoulder.

Damon walked in from the front room, brushing stray rain off his jacket. He poured himself a glass of bourbon without asking.

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Where are the girls?”

“Out,” Damon said simply, taking a sip. “Grocery run.”

Charlie narrowed his eyes. “At this hour?”

Damon gave a lazy shrug. “Bonnie thought it was time to pick up a refrigeration chest.”

“For what?”

Damon set the glass down. “Blood bags.”

Charlie blinked. “Jesus.”

“Welcome to fatherhood. Vampire edition.”

There was a long pause as Charlie adjusted the baby on his arm. She gave a sleepy grunt, but didn’t cry. “You think that means Zoe’s staying?” he asked finally, voice quieter.

Damon didn’t answer at first. He leaned back against the counter, watching the kitchen clock tick. “I don’t know,” he said honestly. “But I’m preparing like she will. Stockpiling blood, cloaking spells, safe routes out of town. Whatever it takes.”

Charlie nodded. “Good.” Another pause. “You want to hold her?” Charlie asked casually, tipping his chin toward the baby.

Damon’s brows shot up like Charlie had offered him a live grenade. “Pass.”

Charlie frowned. “You call her the life sucker, but she’s just a baby.”

“Exactly.” Damon made a face. “A life sucker that broke Zoe’s ribs and almost clawed its way out of her stomach. Forgive me if I’m not lining up for cuddle time.”

Charlie sighed. “You want Zoe to get better? She won’t come around to the baby if you don’t. She watches you. Follows your lead more than you think.”

Damon looked away, jaw tight. “That’s not my job.”

Charlie stepped closer, held out the baby. “Maybe it’s not. But it’s your responsibility.”

Damon stared at the tiny bundle for a long moment. The baby squirmed, opened her eyes—gray like Zoe’s—and made a soft sound that could’ve been a yawn.

With a reluctant grunt, Damon set down his drink and extended his arms.

Charlie passed the baby off slowly.

She was warm. Heavy in a fragile way. Damon stiffened instantly, like he was holding radioactive material.

“She’s got Zoe’s hair,” Charlie said quietly. “Same mouth too.”

Damon frowned down at the baby. “She’s like a mini-me version of her. Great. Twice the stubbornness in half the size.”

Charlie chuckled. “You think she’s a doppelgänger?” He'd told Bella it wasn't the case, but a small seed of doubt still kept Charlie Swan up at night, worrying over the possibility.

Damon shook his head. “No. Doppelgängers don’t work like that. Once in a generation—maybe two in rare cases. This kid? She just looks like her mom. Most babies do.”

They both watched the baby for a moment longer. Her lashes fluttered as she drifted off again, tiny fist curled around Damon’s shirt.

“She doesn’t feel like a monster,” Damon muttered. “Just… small.”

Charlie gave him a knowing look. “It’s a start.”

Damon nodded once, still staring at the baby in his arms—uneasy but not letting go.



Bella’s truck rumbled to a stop in the near-empty lot, headlights briefly illuminating the faded hardware sign before Bella killed the engine. The cab settled into silence.

The refrigerator chest they’d wrestled into the truck bed loomed behind them—industrial grade, the kind hospitals used. Damon had insisted.

Zoe sat pressed against the passenger door, hood up, legs pulled tight to her chest. She hadn’t said much the entire ride.

Bonnie shifted in the middle seat, adjusting the seatbelt over her chest. She glanced between Zoe and Bella, then broke the silence gently.

“I think Charlie got her to sleep,” she said, meaning the baby. “He was humming. Off-key, but it worked.”

Zoe didn’t respond. Her gaze stayed on the dusty dashboard.

Bonnie tried again, softer. “She hasn’t cried much tonight.”

Zoe’s jaw clenched. “Cool.”

Bella kept her eyes forward, sensing the tension and staying quiet.

“You know she looks like you,” Bonnie added, carefully. “Charlie said it first. She really does.”

Zoe’s hands tightened on her sleeves. “All babies look like someone.”

There was a pause.

“She’s okay, Zo,” Bonnie continued. “You don’t have to—do anything. I just thought… maybe it’d help to know she’s okay.”

Zoe exhaled sharply through her nose. “I’m glad she’s okay.” Her voice was flat, unreadable. “That doesn’t mean I am.”

“I know,” Bonnie said. “And that’s okay too.”

The truck cab settled into silence again. The metal creaked slightly as the night grew colder.

Bella cleared her throat. “We should get back before Damon tries to plug the thing in with vampire rage.”

Zoe snorted—barely—but it was something.

Bonnie gave a tiny, tired smile. “Yeah. Let’s go before he alphabetizes the blood supply.”

Zoe didn’t smile. But she opened the door, stepped down into the gravel, and said nothing when Bonnie gently brushed her arm as they passed.

They climbed into the truck bed to secure the fridge.

No one mentioned the baby again.

 

The house was quiet when they returned. Too quiet.

Zoe stood just outside Charlie’s bedroom door, her hand braced on the frame. The hallway light cast her shadow along the floor, stretching toward the sliver of light beneath the door.

She could hear them inside—Charlie’s low hum, soft and broken in places, and the baby’s tiny breathing. No crying. No fussing. Just the sound of life—small and relentless.

Zoe’s throat tightened.

She hadn’t held the life sucker. Not once. Bonnie hadn’t pushed. Damon hadn’t dared. Even Charlie had respected the distance. But now, here she was—paralyzed by a door.

The bond she’d shared with the thing growing inside her hadn’t felt like this. It had felt violent. Possessive. Like something digging itself into her ribcage and daring her to survive.

But now…

Now there was just silence.

Zoe reached for the door handle, fingers hovering. She didn’t turn it.

Inside, Charlie’s voice murmured gently. “Yeah, I know, kiddo. You’re not much of a sleeper either, huh?”

Zoe blinked hard.

He sounded tired. But warm. Like the world hadn’t just upended itself and demanded he learn how to bottle-feed a half-vampire baby.

She stepped back. One pace. Then two.

She couldn’t do it. Not yet.

But she stood there a moment longer—just listening.

And for the first time, she didn’t feel anger. Or fear. Or even pain.

Just weight.

She slipped away before the door opened.

 

Chapter 50: New Moon: Brave New World

Notes:

Zoe finally names the baby in the next chapter - any last guesses?

Chapter Text

Zoe pushed open the door to her attic bedroom and found Damon already there, leaning against the wall near the window. He wasn’t brooding—yet—but his arms were crossed, and his eyes were somewhere between tired and thoughtful.

He looked up when she entered. “The kid’s not half bad.”

Zoe blinked. “You held the life sucker?”

Damon shrugged, as if it meant nothing. “Charlie guilted me into it. Said I had to set an example.” He paused, then added, “She’s got your eyes. And your scowl.”

Zoe exhaled sharply through her nose. “Great.”

But instead of lingering on that thread, she crossed to her dresser, picking at a loose splinter on the edge.

“I want to try the sun tomorrow,” she said suddenly.

Damon straightened. “No.”

Zoe didn’t turn around. “You’re not in charge of me.”

“It could kill you, Zo.”

She faced him then, arms folded tight across her chest. “I can’t stay inside for the rest of eternity. You and Bonnie won’t stay in Forks forever. We need to know if she needs to make me a ring—or not.”

Damon didn’t answer at first. His expression shifted, thoughtful. “Do you want to stay in Forks?”

Zoe blinked. “What?”

“You said ‘you and Bonnie won’t stay.’” Damon took a step closer. “You could come back with us. To Mystic Falls. You and the kid.” He hesitated, then added, “Or just you, if you don’t want to bring the little life sucker.”

The way he said it made Zoe pause. There was no venom in his voice this time. No bitterness. Just a flicker of dry humor, softened at the edges. Somehow, life sucker didn’t sound like an insult anymore. It almost sounded… familiar. Like a nickname that had worn itself into something gentler. Something fonder.

Zoe flinched slightly, but covered it with a shrug. “I don’t know what I want to do yet. About anything.”

Damon studied her. “You don’t have to decide tonight.”

Zoe nodded faintly. “Good. Because I won’t.”

There was a beat of silence between them, filled only by the quiet hum of the ceiling fan.

Then Damon smirked softly, the edge of concern never quite leaving his eyes. “If you’re gonna walk into the sun tomorrow, I’m bringing marshmallows.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “You’re the worst.”

“Yeah, but I’m still here.”

Zoe didn’t say anything.

But she didn’t have to.

 

Charlie shifted the baby in his arms, bouncing her gently out of habit, when he noticed Bella standing still near the hallway—watching the front door, eyes wide.

“What’s going on?” he asked, his voice low.

Bella didn’t look away. “Zoe wants to go outside.”

Charlie frowned. “Okay? And?”

Before she could answer, Damon turned sharply from where he stood just inside the doorway, Bonnie and Zoe at his side.

“She’s a vampire now,” he said. “Remember what I told you? Vampires burn in sunlight.” He gave Bella a look. “Or sparkle, apparently.”

Charlie blinked. “Wait—this is about that?”

Damon ignored him, his eyes on Zoe now, every muscle tight. “We don’t know what kind she is. So yeah, it’s kind of a big deal.”

The whole house held its breath as Zoe stepped forward. Her hand hovered above the doorknob, her expression unreadable.

Then—she opened the door.

Light spilled in.

Zoe took a single step into the doorway, then another. No smoke. No sizzle. No glitter.

Nothing but pale sunlight on pale skin.

She looked down at herself, then back up at Damon with a small, defiant shrug. “Guess I’m not flammable.”

Damon’s jaw dropped. “That’s… new.”

Even Bonnie blinked.

From the living room, Charlie rocked the baby slowly, brows furrowed. “So… we’re calling that a win?”

Zoe smiled faintly. “Feels like one.”

 

The call with Caroline and Stefan was already edging into chaos when Damon put it on speaker. He lounged across Zoe’s bed like he owned it, one arm behind his head, while Zoe sat at the desk, sipping her fourth cup of coffee and pretending she wasn’t listening intently. Bonnie was on the floor, grimoire forgotten beside her.

“So you really walked into the sun?” Caroline’s voice crackled through the speaker, incredulous. “No ring, no incantation, no spontaneous combustion?”

Zoe raised a brow. “I know. I’m disappointed too. I was hoping for at least a dramatic sizzle. It was kind of anticlimactic.”

“She didn’t even sparkle,” Damon muttered. “Wasted opportunity.”

“Disappointment for all of us,” Bonnie added dryly. “We had SPF 100 ready and everything.”

On the other end, Stefan’s voice was more cautious. “So you're telling me she’s… sunproof? You’re sure she’s not using a spell?”

“Nope,” Bonnie said. “Nothing magical keeping her safe from the sun. No ring. Full daylight. Not a freckle out of place.”

Caroline cut in. “Okay, but back up—Bonnie said Zoe doesn’t sleep? Like at all? That can’t be right.”

“It’s right,” Zoe replied flatly. “I blink. That’s about it.”

Damon rolled his eyes. “It’s a nightmare. She’s always around. I can’t even sneak bourbon anymore.”

Stefan was clearly reeling. “Vampires usually crash for days after we feed and complete the transition…”

“I’m not twitchy, either,” Zoe said, brushing her hair back with one hand. “No bloodlust freakouts. No broken furniture. Honestly, I feel more stable now than I did as a human.”

“I’m gonna pretend that doesn’t hurt a little,” Damon said, hand over his chest with mock offense. “She should to be rabid. But she drank from a guy in a bar and walked away without flinching.”

“You’re joking,” Stefan said.

“She even compelled him,” Damon added. “He’s probably out there with a concussion and a new lease on life.”

“Okay,” Caroline said, clearly trying to keep notes somewhere. “So: drinks blood, eats real food, can go out in the sun, doesn’t sleep, heals fast—wait, does vervain affect her?”

“Burns like hell,” Zoe replied. “We tested it. It left a mark… for like twenty seconds.”

“She’s stronger and faster than Damon,” Bonnie said. “He’ll never admit it, but he’s still sulking about it.”

“I’m not sulking,” Damon snapped. “I’m observing.”

“You’re pouting,” Zoe corrected. “Like a very fast, very old vampire toddler.”

Stefan gave a low whistle. “Faster than Damon?”

“She doesn’t blur,” Damon said. “She just moves. Like space folds for her. Like a damn ghost with rocket fuel. It’s almost rude.”

“That’s terrifying,” Stefan said. “I love it.”

“Thanks,” Zoe said, faintly amused.

“Guys, this isn’t normal. Not even hybrid level stuff.” Caroline said, sounding nervous.

Bonnie glanced at Zoe, sending her a reassuring look. “We know. We’re trying to figure it out. But right now, she’s stable, alert, and hasn’t murdered anyone.”

“Yet.” Zoe corrected.

“That’s comforting.” Stefan deadpanned.

“Relax, Saint Stefan.” Damon defended Zoe. “She’s safer than you were as a ripper.”

The call went silent until Caroline’s voice came again, gentler now. “And the baby?”

Zoe went silent. Her fingers gripped the edge of the desk just slightly tighter.

Bonnie answered instead. “She’s fine. Strong heartbeat. Eating. Quiet, mostly.”

Caroline sounded surprised. “Zoe hasn’t named her?”

“No,” Bonnie said softly, glancing at her friend. “She hasn’t even really… looked at her.”

There was a pause before Stefan’s teasing tone slid through. “Damon? I heard you held the baby. Is the world coming to an end?”

“I was guilted into it,” Damon grumbled. “Charlie laid the whole ‘set an example’ speech on me.”

Zoe muttered under her breath, “She is my mini-me.”

Damon rolled his eyes. “With that tiny scowl? I’m not arguing.”

Bonnie smirked. “He didn’t throw her, so I call that progress.”

Zoe didn’t say anything more, and her silence lingered just long enough for everyone to notice. Damon met Bonnie’s eyes briefly and then cleared his throat.

“We’re keeping things stable,” he said. “But it’s clear Zoe’s… something new. And we don’t know what the long-term implications are yet.”

On the other end of the line, neither Caroline nor Stefan had anything to say for a long moment.

Caroline scoffed. “Of course, it’s Zoe. Trust her to break every rule in the vampire handbook.”

 

Charlie sat in his usual chair, the baby bundled against his chest, gently snoring. The only light came from the afternoon sun filtering through the curtains—warm, dappled, quiet. Zoe lingered in the doorway, arms crossed, gaze fixed somewhere near the floor.

Charlie looked up and gave her a small nod. “She’s awake. Just drifted off again, but she’s been fussing less.”

Zoe didn’t move.

“You can sit, you know,” he said mildly. “Doesn’t bite.”

Zoe gave a weak smile, but it didn’t reach her eyes. “Too soon, Uncle Charlie.”

Charlie grunted and looked back down at the tiny girl in his arms. “She looks like you, you know. The nose. That little frown she makes when she’s tired.” He paused. “She’s yours.”

Zoe flinched slightly, like the word had weight.

Charlie didn’t push. Just rocked gently. “You don’t have to ask to hold her,” he said after a moment. “She’s your kid.”

Zoe’s brows furrowed. “I don’t… I’m not ready—”

He stood, slow and steady, and without giving her time to back away, he gently pressed the baby into her arms.

Zoe froze as the small, warm weight settled against her. The baby stirred but didn’t cry.

Zoe stared down, breath caught. Her arms stiff at first, then easing. Carefully. She adjusted her grip until the baby’s tiny face was nestled into her collarbone.

“Hi, life sucker,” Zoe whispered, voice dry and choked at the same time. “Guess it’s just us now.”

Charlie watched her, his jaw tight with emotion he didn’t show. “You’re doing fine,” he said quietly. “Both of you.”

The baby made a soft noise—almost like a sigh—and Zoe swallowed hard.

For the first time since her death, she didn’t feel entirely lost.

Zoe didn’t notice the figure in the hallway—silent, still, leaned halfway into the shadows just beyond the doorframe. But Charlie did.

Damon stood there, arms crossed loosely over his chest, expression unreadable for a moment. Watching. Listening.

Zoe’s focus was solely on the small bundle in her arms. Her voice, still rasping from her transition, dropped even lower. “You’re warm,” she murmured to the baby, almost surprised. “And quiet. Are you always this quiet, or just lulling me into a false sense of security?”

The baby stirred again, blinking slowly, her little fingers curling against Zoe’s shirt.

Charlie didn’t say anything. He looked from his niece to Damon, then back again. For the first time in days, there wasn’t panic in the air—just something careful and fragile.

Zoe ran a thumb gently across the baby’s brow. “You really do have my nose,” she said softly. “Sorry about that, by the way. But you killed me, so fair's fair.”

She never saw Damon.

But Charlie did.

He met Damon’s gaze across the room, and something passed silently between them—an understanding, a truce, maybe even the start of something like hope. Damon gave a short, solemn nod, then turned without a word, disappearing back into the hallway.

Charlie looked back at Zoe, who was still murmuring to her daughter. Something about stolen nose genes and impossible odds.

He didn’t interrupt. Just settled quietly back into his chair nearby and let her keep holding the baby.

And for now, that was enough.

 

Chapter 51: New Moon: The Story

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Summer had come hard to Forks—at least, as much as it could. The clouds were higher and thinner, the rain intermittent, and the scent of pine and cut grass lingered outside the Swan-Clark house.

Inside, the kitchen table had become a war room.

Zoe sat at the head of the table, fingers wrapped around a coffee mug she wasn’t drinking from. Damon leaned against the fridge, arms crossed. Bonnie bounced the baby gently in her arms while Bella and Charlie hovered nearby.

“We need a plan,” Damon said, breaking the uneasy quiet.

Charlie frowned. “A plan for what? Zoe’s alive.” He pauses and corrects himself, “Or mostly alive. She’s recovering. The baby’s here—”

“That’s the problem,” Zoe interrupted quietly, setting the mug down. “She’s here. With me. And with me comes a target.”

Charlie blinked. “I don’t follow.”

Zoe glanced at Damon, then Bonnie, and finally Bella. “It’s a doppelgänger thing,” she said flatly. “There’s someone out there—someone very old, very dangerous—who won’t be thrilled to learn I’m not human anymore. If he finds out I have a baby…” She trailed off, shaking her head. “It’s safer for her if people don’t know she’s mine.”

Bella looked alarmed. “Who would want to hurt a baby?”

“Someone who doesn’t care what gets destroyed along the way,” Bonnie murmured grimly.

“So, what?” Charlie asked. “We pretend she’s not yours?”

Zoe hesitated, then nodded. “We tell people your cousin passed. You took her daughter in. You’re the guardian.”

Charlie crossed his arms. “And if anyone asks questions?”

“That’s where Zoe comes in,” Bonnie said, not looking up from the baby. “Compulsion. Damon can supervise while she practices, but once she has the hang of it, she can stop anyone from asking the wrong type of questions. We’ll forge records. Jenna will have everything she needs.”

“I’ll take Zoe to the hospital this week,” Damon added, tone more serious than usual. “She can practice compulsion. It’ll be good for her… control.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “Is this your way of encouraging me to get out of the house?”

“And start acting like you’re not dead again? Maybe,” he smirked. Then, more seriously, “The baby’ll need a name.”

Zoe blinked. “What, ‘First Name: Life, Middle Name: Sucker’ won’t work?”

Charlie huffed and Bella snorted. Bonnie just rolled her eyes.

But Zoe went quiet after that, gaze dropping to the tabletop. Then she whispered, “Jenna.”

Damon looked up from where he’d been pretending not to care. Bonnie stilled.

“Jenna Clark,” Zoe said. “Jenna Bonnie Clark.”

Bonnie’s throat bobbed. Her arms tightened instinctively around the baby. “Zoe…”

Zoe looked at Damon. “Next time I end up with a magical life sucker, I’ll name it after you. Maybe… Damon Disaster Clark?”

Damon smirked. “Bit of a mouthful, but I’ll allow it.”

Bella tilted her head. “Who’s Jenna?” she asked gently.

Zoe stiffened, the warmth from a second ago draining slightly. “She was someone I knew back in Mystic Falls,” she said, voice tight. “She deserved to have someone named after her. She was good.”

Damon’s expression sobered. Bonnie cleared her throat, visibly moved. “She was one of the best people I’ve ever known.”

Charlie looked at his niece. “Then I think Jenna would be proud.”

Zoe’s eyes softened as they landed on the baby. “I hope so.”

Bella nodded slowly. “Jenna Bonnie Clark,” she repeated, tasting the name. “It fits.”

Damon tilted his head, arms crossed as he leaned against the wall. “Fits, sure,” he said. “Little too normal for a magical miracle baby, though. No thunder-themed initials? ‘Tempesta’ something-or-other?”

Zoe gave him a tired look. “Would you prefer ‘Damon Disaster Clark’?”

Bonnie chuckled, wiping at her eye with the back of her hand. “Honestly? That would’ve been fair.”

Charlie sighed but couldn’t quite hide the smile tugging at his mouth. “She’s not naming her after a hurricane.”

Damon smirked. “Speak for yourself. She’s already got the chaos part down.”

For the first time since the birth, Zoe didn’t flinch when someone mentioned the baby’s name. She didn’t smile either—but she didn’t look away.

That, Damon thought from across the room, was a start.

 

The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead as Zoe stood beside Damon at the hospital’s front desk. She wore a dark hoodie with the hood down, her hair pulled back to keep her face unobscured. Her fingers itched with nervous energy, but Damon’s calm presence kept her steady. Mostly.

“This is a bad idea,” she muttered under her breath.

“It’s a necessary one,” Damon replied smoothly, already flipping through a clipboard he’d swiped off a nurse’s station. “We’re giving your kid a paper trail. Birth certificate, immunization records, the whole human package.”

“Can I just say how surreal it is to be forging legal documents while technically undead?”

Damon flashed her a smirk. “Welcome to parenting in the supernatural world.”

They approached the receptionist’s counter. An older woman in floral scrubs looked up, clearly tired from a long shift.

“Can I help you?”

Damon leaned forward, voice velvet-smooth. “You’re going to create a new patient file. Mother’s name is Lois Clark. Baby girl, full term. Born at home two weeks ago. No complications. Father unknown.”

The woman blinked, pupils dilating just slightly. “Mother’s name is Lois Clark. Home birth. Full term… Got it.”

“Make sure she’s got a medical record number and immunization logs. We’ll provide forged forms to fill in the gaps.” Damon handed her a folder they’d printed at home.

“And this never happened,” Zoe added, stepping up. She hated the way her heart picked up—she could feel the compulsion working. Her words, like Damon’s, were heavy with suggestion.

“Of course,” the woman said dreamily. “I won’t remember this.”

They left ten minutes later with a freshly stamped file and official enrollment forms for the state’s health registry.

 

Word spread fast in Forks, as it always did. But no one questioned it too much—Charlie Swan was a private man, and most people vaguely remembered hearing something about a cousin who’d been sick last year. The funeral had been quiet, respectful, and purposefully sparse on details. No one pressed—not because they weren’t curious, but because Zoe and Damon had already been through half the town, planting false information, slipping in fabricated memories like puzzle pieces that had always belonged. By the time anyone thought to ask questions, they already believed they knew the answers.

When Charlie returned to work with heavier shoulders and a tighter jaw, no one asked why he suddenly looked older. Whispers floated around the station—“Poor guy, lost his cousin,” “Must be tough, stepping up like that”—but no one questioned the story. They didn’t need to. Thanks to Damon and Zoe’s carefully layered compulsion, the details were already settled.

Most people assumed the baby was being kept out of sight for grief or medical reasons. No one asked to see her. They just offered quiet condolences and told Charlie he was doing the right thing. He only nodded.

And so Jenna Bonnie Clark was folded into the fabric of Forks like she’d always been there. A whispered tragedy followed by a quiet act of family loyalty. Zoe stayed mostly out of sight, and the few times anyone caught a glimpse of her—eyes too tired for someone so young—they simply assumed grief and a new baby in the houe had changed her.

The paperwork matched. The story held. And no one questioned the swaddled infant that now lived in Charlie Swan’s home.

 

The phone rang just after sunset, the house still and quiet. Charlie picked it up without looking.

“Hey, Billy,” he said, tired but steady.

“Charlie,” Billy’s gravelly voice came through, equal parts curious and amused. “Heard a rumor from Sue Clearwater. Said you went and adopted a baby without warning the neighborhood first.”

Charlie sighed, rubbing his brow. “It’s not like that.”

“Uh-huh,” Billy drawled, clearly expecting an explanation.

“She’s my cousin’s kid,” Charlie said, lowering his voice out of habit, though the house was quiet except for the soft hum of the fridge. “She passed. Couple weeks back. I’m taking the baby in. Her name’s Jenna.”

There was a pause on the other end. Then, dryly, “You like being outnumbered, is that it?”

Charlie actually chuckled, the smallest hint of relief in his voice. “Guess I like living dangerously.”

Billy didn’t press. That was the thing about old friends—they knew when not to dig. “How are the girls handling it?”

Charlie’s eyes flicked toward the ceiling, where Zoe’s room sat above. He hesitated. “They’re fine.”

“You hesitated,” Billy noted.

Charlie huffed. “I didn’t.”

“You always hesitate when you lie.”

“I’m not lying.” Charlie shifted, leaning against the kitchen counter. “It’s just…complicated. But Zoe’s really stepping up. Helping out. Trying.”

Billy hummed, not pressing further. “Good. She’s strong. Always was.”

Charlie nodded to himself, grateful for the call and the reprieve from the silence. “Yeah. She is.”

They said little after that, comfortable in the quiet of old friends who understood that sometimes, even the truth had layers. Charlie hung up a few minutes later, staring out the kitchen window as night deepened around the house.

Jenna stirred in the nursery upstairs, and Zoe didn’t come down. But that was okay—for now.

 

The hallway was quiet.

Zoe stood outside Charlie’s bedroom door, one hand on the frame, the other wrapped around her midsection like she needed to hold herself together. The house was asleep—Bonnie crashed in Bella’s room, Damon pretending not to hover too close—and yet Zoe was wide awake. She always was now.

The door was open just enough to let a sliver of light from the hallway spill across the floorboards. Inside, she could see Charlie, asleep in the recliner, head tipped back, soft snores escaping with each breath.

And next to him, in the far corner, the crib.

Jenna.

Zoe didn’t move for a long time. She just watched. The rise and fall of her life sucker’s chest. The occasional flutter of her tiny fingers. The faint, instinctive sounds babies made when they were dreaming.

She shouldn’t be able to hear her. Not like this. But even over the hum of Charlie’s snoring, Zoe could hear Jenna’s heartbeat. Soft, slow, impossibly steady. It called to her in ways she didn’t understand and didn’t want to, not yet.

Her grip tightened on the doorway.

She could leave.

She should.

But instead, before she could think better of it, Zoe stepped into the room.

She walked straight past her sleeping uncle and toward the crib, movements fast and silent in a way only she could manage now. She stared down at Jenna—so tiny, so still—and then looked at the crib itself.

It wasn’t heavy. Damon had carried it in from the shed days ago with one hand.

She hesitated only a second more.

Then she reached down, gripped the sides, and lifted it.

Charlie stirred slightly at the creak of the wood, mumbling something in his sleep—but he didn’t wake.

Zoe moved quickly, quietly, cradling the crib like it was made of glass. Like her daughter was made of glass.

She padded up the stairs.

Back into the attic room.

Her room.

There wasn’t much space—but she didn’t need much. She shifted an armchair, pushed aside a half-unpacked box of sweaters, and slid the crib to the window. It looked wrong here. Too soft. Too new. Too human.

But when Zoe looked down at Jenna, still sleeping soundly, a strange calm settled in her chest.

She sat beside the crib. Didn’t reach in. Didn’t touch her.

Just watched her breathe.

Watched her exist.

And for the first time, Zoe didn’t feel like running away.

 

Charlie startled awake with a grunt, his neck aching from a night spent slumped in the recliner. The morning light bled through the blinds in soft gray streaks, and for a moment, everything was still.

Then he looked at the corner of the room.

The crib was gone.

And so was the baby.

Charlie bolted upright, every sleep-fogged thought rushing in at once. The house was too quiet. No crying, no cooing, not even the subtle hum of Zoe pacing the hall like she sometimes did when she couldn’t sleep.

“Zoe?” he barked, already halfway to the hallway. “Bonnie?”

He reached the stairs in two strides, half-prepared for the worst—some supernatural emergency, a disappearance, something worse he couldn’t even name.

He found them in the kitchen.

Damon was leaning against the counter, sipping coffee like he hadn’t heard Charlie panicking five seconds ago. Across from him, Zoe was curled in a chair, blanket thrown over her lap, Jenna nestled in her arms.

The baby was still asleep, chest rising and falling in steady rhythm.

Zoe looked up and saw the wild look in Charlie’s eyes.

She smirked. “You okay, Uncle Charlie?”

Charlie froze in the doorway, panting, taking in the sight like it didn’t quite compute. “You—what—” he pointed vaguely toward the baby. “She—crib—”

“She’s fine.” Zoe said gently, rocking Jenna slightly. “I brought her up last night. She was keeping you up.”

“You—” Charlie blinked again, and then sagged into the nearest chair, dragging a hand down his face. “You scared the hell out of me.”

“She’s my kid,” Zoe said quietly, and for once, the words didn’t sound like armor. They just sounded like truth.

Charlie looked up at her, heart still pounding. “Yeah,” he said softly. “She is.”

From behind them, Damon muttered, “You’re welcome, by the way. I was the one who convinced her she wouldn’t accidentally burst into flames if she picked the baby up.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “No, you stood in the hallway pretending not to hover while I did it.”

Charlie just chuckled, breath still catching as he looked between his niece and the baby now snug in her arms.

“Next time,” he muttered, “leave a damn note.”

Zoe grinned. “Where’s the fun in that?”

 

It was late afternoon when Bonnie had to run into Port Angeles for supplies, and Charlie was napping after his shift. Zoe had vanished upstairs, muttering something about “five minutes of silence before someone cries again,” leaving Damon alone in the living room—with it.

The baby.

Jenna.

The little life sucker herself.

She was propped in her portable bassinet nearby, wide awake, waving one fist in the air like she was preparing to start a revolution. Which would be on brand for a Clark. Her dark hair stuck up in a mess of soft, chaotic tufts. She made a soft squeaking noise, something between a hiccup and a war cry.

Damon glanced at her. Then glanced away.

Then glanced again.

“Don’t look at me like that,” he muttered, taking a sip of his bourbon. “I held you once. That was my good deed for the decade.”

Jenna kicked one socked foot. It missed the edge of the bassinet and made a soft thunk. She blinked up at him, wide gray eyes too familiar.

Damon squinted. “You look like your mom, which is deeply unfair. She gets to be terrifying and adorable. Pick a lane, kid.”

The baby gurgled. Damon swore it sounded judgmental.

He let out a slow sigh and finally, reluctantly, set his glass down. “Alright, fine.” He walked over and bent down. “But if you start crying, I swear to god—”

He lifted her up, stiff and awkward, the way someone might hold a bomb they didn’t quite trust not to go off.

Jenna snuggled into the crook of his arm instantly.

Damon froze.

“…Oh come on.”

She didn’t cry. She didn’t fuss. She just curled in, like she belonged there. Her tiny fist wrapped around the edge of his leather jacket like a claim.

Damon looked down at her, expression unreadable. “You’re doing this on purpose,” he whispered. “You’ve already taken over Zoe’s room. Don’t think I don’t know what this is. You’re planning a coup.”

Jenna hiccuped, then yawned.

And Damon—Damon Salvatore, apex predator, former Augustine test subject, sarcastic menace to society—sighed and sank into the couch, the baby still nestled against him.

“You’re warm,” he muttered, surprise in his voice. “Little heater. No wonder Zoe didn’t let you go.”

Jenna made a sleepy noise. Her tiny hand moved, fist brushing his collar.

Damon sat there, unmoving, like if he acknowledged the softness in his chest it might crack him open.

After a long moment, he whispered, “Don’t make this a thing.”

Behind him, Zoe’s voice floated from the stairs.

“Too late.”

Damon groaned, but didn’t move. Jenna stayed exactly where she was—safe, quiet, and, he supposed, fine .

“Still calling her life sucker,” he grumbled.

But even Zoe could tell: it was different now.

 

Zoe leaned against the porch railing, eyes on the fog-draped trees as Damon and Bonnie stood behind her, their bags waiting by the door.

“So…” Zoe said quietly, not turning around. “Jeremy’s in trouble?”

Bonnie nodded, her voice tight. “Yeah. The hunter’s mark is getting stronger. He’s angry all the time. Lashing out. Elena said he’s barely sleeping and he almost put a stake through Stefan by accident.”

Damon gave a humorless smirk. “Well, that part sounds like Jeremy.”

Bonnie shot him a look, but didn’t disagree. “He’s spiraling, Zoe. And Elena’s doing everything she can, but she’s not enough. He needs someone who understands what magic feels like when it consumes you.” She glanced at Zoe. “Someone like me.”

Zoe nodded slowly. “You should go. You’re the only one who’s ever been able to talk him down.”

Bonnie sighed. “I just… hate leaving you right now.”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. Her thumb rubbed over the green stone in her bracelet. “Charlie’s getting attached,” she said at last. “To the baby. To all of this. And maybe… I’m starting to, too.”

Damon studied her. He could feel the crackle of uncertainty through their bond. He didn’t like leaving her like this.

“You could still come with us,” he said. “You and the kid. Mystic Falls isn’t exactly less weird, but at least we know how to fight what’s out there.”

Zoe smiled faintly. “I don’t even know what I am, Damon. What Jenna is. And until I figure that out… I think I need to stay away from Mystic Falls.”

There was silence.

Then Damon stepped forward, lowering his voice. “You say the word, Zo, and I’m back on the next red-eye—blood bag in one hand, bourbon in the other.”

Their bond hummed faintly between them. She could feel his sincerity through it, just like he could feel her fear.

“I know,” she whispered, voice thick. Zoe blinked fast and swallowed hard. “Don’t make me say goodbye.”

Damon gave a half-smile. “Wouldn’t dare.”

Bonnie stepped in, wrapping Zoe in a tight hug. “Call. Every day,” she whispered. “You and Jenna both.”

Zoe nodded, hugging her back. “Take care of Jeremy. And yourselves.”

Damon reached for his bag again and made it halfway to the car before Zoe called out, “Hey, Damon?”

He turned, eyes sharp.

“If I name my next baby after you, I’m still going with Damon Disaster Clark.”

Damon groaned. “Why does that sound so on-brand?”

Bonnie laughed as she slid into the passenger seat. Damon gave one last glance—at Zoe, at the house, at the crooked porch light Charlie still hadn’t fixed—and then got in.

As the car disappeared down the road, Zoe remained where she stood, arms folded, bracelet cool against her wrist.

And inside the house, Jenna stirred in Charlie’s arms.

 

The house was quiet. Too quiet.

For the first time since Damon came to town almost three months ago, Zoe realized she was really alone.

No Damon lurking in the hallway, pretending to check for perimeter threats just so he could feel her heartbeat through the bond. No Bonnie “accidentally” reheating her coffee while lingering long enough to hand Zoe the baby.  Bella was in La Push, helping Jacob with something wolf-related. Charlie had pulled a double at the station.

It was just Zoe and Jenna.

The silence wasn’t oppressive, exactly. Just big. It filled every inch of the house, settled into the floorboards and hummed in the walls. And somewhere in that stillness, from the monitor upstairs, came a soft rustling sound. A sigh. A quiet hiccup of breath.

Zoe didn’t let herself hesitate.

She was already halfway up the stairs before her thoughts could talk her out of it. The crib sat in the corner of her room now—another impulsive choice she hadn’t let herself analyze.

Jenna was awake, staring up at the mobile that spun slowly overhead. Her fists were curled near her face, one of them caught in the fabric of the blanket Zoe had wrapped her in the night before.

“Hey, life sucker,” Zoe murmured, stepping closer.

Jenna blinked slowly, as if she recognized the voice, even if she didn’t understand it.

Zoe crouched, arms folded over the edge of the crib. “It’s just us today. Damon and Bonnie finally had to answer the Bat Signal.” She smirked faintly. “I’m not sure I know how to do this without one of them here to pretend I don’t have to.”

Jenna blinked up at her, face scrunching in a half yawn, half protest.

Zoe exhaled and reached in before she could think too hard about it. Her arms didn’t shake the way they had the first few times. Her heart still stuttered, sure—but it didn’t stop her.

The baby settled against her chest with shocking ease.

Zoe stood there for a moment, swaying slightly, Jenna’s breath brushing the edge of her collarbone. The quiet didn’t feel quite so big now.

“I’m not great company,” she said softly. “I make a lot of bad jokes. I swear more than I should. And I don’t really know how to…” She trailed off, then glanced down.

Jenna stared at her, wide-eyed and calm.

Zoe swallowed. “But I’m trying. So maybe you could try too?”

A sleepy sigh answered her, followed by a tiny fist curling into the fabric of her hoodie.

Zoe turned toward the window, careful not to jostle the baby. The trees swayed outside, the sun dull and pale through a thick veil of Forks clouds.

Somewhere in the back of her mind, she felt the absence of Damon and Bonnie like a missing heartbeat. But Jenna’s warmth was steady and real against her shoulder.

Zoe leaned her cheek against the soft baby hair and closed her eyes for just a second.

“Bat Signal or not,” she whispered, “we’ll be okay.”

And this time, she almost believed it.

 

Notes:

I wanted to give the baby a name that would mean something to Zoe, but also something deceptively normal. "Jenna the Supernatural Miracle Child", kind of like "Buffy the Vampire Slayer".
It's also purposefully something very un-Cullen - modern, a little common, but special to Zoe.

Chapter 52: New Moon: Learn to Live Again

Notes:

The next few chapters are going to focus on Zoe's mental recovery: her coming to terms with becoming a hybrid. I know everyone's probably eager for the Cullens to come back - they will (soon) - but I think it's important to Zoe's arc to adjust without their presence.

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The truck’s engine wheezed a little as Bella pulled into the familiar dirt driveway, gravel crunching beneath her tires. The salt in the air was stronger this close to the coast, threaded with something earthy and evergreen. The clouds hung low, but the threat of rain hadn’t quite broken.

She didn’t know why she came. Only that she needed to get out of the house.

Before the truck even fully stopped, the front door creaked open. Jacob Black stepped onto the porch barefoot, wiping his hands on a rag already stained with motor oil. His long hair was pulled back in a low tie, a few strands falling into his face.

He smiled, warm and uncomplicated. “Didn’t think I’d see you today.”

Bella climbed out, tugging her sleeves down. “Didn’t think I’d come.”

Jake didn’t press her for more. He just moved aside so she could sit on the porch steps beside him. The wood was sun-warmed beneath her, the distant crash of waves giving them a rhythm to fall into.

For a while, they didn’t talk.

Then Jacob asked, “You okay?”

She let the question hang. “Home is just… a lot right now.”

He nodded, the way someone does when they don’t have to understand to believe you.

A gull shrieked in the distance. Jacob picked at the thread on his jeans. “So… your new cousin. The baby.”

Bella let out a breath, almost a laugh. “She’s not so bad. Cute. A little smelly.”

Jake snorted. “A ringing endorsement if I’ve ever heard one.”

“She’s got big eyes. Kinda serious for a baby.”

“Is Zoe adjusting okay? I mean—” He hesitated, trying to find the line between concerned and nosy. “That’s a lot, taking in a kid. Charlie told my dad she was helping out a lot.”

Bella stared out toward the ocean, the way the light broke across the surface in pieces. She remembered the attic. The blood. Damon’s pale hands holding Zoe’s cold hand. The baby’s cry.

“She’s… trying,” Bella said softly. “It’s just all a lot. For all of us.”

Jake leaned back on his hands, giving her space. “Well, for what it’s worth… you seem steadier.”

She blinked. “Steadier?”

“You were a wreck back in June,” he said gently, not unkind. “Now you’re just… quiet.”

“I guess,” Bella murmured. “It’s weird. I thought I’d fall apart when Edward left. Then Zoe almost—” She cut herself off. “Anyway. It’s like I used up all my sad.”

Jacob didn’t laugh at that. Didn’t joke. He just let it sit there in the open air with them.

“I don’t feel better,” she added. “I just feel… different.”

They sat there a little longer, neither of them needing to fill the silence. For now, the sea did the talking.

And Bella didn’t cry.

 

Bella pulled into the driveway just after ten. The house was dark except for the porch light Charlie always forgot to switch off. She turned off the engine and sat for a moment, her fingers still curled around the keys.

The air was cool for August. Crisp enough to remind her summer was already starting to drift away.

As she stepped out of the truck, she heard the faintest scrape—barely a sound at all—and looked up.

Zoe was sitting on the roof, legs tucked beneath her, a blanket draped around her shoulders like a shawl. She didn’t look down right away. Her eyes were on the trees, the streetlights, something far beyond Forks. She was wearing black—jeans, a fitted jacket, no trace of her old floral skirts or soft, worn cardigans.

Bella hesitated, then made her way around to the side of the house where the lattice met the gutter. She climbed quietly, not exactly graceful but not making a scene either.

When she finally hoisted herself onto the roof, Zoe still hadn’t looked at her. But she shifted slightly, just enough to leave space.

Bella took it.

They sat in silence.

After a long moment, Bella spoke. “You’re wearing boots now.”

Zoe’s lips twitched. “It’s the apocalypse. Figured I’d dress for the mood.”

Bella pulled her knees to her chest. “They suit you.”

Another beat passed. A breeze stirred the treetops.

Zoe’s eyes moved to Bella—really looked at her—and something softened. “Your silence is heavier than it used to be.”

Bella didn’t answer right away. “So is yours.”

Zoe let out a breath, half-laugh, half-sigh. “We’re a pair.”

“I went to La Push,” Bella said after a while. “Jacob’s building a car out of junk and charm.”

“That sounds about right.”

Silence again, but not awkward. Just… shared.

The street below was still. Upstairs, a baby stirred, then fell quiet again.

Bella glanced sideways. “Do you ever sleep?”

“Can’t.” Zoe shook her head. “Literally.”

Bella didn’t ask more. She just leaned back, resting her head against the shingles, watching the stars try to break through Forks’ cloud cover.

Zoe sat with her, silent and still, the only sign of her new life the faint silver gleam in her eyes when the porch light caught them.

They didn’t say goodbye when Bella climbed down later. Didn’t need to.

Sometimes sitting next to someone was enough.

 

The next time Bella came to La Push, Jacob didn’t wait for her to climb the porch steps. He waved from the garage, where he was elbow-deep in the hood of a half-disassembled Rabbit.

“Thought you might show up again,” he said, not looking up. “You’ve got that ‘I need to hide out’ energy.”

Bella raised an eyebrow. “Is that so?”

Jake grinned and glanced at her from beneath the hood. “Call it a gift.”

She didn’t answer. Just leaned against the fender, arms crossed. Her hair was pulled back today, and she looked more awake than she had last week. Still pale, still too thin—but her eyes weren’t hollow anymore.

“I brought snacks,” she said, holding up a brown paper bag like it was peace offering. “Charlie said you eat like a bottomless pit.”

Jacob perked up. “You brought food? I didn’t know this was a real visit.”

He tossed his rag onto the workbench and led her to the back of the house, where the picnic table still bore faded carvings from some old Quileute bonfire night. She handed over the bag, and he gave a theatrical gasp when he saw what was inside.

“Twinkies? Chips? Is that—did you seriously bring me a gas station sandwich?”

“Ham and cheese,” Bella deadpanned. “The food of champions.”

He took it gratefully, unwrapping the sandwich with reverence. “You spoil me, Swan.”

They sat in comfortable silence while he ate, Bella picking at a Twinkie more for the texture than the taste.

After a moment, Jacob looked at her. “You’re talking more lately.”

“Is that a good thing?”

“Yeah,” he said. “You were kind of ghost-y for a while there.”

Bella smiled faintly. “I still feel that way sometimes. Like I’m half-here.”

Jake tilted his head. “And the other half?”

“I don’t know,” she said honestly. “Still in the woods. Still in that clearing where he left me.”

Jacob didn’t tell her to forget him. He didn’t say she’d get over it.

He just nodded. “I think half of you’s here now. I can work with that.”

She gave him a soft look—grateful. Then, after a moment: “Did you always know how to say the right thing?”

“Nope.” He leaned back on the bench. “I just talk until something sticks.”

Bella actually laughed. It surprised her enough that she stopped mid-breath and blinked.

Jacob beamed like it was a prize he hadn’t expected to win.

 

The doorbell rang just after noon.

Charlie was the one who opened it. A cardboard box sat on the porch—wide, taped neatly, and addressed to Zoe Clark. There was no return label, but the handwriting on the shipping slip was unmistakably feminine and bubbly.

“Something came for you,” Charlie called into the house, dragging the box inside with a grunt.

Zoe was halfway down the stairs before she saw it. Her body stopped short like she’d hit an invisible wall. Her fingers tightened on the railing.

Bella, sitting in the living room with Jenna nestled in her arms, immediately noticed the shift. “Zo?”

Zoe didn’t answer. Her eyes were locked on the box like it might explode. Her voice, when it came, was low. “I’ve seen this before.”

Charlie glanced up sharply. “What do you mean?”

She didn’t move from the stairs. “Christmas. The day everything went to hell. Klaus sent one just like it.” Her voice was tight. “A box with no return address. Felt like a bomb even before we opened it.”

Charlie stepped protectively in front of the box, hands at his hips. “It’s not ticking.”

“That one wasn’t either,” Zoe muttered.

Bella stood slowly, rocking Jenna absently. “Maybe it’s nothing,” she said gently. “Maybe it’s not him.”

Zoe finally came down the last step, moving cautiously. She didn’t take her eyes off the box. “It’s not nothing.”

Charlie exhaled. “Only one way to find out. But you’re not doing it alone.” He sat beside the box and looked at her squarely. “You’ve got backup now.”

Zoe swallowed, stepped forward, and crouched next to him. Her fingers worked slowly, deliberately slicing through the tape with a box cutter Charlie handed her. Each cut echoed too loud in the quiet house.

Bella shifted her weight, ready to move if something was wrong—though what she could do while holding a baby, she wasn’t sure.

Zoe opened the top flap.

Inside, nestled in careful layers of tissue paper and bubble wrap, was a sleek, brand-new infant car seat. Black with silver trim. High-end. Stylish. Safe.

Zoe blinked.

A folded note sat on top. She picked it up with slow fingers and unfolded it.

"You can’t stay inside forever.
There’s a whole big world for both of you to experience.
Start with a car ride.
—Caroline"

Zoe stared at the paper, the tightness in her shoulders not fading, not entirely. But her lips twitched. Just barely.

“Caroline,” she said softly.

Charlie relaxed—just a little—but kept his eyes on her.

“She didn’t mean anything bad,” Bella offered. “She probably just wants to remind you that you’re still allowed to live.”

Zoe set the note aside and looked at the car seat like it was a foreign object. Like it was speaking a language she wasn’t fluent in yet.

“Seems like a nice one,” Charlie said gently. “You’ll have to take a ride at some point.”

Zoe looked up at him, then at Bella and the baby in her arms. Her voice was quiet. “I don’t even have a car.”

Charlie shrugged. “We’ll figure that out.”

She ran a hand through her hair. “She’s not wrong. I can’t stay inside forever.”

And somehow, it wasn’t just about sunlight anymore.

 

Zoe ran like she was born for it. Or technically, died for it.

The forest blurred around her, wind slicing past her face as her boots skimmed the uneven terrain. Her leather jacket flared behind her like a second skin. The green gem on her bracelet glinting every so often in the moonlight. Tight jeans, black sweater, no coat. She didn’t need warmth anymore. The cold didn’t bite the way it used to.

Branches cracked underfoot, but she was already gone before the sound registered. A deer leapt across her path and she veered with it, outrunning the animal like it was standing still. She didn’t chase it—not really. She just needed to know if she could.

Turns out, she could.

Zoe reached the ridge above the highway in under a minute. She paused there, the silver light of the moon carving across her sharp cheekbones and dark hair. No sparkle. No marble sheen. Just moonlight and muscle. Her breath barely hitched, even at this speed. Her heart didn’t race. Not like before.

She could hear the hum of electricity in the power lines.

The flap of bat wings three trees over.

The muffled bass of a car stereo down on the road.

She could smell the nicotine off a man’s jacket before she stepped inside the dim bar attached to a gas station on the edge of nowhere. She slipped in like a shadow, found a man nursing his third whiskey and a bleeding cut on his thumb. A working man. A tired one. No family pictures in his wallet.

Zoe didn’t hesitate.

She smiled.

Lured him out back with quiet words and predator charm. His breath fogged against the cool metal of the dumpster. Her fangs slid out with ease. The bite was precise. Controlled. He barely noticed.

She drank enough to still the pull in her veins—but not more. Then she made him look into her eyes and murmured a suggestion to forget the last five minutes and think twice before lighting another cigarette.

It was so easy.

And that terrified her.

She made it home before the sky lightened. Ditching her jacket at the back door, Zoe climbed the stairs two at a time and paused in the hallway. The Swan house was dark. Still.

Jenna’s soft cries filtered through Charlie’s bedroom door.

Zoe didn’t move at first.

Her veins hummed with borrowed life. Her senses were still stretched wide, a thousand voices of the earth whispering to her, and yet—there it was. The bond. That steady tether inside her chest. Damon’s warmth, distant but real. He was thinking about her. She could feel it like a hand between her shoulder blades.

It didn’t stop the ache settling in her jaw.

She stood outside Charlie’s room, listening as he whispered to the baby. Gentle, patient words. The same ones he used with her once, when her nightmares used to wake the house.

Zoe’s fingers twitched against the doorframe.

But she didn’t knock. Didn’t enter.

Instead, she turned and walked down the hall without a sound. Her boots were silent on the hardwood. Her eyes were bright in the dark.

She didn’t feel tired.

She didn’t feel anything.

Just power coiled under her skin, the echo of blood still warm in her mouth.

And something far more dangerous growing in her chest: comfort with it.

 

The coffee pot hissed faintly in the quiet kitchen. Dawn pressed dim gold through the clouds outside, not quite enough to warm the light in the room.

Bella stood at the counter in Charlie’s flannel robe, fingers wrapped around her chipped "Forks Fishing Club" mug. She hadn’t meant to be awake this early, but Jenna’s brief crying spell had stirred the house—and stirred her.

Zoe didn’t make noise coming in. She never did anymore. Just materialized at the kitchen threshold like a shadow peeling off the wall, movements fluid, precise. A little too precise.

Bella didn’t jump, but she did grip her mug a little tighter.

Zoe’s eyes were too bright in the half-light. Her posture too still.

“You’re back,” Bella said quietly.

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “Didn’t realize I’d left.”

Bella gave a humorless half-smile. “You didn’t take the car.”

“Didn’t need it.”

Bella turned, slowly taking in her cousin’s all-black outfit, damp boots, the faint flush of life that didn’t come from sleep or rest—just blood.

“Where’d you go?”

Zoe shrugged. “Out. Walked. Ran. Fed.”

The last word fell like a cold coin between them.

Bella didn’t respond right away. She sipped her coffee and stared at Zoe over the rim of her mug. “You’re different.”

Zoe leaned against the fridge, arms crossing. “Undead tends to do that.”

“No,” Bella said softly. “Not like that. It’s not just the fangs. It’s like you’re… slipping. Into something colder.” She hesitated. “You didn’t even go in last night. Jenna was crying. You heard her. I saw you pause.”

Zoe went still.

“I couldn’t,” she said finally, voice low. “I didn’t know what I’d do.”

Bella didn’t press. She didn’t look angry. Just… sad.

And that made it worse.

Zoe’s jaw flexed. Her hands balled into fists at her sides. Then she moved suddenly—pacing, turning back toward Bella like the movement might shake something loose.

“I’m trying,” Zoe said, and there was real pain in it. “But it’s so easy now. The blood, the power. The way people don’t matter if I don’t make them matter.”

Bella said nothing.

Zoe shook her head, her voice sharper. “You think I don’t feel it? That I don’t know what it means when I stop looking at her, when I stop trying? I feel it every time I walk past that room. Every time I let someone else hold her. Every time I pretend it’s not my problem.”

She stopped. The silence stretched.

And then, quieter: “I don’t want to be like this.”

Bella’s voice was steady when she finally spoke. “Then don’t be.”

Zoe looked up, startled by the simplicity of it.

“You’re not gone, Zoe,” Bella said. “You’re still here. I know it.”

Zoe exhaled shakily, like she’d been holding something in for too long. She looked away. Her eyes stung—not with tears, not quite, but with heat . With guilt.

Then, finally, she whispered: “I’ll be better.”

Bella blinked.

Zoe stepped forward slowly, like she wasn’t sure she could stand the weight of her own promise. Her hand brushed the edge of the counter.

“I’ll be better for her,” Zoe said. “I don’t know how yet. But I will. I’ll be better to Jenna.”

Bella nodded. “Good. She deserves that.”

Zoe nodded too, but didn’t speak again. She turned toward the hallway.

This time, she didn’t pass the nursery door.

She opened it.

And stepped inside.

 

The moon was high by the time the house had gone still again. Charlie was snoring in his room, the television humming soft static. Bella had long since retreated to bed with a book she wasn’t really reading.

But Zoe remained awake.

She always was now.

Jenna’s crib sat in the corner of Zoe’s attic room—just beneath the slanted ceiling where moonlight filtered through the narrow window. The crib didn’t match the rest of Zoe’s space. It looked like it belonged somewhere softer, somewhere warmer. But it was here now. And so was the life sucker.

Zoe stood silently at the window for a long time, watching the trees sway outside. Then she turned and padded across the floor, barefoot and quiet. The floorboards creaked slightly under her, but Jenna didn’t stir.

She crouched beside the crib, her leather jacket whispering against the wood. Jenna was curled on her side, one hand splayed near her mouth, the other fisted against the pale green blanket Bonnie had picked out. Her breaths came slow and shallow. Steady.

“I don’t know what I’m doing,” Zoe murmured. “But you probably don’t either, huh?”

She leaned forward, resting her arms on the edge of the crib. Jenna’s fingers twitched, and Zoe’s eyes followed the motion. The bracelet on her wrist—a birthday gift from Damon—shifted with the light.

Then, without warning, one of Jenna’s tiny hands reached up and wrapped around the bracelet’s green stone.

Zoe blinked.

The grip was weak, barely there, but insistent. Jenna’s knuckles brushed Zoe’s wrist like she didn’t care what the bracelet meant, only that it was hers now.

Zoe let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding. Her lips twitched.

“Of course you’d pick the one thing in this house that actually matters to me,” she said dryly.

She sat back and grabbed her phone from the nightstand. With Jenna still holding on to her bracelet, she texted Damon.

Life sucker just tried to steal your bracelet.

A pause. Then:

She’s small. But I think she’s planning a coup.

Zoe didn’t expect an immediate reply—it was late, and Mystic Falls wasn’t exactly quiet—but it didn’t matter. Just sending the message made her feel less... alone.

She set the phone down, glanced at Jenna again, and this time… didn’t look away. Zoe shifted her weight and sat fully on the floor, back against the dresser, stretching her legs out beneath the window. She pulled her knees up loosely and crossed her arms atop them.

“I don’t sleep. That means I’m going to be here for every time you wake up crying in the middle of the night. Every time you need a bottle. Every time you don’t know what you need.” Her eyes flicked to the small pile of supplies in the corner—formula, diapers, wipes. All lined up in neat little rows. Charlie had made sure they were ready.

When Jenna began to fuss again—no screams, just the grumpy little sounds of being alive and wanting something—Zoe didn’t panic.

She didn’t run.

She reached down, carefully lifting the baby into her arms, settling her with unfamiliar but steady motions.

“You’re heavier than you look,” Zoe said wryly, adjusting Jenna in the crook of her elbow.

She found herself gently bouncing her knee like she’d seen Bonnie do, murmuring nonsense under her breath. Old lyrics. Fragments of lullabies. At one point she half-whispered the chorus to a Nirvana song she knew Damon hated.

And Jenna… calmed.

Zoe blinked down at her, surprised. “You’re a strange little thing,” she whispered. “But maybe you’re mine after all.”

She stayed like that for hours—rocking, humming, adjusting when needed. She didn't call for help.

Didn’t pass Jenna off.

For the first time, she didn't feel like a stranger in her own story.

 

Chapter 53: New Moon: Zoe Clark, Road Menace

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The smell of coffee filled the kitchen before the sun had fully crested the trees. Charlie moved on autopilot—scooping, pouring, pressing the button. It gurgled to life with a familiar comfort.

He was halfway through his first sip when soft footsteps padded into the room.

Zoe stood in the doorway, barefoot and tousle-haired, holding Jenna in one arm like she’d been doing it her entire life. The baby was awake but calm, her tiny fist balled in the collar of Zoe’s black sweater. The early light made her eyes look even grayer than usual.

“Morning,” Charlie offered gruffly.

Zoe nodded, her free hand reaching for a mug. She poured herself some coffee, took a sip, and didn’t flinch at the bitterness. Charlie raised an eyebrow.

“You know that doesn’t do anything for you anymore, right?”

“It helps with circulation.” Zoe shrugged. “And the vibe.”

Charlie huffed but didn’t argue.

They stood in silence for a moment, the kitchen wrapped in quiet morning haze. Then Zoe leaned her hip against the counter and glanced down at Jenna, who was contentedly drooling on her sleeve.

“I want to get my license.”

Charlie blinked. “Your—what?”

“Driver’s license,” she clarified. “It’s not for me,” she added quickly, reading the question in his face. “I could run to Seattle and back before most people finish a podcast episode.”

Charlie stared at her over the rim of his mug.

“But I can’t exactly carry a baby in my arms at vampire speed. And… eventually, I’m going to have to take her places. Doctor. Grocery store. Playdates. Whatever normal people do with babies.” She looked down again. “She deserves normal.”

Charlie’s throat bobbed. “You’re serious.”

Zoe looked up, eyes steady. “I’m not going anywhere, Uncle Charlie. Not yet. So if I’m here, I need to be able to help. To actually do stuff.”

Charlie didn’t answer right away. He just watched his niece—the way she cradled the child who shouldn’t have survived, the way she stood in his kitchen like she belonged to it. Like she wanted to.

He sighed, slow and deep. “Alright. We’ll start practicing. You’re gonna have to take the test just like everybody else, you know.”

Zoe smirked. “No compulsion?”

Especially no compulsion.”

She raised her mug in mock toast. “Deal.”

Jenna gurgled, and Charlie looked down at her, then back at Zoe. “You know, she’s really starting to look like you.”

Zoe’s smile softened. “She’s better looking, though.”

Charlie chuckled. “Well, let’s see how she does behind the wheel.”

 

Jacob wiped his hands with a grease-streaked rag as Bella’s truck rumbled up the driveway. The familiar sputter of her engine didn’t raise alarm—but then she cut the ignition, walked around to the passenger side, and opened the door.

She emerged holding a car seat.

Jacob’s brows furrowed. “Uh… is that what I think it is?”

Bella shut the door with her hip. “Only if you think it’s a baby.”

She lifted the car seat slightly for emphasis, and sure enough, a tiny bundle squirmed inside it—wrapped in a pale blanket, one miniature fist waving lazily in the air.

Jacob stared. “You brought a baby to La Push?”

Bella started walking toward the porch like this was nothing more than a grocery run. “Charlie had to take Zoe out driving for her license test. No way was he letting her behind the wheel with a baby in the car.”

Jacob blinked, still processing. “Zoe’s driving?”

Bella shot him a look. “I know.”

“Still doesn’t explain the baby.”

She set the car seat gently on the porch bench and sat beside it. “It’s Charlie’s cousin’s kid. That’s the story, anyway.”

Jacob stepped closer and peered into the car seat like he expected something supernatural to leap out. “She’s… really small.”

“She’s a baby, Jake.”

“No, I mean—like, extra small.”

Bella shrugged. “She came early. And her mom… wasn’t around long.”

Jacob’s face softened, but his confusion lingered. “So Zoe’s helping raise her?”

Bella nodded. “Sort of. Charlie’s mostly in charge, but Zoe’s getting there.”

He looked back at the car seat. The baby was calm now, blinking up at nothing in particular. “She kinda looks like Zoe.”

Bella smirked faintly. “Weird, right?”

Jacob didn’t ask more. He didn’t seem to know how to. Instead, he sat down carefully beside Bella, giving the baby a cautious glance.

“You wanna hold her?” Bella offered, only half teasing.

“God, no,” Jacob said quickly. “She’s got like… bones. I’ll break one.”

“She’s not made of glass.”

“Yeah, well, I’m made of awkward.”

Bella laughed, and Jenna kicked softly in her seat, one hand brushing the air like she was chasing the sound.

 

The Forks backroads stretched empty and winding, lined with moss-covered trees and too many deer for Charlie’s liking. The cruiser idled quietly as Zoe adjusted the seat, her black boots barely grazing the pedals. She wore her usual uniform now—tight jeans, leather jacket, too much confidence for someone who technically hadn’t passed a single driver’s exam.

Charlie sat in the passenger seat, gripping the door like it might fly open on its own.

“You sure you want to do this?” he asked, not looking at her but at the trees, the road, his own mortality.

Zoe rolled her eyes and flicked on the turn signal with a touch that was almost dainty. “It’s not my first time driving, Uncle Charlie.”

Charlie gave her a look that was all raised eyebrows and veteran-cop disbelief. “When, exactly, was your last time?”

Zoe smirked. “That one time Damon got stabbed and someone snapped his neck. I had to drag his corpse back to the Camaro and drive us to the Boarding House. Only hit two people.”

Charlie’s eyebrows rose higher. “What kind of people?”

“Weirdly aggressive werewolves,” Zoe said breezily. “Totally deserved it. You should’ve seen the fur.”

Charlie took a deep breath through his nose. “Zoe, I know you’re a vampire. You can run faster than the damn speed limit. But I’m still a cop, and if I see you treat a stop sign like a suggestion, I will write you a ticket.”

Zoe grinned, fangs just barely showing. “I’ll frame it.”

Charlie narrowed his eyes. “You will parallel park.”

Zoe groaned. “That’s not even a real-life skill.”

Charlie pointed at the street ahead. “Tell that to downtown Seattle.”

Zoe muttered something under her breath, then shifted into gear with an exaggerated flourish. The car jerked forward slightly before smoothing out.

They cruised slowly down the road—Zoe too smooth, too confident, too not-human for Charlie’s peace of mind. She never even blinked when a squirrel darted across the road. No hesitation, no nerves.

Charlie glanced at her. “You know you can’t just compel the DMV guy to pass you, right?”

Zoe smirked. “That would be unethical, Chief Swan.”

Charlie gave her a dry look. “You’re so full of it.”

“I’ve been drinking coffee. Could be that.”

 

The garage smelled like oil and pine-scented air freshener, the kind that didn’t actually cover up anything. Bella sat on an old folding chair, arms crossed as she rocked slightly, keeping an eye on the car seat settled near her feet.

Jenna stirred inside, a soft whimper bubbling up as the temperature dropped with the late afternoon fog rolling in off the coast.

Jacob winced, glancing at the small heater in the corner. “Okay, this place is definitely not baby-proof.”

Bella raised an eyebrow. “She’s tougher than she looks, but yeah. You think your house can survive baby cries?”

“Please,” Jake grinned, brushing the hair out of his face. “We’ve survived you and your dramatic poetry phase. I think we can handle one tiny human.”

Before Bella could threaten to throw a wrench at him, Jacob was already lifting the car seat with careful hands. “Come on. It’s warmer inside.”

Bella followed, arms crossed tightly, trying not to look like she was bracing for impact.

Billy Black was at the kitchen table, thumbing through a newspaper with a mug of tea in front of him. He looked up the moment Jacob came in with the baby in tow.

“Bells,” he greeted warmly, then paused as his eyes landed on the bundled infant. “And who’s this?”

“Jenna,” Bella said, forcing her voice to stay steady. “Charlie’s cousin passed. He’s taking care of her. He told you, right?”

Billy’s expression didn’t falter—but something shifted in his eyes. “Right.” He wheeled a little closer, looking down into the car seat. Jenna blinked up at him, calm and wide-eyed.

She had Zoe’s eyes. That same storm-gray color that looked too old for a baby. Too knowing.

Billy didn’t say anything for a long moment.

Jacob crouched beside the seat, tugging Jenna’s blanket more snugly around her. “She’s cute, huh? Little. Quiet, too. Like… freakishly quiet.”

“Mmm,” Billy hummed, eyes never leaving the baby. “Looks familiar.”

Bella stiffened, but didn’t speak.

Billy sat back slowly, taking a sip from his mug. “You bring her around more often, she might toughen up just fine.”

Jacob grinned. “See? Baby’s already a natural.”

Billy said nothing else, just nodded as his eyes flicked back to Jenna—then to Bella, once, knowingly. Bella swallowed hard.

She had a feeling Billy Black didn’t believe for one second that Jenna Clark was just a random cousin’s baby.

But he didn’t say it aloud.

Not yet.

 

The front door creaked open just as the last rays of sun dipped behind the treeline. Bella stepped inside with a little more speed than usual, shifting the car seat strap off her shoulder. Her hair smelled like salt and pine from the drive.

Charlie was at the kitchen table, sipping lukewarm coffee and flipping through some paperwork. He looked up the second she entered.

"She's all yours," Bella said, lifting the car seat carefully and placing it in front of him like she was defusing a bomb. "I’ve had my fill of babies for the day.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Everything go okay?”

Bella shrugged out of her jacket. “No one died. Jacob let us in. Billy stared at her like she had three heads. But… yeah.”

Charlie gave a soft grunt of acknowledgment, already lifting Jenna into his arms with practiced ease. The baby let out a soft grunt of her own and immediately relaxed against his chest. Bella watched it happen—watched Jenna melt into his chest like she belonged there. Like she’d always been his.

She cleared her throat. “Where’s Zoe?”

Charlie rocked slightly on his heels. “She went out,” he said, glancing toward the window. “Didn’t say where. Honestly, I feel a lot better when I don’t ask too many questions.”

Bella narrowed her eyes. “That comforting, huh?”

“Like leaving a raccoon with a flare gun,” Charlie muttered.

Bella smirked. “How’d the driving lesson go?”

Charlie’s face twisted into something halfway between dread and exasperation.

“That bad?”

He nodded solemnly. “She treated it like a game of Mario Kart. Hit two squirrels. Clipped Mrs. Hendricks’ mailbox. Dinged the bumper of Steve’s truck, and then asked if the insurance covered ‘wildlife casualties.’”

Bella snorted, choking on a laugh. “Oh my god.”

“She also told me,” Charlie added dryly, “that she was the best getaway driver in Mystic Falls.”

Bella laughed outright now, leaning against the counter for support. “That… actually makes sense.”

Charlie shot her a long-suffering look. “She’s not human anymore, but she still drives like a delinquent teenager.”

Bella grinned. “So no license?”

“Oh, she’ll get it.” Charlie sighed. “Eventually. Assuming we survive round two.”

“Great,” Bella said, flopping into a kitchen chair. “Another immortal with road rage. Forks is doomed.”

Jenna gurgled softly against Charlie’s chest, and the quiet between them was warm.

 

The front door creaked open just after 3 a.m., the familiar sound of boots across hardwood padding into the kitchen like a whisper. Charlie sat at the table in his worn flannel shirt, coffee mug in hand—though the coffee had long since gone cold. He didn’t look up immediately, just let out a low sigh and waited.

Zoe stepped in like a shadow wearing a leather jacket. There was a duffel bag slung over her shoulder, the zipper slightly open, revealing the glint of medical labels. Her dark jeans were dusted in pine needles, and her expression was unreadable in that way Charlie was starting to recognize as distinctly Zoe .

“You’re up,” she said, voice casual but not quite relaxed.

Charlie raised an eyebrow and finally met her eyes. “Old habit. You have a good night?”

Zoe hesitated, then shrugged as she dropped the duffel on the counter with a heavy thud. “Productive. Hit up three hospitals between here and Olympia.” She unzipped the bag fully, revealing neatly stacked blood bags. “Type A doesn’t sit right. B’s a maybe. O’s pretty solid. Jury’s still out on AB.”

Charlie blinked at the medical haul like it might morph into something he could understand. “So… we’re doing blood flights now? Like wine tastings?”

Zoe smirked faintly. “If I start describing them as ‘earthy with a subtle mineral finish,’ stake me.”

Charlie shook his head, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “We’re gonna need to reserve a mug for you. Something that screams ‘Do Not Touch—Contains Teen Angst and Plasma.’”

“Missed opportunity for a B-Positive joke.” Zoe snorted. “But, great. I’ll add it to my Amazon cart right after ‘Vampire Baby On Board’ decal and a toddler coffin crib.”

Charlie’s face twisted into a grimace, but he couldn’t help the reluctant chuckle. “Guess we’re past the point of normal breakfast routines.”

“Speak for yourself,” Zoe said. “I’m still team hot drink in the morning.”

“You mean heated hemoglobin.”

“Gotta warm it up so I don’t feel like I’m drinking a crime scene.”

Charlie sipped his cold tea, watching her settle the bag with a surprising amount of care. “You’re… handling this better than I thought.”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. She grabbed a dish towel, wiped some condensation from the bag, and said quietly, “I have Jenna now. I don’t really have a choice.”

Charlie nodded slowly, something quiet and proud crossing his face. “I’ll find you a mug. Maybe one with fangs. Or flames.”

“‘World’s Okayest Vampire,’” Zoe offered dryly.

“Or ‘Blood, Sweat, and Tears… All in One Cup.’”

Zoe gave a tired but genuine laugh.

It wasn’t much. But in the quiet of that kitchen, surrounded by cold coffee and stolen blood, it felt almost normal.

 

Zoe stood in front of her closet, the early morning light leaking in through slanted blinds, casting stripes across her floor and the pile of clothes gathering by the open door. Jenna gurgled in her crib, feet kicking slightly.

Zoe didn’t hesitate as she plucked the pale yellow sundress from a hanger—a soft, fluttery thing with eyelet trim and buttons down the front. Something human Zoe had once worn.

She stared at it for a beat, then wordlessly balled it up and tossed it onto the pile on the floor. Another dress followed—cream-colored, floral, ruffled. A cardigan. A lilac skirt. All fabric and softness. All remnants of the girl she used to be.

Bella knocked once before peeking in, already talking. “Charlie said—" She stopped short when she saw Zoe knee-deep in fabric, her expression unreadable.

Zoe held up the sundress like a surrender flag. “You want it?” she asked, voice dry. “I don’t wear them anymore.”

Bella blinked. “Do I look like I’d fit in any of your clothes?”

Zoe glanced her up and down, then shrugged. “Could be a crop top on you. Vamp couture.”

Bella smirked faintly, then stepped further inside, toeing a flowy skirt with her boot. “Spring cleaning?”

“Something like that.” Zoe dropped onto her bed, back against the headboard. She wore all black now—tight jeans, a band tee, and one of Damon’s old jackets. Her eyes looked sharper in the morning light. Or maybe just older. “I kept thinking I’d grow back into these. Like I’d wake up and be her again.”

Bella was quiet for a moment. “You’re not.”

“No,” Zoe agreed, voice soft but certain. “I’m not.”

She didn’t sound sad about it. Just… resolute.

Bella toed the sundress aside gently with her foot. “You ever think you’ll want to be?”

Zoe looked at her for a long time. Then she shook her head. “No. That girl didn’t make it.”

Bella didn’t argue. She didn’t say sorry. She just sat down next to her cousin and picked at a loose thread on a cardigan sleeve. They sat like that for a while—among old fabric and new scars.

Neither one tried to put the sundress back on a hanger.

The pile of softness on the floor stayed where it was, a quiet graveyard of who Zoe used to be.

One thing remained the same, though.

Zoe still wore the gold bracelet from Damon—its green stone catching a flicker of morning light, warm against her wrist. She rubbed her thumb over it absently, the motion so familiar it was muscle memory now. Comfort. Anchor. Reminder.

Bella glanced at it but didn’t say anything.

Some things changed. Some things stayed.  Zoe Clark just wasn’t one of them anymore.

 

Charlie watched from the passenger seat as Zoe eased the car into a perfectly straight parking space, her face a mask of faux-concentration. The examiner beside her was pale and sweating—nervous for reasons Charlie couldn’t immediately place.

When the car came to a stop, Zoe threw it into park and beamed. “That went well, don’t you think?”

The examiner gave a jerky nod and quickly scribbled something onto her clipboard.

Charlie’s eyes narrowed. “Did you compel someone?”

Zoe didn’t look at him. “I passed, didn’t I?”

“Zoe.”

She gave him a dazzling, too-sweet smile. “Maybe I’m just naturally gifted behind the wheel.”

“You hit a mailbox two days ago.”

“That was practice,” she said smugly. “I’ve grown.”

Charlie groaned as they walked back toward the front of the DMV. “I swear, if I get pulled over for harboring a fraudulent license holder—”

“Relax, Chief Swan,” Zoe said, flashing her brand-new license. “Everything’s perfectly legal. Probably.”

 

Bella bounced Jenna gently on her hip as the baby let out a hiccuping sigh. She looked up as Zoe strolled through the front door, holding up her license like a trophy.

Bella blinked. “You passed?”

Zoe dropped her bag on the floor and flopped onto the couch with a satisfied grunt. “Sure did.”

Bella narrowed her eyes. “Did you compel someone?”

Charlie, trailing in behind her with two cups of coffee, pointed at Bella in triumph. “See? She asked too.”

Zoe just grinned, unbothered. “You two really need to have more faith in my abilities.”

Bella smirked and handed Jenna off to Charlie. “Oh, we do. That’s why we’re asking.”

Zoe leaned her head back, still grinning. “Guess you’ll never know.”

Charlie groaned again.

Bella just rolled her eyes. “I’m gonna keep my eye on the road reports for the next week.”

“I’m gonna need to hire another officer just to follow Zoe on the road.” Charlie muttered.

Bella smirked at her dad. “Zoe Clark has a license. Forks is doomed.”

Zoe scowled. “You two are the absolute worst.”

 

Zoe flopped onto her bed, license in hand, her gold bracelet glinting in the lamplight. The house was quiet—Jenna had finally gone down for the night, Bella was muttering about homework, and Charlie was downstairs pretending not to read a parenting manual.

Zoe tapped Damon’s name in her phone and hit call.

He answered before the second ring. “If this is a cry for help because Bella cooked again, I’m already on a plane.”

Zoe grinned. “Guess who’s legally licensed to operate a motor vehicle in the state of Washington?”

A beat. Then, “Who’d you compel?”

“I didn’t compel anyone,” Zoe said, mock-offended.

Damon snorted. “Oh please. You mowed Stefan down when I tried to teach you. There’s no way someone willingly gave you that license without supernatural interference.”

“You’re just mad I’m a better driver than you.”

“I’m insulted,” he replied. “I was once called the best getaway driver in Mystic Falls.”

“By who? Yourself?”

“By Ric. Posthumously. Probably.”

Zoe laughed, settling back against her pillows. “Seriously, though. I passed. Charlie’s still in shock.”

“I’m proud,” Damon said, voice softening just enough. “Even if I don't believe you earned it fair and square.”

“I’m a mother now,” Zoe said solemnly, twirling the license between her fingers. “I have responsibilities.”

Damon chuckled. “Don’t say that like you didn’t steal a dozen bags of blood from a hospital three nights ago.”

“Borrowed,” she corrected. “It’s fine. I left a thank-you note.”

“Jesus, I leave you alone for a few weeks and suddenly you’re the undead PTA president.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “Just admit you miss me.”

Silence stretched just long enough before Damon said quietly, “Every day.”

Zoe looked at her bracelet, thumb running over the green stone. “Yeah. Me too.”

 

Notes:

I just want to say, it was my favorite thing to write that no one believes Zoe could pass a driving test without compulsion.

Chapter 54: New Moon: Always on My Mind

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The phone rang just as Charlie was pouring his second cup of evening coffee—well past dinner, well before bed. He glanced at the caller ID and sighed before picking up.

“Hey, Billy.”

“Charlie,” Billy said, his voice even. “Got a minute?”

Charlie took a long sip. “Sure. What’s up?”

There was a pause. “You tell me.”

Charlie’s stomach sank, but his tone stayed casual. “Something happen?”

“Yeah,” Billy said. “Bella brought the baby over. Cute kid. How are you related again?”

Charlie closed his eyes briefly. “My cousin’s kid.”

“But you’ve never mentioned this cousin before.” Billy said slowly. “And no one can quite remember what she died from.”

“It was sudden,” Charlie said. “Didn’t feel like bringing up all the details.”

Billy let that sit. “You’ve got a crib in your bedroom. Bella bringing the baby around La Push. Seems like kind of a big deal to keep quiet.”

“I didn’t want it to be a big deal,” Charlie said, the edge slipping into his voice. “Just doing what’s right by family.”

Another pause. “You sure that’s all it is?”

Charlie gripped the counter a little tighter. “What are you asking me, Billy?”

“I’m asking if there’s something you want to tell me,” Billy said, quietly but firmly. “You and I have been friends a long time. I can tell when you’re carrying something. Jenna—she looks a lot like someone else I’ve seen around your place. A girl who’s supposed to be your niece. Who had the flu earlier this summer.”

“It was mono.” Charlie’s voice hardened. “And Jenna’s my responsibility. That’s all anyone needs to know.”

Billy didn’t push. Not directly. “Alright,” he said. “Just… if there’s something more going on, I hope you’d trust me with it.”

Charlie let out a slow breath. “Appreciate the concern, Billy. Really. But there’s nothing to say.”

Billy hummed. “Okay then. Give Bella my best. And… take care of the kid.”

“I will,” Charlie said. “Night, Billy.”

“Night.”

Charlie hung up the phone, the tension still clinging to his shoulders. He turned around—and there was Zoe, leaning against the doorway, arms crossed, expression unreadable but unmistakably sharp.

“How much of that did you hear?” he asked.

“Enough,” she said coolly. “Billy’s suspicious.”

Charlie grunted. “He’s always been perceptive.”

Zoe stepped forward, voice low but steady. “I can fix it. Compel him. Just a suggestion or two. He’d stop asking questions.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched. “No.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “You said the same thing about Jenna’s pediatrician, and yet you let Damon—”

“Billy is different,” Charlie snapped, then ran a hand over his face and softened. “He’s my friend. He’s Jacob’s father. And he’s one of the only people in this town who’s always tried to do the right thing.”

“He’s also too smart for his own good,” Zoe said. “If he connects the dots—”

“I’ll handle it,” Charlie cut in. “Billy Black is off limits, Zoe. I mean it.”

She stared at him for a long moment, something unreadable flickering behind her gray eyes. Finally, she sighed, backing off just slightly. “You’re sure?”

Charlie met her gaze. “He won’t push. Not unless he thinks I’m lying.”

Zoe’s expression twisted with dry humor. “Which you are.”

“I’m choosing what to protect,” Charlie said. “And Billy’s trust is something I’m not willing to lose unless we absolutely have to.”

Zoe looked away, lips tightening—but she gave a short nod. “Fine. Your call.” She turned, her gold bracelet catching the light, and walked back toward the stairs, her voice drifting behind her. “But if he shows up with questions and a pitchfork, I’m blaming you.”

Charlie almost smiled—almost. “I’ll take that risk.”

 

Charlie had dropped Bella off at La Push early that morning, leaving the truck parked in the driveway with a muttered, "Zoe, it's there for emergencies—don’t make me regret it." He didn’t define what counted as an emergency.

Maybe it was better that way.

Zoe watched from the porch as the cruiser disappeared down the road. The house fell quiet behind her—no Bella, no Damon, no Bonnie. Just the ticking clock, a mostly full coffee pot, and the soft shifting of a baby in a secondhand swing.

She didn’t plan to go anywhere.

But the silence pressed too tight against her ribs, and the empty stillness in her veins told her that staying put would be worse.

She clipped Jenna into the carrier—a soft moss-green one from Caroline’s care package, still tagged and smelling faintly of lavender detergent. Jenna didn’t fuss. She never did when Zoe held her close, even if she didn’t seem to recognize her.

Not yet.

With the truck keys in her jacket pocket and the baby snug against her chest, Zoe locked the front door behind her and climbed into the driver’s seat. The engine rumbled to life with a familiar growl.

No note. No text.

Just drive.

The Cullen house was exactly where she left it—perched on the edge of the forest like a memory that hadn’t yet decayed.

Only now, it looked… hollow.

Zoe stepped out of the car and paused, her vampire hearing stretched to its limit. No birds. No heartbeat. No breathing but her own and Jenna’s.

Still, she walked up the porch steps, cradling the carrier with inhuman steadiness. She opened the door.

Inside, the house was covered in drop cloths and silence.

The air was stale. Clean, but untouched. A layer of dust had settled on the piano keys. The family photos were gone. So were the books, the art, the artifacts that gave the place life.

Zoe walked through the house slowly. Carefully.

She saw Rosalie first—not in reality, but in memory. Rosalie standing at the top of the stairs, arms folded, eyes sharp but patient. The closest thing Zoe had to a friend here.

Then Jasper —quiet in the corner of the room, hands in his pockets, watching with the kind of war-weariness she hadn’t understood until now.

Emmett laughing, tossing a football indoors, teasing her about her caffeine addiction and teenage angst.

Alice dancing through the living room, already mid-conversation before Zoe even said a word.

Edward, watching her too closely. Judging. Questioning. Trying to solve her like she was a song stuck in his head.

And Carlisle.

Zoe stopped in the middle of the living room. Her fingers twitched.

She remembered him walking through this space, calm and kind, always knowing what to say—or at least pretending he did. She remembered his voice, the weight of his hand on her shoulder, the warmth that felt real even if it wasn’t. The spark, whenever their skin touched.

And now… nothing.

They were all gone.

Her chest tightened. Not from fear. Not even from grief.

From resolve .

Jenna made a soft sound in the carrier. Zoe looked down at her daughter, small and warm and very real.

“Guess it’s just us now,” she whispered.

She turned toward the grand staircase, the hallway, the rooms she once knew.

Her steps echoed differently now—heavier, more permanent. She’d changed since the last time she’d walked this path. So had everything else.

By the time she stepped back outside into the dappled light, the early morning sun filtered through the trees, her heart felt sharper. Like the edges had sealed into something steel-hardened.

She clicked Jenna back into the car seat.

Neither of them looked back.

 

The clink of forks against plates was the only sound for a while. Charlie had made something simple—store-bought lasagna and a salad that was mostly lettuce and croutons. Zoe picked at hers, more out of routine than hunger, while Bella sat across from them, unusually quiet.

Jenna was in her swing nearby, gurgling softly, untouched by the tension at the table.

Charlie finally broke the silence. “Bella?”

She didn’t look up. “Jacob’s sick,” she said.

Zoe’s fork paused mid-air. “Sick how?”

“I don’t know.” Bella’s voice was tight, uncertain. “Billy said it was the flu. But… he looked weird. Like, feverish but not sick, if that makes sense? Angry. Sweaty. Jumpy. And his hair—he looked like he’d cut it all off himself with kitchen scissors or something.”

“Did he look like he had a magical life sucking pregnancy? Cause that’s what happened when we told people I had the flu.”

“It was mono.” Bella corrected

“Girls.” Charlie frowned and focused on Bella. “Did he say what kind of doctor they’re taking him to?”

“They’re not,” Bella muttered, stabbing a tomato slice. “Billy said it’s ‘a Quileute thing’ and that I shouldn’t worry.”

Zoe leaned back in her chair, eyes narrowing just slightly. She didn’t say anything, but Charlie noticed the shift.

Bella finally looked up. “Do you think it could be supernatural?”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. “Forks is a vortex of weird,” she said at last. “I mean what are the chances that a doppelganger shows up to the same place as Venom Vampires?” She shrugged. “Nothing would surprise me anymore.”

Charlie exhaled. “If it is, we keep our heads down and don’t jump to conclusions.”

Bella’s eyes flicked to Jenna, who let out a soft squeak before falling quiet again.

Zoe leaned forward slightly, voice quieter now. “Let me know if it gets worse. If something changes.”

Bella nodded.

The rest of dinner passed in thoughtful silence, the kind that wasn’t uncomfortable—just heavy with everything unspoken.

 

Charlie found Zoe in the kitchen, standing barefoot in front of the open fridge, nursing a mug of warmed blood like it was tea. She looked tired in the way only vampires could—emotionally frayed but physically fine. Her dark sweater hung loose off one shoulder, and the gold bracelet on her wrist glinted in the kitchen light as she closed the fridge door with her elbow.

“Got a second?” Charlie asked, voice low but pointed.

Zoe glanced at him and shrugged. “Sure, unless this is another driving critique. I already promised to avoid mailboxes going forward.”

Charlie crossed his arms. “What’s your plan for next week?”

She blinked. “Next week?”

He tilted his head. “School starts.”

Zoe’s expression went slack. “Right. School.”

Charlie’s tone softened. “It’ll be your senior year. Last one.”

Zoe snorted and leaned back against the counter. “I thought dying meant I got to skip high school. Pretty sure that was the tradeoff.”

Charlie tried not to smile. “Your dad would’ve wanted you to graduate.”

She stiffened a little, the humor draining from her eyes. “Dead people don’t get to want things.”

He raised a brow. “You’re dead and you want things.”

Zoe pointed at him with the mug. “Undead,” she corrected. “Very different.”

They stood there in silence for a moment, Jenna’s faint cooing drifting from the baby monitor on the counter. Zoe glanced at it once, then sighed.

“I’ll figure something out,” she muttered. “For school. For Jenna. I always do.”

Charlie nodded, letting it sit. “You don’t have to do everything alone, Zo.”

Zoe didn’t answer. She just took another sip from her mug and stared out the window, the night stretching on beyond the glass like a reminder.

 

The baby monitor was quiet for once. Jenna had finally gone down, and the house had dipped into an almost sacred stillness—only the distant hum of Charlie’s police scanner downstairs broke the silence. Zoe sat cross-legged on her bed, blood bag half-drained beside her, her phone balanced between two fingers.

She hit the call button.

“Tell me,” she said when Bonnie picked up, no greeting. “Tell me how it’s fair that I survived supernatural pregnancy, came back from the dead, and now I have to sit through pre-calc again?”

Bonnie sighed on the other end, sounding way too amused. “Hi, Zoe. I missed you too.”

“I’m serious,” Zoe said, flopping back against her pillows. “I have fangs. I have a heartbeat that shouldn’t exist. I sleep less than my newborn. There should be a ‘you survived supernatural childbirth’ diploma. Or at least a GED.”

“Well,” Bonnie said dryly, “technically, you’re a sixteen-year-old who’s legally alive and enrolled in the Forks school district, so…”

Zoe groaned. “This is a violation of my undead rights.”

There was a beat. Then Bonnie added carefully, “I might have a solution. For Jenna, at least.”

Zoe stilled. “What kind of solution?”

“A babysitter.”

Zoe narrowed her eyes. “Bonnie. Who could you possibly know on the West Coast? You’re in Mystic Falls.”

Bonnie hesitated. “My mom.”

Zoe sat upright. “Wait—your mom-mom? Abby?”

Bonnie’s voice went cautious. “Yeah. We… reconnected. After everything with you—after Alaric stabbed you and we thought we were going to lose you, she helped. She came through when Damon called her. When we needed her.”

Zoe didn’t say anything.

“She’s still working on things,” Bonnie continued gently, “but she asked about you. And Jenna.”

“She knows about life sucker?”

“Yeah, it was all hands on deck when you were…I called her to see if she could help research. Found out she was in Nevada.”

Zoe stared at the floor. “She barely knows me anymore.”

“She knows enough. Enough to care,” Bonnie said. “And to want to help.”

Zoe sighed, rubbing her fingers over Damon’s bracelet. “You think she’d come here?”

“I already warned her that she may need to check in. She’s just waiting for the call.”

That stilled Zoe. Her stomach twisted with something unfamiliar—relief, maybe. Or dread. It was always hard to tell the difference lately.

“She doesn’t have to,” Zoe mumbled. “It’s not her problem.”

“Zoe.” Bonnie’s tone was gentle but firm. “You’re not a problem. And Jenna’s not either.”

Zoe looked at the baby monitor. A tiny whimper filtered through—then quiet. She didn’t move.

After a moment, she whispered, “Okay.”

Bonnie softened further. “I’ll let her know.”

“And Bonnie?” Zoe added, voice barely audible.

“Yeah?”

“Thanks. For not letting me figure this out alone.”

There was a pause, then Bonnie said, warm and certain:
“You never have to.”

 

Charlie looked up from his coffee as Zoe crossed the kitchen floor, avoiding eye contact.

“I need to tell you something,” she started, which was never a comforting way to begin a conversation in the Swan house.

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Should I be sitting down for this?”

“You are sitting.”

“Then I should probably be drinking something stronger.”

Zoe sighed. “Bonnie… knows someone who can help with Jenna. For when school starts.”

Charlie’s jaw tightened. “Let me guess. Not someone local.”

Zoe winced. “Her mom. Abby.”

Charlie’s expression darkened. “Is she a witch, too?”

Zoe nodded slowly. “She’s… not a witch anymore. She was turned. Into a vampire.”

Charlie put his mug down a little too hard. “You invited another vampire to Forks without telling me?”

“I didn’t invite her,” Zoe said quickly. “Not yet. I just agreed to let her help. And she’s not—look, she saved my life. After Alaric stabbed me. I would’ve died in that hospital if she hadn’t stepped in.”

Charlie’s brows furrowed. He looked at her for a long beat, then exhaled through his nose. “Right. The stabbing. That was a fun day.”

“She’s not going to be in town long,” Zoe said, her voice softer now. “Just enough to help me figure things out. And she’ll stay out of the way.”

Charlie stood, pacing for a moment before pointing a stern finger in her direction. “She doesn’t stay in this house. Not while Jenna’s here.”

“She won’t,” Zoe promised. “She’ll stay wherever Bonnie books her.”

“And if she so much as thinks about kidnapping another Clark—”

“I’ll stop her myself,” Zoe cut in. “With fangs.”

That earned the ghost of a smile from Charlie. He shook his head and muttered, “God help me, I miss the days when my biggest worry was whether Bella brought home a C in trig.”

Zoe didn’t smile, but she did relax. Just slightly.

“So… she can babysit?” she asked cautiously.

Charlie grunted. “I’m not happy about it. But yeah. If she saved your life, she gets a shot. One shot.”

Zoe nodded. “One’s all she’ll need.”

 

Zoe’s phone buzzed just as she dropped her bag by the door. She frowned, pulling it out and answering without checking the screen. “If this is another supernatural baby product recommendation, I swear—”

“Look out the window,” Damon’s voice cut in smoothly, amused.

Zoe blinked, moving toward the living room. “Why?”

“Just do it, Zo.”

Rolling her eyes, she pulled back the curtain and froze. A sleek, silver sedan sat at the curb—nothing too flashy, but definitely new. Still sparkling clean, untouched by Forks’ endless drizzle.

“You didn’t,” she breathed.

“Oh, I did,” Damon replied. She could practically hear the smirk in his voice. “Happy early birthday.”

Zoe stared at the car. “Damon. No.”

“You’re welcome.”

She turned from the window, eyes narrowed as if he could see her. “A car?”

“Well, it was this or a minivan,” he said dryly. “Figured you’d rather die again than drive something with a sliding door.”

“You’re impossible.”

“I’m thoughtful,” he corrected. “And Jenna’s gonna need a car seat that doesn’t live in Charlie’s patrol car forever.”

Zoe was quiet for a beat. “You didn’t have to do this.”

“I wanted to,” Damon said, softer now. “You’ve got a lot on your plate. Consider it… support. Not charity.”

She swallowed hard, then shook her head, lips twitching into a faint smile. “It better have a good sound system.”

“Only the best for my favorite undead mom.”

 

Charlie pulled into the driveway after his shift, his cruiser slowing beside a car that definitely hadn’t been there that morning. He frowned at the unfamiliar sedan—silver, spotless, and very much not part of the Swan household fleet.

Inside, Zoe was perched on the couch, Jenna nestled against her chest as she fed her with quiet focus. Bella sat cross-legged on the floor, flipping through a dog-eared paperback but not really reading. When they heard the front door open, Zoe’s eyes snapped to Bella’s in mild panic.

“Shit,” Zoe said quickly, low and defensive.

Bella blinked. “What?”

Charlie stepped into the living room and caught the tail end of the exchange. His eyes narrowed immediately. “That car in the driveway.”

Zoe tensed.

Charlie crossed his arms. “Did you steal it?”

“No-”

“Did you compel someone to give you their car? Because that’s still illegal, undead or not.”

Zoe made a noise of offense. “Seriously? Come on, give me a little credit.”

“Zoe.”

“It was a gift,” she muttered. “From Damon.”

Charlie blinked. “Damon gave you a car.”

Zoe nodded slowly.

“Why?”

Zoe shrugged, bouncing Jenna slightly. “Said it was an early birthday present. Said I couldn’t keep borrowing Bella’s truck forever and that a minivan would have crushed my soul.”

Charlie blinked again, then turned to Bella. “Is she serious?”

Bella held up her hands. “Don’t look at me. I just got home.”

Charlie rubbed a hand down his face and let out a long sigh. “Of course Damon gave you a car. Why wouldn’t a 160-year-old vampire give a teenage vampire mom a new sedan.”

“He’s 170-something, technically, if you count his human years.” Zoe tilted her head. “So… we’re not returning it?”

He gave her a long-suffering look, then finally muttered, “At least tell me it has airbags.”

Zoe smirked. “It’s an audi. Damon may be extra, but he’s not stupid.”

Charlie sighed again, walking past them toward the kitchen. “I need coffee.”

“Want me to drive and get it for you?” Zoe called after him sweetly.

“Don’t push it.”

Bella snorted behind her book. “He’s gonna check the glove compartment for blood bags.”

 

Notes:

The Cullens are coming back in a few chapters, but right now I'm trying to build up the family dynamic of Charlie, Bella and Zoe, showing that they're growing closer.

Chapter 55: New Moon: New Normal

Chapter Text

The morning light in Forks was predictably gray, filtering in just enough to make the kitchen clock glow faintly. Zoe tugged the zipper on her leather jacket up halfway and double-checked her reflection in the dark window. Black leather pants, black crop top, boots that added another couple inches to her already unfair height—and, of course, the gold bracelet from Damon snug around her wrist. She didn’t look like a high school senior. She looked like someone who might eat one.

Charlie entered the kitchen, mug in hand, brows already knit in confusion. “You’re ready early.”

“I have to drop Jenna with Abby before school,” Zoe said, grabbing her bag and tossing a bottle into it—pre-heated blood, in a thermos labeled Smoothie. She gave Charlie a half-grin. “Gotta give the babysitter a crash course.”

Charlie hovered near the counter, watching her warily. “You sure Abby can handle her?”

Zoe shrugged as she slung the bag over her shoulder. “She raised a witch. She can handle a baby.” A pause, thinking that technically, Abby Bennett was only around for Bonnie’s first five years of life. She shook off the sudden doubts. “Probably.”

Charlie didn’t look reassured.

Zoe softened just slightly. “I’ll call you if she starts casting spells. Or, like, levitating.”

Charlie didn’t laugh.

Zoe grabbed Jenna’s diaper bag from the floor, where it had been packed the night before. “Relax. I’m undead, not irresponsible.”

Charlie gave her a long look. “Those two aren’t mutually exclusive.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “Worried I’m gonna vamp out in algebra?”

“I’m more worried you’re gonna get bored and disappear halfway through the day.”

Zoe smiled faintly, surprisingly honest. “I might. But I’m trying.” She grabbed Jenna gently, and headed toward the door. “See you after school, Uncle Charlie.”

“Don’t eat anyone!” He called after her.

Zoe turned slightly. “Just a jock or two?” She teased.

“Zoe Clark, if I get a phone call-”

“Relax, I won’t vamp out. No bloodshed. No angry villagers with pitch forks. It’s gonna be a completely normal day.”

He watched her go, boots clicking against the floor, and muttered, “That outfit better not be dress code approved.”

 

Abby opened the motel room door before Zoe even knocked. She took one look at the baby carrier in Zoe’s hand and the high-heeled boots she somehow managed to walk in without sound and tilted her head.

“You look… different.”

Zoe glanced down at herself, leather from collarbone to toe. “Yeah, well. Dying will do that to a girl.”

Abby’s brows rose slightly, but she said nothing, just stepped aside to let her in.

The motel room was clean—sterile, almost—but there was already a folded blanket on the bed, a fresh bottle on the nightstand, and a basket of toys in the corner.

“You went all out,” Zoe muttered, setting the car seat down. Jenna stirred slightly, but didn’t cry.

“She’s a baby. She deserves to feel safe,” Abby said simply, kneeling beside the carrier.

Zoe nodded once and began her rapid-fire instructions. “She naps a lot. Eats every three hours, give or take. She’s not picky about bottles but she likes being held. She doesn’t cry much but if she does, it’s usually gas. Or existential dread. Charlie’s number is on the car seat tag. I’ll be back at 2:30.” She hesitated. “Unless I skip.”

Abby looked up, amused. “You’re not skipping.”

“I might.”

“You won’t. You’re not the type to abandon a battlefield. Especially not if it’s full of teenagers and people underestimating you.”

Zoe gave her a long, measured look. “…Okay, you’re freaky good at this.”

Abby smirked. “I’ve raised a Bennett. I can handle a Clark.”

Zoe’s expression faltered just enough to show gratitude. Then she stood straight, squared her shoulders, and pulled her keys from her pocket.

“She’s a good baby,” she said quietly, not meeting Abby’s eyes.

“She has a good mother,” Abby said just as softly. “Have a good first day, Zozo.” She said, voice gentle. Almost maternal.

Zoe didn’t reply. She just nodded, turned on her heel, and walked out.

 

Zoe sat in the driver’s seat of her new sedan, engine off but fingers drumming a restless beat on the steering wheel. The student parking lot at Forks High was already starting to fill with rusted trucks and squeaky sedans. She hadn't moved. Not even to open the door.

She finally sighed, pulled out her phone, and called the one person she knew would feel her anxiety before she ever said a word.

He picked up on the first ring. “You okay?” Damon asked, his voice quieter than usual. “I’ve been feeling you all morning. You’re buzzing like a live wire.”

Zoe leaned her head back against the seat, closing her eyes. “I left her with Abby.”

There was a beat of silence. “And you’re not sure that was the right call.”

“I don’t know,” she admitted. “She’s doing better, Bonnie says that. But this is Jenna. It’s not like leaving her with Charlie or—”

“Or me?” Damon finished dryly.

Zoe cracked a faint smile. “Exactly. You’re basically a cryptid in leather. Weirdly good with babies.”

He snorted. “I'm good with Clarks, not babies. And Jenna’s a Clark." His voice was warm as he continued, "Clark girls are tough. She’ll be fine. And you’re the one that’s gone soft, not me.”

Zoe blinked. “That obvious?”

“Through the bond, you’re practically vibrating. But honestly? This is good. You’re feeling things. That’s not nothing, Zo.”

She breathed out slowly. “You always get like this when you’re not here?”

“You mean supportive and wise?”

“I mean annoyingly right.”

Damon laughed. “I try.”

Just then, a knock on the driver-side window made her jump. Bella stood outside, raising her eyebrows at the sight of Zoe just…sitting there.

Zoe groaned. “Gotta go. The mortal roommate’s here.”

Damon chuckled. “Have fun pulling a Stefan. Text me if you need to bail—I’ll forge a doctor’s note.”

Zoe smirked. “You’re a menace.”

“You love it.”

She hung up with a little less dread coiling in her chest. Then opened the door.

 

Bella fell into step beside Zoe as they crossed the parking lot, shouldering her bag and casting a side glance at her cousin’s outfit.

“Leaning into the whole vampire aesthetic, I see,” she said dryly, nodding to the black crop top, leather jacket, and skintight pants.

Zoe arched a brow. “Leather’s easier to clean blood out of.”

Bella blinked. “Please tell me you’re joking.”

Zoe gave her a sly smile, but said nothing. Which was somehow worse.

As they passed the front steps and pulled open the doors, Zoe’s senses went into overdrive—heartbeats, perfume, sweat, the low murmur of too many conversations overlapping. Her eyes flicked over a group of juniors gawking not-so-subtly by the lockers. A pair of seniors slowed their steps to stare.

“They’re all looking at us,” she muttered under her breath.

Bella snorted. “They’re looking at you , vampire Barbie.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “I need a better nickname.”

“Good luck,” Bella said, then glanced over. “How was drop-off? With Abby?”

Zoe hesitated, the sharp edge in her stride softening for just a second. “Fine. Weird, but fine. She said she had it handled, and Jenna didn’t cry or explode, so that’s a win, right?”

Bella nodded. “Takes guts to leave her for the first time.”

Zoe didn’t answer, but her hand drifted unconsciously to the gold bracelet at her wrist. Damon’s presence still hummed at the edge of her chest like distant thunder—quiet, but steady. The bond wasn’t gone. It hadn’t lessened. But without him there, she felt it in the absence.

“You’re doing okay,” Bella said quietly, and Zoe turned to look at her, surprised by the sincerity.

“I’m doing… something,” Zoe replied, and pushed open the door to first period.

 

Zoe pushed open the double doors to the cafeteria and was hit with the sensory overload she'd expected—trays clattering, laughter pitched too high, the smell of over-salted fries and something vaguely plastic. But none of that compared to the jolt in her chest when her eyes found the Cullen table.

Empty.

The pristine, untouched table where they used to sit like royalty was just… there. Still. Waiting. It hadn't been reassigned. No one dared.

Zoe's jaw tightened. Rage bloomed in her throat before she could stop it—tight, hot, irrational. She didn’t know who she was angrier at: them for leaving, herself for hoping they'd come back, or the school for pretending like they’d never existed at all. Like she hadn’t existed with them.

She scanned the room, eyes flicking across the familiar clusters of students until she spotted Bella at a table across the cafeteria. She was smiling politely, laughing at something Angela said. Jessica was animated beside her, chattering like always, and Mike was trying too hard to get her attention.

Zoe didn't move toward them.

She turned on her heel and walked straight out the cafeteria doors, pulling her phone out of her jacket pocket with trembling fingers. Her thumb hovered for a beat over Damon’s name. She scrolled past it. Stopped at Caroline Forbes .

She hit call and lifted the phone to her ear, pacing the empty hallway just outside the lunchroom.

It rang once. Twice.

“Zoe?” Caroline’s bright voice came through, cheerful and curious. “Did you compel someone already? Please tell me this is a ‘guess what amazing thing I did’ call and not a crisis.”

Zoe closed her eyes. “It’s not a crisis.”

“Oh good,” Caroline said. “Because last time you called me during school hours, Bonnie had to do a binding spell to keep you from lighting someone on fire.”

“That never happened.” Zoe muttered, almost laughing. “I just needed to hear someone who remembers… before.”

There was a pause. A softness entered Caroline’s voice. “How bad is it?”

“I walked into the cafeteria,” Zoe said, voice thin. “And I saw their table. Still empty. Like they might just come back tomorrow. Like he might.”

“I know,” Caroline said quietly.

“I can’t sit there,” Zoe admitted. “And I can’t sit with Bella and her human friends either. I don’t fit anywhere.”

Caroline’s voice was calm but firm. “You don’t have to fit, Zoe. You just have to survive the day.”

Zoe didn’t respond right away. She reached the end of the hallway and leaned against the locker, the metal cool against her back. “I think I hate them a little.”

“Good,” Caroline said gently. “Hating them’s easier than missing them.”

Zoe swallowed. “Jenna's with Abby.”

“I bet she’s fine,” Caroline assured her. “You’re doing great. Even if it doesn’t feel like it.”

Zoe didn’t say anything, but she didn’t hang up either.

They stayed on the line in silence, just breathing together, until the bell rang and Zoe had to move.

 

Zoe slipped into Trigonometry a few seconds before the bell, the fluorescent lights too bright, the classroom too full. She scanned the room out of habit, nerves still twitchy from the lunchroom ambush of emotions.

Her eyes landed on Bella near the back—already seated, books open, pen in hand. She looked up, caught Zoe lingering in the doorway, and gave a small nod toward the empty seat beside her.

Zoe hesitated.

The rest of the class moved around her in lazy swirls—someone dropped a backpack, a chair screeched, the teacher flipped through a stack of handouts. But for a moment, it felt like the room was waiting on her.

Then she moved, crossing the floor and slipping into the seat next to Bella. Her leather jacket creaked faintly as she sat. She didn’t meet Bella’s eyes.

Bella leaned closer and kept her voice low. “Didn’t see you at lunch.”

Zoe arched a brow but didn’t look over.

“Half expected to hear about a cafeteria incident,” Bella added dryly. “You know. ‘Local girl devours classmate after awkward reunion.’”

Zoe let out a quiet snort, the ghost of a smile pulling at her lips. “Tempting,” she murmured. “But I like to keep my snacks off school property.”

Bella rolled her eyes but smiled too. “Just checking.”

The teacher started class, beginning a lecture on sine and cosine functions, but Zoe barely heard it. Her fingers tapped an uneven rhythm against the desk. She could feel Bella’s gaze flick toward her now and then, curious but not pushing.

It wasn’t a heart-to-heart. It wasn’t healing. But it was… something.

Zoe didn’t say anything else for the rest of the period.

She didn’t have to.

 

Charlie stepped through the front door, his shoulders tight like they always were after a long day at the station. He paused in the entryway, keys still in his hand, scanning the house out of instinct.

Then he relaxed.

At the kitchen table, Zoe, Bella, and Jenna were gathered—Bella scribbling something into a notebook, Jenna tucked in her baby seat gnawing on a teether, and Zoe flipping through what looked like a battered math workbook she clearly had no interest in.

It looked… normal. Or close enough to it.

Charlie set his keys down on the hook and stepped into the room, lifting a brow. “Well, look at this. Everyone still alive?”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “Ha-ha.”

He smirked. “So I take it you survived your first day back. No casualties?”

“No casualties,” Bella confirmed lightly, though her voice held the weariness of someone who had also survived high school.

Charlie looked at Zoe directly. “You eat any jocks?”

Zoe scoffed, her pen tapping against her open book. “I miss the days when you were worried I wasn’t eating.”

Charlie snorted, but the smile slipped off his face a second later when he noticed the glass next to her. Amber liquid, a few cubes of ice nearly melted.

His eyes narrowed. “Zoe,” he said sharply, “is that bourbon?”

Bella looked up, visibly uncomfortable, eyes flicking between them.

Zoe didn’t flinch. “It helps with the cravings.”

Charlie’s jaw worked. “You’re sixteen.”

“I’m undead,” she said, deadpan. “And also technically two months old.”

“That is not helping your case.”

Zoe set her pen down and met his stare. “Would you rather I eat one of my peers, Uncle Charlie?”

Bella made a strangled noise, torn between a laugh and a wince.

Charlie stared at her, red-faced, clearly biting back every argument he wanted to make.

Finally, he exhaled. “Fine. But only one glass. And not around Jenna.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “She’s not exactly on solids yet.”

“Still. No drinking near the baby.” He grabbed a soda from the fridge and muttered, “I can’t believe I just said that.”

Zoe smirked, victorious. Jenna gurgled in her chair, as if amused by the tension diffusing around her.

Bella went back to her notes, shaking her head with a small smile.

Normal. Or at least… their new normal.

 

Chapter 56: New Moon: Letting Go of the Past (If It Lets You)

Notes:

The Forks-side of the supernatural finally makes a reappearance in this chapter!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

A few weeks passed in a strange blur of normalcy.

Zoe, Bella, Charlie, and Jenna fell into an easy rhythm—school, work, babysitting, and exhaustion. They moved around each other with the practiced ease of people who’d weathered chaos together and knew how to carry each other through the quiet parts.

Bella’s birthday arrived with no fanfare—just a gray sky, a lukewarm breakfast, and a burnt dinner attempt courtesy of Zoe, who had dramatically declared cooking “beneath her undead talents” after the smoke alarm went off.

So they ended up at the diner.

Jenna slept quietly in her car seat, nestled between Charlie and the wall of the corner booth. The waitress—one of Charlie’s old classmates—barely glanced twice at the setup. Forks had gotten used to their new normal, and if anyone suspected Jenna Clark wasn’t just some orphaned relative, no one said it out loud.

Zoe pushed her plate aside. She hadn’t eaten much—her idea of dinner was still in the trunk in a blood bag cooler—but she tapped her fingers restlessly against the table.

“I got you something,” she said suddenly, tugging something from the pocket of her jacket. “It’s not wrapped or anything.”

Bella blinked in surprise. “What?”

Zoe hesitated—just a breath—before holding out a delicate gold necklace. The charm was small, shaped like a closed teardrop, catching the diner’s light as it swung gently between her fingers.

Bella’s eyes widened. “You used to wear this,” she said softly. “All the time. Before Jenna was born.” She looked up, surprised. “It must mean something.”

Zoe nodded, barely. “There’s vervain in the casting,” she said, voice low. “If you wear it, it’ll protect you from compulsion. Not perfect, but better than nothing.”

Bella blinked, touched and slightly startled. “But… you can’t wear it anymore?”

Zoe gave a tight shrug. “It hurts now. Even being this close to it’s pushing it.” She hesitated before admitting, “It was my mom’s.” Zoe admitted. "She was your aunt, too. Figured you'd like something from her. From both of us."

That silenced Bella. The chain suddenly felt heavier in her hand. Bella’s eyes filled with a soft, complicated warmth. “Thank you,” she said quietly. “This is—this is actually really cool.”

Charlie cleared his throat as he sipped his coffee, trying and failing to look casual. “So, ah… any chance I’m getting a fancy anti-vampire necklace?”

Zoe didn’t miss a beat. “I’ve been putting vervain in your coffee for a month.”

Charlie choked. “You what?”

Bella coughed to hide a laugh, already fastening the necklace around her throat.

Zoe took a sip of her milkshake, unfazed. “Low doses. Builds tolerance. You’d thank me if someone tried to eat you.”

Charlie set down his mug, narrowing his eyes. “We’re going to have a serious talk about boundaries when we get home.”

Zoe shrugged. “If we make it home without anyone compelling you to walk into traffic, I’m calling it a win.”

“Happy birthday to me,” Bella said under her breath, grinning as she admired the necklace in the window’s reflection.

Jenna stirred in her car seat, one tiny fist wriggling free from her blanket as if in protest.

“See?” Zoe said dryly, “Even the life sucker thinks it’s a good gift.”

Charlie sighed like a man facing his fate, and Zoe, for once, didn’t argue.

But despite the sarcasm, the burned dinner, and the vampire jokes, the booth stayed warm with something almost like peace.

 

Bella closed the front door behind her with a little more force than necessary. Zoe, sitting cross-legged on the living room floor beside Jenna’s playmat, didn’t look up right away.

“You mentioned werewolves once,” Bella said, voice casual in a way that wasn’t casual at all.

Zoe’s eyes flicked up sharply. “Yeah. I met a few. They tried to kill Damon and a few friends, so I ran a couple over with my car. It was a whole thing.” She paused. “Why?”

Bella hesitated. “Just wondering.”

Zoe stood slowly, scooping Jenna up from the floor and placing her gently in her rocker. Her tone was flat. “Try again.”

Bella looked away. “Hypothetically…”

“Bella.”

Bella bit her lip, eyes darting back toward Zoe. “What would you say if I… met one?”

Zoe’s arms crossed, jaw tightening. “I’d say that after they trigger their curse, werewolves are very dangerous on the full moon.”

“Trigger their curse?” Bella echoed, brow furrowed.

Zoe shrugged one shoulder. “It’s a werewolf thing. They’re human—kind of. More athletic than average, some temper issues. But once they kill someone—intentionally or not—they trigger the curse. And then every full moon, like clockwork, they go through a transformation. Painful. Ugly. Very hard to control.” She tilted her head. “Hypothetically, how’d you meet a werewolf?”

Bella swallowed. “I think this is like how Damon and the Cullens are different kinds of vampires.”

Zoe’s eyes narrowed. “Go on.”

“Because what I saw today,” Bella said, slowly, “didn’t match what you just described. No moon. No curse. No painful transformation. It was fast. Almost like… they wanted to shift.”

Zoe stepped closer, her voice suddenly low. “Bella. Tell me everything.”

Bella exhaled—and began to talk.

 

Zoe didn’t knock. She marched straight into the kitchen where Charlie was rinsing out a thermos, her boots hitting the linoleum in hard, deliberate steps.

“Did you not want me to compel Billy because you knew his son might be able to kill me?”

Charlie froze, hand still under the faucet. “What?”

“You know,” Zoe said, eyebrows high. “Jacob’s furry little problem.”

Charlie turned slowly, baffled. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” He hesitated. “Though I don’t half the time you talk.”

Zoe crossed her arms. “Bella saw something in La Push. One minute Jacob was standing there, the next minute he wasn’t. She said there was a huge wolf. Big enough to knock over a truck. Does that sound familiar?”

Charlie’s brow furrowed deeply. “You think Jacob’s a… werewolf?”

“I don’t think,” Zoe said flatly. “I know what it looks like.” She paced a slow circle around the kitchen island. “The werewolves I know—real, curse-born werewolves—they can kill vampires with one bite. Doesn’t matter how strong we are. We die slow and ugly.”

Charlie’s face went pale. “But you’re different, right? You’re a… vampire hybrid. Maybe it wouldn’t affect you.”

Zoe raised her eyebrows. “Vervain affects me. And that’s a plant. So unless you want to test it with Jacob’s teeth, I’m not betting on immunity.” She studied his face. “You really didn’t know?”

Charlie looked her in the eye. “Zoe, all my cards are on the table with you. Every single one.” He paused. “Are yours? Or should I expect any more surprises?”

Zoe’s jaw twitched. “They’re laid out. More or less.”

Charlie sighed, rubbing his hand down his face. “Zoe…”

“There’s a lot that went on in Mystic Falls, okay?” she said tightly. “There’s a lot of... nuance. Details.” She sighed. “You know what you need to know—for now.”

Charlie exhaled sharply, then said, “So what now?”

Zoe’s gaze shifted toward the window—toward La Push. Her voice lowered. “I don’t know. But I’m not letting anything happen to Jenna. Or Bella. Or you.” She paused, eyes sharp. “That’s still the goal.”

Charlie met her stare. After a long moment, he nodded once. “Then we figure it out. Together.”

 

In the forest beyond La Push, the night was dense with pine and silence.

Then, the wolves caught it. A scent on the wind.

They moved like shadows—silent, swift, fluid. Sam shifted first, his growl low and commanding. The others followed, threading through the trees like heat through water.

It wasn’t vampire.  Not exactly. But it wasn’t human, either. It was something else—something new. Something wrong.

They stopped at the edge of the woods, where the scent was strongest, lingering like a ghost between the tree trunks and the fog.

Jacob?

The pack voice came through the tether that bound them, minds shared like breath. Sam’s thoughts were sharp, controlled, but brimming with suspicion.

Jacob’s wolf was quieter. Still. But he didn’t deny it.

What is that? Paul demanded. It’s not human. Not Cullen. But it’s close.

There was a pause.

Then, from Jacob, quieter than a whisper: Bella’s cousin. The baby.

Shock rippled through the pack bond.

The baby? Jared barked. You’re saying that scent is coming off an infant?

It's not a baby, Paul snapped. Not one of ours. Whatever that thing is—it smells unnatural.

Unnatural doesn’t mean dangerous, Jacob countered, but even his internal voice wavered. The scent was warm but sharp. Innocent, maybe, but not ordinary. Definitely not just human.

Sam’s growl rolled like distant thunder. We need to find it. Track it. If something new has moved into Forks, we don’t sit on our hands and wait.

Forks isn’t our territory, Jacob reminded him. The reservation is. Last I checked, the Cullens are gone. They’re not our concern anymore—and neither is whatever’s living in Charlie Swan’s house.

Unless it puts our people at risk, Sam shot back.

The pack quieted. In the tense mental silence, Jacob’s thoughts twisted.

She’s just a kid, he thought privately—barely broadcasting. She’s just a baby.

But the scent lingered. And even Jacob couldn’t tell what it meant.

Not yet.

 

Charlie yanked his boots on near the front door, his rifle already propped against the wall. “There’s been more reports of something big in the woods,” he muttered, reaching for his jacket. “Might be a bear.”

Zoe looked up from where she was burping Jenna in the living room. “You want me to go out tonight and take care of it?”

Charlie stopped short. “Excuse me?”

“I mean, I don’t sleep, I heal fast, I can snap a tree in half if I’m pissed off enough. Seems like the sort of job made for your friendly neighborhood undead niece.”

Charlie groaned. “You’re not going out in the woods alone at night, Zoe. You’re sixteen.”

“Technically I’m dead.”

“Technically, I don’t care.”

Zoe stood up, lifting Jenna against her shoulder. “Come on. I could track it, scare it off, kill it if I had to—”

“I’m not risking it.” Charlie’s tone sharpened. “Even if you are stronger than the average high schooler, we still don’t know what those La Push wolves are capable of. If one of them decides to patrol too close to the house again and you run into them out there—”

“I can handle myself.”

“We don’t know if their bites are toxic to you,” Charlie snapped. “You’re not invincible, Zoe. Vervain still works on you. Their bite might too.”

She hesitated, jaw tight, but said nothing.

Charlie softened—just a little—as he reached for his phone. “I’m calling Harry. See if he and the guys want to do a sweep. I want you to stay here. Keep an eye on things. Jenna needs her mom.”

Zoe sighed and adjusted Jenna, who let out a tiny grunt in her sleep. “A bear won’t kill me.”

“Maim you, maybe,” Charlie muttered, heading toward the door.

Zoe called after him, “Worth it.”

Charlie turned, shooting her a long-suffering glare. “You’re not funny.”

Zoe cracked the faintest smile. “Didn’t say I was joking.”

Charlie shut the door behind him, shaking his head.

 

The living room was quiet, the kind of lull that only came after the baby was fed, changed, and miraculously content. Jenna was swaddled and snoring softly in the portable bassinet beside the couch, one tiny fist curled near her cheek.

Bella sat cross-legged on the floor, flipping lazily through one of Zoe’s old textbooks, though she hadn’t turned a page in ten minutes. Her eyes drifted to Zoe, who was sprawled on the couch in tight black jeans and a faded t-shirt, dark hair pulled into a messy bun.

Zoe reached under the couch cushion, fished around with practiced fingers, and pulled out a half-full bottle of bourbon like it was a normal Tuesday. She cracked it open with a soft pop and took a slow sip.

Bella arched a brow. “How many of those do you have stashed around the house?”

Zoe glanced at her, then at the bottle in her hand, then back at Bella. “I lost count.”

Bella laughed softly. “You know Charlie’s going to find one eventually and think Jenna’s developed a serious problem.”

“Then I’ll tell him she’s teething early,” Zoe deadpanned, swirling the bourbon in the bottle. “He won’t question it.”

Bella rolled her eyes, but the corner of her mouth quirked up. A beat passed, warm and quiet.

Zoe leaned back against the arm of the couch and sighed. “It helps,” she said, voice quieter now. “Not just with the blood stuff. Just... with everything else. The cravings, the anger, the...”

Bella nodded slowly. “Yeah. I get that.”

They both looked over at Jenna, still asleep, her chest rising and falling in the rhythmic way only babies seemed to master. Bella’s voice was soft. “You’re doing okay, you know.”

Zoe didn’t respond right away. But her eyes never left the bassinet.

“Yeah,” she said, and this time it wasn’t sarcastic. “Maybe I am.” 

“Want to watch a movie?”

Zoe gave Bella a soft smile. “As long as it's not about vampires.”

“You read my mind.” Bella said, already moving to grab the remote.

 

Notes:

To be clear, Jacob didn't throw the Swan-Clarks under the bus. Wolves can read each other's thoughts and Jacob's still a new shifter and doesn't know how to hide his thoughts from the pack. He tries to defend Jenna without upsetting his pack.

Chapter 57: New Moon: The World Spins Madly On

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The front door creaked open slowly. Zoe didn’t look up right away—she was nursing the bottom of a bourbon bottle, her legs kicked over the arm of the couch. Bella was on the floor, folding a blanket Jenna had kicked off.

Charlie stepped in, still in his uniform, his boots tracking in dirt from the yard. He didn’t say anything.

Zoe sat up instantly. Bella stood.

Charlie didn’t look at either of them. He went straight to the playmat, scooped Jenna up gently, and held her against his chest. His jaw was clenched, his eyes fixed on some point past the room.

“Dad?” Bella’s voice was soft.

Zoe stood slowly, setting the bottle on the coffee table.

Charlie finally blinked. “Harry…” He exhaled, voice cracked. “Harry Clearwater had a heart attack.”

Silence clamped over the room like a storm cloud.

Zoe moved first. “Is he—”

Charlie nodded tightly. “Gone.”

Bella gasped quietly and sat down hard on the arm of the chair.

Zoe blinked, mouth open just slightly. “Uncle Charlie…” she started.

He shook his head, still rocking Jenna absently. “He went out this morning with the guys. I called him. Told him about the tracks—about the bear. Said it’d be good to get out.” He finally looked at them, his eyes tired, bloodshot. “He died doing something I asked him to do.”

“No,” Zoe said quietly, but firmly. She crossed the room slowly. “Uncle Charlie. No. That’s not how this works.”

“I sent him,” Charlie insisted.

“You didn’t kill him,” she snapped, eyes flashing.

Jenna shifted against his chest, and Charlie adjusted automatically, his lips twitching. “I just—he wasn’t supposed to—”

Zoe moved closer. “Sometimes,” she said, voice softer now, “bad things just happen. You didn’t know. You couldn’t have known.”

Bella nodded beside her, eyes damp. “He wouldn’t blame you. He’d probably tell you to stop beating yourself up and go clean your rifle.”

That earned a weak snort from Charlie, just for a moment.

Zoe rested her hand gently on his arm. “I’m sorry, Charlie.”

Charlie swallowed thickly, nodded once. “Yeah,” he whispered. “Me too.”

Jenna squirmed in his arms and he kissed the top of her head absently. “I think I need a minute.”

He stepped toward the hallway, quieter than usual, Jenna still clutched to his chest like an anchor.

The silence that followed was heavy—but not empty. It was the kind of silence that held grief, respect, and love in equal measure.

 

The church was full, but quiet. Rain pattered against the roof like a ticking clock, drawing a steady rhythm to the grief in the room. Charlie stood near the front, suit pressed, hands stiff at his sides. He’d been through enough funerals in this small town to know how they went, but this one felt different. Closer.

When he turned, Billy Black was there—silent in his chair, face like stone, Jacob pushing the chair slowly down the aisle.

They nodded at each other.

That was it.

No handshake. No greeting. Just a pause long enough for weight to settle between them.

Charlie’s gaze flicked to the two younger Quileute men posted at Billy’s side. Sam Uley and Paul Lahote—he’d seen them at the edges of town before, always circling back to the Rez. Watching. Listening.

He knew. Or at least he suspected. And Billy? Billy knew something too. Neither of them said a word.

Billy’s eyes drifted toward Charlie’s shoulder. “You holding up?” he asked.

Charlie nodded. “Trying.”

Billy didn’t press. He didn’t mention that Jacob said the wolves had followed a scent—something unfamiliar, something not vampire and not human—all the way to Charlie’s house.

And Charlie didn’t ask Billy what he knew about that scent. Or about the wolves themselves. He didn’t mention how Zoe had tensed when he’d said Billy might have been protecting Jacob. Or how she’d insisted werewolf bites could kill someone like her.

The silence between them wasn’t just grief. It was mutual wariness—two fathers standing on opposite sides of something neither fully understood. Two men who just wanted to protect their children.

 

By the time Zoe, Bella, and Jenna arrived at the Clearwater house, the afternoon light had gone dim and yellow, filtered through thick clouds heavy with unshed rain. The air smelled like wet earth and woodsmoke.

Charlie was already waiting on the porch. His jacket hung open, his face drawn and tired. He looked older than he had that morning. When Bella stepped forward and offered Jenna’s car seat, he took it without a word, lifting the baby instinctively into his arms and settling her against his chest with practiced ease.

Inside, the house was warm but subdued—candlelight flickering over framed photos, low voices murmuring through the halls. Sue Clearwater stood near a table of flowers and old memories, one hand resting on a picture of her late husband. Her spine was straight, but grief clung to her like a second skin. Leah stood close behind her, arms folded tight, gaze sharp and impenetrable.

Jacob caught Zoe’s eye from across the room. He gave a respectful nod—part curiosity, part recognition. She returned it with a subdued dip of her chin.

Zoe hovered near Bella as they moved through the room. Her outfit was darker than usual—understated but not subtle. Leather cuffs, high-heeled boots. A shadow in candlelight.

“You okay?” Bella murmured, barely above a whisper.

Zoe’s eyes tracked Leah for a long second. “Just paying respects,” she replied. Her voice was low, even.

She wondered, distantly, if she’d looked like Leah once—grieving and guarded, her body a fortress no one could breach.

Eventually, Sue approached. Her eyes were tired but kind as they landed on Charlie. “Thanks for coming,” she said, and gave his arm a gentle squeeze before her gaze moved to Jenna. “She’s a quiet little thing.”

Charlie’s mouth twitched. “Not always,” he said.

Zoe hesitated. “Thanks for having us.”

“Of course.” Sue stepped closer and took Zoe’s arm for a moment. Her touch was soft, grounding. “Harry told me about you. When he came home from the hospital, he said you were brave. Strong.”

Zoe’s throat tightened. “He was kind to sit with me,” she said. “I appreciated that.”

Sue nodded and turned to Charlie. “Can I hold her?”

There was a beat too long before Charlie answered—a flicker of hesitation as his eyes glanced toward Zoe, unspoken caution layered beneath. Publicly, Jenna was his cousin’s kid. Zoe was just her teenage relative. That was the story they’d built.

“Yeah,” he said at last, gruffly. “Of course.”

Sue gathered Jenna into her arms with surprising ease, her face softening as the baby stirred. “How old is she again?”

Charlie cleared his throat. “Four months. Give or take.”

Seth wandered over, eyes flitting between his mother and Zoe. “Mom?” he asked quietly.

“Hey, Seth,” Charlie said, reaching out to squeeze the boy’s shoulder. “Not sure if you’ve met my daughter, Bella. She’s been spending time with Jacob over at the Blacks’ place.” Bella offered a shy wave. “And this is my niece, Zoe Clark. Jenna’s her second cousin.”

Zoe gave a small, polite nod. “I’m really sorry about your dad.”

Seth offered a shaky smile. “Thanks.”

Sue, still rocking Jenna, tilted her head as she looked between the baby and Zoe. “She looks like you,” she said after a beat. “It’s funny… something about the eyes.”

Zoe smiled—tight, practiced. “We’re second cousins,” she said smoothly. “Sometimes genetics get weird like that.”

Sue gave a slow nod, her brows pulling together just enough to register quiet suspicion. She didn’t believe the explanation—but she also didn’t challenge it.

“Well,” Sue said at last, “if you ever need someone to watch her, don’t hesitate to call. Any of you. Harry considered you family, Charlie. That makes all four of you welcome in this house.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched. Emotion flickered behind his eyes, but he couldn’t find the words.

Zoe stepped in for him. “Thank you,” she said gently. “That’s real generous of you.”

 

Zoe stepped out onto the Clearwater porch, the weight of grief and whispered condolences pressing against her lungs. The air outside wasn’t fresh, not really—just damp and heavy with pine and the promise of rain. But it was better than inside.

This wasn’t like her dad’s funeral. Not really. Not like Jenna Sommers’. Not like John Gilbert’s or even Grayson and Miranda’s. But it felt similar in all the wrong ways. The too-soft voices. The too-strong hugs. The way people said the name of the dead like they were afraid it might summon them.

She stood still, arms folded, jaw clenched. Then she felt it—that ripple in the air. Animal. Wild.

They came out of the trees like shadows with bones—Sam and Paul, eyes sharp, postures tense. Their aggression wasn’t loud, but it crackled just beneath the surface. Their eyes locked on her with something more than suspicion. It was instinctual. Primal.

Zoe didn’t move. “Problem?”

Sam’s nostrils flared. “You don’t belong here.”

Paul stepped forward a little too fast. “There’s something off about you. We can smell it.”

Zoe didn’t flinch. “That so?”

Sam's voice was low, but dangerous. “Whatever you are, you’re not human. And you’re not one of them, either.” His head jerked toward the road where Damon’s car was parked, ready to take Zoe, Bella and Jenna home. “You’re not safe.”

Zoe’s heart didn’t beat fast—not anymore—but her survival instincts sharpened like blades. “And what exactly are you planning to do about it?”

Paul’s muscles tensed. Sam didn’t answer.

Jacob stood behind them, quiet. Watching. His jaw clenched, but he didn’t speak up. Didn’t step forward. He was still human, but the air around him was changing. Tensing.

Zoe didn’t back down. “You want me gone, you better have a plan, Sam. Because I don’t scare easy.”

She thought of Rose, skin blistered and veins blackened from a werewolf bite. She remembered Damon, barely breathing, fevered and hallucinating. Whatever these wolves were—whatever made them different from the ones she knew in Mystic Falls—she couldn’t risk finding out the hard way if their bite could kill her too.

Then the front door creaked open.

“What the hell is going on?”

Leah Clearwater stepped outside in a black dress and heavy boots, arms crossed, eyes sharp. She hadn’t phased yet—had no idea about the world beneath the surface—but she knew hostility when she saw it.

She fixed her glare on Sam. “She’s more welcome here than you are.”

Sam’s jaw tightened. “Leah—”

“No.” She stepped between them. “My dad sat by her hospital bed for days. Brought her food. Said she was brave.” Her voice didn’t shake. “So if she wants to say goodbye, you shut the hell up and let her.”

Silence.

Then Sam exhaled hard and turned into the woods. Paul lingered a beat, gave Zoe one last look, then followed. Jacob hesitated before quietly stepping away.

Leah stayed put, arms still folded, standing beside Zoe without a word.

Zoe’s shoulders dropped, just slightly. “Thanks.”

Leah shrugged. “He thought you were worth his time. That’s good enough for me.”

They stood side by side as the wind shifted through the trees.

Zoe leaned on the porch railing, her voice lower now. “Your dad was good to me. After I woke up, he put up with a lot of teenage attitude.”

Leah gave a faint smile. “Yeah. He was good at that. Used to say patience was just stubborn love in disguise.”

They stood quietly for a moment—two girls tethered by shared grief and a man who’d believed in them both.

“My dad died last year,” Zoe said suddenly. “Mom was long before that.” She cleared her throat. “I’m not gonna say it gets easier. It just… changes. Grief doesn’t go away, it settles in. Makes you cautious. Reminds you how easy it is to get hurt.” She shifted. “One day, you’ll be okay. Even if it doesn’t feel like it now.”

Leah watched her. “How’d your dad…”

Zoe hesitated. She couldn’t exactly explain Klaus or the heart-ripping. “It wasn’t peaceful. Not like your dad’s. But it was quick.” Her voice softened. “I’m sorry you lost him.”

Leah blinked slowly. “Me too.” Her eyes drifted toward the woods. “Sorry about Sam and Paul. They’re... complicated.”

Zoe snorted faintly. “So am I.”

Leah let out a dry laugh. “Yeah. I figured.”

Without another word, Leah turned and walked back inside.

Zoe stayed a moment longer, eyes on the gray sky above. The clouds hadn’t broken—but the air felt a little lighter.

 

The house was quiet that night. Jenna was asleep upstairs, the baby monitor humming faintly from the living room.

Charlie sat at the kitchen table, elbows on the wood, shoulders hunched. A mug sat in front of him, long gone cold. He didn’t look up when Bella padded in, still wearing her blouse from the funeral. She sat across from him silently, mirroring his posture, like maybe if she stayed still long enough, the ache between them would settle.

Zoe came in a moment later. She paused in the doorway when she saw them, then moved toward the cabinet. Without a word, she reached into a giant, unused soup pot shoved to the back of the lowest shelf—fished out a bottle of bourbon, half-full, and three mismatched glasses.

She poured.

Charlie didn’t say anything. He took the first glass Zoe slid over and knocked it back in one practiced motion. Zoe raised an eyebrow but topped him off again without a word.

Bella hesitated, glancing at her dad.

Charlie didn’t blink. Just stared at the table.

Bella reached for her glass. She took a sip, and immediately coughed at the burn.

Zoe smirked faintly, swirling her own glass. “You’ll get there eventually.”

Charlie gave the smallest smile—tired, soft, but real.

The three of them sat in silence, the grief still heavy, but something steadier taking its place too.

Family. Worn down, strange, and stitched together—but still standing.

 

The house had gone still.

Charlie’s snoring filtered up the stairs. Bella’s bedroom door was shut, and Jenna hadn’t made a sound in over an hour. Zoe sat perched on the windowsill in her room, one leg dangling over the edge, when something pricked at her senses—sharp, unfamiliar.

A scent. She went still, nose twitching. Damp fur. Earth. Like a wet dog left too long in the cold.

Zoe cast one last look toward Jenna’s crib. The baby slept on, peaceful, fingers curled by her cheek. If she stirred, Zoe would hear her. She always did.

Quiet as shadow, Zoe slipped out the back door and into the woods, the moonlight barely touching her skin through the thick canopy.

She didn’t get far before he stepped out from the trees.

Jacob Black.

His newly shorn hair was a sharp contrast to the breadth of his shoulders—clean-cut where everything else about him had grown rougher. His face was still mostly boyish, but there was something sharper now in the way he held it—something older. He didn’t growl or posture, didn’t bare his teeth like the others might. But tension radiated off him anyway, quiet and seething, like heat rising off sunbaked asphalt.

Zoe stopped a few feet away, arms folded, head tilted slightly.

“Could’ve said hi,” she said mildly.

Jacob didn’t smile. “Didn’t come to be friendly.”

She nodded once, unsurprised. “Okay.”

They stood in silence, forest humming around them. The wind stirred the leaves like breath between two predators not yet fighting.

Jacob’s jaw clenched. “I don’t know what you are.”

Zoe met his eyes, steady. “Neither do I.”

He shifted his weight. “You scare Sam.”

Her lips quirked, humorless. “He scares me too.”

A beat passed.

“You’re not like the Cullens,” Jacob said finally. “But you’re not human. Not even close.”

“I didn’t say I was.”

“I don’t think you’re evil,” he admitted, like it physically pained him to say it. “Charlie wouldn’t let you stay here if you were but I think you’re dangerous.”

Zoe shrugged. “So are you. That’s kind of the thing with people like us.”

Jacob frowned. “I’m not—”

“Whatever label you’re still pretending not to wear, fine.” Her voice was quiet. “But don’t act like you’re just some kid who happens to run fast and smell weird.”

That seemed to land.

More silence.

Then Zoe softened just enough to speak without the edge. “I don’t want to hurt anyone here, Jacob. Especially not Bella. Or Charlie. Or your dad.”

Jacob looked down, then back up. “We catch your scent near the reservation again, Sam won’t give you a second chance.”

Zoe’s jaw tightened. “Then keep Sam on a leash.”

And still—she didn’t move. Neither did he.

They weren’t enemies.

Not yet.

“Good night, Jacob,” she said at last.

She turned and walked back toward the house.

Jacob stayed behind, watching, until the trees swallowed her completely.

 

Notes:

I couldn't bring myself to kill off Harry the way Stephanie Meyers did in the books - a heart attack caused by seeing his child shift - so it's closer to what happened in the movies. It doesn't have strong plot implications, but it's a small change.

Chapter 58: New Moon: Bad Blood

Notes:

Remember that as far as anyone in Forks knows, Charlie is jenna's guardian and Zoe is her cousin.

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Zoe settled into a rhythm.

Each morning, she strapped Jenna into the car seat, dropped her off at Abby’s motel, and made the long drive to school with the windows cracked. The fresh air helped her ignore the constant ache in her chest—the one that had nothing to do with hunger and everything to do with the absence of Damon.

Classes blurred into each other. She kept her head down, sunglasses on, leather jacket zipped when needed. She came home, checked on Jenna, did the occasional grocery run to keep Charlie from saying they lived on bourbon and microwave dinners.

And always… she knew she was being followed.

It wasn’t obvious. Not at first. But her instincts had sharpened—tuned to the rustle of branches where there shouldn’t be any, to the subtle shift of air currents behind her.

Jacob.

He kept his distance. Most days, he was just a shadow tucked behind the tree line or a blur along the shoulder of the road as she pulled into a parking lot. He wasn’t hunting her—not exactly—but he wasn’t hiding, either.

Zoe didn’t confront him. Not yet.

She figured it was only a matter of time before watching turned into something else.

And still, she never strayed far from Jenna. Never let Abby go too long without a check-in. Never failed to scan the woods twice before stepping outside.

Let the wolves watch.

She could play the long game too.

 

The Swan house was quiet except for the low babble of Jenna inside and the distant creak of tree branches shifting in the wind.

Zoe stepped out onto the front porch, coffee in one hand, irritation already brewing. She spotted Jacob leaning against his motorcycle at the edge of the driveway, arms crossed, expression unreadable.

“If it isn’t Cujo.” She greets. “What, no tree cover today? Getting bold.”

Jacob didn’t flinch. “Not hiding. Just watching.”

“Creepy,” she muttered, sipping. “You know stalking usually gets you jail time.”

“I’m keeping an eye on things,” he said flatly. “You give off... weird vibes.”

“Oh, I give off weird vibes?” She arched a brow. “You’re the one who smells like wet dog and testosterone.”

He took a slow step forward. “You expect people not to notice something’s off? You barely blink. You don’t breathe right. And that baby—”

“Watch it,” Zoe snapped, her voice suddenly low and dangerous.

Jacob held her stare. “I’m just saying, she doesn’t seem normal either.”

Zoe didn’t realize she was gripping the porch railing until it cracked beneath her hand. “She’s a baby. Keep her out of your mouth or I’ll rip your tongue out.”

“Guys! Enough.” Bella burst out the front door, holding a hand up, arms outstretched like a referee with a death wish. “We’re not doing this.”

Jacob didn’t take his eyes off Zoe. “Then tell her to stop pretending everything’s fine when it’s not.”

Bella stepped between them. “Zoe is my cousin. She’s not a threat to me, or Charlie, or Jenna.

He growled, but Bella turned to him. “Please. Give her a chance.”

Jacob exhaled through his nose, then took a step back. “Fine. A chance.”

Zoe crossed her arms. “Generous.”

Bella turned on her. “And you—you don’t help by being so…you.”

Zoe blinked. “Wow. Harsh, Swan.”

Bella sighed and dropped her arms. “You two are the most stubborn people I know. I need you to at least try not to kill each other on my front lawn.”

Jacob turned toward the trees. “Still watching,” he muttered before disappearing into the woods.

Zoe took another sip of coffee and glanced sideways at Bella. “He’s fun.

Bella just sighed. “You both need shock collars.”

 

Abby shifted uncomfortably as she stood in the doorway of the motel room, her hands curled around a travel mug that had long since gone cold. “I need to head back to California,” she said, not quite meeting Zoe’s eyes. “Between the wolves sniffing around and my son asking questions… I’ve stayed longer than I should.”

Zoe leaned against the frame, expression tight with exhaustion. “When?”

“A week,” Abby said softly. “Ten days, max.”

Zoe gave a short, humorless laugh. “Great.”

Later that night, Zoe and Charlie sat at the kitchen table—Jenna sleeping upstairs, Bella out, the house unusually still.

“So what’s the plan?” Charlie asked, arms folded, tone more weary than stern.

Zoe tilted her head back. “I drop out of school and raise Jenna full-time. It’s fine. I can always go back in fifty years or so.”

Charlie didn’t even blink. “That’s not happening.”

Zoe frowned. “Then what? Abby’s out. Damon and Bonnie are in Mystic Falls. You want to start posting babysitting ads on Craigslist for supernatural-friendly help?”

Charlie rubbed the back of his neck. “I was thinking about Sue.”

Zoe straightened. “Sue Clearwater?”

Charlie nodded. “She’s offered before. She likes Jenna. Harry liked you. She’s already been helping Leah and Seth keep it together since the funeral. She’s solid.”

Zoe hesitated, jaw tight. “You know the wolves already don’t like me. You think dropping a baby that might not be totally human into their house is going to help?”

Charlie sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “I don’t know. But I’ll talk to her. Figure something out.”

Zoe didn’t argue. But she didn’t agree, either.

“Just… make sure she knows what she’s signing up for,” Zoe muttered. “In a very vague sense.”

Charlie gave her a look. “Pretty sure that describes you too.”

She rolled her eyes, but there was a flicker of a smile as she stood to check on Jenna.

 

Charlie stood in the kitchen, hand resting on the counter as he stared at the phone. He hesitated a beat before finally dialing.

The line rang twice before Billy answered. “Charlie.”

“Billy,” Charlie replied. His voice was neutral, polite—but tight around the edges.

A pause.

“Been a while,” Billy said, voice level.

“Yeah.” Another pause. “How’ve you been?”

Billy exhaled, the kind of sound that said everything and nothing. “As well as you can be.”

Charlie nodded even though Billy couldn’t see it. “Yeah. Same.”

Silence stretched again, taut and heavy. Neither of them said what they both knew—that they were each dancing carefully around a truth neither was willing to say aloud.

Charlie cleared his throat. “Listen, I wanted to give you a heads-up. I’m thinking about asking Sue Clearwater to help watch Jenna once Zoe’s aunt leaves.”

Billy was quiet on the other end.

Charlie continued, voice deliberately calm. “That means Zoe’ll be driving through the reservation. Twice a day.”

The words settled, deliberate and edged.

Billy’s voice didn’t change. “Why would that be a problem, Charlie?”

Charlie looked out the window, watching dusk creep over the trees. “Just wondering if it might be. You know how things have been. How people feel.”

Billy was silent for a moment. “I thought you said Jenna was your cousin’s kid.”

Charlie didn’t flinch. “She is. And Zoe’s my niece. I want to make sure they make it home every day.”

Billy’s reply came slow. “You think there’s something out there that would stop that?”

Charlie’s hand curled tighter around the phone. “I think people make choices, sometimes. And I think some of those choices could have consequences. I’m just trying to avoid the kind that come with funerals.”

Another long beat of silence. Then Billy’s voice, a shade softer. “I’m sure it won’t be a problem.”

Charlie’s shoulders dropped a fraction. “Thanks.”

“You should call Sue.”

“I will.”

The call ended with a soft click, both men hanging up before too much could be said—or before anything too honest slipped through.

Charlie set the phone down and exhaled hard.

He still had a long night ahead.

 

After his call with Billy, Charlie moved upstairs to his room, delaying the next call as much as he could while he could figure out what he was gonna say. He now sat on the edge of his bed, phone pressed to his ear, rubbing the back of his neck as it rang. His eyes flicked toward the hallway—Jenna’s faint coos carrying from Zoe’s bedroom in the attic.

“Sue Clearwater,” came the voice on the other end, tired but warm.

“Hey, Sue. It’s Charlie.”

A pause. “Charlie. I was just thinking about you—how’re you holding up?”

“I’m alright,” he said gruffly. “As well as anyone, I guess.”

There was another pause, one thick with unspoken grief and the slow, cautious return to normal life.

“I was calling because… I need a favor,” Charlie said after a moment.

“Anything,” Sue replied, without hesitation.

Charlie’s grip on the phone tightened. “Zoe’s aunt…she’s heading back to California. It’s sudden, but… Bella and Zoe are in school, and I’m working full-time. We’re in a bind. We need someone to watch Jenna during the day.”

Sue’s silence on the other end wasn’t surprised. Just careful.

“Of course,” she said gently. “You know I’d do anything for you, Charlie.”

Charlie exhaled but didn’t relax. “Before you say yes for good, there’s a few things I need to be honest about.”

Sue hummed cautiously. “Go on.”

“Zoe will be the one picking Jenna up and dropping her off. Not me, not Bella.”

“That’s fine.”

“And… you might notice some strange things,” Charlie added carefully. “Zoe’s not like other girls her age. There’s—there’s been a lot she’s been through. A lot I can’t explain.”

Sue was quiet for a beat. “What kind of strange things, Charlie?”

Charlie grunted, rubbing his jaw. “We don’t exactly know yet. But let’s just say weird things tend to happen to Clark girls.”

Sue gave a soft chuckle, but it faded fast. “That doesn’t sound particularly reassuring.”

“I know,” he admitted. “But listen—Jenna’s just a baby. A normal baby, for the most part. Eats, sleeps, cries, cuddles. You wouldn’t be in danger. Neither would Seth or Leah. Zoe’s just… protective. Very protective.”

Sue exhaled. “Is this about what happened at Harry’s funeral? Leah told me there was tension. She didn’t go into detail.”

Charlie’s voice dropped. “You’re not wrong to be wary. But I trust Zoe. And I wouldn’t be asking if I didn’t think Jenna would be safe with you.”

There was a long pause before Sue finally said, “Alright. I’ll do it. On one condition.”

“What’s that?”

“If this turns out to be more than I can handle, I get to say so. No hard feelings.”

“Fair enough,” Charlie said. “Thank you, Sue. Really.”

“Don’t thank me yet,” she said wryly. “Just make sure Zoe knows not to keep any secrets under my roof. Or at least not big ones.”

Charlie sighed. “Yeah. I’ll let her know.”

They hung up, and Charlie sat in the silence for a moment longer, wondering just how many secrets Forks could carry before it started to crack.

 

The morning air was crisp and gray, typical for Forks, but there was something tighter in the way Charlie sipped his coffee, watching Zoe buckle Jenna into the car seat.

She was unusually quiet as she double-checked the straps, her leather jacket creaking faintly as she moved. The baby let out a soft coo, utterly unaware of the undercurrent of anxiety passing between her mother and great-uncle.

“You sure you’re good?” Charlie asked, setting his mug down. “You know the way?”

Zoe gave a short nod, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “I mapped it three times. Checked traffic. It's not like the Rez is some far-off land.”

Charlie didn't smile. “Still. Call me if any of the boys give you trouble. Sam, Paul, Embry—any of them. I’ll handle it.”

Zoe glanced at him, one brow raised. “Handle it? Or arrest them?”

“Don’t tempt me,” Charlie muttered. Then, more seriously, “If something feels off, don’t push it. Take Jenna and run. Don’t try to fight, don’t try to prove anything. If their bites are anything like the ones from Mystic Falls…”

Zoe’s mouth tightened. “I remember.”

“I mean it, kid.” Charlie’s eyes locked on hers. “Don’t risk it.”

There was a brief silence, Jenna gurgling softly between them.

“I will,” Zoe said finally. Then under her breath, “But if I die because one of your friend's kids decides to go full Cujo on me, I'm bequeathing Jenna to Bonnie. Full custody.”

Charlie pinched the bridge of his nose. “Not funny.”

Zoe smirked faintly. “A little funny.”

She stepped back and took a breath, steadying herself. Damon’s tension thrummed faintly at the edge of her mind through their bond—irritating, familiar. Even across the country, he was hovering.

Charlie caught the flicker of something in her eyes and said softly, “They’ll see what I do. That you’d do anything to keep that little girl safe.”

Zoe didn’t answer, just shut the back door gently and gave a quick salute with two fingers.

“I’ll be back by three,” she said, slipping into the driver’s seat. “If not, assume I went down in a blaze of sarcastic glory.”

“Zoe—” Charlie started, but the car door shut before he could finish.

As the car pulled out of the driveway, he muttered to himself, “One day. Just one normal day.”

Inside the car, Zoe’s hands tightened on the steering wheel, her jaw set. Jenna babbled softly in the back seat, blissfully unaware. As they headed toward the reservation, Zoe whispered just loud enough for the baby to hear:

“Alright, life sucker. Let’s try not to start a supernatural incident today.”

She wasn’t sure if she was talking to the baby—or herself.

 

Zoe’s car crunched slowly over the gravel as she turned onto the quiet road in La Push. The baby seat in the back was still, Jenna dozing peacefully, unaware of the unease curled low in her mother’s stomach. Trees pressed in close on either side, thick with morning fog.

Out of the corner of her eye, Zoe caught a flash of movement between the trunks.

A wolf—large, tawny, and fast—paced the car from a distance, shadowing them for a heartbeat before melting back into the trees.

Zoe’s fingers clenched on the steering wheel.

By the time she pulled up in front of Sue Clearwater’s house, her expression was composed, but her shoulders were tense.

Sue opened the door before Zoe knocked, a warm blanket draped over one arm. “Right on time,” she said, smiling.

Zoe forced a breath. “She’s been up since six, so she’ll probably want a nap around ten. There are bottles in the bag, extra clothes, and she likes being held… like, a lot.”

Sue’s expression softened, patient but amused. “Zoe, I raised two babies. I think I can handle one more.”

Zoe gave a faint smile and brushed a hand through her hair. “Right. Yeah. Sorry—I know. I just…” Her voice dropped. “She’s not exactly a low-maintenance baby.”

Sue took the car seat gently from Zoe’s hands and peeked down at the sleeping infant. “Well, she’s a sweetheart so far.”

Zoe stood awkwardly for a second longer, then cleared her throat. “Call me or Charlie if anything’s wrong. Or if you have a question. Or if she starts levitating or biting or turning things into ash, I don’t know.”

Sue blinked, then chuckled. “Got it. I’ll keep an eye out for the demon baby transformation.”

Zoe gave a thin laugh, then turned toward the door—only to hesitate again. “If it’s not too much to ask,” she said quietly, “I’d prefer if Sam and his friends didn’t come around while she’s here.”

Sue tilted her head, her expression tightening slightly.

Zoe shrugged a shoulder. “There’s… some bad blood there. And Jenna’s just a baby. She doesn’t need to be around all that.”

Sue didn’t push. “Understood,” she said gently. “I promise—I’ll keep her safe.”

Zoe nodded once, jaw clenched. “Thanks.”

She lingered for one second more, just long enough to glance back at the baby in Sue’s arms. Then she turned and left, her leather boots crunching on the steps as she walked quickly back to the car—leaving behind her daughter, a nervous breath, and the hope that La Push wouldn’t turn into another battleground.

 

Chapter 59: New Moon: Sink or Swim

Notes:

This is the last chapter before the Cullens come back into play! If I get ten comments, I'll post that chapter today!

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Halloween in Forks was damp, dark, and full of soggy leaves—but the Swan-Clark house was lit up like something out of a Hallmark movie. Orange lights flickered around the windows, Bella had carved three very uneven jack-o'-lanterns, and Charlie stood in the living room holding a bundled-up baby wearing what looked like a furry onesie with padded feet and a hood that flopped slightly over her face.

He squinted. “What’s she supposed to be?”

Zoe didn’t even glance up from fastening her boot. “Bigfoot.”

Charlie blinked. “Seriously?”

Zoe stood, adjusting her leather jacket. “Damon sent the costume. Said it felt... thematically appropriate.”

Bella looked over from where she was lighting the last pumpkin. “Because she’s not supposed to exist?”

Zoe smirked. “Exactly. Life sucker, mythical cryptid—it works.”

Bella snorted, brushing pumpkin seeds off her sweater. “What about you? You dressing up?”

Zoe raised an eyebrow, sweeping a hand down her all-black ensemble: tight jeans, high-heeled boots, and a vaguely Victorian leather coat. “What do you mean? I’m already in costume. Undead teenage menace. Very authentic.”

Charlie muttered something about needing stronger coffee.

Jenna gurgled softly in his arms, batting at one of the fuzzy feet dangling near her face.

Zoe paused, looking over, just briefly, and smiled faintly. “Well. At least one of us is having fun.”

Bella grinned, watching them all. “You know… this is kind of nice.”

Zoe tilted her head. “Yeah. It kind of is.”

And for one crisp, damp October night, the Swan-Clark family existed just like any other family on Halloween—full of jokes, awkward costumes, and the quiet hum of something almost normal. Almost.

 

Zoe didn’t need a calendar to know what day it was.

Her seventeenth birthday. Only not.

The moment she opened her eyes that morning—still not needing sleep, still undead—she felt it. Sixteen. Forever sixteen. The number didn’t mean anything anymore, not really. Not when her reflection would never age, when her body wouldn’t change, when time ticked forward for everyone else but not her.

It hit harder than she thought it would.

She didn’t mention it to anyone. She didn’t need to. The air in the house already felt too aware. Charlie moved quieter than usual, his coffee slower to brew. Bella kept glancing at her like she might break if spoken to too directly. Even Jenna—just five months old and mostly babble—seemed to sense something was off. She’d been calm all morning, eyes fixed on Zoe like she knew something wasn’t right.

When Charlie suggested dinner and cake, Zoe tried to wave him off. “It’s not like I’m aging.”

Charlie just gave her that look—stern, fatherly, annoyingly persistent. “We’re having cake,” he said. “You can glower at it if you want, but you’re not skipping it.”

Zoe didn’t argue. Not out loud.

Bella was quiet all day. She didn’t hover, didn’t make a big deal out of anything, but Zoe could feel something brewing under the surface. When she finally asked, late in the afternoon, what was going on, Bella just shrugged. “I’ve been thinking a lot about… when you died. About how I didn’t say goodbye. And now you’re here, but not really the same.”

Zoe didn’t respond to that. Because what was she supposed to say? That she wasn’t the same? That she missed the human version of herself too? That every time she looked in the mirror and didn’t blink, didn’t breathe, she felt like a stranger?

By dinnertime, Charlie had cooked—steak and mashed potatoes, heavy comfort food—and Zoe sat with them, picking at her plate. She could still eat, sure. But it didn’t fill her the same way.

When he brought out the cake—a lopsided chocolate one from the diner, with “Happy Birthday Zoe” scrawled in pink frosting—Zoe actually laughed. It caught her off guard.

“Seriously?” she asked, cocking an eyebrow.

Charlie shrugged. “It’s your birthday. Humor an old man.”

Bella lit the candle—just one—and passed Zoe the lighter. “Make a wish,” she said, quieter than before.

Zoe stared at the flame for a long moment. Then she blew it out.

She didn’t say what she wished for. But in the bond, Damon felt it all the way from Mystic Falls—an ache sharp and quiet, a whisper of I don’t want to be frozen like this forever.

She didn’t say that part out loud either.

But Charlie passed her a slice of cake. Bella leaned against her shoulder. Jenna stirred softly in her swing.

And even though Zoe was forever sixteen, undead and unchanging, that night she felt something real: like maybe she was still part of the world, even if she didn’t quite belong to it anymore.

 

Zoe was in the basement, bent over a crate of blood bags, sharpie uncapped between her teeth as she tried to organize by type—A+, O-, AB. She’d been at it for an hour. Something productive. Something that made her feel like she was managing the chaos. There were only so many things an undead teenager could do at midnight.

Her phone buzzed on the shelf behind her.

She didn’t rush. Damon called her almost every day, usually with something mildly sarcastic and gently concerned. Usually to check if she was still drinking blood bags and not draining neighbors. Maybe to check that Jenna hadn’t kickstarted the apocalypse. 

But the moment she saw his name and picked up, she knew something was wrong.

The bond thrummed. Unsure, anxious, grieving.

It felt like pressure behind her ribs, like something had cracked in the distance and the sound hadn’t reached her yet.

“Hey—” she started.

“Zoe.” His voice was tight. Barely Damon at all. “I need to tell you something and I need you to listen—”

She froze, the sharpie clattering to the floor. Damon never opened a conversation like that.

He spoke fast. Too fast. “It’s Jeremy. He’s—he’s gone.”

She didn’t understand the words at first. Her brain refused to process them.

“He’s what?”

“Dead.” Damon didn’t soften the blow. “Katherine got to him. We were looking for the cure. He and Bonnie were on the island. There was this—this thing, a Silas—look, it doesn’t matter. She snapped his neck. He didn’t come back.”

Zoe’s legs buckled, but she didn’t fall. She just sank to the floor slowly, staring at the dim, concrete wall like it might explain any of this. Her heart didn’t beat, but her chest ached.

Damon kept talking, filling in the holes.

“Elena turned it off. Her humanity. She couldn’t—she couldn’t deal.”

Zoe’s ears rang. None of it felt real.

Jeremy Gilbert. Her childhood sidekick. The kid who cried when she scraped her knee, who once asked her if Santa would bring her mom back. The boy she used to threaten with ghost stories and protect with bruised fists. The boy who once told her she was scary, but he liked that about her.

Gone.

And the worst part—the part clawing through her stomach like glass—was that someone wearing her face had done it.

Katherine.

Her name was like poison in Zoe’s mind.

She didn’t realize Damon had stopped talking until he said, “Zoe? You still there?”

Zoe swallowed, throat burning with a fire she couldn’t breathe out.

She didn’t say goodbye. Didn’t say anything at all.

She hung up.

And the silence afterward was so loud it nearly broke her.

 

Zoe didn’t know how long she’d been on the basement floor.

The cold concrete pressed against her spine, blood bags stacked in crates behind her like silent witnesses. Her phone lay discarded beside her, screen gone black. The weight in her chest hadn’t lessened, but her body had moved into something automatic—muscle memory guiding her limbs as she pulled herself upright, knees shaking only slightly.

Upstairs, the house was dark and still. She moved like a ghost through it.

Outside Charlie’s door, she hesitated only a second before knocking.

There was shuffling. A groggy mutter. The door cracked open, revealing Charlie with sleep in his eyes and a half-buttoned flannel.

“Zoe?” he rasped, rubbing his face. “What—?”

She pressed the baby monitor into his hand.

“I need you to watch life sucker,” she said. Her voice was ice—flat, clipped, emotionless.

Charlie blinked. “What?”

“I’m going out.”

He stepped forward, fully waking now. “Zoe—wait—what’s going on? What happened?”

But she was already halfway down the hall.

“Zoe,” he called again, more firmly this time.

She didn’t answer.

The front door opened, then shut with a quiet finality behind her, leaving Charlie standing alone in the dim hallway, the baby monitor buzzing faintly in his hand.

 

Zoe didn’t take the car.

She ran.

The night air was sharp against her skin as she tore through the trees just beyond Forks, boots pounding the dirt road like she could outrun the grief digging into her spine. Her bracelet bounced against her wrist with each stride, but she didn’t notice. She didn’t feel anything except the echo of Damon’s voice and the hollow space Jeremy Gilbert used to occupy.

The bar was small, tucked just off the highway. A rundown dive with flickering neon and a crooked wooden porch. Perfect.

Inside, the lights were dim, lit mostly by the soft flicker of string lights along the ceiling and the humming neon beer signs in the windows. A slow country song played through scratchy speakers. A couple of regulars hunched over pool tables or cheap whiskey, not paying her any attention.

Zoe walked straight to the counter, her boots hitting the floor hard with each step. She didn’t care how she looked—dark jeans, leather jacket, the tired look in her eyes. She’d come here to be invisible. 

The bartender turned as she approached, opening his mouth to speak—maybe to ask for her ID, maybe to say she looked too young.

Zoe didn’t give him the chance.

“You’re not worried about how old I am,” she said flatly, her eyes flashing with compulsion. “You just want to serve me. On the house.”

He blinked, stilled… then nodded and turned around to grab a bottle of bourbon. “What’ll it be?”

“Bourbon. Straight.” She slid onto a stool.

He blinked, glass in hand, then gave a short nod and slid her a drink. The drink hit the bar with a soft clink. She didn’t savor it. Just threw it back. She didn’t need the burn. She needed silence.

And another.

And another.

She didn’t feel it—not really—but the numbness helped. Bourbon didn’t burn as much anymore. She didn’t want it to. She just wanted to forget.

Halfway through her fifth glass, she heard him.

Heavy footsteps. A scent.

She didn’t turn around.

“Nice place for a sixteen-year-old to be drinking alone,” Paul said, his voice flat but unmistakably annoyed. His posture was tense even as he leaned against the bar, dark eyes fixed on her like she was a threat. Or a ticking clock.

“You don’t belong here,” he muttered, stepping closer.

Zoe didn’t flinch. “I could say the same. Don’t you people have trees to sniff?”

Paul’s jaw flexed. “This isn’t about me.”

Zoe snorted, lifting her glass again. “Everything’s about you guys. Wolves and your territory and your precious scents. You smell something weird and suddenly it’s all your business.”

“You scare Sam.”

That caught her off-guard. Her hand stilled on her glass. It was one thing for Jacob to tell her that. They had a past, sort of. She tilted her head slowly. “He scares me too.”

Paul’s gaze softened for just a moment. “Look. Maybe this isn’t how you deal with stuff, but—”

“Don’t,” she cut in. “Don’t tell me how I ‘deal.’ You don’t know me.”

“I’m starting to,” he said quietly.

That gave her pause. 

Zoe set her glass down with more force than necessary. “What do you want, Paul? You want me to run away? Apologize for existing? I’m tired, and for once, I’d just like one goddamn night without someone questioning what I am or what I might do.”

He watched her, tense but thoughtful.

“I just think,” he said slowly, “maybe you don’t want to be alone right now. Even if you think you do.”

Zoe let out a dry, brittle laugh. “You don’t know what I want.”

“You want to feel something,” Paul said. “Or nothing. Whichever hurts less tonight.”

Zoe blinked at him, surprised by how close he’d gotten it.

“You’ve had enough,” he added more gently, nodding to her glass. “Let me take you home.”

He reached for her arm, and she ripped it away from him with her vampire strength, eyes flashing angrily. “Leave me alone.” The words were sharp, but they trembled at the edges.

Paul paused, seeing something in her—grief, pain, exhaustion, whatever it was, it made him hesitate. His voice softened, just barely. “Are you okay?”

Zoe laughed once, bitter and low. “Peachy. One of my best friends just got murdered and I wasn’t there to help him. And his sister burned their house down with his body inside. So I’m great, Paul.”

She tossed back the rest of her drink.

Paul watched her for a long second, then exhaled and reached for her again—but slower this time. “You’ve had enough.”

She hesitated. Her instinct screamed to stay. To fight. To claw at the edges of her grief with bourbon and rage.

But her heart—whatever was left of it—was tired.

She reached for her jacket without a word.

Outside the bar, the cold air sobered her slightly. Paul didn’t say anything as he opened the passenger door of his truck.

She slid in, the bracelet on her wrist catching moonlight as she glanced back toward the bar. “Just for the record,” she muttered, “this doesn’t mean we’re friends.”

Paul gave a half-smile as he started the engine. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”

 

Charlie was already sitting on the porch when Paul’s truck rumbled up the driveway. A baby monitor sat beside him on the armrest of his chair, faint crackling drifting from it.

He stood as Zoe stumbled out of the passenger side.

Paul exited, moving to the front of the truck but staying near enough that he could step in if needed.

Charlie’s eyes moved from Zoe to Paul, cautious but controlled. “Everything alright?”

Paul gave a slow nod. “She’s had a rough night.”

Charlie’s jaw tensed as he looked at Zoe, who didn’t meet his eyes.

“Thanks for bringing her home,” Charlie said gruffly, the weight of parenthood heavy in his voice.

Paul gave a short nod. “Didn’t want her out there alone.”

Charlie extended a hand—wary, but not ungrateful. “Appreciate it.”

Paul shook it once, then turned and walked back to his truck.

Charlie watched until the red taillights disappeared down the road before turning back to Zoe.

She still wasn’t meeting his gaze. She looked tired. Lost.

He opened the front door without a word, held it for her. “Come on, kid,” he said gently. “Let’s get you inside.”

Zoe stepped in. Silent.

The door shut behind them.

Charlie stepped through the door, shaking off the cold. He paused when he saw Zoe on the stairs, her boot on the third step, halfway to disappearing.

“Not another step,” he said, his voice low but firm. “We need to talk.”

Zoe froze, one hand gripping the railing. Slowly, she turned, meeting his eyes.

“What happened?” he asked.

Her face gave nothing away. Not at first.

Charlie’s jaw tightened. “Cards on the table, Zoe.”

She inhaled, her expression shifting—debating. Weighing the truth like it might physically hurt to say it aloud. She was just so tired. “My evil vampire doppelgänger from the 15th century killed my childhood friend.” Her voice was flat, but her eyes burned. “My other vampire doppelgänger burned their house down and turned off her humanity.”

Charlie blinked.

“It was a rough night,” Zoe added bitterly, turning back toward the stairs.

“Zoe—” he started.

But she didn’t wait. Didn’t cry. Didn’t explain.

She just disappeared upstairs, completely silent.

And Charlie, still standing at the base of the stairs, finally understood: his niece wasn’t just carrying grief. She was carrying centuries of history he was only beginning to understand.

 

The Swan house was quiet. Too quiet.

Charlie stood in the kitchen, staring into his mug of black coffee like it held answers. The newspaper sat untouched on the table. Next to it, Jenna cooed softly in her bouncer, kicking her feet against the edge of the tray.

He hadn’t slept much.

Zoe’s words from the night before rattled in his skull like a pinball: “My evil vampire doppelgänger from the 15th century killed my childhood friend. My other vampire doppelgänger burned their house down and turned off her humanity.”

He believed her. That was the worst part. Every strange glance, every shadowed silence, every thing he hadn’t asked—it all added up. How could it not?

He was a small-town cop. A father. A grandfather, sort of. A man who used to think his biggest worry was parking violations and fishing permits.

And now his niece was some kind of immortal hybrid with centuries of trauma and a baby she wasn’t supposed to have.

The back door creaked open.

Bella walked in, jacket on, car keys dangling from one finger. “I’m heading to La Push,” she said quietly. “I’m having lunch with Jake.”

Charlie nodded, still staring at the coffee. “Drive safe.”

She paused, then looked toward the ceiling. “Is she… okay?”

He exhaled through his nose. “Define ‘okay.’”

Bella winced and didn’t push further. “I’ll be back before dark.”

Charlie finally looked up. “Hey—tell Billy I said hi.” His tone was neutral, but the message was layered.

Bella offered a small nod and slipped out again, the door clicking softly shut behind her.

Charlie stood there a moment longer before picking up the baby and holding her close. Jenna blinked up at him, gurgled, and then sneezed.

He smiled faintly. “Well, kid,” he muttered, rubbing her back. “Let’s hope you turn out normal. One of us should be.”

 

Zoe moved slowly through her room, cradling Jenna against her chest. The baby was already drifting—heavy-limbed and warm, breath puffing soft and slow against Zoe’s collarbone. The late morning light filtered through the curtains, casting muted gold across the walls and catching faint glints in the green stone of Zoe’s bracelet.

She reached the crib and eased Jenna down with practiced hands, one of the only motions in her day that felt natural, almost automatic. The little one stirred, made a soft noise, but didn’t wake.

Zoe hovered for a moment, fingers brushing across the edge of the blanket. Her throat tightened, and before she knew it, she was sitting on the edge of the bed beside the crib, voice low.

“You would’ve liked Jeremy,” she murmured. “He had the world’s worst handwriting, and he used to eat entire jars of peanut butter with a spoon. But he was funny. And kind. And he looked out for people, even when he didn’t know how.”

Jenna made a soft cooing sound in her sleep, her hand curling near her cheek.

Zoe smiled faintly.

“He would’ve been the best uncle. The kind that snuck you candy behind your mom’s back, taught you how to ride a bike way too early and showed you how to roll a joint when you're in high school.”

Her voice wavered.

“When he was five, I pushed him into the pool. Told my dad I thought he knew how to swim.” She huffed softly, more breath than laugh. “I lied. I’d heard that whole ‘sink or swim’ thing and thought it was, like… legit advice. Jeremy sank.”

She leaned forward, resting her arms on the crib rail.

“Dad dove in so fast, he scraped his knees on the cement at the bottom of the pool.” A beat passed. “Jeremy forgave me like, two hours later. Said next time I should try that strategy on a cat instead.”

Her smile faded. Her voice thinned.

“I’m sorry you won’t get to meet him. He would’ve adored you, life sucker.”

Zoe reached down and smoothed a hand gently over Jenna’s tiny tuft of dark hair.

“Sleep tight, kid.”

Then she stood, quietly moving to the window, her back to the crib. Eyes distant. Shoulders heavy.

Downstairs, Charlie sat in the kitchen, his coffee going cold. The faint crackle of Zoe’s voice echoed through the baby monitor beside him. He didn’t move. Didn’t interrupt. Just listened in silence—grieving alongside her in his own quiet way.

The silence hung, soft but full, as the baby breathed peacefully behind her.

 

Chapter 60: New Moon: Not Sober Enough For This

Notes:

Thank you for all the comments! I had to idea so many people were reading this story!
As promised, here is a second chapter today!

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Chapter Text

The knock on the door was sharp and too early.

Zoe padded into the front hallway, barefoot in black leggings and an oversized hoodie. She had a mug of coffee in one hand, Jenna’s bottle cooling on the nearby counter. Charlie had just left to take his half-burned casserole to Sue—some twisted version of a peace offering, he’d said. Zoe had rolled her eyes but let him go.

When she pulled open the front door, the words that slipped out weren’t polite.

“I am not sober enough for this.”

Alice Cullen stood on the porch like a ghost from a past life—too perfect, too still, dressed like she’d stepped off a fashion magazine shoot rather than wandered back into Forks after months of radio silence. Her golden eyes flicked up to meet Zoe’s, and the look on her face faltered.

“Zoe,” Alice said softly. “Where’s Bella?”

Zoe didn’t move from the doorway.

“Why would you care?” Her voice was sharp, bitter. “You left. You left her. You left us.”

Alice took a half-step back, visibly flinching. “I didn’t want to—”

“Yeah, well, you did,” Zoe snapped. “You all did.”

From inside the house, a soft cry rose—the fussy, breathy sound of a baby not quite awake, not quite asleep.

Alice’s head tilted. “Is that a baby?”

Zoe tensed, instinctively turning, shielding the living room behind her with her body. “That’s none of your business.”

Alice blinked. “Whose baby is it?”

Zoe’s voice was cool and steady. “My cousin’s. Charlie’s taking care of her. You know—because that’s what we do. We take care of the people we don’t abandon.”

Alice stared at her, visibly confused. “You’re… watching her?”

Zoe arched a brow. “What, shocked I’m capable of basic childcare? Or just surprised we didn’t all crawl into a pit and die the second your family ghosted the town? The world didn't pause when you all left town, Alice.”

Before Alice could answer, a familiar truck pulled into the driveway.

Bella hopped out, slamming the door with a little too much force. Her eyes locked on Zoe, then Alice, and for a moment, her entire body stiffened.

“Zoe,” Bella said cautiously. “Is everything okay?”

Zoe didn’t break eye contact with Alice. “Peachy,” she drawled. “Your ex-sister-in-law just decided to show up out of nowhere demanding to know where you are. Real normal Sunday.”

Alice looked from one to the other. “I—I didn’t mean to upset anyone. I just… I saw something. I had to come.”

Zoe’s eyes narrowed. “You’re too late.”

Bella stepped forward. “It’s fine, Zoe. I’ve got it.”

Zoe didn’t move at first. Then, slowly, she stepped back from the door and stalked into the kitchen without another word, leaving the two of them to sort it out—with Jenna’s soft cries still murmuring in the background. She grabbed the bottle and went to sort out whatever life sucker needed.

 

The attic was still Zoe’s sanctuary, even now.

She sat cross-legged near the old window, Jenna in her lap, drinking her bottle, finally content again. She hadn’t meant to eavesdrop—not at first—but her vampire hearing didn’t ask for permission. and when Alice’s voice drifted up through the floorboards, Zoe didn’t look away. She stared at her wrist, where Damon’s bracelet glinted faintly in the low light

Downstairs, Alice’s voice was soft. “She looks… different.”

“You sound surprised,” Bella said, flat.

“I didn’t come here to fight.”

“Then why did you come?” Bella’s words weren’t angry—just tired. “Because I’ve spent the last few months trying to be okay. Without Edward. Without all of you. Without answers. And now you show up like none of that happened?”

There was a long pause.

"I called, Alice." Bella continued, thinking of the desperate email she'd sent before Jenna had been born. "I emailed. No one responded. Complete radio silence."

“I didn’t come here to reopen old wounds. I came because… Edward thinks you’re dead, Bella.”

Bella froze. “What do you mean, he thinks I’m dead?”

Alice exhaled. “I had a vision—you jumped off a cliff. I didn’t see Jacob. Just you, falling. The water. And then… nothing. Edward saw it, too. He’s going to the Volturi.”

Zoe stood without meaning to, jostling the baby as her heart thudding even though it didn’t need to.

Bella’s voice cracked. “It was a cliff dive. It was recreational! He's...the Volturi?”

“They’re the closest thing our kind has to royalty. If he asks them to kill him, they’ll say no. But if he exposes what he is in public…” Alice trailed off. “They’ll have no choice.”

A sick feeling settled in Zoe’s chest. She didn't like Edward, she didn't like the Cullens...but for a moment, she saw Jeremy's face—staring blankly, pale, unmoving—and it made her sick.

Downstairs, Bella’s footsteps paced. “He can’t. He wouldn’t.”

“He is,” Alice said quietly. “I saw it. He’s already in Italy.”

Another beat passed. Then Bella’s voice—low, steady. “I have to go.”

Zoe exhaled. She didn’t even realize she’d been holding her breath.

“Good,” Alice said. “I’ll get tickets—”

“No.” Bella’s voice was firm. “Not until I talk to Zoe.”

Zoe blinked.

“Zoe’s been through too much already,” Bella continued. “She just lost her friend. She’s barely holding it together. I can’t just disappear again and leave her to pick up the pieces.”

 

Zoe moved for the stairs. She didn’t need to hear the rest.

Bella turned as Zoe appeared at the foot of the stairs.

“You heard,” Bella said, voice low so Alice wouldn’t overhear.

Zoe nodded. “Every word.”

Bella’s voice wavered. “I can’t let him die thinking I’m gone.”

Zoe crossed her arms. “Then go.”

Bella blinked. “You think I should?”

Zoe shrugged, but her voice was steady. “I think you’ve been miserable without him. I think he made a mistake, but if you really love him, then yes—you go. You save him.”

Bella stepped forward, guilt in her eyes. “But you—Jenna—Charlie—”

“I’ve got her,” Zoe said. “I’ve got us . Just… promise me you’ll come back in one piece.”

Bella’s eyes glistened. “I will.”

“Do you need my help?” Zoe asked hesitantly. “Charlie can watch—”

“Thank you but they can’t know, right? About you?” Bella whispered.

Zoe nodded once, then glanced toward the window. “Bring him home. But...if you get into trouble—real trouble...drop the name Mikaelson-"

"I wouldn't—"

"That name means something, Bella." Zoe pursed her lips. "If it means getting out alive and coming home, drop Klaus' name. Or Elijah's." She paused. "And Bella?”

“Yeah?”

Zoe smirked faintly. “Next time you see him, punch him for leaving.”

Bella smiled, watery but real. “Deal.”

 

Charlie stood at the sink, rinsing out his mug when he heard the door creak open behind him.

Zoe didn’t say anything at first. She just leaned against the doorway, looking tired—older somehow, despite still being sixteen.

Charlie turned, sensing something was off. “Where’s Bella?”

Zoe exhaled. “Gone.”

Charlie frowned, drying his hands on a towel. “Gone where?”

“To Italy,” Zoe said, flat. “With Alice.”

He stared at her. “She what?”

Zoe shrugged, like if she didn’t make it a big deal, it wouldn’t feel like one. “Edward thinks Bella’s dead. He’s going to out himself to the Volturi—the Vampire Government, apparently. She went to stop him.”

Charlie’s jaw clenched. “And you’re just… okay with this?”

Zoe looked away. “Does it matter?”

“Yes.” He took a step closer. “After what they did to you—to her. You nearly died . You did die." It was the first time Charlie had said it: that Zoe was dead. Or, at least, undead. "And now one of them shows up out of nowhere, and she just runs off to save him?”

Zoe’s voice stayed low. “I’m not okay with it. But I get it.”

Charlie scoffed. “How?”

She looked at him then, really looked at him, and he saw the grief behind her eyes. “Because I can be furious at them and still not want someone to die. Because Bella didn’t deserve to live the rest of her life thinking Edward died because of her.”

Charlie ran a hand through his hair, frustrated. “She could’ve talked to me. We could’ve stopped her.”

“She didn’t want to be stopped,” Zoe said. “She wanted to fix it.”

He slumped into a chair, rubbing at his temples.

Zoe moved to the table but didn’t sit. “She’s coming back,” she said quietly. “I told her to.”

Charlie met her eyes, uncertain. “And if she doesn’t?”

Zoe’s jaw tightened. “Then I’ll go.”

And the way she said it left no room for doubt.

Charlie sighed. “God help whoever stands in your way.”

Zoe’s smirk was faint. “They’ll need it.”

 

The house was quieter than usual.

Bella's absence settled like a fog over the living room. Jenna was upstairs, fast asleep, and the only light came from the small lamp in the corner—warm and low, casting long shadows.

Zoe sat on the couch, one leg pulled up, nursing a mug of blood like it was tea. Charlie sat in his armchair across from her, holding a beer he hadn’t touched.

He looked at her after a long silence. “You should’ve gone with her.”

Zoe tilted her head, not surprised. “It wasn’t my call.”

“Still,” he muttered, “if anything happens to her…”

Zoe looked down into her mug. “If something happens, it won’t be because she was alone.”

Charlie frowned. “What do you mean?”

“I mean Alice isn’t going to let her walk into danger blind. The Cullens might be a lot of things—reckless, manipulative, condescending—but they protect their own.” She glanced up. “And whether we like it or not, they consider Bella one of theirs.”

Charlie’s jaw worked, the tension in his face tight. “You don’t trust them.”

“No,” Zoe admitted. “I don’t. But I trust Bella. And if she said she had to go… she meant it.”

He finally took a sip of his beer, then leaned back, staring at the ceiling. “You think she’ll be back.”

Zoe swallowed. “I think she has to be.”

Charlie nodded slowly. “You’re a good liar, kid. But not with me.”

She sighed. “I don’t know what’s going to happen. But worrying doesn’t help. And we’ve still got Jenna to take care of.”

Charlie blinked and looked toward the ceiling, where the baby monitor softly buzzed.

He ran a hand down his face. “Never thought this is where life would land me. Raising a baby again. With one daughter halfway across the world chasing vampires and the other…” He gestured to Zoe. “Drinking blood on my couch.”

Zoe cracked a faint smile. “Yeah, well. You make it look easy.”

He gave a snort and finally, finally drank his beer.

The two of them sat in the shared quiet, equal parts dread and comfort settling between them.

Then Charlie spoke again, low and honest: “You know, I meant what I said. If it ever comes to it—I’d fight for both of you. All three of you.”

Zoe didn’t say anything. Just looked down into her cup.

“I know,” she whispered.

And they sat there, not speaking, while the night held steady around them.

 

Notes:

I know this chapter only shows Alice, but the next chapter has Edward AND Rosalie!

Chapter 61: New Moon: Everything is Different

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The sound of gravel crunching beneath tires wasn’t loud to most—but Zoe heard it the moment the car turned onto the road. She smelled Bella almost as quickly. The familiar floral scent, mixed with cool stone.

Zoe was already standing at the front door by the time Bella stepped out. Her expression was unreadable, arms crossed, black jacket zipped halfway, the gold bracelet Damon gave her glinting faintly under the porch light.

Edward emerged from the driver’s side, careful and silent, his movements slow like he was afraid to disturb the air itself.

Zoe’s eyes didn’t flick to him once.

Bella reached the steps, breath catching. “Hey.”

Zoe nodded once, her gaze still pinned on Bella. “Are they coming back?”

Bella hesitated, then glanced at Edward.

He nodded.

Zoe’s jaw clenched, lips tightening. “I suppose we should have a family conversation, then.”

Bella stepped forward, brushing past Zoe with the same tentative relief of someone who’d made it home in one piece.

But when Edward moved to follow, Zoe’s hand came out, fingers braced against the doorframe. She met his gaze—calm, direct, unflinching.

“Thanks for bringing her back,” she said flatly. “You can go now.”

Edward opened his mouth, something unreadable flashing across his face.

Zoe didn’t flinch.

She shut the door—firmly, precisely—before he could say whatever excuse or apology was lined up behind those perfect white teeth.

Inside, she waited.

Listened.

Footsteps on gravel again. A car door. The engine starting.

Only once she was certain he was gone did she breathe.

Behind her, Bella hovered awkwardly by the stairs, unsure if she was allowed to speak yet.

“He’s gone. For now.” Zoe didn’t turn to face her. “Welcome home,” she said quietly.

"Thanks." Bella shifted.

Zoe finally turned to face Bella, her expression still unreadable but sharper now—focused. “Get your shoes,” she said. “We’re going to the station.”

Bella blinked. “Why?”

Zoe was already heading toward the stairs. “Because we need to get our story straight with Charlie before one of your bloodsucking in-laws overhears us.”

Bella flinched at the phrasing, but Zoe didn’t soften it.

Zoe paused halfway up, glancing over her shoulder. “The station’s safer than this house. Edward used to sneak in through the window, remember? No telling who’s listening from the trees these days.”

Bella followed slowly. “Is this really necessary?”

Zoe didn’t answer until she reached her room and gently scooped a sleepy Jenna from her crib, tucking the baby into the car seat like she’d done it a thousand times.

“Yes,” she said flatly. “The Cullens being back changes everything. We need to make sure they don’t start asking the wrong questions. They can’t know about me or life sucker.”

Bella looked down at Jenna, then back at Zoe, and nodded. “I’ll grab your keys,” she murmured.

Zoe gave a sharp nod in return. “And no vampire talk until we’re behind Charlie’s locked door.”

 

The wind bit at Zoe’s neck as the Audi door slammed shut behind her. Gravel crunched beneath her boots—and Bella’s—as they made their way toward the station. Zoe’s fingers curled tightly around Jenna’s car seat, the gold bracelet on her wrist catching the light, its green stone flashing like a warning. The air felt colder than usual. Tense. Like the whole town was holding its breath.

Charlie stepped out of the doorway the moment he saw them. His jaw clenched, and his shoulders went stiff beneath the familiar beige of his deputy jacket. His eyes scanned over Bella first, flickering with worry, then slid to Zoe, then Jenna.

He asked, voice low and sharp, “What happened?”

Zoe met his gaze and answered, tight-lipped.  “Not here.”

That was all it took. He opened the door and motioned them in, barely looking at the other officers. The fluorescent lights inside buzzed as they walked through the precinct. Eyes followed them, but no one said anything.

Once inside his office, Charlie closed the door firmly behind them. Zoe stood still, hand raised like a tuning fork. Her eyes glazed over for half a second—listening, scanning. Charlie knew that look. So did Bella.

Zoe dropped her hand slowly. “We’re clear. For now.”

Charlie let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding and turned to Bella. “Are you hurt?”

Bella shook her head. “I’m fine, Dad. I swear.”

Zoe stepped between them, her tone clipped. “We need to talk. We all need to be on the same page.”

Bella frowned. “About what?”

Zoe folded her arms. Her voice lost all softness. “With the Cullens back in Forks, we can’t afford any slip-ups. They can’t know what I am. Who Jenna really is. None of it.”

Bella’s mouth parted. “But... don’t you have questions for them? Carlisle? Edward? Don’t you want answers—about what you are?”

A flicker of something unreadable passed through Zoe’s eyes. It might’ve been grief. Or rage. “Not at the expense of Jenna’s safety,” she said flatly. “The more people who know about me and Jenna puts Klaus one step closer to finding us. They already made their choice when they left. We don’t owe them anything.”

Charlie nodded. His expression hardened in a way Bella hadn’t seen in years. “She’s right. Carlisle doesn’t deserve to know about Jenna.”

Bella glanced between them—her cousin, her dad, and a baby in a car seat. Jenna had Zoe’s features, unmistakably so. But in her eyes—too sharp, too knowing for five months—there was something else.

“Okay,” Bella said finally. “Your secret’s safe with me.”

Zoe didn’t smile, but something in her shoulders softened just a little.

 

By the time the Cullens came back to Forks, everything had changed.

Not just because Bella Swan had stared down the Volturi and promised she wouldn’t be a problem. That promise—her agreement to become a vampire soon—meant more than adding another to their coven. It reminded the Cullens of something far more inconvenient: Zoe Clark was still human.

Human, even if she shared the face of their long-dead matriarch.

And if the Cullens told her the truth—about what they were, what she might be—they’d be sacrificing her life all over again.

Rosalie still argued that Zoe deserved to know. Deserved a choice. But no one ever really got to choose in Forks.

Bella had told Edward and Alice, quietly, that things at the Swan house were different now. Changed. Fragile. The story they sold the town was that Charlie had taken in the baby daughter of Zoe’s late cousin. That Jenna Clark had no one else. That Zoe, understandably, was close to the child. Protective. Bella repeated that same lie they’d told to the town and to the Cullens.

But Jenna Bonnie Clark was more than a family favor. More than a distant name on a falsified birth certificate.

To Bella, she was sacred.

She was a child caught in the middle of something cosmic and cruel—named after a woman Bella had never met but Zoe had loved with everything she had. And with Jenna’s origins a secret buried beneath vampire blood and supernatural lies, only a small circle remained who could protect her: Charlie. Bella. Zoe’s friends in Mystic Falls. A sheriff. A few witches. A vampire or two.

Bella Swan loved Edward Cullen with everything she had. But she hadn’t forgotten what the Cullens had done to her—or to Zoe. She wouldn't forget the unanswered email sitting in her sent folder where she'd begged them for help while Zoe lay dying.

And she wouldn’t let their return unravel the fragile peace Zoe had stitched together in the aftermath.

Zoe’s vampirism wasn’t like the Cullens’. But it wasn’t like Damon’s either.

She wasn’t glacial and marble-carved, nor was she rage-fueled and reckless. She was something in between. She didn’t sparkle in sunlight, but she didn’t burn either. She could eat normal food, but never slept. She recoiled from vervain, yet walked through thresholds uninvited. She could compel, but her compulsion ran deeper than Damon’s, darker somehow.

“I’m a hybrid,” she’d said months ago. The word left her mouth like a curse.

Bella pointedly ignored the extra refrigerator in the basement—Charlie’s basement, padlocked and humming, stocked with blood bags that disappeared a few at a time. Zoe stole them from hospitals. Sometimes morgues.

“You can’t come over like you used to,” Bella told Edward quietly, sitting in his Volvo outside the Cullen house, hands folded in her lap.

Edward frowned, expression clouded. “Bella, I’m sorry—”

“I love you,” she said, voice low but certain. “I never stopped. But things changed. With Jenna in the house…”

“Jenna?” His brows knit, confused. “The baby?”

Bella nodded. “Zoe takes care of her at night. And I—” She hesitated. “She can’t know you’re sneaking in and out of the house. It’s not safe.”

“I’ll be quiet,” Edward promised.

“I know,” Bella said. “That’s not the point. I need time.”

Back inside the Cullen house, Bella sat on the edge of Alice’s bed—still covered in soft yellow blankets like she’d never left. Alice paced like she was hunting her own shadow.

“I can’t see you clearly anymore,” she muttered. “It’s like your future keeps slipping.”

Bella didn’t say it out loud, but she had a theory. It wasn’t just her. It was Zoe. Jenna. Something about the Clark bloodline—about their bond—had blurred the threads of fate and Bella was too close to it.

The roles had reversed. Bella wasn’t keeping the Cullens’ secret anymore. She was keeping her family’s secrets from them.

And she didn’t feel guilty.

 

Bella didn’t sit with the Cullens at lunch their first day back. She didn’t even go to the cafeteria. Instead, she headed outside, coat pulled tight against the chill, knowing exactly where Zoe would be.

They didn’t drive to school together anymore. Zoe left early to drop Jenna off with Sue Clearwater, who—despite her protests—watched Jenna as a favor to Charlie. Everyone believed the official story: that Charlie was Jenna’s guardian. That Zoe was the grieving cousin.

Zoe had offered money, savings from her late father, but Sue had refused it every time Charlie brought it up. Undeterred, Zoe opened a bank account in Sue’s name and deposited the money anyway. One day, Sue would need it. One day, Zoe would make sure she took it.

Bella opened the passenger door and slid into the seat. Zoe didn’t look at her. Just nodded once.

“Are you okay?” Bella asked.

“Fine,” Zoe bit off. “Thirsty.” She jerked her chin toward the empty thermos in the center console.

Bella swallowed. “I’m happy they’re back, but I’m sorry it’s hard. And I know that’s a horrible apology.”

Zoe snorted. “It’s a shitty apology, but I’m not mad at you.”

Bella hesitated. “Charlie thinks you’re going to leave.”

Zoe shut her eyes. “Bella…I’m sixteen. I’ll always be sixteen. Seeing them again…it’s hard. I have questions I can’t ask. And if I did…”

“You could,” Bella offered gently.

Zoe shook her head. “No. I don’t want them to know. Not about me. Not about Jenna.”

“Isn’t that their business?”

“No,” Zoe said sharply. “It’s not.”

“Jenna—”

“Jenna is a Clark,” Zoe cut in. Her voice held steel. “They weren’t there when I needed them. They ignored my calls. My messages. They made their choice.”

Bella didn’t speak. Just listened.

“Damon was there. Bonnie. Charlie. You. She's our's, not their's.” Zoe’s voice softened, but only slightly. “There’s a lot I haven’t told you. About Mystic Falls. About Damon and me.”

Bella’s eyes widened. “More than the curse?”

Zoe nodded. “There’s more. But it all boils down to one thing: I wasn’t safe. And now neither is Jenna. Keeping her secret is how we keep her alive.”

“Her whole life?” Bella asked, her voice barely above a whisper.

“It’s how we protect her,” Zoe replied. Her gaze drifted toward the horizon. “Isn’t that what John Gilbert did for Elena?”

Bella stared at her. “So she’ll never know about her dad?”

“She’ll ask one day. And I won’t stop her from looking. Maybe I'll even tell her, but right now…” Zoe looked at her cousin, eyes fierce and full of grief. “Right now, I protect her.”

Bella reached over and took her hand. “Then I will too. Always.”

Zoe winced. “That damn bond,” she muttered.

“What?”

“Damon’s calling,” Zoe grumbled, pulling out her phone and jabbing at the screen. “Will you stop yanking on the soul bond?” she snapped as soon as he answered. “You’re making me want to ditch the kid and run back to you.”

Bella burst into laughter.

Some things never changed.

 

The bell rang, and the parking lot buzzed with motion—students slamming lockers, shouting goodbyes, peeling away in old trucks and too-fast sports cars.

Zoe didn’t stop walking.

She moved like a shadow with a purpose—leather jacket zipped to her chin, earbuds in but silent, boots crunching over damp pavement. She’d parked far from the main building, as always. Isolated. Untouchable.

“Zoe!”

The voice made her flinch, but she didn’t turn. She kept walking.

“Zoe, wait.”

Rosalie’s heels clicked behind her like an accusation. Zoe rolled her eyes and tugged open the car door.

“You had six months,” she said, voice cold. “You could’ve talked to me then.”

Rosalie caught up, eyes wild and sharp. “We didn’t know what to say—”

“No.” Zoe slammed the car door shut without getting in. “You don’t get to start with that. Don’t give me the speech about not knowing. You knew enough to leave.”

“We had to—”

“Had to?” Zoe echoed, her laugh harsh. “You had to disappear. No goodbye. No calls. Not even an email. You left me and Bella. All of you.”

Rosalie’s jaw clenched. “It wasn’t that simple.”

“It never is,” Zoe muttered. “We were friends but you still left.”

A tense silence stretched between them, heavy with all the things they weren’t saying. All the memories burned black by betrayal.

Rosalie’s voice softened. “Where are you going?”

Zoe turned toward her car, yanked open the door again. “To pick up the life sucker from Sue.”

Rosalie blinked. “The—what?”

Zoe smirked. “Jenna. My six-month-old parasite, also known as my cousin. She cries, she drools, she chews on my hoodie strings. You’d love her.”

“You’re being dramatic again,” Rosalie said, exasperated. “You’re sixteen. You could be doing normal things—school, friends, dances—”

“I’m not normal anymore, Rosalie. I haven’t been for a long time.” Zoe didn’t wait for a response. She slid into the driver’s seat and slammed the door.

By the time Rosalie opened her mouth to speak again, the Audi was already pulling out of the lot.

 

The house was quiet. Charlie was asleep, his bedroom door cracked just enough to hear the old Western reruns playing low on his TV. Bella had taken Jenna downstairs to rock her to sleep after the baby’s third false alarm cry.

Zoe stood alone in her room, the shadows long and still.

She reached for the top drawer of her dresser. It stuck, then slid open with a groan.

The ring was where she’d left it—tucked beneath an old Mystic Falls sweatshirt and a worn-out bracelet Bonnie had spelled for her. Gold. Simple. Beautiful. Rosalie had given it to her last summer. Before everything fell apart.

Zoe turned the ring over in her fingers, her chest tight.

Did she know she was leaving when she gave it to me?

Was it a goodbye gift disguised as kindness?

The metal felt cold now. Empty. Like it remembered things she didn’t want to.

Zoe clenched her fist and shoved the ring back into the drawer, slamming it shut.

She didn’t want to look at it anymore.

Didn’t want to remember what it meant.

 

The house was dark. The only light came from the dim glow of Zoe’s phone screen, illuminating her face as she lay flat on her bed, one arm draped over her eyes. Jenna was asleep downstairs with Bella. Charlie snored softly through the thin walls. 

Zoe’s phone buzzed for the third time in ten minutes.

Damon.

She let it ring once. Twice. Then sighed and picked up.

“Finally,” came Damon’s voice, low and annoyed. “I was about to stage a dramatic entrance just to get your attention. The bond’s been tugging at me all damn week.”

Zoe rolled onto her side, voice tired. “I’ve been busy.”

“Busy dodging my calls, apparently.”

“Busy with Jenna. And school.”

A pause. “School?” Damon repeated, flatly incredulous. “Zoe Clark, vampire hybrid, soul-bonded to yours truly, and you’re telling me you’re too busy with something as mundane as high school?”

Zoe snorted. “It’s not just school.”

“Ah.” Damon’s voice dipped, velvet smooth. “So they’re back.”

Zoe didn’t say anything for a second too long.

“The life sucker's…” Damon continued, softer now.

“Yeah.”

Another pause. But this one was heavier.

It clicked.

“So that’s it,” Damon said slowly. “You’re going to leave Forks. Come back to Mystic Falls. You and the bloodthirsty diaper gremlin can stay at the Boarding House. I’ll even childproof the liquor cabinet.”

Zoe let out a hollow laugh. “That’s not happening.”

“Why not?”

“Because she’s safe here. Charlie helps. Bella helps. And Sue—God, Sue’s a saint. I have roots here, Damon. Some kind of… life. Stability.”

“That sounds dangerously close to domestic bliss,” he drawled. “Tell me you haven’t gone soft.”

“I’m not soft,” Zoe said, voice tightening. “I’m surviving.”

Damon was quiet for a moment. “That’s what scares me.”

Zoe swallowed hard. “I can’t take her back there. Not yet. You know what’s still in Mystic Falls. What could come looking for her.”

“I can protect you. Both of you.”

“I know you can,” she whispered. “But being near you... it makes the bond louder. It makes everything louder.”

There was silence again—longer this time. Deeper.

When Damon finally spoke, his voice was softer but sharper around the edges.

“You’re going to have to be a hell of a lot more careful now, Zoe. If you want to keep those secrets buried—about you, about Jenna—you’re playing a dangerous game. And the Cullens? They cheat.”

She let out a slow breath, tension curling in her chest. “I know.”

“You don’t act like it.”

“I’m trying.”

“No,” Damon said, “you’re pretending. You don’t have to do this alone.”

Zoe didn’t respond.

She didn’t hang up either.

 

Notes:

In the next chapter, Edward tries to confront Bella about Zoe.

Chapter 62: Nothing Stays the Same

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The school hallways still smelled like floor wax and cheap cafeteria pizza. Zoe slipped through the door of her first-period trig class just as the final warning bell rang. Her hood was still up, earbuds in but silent. She slid into her usual seat in the back corner, pulled out a notebook she barely used, and stared straight ahead like it owed her something.

The seat next to her squeaked.

“If it isn’t my favorite math class buddy,” Emmett Cullen said, his grin wide and casual, like no time had passed.

Zoe didn’t turn her head. Didn’t blink. “Don’t.”

“What?” Emmett leaned in slightly, still smiling.

“I’m not doing this,” she muttered under her breath, eyes still fixed on the front of the room.

His smile faltered. “Doing what?”

“Whatever game you think this is,” Zoe whispered. “I’m out.”

Before Emmett could say anything else, Mr. Beckett cleared his throat at the front of the class. “Eyes forward, please,” he said, and started writing equations on the board.

Zoe didn’t look at Emmett for the rest of the period. She didn’t pass notes. Didn’t glance sideways. She sat still, barely breathing, her hands clenched into fists beneath the desk.

As soon as the bell rang, she was up.

Gone.

Out the door before Emmett even reached for his backpack.

“Zoe—” he called after her, but she was already halfway down the hall, coat swinging, boots echoing against the tile. She didn’t stop. Didn’t turn around.

Emmett stood at the classroom door, staring after her.

And for the first time in a long time, he didn’t know what to say.

 

The sun was setting behind the trees, casting long shadows through the Cullen house’s high windows. The five Cullen siblings had gathered in the living room, scattered across the space like chess pieces too wary to make the first move.

Rosalie leaned against the fireplace mantle, arms crossed and expression unreadable. Jasper sat near the back window, pretending not to focus on the thoughts swirling around the room. Alice perched on the arm of the couch, silent for once. Emmett, sprawled across the floor with his back against the wall, drummed his fingers against his thigh.

Edward stood in the far corner, half-shrouded in fading light, listening.

It was Emmett who broke the silence. “She won’t even look at me,” he said. “Zoe. I tried talking to her in trig. Nada. It’s like I don’t exist.”

Rosalie’s jaw tightened. “She feels betrayed. Wouldn’t you?”

Jasper nodded slowly. “She’s angry,” he murmured. “Very angry. It’s... controlled. But it’s deep. Like she's building walls with it.”

“She used to be warm,” Alice said softly, gaze distant. “Not always friendly, but present. There was this... light to her. Now it’s like she’s buried under armor.”

Rosalie’s eyes narrowed. “You’re all acting like she’s not allowed to be hurt.”

“That’s not it,” Jasper said cautiously. He shifted his weight, keeping his tone even. “It’s not just the emotions. I think... I think she’s different.”

“Different how?” Rosalie snapped, more sharply than she meant to. Her eyes locked on him.

Jasper hesitated. “Her heartbeat. It’s slower than a human’s. Off rhythm. And her scent—it’s changed too.”

Alice turned toward him, eyes wide. “You’ve noticed it too?”

“It’s not just her emotions,” Jasper said. “Her energy’s changed. Like... she’s not one thing anymore.”

Silence crept back in like fog.

Rosalie’s arms dropped slightly. “You think something happened to her?”

“No,” Jasper said. “I know something did.”

Across the room, Edward shifted.

Everyone turned.

Alice narrowed her eyes at him. “You know something.”

Edward didn’t deny it. He looked tired—for a vampire. “Bella doesn’t want me at the house anymore,” he admitted quietly. “She says things have changed. That I should give them space.”

Alice blinked. “Did she say why?”

“No,” Edward murmured. “But she’s hiding something.”

Rosalie’s expression twisted—grief, regret, and something almost like fear. “You think it’s Zoe?”

“I think it’s all of them,” Edward said. “Zoe. Jenna. Bella. Charlie. They’re keeping something locked up tight. And they’re protecting her. Fiercely.”

“No offense,” Emmett muttered, “but we did vanish on her for half a year.”

“That’s not enough to change what she is,” Jasper said, voice grim.

“Unless,” Alice added, her voice a whisper, “what she is… was never what we thought.”

The five of them fell silent again, each caught in their own uneasy thoughts.

Outside, the wind howled through the trees.

Inside, the Cullens were finally beginning to understand: Zoe Clark wasn’t the same girl they left behind. And whatever she was now—she was keeping it a secret.

 

Bella had been back from Italy for two weeks, and the weight of her decision— was it ever really a decision? —settled heavily on her shoulders.

It wasn’t that she didn’t want to spend eternity with Edward. She did. She didn’t doubt the path she'd chosen. What haunted her was how Charlie and Zoe would react. Especially now that they knew what the Cullens were.

Zoe still insisted they weren’t real vampires. She had opinions, strong ones. Bella had long given up on winning that argument.

In her cousin’s words: "If a stake can’t kill you, you’re not a vampire. Sorry, I don’t make the rules."

Bella, for her part, had a simpler metric: If you drank blood and quacked like a vampire, you were a vampire.

That Saturday, when Charlie was at the station and Jenna was finally down for her nap, Bella waited quietly outside Zoe’s attic bedroom door. She didn’t have to knock.

Zoe opened it before she could.

“If you were trying to sneak up on me,” Zoe said, eyeing her, “you failed. I heard you coming up the stairs. And breathing. And texting. Loudly.”

Bella smirked. “Super hearing—must be nice.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “You wouldn’t say that if you had to listen to Charlie’s snoring every night. Sounds like a demon choking on flannel.”

Bella shook her head fondly. “Can we talk? In my room?”

Zoe hesitated for a breath, then nodded. “Yeah, okay.”

They settled in Bella’s room, sitting on opposite ends of the bed. Bella leaned against the headboard; Zoe, cross-legged at the footboard. For a second, Bella let herself pretend they were just cousins—normal girls talking about high school drama, crushes, college plans.

She knew better.

“You wanted to talk?” Zoe asked.

Bella nodded. “About Italy.”

Zoe’s expression hardened. “About the fake-vampire police?”

Bella sighed. “The Volturi,” she corrected gently. “Edward and I... we made a deal with them.”

Zoe didn’t speak, but Bella saw her jaw twitch.

“They don’t like humans knowing their secret,” Bella continued. “So, in order for them to let me go… Edward had to promise to turn me.”

Zoe stared at her.

Bella squirmed. “Say something?”

Zoe scoffed. “Did you agree to this because it’s what you wanted, or because you had to survive?”

Bella hesitated. “Both,” she said finally. “I love Edward. Even after everything the Cullens did—I still love him. This is the only way we can be together. Forever.”

Zoe’s voice dropped, nearly a whisper. “Do you understand what you’re giving up?”

Bella opened her mouth, but Zoe continued.

“You won’t be able to have kids. You’ll have to live with a hunger that never fades. You’ll change—how you think, how you feel. And you’ll have to watch everyone you love die.”

Bella reached out, her voice soft. “Except you.”

Zoe’s eyes flickered.

“I’m not just doing this for Edward,” Bella added. “I don’t want you to be alone.”

Zoe snorted, half bitter. “I won’t be. I have Damon. Caroline. Stefan. Elena. Tyler.”

“They’re your friends,” Bella said gently. “I’m your cousin. And… I want to protect Jenna, too. If the Volturi ever found out about her…”

“I’d kill them before they got close,” Zoe said without hesitation.

“I know you would. But I want to help protect her too. This will help.”

Zoe’s eyes narrowed. “Don’t turn because of me or Jenna.”

“I’m not,” Bella said. “But I won’t pretend that you two didn’t factor in.”

“I can take care of my daughter,” Zoe said, her voice brittle. “Damon is a very… competent absentee co-parent.”

Bella rolled her eyes. “I’m still doing it. But I’m not naïve—I’ll need your help.”

“I could help you hide,” Zoe offered. “You don’t have to do this.”

Bella shook her head. “I want to be a vampire. I’ve never been more certain of anything.”

Zoe frowned. “Can I at least be the one to turn you? That way I don’t have to live with the embarrassment of my cousin being a fake venom vampire. Magical vampires are so much cooler.”

Bella laughed. “Is that a thing now?”

“Obviously,” Zoe deadpanned. “You have no idea how hard it’ll be to show my face in vampire motorbike bars when everyone finds out my cousin turned sparkle-style.”

“Vampire motorbike bars?” Bella raised a brow.

Zoe giggled and it made Bella smile hearing the rare sound. “Not real ones. But there are supernatural bars. I went to one once—run by a witch. She tried to kill Damon. Good drinks though.”

Bella snorted. “You’re not mad?”

Zoe’s smile dimmed. “You’re gonna do what you’re gonna do. I’d be a hypocrite to stop you. But the Cullens still can’t know about Jenna. It’s too dangerous.”

“I understand,” Bella said. “Being with Edward won’t change that. I’ll keep her secret.”

“You better. He’s got great cheekbones, but I’ll gut him if he finds out.”

“I’ll always be your cousin,” Bella promised. “I won’t let you down.”

“When’s the transition?”

“They call it the change,” Bella corrected softly. “And… not yet. Maybe after graduation.”

Zoe bit her cheek, then nodded. “Okay.”

“Okay?”

“Yeah,” Zoe sighed. “But if you get supernatural cold feet, call me. I’ll fix it. Worst case, Damon and I go on a little arson spree.”

Bella grinned. “He’d love that.”

“We’d bring Jenna. Baby’s first mass casualty event.”

Bella let out a quiet laugh. “Thanks, Zoe. For not freaking out.”

Zoe shrugged. “It’s the one thing I excel at—being me.”

 

It hit her like lightning—uninvited, violent.

One moment, Alice was brushing through her wardrobe, organizing her winter jackets by color.

The next, the floor dissolved beneath her feet.

Her eyes glazed. Her body stilled.

She was standing in the trees just beyond the Swan house, half-shielded by the new spring growth. The grass was lush. The dogwood tree in the front yard had begun to flower, white petals catching in the breeze. Somewhere, a lawnmower droned faintly down the street.

Zoe emerged from the woods.

Her boots crunched softly against gravel as she approached the house.

But something was off.

She moved like Zoe—shoulders square, chin up—but her walk lacked the usual swagger. There was no leather jacket. Her expression was blank, almost bored. The bracelet was gone. The gold bracelet with the green stone that Zoe never took off—the one her ex had given her—was missing from her wrist.

Alice felt unease knot low in her stomach. Something was off, disturbingly so, and Alice wasn’t sure what it was.

Zoe knocked once. Twice.

The front door creaked open, and Bella appeared, eyebrows drawn in concern. “Zoe?”

What happened next was too fast.

A flash of silver. A sharp motion. The blade sank deep into Bella’s stomach, her body folding forward like paper.

Bella gasped. Blood soaked her flannel. She collapsed just inside the door.

Charlie’s voice shouted from within.

The gun didn’t even make it out of the holster.

A twist. A second strike. And he hit the ground beside his daughter.

Then… silence.

The figure moved inside, calm and precise. The hardwood floor didn’t even creak beneath her boots.

There was no hesitation. No emotion. No tremble in her hands or flicker of regret in her expression.

Just silence.

Just efficiency.

Alice’s unease sharpened— Zoe didn’t move like that. Not without the usual tension in her shoulders or the quick glances she always threw, like she was expecting someone to pull her back.

But this version of Zoe—this one didn’t flinch.

She didn’t even pause.

From upstairs: the sound of a baby crying.

She walked the stairs slowly, not rushed. Not panicked. She came back down minutes later with Jenna wrapped in a soft blanket, still whimpering in her arms.

There was no urgency.

She stepped over blood.

She walked out the front door with Charlie’s cousin on her hip, like she had every right to.

Alice gasped.

She was back in her room, lungs heaving, skin ice-cold.

Alice sat motionless in her closet, hands still brushing a cropped green jacket, staring blankly at the same spot on the wall. 

The door burst open.

Edward stood there, his face pale—even for him. “You saw her.” It wasn’t a question.

Alice blinked once. Slowly. “Yes.”

He stepped fully into the room, jaw clenched, voice low. “Zoe?”

Alice didn’t answer immediately. She looked down at her hands. “She looked like Zoe.”

Within seconds, the others had gathered—drawn by Edward’s tension like moths to flame. Emmett arrived first, confused but concerned. Jasper close behind, his expression tight, moving immediately to his mate’s side. Rosalie entered last, silent, arms folded.

Carlisle stood in the hallway, just outside the threshold, watching through the open doorway with quiet dread.

Edward turned to face the rest of them. “Alice had a vision.” His voice was tight. “She saw someone who looked like Zoe at the Swan house.”

Emmett frowned. “What do you mean ‘looked like Zoe’?”

“She was wearing her clothes. Had her hair. Her face. But she…” Alice trailed off, trying to find the words. “She didn’t move like Zoe. She was colder. Calculated. And the bracelet—”

“The one her ex gave her?” Rosalie asked, brows furrowing.

Alice nodded. “It was gone. She never takes it off.”

Jasper, standing by the window, crossed his arms. “What happened in the vision?”

Alice’s throat tightened. “She knocked on the door. Bella answered. And then she—stabbed her. Killed Charlie next. Then went upstairs and took Jenna. Walked out like… like nothing had happened.”

A stunned silence followed.

“No.” Rosalie’s voice cracked. “She wouldn’t.”

“She’s angry,” Emmett said defensively. “But she’s not that. She’s not a monster.”

Jasper’s voice was quiet but firm. “We don’t know what she is anymore.”

Rosalie spun to glare at him. “She’s our friend.”

“She was,” Jasper said evenly. “But something’s changed. We all feel it.”

“She looked grief-stricken when we left,” Emmett added. “And yeah, she’s shut us out, but that doesn’t mean she’d hurt Bella or Charlie—let alone a baby.”

Alice looked up. “I’ve never seen her before. Not in a vision. Not once. Every time I tried, it was like something bent around her—like she was static in the signal. But this… this was clear. Disturbingly clear.”

Jasper frowned. “So why now? What changed?”

“I don’t know.” Alice’s voice dropped. “But something let me see her—or whoever that was.”

Emmett shifted uncomfortably. “Could she be possessed or something? Like some supernatural override?”

Jasper frowned. “We’ve never heard of anything like that happening before. Could it be another vampire’s ability?”

Carlisle finally stepped into the room, arms crossed, but his expression was drawn—torn between rationality and emotion.

“She looks like her,” he said softly.

Everyone turned.

Rosalie’s gaze softened. “Our Zoe.”

Carlisle nodded once, barely.

“She looks like her. But she’s not her,” he added quickly, perhaps too quickly. “Still… I don’t believe she would ever harm Charlie. Or Bella. Or a child.”

“She might not have a choice,” Jasper said.

Edward glanced sharply at him. “There’s no such thing as supernatural mind control—not that we know of. That doesn’t exist. Even the Volturi can’t-”

“Yet Alice had a vision of someone we all care about committing murder,” Jasper countered.

Rosalie stepped forward, defensive. “If you’re suggesting we treat Zoe like a threat, you better be ready to look me in the eye while you do it.”

“I’m suggesting we stay cautious,” Jasper said, not flinching. “Because if Alice is right, and something’s changed—something let her see Zoe for the first time—that’s not a coincidence. That’s a warning.”

Edward looked back at Alice. “Are you sure it wasn’t someone else? A trick? Could someone have… mimicked her?”

Alice shook her head. “She looked like Zoe. But she felt off. Like something wearing her skin.”

They all looked at one another—uncertain. Torn between loyalty and instinct.

“How long do we have?” Carlisle’s voice was soft but firm.

Alice swallowed. “Spring. The dogwood in front of Bella’s house was blooming.”

“Then spring is our deadline,” Carlisle said, his voice low. “We need to know what we’re dealing with.”

 

The parking lot at Forks High was beginning to empty out, but Edward hadn’t moved.

He sat behind the wheel of the Volvo, one hand on the steering wheel, the other resting motionless on the gearshift. His eyes weren’t focused on anything—just fixed on the tree line beyond the lot, lost in thought.

Bella shut the passenger door and buckled her seatbelt slowly, watching him.

“You’re quiet,” she said after a moment.

Edward blinked and turned toward her. “Sorry.”

“You don’t have to apologize for thinking,” Bella said gently, “but you’ve been off all day.”

Edward didn’t answer.

Bella tilted her head, studying him. “Is it something I did?”

“No,” Edward said immediately, his voice soft. “No. It’s not you.”

“But it’s something.”

Another pause.

Edward started the engine, but didn’t put the car in gear. The low hum of the motor filled the silence.

“You trust me, right?” Bella asked quietly.

His gaze snapped back to hers. “Of course I do.”

“Then talk to me.”

He exhaled slowly, eyes flicking to the windshield. “It’s not something I can explain right now.”

Bella’s jaw tightened. “That’s not reassuring.”

“I just…” he hesitated, searching for the right words. “I don’t want to scare you. And I don’t want to accuse anyone without being sure.”

“You're talking about Zoe,” Bella said softly, her voice a little flat.

Edward froze.

Bella leaned back against the headrest, arms crossed. “You’ve been watching her. Thinking about her. You don’t say anything, but I see it.”

He didn’t deny it.

“There’s something you’re not telling me,” Edward said after a moment. His voice was low—calm, but with an edge. “You and Charlie. The way you talk around her. Around Jenna. It’s like there’s an entire story I’ve missed.”

Bella stayed quiet.

“She’s not the same girl I remember,” Edward added. “And you’re protecting her like your life depends on it.”

Bella met his eyes. “Maybe you never really knew her. And maybe it’s not my life I’m protecting.”

“That baby—Jenna,” he said carefully. “She’s not Zoe’s cousin’s child, is she?”

Bella’s face was a mask. Blank. Calm. But her pulse jumped. Edward could hear it. “Of course she is. And why would it matter?” she asked.

“I think it does,” he said. “Especially if whatever changed Zoe is tied to Jenna. Or if there’s someone else involved.”

Bella turned toward the window. “You left, Edward. Your entire family left. Not just me, but Zoe too. We tried contacting you and we got nothing back, so you don’t get to come back into our lives and expect all the answers."

“I’m not asking for all of them,” he said gently. “But I’m trying to help. And if something’s coming—something dangerous—don’t you think I deserve to know what I’m protecting you from?”

Bella looked back at him then, eyes tired but unwavering. “You already know the most important part,” she said. “Zoe is family. Jenna is innocent. And some secrets aren’t mine to give away.”

Edward stared at her for a long moment, then finally shifted the car into drive.

They drove in silence the rest of the way, but the air between them stayed heavy—like spring thunder waiting to break.

 

Notes:

The next chapter shows Carlisle. There's not a direct confrontation between him and Zoe, but the tensions in Forks is rising.

Chapter 63: Game of Cat and Mouse

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Zoe lay stretched across her bed, one arm propped beneath her head, the other holding a plush giraffe just out of Jenna’s reach. The baby squealed with delight, kicking her feet as she tried to grab it, tiny hands batting the air with impressive determination.

Zoe grinned, her dark curls tumbling forward as she lowered the toy, letting Jenna catch it. “Victory,” she murmured. “Hard-earned and well deserved.”

Jenna babbled, hugging the giraffe like it was the greatest thing in the world.

On the floor, Bella sat cross-legged against the wardrobe, watching them with a soft smile.

“She’s getting so big,” Bella said quietly. “You’re really good with her.”

Zoe shrugged one shoulder. “She’s not that hard to impress. I mean, I’m giving her a stuffed animal and making weird noises. It’s not high-level childcare.”

“You’re still good,” Bella said, then added, “She’s happiest with you.”

Zoe didn’t answer at first. She just reached over and gently brushed a dark curl away from Jenna’s face. The baby grabbed her finger and wouldn’t let go. Jenna’s chubby fingers, as they usually did, quickly found their way to Damon’s bracelet, as if she could sense that someone who cared about her mother had given her the accessory.

Bella watched the quiet exchange for a moment, then spoke. “How’s… everything? With school? And—” she hesitated, “—them?”

Zoe rolled her eyes dramatically, flopping back onto the bed like the weight of the Cullens’ return had physically struck her.

“Oh, you mean the Brady Bunch?” she said, voice dripping with sarcasm. “They’re back. And tragically, so is their habit of popping up everywhere I don’t want them.”

Bella snorted. “They’re trying.”

“They had six months to try,” Zoe shot back. “They didn’t call. Didn’t write. Didn’t show up at my funeral. Didn’t send a single damn bat-signal when everything fell apart.”

“You didn’t have—”

Figurative funeral,” Zoe muttered. “Emotional death. It counts.”

Bella let that sit for a moment, then asked softly, “Is there… any version of this where you could be a little less... you know…”

“Hostile?” Zoe offered helpfully.

“I was going to say ‘guarded.’”

“Tomato, tomahto.” Zoe grinned without humor. “Hostile’s my new natural setting. Like resting witch face, but with extra bite.”

Bella smiled faintly. “I’m not saying you have to forgive them. Just… maybe give yourself some space to breathe. You’re not alone anymore.”

Zoe looked at her, the sarcasm draining just a little. “That’s the problem, Bells. Being alone was easier. Now they’re all back and poking around like nothing changed.”

“But it did.”

“Exactly,” Zoe said quietly. “They left. And I’m not the same girl they left behind. She died in this bed six months ago.”

Bella flinched as Zoe's candor.

Jenna cooed, tugging on Zoe’s sleeve. Zoe smiled and gently lifted her, holding her close. Jenna settled against her chest, calm and warm.

Bella watched them for a moment before saying, “I just don’t want you to be at war with everyone. You’ve been through enough.”

“I’m not at war,” Zoe snorted. “I know what that feels like, remember.” She shook her head. “I’m just... keeping the drawbridge up until further notice.”

Bella huffed a quiet laugh and let her head fall back against the wardrobe. “You really should’ve been born in another century.”

Zoe smirked. “I’m timeless, babe.”

Neither of them heard the creak on the porch floorboards outside Zoe’s window. But Edward stood there, still as stone, half-shadowed by the overhang. He hadn’t meant to stay this long—hadn’t meant to eavesdrop.

But hearing Zoe speak—hearing the pain behind her biting tone, the edge in her voice—made it harder to walk away.

He didn’t know who Zoe was anymore.

But he was starting to understand why she had walls around her.

And now, more than ever, he wanted to know what she was guarding behind them.

 

Rosalie had heard plenty about Jenna Clark around town.

Forks wasn’t a place that kept secrets easily, but this one had curiously stayed intact—at least on the surface. The narrative held: Charlie Swan had taken in his cousin’s baby after her tragic death, and Zoe, the cousin closest to the deceased, helped out like any devoted teenage girl would.

But something didn’t add up. The biggest red flag, to Rosalie at least, was that Bella didn’t even trust Edward around the child.

Rosalie hadn’t voiced her opinion—yet. But to her, it meant Bella would never really be one of them.

Still, she played the part. Groceries they’d never eat, pretending to argue about brands, tossing snack food into the cart with practiced ease. Emmett was pushing it down the dairy aisle when Rosalie stopped dead in her tracks.

“Em,” she said sharply.

He looked up—and froze too.

There they were. The Swan-Clark family.

Bella was pushing a half-full cart. Zoe, dressed in black and boots, reached up for a carton of milk with one hand. Charlie stood beside them, the baby on his hip, eyes soft as he bounced her gently.

Rosalie and Emmett stared, caught mid-step.

It had been weeks since Rosalie had seen Zoe up close outside of class. Months since she’d seen Chief Swan in anything other than a passing patrol car. Bella had made it clear the Cullen family was no longer welcome in the Swan home, and Zoe seemed to vanish whenever one of them came near.

It was Bella who noticed them first. Rosalie caught it—barely—thanks to vampiric hearing.

“Dad, Zo,” she murmured, barely above a breath.

Charlie glanced up first, following her gaze. Zoe followed half a second later.

The moment held—a frozen, strange standoff in the fluorescent chill of the dairy section.

Zoe broke the tension first, slipping a carton of milk into the cart with a too-smooth smile. “Bella, look. Your friends.” Her voice was honey-coated sarcasm. “What a lovely coincidence.”

Bella shifted awkwardly. “Uh, hi, Emmett. Rosalie.”

She gave a small wave.

Charlie’s grip on Jenna subtly tightened. His jaw flexed.

Rosalie couldn’t look away from the baby. She was beautiful. Rosalie was sure that whoever this baby's mother was, she had to look like Zoe Clark. She didn't miss the way Charlie’s entire stance radiated protectiveness. He didn’t know about them—but he knew enough to be suspicious.

“Hi, Bells,” Emmett said easily. He rounded the cart and offered a smile. “Zoe. Chief. And this must be Jenna.” He looked down at the baby, then back up. “Alice and Edward mentioned you were taking care of your cousin’s baby, Chief.”

Charlie gave a tight smile. “Yeah. That’s right.”

“Lot of girls in the house, huh?”

“You could say that,” Charlie said, his tone flat.

“Here,” Zoe cut in smoothly, her voice suddenly bright. “I can take life sucker, Uncle Charlie. Go grab the beef you like—y’know, the stuff Bella always forgets.” She didn’t wait for an answer, already moving to scoop the baby up. Charlie didn’t resist.

Rosalie’s eyes locked on the baby.

“She’s beautiful,” she said softly. Her voice wasn’t performative. It was… wistful. “How old is she?”

“Almost six months,” Charlie answered, lingering.

“She looks like you,” Rosalie said to Zoe, a wistful smile curling her lips.

Zoe didn’t return it. Her own smile was clinical. “My cousin and I could pass as twins,” she lied easily. “Same hair. Same eyes. Strong genes.” She turned to Charlie, her voice sweet again. “Uncle Charlie, your keys? I want to grab the stroller.”

“Course.” Charlie passed them over, his eyes never leaving Emmett.

“I can help,” Emmett offered, already stepping forward.

“That’s really not necessary,” Zoe said tightly, but Emmett just smiled and kept walking beside her.

Bella caught Zoe’s exasperated look and shrugged. Her eyes said: I didn’t invite them.

Zoe rolled her eyes and pushed through the exit toward the car.

Charlie’s cruiser was easy to spot. Zoe popped the trunk and balanced Jenna against her chest.

“How’ve you been?” Emmett asked casually, stepping to her side.

“I’m at school, aren’t I?” Zoe said flatly. “You see me in Trig.”

“Barely,” Emmett replied. “You don’t exactly linger after class. And you seem to slip in just as the bell rings every morning.”

“Maybe I’ve just got places to be.” Zoe shifted Jenna to her other arm. “Ever think of that?”

As she spoke, Zoe kept her focus on the task at hand. She pulled out the folded stroller and set it on the ground. Emmett moved forward instinctively, but she beat him to it—pressing a button to release the frame. It popped open with a satisfying snap.

She placed Jenna inside, adjusting the blanket and pulling the shade down until her face was hidden.

“That was quick,” Emmett said lightly. “You’re good at this.”

“It’s not exactly rocket science.”

He fell into step beside her as she started back toward the store.

“We need diapers,” she said pointedly.

“I’ll walk with you.”

Zoe didn’t respond. She grabbed a pack of wipes and moved on.

“You know, you were my friend,” Emmett said suddenly. “We all were. Back then.”

Zoe stopped walking. She turned to face him, slowly. “We were?”

Emmett met her eyes. “Zoe—”

“You mean back before you changed your number and ghosted the entire town? Back before Bella lost ten pounds from heartbreak and couldn’t get out of bed for weeks?”

Emmett’s expression twisted. “It wasn’t my choice.”

“Wasn’t it?” Zoe asked, eyes sharp. “Because I remember calling. Texting. Trying to get answers. And all I got was radio silence.”

“I didn’t know—”

“Exactly,” she snapped. “You didn’t want to know.” She stepped closer. “You all left. Left her. Left me. And now you’re back, and what? You want to be friends again? Babysit Jenna on weekends? Pretend none of it happened?”

Emmett opened his mouth, but Zoe cut him off.

“Once burned, twice shy. You may have Bella’s forgiveness, but not mine. And not Charlie’s.”

“Tell that to Edward—”

I’m telling it to you, ” Zoe said coldly. “Stay away from me. From Charlie. From Jenna. I can’t control Bella. But the rest of us? We’re off-limits.”

Emmett stared at her.

Then—just for a moment—his expression flickered. He leaned in slightly, nostrils flaring. Like he was catching something in the air.

Zoe stiffened.

She knew that look.

He stepped back, face unreadable.

It was closer to the way he remembered her scent—his maker, his other Zoe. But this was different. Wilder. Sharper. Spicier—like herbs and cinnamon and danger. It clung to his senses like smoke. Familiar, and yet entirely foreign. A warning wrapped in nostalgia.

“I mean it, Emmett,” she said, voice like ice.

Then she turned the stroller around and walked away—without looking back.

 

The rain tapped steadily against the windows as the Cullen children gathered in Carlisle’s study, one by one.

Edward stood near the fireplace, arms folded, face unreadable. Alice lingered by the bookcases, not her usual fidgety self—her hands were still, her expression tight. Emmett dropped onto the edge of the leather armchair across from Carlisle’s desk, and Jasper leaned against the far wall, unusually quiet.

Rosalie remained near the door, arms crossed, guarded.

Carlisle looked up from his notes as they settled into the silence.

“You’ve all noticed it too,” Edward said softly, breaking the tension.

Carlisle set his pen down. “Zoe.” What else would cause him children to gather like this anymore?

Emmett nodded. “Her scent is different.”

Carlisle raised an eyebrow. “How so?”

“It’s not human anymore,” Emmett said. “Not entirely. It’s… off. Closer to how she smelled.” His voice softened, reverent. “The other Zoe. The one who turned me. But different—spicier. Wilder. There’s something else in it. Something wrong.

Jasper glanced at him, then added, “Her heartbeat. It’s changed too.”

“How?”

“Slower. Inconsistent. Like it’s fighting itself,” Jasper said. “I couldn’t pin it down at first, but now… I’d bet on it. Her heart’s not like any human’s.”

Alice finally spoke, her voice lower than usual. “And I saw her.”

Carlisle looked up sharply at the mention of Alice's vision. “You’re sure? It hasn’t changed?”

Alice nodded, her gaze distant. “Clear as day. She walked into the Swan house like she belonged there. Calm. No hesitation. And then she…” Alice swallowed. “She killed Bella. Then Charlie. Took the baby. Walked right out.”

The room went still.

Rosalie’s breath hitched. “No. That wasn’t her. Zoe wouldn’t do that. She wouldn't do that. Not to her family.”

“I know what I saw,” Alice said. “I’m not saying it was Zoe. But whoever it was looked exactly like her. And this time, there wasn’t that usual fog. No blank space. No distortion. It was focused—frighteningly so.”

“You’ve never been able to see Zoe before,” Jasper said slowly. “So why now?”

“That’s what I’ve been asking myself,” Alice murmured. “It’s like the vision finally slipped through something. Like whatever was shielding her… cracked.”

Carlisle leaned back in his chair, brow furrowed. “Something’s changed,” he said quietly. “And not just with her vision. With all of it.”

Edward stepped forward. “I’ve been listening. Quietly. And Bella and Charlie—both of them are guarding something. Something big. The story about Jenna? It’s rehearsed. Too smooth. And Zoe’s changed, not just physically. She’s different. Cold. Closed off.”

Rosalie looked at Carlisle then. “You’ve been quiet.”

Carlisle hesitated. Then stood and walked over to a locked drawer in his desk. He pulled out a folder and set it on the table.

“I looked into Jenna’s records,” he said softly. “What I found… isn’t conclusive. But it certainly raises questions.”

He flipped open the folder. Inside were printed documents—copies of public records, hospital forms, and immunization charts.

“There’s a birth certificate filed here in Forks,” Carlisle explained. “For a Jenna Bonnie Clark. Born six months ago. But the birth certificate is incomplete—no mother’s birthdate, no father listed. It was filed two weeks after the date of birth.”

“Home birth?” Edward guessed.

Carlisle nodded. “Supposedly. The listed mother is Lois Clark. There’s no Lois Clark on file in Forks or Mystic Falls with matching age records. I checked.”

“Could be an alias,” Jasper said.

Carlisle flipped to another sheet. “The baby is listed as Zoe’s cousin’s daughter. But there’s no death certificate for the supposed mother. Just a vague local obituary about an unnamed 'young woman who passed unexpectedly.' No photo. No funeral.”

He pulled out the immunization record next. “And this—this is what truly alarmed me. The vaccine logs don’t match up. Some of the codes are invalid. Others are real but outdated. Whoever filled this out didn’t know the current vaccination coding system.”

Rosalie took a step forward. “So what does that mean?”

Carlisle closed the folder.

“It means someone created this record to pass inspection—but not under scrutiny. It’s a patchwork lie.”

They all sat with that a moment.

“Charlie wouldn’t be part of that,” Emmett said slowly. “Would he?”

“I think he would,” Edward said grimly. “To protect them.” He sighed, glancing toward the window like he could see the Swan house from there. “Charlie’s not just a cop. He’s a father. And I think he’d go farther than anyone gives him credit for… especially when it comes to the three girls he's responsible for. The girls he loves.”

“So what is she?” Jasper asked.

No one answered at first.

Carlisle looked toward the window, where the storm had thickened. “I don’t know,” he said at last. “But whatever she is… it’s not what she used to be. And we need to know what we’re dealing with— before spring.

 

The door slammed harder than it needed to.

Zoe’s boots hit the floor in heavy steps as she stalked into the kitchen, a message still glowing on her phone. Bella glanced up from the table where she was feeding Jenna a bottle, and Charlie, reading a well-worn paperback, raised an eyebrow.

“You good?” Bella asked cautiously.

Zoe tossed her phone down with a muttered curse. “Tell your future father-in-law to keep his nose out of my business.”

Bella blinked. “Carlisle?”

“Bingo.”

Charlie closed his book, frowning. “What happened?”

“One of my contacts at the hospital—the nurse I compelled to notify me—just texted. Jenna’s records were accessed today. Birth certificate, immunization logs, even emergency contact fields.”

Bella’s eyes widened. “You compelled someone to spy on her medical file?”

“Obviously,” Zoe snapped, pacing the kitchen. “Do you think I left a paper trail without a failsafe? This whole town believes a sanitized version of the truth, and now the undead doctor wants to play detective.”

Charlie sighed, rubbing a hand over his face. “What exactly did the nurse say?”

“That someone logged in using an authorized ID to look at Jenna’s full file. No edits, just viewing. But the access was flagged. I left a... suggestion that anyone snooping would feel inclined to report it.”

Bella gently rocked Jenna as she processed that. “You think Carlisle’s getting suspicious?”

Zoe gave her a sharp look. “I know he is. I could smell it on Emmett at the store. You think he just felt like reminiscing in the diaper aisle?”

Bella flinched. “They’re trying to piece things together.”

“They’re going to break it,” Zoe muttered, voice tight. “And when they do, it’s not just my secret that blows up. It’s Jenna’s safety. It’s all of us.”

Charlie stood and set his newspaper aside. “You girls need to be careful,” he said. His voice was quiet, but the kind of quiet that meant don’t ignore this. “Watch what you say. Where you say it.” He turned to Zoe. “And watch who you feed around.”

Zoe’s jaw clenched. She nodded once, tight. “I’m not sloppy.”

“I know,” Charlie said. “But they’re watching now. All of them. And Carlisle Cullen may be a doctor, but he’s no fool. You look like someone he loved and lost. That alone is reason enough for him to keep digging.”

Bella bit her lip. “What do we do?”

Zoe picked up her phone, hands steady now. “We lay low. We don’t give them anything. And we remind them—gently—that whatever secrets they’re chasing…” She glanced at Jenna, sleeping soundly in her arms. “They’re not theirs to find.”

 

Notes:

You'll see a small shift as the Cullens start calling Carlisle's wife "the other Zoe" instead of "our Zoe". It'll take time for Carlisle to get there, but the shift shows their changing mindset about how they feel about Zoe Clark.

Chapter 64: Author's Note: Timeline and Summary of Zoe's Vampirism

Summary:

A timeline of events that have happened or been discussed thus far

Notes:

I posted a new chapter this morning, but I wanted to post this before tomorrow!

Because I’ve adjusted the timeline slightly to accommodate certain story elements — and since events in Mystic Falls continue to impact Zoe’s life in Forks — I’ve been keeping a detailed timeline to track everything. I have an expanded version in my personal notes, but I thought a simplified outline might be helpful to remind everyone of the major plot points from the first two parts of the story as we head into the Eclipse and Breaking Dawn arcs.

The timeline will be updated in Chapter 128 during the Breaking Dawn arc, but if you need one sooner, let me know!

Chapter Text

🧸  Zoe Clark's Childhood

  • 1995
    • Elena, Caroline, Bonnie, Matt and Tyler are born
    • Bella Swan is born in September
  • 1996: Zoe Clark is born in November
  • 1997
    • Jeremy Gilbert is born
    • Renee leaves Charlie and takes Bella to California
  • 2000
    • Zoe Clark is 4 years old
    • Mikael arrives in Mystic Falls and is trapped in a tomb by Abby Bennett.
    • Zoe's mother dies from “cancer” — actually a protection spell cast by Abby Bennett, sacrificing her life to keep Zoe hidden from Klaus.
    • Abby Bennett leaves Mystic Falls shortly before Zoe’s mother’s death
  • 2001: Bella and Renee move to Phoenix. Bella's visits to Forks begin to slow.
  • 2009
    • Elena and Zoe are in a car accident with Grayson and Miranda Gilbert and only the girls survive
    • Damon and Stefan Salvatore return to Mystic Falls (Start of Vampire Diaries Season 1)
  • 2010: The Cullens return to Forks (pre-Twilight)

🔥 The Sacrifice, Mystic Falls Fallout and Twilight

  • Spring 2011
    • Zoe is 15
    • Klaus kills Wilbur Clark the day of the sacrifice
    • Klaus is confused about why there are two doppelgängers and sacrifices both Elena and Zoe.
      • Zoe is saved when Bonnie binds Zoe's soul to Damon, while Elena is saved by John Gilbert taking Elijah's potion.
  • Summer 2011 🌲🌧️
    • Zoe and Bella move to Forks to live with Charlie Swan
      • Bella is 17, Zoe is still 15
      • Bella arrives earlier than is scheduled to support her cousin
    • Zoe's nightmares of past doppelgängers (Katherine, Tatia, Zoe Cullen) begin again
  • Fall 2011
    • Klaus returns to Mystic Falls and turns Tyler Lockwood into his first hybrid.
  • October 2011 (appx.): Tyler Crowley's van nearly hits Zoe and Bella, but they are saved by Edward.
  • November 2011
    • Zoe turns 16
    • Damon visits Mystic Falls to reconnect with an emotionally distant Zoe. He bonds with Charlie.
    • Zoe begins to eat lunch with the Cullens and her friendship with Rosalie grows.
  • Late November 2011: Bella learns that the Cullens are vampires
  • December 2011
    • Zoe begins to spiral again
    • Bella and Edward begin dating
    • Zoe runs away on Christmas when she finds a gift from Klaus and Carlisle finds her.
  • Late January 2012
    • Edward and Carlisle find out about Zoe's nightamres
    • Zoe gets moved up to be a Junior with Bella and Edward
  • February 2012
    • Damon turns Abby Bennett
    • Abby visits Forks to reveak the truth about Zoe's mother's death
    • Alaric Saltzman visits Zoe in Forks
  • March 2012
    • Alaric doesn’t want to transition into a vampire, but Esther forces him to turn
    • Bonnie helps Klaus hop into Tyler’s body, saving Klaus from Vampire-Alaric
    • The Cullens take Bella to play baseball, where James, Laurent, and Victoria stumble upon them.
    • Alaric stabs Zoe. Harry Clearwater and Billy Black stay at the hospital with her when Charlie has to go to Phoenix when Bella is also at the hospital. Abby Bennett feeds Zoe vampire blood to save her after Damon contacts her.
    • Elena turns into a vampire and Alaric dies
  • April 2012
    • The bond between Damon and Zoe begins to fray due to Elena's sire bond
    • Bella finds out her cousin looks like Zoe Cullen
    • Zoe meets Sue Clearwater
  • May 2012
    • Bella's cast comes off
    • Klaus calls Zoe
    • Zoe sleeps with Carlisle
    • The Cullens leave Forks after Bella gets hurt again

💔 New Moon and New Hybrids

  • June 2012
    • Zoe learns she's pregnant and Damon arrives back in Forks
    • Bonnie arrives
  • July 2012
    • Charlie and Bella find out Zoe is a doppelganger and are given a vague explanation of her supernatural past
    • Jenna Bonnie Clark is born
  • August 2012: Damon and Bonnie leave Forks to help Jeremy with his Hunter's Mark
  • September 2012:
    • Jacob Black becomes a werewolf
    • Bella turns 18
  • October 2012
    • Harry Clearwater dies
    • The La Push Wolves grow suspicious of Zoe and Jenna
    • Sue Clearwater starts babysitting Jenna
  • November 2012
    • Zoe's first birthday as a vampire. She would have been 17.
    • Jeremy Gilbert dies
    • Alice returns to Forks and takes Bella to Italy
  • December 2012
    • The Cullens return to Forks

🕯 Eclipse and Old Enemies

  • Keep reading to find out!

Zoe Clark – Vampire Hybrid Traits

Physiology

  • Doesn’t sleep (like Twilight vampires)

  • Can eat normal food (though she doesn’t need to)

  • ❤️ Has a faint heartbeat

  • ☀️ Sunlight is harmless (doesn’t sparkle or burn)

  • 🚪 No invitation required to enter private residences

  • 🧛‍♀️ Veiny eyes and fangs when feeding or angered (like The Vampire Diaries vampires)

  • Faster and stronger than Damon Salvatore

  • 💪 Heals faster than magical vampires (though she can still be injured)

Weaknesses

  • 🌿 Vervain weakens her and burns on contact

Other

  • 🧬 A hybrid of Twilight-style vampires and The Vampire Diaries Originals

  • ⚖️ Not fully vampire, not fully human — something entirely new

 

Chapter 65: Eclipse: Look Out

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Snow blanketed the yard in a perfect, powdery hush. Forks wasn’t usually this generous with its winter weather, but something about the stillness outside made the living room feel warmer, cozier—like the world was giving them one quiet day to pretend everything was normal.

Zoe Clark was determined to make it count.

She adjusted the crooked little star atop the tiny fake tree she’d picked out at the drugstore two weeks ago. Bella had protested, insisting they had a perfectly good one in the attic, but Zoe was adamant: Jenna needed her own tree. Something new. Something hers.

The living room was full of the scent of pine-scented candles, spiced cider, and the lingering heat of the oven. Charlie had gone all out—ham, stuffing, mashed potatoes—even if most of it would end up as leftovers for days. Bella was currently trying to get the Christmas playlist to loop without including anything that would make Zoe gag.

Jenna, in red footie pajamas with candy canes on them—the ones Caroline had mailed the week before, wrapped in tissue paper and glittery overkill—cooed softly in her bouncer seat, utterly captivated by the twinkling lights.

Zoe crouched down and tied a red ribbon onto one of the baby’s curls. “Festive as hell,” she declared proudly. “You’re already the best-dressed woman in Forks.”

Bella grinned from the couch. “No contest.”

Charlie walked in from the kitchen holding a mug of cocoa. “It’s already better than last year,” he said absently, half to himself.

Zoe’s smile faltered, just slightly.

Her eyes darkened as a memory crept in: Klaus’s note. The forest had been so quiet then, the snow crunching beneath her knees.

She’d been half-mad with fear, grief, and the desperate instinct to run. And then he had found her—Carlisle Cullen, calm and unshaken, even with her skin cold, lips blue, and her soul splintered. She’d been unrecognizable, even to herself. But he hadn’t flinched. He’d helped her. Cleaned her up. Pretended he hadn’t seen how broken she really was.

She blinked, the ghost of that day vanishing as quickly as it came.

“I said,” Bella repeated, “that it’s not a real Christmas until you open my very thoughtful present.”

Zoe looked up as Bella thrust a lumpily wrapped gift into her lap, clearly proud of her poor tape job.

“Did you wrap this with oven mitts on?” Zoe asked dryly.

“Just open it.”

Zoe tugged at the edges and peeled back the paper to reveal… a t-shirt. Bright yellow. It said in huge, blocky font: “The Undead PTA.”

Zoe burst out laughing. “Oh my God.”

Bella grinned. “I designed it online.”

“This is deranged. I’m going to wear it everywhere.” Zoe held it up for Charlie to see. “Look at this masterpiece.”

Charlie shook his head, bemused, but the corners of his mouth lifted.

Zoe reached behind the tree and pulled out a long, thin box wrapped in plain brown paper. She handed it to Charlie. “Merry Christmas, Uncle Charlie.”

Charlie raised a brow. “You didn’t have to get me—”

“Open it.” Zoe grinned.

He peeled the paper away to reveal a sleek black case. He flipped it open. Inside: a modified handgun with a matte finish and a neat row of wooden bullets in a foam lining. Beside it, three small round canisters with hand-labeled masking tape: vervain grenades.

Charlie stared. “Jesus, Zoe.”

“I filed the serial number off myself,” she said brightly.

Bella groaned.

Charlie gave her a look. “You didn’t.”

Zoe raised a hand. “Okay, Damon did. But I made sure he followed through. The grenades are packed with vervain—enough to stun even an Original for a few seconds, and they’d knock a regular Magical Vampire out cold.”

Charlie pinched the bridge of his nose but his voice softened. “Thanks, Zo.”

“You’re a human surrounded by supernatural threats,” she said, her tone suddenly serious. “You deserve to feel a little safer. Even if it’s mostly symbolic.”

He met her eyes. “I’m a cop. Not Van Helsing.”

“You’re my cop,” she said, and that landed. His hand covered hers on the case, and for a second, Zoe didn’t pull away.

Bella leaned over and placed a gentle hand on Jenna’s foot. “Did you hear that, baby? Charlie’s got vampire grenades now. Sleep tight.”

Zoe snorted.

Charlie chuckled, then added, “Oh—by the way, I invited the Clearwaters for dinner. Sue said thanks, but they’re keeping it quiet this year. First Christmas without Harry.”

Zoe nodded solemnly, understanding. “Makes sense.”

For a while, they sat in comfortable silence. The lights blinked slowly on the tree. Jenna gurgled and kicked her feet. Zoe sat cross-legged by the fireplace, Bella beside her, Charlie in his chair sipping cocoa, and—for the first time in a long time—everything felt still.

Not perfect. Not safe. But still.

Zoe looked down at Jenna and whispered, “Merry Christmas, life sucker.”

Jenna let out a delighted screech and kicked her foot right into Zoe’s chest.

Zoe grinned. “I’ll take that as a ‘you too.’”

 

The house was quiet. Jenna had finally gone down for the night after a sugar crash from the mashed sweet potatoes, and Charlie had fallen asleep on the couch with the TV still softly playing It’s a Wonderful Life. Bella had gone into her room hours ago and Zoe heard her fall asleep not long after.

Zoe sat on her bed, one leg tucked beneath her, the soft glow of Christmas lights from her dresser blinking lazily across the room. The gold bracelet on her wrist warmed suddenly, a low thrum that pulsed with a familiar pull in her chest.

The bond.

Her phone lit up a second later. Damon Salvatore.

She picked it up with a sigh and a ghost of a smile. “I was wondering how long you were going to wait before caving.”

“You’ve been dodging my calls,” Damon’s voice came through, smooth but tired. “All week. The bond’s been on fire.”

“I’ve been busy,” she said, softer. “Jenna’s first Christmas. School. Charlie wanted to rewire the kitchen outlet, and I didn’t want him to electrocute himself before dinner.”

“You say that like school matters when you're a mystical anomaly.”

“I’m sixteen,” Zoe muttered. “Forever. And don’t pretend you didn’t love high school the fifth time around.”

He huffed. “Only when I was drunk. I'm not Stefan.”

There was a pause, quieter this time.

“Come back to Forks,” she said, barely more than a breath. “Just for a few days. I think Uncle Charlie actually likes you, you know.”

“He likes bourbon,” Damon replied. “And I bring good bourbon.”

“He said you were charming. Don’t ruin it.”

“I am charming.”

Another beat of quiet. The bond pulsed again, uneasily.

Zoe lowered her voice. “How’s Elena?”

The silence was enough to answer her, but Damon filled it anyway.

“There’s no change,” he said, the brightness in his voice dulled. “Her humanity’s still off. She put vervain in Caroline’s conditioner and threatened to burn down the Salvatore library if Bonnie didn’t enchant her diary to glow.”

Zoe winced. “She’s terrorizing Care?”

“She thinks it’s fun,” he said bitterly. “Caroline’s ready to kill her. Bonnie’s ready to help.”

Zoe exhaled slowly. She felt it then—his loneliness, his worry, the raw ache he kept hidden most days. It leaked through the bond like smoke under a door.

“Let’s change the subject,” he muttered. “Tell me something stupid and soft. Something Clark-Swan.”

Zoe smiled faintly, curling deeper into her blanket. “Uncle Charlie gave life sucker the turkey leg to gum on. Jenna looked so proud of herself. She wouldn’t let go.”

Damon let out a breath, and she could hear the smile in his voice now. “Of course she liked the turkey leg. She’s my goddaughter.”

“She tried to bite the bone.”

“Atta girl,” he said, and there was something lighter in his tone now. “Make sure she doesn’t eat raw meat until she’s at least two. You know. Keep it classy.”

Zoe laughed. “She’s not turning full Salvatore before she hits kindergarten. Promise.”

“Still wish I could’ve been there,” he said after a moment. “I know you handled it, but… I’d have liked to see her with her stupid pajamas and you pretending you hate Christmas.”

Zoe swallowed. “They weren’t that stupid. Caroline picked them.”

“Of course she did.”

The line went quiet again, warm but heavy. The bond settled into something steadier—comfort, not fire.

“Love you, Zo,” Damon said suddenly, voice low and raw.

Zoe’s throat tightened. She stared at the blinking lights across the room and whispered, “Me too.”

And for the first time that day, the silence that followed was peaceful.

 

The air was razor-thin and sharp with frost. The snow crunched beneath Zoe’s boots as she ran, fast enough to blur past the pines but slow enough to feel the earth beneath her. She didn’t often run just to run—but tonight, after the chaos of Christmas and the strange ache in her bones when the year turned over, she needed it.

The forest had always been quiet. Still. A companion.

Until it wasn’t.

She slowed near the edge of the ridge. The moonlight caught the frost on her jacket, and she went still, all her senses opening like a fan.

There it was.

The scent.

Like Cullen, but… off. Sharper. More copper than ice. Metallic. Blood-adjacent. And something even worse—something disorganized, chaotic. New.

Her spine straightened, and her hand twitched near the dagger she kept hidden under her coat, out of habit more than need.

Something was in her woods. Not wolves. Something else. Something wrong.

She didn’t hesitate. She turned on her heel and sprinted back toward the Swan house, lungs stilling even as her heart began to race.

 

The front door creaked open quietly, but Zoe knew better than to expect stealth.

Charlie was waiting up.

He stood in the kitchen in sweatpants and a thermal, arms crossed, his badge and his gun both notably absent—but his worry wasn’t any less official.

“You’re late,” he said gruffly.

Zoe closed the door behind her, peeling her gloves off and kicking snow from her boots. “Sorry. Needed air.”

Charlie didn’t say anything, but his eyes flicked toward the monitor sitting on the table—Jenna’s gentle breathing filling the house like white noise. She was fine. Asleep.

Zoe exhaled, her posture easing now that she could feel Jenna’s heartbeat thrumming from upstairs.

“I smelled something,” she said quietly, walking over to lean against the counter. “In the forest.”

Charlie straightened slightly. “Something?”

Zoe nodded. “It smelled... like them. The Cullens. But not quite. Too metallic. Too… wrong. ” She rubbed her thumb over her bracelet. “It wasn’t them. Or at least, not just them. Something violent. Out of control.”

Charlie’s mouth was a thin line. “Vampire?”

“Not like the ones you know,” Zoe muttered. “Not like Damon. Or the Cullens. Not one, either. Multiple. ” Her voice dropped lower. “And no one trying to keep them quiet.”

He absorbed that in silence, then glanced again toward the monitor.

“You think it’s coming here?”

Zoe met his eyes. “If it’s not already.”

Charlie nodded slowly. “I’ll keep the shotgun loaded. And the vervain in the coat closet.”

Zoe cracked a tired smile. “You’re terrifying, Uncle Charlie.”

“Good,” he said. “Let them be scared of something for once.”

He didn’t say thank you for checking, but Zoe heard it anyway.

She looked upstairs once more, listening for the soft breath of her daughter.

“I won’t let anything happen to her,” she said.

Charlie’s voice was steel. “Neither will I.”

 

It hit her like a dropped camera flash — sudden, blinding, and jarring.

Alice gasped and gripped the arm of the leather chaise, her knees buckling slightly before she dropped into it. Across the room, Edward stood in a blur before he was next to her, hand on her shoulder.

“Alice?”

Jasper’s voice was faint as he told Edward in a low voice, “Give her a minute.”

She didn’t answer.

Not yet.

The vision bled in like watercolor on snow — blurred at the edges, but growing darker with every second.

Fire.

It roared in the distance, but didn’t touch anything natural. It wasn’t forest fire. It was smaller. Contained.

A living room. Bella’s, she realized quickly. The Swan house.

Only it was wrong.

Shadows warped unnaturally across the walls — like someone had pulled darkness in behind them and painted the corners in pitch.

A woman stepped into the frame — familiar, but wrong. Zoe. Or someone that looked like her.

No bracelet. No hesitation. Just sharp eyes and a slow, deliberate smile.

The imposter again.

Behind her, something burned. The edge of a blanket. A framed photo. Possibly a crib.

Alice tried to step forward—she always tried—but the vision locked her in place.

Then—

Laughter.

Bright, clear, high-pitched. A baby’s laugh.

Jenna.

Alice’s chest tightened. The sound didn’t echo from across the room like it should—it echoed from inside the shadow.

And then the fire flared white-hot.

Vision gone.

Alice jerked forward, hand over her mouth.

Edward was kneeling beside her. “What did you see?”

She looked at him, her voice barely audible. “Fire. Shadows. Someone who looks like Zoe. And…”

“And what?”

Her eyes welled, not with tears, but with frustration. “I heard Jenna. Laughing.”

Edward’s face froze, hardening.

Alice whispered, “But it wasn’t joy. It sounded… wrong.

 

The clouds hung low over La Push, thick and gray, muting the light that filtered through the trees. Zoe stood at the edge of the reservation forest, her car parked a few steps away, just far enough in to make it clear she hadn’t wandered here by accident.

Her breath didn’t mist in the cold air, but the way her shoulders rose and fell, sharp and controlled, gave her away.

She was nervous. She hated that.

The first thing she felt was the shift in the trees.

Then, the presence—solid and grounded, like the woods bent around him.

Sam Uley.

He didn’t come crashing through the trees like some mythic monster. He moved quietly, deliberately. But the tension in his posture, the slight flare of his nostrils as he caught her scent, gave him away.

“You’re not supposed to be here,” Sam said.

“I’m just picking up Jenna from Sue’s. Billy said it was okay.” Zoe said cautiously. Silence hung for a moment. She shoved her hands into her jacket pockets. “I came to tell you something.”

Sam didn’t reply, but he didn’t leave, either. That was enough.

Zoe licked her lips, staring out past his shoulder into the woods. “There’s something in the forest. Just north of town. I smelled it two nights ago.”

He frowned. “Another bloodsucker?”

Zoe’s lips quirked humorlessly. “You think I’d be warning you if it was one of them?”

Sam didn’t answer that.

She met his gaze now, steady. “It’s not the Cullens. It’s…different. I don’t know what it is. But it smells wrong. Metallic. Rotten. Off-balance. Whatever it is... it’s not in control.”

He crossed his arms. “Worse than you?”

That stung more than she wanted to admit. But she kept her voice even. “I’m not the one who’s going to rip apart hikers and leave scorch marks behind.”

Sam watched her for a long moment. She could feel him trying to read something beyond scent and posture. Something instinctual. Animal.

She let him.

“I’m not your ally,” she said quietly. “But I don’t want anyone innocent getting caught in whatever’s coming. You’re not the only ones with something to protect.”

“That supposed to make me trust you?”

“No,” Zoe said, stepping back. “It’s supposed to make you listen.”

More silence.

Finally, Sam nodded once—sharp. Not friendly. Not warm. But real.

“We’ll be watching,” he said.

Zoe turned, boots cracking frozen earth. “So will I.”

 

Notes:

The next chapter sets up the looming threat in Eclipse with a Rosalie/Zoe confrontation and a Leah/Sam confrontation over Jenna and Zoe.

Chapter 66: Eclipse: From All Sides

Notes:

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Chapter Text

The kitchen lights buzzed faintly, casting a warm halo over the worn wood of the dining table. Charlie stood near the fridge, arms folded, jaw tight.

“There’s been attack,” he said finally, voice low. “A body outside Port Angeles. One up near Beaver Lake. Another hiker missing in the Olympic trails.”

Zoe looked up from drying a bottle, eyes narrowing.

“Animal attacks,” Charlie added grimly. “That’s the official word. But I know what an animal attack looks like, and these reports… they’re all wrong. Shredded, yes. But too clean. Too deliberate.”

Zoe didn’t flinch. She glanced at Bella, then back at Charlie. “Mystic Falls used to use ‘animal attacks’ as a cover story for vampire deaths all the time. It’s almost tradition at this point.”

Charlie muttered a curse under his breath, dragging a hand through his hair. “Are you saying…” he started, but trailed off, visibly unsettled. “You think another vampire’s in Forks?”

Zoe set the bottle down carefully, the clink of plastic against wood too loud in the quiet room. “I don’t know.” She leaned back against the counter. “Whatever I smelled in the forest didn’t smell like Damon. Or the Cullens. It didn’t even smell like the wolves. But I’m still a baby vamp, remember? I'm new to the community. Haven’t smelled much.”

Charlie grimaced.

Bella shifted in her seat, then exhaled shakily. “There’s something I didn’t tell either of you.”

That got both their attention.

Zoe’s brows arched. “Now’s a hell of a time to start keeping secrets, Bells.”

Bella flinched. “I didn’t think it mattered. Not after the Cullens came back. I didn't want either of you to worry.” She swallowed. “But a few days before that—before Italy—I went into the woods. Alone.”

Zoe and Charlie shared a look of disapproval, but said nothing.

“I saw someone. A vampire. Laurent.”

Zoe stiffened. “You never mentioned a friend named Laurent.”

“He wasn’t a friend.” Bella corrected, her voice sharp. “He used to be with James and Victoria,” She hesitated. “But this time… he wasn’t friendly. He was hunting me. He said he was going to kill me.”

Charlie took a step forward, his face pale.

Bella pushed through. “The wolves found me. Protected me. Killed him.”

Zoe’s voice was sharp. “You saw this vampire?”

Bella nodded. “He had red eyes. Not gold like the Cullens. Not like yours either. Bright red. I thought it was because he was angry or something, but Edward later told me it’s from feeding on humans.”

“Blood drinkers,” Zoe said darkly. “Venom Vampires.”

Charlie sat down hard in the kitchen chair. “You think that’s what’s out there?”

“I don’t know,” Bella whispered. “But the way you described the scent, Zo… metallic, wrong… could it be one of them? Could it be what Laurent was?”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. Her fingers tightened around the edge of the counter. “Maybe,” she said eventually. “Or someone like him. Or something worse.”

The room went quiet.

Charlie looked between the two girls, then toward the monitor on the counter where Jenna’s sleeping form flickered in grayscale.

“If there’s another one out there,” he said quietly, “we need to know what it wants. And we need to keep that baby safe. No more secrets. Not from each other. Not from me.”

Zoe nodded solemnly. “Deal.”

Bella’s voice was barely audible. “Deal.”

The monitor blinked silently in the corner.

Outside, the wind howled. But it was the silence that felt the most dangerous.

 

The scent hit them before the wind shifted.

Sharp. Fermented. Like copper soaked in smoke and adrenaline.

Emmett stopped first, one boot crunching down in the snow-packed undergrowth. “Do you smell that?”

Rosalie wrinkled her nose. “Vampire. But… messy.”

Edward didn’t speak, his eyes narrowed as he scanned the trees. “It’s recent. No more than a few hours old.”

Alice tilted her head slightly. “Too many overlapping threads. I can’t see clearly. It’s like the future’s trying to tangle itself.”

Jasper stepped forward last, slower than the others. He inhaled sharply—and froze.

His jaw tightened. His spine straightened like a soldier sensing a distant drumbeat.

Emmett looked over at him. “Newborn?”

Jasper’s voice was a low rasp. “Not just a newborn.”

The others turned.

Jasper took a slow step forward, boots silent on frozen ground. “It’s layered. Overlapping. Different emotional residue. Panic. Frenzy. Confusion. Pain.” His gaze went hard. “This isn’t a single rogue.”

Alice’s brow furrowed. “What are you saying?”

Jasper turned to them, face grim. “This is an army.” The word fell like a stone. “A newborn army,” he clarified. “Multiple. Untrained. Hungry. And violent.”

Rosalie frowned. “In Forks?”

“No,” Jasper said. “Not yet. But close enough. They’ve passed through here—or scouted it.”

Edward’s fists clenched. “Seattle.”

Jasper nodded. “I’ve seen this before. The disappearances. The bloodless bodies. The weather shifting—storms that don’t make meteorological sense. That’s newborns fighting. Tearing through each other.”

Emmett exhaled slowly. “You think someone’s building them up there?”

Jasper didn’t answer right away.  “Yes.”

Alice’s voice was faint. “But why?”

Jasper looked toward the northern horizon—toward Seattle. “That’s what we need to find out. Before they find us.”

Edward glanced sideways at him. “Or Bella and Zoe.”

A silence fell over them again. Only this time, it wasn’t the forest holding its breath.

It was them.

 

The family had gathered in the study—bookshelves lining the walls, fire crackling untouched in the hearth. Outside, the snow began to fall again, soft and silent.

But inside, the air was anything but calm.

“She deserves to know,” Emmett said firmly, arms crossed as he leaned against the wall. “If something’s coming—something like this—we can’t pretend Zoe’s just a normal girl anymore.”

Rosalie looked away, arms wrapped around herself, her jaw clenched.

“She’s not just some girl,” Emmett added. “You’ve all seen it. The scent. The heartbeat. The look in her eyes. Those changes aren’t natural.”

Jasper didn’t speak, but he didn’t disagree.

Edward stood by the window, silent, eyes trained on the distant treeline.

Alice finally broke the quiet. “Besides that first vision I had, I can’t see her clearly. Still. But… the shadows bend differently around her now. Like something’s forcing a shift.” She looked at Jasper. “You felt that too, didn’t you?”

He nodded once. “The same night I caught the newborn scent. The forest changed. It felt… unstable.”

Carlisle stood near the fireplace, hands folded behind his back. His expression was tight—unreadable.

“We’re not involving Zoe,” he said quietly, but with unwavering conviction.

Edward turned from the window, studying his father. “Even if she’s already involved?”

Carlisle’s gaze flicked briefly to him. “Especially if she’s involved.”

“That doesn’t make sense,” Emmett snapped. “If she’s in danger—if Charlie, Bella and Jenna are—”

“Zoe’s already in enough danger just by being Zoe,” Carlisle cut in, his tone sharper than usual, remembering her small body, unconscious, in a hospital bed barely clinging to life. “I’ve looked into her records. Her medical files. Her cousin’s. None of it adds up. Whatever secret she’s carrying… it’s tangled and fragile. If we pull the wrong thread, we could tear her entire life apart.”

Rosalie finally spoke, voice low. “But isn’t that what’ll happen if we don’t warn her?”

Carlisle’s shoulders dropped slightly. “She has Charlie. She has Bella. And whoever else is helping her behind the scenes. She’s not alone.”

“But she’s not us,” Jasper said quietly. “If this army’s coming for Forks… and she gets caught in it…”

Carlisle’s jaw tensed.

“She looks like her,” he murmured, almost to himself.

They all knew who he meant. Zoe Cullen. His late wife. The ghost that Zoe Clark mirrored too well.

Carlisle looked up, meeting their eyes one by one. “We protect her by staying out of it. Let her keep her secrets. We focus on the army.”

“And if they cross?” Edward asked softly. “If that warpath hits the Swan house? If they threaten Bella, Zoe won’t stay out of it.”

Carlisle’s voice was steady. “Then we stand between them.”

 

The hallway was mostly cleared out. Last period had ended, and most students were already halfway to their cars or the buses.

Zoe was shoving her chemistry book into her locker when she felt it — the static prickle on the back of her neck. The scent of floral perfume and old memories. She didn’t have to look up.

“I’m not in the mood,” Zoe muttered, slamming the locker shut.

Rosalie was already there.

Blocking her path.

She looked just as flawless as ever, like time and distance hadn’t touched her — hair perfectly curled, coat cinched at the waist, a soft golden scarf looped around her neck.

“We need to talk,” Rosalie said quietly.

“No, you need to talk,” Zoe snapped, keeping her voice low even though they were alone. “I need to get home.”

Rosalie didn’t budge. “You’ve been avoiding me.”

“Congratulations on catching up,” Zoe deadpanned.

“You won’t even look at me,” Rosalie continued, voice tight.

Zoe reached into her pocket and pulled out a small velvet pouch. She pressed it into Rosalie’s hand without ceremony. “Here. Take it back.”

Rosalie frowned, opening it—her eyes widened slightly at the glint of the gold ring inside.

Zoe’s voice didn’t waver. “I don’t want it.”

“I gave it to you.”

“Before you left.” Zoe stepped back. “Before you disappeared without a word and changed your number and acted like I didn’t exist. Friends don’t do that.”

“You don’t understand why we left.”

“I don’t care why you left.” Zoe’s tone cracked like ice, sharp and brittle. “I just care that you did.”

Rosalie flinched.

“I thought you cared about me,” Zoe added, nostrils flaring. “But you chose to leave. You made that decision.”

“I don’t know what happened when I was gone, but you can still talk to me, Zoe. ”

“I’m good,” Zoe snapped. “Don’t worry about me.” She stepped around her former friend. “Keep the ring. Or don’t. I’m done.”

And with that, Zoe walked away, boots echoing down the hallway.

Rosalie stared at the pouch in her hand for a long moment, her expression unreadable.

Then she closed her fist around it and turned toward the shadows at the end of the corridor — where Edward stepped out silently, face drawn with guilt.

“She hates us,” Rosalie murmured.

Edward didn’t disagree.

 

The ocean roared beneath them, waves hammering the rocks in a steady rhythm. Leah stood with her arms folded, shoulders drawn tight under her hoodie, watching the gray sky stretch over the water.

Sam approached quietly—but she didn’t turn around.

“I don’t have time for more lectures,” she said flatly.

“This isn’t a lecture,” Sam replied. “It’s a warning.”

Now she turned. Her eyes burned. “To who? Me or my mother?”

Sam didn’t flinch. “Sue’s watching the child. The one everyone’s been whispering about.”

“Jenna,” Leah snapped. “Her name is Jenna.”

“She could be a threat.”

Could be. ” Leah’s voice sharpened. “You don’t know anything for sure.”

“I know she doesn’t smell right. And I know Zoe Clark’s scent changed right around the time that baby showed up.” Sam took a step closer, voice low. “Leah, it’s not safe.”

Leah took a step back. “You want to talk about safe? My mom is watching that baby like she’s her own grandchild. You think I haven’t seen them together? She coos when Sue sings to her. She giggles when Mom makes stupid faces. She’s normal, Sam. Just a baby that smells weird.”

“Babies don’t smell like bloodsuckers.”

“She doesn’t smell like a Cullen. She doesn’t smell like Zoe, either,” Leah bit back. “She’s just… different.”

“Different gets people killed.”

Leah’s eyes narrowed. “So what, you get your hands on her, what happens? You rip her apart? She’s seven months old, Sam.”

His jaw tightened. “I’d do what I have to. To keep the pack and everyone else on the Rez safe.”

There was a long silence.

Leah’s voice dropped. “Then maybe it’s not the baby we need to be afraid of.”

The wind whipped between them. The tide crashed harder.

“You’re not thinking straight,” Sam said, quieter now.

“And you’re not thinking like a human being,” she replied.

 

The kitchen smelled faintly of peppermint tea and old cedar. The lights were dim, casting long shadows against the wooden walls. Leah leaned on the counter, arms braced, watching the steam curl from her mug like smoke.

Sue moved quietly behind her, closing a cabinet, her expression tired but sharp.

“He’s restless,” Leah finally said, not looking up. “Sam.”

Sue didn’t ask who. She never had to.

“He’s talking about the baby,” Leah added. “Again.”

Sue’s shoulders stiffened, the only tell. “What’s he saying?”

“That Jenna could be a threat. That Zoe’s hiding something.” Leah’s voice tightened. “That Charlie is hiding something.”

Sue turned, setting her own mug down on the table with a soft clink. “You and I both know Charlie’s hiding something,” she said calmly. “But I’ve known that man for thirty years. If it were anything dangerous, he’d handle it. He’d never let harm come to that little girl.”

Leah looked at her mother then. “You trust him?”

“Your father did.” Sue nodded. “And I do.”

Silence settled for a moment, heavier than before.

“What if Sam makes a decision he can’t come back from?” Sue asked softly.

Leah’s jaw clenched. “I don’t know.” Her voice cracked slightly. “He’s my Alpha.”

Sue crossed the kitchen and gently laid a hand on her daughter’s arm. “And that doesn’t make him infallible.”

Leah looked down at her tea. “What would you do? If Sam showed up here?”

Without hesitation, Sue answered, “I’d protect the baby.”

Leah blinked. “Even if it meant—”

“She’s just a baby,” Sue said firmly, her voice a quiet storm.

Leah exhaled shakily, a sad, grateful smile tugging at her lips. “That’s what I told Sam.”

Sue nodded, brushing a strand of hair behind Leah’s ear. “Is it bad enough that I need to warn Charlie?”

Leah shook her head. “Not yet. I’ll run interference. Keep Sam focused on other things. But…” Her brow furrowed. “If it gets worse, I’ll tell you. I’ll figure something out.”

Sue squeezed her arm. “You always do.”

They stood in silence, the kitchen filled only with the soft hum of the fridge and the gentle breathing of two women quietly preparing for a storm.

 

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Chapter 67: Eclipse: Suspicion Haunts the Guilty Minds

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Chapter Text

Zoe slipped into her seat in Trig three seconds before the bell rang, her hair still damp from her pre-dawn shower. The sky outside the classroom window was still gray and heavy with the weight of early January. She barely had time to pull out her notebook before a familiar presence dropped into the seat beside her.

“If it isn’t my favorite math class buddy,” Emmett said with a grin, his voice low and warm, like they’d just picked up where they left off… months ago. His pen twirled effortlessly between his fingers, a habit that used to make her laugh.

Zoe didn’t look at him. “I told you last week. And the week before. And the week before that. We’re not doing this.”

“Doing what?” he asked, still smiling, like he didn’t feel the ice in her voice.

The teacher called the class to attention before Emmett could respond, forcing both of them into silence. At least outwardly.

Zoe shifted just enough to angle her body away from him. Every muscle in her spine was coiled, her jaw clenched. She didn’t hear the lecture. Didn’t write a single note. All she felt was Emmett’s presence beside her — too calm, too comfortable, too familiar.

She could feel the stares, too. Not just from him. From the others. From Jasper in the hall earlier. From Alice when she passed Zoe’s locker. From Rosalie… always Rosalie, watching from a distance like a ghost Zoe had buried and hadn’t meant to dig up again.

When the bell finally rang, she was already shoving her notebook into her bag, her chair scraping loudly as she stood.

“Zoe—” Emmett tried.

But she was already walking. No, storming.

Not toward her next class. Not toward the parking lot. Just away.

“Miss Clark—!” the teacher called after her from the front of the room. “Miss Clark, you haven’t—”

The door slammed shut behind her before he could finish.

Zoe didn’t stop until she was outside, behind the science wing, her breath forming faint clouds in the cold air. She yanked out her phone, swiped quickly, and held it to her ear.

It rang twice.

“Please pick up,” she muttered, pacing.

Click.

“Zoe?” Caroline’s voice crackled through the speaker, sunny and bright even through the bad reception. “Aren’t you in school?”

Zoe exhaled a bitter laugh. “Yeah, I lasted thirty-five minutes. New personal best. I’ll take Elena without her humanity over them at this point.

“Oof. The Cullens again?”

“They’re everywhere,” Zoe hissed. “Trying to act like nothing happened. Like I didn’t beg for help and they vanished.”

Caroline was quiet for a moment, then said gently, “Rosalie?”

“And Emmett. And Edward. And Alice, who is giving cryptic little forehead wrinkles every time she sees me like she’s reading a prophecy on my face.”

Caroline sighed. “Do I need to fly up there?”

“I mean, I wouldn’t say no.” Zoe sat on the cold concrete, curling in on herself. “But you have your own crap to deal with.” She sighed. “I’m trying, Care. I really am. But it’s like they’re watching me waiting for me to explode. And I don’t know how much longer I can pretend I’m not about to.”

“Then don’t pretend,” Caroline said simply. “Pretending is exhausting. Be honest. Be you. If they can't handle that, it’s not your problem.”

Zoe leaned her head against the building’s rough siding, eyes closed. “I just want to protect the life sucker. I want to protect Bella. And Charlie. I’m so tired of being the only one thinking about what comes next.”

“You need to stop calling Jenna before she gets a complex.” Caroline huffed. “ And you’re not alone,” Caroline said, soft but firm. “You’ve got me. You’ve got Bonnie. And even Damon, annoying as he is.”

Zoe huffed a smile.

“And eventually,” Caroline added, “we’ll get Elena to flip the switch back and you’ll have her, too.”

Zoe didn’t answer.

 

Zoe sat outside on the edge of a weather-worn bench, bundled in a gray hoodie under her leather jacket with sleeves that swallowed her hands. A half-unwrapped granola bar rested in her lap, crumbling from where she’d picked at it. She had no intention of finishing it — the taste was like ash in her mouth, and the texture set her teeth on edge.

She missed her thermos. Missed the quiet ritual of unscrewing the lid, taking measured sips of warm blood like it was coffee, pretending she was just another overworked teenager. It was routine. Comforting.

But that was before the Cullens came back. Now, drinking blood at school was dangerous. Stupid. Reckless.

“They’d smell it,” Bella had warned. “They can’t help it. And Edward… he’d know.”

And worse than knowing — he’d tell the others.

Zoe pulled her knees up to her chest, chin tucked into her hoodie, eyes flicking across the courtyard.

She could feel it before she saw it — the shift in the air, the pull in her spine.

Rosalie.

The blonde vampire stood across the quad like a ghost in a trench coat, all grace and angles. She wasn’t moving. Wasn’t blinking. Her expression was unreadable, carved from ivory, but her eyes were darker than usual. Hungry. Or maybe just tired.

Rosalie didn’t make a move to approach. Not yet.

But the gaze alone made Zoe’s skin crawl.

Her fingers tightened around the edge of her hoodie as she stared back once — just once — before pulling her hood up and shifting on the bench. The granola bar crinkled beneath her palm.

“Creep,” she muttered, loud enough that Mike Newton, walking past with a tray of curly fries, gave her a confused look.

She didn’t care.

Her head throbbed. And underneath the headache, beneath the caffeine crash and frayed nerves, something else stirred.

The bond. It hummed faintly in her chest, like a radio turned low, just enough to remind her it was there. Damon. His emotions trickled down the line like static — sharp, focused energy buzzing under her skin.

He felt determined. That part scared her more than if he’d been angry.

They hadn’t spoken in days. No snarky texts. No midnight calls. No emotionally-repressed voicemails that always ended with a sarcastic “Miss you, Zo.” But the bond was still alive, tugging at the edge of her mind like a persistent thought she couldn’t shake.

She didn’t know what he was planning. She hated not knowing.

Zoe dug her thumbnail into the palm of her hand, breathing through the unease. Her eyes flicked back to Rosalie — still watching. Still waiting.

What do they want from me?

Between the Cullens circling, Sam growing restless, and Damon plotting something across the country, Zoe felt like a deer being hunted by wolves she couldn’t see.

And all she could do was sit on a high school bench with a granola bar and pretend like she was still just a girl.

 

The house was quiet. Charlie was working late, and Jenna had just gone down, swaddled in a blanket patterned with stars, left over from when Abby used to watch her. The baby monitor buzzed faintly on Bella's nightstand, white noise masking the stillness.

Zoe sat cross-legged on the floor beside Bella’s bed, sorting through a small laundry basket of baby clothes.

Bella lay sprawled across her mattress, one arm draped over her face, the other idly twirling the baby monitor cord.

“Rosalie cornered me a few days ago,” she said finally, voice muffled.

Bella looked up. “What did she want?”

“To talk. Whatever that means.” Zoe pulled her arm away and stared at the ceiling. “I gave the ring back.”

Bella blinked. “The ring?”

“The one she gave me before she vanished into thin air like a dramatic Victorian ghost.” Zoe’s voice curled with sarcasm, but her eyes were glassy. “I told her I didn’t want it.”

Bella was quiet for a moment, then said softly, “Do you?”

Zoe shrugged. “I want her to feel guilty. That’s something.”

She rolled onto her side, facing Bella. Her expression was raw now, no snark to hide behind.

“It’s like they’re circling me,” she muttered. “Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Alice. Even Edward. Like they’re waiting for me to crack. Like they know. But none of them are asking me directly. Just… watching. Sniffing around like I’m some science experiment they forgot they created.”

Bella’s brow furrowed. “They’re scared.”

Zoe scoffed. “I’m scared, Bella. Every second of every day. I’ve been clawing my way through this new life, trying to stay under the radar, trying to protect Jenna. And they act like I’m the threat.”

“They’re not used to not knowing things,” Bella said gently. “And you’ve always been an anomaly to them. Even before…”

Zoe’s jaw clenched. “I’m not a puzzle. I’m not a danger. I’m just a high schooler trying not to eat the football team.”

Bella didn’t laugh, but she smiled sadly.

“I feel like I’m being hunted,” Zoe whispered. “And not by strangers. By people I used to trust.”

The baby monitor crackled softly.

A beat of silence.

Then Zoe’s phone buzzed on the nightstand. She didn’t look, but Bella did.

Damon.

Zoe sighed, grabbed the phone, and stepped out into the hallway. She answered before it could ring again.

“Are you tugging the bond again?”

Damon’s voice was quiet. “You’re spiraling.”

“No shit.”

“Wanna talk about it?”

Zoe leaned against the wall, lowered her voice. “They’re closing in. The Cullens. I feel it. And I don’t know how much longer I can keep my secrets”

Bella leaned forward, interested. Zoe mouthed, “It’s Damon.”

Damon was quiet for a moment. Then: “Do you want me to come up there?”

Zoe exhaled. “No. Not yet. I just… needed to hear your voice.”

“You always can,” he said, softer now. “You’re not alone in this.”

“I know.” She closed her eyes. “Love you, Damon.”

“Me too, Zo.”

She hung up and stayed there for a moment listening to her baby’s soft breathing through the ceiling.

Still, still alive. Still hers.

 

The smell of ethanol and melting plastic hung thick in the air as Zoe lit her Bunsen burner with a flick of her wrist. It flared to life too quickly, too hot. She didn’t flinch.

Across the table, Angela gave her a small, uncertain smile as they began setting up for titration. Zoe mirrored it — not because she felt friendly, but because she was too tired to explain why she didn’t.

A few seats over, Bella sat with Edward.

She and Bella hadn’t been lab partners since the Cullens returned. The moment they walked back into Forks High, Bella had gravitated back toward Edward’s orbit — even if she hadn’t said it outright. And that left Zoe scanning the room alone, forced to find a new partner.

Angela had been kind. But it wasn’t the same.

Two tables back, Rosalie and Alice sat at their own station, close enough to feel like surveillance. Too close.

Zoe didn’t need to turn around to know their eyes were on her. She felt it. Like sunburn on her back.

She adjusted the dropper over the beaker, her hand trembling slightly despite herself. It wasn’t fear. Not really. More like pressure, too much weight on too little support.

Zoe wondered—half-serious—how mad Charlie would be if she accidentally started a small fire. Nothing dangerous, just enough to cause a mild panic and get her out of this room.

Behind her, Rosalie leaned forward, voice pitched for secrecy.

Too low for humans. But Zoe wasn’t human.

“Her scent’s wrong. She’s different.”

“She’s hiding something,” Alice murmured. “But it’s still cloudy.”

Zoe’s knuckles went white around the beaker. Her breath caught.

Her grip tightened until—crack.

The glass shattered in her hand, shards slicing into her palm. Blood welled instantly, sharp and bright.

Angela jumped back with a gasp. “Zoe! Are you okay?!”

Zoe blinked down at her hand, dazed. “Fine,” she said automatically, lifting a kind smile that felt like cardboard taped to her face. “Must’ve had a crack in it.”

Angela’s eyes narrowed. “You’re bleeding.” She reached out instinctively, but Zoe recoiled fast, yanking her hand away. The pain had already faded. The wound was gone.

Zoe stood abruptly, cradling her hand against her hoodie. “I’m fine,” she repeated.

The teacher appeared beside them, alarmed. “Miss Clark? Do you need the nurse?”

“Yeah. Probably.” Zoe didn’t look toward the back of the room. Didn’t give the Cullens the satisfaction of eye contact. “Just being safe.”

Bella was already on her feet. She was at Zoe’s side in seconds, ignoring Edward’s worried glance. “I’ll take her to the nurse,” she said quickly to the teacher. “We’re cousins. It’s fine.”

The teacher hesitated for a beat, then nodded. “Go. And Zoe—hold your hand up, apply pressure.”

Zoe had already grabbed a paper towel and was pressing it to her palm — more for show than necessity. The bleeding had stopped. It was already healing.

As they slipped out of the room, Bella fell into step beside her.

“You okay?” she asked gently, not looking at the paper towel, but at Zoe’s face.

Zoe didn’t answer right away.

“You know I heal fast,” she said eventually, her voice flat.

“That’s not what I meant.”

Zoe looked away, down the empty hallway. Her lips pressed into a thin line. “They’re watching me, Bella. Whispering like I can’t hear them.”

Bella reached out but didn’t touch her. “I know. I saw them.”

Zoe exhaled harshly, anger and hurt swirling behind her eyes. “I can’t breathe in that room. I can’t be in that room.”

They reached the restroom near the nurse’s office. Bella watched as Zoe staggered to the sink, turned on the faucet, and held her hand under the freezing water—though it was already healed. She scrubbed anyway. Hard. Like maybe if she scrubbed long enough, the last five minutes would rinse off her skin.

Bella leaned against the counter beside her, silent until Zoe dropped the paper towel into the trash with more force than necessary.

“They think I’m dangerous,” Zoe said, staring at her reflection. “And maybe I am.”

Bella looked at her cousin for a long moment. “No. You’re just tired. And angry. And trying to survive people who only look at you like they deserve answers.”

Zoe’s laugh was hollow. “I just need a minute.”

Bella nodded. “Take all the time you need.” 

Zoe let out a breath she didn’t know she’d been holding.

Just for a minute.

Just to breathe.

Bella didn’t go anywhere. They just stood together in that small bathroom, the air still tinged with the scent of Zoe’s sweet blood. Just for a minute.

 

Bella stood by the window, arms folded tightly across her chest. Outside, the forest swayed gently in the wind, but inside, the silence between her and Edward was taut.

Edward leaned against his desk, eyes fixed on her. He could feel the tension rolling off her like heat from a fire. He already knew what this was about — her heartbeat had spiked the moment she pulled into the driveway.

“Whatever it is, just say it,” he said quietly.

Bella turned to him, jaw set. “You need to tell them to back off.”

Edward blinked. “Bella—”

“She’s unraveling, Edward.” Her voice didn’t rise, but it was hard-edged, each word sharpened with intent. “Zoe’s holding herself together with chewing gum and sheer spite. And all your family does is circle her like vultures.”

“She’s not—”

“I don’t know what you think you know,” Bella cut in. “But you know how Zoe gets. She’s scared . She’s exhausted. And she’s trying to stay alive in a world where the rules keep changing. And she sees all of you watching her like you’re just waiting for her to slip.”

Edward didn’t answer right away. His brow furrowed, and he folded his arms. “We’re not trying to hurt her.”

“I know,” Bella said. Her voice softened, but didn’t lose its urgency. “But you are. Maybe not with teeth or claws, but with your doubt . Your silence. Your stares. She feels it.”

She stepped closer, eyes locked with his.

“I’m asking you—begging you—to make them stop. Just for now. I can’t afford for Zoe to fall apart right now. Charlie’s stretched thin. I’m doing everything I can. Jenna needs Zoe to be stable.”

Edward exhaled slowly. “She’s not telling you everything either.”

“I know enough,” Bella snapped. “We all have secrets. That doesn’t mean we get to pick her apart like a science experiment.”

Edward looked down, jaw clenched.

“She doesn’t need more pressure,” Bella added softly. “She needs grace. And space to figure things out. And I need my family to be whole.”

After a long silence, Edward nodded once. “I’ll talk to them.”

“Thank you.” Bella’s voice cracked, just slightly. “Before it’s too late.”

 

The rain drummed softly against the windows as Edward stood in the doorway of his father’s study. Carlisle was reviewing case files at his desk, neat stacks of hospital paperwork arranged like battlefield maps.

Edward didn’t knock—Carlisle had already sensed him—but his silence was heavy.

Carlisle looked up, pen stilling in his hand. “Something on your mind?”

Edward stepped forward. “She still bleeds,” he said quietly.

Carlisle blinked. “Zoe?”

Edward nodded once.

Carlisle tilted his head. “Did we doubt that?”

“We’ve all noticed the changes,” Edward said. “Her scent. Her heartbeat. Her silence.” He folded his arms. “You haven’t seen her, Carlisle. She’s different.”

Carlisle was silent for a long moment, staring past Edward, seeing something else— remembering .

He remembered the hospital. The impossible recovery. How Zoe had gone missing and Emmett found her in the morgue, woken from unconsciousness far too soon, lucid when she should have been broken. The monitors had beeped steadily, too steadily, and her vitals had been stronger than anyone recovering from that level of trauma had a right to. He remembered her eyes—haunted, sharp—and the sickle-shaped wound on her chest that was already gone the next time he saw her.

And then the woods. Snow crunching beneath his feet. A girl half-mad with grief and fear and something darker. And yet—she had stood. Walked. Healed. And never spoke a word about what she was becoming.

Carlisle’s hands folded carefully in his lap. He didn’t speak those memories aloud.

Because his children were watching Zoe now like she was a ticking clock—and if he voiced his own doubts, if he let his curiosity slip, he feared it would give them permission to act. And Carlisle Cullen knew better than anyone that sometimes the greatest harm came wrapped in well-meaning concern.

Carlisle leaned back in his chair, eyes thoughtful. “She eats. She bleeds. She walks in the sun. She’s not one of us.” He met Edward’s eyes evenly, the weight of centuries behind his calm.

“No,” Edward agreed. “She’s not.” There was a pause. Then Edward added, “But I’m not sure she’s just human either.” Edward stepped closer, voice lower. “I did some digging. Into her family. Into her name.”

Carlisle’s eyes flicked up sharply.

“Zoe Cullen,” Edward said slowly, “was born Zoe Albert . She had an older sister—Eleanor. That sister had a daughter... who named her child Zoe, after her aunt.”

Carlisle’s entire body stilled.

Edward watched him. “Zoe Clark is Zoe Cullen’s great-niece.”

Carlisle’s breath caught—pointless, but deeply felt.

“They’re related,” he murmured. It wasn’t a question. It was a fracture.

Edward nodded once. “By blood.”

Carlisle closed his eyes for a moment, the weight of the past crashing down over him like the tide.

“She looks just exactly like her,” he said, almost to himself. “But I never imagined…Zoe never mentioned a sister.”

“I know,” Edward said gently.

Carlisle opened his eyes. “And she doesn’t know?”

Edward shook his head. “No. I haven’t told anyone but you.”

Carlisle stared out the rain-blurred window, jaw set.

A clone. A child with no father listed. A bloodline looping back to the beginning.

“She’s not one of us,” he said again—quieter now. “But she’s not nothing.”

 

Notes:

In the next chapter, a TVD character makes an in-person appearance in Washington! Storylines begin to merge just a little bit.

Chapter 68: Eclipse: I'll Be Seeing You

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The knock came on a Sunday, firm and measured, while Bella was at the Cullen House.

Charlie answered the door, posture tight as soon as he saw who it was. “Sam. Emily.” He nodded. “Leah.”

Leah looked like she’d rather be anywhere else. Emily stood close to Sam’s side, her arm brushing his—silent but watchful. Sam offered a smile that didn’t reach his eyes.

“Community check-in,” he said, voice even. “We’ve been making the rounds. Thought we’d stop by.”

Charlie didn’t move from the doorway. “We’re doing fine.”

“It’s just protocol,” Sam said, forcing pleasantness. “Forks and La Push share borders. It’s good to stay in sync.”

From the couch, Zoe’s voice rang out before Charlie could answer. “Oh, please. You came to see the baby.”

The air tensed. Behind Charlie, Jenna cooed from her bouncer, swatting lazily at a plush fox dangling from the toy bar.

Zoe unfolded herself from the armrest of the couch, stretching lazily in black leggings and a borrowed flannel. Her hair was pulled into a messy twist, a half-eaten granola bar abandoned on the coffee table.

Emily kept her smile in place. “We heard Chief Swan’s niece was staying with him. With her cousin’s child. We just thought—”

“—That it was suspicious?” Zoe finished lightly, crossing the room on socked feet. “It’s okay. You can say it out loud. I’m not easily offended.” She looked more like a sleepy teenager than anything threatening—until she smiled.

Leah’s arms were already crossed, her expression tight. “We just wanted to say hi.”

“And take a look around. Get a sniff.” Zoe’s voice held a lazy lilt, but her eyes sparkled with something more pointed. “Gotta keep the Rez safe, right?”

Charlie cut her a look, but Zoe just gave him a beatific smile before plopping down on the arm of the recliner. 

“Smells like detergent and takeout in here,” she added airily. “But if you’re after some secret evil lair, you’ll have to check under the floorboards.”

Finally, Charlie stepped back slightly, just enough to let them into the foyer, but not far enough to seem welcoming. Leah entered first, lingering near the coat rack. Sam followed, Emily close beside him.

Emily shifted uncomfortably. Sam’s face was unreadable.

“You’ve redecorated,” Sam said, glancing around like he was taking inventory.

Charlie shrugged. “Babies take up space.”

Sam’s eyes briefly flicked to Jenna, then to Zoe. His expression was polite, but his posture screamed tension. He still didn’t know what Zoe was—but every instinct in him said wrong.

Zoe felt it. She fed on it.

She turned to Emily, then Leah, eyes bright with something unspoken.

“You know, I once knew a girl,” she said lightly, “who couldn’t decide between two brothers. It was a whole ordeal—bloodshed, betrayal, drama. The works.” She glanced at Sam. “Didn’t end great for anybody. Just a lot of loss. A lot of broken pieces. Funny how cousins can be just as messy, huh?”

Sam stiffened.

Leah’s eyes flared. “That’s enough.”

Zoe turned to her, smiling lazily. “Struck a nerve, did I?”

“Zoe,” Charlie warned.

Zoe stood again, brushing invisible lint from her sleeve. “Oh, don’t mind me, Uncle Charlie. I love a good cautionary tale.” But she didn’t stop. She walked slowly toward the bouncer, crouching beside it to gently adjust Jenna’s sock. “This house has been through enough already. If you’re here to start a fight, I suggest you rethink it.”

Charlie cleared his throat. “Alright. If this is about patrols or public safety, we can talk about it another day.”

“No one’s starting anything,” Sam said evenly. “We’re just... concerned. About the safety of our people. About what’s moving through the woods.”

Zoe straightened. Her voice dropped. “Then maybe you should stop sniffing around the people who aren’t the problem.”

Sam’s jaw locked.

Emily looked ready to say something, but Leah moved first—placing herself subtly between Zoe and the rest of the room.

Zoe caught the motion and smiled again, softer this time. Not cruel. Almost respectful.

Charlie’s voice broke the silence. “I think we’re done here.” 

Sam looked like he wanted to argue, but something in Charlie’s tone stopped him. Emily offered a polite goodbye. Leah gave Jenna a long, unreadable look before nodding to Charlie.

When the door shut behind them, Zoe dropped back onto the couch with a dramatic sigh and looked up at Charlie.

“Nice folks,” she said. “Very warm.”

Charlie rubbed the bridge of his nose. “Zoe.”

“I didn’t say anything,” she protested, pulling a throw pillow into her lap. “Didn’t even growl.”

He just exhaled and reached for his coffee, eyes heavy with everything unsaid.

From the bouncer, Jenna squealed and kicked her feet.

Zoe smiled. “See? Life sucker thinks I did great.”



Edward pulled up to the curb slowly, engine humming low. The gray clouds above cast a muted tone over the driveway, matching the tension inside the car.

Bella reached for the door handle, but paused when she noticed Edward wasn’t looking at her. His head was tilted slightly, his brow furrowed.

He inhaled again, subtly—but not subtly enough for her not to notice.

His voice came low, edged in concern. “The wolves were here.”

Bella blinked. “What?”

Edward’s gaze snapped toward the front door. “Sam. Leah. Maybe Emily. The house smells like…” his nose wrinkled, “wet dog.”

Bella froze for a split second too long.

“I thought Charlie, Zoe and Jenna were the only ones home today?” he asked, turning toward her now, studying her too carefully.

Bella forced a shrug, her fingers tightening on the door handle. “Maybe they stopped by. Community patrol or something. You know how it is.”

Edward didn’t reply right away. He just watched her. Closely.

“You’re pale,” he said finally. “Paler than usual.”

“I’m always pale,” she deflected, trying to smile.

Edward didn’t return it. “Bella.”

“I’m fine,” she said quickly, stepping out of the car. “Thanks for the ride.”

“Bella.” His voice stopped her before she could close the door.

She hesitated.

“What is it you’re not telling me?” Edward asked, softer now. His expression wasn’t angry—just concerned. Searching. “You’re worried. I can feel it.”

Bella’s hand gripped the edge of the door.

She thought about Zoe—her cousin—a vampire hybrid that didn’t know enough about her nature. She thought about Leah glaring across the living room, Sam’s too-casual tone, and the lingering possibility that if things went wrong… a bite from one of them could be fatal. Or worse.

She shook her head. “It’s nothing. Really. Just… long day.”

Edward clearly didn’t believe her, but he didn’t push further.

“Okay,” he said slowly, though the tension in his jaw betrayed his doubt. “Call me later?”

Bella nodded, closed the door gently, and didn’t look back until she was inside the house.

From the window, Edward watched the door shut.

The scent of wolf still lingered in the driveway.

And now… something else too.

Something unsettled.

 

The door clicked shut behind Bella with a soft thunk . She stepped into the living room, shrugging off her jacket, and immediately spotted Zoe on the couch, legs tucked under her, flipping through one of Charlie’s crime novels.

Jenna was propped in her high chair, gurgling between stubborn refusals to eat the spoon Charlie kept offering. Applesauce had made a mess of her chin and Charlie’s shirt.

“Good timing,” Charlie muttered, glancing up at Bella as if she were backup. “Your cousin refuses to eat unless Zoe is holding the spoon, and I’m losing my mind.”

“I’m not the chosen one,” Zoe said with a smirk, not looking up from the book. “She just knows you don’t mean it when you threaten to cut off dessert.”

“I never said that,” Charlie grumbled, but even Jenna let out a soft giggle, as if she knew.

Bella stepped closer, her voice low. “Edward said Sam came by.”

That got Zoe’s attention. She snapped the book shut and looked at Bella, then—just a flick of her eyes—to the window.

“He’s still out there?” she asked lightly, standing to take the spoon from Charlie.

Bella nodded. “Probably.”

Zoe made a show of swirling the applesauce as she crouched next to Jenna. “Well, no one got nipped,” she said with faux cheer. “We’re all intact. No extra tetanus shots needed.”

Bella frowned. “You sure?”

Zoe’s eyes flicked to hers, and for a second, Bella saw something dark flash through them—something sharp and protective.

“I’m fine,” Zoe said, her voice lower now. “He learned his lesson. He won’t be dropping by again unannounced.”

Charlie huffed, wiping his hands on a towel. “He can do his check-ins by phone next time, like a normal person.”

Jenna squealed as Zoe finally got her to take a spoonful. Bella watched the interaction, her chest tight.

“I just… worry,” Bella said softly. “About you.”

“I know,” Zoe replied, gently wiping applesauce off Jenna’s cheek. “But you don’t have to. This place might feel like it’s crawling lately, but we’ve got it covered.”

They both glanced, almost at the same time, toward the front window—where they knew Edward sat, still in the car, listening.

“So we’re speaking in riddles now?” Zoe murmured with a smirk.

“It’s safer,” Bella murmured back.

Charlie, unaware of the exchange or simply choosing to pretend not to notice, reached for his coffee and muttered, “If I had a dollar for every time things got weird around here…”

Zoe chuckled under her breath. “You’d have enough to retire early and run off to a private island. But you won’t. Because you love us.”

Charlie rolled his eyes, but there was warmth behind it.

Bella sat down across from them and watched as Zoe wrangled another spoonful into Jenna’s mouth.

Outside, Edward’s hands tightened around the steering wheel. Something was being left unsaid. And that—more than what was spoken—kept his mind spinning.

 

The city smelled like smoke and steel and too many people.

Victoria moved like a shadow through the back alleys of Seattle, her flaming hair tucked under a hood, crimson eyes glinting in the reflection of a broken storefront window. She could feel them—her fledglings—scattered across the city, unruly and blood-hungry. Too many to keep in line, too few with enough brain left to know what she was building.

A presence shifted behind her before she heard the footsteps.

That alone was enough to put her on edge.

“Cute army,” a voice purred from the darkness. “Very… chaotic chic.”

Victoria whirled, fangs bared, already crouched to strike—but froze when she saw the woman leaning against the alley wall, arms crossed, entirely unbothered.

Katherine Pierce tilted her head, her curls spilling over one shoulder. Her eyes glittered—amused. Dangerous.

“We’re going to be great friends,” Katherine said.

“I don’t need friends,” Victoria growled.

Katherine’s smile widened. “No. I suppose you don’t. But you do need help.”

“I don’t,” Victoria snapped. “Especially not from some cryptic girl who thinks she can stalk me.”

“Stalk is such a harsh word.” Katherine pushed off the wall, graceful and deliberate. “Let’s call it… observing. From a distance. Respectfully, of course.”

Victoria’s lip curled. “Why are you here?”

“To offer a deal.” Katherine’s voice turned velvet-soft. “You want revenge. I want the Cullens gone. Off the Forks chessboard. You get your little blood-fueled tantrum, and I get a clear field.”

“I don’t care about your agenda,” Victoria spat. “Mess with my plans, and you won’t like what happens.”

Katherine’s smile sharpened, teeth just visible. “See, that’s adorable. Because I could make one call—just one—and your newborns would be ashes before sunrise.”

Victoria’s body went still.

“I won’t,” Katherine said lightly, brushing imaginary lint from her coat. “Not if you play nice. Not if we both get what we want.”

Victoria narrowed her eyes. “Why do you want the Cullens out of Forks?”

Katherine stepped closer, boots crunching softly on damp gravel.

“I’m just visiting family,” she said sweetly. “And the less attention on Forks while I’m in town, the better for everyone. Including your precious little project.”

“You’re lying,” Victoria hissed.

Katherine smirked. “Always.”

Then, like smoke, she vanished down the alley, leaving only the soft echo of her final words:

“Our interests align, Victoria. For now.”

Chapter 69: Eclipse: A Fumble

Summary:

Carlisle meets Jenna for the first time.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The fluorescent lights in the emergency hallway buzzed faintly as Sue Clearwater stepped through the automatic doors, her arm tightening protectively around the bundled child in her arms. Jenna whimpered against her shoulder, cheeks flushed with fever, damp curls sticking to her forehead.

The nurse at the check-in desk barely had time to glance up before Sue’s voice cut in, low but urgent. “She’s running hot. I gave her Tylenol two hours ago—no change.”

They didn’t make her wait.

Within minutes, Sue was ushered into an exam room with soft yellow walls and cartoon animal decals, as if bright color could mask fear. Jenna fussed, cheeks blotchy, eyes watery and unfocused. Sue cradled her close, murmuring something low in Quileute.

There was a knock on the doorframe. 

Dr. Carlisle Cullen stepped inside, his white coat crisp, golden eyes calm and unreadable. “Sue,” he greeted, polite but surprised. “It’s good to see you.”

“Dr. Cullen.” Sue’s tone was cool, respectful. Her eyes flicked over his face. “You’re on duty today?”

“I was asked to cover the pediatrics rotation this afternoon.” He smiled lightly, but Sue could feel the subtle curiosity in his gaze. “I understand she’s running a fever?”

Sue nodded. “Charlie’s niece’s cousin. Or his cousin’s kid. Jenna. Almost seven months old. I watch her when Charlie’s working and the girls are in school.” She offered the words like dry facts, nothing more.

Carlisle’s expression didn’t change, but Sue saw the faintest flicker behind his eyes—something thoughtful, something trying to connect dots.

“May I?” Carlisle asked, gesturing toward the exam table.

Sue hesitated, then shifted Jenna into his line of sight. Carlisle laid a blanket across the padded surface before she set the baby down.

Jenna whimpered the instant she left Sue’s arms, legs kicking, fists curling. Carlisle bent close, stethoscope in hand, moving with the practiced calm of someone used to small, frightened patients.

“Easy now,” he murmured, his voice low and steady. “Just for a moment.”

The baby squirmed harder, damp curls plastered to her forehead, her cries rising to a thin wail. Carlisle’s jaw softened. He let her tiny chest settle against his palm for balance, listening as best he could despite the protest.

“Heart rate’s slightly elevated,” he murmured after a moment. “But strong.”

Jenna turned her head, eyes glassy, little fists swiping weakly at his sleeve. Carlisle let her push against him, never pulling back sharply, only steadying her until Sue leaned in and scooped her up again.

The change was immediate—Jenna’s cries quieted to hiccups, her damp cheek pressed against Sue’s shoulder.

Carlisle exhaled softly, the faintest trace of something unreadable crossing his face before his professional mask slipped back into place. He adjusted the stethoscope around his neck.

“Likely just the fever,” he said evenly. But his gaze lingered a moment longer on the child before he turned away.

He moved with clinical precision, but Sue didn’t miss the way he studied Jenna’s features—her tiny nose, her strange stormy grey eyes. Or how his fingers paused for a fraction of a second as he took her temperature. He wasn’t just looking for signs of illness.

He was looking for something else. And Sue knew it.

“She’s had her shots?” he asked casually, checking her ears with a small scope.

Sue’s jaw tightened. “Charlie said she's up to date.”

Carlisle hummed softly, but didn’t press. “No signs of ear infection. Throat’s clear.” He gently pressed two fingers against Jenna’s wrist. “No rash. Good hydration. I’ll order a panel to rule out infection, but it could be a viral fever.”

“She hasn’t been around anyone sick,” Sue said flatly.

Carlisle nodded, stepping back to wash his hands. “Children are unpredictable. Fevers can come from teething, too.” He dried his hands carefully, then turned. “We’ll keep an eye on her. I’d like to observe for an hour and make sure she’s hydrated before you take her home.”

Sue’s eyes didn’t leave him. “She’s strong.”

Carlisle smiled faintly. “Yes. She is.” His gaze lingered on Jenna for a moment longer before he added, almost absently, “She looks like Zoe.”

Sue’s arms tightened around the baby. “It’s the eyes,” she said quickly, her voice steady even as something flickered beneath. “And the scowl. Charlie says Clarks have strong genes.”

Carlisle’s expression didn’t change, but Sue saw the faintest narrowing of his eyes—the hint of a question left unspoken.

He stepped out to order the blood work.

Sue rocked Jenna gently, smoothing damp curls from her forehead, her own thoughts knotting in her chest. She hadn’t known—not for certain—but now Carlisle had put words to the resemblance she’d tried not to see.

And out in the hallway, Carlisle paused, glancing back toward the exam room, his mind spinning with questions he didn’t voice.

 

Charlie Swan moved through the hospital corridor with the speed of a man who knew exactly where he was going and exactly who he was here for. His coat was still damp from the rain, his badge clipped to his belt, and worry creased deep into his brow.

Sue Clearwater stood as soon as she saw him, a bundled Jenna asleep in her arms, her fever already easing. “She’s doing better,” Sue said quickly, voice low. “Temp started to drop half an hour ago.”

Charlie sighed, rubbing a hand over his jaw as he glanced down at the baby. “Thanks for bringing her in.”

“You weren’t answering your phone,” she replied simply, shifting Jenna against her shoulder.

“I was with the Mayor.” He glanced toward the exam doors, then back to Sue. “Zoe doesn’t know?”

Sue shook her head. “Didn’t want to worry her.”

Charlie nodded in agreement. “Good. Let’s keep it that way. If she finds out, she’ll skip school again, and her attendance record’s already hanging by a thread.”

Behind them, just down the corridor, Dr. Carlisle Cullen paused outside the doorway to Pediatrics, a clipboard in hand. He hadn’t meant to linger, but at the sound of Charlie’s voice, something made him stop.

Skip school again.

Carlisle’s eyes narrowed, the words looping in his mind.

Again.

He stayed silent, listening as Charlie lowered his voice further.

“She’s got enough pressure as it is,” Charlie muttered. “Midterms are coming. The last thing she needs is another panic spiral over something, especially the baby. Jenna’s already feeling better, right?”

“She’s resting now,” Sue confirmed. “Still flushed, but stable. Dr. Cullen said it might’ve been viral. Maybe teething.”

Charlie nodded. “I’ll take her home when they clear her. Can you cover a bit longer at the house?”

Sue arched a brow. “Sure. You’re not going to tell Zoe?”

Charlie hesitated, then shook his head. “Not until she gets home. Let her finish her school day without worrying.”

Behind them, Carlisle stepped quietly away from the wall, his face unreadable.

But his mind was working.

Zoe Clark—already a mystery.

Now a girl skipping school over a child she wasn’t supposed to be responsible for.

A child who, by all accounts, wasn’t biologically hers.

And yet, Charlie Swan—the most steadfast man Carlisle knew—was going out of his way to protect both of them.

There was more to this.

Much more.

 

Charlie stepped out of the pediatric room, Jenna finally asleep in the hospital crib, her fever down from earlier. He gave a short nod to Sue, who was calmly watching over the little girl. Neither of them had called Zoe. No need to alarm her—not until they knew for sure Jenna was in the clear.

As Charlie walked into the corridor, he nearly collided with Dr. Carlisle Cullen. The doctor stood with his usual quiet poise, clipboard in hand, eyes steady behind a practiced smile.

“She’s doing better,” Carlisle said gently, not a trace of urgency in his tone. “Jenna’s fever is coming down nicely. We’ll keep her for another thirty minutes to monitor, but I expect she’ll be fine.”

Charlie gave a curt nod. “Appreciate it.”

Carlisle didn’t move. His gold eyes remained fixed on Charlie, thoughtful—just probing enough to walk the line of polite concern.

“You’re doing a good thing,” he said mildly. “Taking care of your niece and you cousin’s child. That can’t be easy.”

Charlie’s jaw flexed. He looked past Carlisle, toward the nurses’ desk, then back at the doctor. “That a question?”

Carlisle raised a hand slightly. “No. Just an observation. Family taking care of family—it's something I’ve always admired.” He gave the faintest smile. "I'm just making conversation. Children can be... complex. Especially when there’s more to their story than meets the eye."

Charlie stepped a bit closer, his voice quiet but firm. "Jenna’s a baby. That’s her whole story."

Carlisle raised his hands slightly, placating. "Of course. I didn’t mean to overstep."

Charlie stepped closer, voice dropping to a low, measured growl. “Let me give you some advice, Doc.”

Carlisle blinked at the change. Chief Swan was awkward, earnest, decent. Never threatening, never cruel. But now his voice carried a weight Carlisle hadn’t heard before—malice, sharp and sudden, like steel unsheathed.

“You’ve got your own family to worry about,” Charlie said. “Your own kids, your own messes. You keep your kids away from my girls.”

Carlisle blinked, just once. “Charlie—”

“I’m not gonna say it again.” His voice held steady, quiet but firm. “Zoe. Bella. Jenna. They're mine to protect. I’ve cleaned up enough messes in this town. I’m not about to let one land in my house.”

Carlisle’s jaw tightened just slightly, the only tell. He inclined his head with that same composed grace he always wore. "Understood."

Charlie held his stare a moment longer before turning back toward the exam room. “Good.”

And with that, the Chief of Police disappeared back through the door, not sparing the doctor another glance.

Carlisle stood alone in the corridor, the hum of the hospital around him, questions turning in his mind—but answers, it seemed, were in short supply.

 

The Swan house was too quiet.

Bella stepped through the front door, backpack slung over one shoulder, and immediately sensed it. No sounds from the TV. No rustling of pots in the kitchen. And Zoe wasn’t humming to the "life sucker" upstairs. The air felt stale, as if the house had collectively held its breath and hadn’t yet exhaled.

"Dad?" Bella called, toeing off her shoes.

Charlie appeared from the kitchen. He looked tired—more than usual. There was a pinch between his brows he hadn't had when she'd left for school.

"Hey, Bells. Everything okay at school?"

"Yeah," she said slowly, narrowing her eyes. "Why? What's wrong?"

Charlie scratched at the back of his neck. "Nothing. Just a long day."

Bella didn’t buy it. Before she could press, Zoe came downstairs. Her hair was unkempt, her hoodie oversized, her expression unreadable—but her eyes were sharp.

"Why didn’t you tell me?" she asked, voice low, aimed directly at Charlie.

Charlie let out a slow sigh.

"Tell you what?" Bella asked, looking between them.

"Jenna had a fever," Zoe snapped. "Sue had to take her to the hospital."

Bella's mouth parted. She looked to her father in disbelief. "Wait—what? When?"

"She was fine by the time I got there," Charlie said defensively. "The fever broke. Sue didn’t think it was worth panicking you at school."

Zoe laughed without humor. "That decision wasn’t hers to make. Or yours."

Charlie’s jaw clenched. "Zoe, your attendance record is hanging by a thread. I wasn’t about to pull you out of school for something that resolved itself by the time I got the call."

"She’s my responsibility," Zoe bit out. "Not just yours. Not just Sue’s. Mine."

Bella stepped between them, holding out her hands. "Okay. Let’s all breathe for a second."

Zoe crossed her arms and leaned against the banister. "I didn’t ask to be left out of this. You don’t get to make that call."

Charlie looked away. "Zoe, it would have raised flags if you came in, acting like a part of the vampire PTA."

Zoe flinched, but covered it quickly with a glare. Silence stretched between them. Bella felt the air tighten.

"Dad," she said quietly, "Zoe’s not wrong. You should’ve told her."

Charlie didn’t answer.

Zoe turned on her heel and stormed up the stairs. Bella lingered, watching Charlie, who finally exhaled and muttered, "It wasn’t supposed to be like this."

Bella gave him a sad smile. "Yeah. But here we are."

 

Later that evening, the tension had cooled, replaced by a more familiar quiet.

Zoe sat on the couch, arms folded as she watched Jenna doze in her portable crib, not really able to fully settle after her fever. Charlie entered with two mugs of tea and passed one to Bella, who took it with a small smile.

Zoe's eyes softened ever so slightly. "I can take care of myself, Uncle Charlie." She paused, then added more gently, "But it's nice. That you want to. You're a good uncle."

Bella smiled. "And dad."

Zoe smirked. "And whatever you are to Jenna."

"Legal guardian-slash-pseudo-grandfather?" Bella offered.

Charlie huffed. "You're impossible. Both of you."'

 

Notes:

To be clear, Sue doesn't know Carlisle and Zoe are Jenna's parents, though she has her suspicions about Zoe.
Did you like the Carlisle/Charlie confrontation?

Chapter 70: Eclipse: Paranoia, My Old Friend

Notes:

Someone asked for a bit of Jenna fluff — and don’t worry, it’s coming soon, I promise! This chapter leans more into Zoe and Bella’s bond, showing how they’ve become each other’s confidants while everyone else (Charlie being the exception) remains on the outside.

Zoe doesn’t really have friends in Forks anymore, which makes Bella her anchor. Bella knows more about Zoe’s past than anyone else their age in town — not everything, but enough — and she never flinches from it. That matters to Zoe, because it means she doesn’t have to perform or pretend around Bella the way she does with everyone else. Their bond isn’t built on small talk or high school gossip; it’s built on trust, secrets shared in the quiet, and the kind of honesty Zoe can’t risk with anyone else.

Part of that comes from where Zoe grew up. In Mystic Falls, her friendships were essentially pre-baked, and when she came to Forks, she only connected with a select few — Rosalie, Jasper, Bella, and Emmett. Probably because they carried themselves with more maturity than the average high school crowd. Zoe’s used to surviving alongside people with life-or-death stakes, not navigating cliques and acne drama — which makes Bella’s quiet steadiness all the more vital.

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The forest felt different.

Not in the way it had months ago, when snow first blanketed the trees and silence hung heavy in the air. Now, it was something else entirely—like the woods themselves were hiding something, watching her back.

Zoe pulled her leather jacket tighter around her shoulders as she made her way along the dirt path behind the Swan house, boots crunching softly beneath her. She wasn't hunting, just moving. Jenna was at home with Charlie, and she hadn't been able to stay still. Not with this feeling crawling under her skin.

Something was wrong.

For the third time that morning, she paused and glanced over her shoulder.

Nothing.

No one.

But she felt it.

Eyes on her. A prickle along her spine. Something trailing her just out of reach, just out of sight.

When she returned to the house, Bella was flipping through the mail on the kitchen table, her brow furrowed.

"You okay?" Bella asked without looking up.

"Do the Cullens know how to hide their scent better than usual?" Zoe asked instead, dropping her keys in the bowl by the door.

Bella glanced up. "What? No. They’re not even here. They went hunting. Edward told me they wouldn’t be back until Sunday."

Zoe stilled. "You sure?"

Bella nodded slowly. "Yeah. Why?"

"I think someone’s following me."

Bella's face went pale. "You think it's the Cullens?"

Zoe shook her head. "No, not if they're gone. Maybe one of the wolves. They could be getting sneakier."

Bella frowned. "They wouldn’t hurt you. Charlie made it clear to Sam. And Sue... Sue wouldn’t let them."

Zoe didn’t reply. She didn’t like trusting anyone who could turn into a giant predator when emotional.

She excused herself upstairs, feigning exhaustion.

But that night, as she stood at her window staring out into the dark woods, she felt it again.

Something watching. Waiting.

But it wasn’t the Cullens.

And it wasn’t the wolves.

Katherine watched from a higher vantage point deep in the trees, one leg draped lazily over a low-hanging branch, arms crossed. Her eyes gleamed in the moonlight.

"Clever girl," she whispered, amused. "But not clever enough."

She tilted her head, gaze flicking toward the warm glow of the Swan house. Her lips curved into a smirk.

"We’re going to have so much fun."

 

Zoe sat at the edge of the bleachers behind the school during lunch, her phone pressed to her ear. The cold plastic was a welcome distraction from the simmering anxiety beneath her skin.

"I swear, someone is watching me," she muttered.

"Well, I definitely feel the paranoid energy all the way from Mystic Falls," Damon drawled on the other end of the line. "You sure it’s not just your overwhelming charisma attracting fans?"

Zoe rolled her eyes, even if a smile tugged briefly at her lips. "This isn’t like that. I feel it. Bella said it wasn’t the Cullens and the guys from La Push are usually less...subtle."

"You want me to come up there? Shake a few trees, scare off the local wildlife?"

Before Zoe could answer, she spotted a familiar figure heading her way.

"Gotta go. One of the Cullens is coming," she muttered.

"Try not to murder anyone. It tends to leave a nasty spot on your permanent record."

She ended the call and slid her phone into her pocket just as Rosalie stopped in front of her, looking as perfectly put together as always. Zoe didn’t stand.

"Hey," Rosalie began, her voice careful. "Do you have a second?"

"Not really in the mood for an emotional heart-to-heart," Zoe replied, pulling the hood of her sweatshirt higher.

"Zoe..."

"You left. All of you. And now you're back and suddenly interested in playing nice?"

Rosalie took a breath, not rising to the bait. "I'm not trying to upset you. I just... I miss you."

Zoe scoffed and looked away.

There was a pause. Then Rosalie added, more gently, "Carlisle mentioned that the baby was sick. How’s she doing now?"

Zoe's jaw tightened. She glanced up, eyes narrowing slightly. "She’s fine," she said curtly. "Thanks for asking."

Rosalie gave her a small nod, unsure of what else to say. "That’s good."

Zoe didn’t respond. She simply stood and walked away without another word, leaving Rosalie alone by the bleachers.

From across the courtyard, Edward watched the exchange, brows furrowed.

The distance between the two families wasn’t narrowing. If anything, it was growing deeper by the day.

 

Jenna had decided, quite forcefully, that she would only eat solids if sweet potatoes were involved. Charlie had tried everything else in the cabinet—bananas, peas, even the tiny puffs Bella had bought—but it was sweet potatoes or war.

Zoe, exasperated and amused in equal measure, grabbed her keys. "I’ll go. We’re out."

Charlie gave her a look as he wiped a smear of baby food off his shirt. "You’re a good mom."

She smirked over her shoulder. "Tell her that."

The grocery store was mostly quiet when she arrived. She headed toward the baby food aisle, head down, hoodie up, hoping for a quick trip. But just as she rounded the corner, she nearly bumped into someone.

“Zoe,” Carlisle said softly, his expression calm, almost relieved.

Zoe tensed, her eyes flicking toward the exit before she forced a tight smile. “Doctor Cullen.”

“I heard about Jenna. I hope she’s feeling better.”

“She’s fine,” Zoe replied shortly, grabbing a few jars of sweet potatoes from the shelf.

Carlisle didn’t move from her side. “That’s good to hear. It’s not easy, caring for a child so young. Your uncle is lucky to have you helping him.”

Zoe kept her head down, shoving another jar into the basket. “You know what they say—it takes a village.” Her tone was casual, but the tightness in her jaw betrayed the effort it took to sound dismissive.

He studied her a moment longer than was polite, his expression thoughtful, almost searching. Then, as if catching himself, he looked away, clearing his throat. “It takes a rare strength at your age.”

Zoe’s mouth quirked, not quite a smile. “Or stupidity.”

His lips curved faintly. “Sometimes they look the same.”

She should have walked away then. She meant to. Instead, she lingered—eyes flicking up to meet his. The weight of his gaze made the ever-present hum of her bond with Damon fall strangely silent. For one suspended second, there was only Carlisle, steady and golden and unbearably calm.

Her stomach twisted. She hated the way it pulled at her.

“You know,” he said gently, “you remind me of someone.”

She paused, just for a moment too long. “So I’ve heard.”

His gaze softened—too much, too careful. He looked like he wanted to say more, then stopped himself. His jaw tightened. Respect. Restraint. And still, that searching curiosity.

“You were very brave at the hospital after you were attacked,” he said instead. “Most teenagers would have panicked.”

“I don’t panic easily.”

Carlisle nodded, the faintest smile touching his lips. “No. I don’t imagine you do.”

Something in his voice caught at her. Zoe’s chest tightened, her pulse quickening against her will. Angry at herself, she turned to face him fully, sharper than she meant. “That was almost a year ago. Was there something else you wanted? Or are you just following me now?”

He blinked, startled by her edge, then lifted his hands slightly, palms open. “No intentions beyond curiosity and concern.”

Her eyes narrowed. The problem was—he meant it. And she hated that she could tell.

“I don’t need you to be concerned,” she said flatly, shoving past him. Her fingers clenched around the jars until the plastic lids dug into her skin.

She didn’t look back.

But as she walked away, her pulse stuttered, traitorous. For all her mistrust—for all the secrets she kept locked tight—something about Carlisle made the noise of the world go quiet.

And that terrified her more than anything.

 

Alice sat rigidly, her eyes unfocused, breath stilled as the now-familiar vision unfolded. Already, she could tell the future had shifted. The colors were the same. The details were sharp. But something fundamental had changed.

She stood once more in the trees behind the Swan house, cloaked in spring’s gentle warmth. The dogwood still bloomed, white petals catching the breeze like falling snow. The same breeze whispered through the leaves. But this time, there was no lawnmower. No sound of Bella’s voice inside the house.

No one opened the door.

Because no one answered it.

Zoe stepped from the woods, boots crunching softly along the gravel path. Her gait was still too smooth, too deliberate. Her expression vacant. The jacket was missing. So was the bracelet. That gold band with the green stone that never left her wrist — gone again.

Alice felt her stomach twist.

This wasn’t their Zoe. This was the copy. The mimic. The thing pretending.

She didn’t knock this time.

She walked up the steps and tested the door. It creaked open easily, no resistance. Alice knew, in real time, that Bella wouldn’t have left it unlocked, not with Zoe being stalked and strange scents in the forest. But Bella wasn’t home.

Charlie was.

But… not in the living room. Not in the line of fire.

He was outside — at the mailbox. The vision flickered, then held — showing Charlie kneeling to retrieve a letter just as the front door clicked open behind him.

The intruder paused. A beat. Two. Then moved.

Inside, the house was empty except for one small, rhythmic sound.

Breathing.

Soft and uneven.

Alice followed the vision through the eyes of the mimic. The way she climbed the stairs with a hunter’s stillness. She didn’t peer into the master bedroom. Didn’t glance at Bella’s room.

She moved directly toward the attic bedroom, where Zoe, and apparently Jenna, slept.

Alice’s fingers twitched on her lap.

The baby stirred, sensing something. A wrongness.

The woman in Zoe’s face paused in the doorway, watching Jenna sleeping in a halo of soft light.

One step. Then another.

Alice reached the edge of the vision and pushed, hoping for more, but it blurred — not gone, just fogged. Jenna’s cries started to rise. The mimic reached into the crib.

And the vision snapped.

Alice gasped.

Her eyes cleared. She blinked twice, grounding herself in the Cullen living room. Her hands were shaking slightly.

The future had shifted — again . Bella was no longer part of it. Charlie was safe. But the danger hadn't passed.

It had narrowed.

And Jenna Clark was still at the center of it.

Alice stood.

She needed to find Carlisle.

Now.

 

Bella closed the door to Zoe’s attic bedroom with a soft click, her face drawn tight, the same way it always looked before a conversation she didn’t want to have.

Zoe was stretched on her bed, legs crossed, twirling a wooden pencil between her fingers. Jenna was in her playpen, gnawing on a teething ring and babbling contentedly. The scene looked normal. Domestic, even.

But Bella’s expression cracked the illusion.

Zoe straightened. “Okay, you’re doing the thing. What happened?”

Bella hesitated. “We need to talk.”

Zoe arched a brow. “Never a good opener.”

Bella crossed the room and sat at the edge of the bed. She didn’t meet Zoe’s eyes at first. “Edward told me something. Something about what’s going on in Seattle.”

Zoe stiffened, the pencil stopping mid-spin. “That’s not just a crime wave, is it?”

“No.” Bella glanced at Jenna, then back at Zoe. “He thinks it’s vampires. New ones. A lot of them.”

Zoe’s eyes narrowed. “Newborns?”

Bella blinked. “You’ve heard that term?”

“You said it a few times when I first transitioned. It’s not a term we use in Mystic Falls.” Zoe’s voice was clipped now. “What kind of newborns are we talking about?”

“A… group,” Bella said cautiously. “Edward thinks it’s an army. Jasper says the behavior matches what he's seen before in the South—territorial fights. Dozens of them. Wild. Uncontrolled. They’re strong and fast and vicious. They burn hot and fast, and they’re hard to kill.”

Zoe leaned forward, the weight of her focus falling entirely on Bella. Her voice was low, clipped. “Why didn’t you tell me about this earlier?”

Bella’s eyes flicked away. “Because I didn’t know it was this bad. And I didn’t want to worry you.” Her fingers fidgeted in her lap. “But also… I should have told you about James.”

Zoe’s jaw tightened. “James? Bella, I don’t even know who you’re talking about.”

Bella exhaled. “A vampire.” She corrected herself quickly. “A Venom Vampire. Before the Cullens left… he was a tracker. A hunter. He got obsessed. With me.” Her voice faltered. “That’s why I left Forks when you were in the hospital. I was trying to keep him away from you and Charlie.”

Zoe’s expression didn’t change, but the energy in the room shifted.

Bella hesitated, then added, “He was sort of like my Klaus.”

Zoe stilled. Her nostrils flared, but her voice dropped lower, calmer, deadlier. “Bella, I haven’t told you a fraction of what Klaus did to me and my friends. Don’t make comparisons you can’t understand.”

Bella’s mouth parted. “I didn’t mean to—”

“You wanted to explain. I get it,” Zoe said tightly. “But don’t wrap your trauma in my language. It’s not the same.”

A beat of silence stretched between them. Jenna stirred in her playpen beside them, babbling softly, unaware of the weight pressing into the room.

Then Zoe straightened, spine rigid. “Now tell me everything you know about the newborns.”

“I didn’t want to make you angry—”

“I’m already angry,” Zoe muttered. “You don’t get to filter information, Bella. Not after everything.”

Bella exhaled. “I know. I’m sorry. But this isn’t about James anymore. This is bigger.”

Zoe’s expression shifted, that Mystic Falls-trained survival instinct clicking into place. “How do you kill a newborn?”

Bella blinked. “What?”

“How. Do. You. Kill. One.”

Bella swallowed. “They’re strong, almost indestructible. But Jasper said you can tear them apart—literally. And burn the pieces. It’s the only way.”

Zoe nodded slowly. “So… not like staking.”

“Not like your kind,” Bella said. “They’re venom vampires. Not magical. Not whatever you are.”

Zoe’s mouth twisted. “Helpful.”

Bella reached out, her hand brushing Zoe’s. “Be careful. Please. I know you’re strong, but I don’t think you’ve seen what they’re capable of.”

Zoe’s eyes flashed. “I’ve seen monsters, Bells. This isn’t my first apocalypse.”

Bella hesitated. “The Cullens and the wolves… they’re going to train. Together. To prepare.” She hesitated again. “Do you want to come?”

Zoe stood slowly, walking to the playpen and gently lifting Jenna into her arms. She didn’t look back. “No. I don’t need to be in their spotlight. Or yours. They don’t know what I am. And I’d like to keep it that way.”

Bella nodded silently, guilt sitting heavy in her throat.

From Jenna’s arms, the baby yawned, oblivious to the war looming on the horizon.

 

Jasper stood near the front window, hands clasped behind his back, eyes fixed on nothing. Outside, Forks drizzled in shades of gray, but his thoughts were far from the weather.

Behind him, Alice sat curled in a chair, legs folded beneath her, flipping absentmindedly through one of her sketchbooks. She wasn’t really looking at it. Edward stood near the hallway, arms folded, watching his brother with a quiet sort of curiosity.

“I can’t get a read on her,” Jasper said finally, his voice low. “Not really. And that’s not normal. Not even for her.”

Alice looked up. “Zoe?”

Jasper nodded slowly. “She’s like… like someone humming a tune they won’t let themselves forget. A little off-key. A little too loud. Like she doesn’t know how to stop.”

Edward frowned. “You mean emotionally?”

Jasper nodded slowly. “She’s… layered. Conflicting. Muted and loud at the same time. Like emotions stacked on top of each other until you can’t tell where one ends and the next begins. Some days she feels numb, almost empty. Other times, she hits like a storm — all-encompassing, impossible to ignore. And it never balances out.”

Alice’s brow furrowed. “You think she’s unstable?”

“I mean she’s always on the edge of something,” Jasper said. “Panic. Fear. But buried. Controlled. Like she’s white-knuckling it, holding everything back. But beneath that? Anger. Enough to burn down this entire town if she let it.” He shook his head. “I think she’s… exhausted. From surviving something that changed her. Something she won’t talk about.” His eyes met Edward’s. “Whatever happened to her, it didn’t just hurt her. It changed the way she moves through the world.”

Edward looked uneasy. “I can’t hear her thoughts to confirm it. It’s all static, like something’s actively pushing me out.” He hesitated. “It was the same with our mother. The other Zoe.” He sighed, "And Bella won't let me close enough to Charlie to read his mind."

Jasper paced once, slow. Controlled. “She doesn’t react like a normal human. Not anymore. Her fear isn’t just fear. To me, it feels… sharper. Heightened. Like every emotion she has is dialed up past what it should be. When she’s afraid, it’s calculation—measuring threats, measuring us. When she’s angry, it’s wildfire. Even her quiet feels heavy, like it’s taking up too much space.”

“You think she sees us as a threat?” Alice asked, already knowing the answer.

Jasper’s jaw flexed. “And what do you propose? Because stepping back isn’t exactly an option. She let me, Rosalie, and Emmett in before. We were friends. And Edward…” his eyes flicked toward his brother, “you’re not going to stay away, are you? Not when Bella's in that house with Zoe.”

Edward’s gaze lowered, his voice quiet but steady. “Zoe is more likely to destroy herself than anyone she cares about. If she's dangerous, it’s not to us. It’s to herself.”

The words hung heavy, settling over all of them like smoke.

None of them said what they were really thinking.

That maybe Zoe Clark wasn’t just something different.

Maybe she was something dangerous.

And still—Alice’s eyes flicked toward the stairs where Carlisle’s office sat behind a closed door.

Zoe was also something familiar.

And that might be the most dangerous thing of all.

 

Jacob stood near the edge of the school parking lot, arms crossed, eyes locked on the student entrance like a storm waiting to break.

Zoe spotted him before Edward and Bella arrived. She adjusted the strap of her bag and sauntered over, the wind tugging strands of dark hair across her cheek. Jenna was already with Sue for the day—thank god—because Zoe wasn’t in the mood for tact.

“Well, well,” she drawled, stopping a few feet in front of him. “If it isn’t La Push’s resident puppy. Long time no see, Kitten. Your collar’s on backorder—”

Jacob’s jaw flexed. “I heard Bella left town.”

Zoe raised an eyebrow. “And you figured you’d come all this way to check if she ran off with Pretty Boy Cullen again?” She grinned, all teeth. “That’s adorable. But also? Too little, too late—she’s been gone for days.”

“She didn’t tell anyone where she was going,” Jacob bit out. “You didn’t think that was weird?”

Zoe shrugged. “She visited her mom. Florida. Sunshine. Flip-flops. Scandalous.”

Jacob’s frown deepened. “Sam’s pissed.”

“Sam always seems pissed.” Zoe rolled her eyes. “Maybe it’s his cologne. Essence of Aggressive Alpha Male.

Jake didn’t laugh. His eyes flicked over her, sharp and searching. “You always joke when something’s off.”

“Or maybe you’re just dramatic,” Zoe shot back, her smirk tightening. “She’s already back. She’s on her way to this teenage hellscape as we speak.”

Jacob’s jaw tightened at her words, the muscle in his cheek jumping. He swallowed whatever retort first came to mind and took a step closer, lowering his voice. “You don’t get it. Maybe she’s already back, maybe she’s walking through those doors any second—but that doesn’t change what she’s tangled up in. Whatever Cullen’s got her wrapped around, it’s dangerous. For her. For all of us.”

Something flickered across Zoe’s face before she smoothed it over. “Wow. And here I thought you only growled at shadows. Don’t worry, Jake. Bella’s tougher than she looks.”

His mouth pressed into a hard line, like he wanted to argue, but headlights swept across the lot before he could. The silver Volvo slid into a space with effortless precision.

Jacob’s eyes darkened as Edward climbed out, Bella close behind him.

The wolf shifted his weight forward, voice low and sharp. “I’m here to warn you,” he said as Edward rounded the car, “if your kind steps foot on our land again—”

Edward’s eyes darted to Zoe, alarm flashing in his gaze. “Jacob,” he cut in quickly, his voice a warning. “Not here.”

Zoe snorted, folding her arms. “Relax, Cullen. You look like you’re about to pass a kidney stone.” She turned to Jacob with a grin that didn’t reach her eyes. “Not really a fan of testosterone contests… or, well, Edward in general.”

Edward’s jaw tensed, but he didn’t rise to the bait.

Bella stepped forward, wedging herself instinctively between them. “Jake, it’s not the time.”

Zoe tipped her head toward Bella, ignoring the silent war crackling between the vampire and the wolf. “Catch you later, Bells. Jacob, give Sam a kiss for me. A big slobbery one. All tongue.”

With a final smirk, she turned on her heel and sauntered toward the school building, leaving the storm brewing behind her.

 

Bella shut the front door more softly than usual.

She didn’t bother hanging up her jacket or kicking off her shoes. Instead, she moved through the house on autopilot until she found Zoe curled on the couch, her knees tucked up under her, a well-worn book propped in her lap and Jenna sleeping soundly in her bouncer beside her.

Zoe looked up as Bella entered. One glance at her cousin’s face and she closed the book with a soft thump .

“What happened?” Zoe asked, setting the novel aside.

Bella didn’t answer at first. She sat heavily beside Zoe, rubbing a hand across her face. “I spent the day at La Push,” she said finally.

Zoe gave a low whistle. “That sounds like a good decision you immediately regretted.”

“I thought maybe it would help,” Bella muttered. “It didn’t.”

Zoe waited.

Bella let the silence settle before she spoke again. “Jacob… he said some awful things. About the Cullens. About me. About what I want.” She paused. “He said I’d be better off dead than one of them.”

Zoe’s expression darkened. “Wow. Someone’s been dipping into the melodrama pool.”

Bella managed a dry laugh, but it faded quickly. “I know it’s not true. That I wouldn’t be better off dead. I know that because…” Her eyes flicked to Jenna, then back to Zoe. “Because of you.”

Zoe blinked, startled.

“You’ve accepted your life,” Bella said softly. “Everything that’s happened. You’re not perfect—God knows you’re sharp enough to draw blood—but you survived it. And you keep going. And that… that gives me hope.”

Zoe snorted, but there was no bite to it. “Kind of just fell into it. Acceptance was mandatory.”

“That doesn’t make it less impressive.”

Zoe didn’t say anything for a beat. Then: “You know love doesn’t erase betrayal, right?”

Bella turned to her, brow furrowing.

“You can love someone and still be pissed as hell at them. That’s valid. You don’t have to forgive Jacob for saying that just because he’s your friend.” Zoe paused, then added, quieter, “Or because you miss him.”

Bella exhaled. “Is that advice for me or a roundabout way of talking about you and the Cullens?”

Zoe gave her a look. “Yes.”

Bella nodded slowly. “It hurts.”

“Yeah,” Zoe agreed. “It does.”

There was a long, thoughtful silence.

Bella leaned against Zoe’s shoulder. “Thanks.”

“For what?”

“For not saying I told you so.”

Zoe smirked. “I’m saving it for when you're a vampire and start brooding dramatically. Then I’ll bring it up all the time.”

“Great,” Bella muttered. But she smiled.

And beside them, Jenna stirred, but didn’t wake.

 

Chapter 71: Eclipse: Wounded Memories

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The forest was quiet, save for the crunch of damp leaves beneath Zoe’s boots and the soft creak of the stroller wheels bumping over roots and gravel. Sunlight filtered through the evergreens in dappled patches. Jenna was finally dozing off, but only just—every time Zoe slowed, the baby stirred with a grumble, threatening to wake.

“High maintenance,” Zoe muttered fondly, brushing a loose strand of hair from her face. She leaned down to adjust the blanket tucked around Jenna’s kicking feet. “Just like your unofficial godfather.” The bond between her and Damon thrummed, almost as if it was agreeing with her.

Jenna gave a sudden squeaky sigh in her sleep, one fist popping free of the blanket and waving clumsily in the air before settling against her cheek. Zoe shook her head, lips twitching despite herself. “Menace,” she whispered, but her hand lingered, gently tucking the blanket back over Jenna’s arm.

The trail curved left, and she followed it instinctively, letting the stroller wheels bump over the packed earth.

And stopped.

Carlisle Cullen stood in the clearing ahead, his posture easy, hands tucked in his coat pockets. He didn’t move, didn’t speak, just waited — and that quiet, steady calm of his set something uneasy vibrating beneath Zoe’s skin.

Zoe blinked at him. “That’s not at all ominous.”

A faint curve touched his lips, more polite than amused. “Hello, Zoe.”

She eyed him warily, fingers tightening on the stroller handle. “You’re an awfully long way from your usual haunts, Doctor Cullen.”

“I was hiking,” he said mildly, inclining his head toward the trees.

Zoe’s gaze flicked down to his shoes, one brow arched. “In dress shoes?”

Carlisle followed her eyes and had the decency to look sheepish.

Jenna stirred in her stroller, and Zoe instinctively shifted her body between the child and the other vampire.

Carlisle noticed, but didn’t comment. His voice was gentle. “How have you been?”

“Fine,” Zoe answered flatly.

He nodded once, slowly. “That’s not very convincing.”

“And it’s not your business.”

Carlisle didn’t argue. Instead, he looked up at the trees, the filtered light catching gold in his eyes. “I owe you an apology,” he said eventually. “My children… they’ve been persistent. Invasive. I imagine it hasn’t been easy.”

Zoe crossed her arms. “You think?”

He looked back at her. “They don’t mean harm. But I know harm doesn’t always come from malice.”

Zoe’s jaw tightened. She didn’t reply.

Carlisle continued, voice lower now. “I’ve seen people survive difficult things. I’ve seen them come back changed. Hardened. I know what that looks like.”

Zoe’s eyes narrowed. “If you’re trying to psychoanalyze me, save it for your next ER patient.”

“I’m not.” He hesitated, then without seeming to think about it, took a step closer. It wasn’t deliberate—no looming, no threat—just a shift, as natural as breathing. But it closed the space between them all the same.

Too close.

The bond with Damon, always buzzing like background static, went silent. Zoe’s breath caught at the sudden absence. It was unsettling—unnerving—but also a relief, the quiet like stepping out of a crowded room. And that, more than anything, made her want to shove Carlisle back.

Zoe took a deep breath, assuring herself that Carlisle couldn’t know anything. He couldn’t know what she was — it was impossible. And he couldn’t know who Jenna’s parents were, because she’d been careful. The timeline didn’t fit; not unless he was ready to believe in pregnancies that lasted only two months. She forced her expression into something flat, unyielding, and said, “Careful, Doctor. You’re starting to sound like you think you know me.”

Carlisle blinked, the faintest flicker of surprise crossing his face, as if he hadn’t realized he’d moved at all. His voice, when it came, was quiet. “No. I know better than that. I just… see more than most.”

Zoe stared at him, unreadable. Then, coldly, “We’re not friends.”

Carlisle froze.

“We slept together. Once.” Her tone was even, sharp enough to cut. “We’re not anything. I don’t owe you anything, and you don’t owe me anything.”

He didn’t look wounded—Carlisle never flinched—but there was a subtle drop in his expression, like a breath pulled tight.

“I understand,” he said quietly.

She didn’t say another word. Jenna stirred, and Zoe leaned down, adjusting the blanket again. Her hands were steady, but her shoulders were rigid.

When she straightened, her voice was flat. “Thanks for the hike analysis, Doctor Freud.”

Carlisle only nodded. “Take care of yourself, Zoe.”

He turned and walked back into the trees, soundless as fog.

Zoe watched him go, her heart thudding too fast for a girl just pushing a stroller.

 

Charlie was drying a dish when Zoe appeared in the doorway, arms crossed and expression a little too casual.

“I need a favor,” she said, already bracing for resistance.

Charlie set the towel down slowly. “What kind of favor?”

“Can you watch the life sucker tonight?” Zoe asked, nodding toward the living room, where Jenna was babbling at a soft toy.

Charlie squinted. “What are you planning?”

Zoe blinked, all faux innocence. “Nothing. Just a mom’s night out.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “That doesn’t sound like nothing.”

Zoe shrugged, trying not to smirk. “It’s not suspicious. I’m just going out for a drink.”

Charlie gave her a long, suspicious look. “A drink.”

“At a bar,” Zoe confirmed. “Where they serve adult beverages. I hear it’s all the rage.”

“You do remember you’re seventeen, right?” he asked dryly.

“Chronologically,” she said, drawing out the word, “but emotionally? I’m like... thirty-seven.”

“Physically sixteen.” Charlie let out a sigh, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “Zoe…”

“I’ll be careful,” she promised, hands raised in mock surrender. “Scout’s honor.”

“You were never a scout.”

“Still had the uniform,” she muttered, a flash of mischief in her voice. Her mind flicked back to freshman year—Halloween, short skirt, fishnet tights. Tyler had punched one of his friends for slapping her butt. She’d spent the rest of the night sulking in her room and eating Kit Kats.

Charlie gave her a narrowed look that said he didn’t want to know. “Just... make sure it’s a bar outside of Forks. I don’t need anyone thinking I’m letting my teenage niece go bar-hopping on a Thursday night.”

She grinned. “You’re the best fake dad an undead girl could ask for.”

Charlie grumbled under his breath but watched as she bent down to kiss Jenna’s forehead on her way out. He didn’t say it, but his hand lingered protectively on the baby’s back the moment Zoe’s footsteps disappeared down the hall.

 

The fire crackled as the night deepened, sparks rising into the star-strewn sky. The scent of salt and cedar drifted across the beach where the bonfire blazed tall, casting long shadows against the circle of folding chairs and driftwood benches. Bella sat tucked between Embry and Jake, her gaze flicking across the gathered Elders.

“The Quileutes have been a small tribe from the beginning,” Billy’s voice was even, as if he’d told this story hundreds of times before. “But we’ve always had magic in our blood. We were great spirit warriors, shape-shifters that transformed to the powerful wolf.”

Billy Black’s voice rose above the murmur of the waves, steady and clear as he began recounting the tribe’s ancient stories—tales passed down from voice to voice, generation to generation. She’d heard this before. About the Cold Ones. About the first Spirit Warrior who transformed into a wolf to protect his people. But tonight, there was a different weight in the air.

Her eyes drifted to Sue Clearwater, seated across the fire between Billy and Old Quil. Her face was still, but tension pulsed through her shoulders. The Elders weren’t looking at her—not quite. But they weren’t looking at her the way they used to either.

Bella knew why. Jenna and Zoe.

They didn’t speak of it openly, but Bella could feel it in the glances, the sidelong whispers, the way even Billy had hesitated when Sue arrived earlier. The fact that Sue Clearwater—the matriarch of a respected bloodline—was caring for a child whose scent raised hackles on wolves? That was unsettling.

Billy shifted the story then, voice deepening.

“Not all dangers came in the form of the Cold Ones,” he said, and the flickering light turned his lined face into a mask of shadow and fire. “There was one—not a vampire exactly, but something older. Hungrier. A man who walked like a shadow through these woods, long before my grandfather’s grandfather was born.”

The circle fell silent.

“He had power, unnatural and sharp-edged. He could bend will with a glance, steal thought with a word. He came seeking something we held sacred. The White Oak.” Billy paused. “Its roots grew deep, its bark hard as stone. It was sacred to our people. But he wanted it.”

Bella glanced at Sue again and grew uneasy. The woman was rigid, her hands white-knuckled in her lap.

“When the warriors of the tribe tried to defend it,” Billy continued, “he destroyed them. He didn’t kill like the Cold Ones—he didn’t drain or feed. He slaughtered. Fast. Brutal. Even the wolves couldn’t stop him. One touch, and they fell. One command, and they turned on each other.”

Murmurs rippled through the circle.

“His name was passed down, always in whispers. Mikael.”

Bella felt a chill crawl down her spine.

Billy leaned forward, voice nearly a growl. “We never learned what he truly was. Not a Cold One. Not man. But when the wind howls through the trees at night, some say you can still hear the echo of his command. That if you listen too long, you might obey without meaning to.”

A log cracked loudly in the fire.

Jacob, sitting nearby, shifted uncomfortably. Leah’s jaw clenched. Even Sam looked pale under the firelight.

Bella swallowed. Jenna. That story—it felt like a warning. Not just about some ancient figure, but about something else. Something current.

She glanced again at Sue, who was staring into the flames, eyes glassy.

If the Elders saw that baby as something to fear... this wasn’t just history. It was prophecy.

And Bella had no idea how to stop it.

 

Charlie stood at the kitchen table, mug of lukewarm coffee in hand, the edges of a newspaper curling under his fingers. Bella sat cross-legged on a chair, absently rocking Jenna’s bouncer with her foot. Zoe leaned against the kitchen counter, arms folded, her expression distant.

“He’s still missing?” Bella asked, glancing at the grainy photo of a teenage boy taped across the top of a Seattle flyer. Riley Biers. Age: 18. Last seen: May 16.

Charlie nodded grimly. “Over a year. His parents are still plastering signs around the city. You’d think someone would’ve seen something by now.”

Bella frowned. “Do you think they should… stop looking?”

Charlie didn’t hesitate. “No. I wouldn't. Not if it were you. Or Zoe. Or—God forbid—Jenna.” His voice tightened at the end, his gaze landing on the infant babbling softly.

He turned his attention to Zoe, who was unusually quiet. Her expression had gone unreadable, her jaw set just a little too tight.

“You’re awfully quiet,” he said, eyeing her. “Do you know something about Riley?”

Zoe blinked, then slowly shook her head. “No. Not really. I’m just... thinking.”

Bella raised an eyebrow, attempting to lighten the mood. “That’s rarely a good thing.”

Zoe huffed out a humorless smile. “You’re not wrong.”

She fell silent again, eyes distant. Then, softly, “Back home… in Mystic Falls.” She corrected herself quickly, as if realizing she’d slipped. “There was this girl. Vicki Donovan. She was a few years older than me. We weren’t close, but it was a small town. Everyone sort of knew everyone.”

Zoe swallowed thickly. “She had a little brother, Matt. Good guy. We were friends. Their dad bailed when they were young, and their mom was barely around. Vicki… she got mixed up in the wrong things. Drugs, mostly. Then…” Zoe’s mouth pressed into a thin line. She looked down at her hands. “She got turned. And she couldn’t control it.”

Charlie’s brows furrowed, but he said nothing. Bella sat up straighter, sensing the shift.

“She attacked someone. It wasn’t her fault,” Zoe continued, voice low. “Not really. No one taught her how to control it when she turned. But she was dangerous. Impulse control issues. So… we put her down.”

Charlie’s face paled slightly. “You what ?”

“It was fast,” Zoe said, too quickly. “We didn’t have a choice.”

“You’re talking about a girl you grew up with like she was a rabid dog,” Bella whispered, horrified.

Zoe’s eyes flicked to her cousin. “You think I don’t know that?” she snapped—but there was no heat behind it. Just something hollow.

She looked at Charlie again. “It happened so quickly." She said softly, almost begging her uncle to understand. "We had to bury her. Lie. Say she ran away.” She sniffed. “Stefan compelled some people so the story would stick. Matt… he didn't know the truth at first. He couldn't. Only Jeremy believed me. Only Jeremy saw what was really going on.” 

Her voice cracked when she said Jeremy’s name. His death was still an open wound, even for someone who healed supernaturally fast.

Bella’s heart ached. “Jeremy…”

Zoe nodded, quickly wiping at her eyes. “He’s gone now, too.”

Silence hung over the room, broken only by Jenna’s quiet breaths.

Zoe took a shuddering breath and finally met Charlie’s gaze. “Sometimes, really bad things happen to people who don’t deserve it. And the ones left behind? They don’t get answers. Just empty beds and questions no one’s willing to ask.”

Charlie looked at her for a long moment, then reached out and gently squeezed her shoulder. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t need to.

 

Chapter 72: Eclipse: Lines Drawn

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The snow was thinning, retreating into damp patches across the courtyard. Slush clung to the edges of the pavement, glinting weakly under the pale sun. A breeze stirred the thaw, cold but not biting—like the winter was losing its grip.

Zoe sat alone at a stone table near the edge of the courtyard, one ankle hooked over the other. Her worn leather jacket was zipped halfway up over a dark V-neck tee, her black jeans tucked neatly into heeled boots, the kind no one else at Forks High would dare wear through the slush. 

The ever-present bracelet shimmered faintly against her skin. Her expression was blank, gaze fixed somewhere past the trees, like she was waiting for something—or someone—to make a wrong move. She looked composed, even relaxed, but her eyes were sharp, tracking every movement around her like a hawk in wait.

She didn’t blink when Rosalie Hale approached.

Without a word, Rosalie moved around the table and sat across from her, crossing one leg over the other. The silence stretched.

Zoe peeled back the wrapper on a granola bar she clearly had no intention of eating. “Staring at me now? That your new plan?”

“I’m not here to start a fight,” Rosalie said, calm but firm.

Zoe arched a brow but didn’t look up. “Then go find someone else to brood near.”

Rosalie didn’t move. “I know you’re mad.”

“Wow. Are you psychic? I would’ve sent you a crystal ball for Christmas if I’d known.”

Rosalie let the sarcasm pass. “I’m not leaving. Not this time.”

Zoe looked up at that—finally. Her eyes were unreadable, but her tone was biting. “You already left. Months ago. I just didn’t get a courtesy call like the rest of Forks.”

“I know.” Rosalie’s voice was quieter now, but steady. “And I regret it.”

Zoe gave a humorless laugh. “That’s the thing with you people. You all say you're here now like that makes up for before.”

“I don’t expect it to,” Rosalie said simply.

The silence settled again. Students walked past them, giving wide berths without knowing why. It wasn’t exactly a secret at Forks High that Zoe Clark didn’t do small talk.

Silence again. Zoe turned her eyes back to the tree line in the distance. Her fingers tapped the granola bar against the table in a slow rhythm. “I don’t forgive you,” she said after a moment.

“I don’t expect you to.”

“Then why are you here?”

Rosalie didn’t hesitate. “Because you matter. Because we were friends. And because whether or not you believe it, I still care about you.”

Zoe’s jaw worked, like she wanted to argue—but didn’t quite have the energy to. “You’re going to sit here in awkward silence until I break first, huh?” she asked.

“I’ve got time,” Rosalie said with a faint smile.

Zoe rolled her eyes, but there was the ghost of something less brittle in her expression. “Hope you brought a coat. You’re gonna freeze your Barbie ass off.”

Rosalie arched an eyebrow. “I’ve endured worse.”

A muscle in Zoe’s jaw twitched. But she didn’t leave. She didn’t snap. She just sat back slightly, letting her wall lower a fraction.

Not forgiveness. Not even thawing, quite. But for the first time in a long while—she didn’t feel entirely alone at that table.

 

The house smelled faintly of coffee and wood polish, the kind of comforting scent that clung to Charlie Swan no matter the time of day. Zoe leaned against the doorway of the kitchen, arms crossed, as she took in the sight before her.

Charlie was planted at the table with Jenna in her highchair, a bib tied crookedly around her neck. The baby was kicking her legs happily against the tray, smears of orange already streaked across her cheeks like war paint.

“Alright, kiddo,” Charlie muttered, his mustache twitching in concentration as he lifted the tiny plastic spoon. “Open wide. Sweet potatoes, just like your mom says you like ’em.”

Jenna cooed, leaned forward… then promptly turned her head so the spoonful landed on her bib instead of in her mouth.

Charlie sighed. “You did that on purpose.”

Zoe snorted. “She absolutely did.”

Charlie glanced at her, mock-glare in place. “You could help, you know.”

“Nope,” Zoe said, grinning despite herself. “You’ve got it handled, Grandpa.”

Charlie grumbled something under his breath, wiping Jenna’s chin with a napkin before trying again. This time Jenna squealed, mouth open, and managed to get most of the sweet potatoes down. Charlie brightened like he’d just won the World Series.

“There we go,” he said softly, his voice gentling in a way Zoe rarely heard. “That’s my girl.”

Zoe felt her chest tighten, the smile tugging at her mouth unbidden. She pushed it down, leaning on the doorframe. “Careful, Chief. She’s got you wrapped around her tiny, sticky finger.”

Charlie didn’t look up, just kept coaxing another spoonful toward Jenna’s waiting mouth. “Wouldn’t be the worst thing.”

Zoe swallowed hard, the warmth of the moment pressing close. She forced her tone light. “She’s going to expect steak dinners by the time she’s one.”

“Then I better start saving,” Charlie muttered, smudged with baby food but looking more content than Zoe had seen him in months.

Zoe stayed there longer than she meant to, watching Jenna gurgle happily as Charlie murmured nonsense to her between bites. For a moment, it was easy to forget the weight of secrets and threats pressing in from all sides. For a moment, it was just family.

 

The kitchen was quiet, save for the ticking clock on the wall and the low hum of the fridge. Zoe sat sideways in one of the chairs, legs tucked beneath her, idly twirling a spoon between her fingers, a cup of blood to her left. Charlie nursed a cup of coffee, his gaze trained on the darkened window above the sink.

Zoe’s head tilted suddenly, eyes narrowing like she was catching a sound just beyond the range of human hearing.

Charlie noticed the shift immediately. “What?”

She didn’t answer at first, just kept listening. Then, “Something’s happening.”

Charlie straightened. “Do I need to get the baby?”

Zoe shook her head slowly, mouth twitching into a smirk. “Only if you want her to witness Forks’ dumbest turf war. Jacob and Edward are about to reenact a WWE showdown in your driveway.”

Charlie muttered a curse, grabbing his flannel from the chair. “Why the hell—?”

But Zoe was already on her feet, boots hitting the hardwood as she strode toward the door. “Come on, Chief. Let’s play peacekeeper.”

They stepped outside just in time to see Jacob and Edward squared off near the cruiser, chests puffed, eyes wild with tension. Bella was between them, her hand cradled awkwardly, eyes wide with panic.

Charlie barked, “That’s enough!”

Both boys froze—Edward out of respect, Jacob out of momentary guilt.

Zoe stepped in smoothly, looping an arm through Bella’s and tugging her back a few feet. “You two gonna start measuring testosterone levels or just mark the territory already?” she said dryly. “Because we’ve got some sidewalk chalk in the garage if you want to draw a line.”

Bella winced. “Zoe…”

Charlie eyed them, then turned to Jacob. “What the hell is going on?”

Jacob looked unrepentant. “I kissed her. She broke her hand on my face.”

Zoe barked out a laugh before she could stop herself. “Sorry.” She waved her hand vaguely in the air. “I just—where’s the popcorn when you need it?”

She turned to Bella, expression amused but fond. “Remind me to teach you how to throw a punch without breaking your wrist next time, Rocky.”

Edward stepped forward, reaching for Bella’s hand. “You should let me take you to see Carlisle.”

Zoe stepped in smoothly, blocking the movement with a shoulder. “We’ll handle it at home. Thanks.”

Charlie didn’t argue—he just gave Edward a look that said the conversation wasn’t over—and turned to make sure both boys backed off. “Go home, both of you. Now.”

Jacob and Edward traded one last glare, then retreated in opposite directions. Only after the distant sound of their vehicles faded did Zoe pull Bella into the kitchen and gently nudge her into a chair.

“Show me,” she said, already unwrapping Bella’s hand. The skin was already purple and swollen.

“Does it hurt?” Bella asked quietly.

Zoe scoffed. “Of course it hurts. You’ve got delicate little mortal bones.” She bit the inside of her cheek, then sighed. “Alright, hold still.”

Bella tilted her head back. “Please don’t make it weird.”

“No promises,” Zoe said. She bit into her wrist and held it out. “Drink up, life sucker junior.”

Bella wrinkled her nose, but obeyed, taking a few small sips before Zoe pulled her arm away and rinsed the wound in the sink. Bella’s hand was already looking better.

Charlie wandered in, arms crossed, surveying the scene. His eyes landed on Jenna’s baby monitor on the counter, then back to the girls. “She’s not allowed to even look at boys until she’s thirty.”

Zoe didn’t look up. “Forty.”

Bella flexed her wrist. “Agreed.”

Charlie groaned. “I live in a house full of feral women.”

Zoe smirked. “Get used to it, Chief. We’re your girls now.”

Charlie grumbled into his coffee, but the corners of his mouth twitched like he didn’t mind that one bit.

 

Later that night, steam curled lazily from the bathroom as Bella knelt on the rug beside the tub. Jenna splashed with reckless joy, her tiny fists smacking the water until droplets arced across the tiles. Bella laughed, trying to shield her shirt with one hand and keep the baby steady with the other.

“Hey—gentle, troublemaker,” she teased, rinsing suds from Jenna’s curls with a plastic cup. “You’re going to soak me.”

From the hallway, Zoe’s voice carried—sharp, hushed, the cadence of someone trying to keep her volume down while her frustration kept spiking. “Caroline, listen to me—Elena flipping the switch isn’t something she can just bounce back from. You have to—no, don’t ‘Caroline Forbes’ me—”

Bella shook her head, smiling faintly as Jenna grabbed the edge of the cup and tried to gnaw on it. “Not food,” she whispered, gently prying it away before reaching for the towel.

By the time Zoe ended the call, muttering under her breath, she stepped into the doorway to find Bella sitting cross-legged on the rug with Jenna in her lap. The baby was swaddled in a hooded towel, kicking her feet, cooing happily while Bella tickled her toes.

“You’re supposed to be winding her down for bed,” Zoe said, leaning against the doorframe, though the corners of her mouth betrayed her.

Bella glanced up, unruffled. “She’s winding me up, actually. I don’t mind.”

Zoe crossed her arms, watching the easy way Jenna melted against Bella’s chest, damp curls sticking to her forehead. Something tight twisted in her gut—an ache she couldn’t quite name. “Careful. She’s going to start expecting you every night.”

“Maybe she should,” Bella said softly, eyes on Jenna. “I like helping.”

Zoe huffed out a breath, more sigh than laugh. “You didn’t sign up for this,” she said, quieter now. “Not for me. Not for her. I don’t want you to feel like I’m… dumping her on you.”

Bella’s head snapped up, eyes narrowing. “Zoe—”

“No, listen.” Zoe held up a hand, her tone steady but edged with something raw. “You don’t owe me. Or her. But if you want her—if you ever want to feed her dinner, or take her for a nap, or… whatever, I’d trust you. You know that, right?”

Bella’s arms tightened instinctively around Jenna, who was busy gumming the edge of her towel. Her voice softened, almost fierce. “I do. And I love her, Zoe. You don’t have to worry about that.”

Zoe looked away, swallowing against the knot in her throat. “I know. That’s why I can breathe when she’s with you. Because she’s not just mine. Or Charlie’s. Or even Damon’s. She’s yours too. She loves you. And you—” Zoe’s voice cracked, but she pushed through. “You love her back. That’s what matters.”

For a moment, the weight of it hung between them—their strange little family pieced together by choice, by trust, by the simple act of showing up. Bella bent her head, pressing a kiss to Jenna’s damp curls, and Zoe let herself believe—just for now—that maybe that was enough.

 

The air in the Cullen living room was taut with unspoken thoughts and layered loyalties. Books and maps littered the coffee table, a regional topographic spread open beneath Jasper’s hands. He traced the Olympic forest line absently, but his eyes were on Carlisle. He hadn’t spoken yet.

Edward stood near the window, arms folded tightly across his chest, his jaw tense. “There’s something the family needs to know,” he said finally.

All eyes turned toward him.

Edward didn’t flinch. “The wolves… they don’t like Jenna. Or Zoe.”

Rosalie sat forward sharply. “What do you mean they don’t like them?”

Edward’s gaze flicked to her, then to Carlisle, who remained silent. The patriarch’s posture was calm, but his expression betrayed the storm underneath—tight jaw, furrowed brow, fingers drumming against the arm of the chair like he didn’t know he was doing it.

“They’ve caught Zoe’s scent. Jenna’s too,” Edward continued. “It unnerves them. It’s not human. It’s not… anything they understand. They’re nervous. Angry. They don’t like that Sue Clearwater is so close to the baby either.”

Rosalie’s eyes widened, voice tinged with disbelief. “They think Jenna’s a threat?”

Edward hesitated, then nodded once. “They don’t say it outright, but it’s there. Especially Sam. He’s watching them both. I’ve heard the way Leah talks when she thinks no one’s listening—she’s worried too, but for different reasons. She doesn’t want anything to happen to Jenna. The rest of the pack? I’m not sure.”

Jasper leaned forward, frowning. “Do you think they’ll act? On Zoe or the baby?”

“Not yet,” Edward admitted. “But it’s a fragile balance. And Zoe’s not helping—she keeps baiting Sam. She gets under his skin on purpose.”

Emmett whistled low under his breath. “Do they know what she is?”

“No,” Edward said. “But they know she’s dangerous. They feel it. Her scent… her energy. It puts them on edge.”

Silence.

Then, Emmett again, voice gruff with protectiveness: “If working with the wolves puts her in danger, maybe we don’t.”

Rosalie nodded, fierce. “We can’t trust them. Not if they’re even thinking about hurting her or the baby.”

Alice didn’t speak. She just watched Carlisle.

Finally, Carlisle exhaled. “She’s already in danger.”

They turned to him.

He stood slowly, as if every word he spoke had weight behind it. “She was in danger the moment she came to Forks. That baby… it’s not just Zoe’s secret to bear. Whether we understand what she is or not, others will be coming for them. If not the wolves, then others more dangerous still.”

Rosalie looked stricken. “Carlisle—”

“We move forward with the truce,” he said gently but firmly. “We don’t have the luxury of fractured alliances. Not with a newborn army approaching.”

Jasper inclined his head. “He’s right. If we fall apart now, it won’t just be Zoe and Jenna at risk.”

Rosalie’s shoulders sagged, reluctant. “And if they come after her?”

“Then they’ll deal with us,” Emmett said darkly.

Edward nodded once, but said nothing more.

The truce held—for now. But so did the tension, and it ran deeper than any of them were ready to admit.

 

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Chapter 73: Eclipse: A Slip in Control

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Bella sat cross-legged on the carpet of Zoe’s attic bedroom, her back pressed to one of the support beams. Jenna was asleep in her crib under the window, snoring softly. Zoe lay sprawled on her stomach, flipping through an old issue of Rolling Stone like she wasn’t waiting for the inevitable.

Bella had been quiet too long.

Zoe sighed. “Spit it out.”

Bella looked up. “The Cullens are training. With the wolves.”

Zoe didn’t look away from the magazine. “Sounds like a party I wasn’t invited to.”

“I wasn’t either,” Bella said pointedly. “Edward won’t let me.”

That got Zoe’s attention. She arched a brow. “That’s not exactly surprising.”

Bella huffed. “I just sit there and watch. He says it’s too dangerous.”

Zoe gave a sharp, dry laugh. “I mean, it is. You said newborns are stronger than the Cullens. Messier. Stupider, though, so that’s something.”

Bella leaned forward, tone softening. “You told me once that Alaric used to train you when you were still human.”

Zoe smirked. “Yeah. Before he turned into a crazed vampire and stabbed me on the porch.”

“Okay, before that,” Bella amended, wincing. “You said he taught you to fight.”

Zoe rolled onto her side and propped her head up on one hand. “Yeah, I had good reflexes. I was a cheerleader, remember? Not a good one, but still.”

“Which makes you more qualified than I am,” Bella said. “Please. I don’t want to be useless. If something happens, if they come here—if Jenna’s here—”

Zoe’s expression shifted at Jenna’s name. Not softer, exactly, but sharper. Focused.

Bella took her chance. “You can train me. You don’t have to go near the Cullens or the wolves. Just you and me. Please.”

Zoe stared at her for a long beat. Then sighed, dramatically. “You’re going to whine about this until I cave, aren’t you?”

“Yes.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “Fine. But if you break your wrist again, I’m not feeding you my blood. You can suffer through an ice pack like a normal person who doesn’t live with their super awesome undead cousin.”

Bella grinned. “Deal.”

“We’ll do it this weekend,” Zoe said, already calculating. “You said the the Cullens will be out of town hunting. We’ll find somewhere quiet.”

“Perfect.”

Zoe stood and stretched, looking toward the crib. Jenna shifted slightly but didn’t wake. “And if Edward asks, we were making friendship bracelets and talking about prom.”

Bella smirked. “I don’t think he’d believe that.”

Zoe’s smile turned feral. “Exactly. It’ll drive him crazy.” 

 

The sky was overcast, the kind of gray that muted the world. They were miles out, deep in the woods beyond the Swan property—far enough that Zoe was sure the Cullens wouldn’t stumble on them, and the wolves wouldn’t catch a scent they weren’t supposed to. And more importantly, far enough that Charlie wouldn’t find out what they were doing.

The clearing was quiet except for the shuffle of boots against packed dirt.

Bella adjusted her stance, arms slightly raised like Zoe had shown her.

Zoe stood across from her, leather jacket slung over a low-hanging branch, her expression carefully unreadable. “Okay,” she said, voice clipped. “Again.”

Bella lunged. Clumsy. Predictable.

Zoe moved before Bella finished the step, sweeping her leg and twisting—too fast. Too much.

Bella hit the ground hard, the wind knocked from her chest.

Zoe didn’t stop.

She was on top of Bella in a blink, her hand around her cousin’s throat—not squeezing, not hurting, but pinning.

Her face had changed. Eyes dark, too dark. Veins carved beneath her skin like shadowy rivulets. Her fangs were down.

Bella froze. It had been months since she’d seen Zoe like this—months since Jenna was born and Damon helped teach Zoe control. She’d forgotten how demonic her cousin could look when she stopped pretending to be human.

Zoe’s breathing was shallow. Her eyes flickered with realization. She let go like she’d been burned and stood up fast, taking several steps back.

Bella sat up slowly, coughing a little, touching her throat. “I’m okay,” she said quietly.

Zoe shook her head, fists clenched. “No. None of this is okay.”

“You didn’t hurt me.”

“I could have.” Her voice cracked, low and sharp. “I—I wasn’t thinking.”

“You stopped yourself,” Bella said. “That matters.”

Zoe turned away, running a hand through her hair. “This is a mistake. Training you. Being out here. I’m—damaged, Bella. You forget that. I’m not like the Cullens or Damon and Care. I’m not like anyone.”

“No,” Bella said firmly, getting to her feet. “I didn’t forget. I choose to trust you.”

That made Zoe stop.

“I’ve been knocked on my ass before,” Bella added, brushing dirt from her jeans. “You’re not the first supernatural being to throw me like a ragdoll.”

Zoe let out a strangled laugh. “God, you sound just like me. Alaric used to say I was stubborn as hell. Every time he knocked me down, I got back up and asked to go again.”

Bella gave a half-smile. “What do you say?”

Zoe exhaled. “Fine. But slower. We’re dialing it way back.”

Bella nodded. “Deal.”

Zoe looked at her cousin for a long moment before she moved back into stance. This time, slower. Controlled. Still dangerous—but with care in every movement.

They started again. And this time, they both remembered who they were fighting for.

 

The house was quiet, save for the low hum of the fridge downstairs and the occasional creak of old floorboards settling. Jenna was asleep in her crib, and Charlie had long since retreated to bed with the game on low.

Zoe sat cross-legged on her bed, her phone pressed to her ear, the familiar weight of her bracelet spinning slowly between her fingers.

Damon picked up on the third ring. “Well, well. If it isn’t my favorite emotionally volatile hybrid.”

Zoe rolled her eyes. “Hey.”

“You okay, Zo?”

There was a beat before she said, “I vamped out on Bella.”

Damon didn’t skip a beat. “Ah. First time?”

She huffed. “I don’t know. First time she’s seen it in a while.”

“You hurt her?”

“No. But I could’ve.” Her voice dropped. “I saw it. In her face. She forgot I could look like that.”

There was a brief pause, and then Damon’s voice turned unexpectedly soothing. “Zoe, it’s normal. Even the Queen of Control herself—Caroline—lost it on her mom once. And don’t even get me started on how often I vamp out on Donovan. Honestly, it’s practically a tradition.”

Zoe laughed under her breath. Just a short sound, but it loosened something tight in her chest.

“See? You’re not a monster. You’re just… very badly adjusted.”

She chuckled again, softer this time. “Thanks.”

He let that settle before his tone shifted. “Seriously, Zo. How are you?”

She paused. The bracelet spun faster between her fingers.

“I’m fine.”

“The bond says bull.”

She smirked. “I didn’t say I was good at lying.”

Damon didn’t push. “Whatever it is, I’ll find out eventually. You know that, right?”

Zoe smiled, leaning back against her pillows. “Yeah.”

There was a comfortable silence.

“I’m proud of you,” he said finally. “For not running. And for not eating your cousin.”

“I’m just too tired to run,” she muttered. “And Bella probably doesn’t even taste that good.”

“Still counts.”

She closed her eyes. “Thanks, Damon.”

“For what?”

“For letting me keep my secrets.”

He didn’t say anything at first. But when he did, his voice was quiet. “Always, Zo.”

 

The knock came exactly when the clock on the microwave flipped to 4:00 PM.

Zoe didn’t bother hiding her eye roll as she opened the door. Alice Cullen stood on the porch like a magazine ad—perfect hair, perfect smile, perfectly poised like she hadn’t just come to sell a fantasy.

Zoe leaned on the doorframe, arms crossed over her leather jacket. “You’re punctual. Cute.”

Alice tilted her head, ever unshaken. “I wanted to talk to Charlie and make sure everything’s squared away for the weekend.”

Charlie appeared behind Zoe, drying his hands on a dishtowel. “Everything squared away for what?”

Alice smiled serenely. “Bella’s going camping with us. We’re heading out early tomorrow morning—lots of gear, and Emmett insisted on this wilderness spot way up north.” She said it like it was a routine weekend getaway and not something overly rehearsed.

Zoe made a dramatic show of zipping up her jacket. “What is this, sleepaway camp? Seriously, I’ve given better alibis for murder on less notice.”

Alice’s polite smile froze for half a second before recovering.

Charlie sighed from the threshold, clearly unimpressed. “Do we have to talk about murder like it’s a board game?” He turned to Alice. "She's kidding."

Zoe grinned without apology. “Some people have Monopoly. I have...chaotic coping mechanisms.” She shrugged. “Besides, you know how Damon can be.”

“I don’t want to know,” Charlie muttered, stepping aside so Alice could address him more directly.

“We’ll be in the mountains through Sunday. Completely off the grid,” Alice added, handing Charlie a folded note that had all the ‘emergency contacts’ neatly printed. “We’ll make sure Bella checks in when we get back.”

Charlie glanced over the list, his brow furrowing. “And you think she’s going to have cell service in the mountains?”

“We’ll find a way,” Alice replied smoothly.

Before either Swan could press her, the sound of Bella’s truck pulling into the driveway cut through the moment. Alice turned, her face softening, and waved as Bella stepped out of the cab, shouldering her overnight bag.

Zoe watched with thinly veiled skepticism as the cousins and father greeted each other. Alice gave Bella a quick rundown, then with a quick goodbye, glided back toward her car, expression unreadable.

Once her taillights had disappeared down the street, Zoe turned to Bella with an arched brow.

“A sleepover? Seriously?” she drawled. “That’s what you’re going with? I’ve seen daytime soaps pull off more believable cover stories.”

Bella looked sheepish. “It’s what we’ve got.”

Charlie crossed his arms. “I don’t love being lied to in my own house.”

Zoe patted him on the shoulder as she passed. “Relax, Uncle Charlie. I only lied to you when I was human. It builds character.”

“That makes it worse,” Charlie muttered, rubbing his face.

They all moved toward the kitchen, a natural habit. Zoe slumped into her usual seat, arms crossed, while Bella stood awkwardly by the counter.

Zoe was the first to ask, “So what’s really going on?”

Bella hesitated for a beat, then: “There’s going to be a fight.”

Charlie tensed immediately. “What kind of fight?”

Bella exhaled. “A bad one. Some new Venom Vampires. They’re not like the others. They’re new, volatile. And they’re coming here. This weekend.”

Zoe’s posture shifted subtly—less slouched, more alert.

“And let me guess,” Zoe said slowly. “Your friends are planning a charming group bonding activity involving strategy and a lot of broken bones?”

Bella nodded. “The wolves and the Cullens are working together. They’ve been training all week.”

Charlie looked between them, jaw clenched. “Is this what’s been going on in Seattle?”

Zoe’s mouth pressed into a thin line. She didn’t answer.

Charlie turned to her. “Did you know about this?”

Zoe looked down, then shrugged. “Not exactly.” Then, softly, “Bella has kept me filled in on the basics, but I’m not involved.” She hesitated. “But I’ve felt something coming. I didn’t know what it was.”

Charlie nodded once, grim. He didn’t like it—but he was used to not liking the things he couldn’t control. He turned to Bella. “So what do we do?”

Bella looked between the two people who’d become her anchors. “We stick to the plan. Keep Jenna safe. Be ready, just in case.”

Zoe reached for her bracelet, fingers brushing the worn metal like a reflex. Her eyes were dark. Steady. “Then let’s hope this sleepaway camp has good weather.”

 

Chapter 74: Eclipse: Best Laid Plans

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The afternoon sun filtered through the half-closed blinds, casting golden lines across the cluttered kitchen table. Zoe sat cross-legged on one of the chairs, her hair braided and slightly messy, spoon-feeding Jenna mashed sweet potatoes from a brightly colored plastic bowl. The baby squealed, kicking her socked feet, more orange mush on her cheeks than in her mouth.

Charlie walked in, pulling on his jacket. “I’m heading out for a bit. Gonna stop by Sue’s.”

Zoe didn’t look up right away. “She still giving you hell about forgetting to pack extra baby food last week?”

Charlie rolled his eyes. “She’s a tough woman. But no. I just… I think she’s worried.”

Zoe paused, her spoon hovering midair. “About her kids.”

Charlie nodded slowly, his voice dropping quieter. “Yeah. I mean, I’m not supposed to know. But I do. About Seth. Leah. The whole thing.”

Zoe’s gaze flicked to him—softened, but still edged. “Sue’s good at keeping things close to the chest. But even she’s gotta be struggling right now.” She hesitated, her voice gentler. “And only you can really understand what she’s going through.”

Charlie let out a dry snort. “You mean being parents to supernatural teenagers?” He shook his head, mouth twitching in something that wasn’t quite a smile. “Yeah, I guess we’ve got that in common.”

He adjusted the collar of his flannel, eyes distant. “I figure checking in’s the least I can do,” he said. “Her son might be heading into some kind of—whatever this mess is. And Leah’s not exactly... open with her feelings.”

Zoe huffed softly, almost amused. “Says the man who grunts more than he speaks.”

Charlie raised an eyebrow. “Fair.”

Zoe gave him a sly smile. “Just don’t flirt with the widow.”

Charlie snorted, grabbing his keys off the counter. “Sue and I are friends.”

“Right.” Zoe grinned. “The kind of friends who bring each other casseroles and know how each other takes their coffee.”

“Watch it,” he warned, pointing at her. “You’re lucky I like you.”

Jenna babbled from her high chair, smearing more sweet potato across the tray like she was finger painting.

Charlie looked at her with a fond smile, then back to Zoe. “You want me to take her with me? Sue wouldn’t mind.”

Zoe shook her head. “We’re good. I’ve got Life Sucker covered.”

Charlie hesitated, his protective instinct clearly warring with his trust in Zoe. But eventually, he nodded. “Alright. Call if you need anything.”

Zoe offered a mock salute. “I’ll try not to burn down the house.”

“Please don’t.”

He left with a lingering look back at Jenna, then the front door clicked shut behind him.

The house was quiet again—just the hum of the refrigerator and the baby’s happy gurgles.

Zoe exhaled slowly and looked down at her cousin, wiping the corner of Jenna’s mouth. “It’s just us now, kid.”

 

The air was too quiet. Not serene—brittle. Like the forest itself was holding its breath.

A low mist clung to the mossy ground, and the scent of damp pine lingered in the gray morning stillness. Beyond the clearing, a dogwood tree trembled softly in the breeze, its white blossoms ghost-pale against the gloom.

Edward stood at the edge of the campsite, taut but composed, his clothes rumpled from hours of motionless watching. His golden eyes tracked every flicker of movement with razor focus. Behind him, Bella hovered half-shielded by a jagged outcrop, her fingers clenched white around her sleeve.

Seth shifted beside Edward, his paws digging into the earth, a low growl humming through his chest—less warning, more promise. The fur along his shoulders bristled, ears pinned back.

A crack in the underbrush, loud enough for even Bella’s human ears to hear.

Riley emerged first, eagerness curled into his stride. Victoria followed like a ghost, deliberate, predatory. Her red hair blazed against the muted sky, her eyes twin coals of hatred—and purpose.

Her lips curled into a cruel smile as she saw Edward.

Seth lunged, catching Riley mid-step and knocking him to the ground with a snarl. Victoria whirled to flee—but froze as Edward’s voice cut through the mist:

“You won’t get another chance!”

He stepped sideways, placing himself squarely between her and Bella. Riley whimpered a few feet away, wounded and stunned.

“You want her,” Edward said evenly. “You want me to suffer the way you did when I killed James. That’s what this is about—what it's always been about.”

Victoria tilted her head, silent, patient.

But Edward hesitated. His expression shifted—confused, alert. Something in Riley’s thoughts… or perhaps something deeper. A fracture in the logic.

He narrowed his eyes. “Wait… what did you do?”

Victoria’s smirk deepened. She stepped forward, slow and measured.

“You didn’t build this army alone,” Edward said, voice darkening. “The cloaking, the coordination… That wasn’t you.”

A flicker—barely a twitch—crossed Victoria’s face. Enough.

“You had help,” Edward said. “Katherine.”

Behind him, Bella drew in a sharp breath, almost as if she recognized that name, however Edward was too busy to notice.

Edward’s mind raced—the vision Alice had described, the second Zoe, emotionless and wrong. Katherine. It had to be her.

“She’s using you,” he said, stunned. “You think she’s on your side, but she’s not. Why? What does she want?”

Victoria’s eyes glinted. That gleam of smug, dangerous knowing.

“Why?” Edward asked again.

Her voice, when it came, was syrupy smooth. “She said it didn’t matter what I wanted, only what I could get.” Her gaze sharpened. “She wanted the Cullens gone. I wanted justice. It was a fair trade.”

Edward’s jaw tensed. “What does she want with Zoe?”

Victoria’s smirk widened. “I didn’t ask.”

Then she struck.

The clearing erupted in chaos. Edward barely blocked her claws, metal on marble, while Seth snarled and lunged at Riley with renewed fury. Bella screamed behind the rock, her eyes wide with fear.

But Edward’s thoughts were splintering.

Zoe Cullen. Zoe Clark. Katherine. One face, three different women. It wasn’t possible, and yet Edward had proof to the contrary. 

This had never just been about Bella.

This was a two-front attack.

 

The door creaked open.

Zoe didn’t even look up from the changing table. “Charlie, if you forgot your—”

The sound wasn’t right.

Not the shuffle of boots or the thud of a heavy police belt. This was lighter. Quieter. Followed by the crack of wood splintering.

Zoe turned sharply, instincts locking into place.

Katherine—it could only ever be Katherine—stood just inside the doorway, one hand wrapped around half the coat stand—its jagged edge sharpened like a crude stake.

Zoe froze.

Her fingers twitched at her sides. Inside her chest, the bond with Damon zinged , panic flaring through it like a pressure spike. She didn’t know if he could feel it. She hoped he could.

Her voice was low. “How did you get an invitation?”

Katherine’s smile was razor-thin. “Easy. You’ve got such a tragic resting face. All I had to do was mope a little and your adorable little cousin said, ‘Come in, we can talk.’ ” She tsked. “It’s amazing what kindness someone shows when she thinks her favorite relative’s just having a bad day.”

Zoe’s entire body tensed, her body shifting to block Jenna from Katherine. “You should leave,” she said coldly. “Now. I’m not a weak little human anymore.”

Katherine twirled the makeshift stake between her fingers with practiced ease. “No, you’re something much worse,” she said, voice silk over steel. “It was better when you were just a cheap knockoff of me. Now you’re some Frankenstein reject. A half-blooded disaster of bad choices and borrowed power.”

Zoe stepped forward, eyes burning. “What do you want?”

“Freedom,” Katherine said simply, flashing teeth. “You may be dead, sweetheart, but your little monster isn’t.” Her smile curled cruelly. “And you? You’re not quite dead enough. That heartbeat of yours?” She tapped her chest lightly. “Means Klaus can still use you.” She tilted her head, mock-thoughtful. “Oh wait… what do you call her again? Life sucker?”

Zoe moved. A blur—faster than she’d been in months. Anger made her sharp. Fear made her brutal .

But Katherine was older. Smarter. Cruel.

She twisted mid-dodge and plunged the broken coat rack into Zoe’s side. The wooden stake cracked through ribs and anchored her to the drywall like a pinned butterfly.

Zoe gasped, knees buckling slightly. Her fingers clawed at the wood. She felt her body trying to heal around the stake.

Katherine leaned in close, her breath cold against Zoe’s cheek.

“Don’t worry,” she whispered. “I’ll take excellent care of the baby until you wake up.”

And then—with one clean twist of her wrist—Katherine snapped Zoe’s neck.

Zoe slumped forward, the world going black.

 

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Chapter 75: Eclipse: Facing the Oncoming Storm

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The boarding house was wrecked—again. Damon stood amid shattered glass and scorched curtains, breathing heavily through his nose. Across the room, Silas was gone, melted into shadow like the ghost of a headache.

Damon didn’t care.

Not about the mess. Not about Silas. Not about the bloody knuckles or the gouged floorboards.

Because he felt it.

It started like static over skin, the prickling pressure of the bond pulling tight. Zoe.

Then: burning.

Sharp pain bloomed behind his ribs. Fear. Panic. Desperation. Her emotions crashed into him like a scream underwater, tangled and muffled but unmistakable. Damon staggered back a step, gripping the mantel for support.

And then—nothing.

A void. A suffocating silence.

“Zoe?” he whispered aloud, already pulling out his phone.

He called once. No answer.

Again.

Again.

Voicemail.

No witty texts. No sarcastic voice note. No deflection. Nothing.

The ache in his chest sharpened—not from fear, but certainty. Damon Salvatore knew this feeling too well. He’d felt it the first time Klaus took Zoe, when she was dragged away to help break the curse. When the bond had gone silent—not from distance, but from force. From control. From pain.

And worse—he remembered the last time it went completely dark. When Zoe died giving birth to the little life sucker. When, for one agonizing moment, there was nothing . No emotion. No spark. No tether. 

This felt the same.

And that was what terrified him most.

He swore, running a hand through his hair, pacing in tight, volatile circles.

Don’t panic.

But panic was already clawing its way up his throat.

He scrolled through his contacts. Hesitated. Growled in frustration and hit call.

“Charlie Swan,” came the gruff voice on the other end.

Damon’s voice was low, urgent. “Chief, it’s Damon.”

A pause.

“What happened?”

That was all Charlie said. No questions. No sarcasm. Just a father’s gut recognizing something was wrong.

“I think Zoe’s in trouble,” Damon said quietly, seriously. “I felt it. Through the bond.”

Charlie’s breath hitched almost imperceptibly. “Where?”

“I don’t know. It went…blank. Dead quiet.”

There was a scrape of movement on the other line—Charlie grabbing keys, probably already moving.

“She was home earlier,” Charlie said. “Told me she had Jenna. Told me not to worry.”

“Well, I’m worried,” Damon snapped. “I’ve never felt her like that." Not since he'd snapped her neck, not that Damon wanted to remember that sensation. "Not even with Klaus. It was pain, Charlie. And then it was gone.

Charlie didn’t respond right away.

“Check the house,” Damon said firmly. “I’m on my way.”

“Damon—”

“If something happened to her,” Damon growled, “you call me. Immediately.”

The line went dead before Charlie could respond.

And Damon was already moving.

 

Charlie stepped through the front door and froze.

The silence hit him first. No baby cooing. No sarcastic niece muttering under her breath. Just… silence.

Then he saw it.

The hallway was a mess of quiet violence.

The rug had been shoved halfway across the floor, bunched beneath one leg of the entryway table, which now sat at an awkward angle. The coat rack was broken clean in half—its jagged end missing—while a handful of Zoe’s leather jackets lay scattered in a heap like fallen armor. One of Jenna’s stuffed animals, pink and soft with drooping ears, was crumpled at the base of the stairs, its seams darkened with dirt.

But it was the blood that stopped Charlie cold.

A smear along the wall—dried now, dark and rust-colored—trailing just beneath the coat hooks. A lot for a human. Maybe a lot for a hybrid vampire, he wasn’t sure.

Charlie’s breath caught. His pulse thundered in his ears.  For a moment, the present slipped, and he was back in the past—last year, the porch steps slick with blood, Zoe’s body crumpled like a broken thing on the threshold. She had looked so small in that hospital bed, tubes in her nose, a ventilator keeping her breathing when she couldn’t.  It had taken everything in him not to fall apart then.

And now, standing in this quiet, shattered hallway, that same helpless dread returned like a punch to the gut. That something terrible had come through his front door. His niece had been hurt in his home. Again.

“Zoe?” he called, already knowing she wouldn’t answer.

His boots echoed as he moved through the house. The living room lamp had been knocked over, its bulb shattered like glass snowflakes across the floor. A cup sat spilled on the kitchen counter, still dripping water into the sink. There was no blood—thank God—but the energy in the air was wrong. Something had happened. Something fast. Violent.

He didn’t stop to think. The only thought in his mind was that the boys at the Rez had been acting hostile towards Zoe for months and two of the girls he was responsible for were missing.

He grabbed the phone off the wall and dialed the number from memory. His hand shook as it rang once, twice—

“Hello?” Billy’s voice came, wary.

Charlie didn’t waste time.

“They’re gone,” he said flatly. “Zoe. Jenna. The house—” he swallowed hard. “It looks like there was a struggle.”

Billy was silent.

Charlie’s voice dropped an octave, low and deadly. “Tell me what you know.” He wasn't talking to his best friend. He was talking to a man that thought his niece was dangerous and was friendly with werewolves. Werewolves that could possibly kill his niece with just one bite.

“I—Charlie, I—”

“If I find out you knew something about this, Billy—if you knew something was coming and said nothing— we don’t come back from that.” Charlie was over pretending. Billy was his best friend of thirty years and if one of his wolves attacked Charlie’s niece, especially with Jenna in the house, he’d never forgive Billy.

There was a rustle, like Billy had moved away from the receiver. Then his voice, rougher now: “You need to calm down—”

Don’t. ” Charlie’s voice cracked. “Don’t tell me to calm down when my niece and that little girl are missing. Charlie’s voice dropped again, icy and final. “They’re mine, Billy. Zoe, Jenna, Bella—they’re mine . You understand me? If any of your people laid a finger on them—”

“They didn’t,” Billy interrupted quickly. “I promise you, Charlie.”

Another beat of silence.

“Would you tell me if they did?”

“…I think you already know the answer to that.”

Charlie's chest rose and fell, uneven pants. Because, dammit, he still believed Billy, even after these tense months. And Billy may not deserve an explanation, but he deserved a warning. It was all Charlie had left to give. "If something happens to them and one of your boys was the cause...Zoe's friends aren't the type of people who forgive that." And with that, Charlie hung up. 

He stood in the wreckage of his home, in the silence where laughter and crying and sarcastic quips used to live. And for the first time in a long time, Charlie Swan didn’t feel like a police chief.

He felt like a father.

And someone had taken his girls.

 

Edward burst into the clearing, barely more than a blur against the wind-tossed trees. The battle was over, but the air still hummed with tension, the scent of ash and blood clinging stubbornly to the forest floor.

Everyone looked up as he arrived—Carlisle, Jasper, Emmett, Rosalie, Alice—but it was Alice who narrowed her eyes first.

“You’re off,” she said softly, moving closer. “Something—”

“Later,” Edward cut in, his voice tight. His eyes flicked briefly to Bella, pale and still shaken where she stood beside Seth. She hadn’t spoken since the fight ended.

Alice hesitated, catching the strain in her brother’s face, the thoughts spinning behind his eyes like jagged glass.

But before she could press further, a wind shifted.

From the northern edge of the trees, cloaked figures appeared. The Volturi. Jane, Demetri and Felix.

Edward tensed. He could feel the weight of Katherine’s betrayal still coiling through his thoughts. The army, the deception, the way she used Victoria as a pawn—and her fixation on Zoe.

But it stayed with him, coiled behind every word he didn’t say.

He didn’t know what Katherine wanted, but it wasn’t just vengeance. And whatever it was… it wasn’t over.

Not by a long shot.

 

Notes:

Zoe's still unconscious while this chapter takes place, so we don't see her. But we do see the strain of Charlie's relationship with Billy and Damon choosing Zoe, his best friend, over everyone else.

Chapter 76: Eclipse: Everything Falls Apart...Again

Summary:

This chapter focuses on Carlisle’s reaction to learning that something has happened to Zoe. He does his best to stay in control, but underneath, his worry shows through. It’s important to note that until they reach the Swan house, neither the Cullens nor Bella know that Zoe and Jenna are missing—they only know that someone named Katherine is targeting Zoe.

For me, the most exciting part to write was Bella and Rosalie’s reactions. Bella struggles with the weight of Zoe’s secrets, torn between protecting her cousin’s trust and fearing that her silence might be putting Zoe in greater danger. Rosalie, on the other hand, has been fighting to earn back Zoe’s trust—and now Zoe is gone before that reconciliation can truly happen.

Notes:

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The silence after the Volturi’s departure was almost deafening. No one moved. The forest felt too still—too brittle, like even the trees were holding their breath.

Carlisle finally broke the stillness. “I need to get to the reservation,” he said quietly. “Jacob’s injuries were extensive. His right side—”

“Wait,” Edward interrupted. His voice was low, urgent. “It’s not over.”

The Cullens froze.

“What do you mean?” Alice asked gently, but her worry already bloomed in her eyes.

Edward looked at Bella, his expression strained, conflicted. “It’s Zoe.”

Carlisle’s head snapped toward Edward, the name catching in his chest. A tight coil of dread twisted through him.

“Explain,” he demanded, his voice sharper than he intended.

Rosalie hissed, stepping forward. “They attacked her?”

Edward shook his head grimly. “Not they. Victoria had help. An accomplice. Her name is Katherine.” He hesitated. “She wasn’t like us.”

At the name, Bella flinched. Jasper’s gaze snapped to her, eyes narrowing as he read the spike of fear rolling off her like a wave. “You know that name,” he said, more statement than question. Not quite an accusation, though it landed like one.

Carlisle felt his jaw tighten. Katherine. A stranger’s name, but spoken with the weight of history. And Zoe’s history, if Bella’s reaction meant anything. His mind rushed to the memory of Zoe’s wary eyes, the way she had bristled whenever he tried to get close, the edge of fear beneath her defiance. He had thought it was simply distrust of him, of his family—but what if it was something darker?

Carlisle stepped closer, his gaze steady. “Bella, what do you know?”

Bella’s lips parted, then closed. She looked away.

“Bella.” Emmett’s voice was uncharacteristically serious.

“I can’t,” she snapped, the crack in her voice betraying her emotions. “You all left. You don’t get to swoop in now and demand to know everything. Zoe and I—" Her voice broke. “We had to pick up the pieces. You weren’t here.”

The words struck Carlisle harder than he expected. He hadn’t been there. For Bella, or for Zoe. And now Zoe—difficult, guarded Zoe—might be facing a threat his family didn’t see coming. He hated the thought of her being hurt again, hospital bound or worse. He hated thinking that she was keeping secrets that could get her killed.

The unease burrowed deeper, tugging at memories he rarely allowed himself to touch. Another face—exactly like this Zoe’s—staring up at him from the forest floor decades ago, broken and bloodied, yet defiant even in her pain. His wife. The woman he had saved, turned, loved. She had survived, but she had never told him what had left her so torn and battered that night. She had carried that secret to the end of her days, a locked door Carlisle had never been able to open. And now here was Zoe, carrying the same look in her eyes, the same refusal to speak. The same resemblance to danger itself.

“We’re here now,” Alice said gently.

Bella looked at Edward, torn.

He stepped closer, lowering his voice. “She’s in danger, Bella. If you know something that could help us—help her—you have to say it.”

Bella hesitated, jaw tight. “Zoe can handle herself.”

Carlisle’s stomach churned. She was young, reckless, too willing to carry burdens in silence. The image of her fragile frame, her carefully constructed indifference, gnawed at him. He couldn’t stop the new memories pressing in—Zoe shivering in the forest when he first found her on Christmas, pale and brittle like a dying flame; Zoe lying unconscious in the hospital, monitors beeping uselessly around her; her voice raw as she begged him to make her feel something when the emptiness became too much. The way she had looked at him in that moment—pleading, vulnerable, trusting, beautiful—was burned into him, as indelible as any scar.  Could Zoe handle herself? He wasn’t sure she could, but all the same no one should have to.

“What if she can’t?” Rosalie asked. “What if she needs our help?”

Bella looked away again, but the images surfaced anyway: Zoe’s haunted expression whenever Katherine was mentioned. The way her voice grew cold, flat. The rare flash of fear that never left her eyes. Bella swallowed hard.

“She’s met Katherine before,” she said quietly. “It usually doesn’t end well. Not for either of them.”

“Katherine would hurt her?” Carlisle asked gently.

Bella nodded. “She’d kill her if given the chance. She’s cruel. She doesn’t care about human life—or any life. Zoe… Zoe’s scared of her. Even when she was just...” Bella trailed off, remembering just in time who she was talking to.

The Cullens exchanged uneasy glances.

Carlisle felt the weight of the pause, the deliberate omission. Even when she was just what? Human? Vulnerable? His mind spun, questions he couldn’t voice clashing with the urgent need to protect her. Every instinct—doctor, father, something deeper he refused to name—screamed that Zoe was more fragile than she let on.

But before anyone could respond, Edward turned, his face pale. “Why do they look alike?” he asked, remembering Alice's visions. “Zoe. Katherine. And—” he turned toward Rosalie and Carlisle, his eyes sharp. “Our Zoe.”

A tense silence followed.

Carlisle’s breath caught. Look alike? The idea was absurd, and yet… Edward’s words struck too close to truths he couldn’t explain. Zoe’s face, Katherine’s face—and the face of the woman he had once loved and lost. The other Zoe. The likeness was undeniable. Impossible. His mind rejected the coincidence even as his gut twisted with certainty. How much danger had Zoe been carrying alone? And why hadn’t he seen it sooner?

Bella shifted and stared at the ground in front of her. She didn't like lying to Edward—or any of the Cullens—but this was Zoe. And Zoe's secrets were dangerous to everyone, the Cullens included. Zoe and Damon had always told Charlie and her that the less people who knew, the better. What would happen if she told the Cullens and then Aro read one of their minds? Or, maybe one of the Cullens would tell their "cousins" in Alaska. Or, worse, they'd confront Zoe and she'd take Jenna and leave.

Carlisle’s eyes narrowed on Bella. “You know why, don’t you?”

Bella bit her lip, then nodded—just once.

Rosalie stared. “Then tell us.”

“I can’t.” Bella’s voice was barely a whisper. “It’s not my secret. It’s Zoe’s. And if she’s in danger—really in danger—we’re wasting time.”

Edward was already moving. “Then let’s go.”

The rest of the family followed, silent but resolute.

The forest swallowed their footsteps, but Carlisle lingered a moment longer, unease prickling under his skin. He shouldn’t feel this invested—Zoe wasn’t his wife, wasn’t his responsibility. She was just Bella's cousin. And yet the thought of her facing this threat alone left his chest tight, his resolve sharper than it should have been. He hated how much it mattered. Hated that it felt like it was his burden to carry.

Ahead of him, Bella hesitated, her shoulders stiff with the same worry he carried but wouldn’t voice. She didn’t need to. He could read it in the way she lingered, the way she finally forced herself forward. They were both bound to Zoe, in different ways neither of them could explain.

 

Zoe came to with a sharp gasp, the air thick with iron and rot. Her wrists burned instantly, chained high above her head with silver-lined cuffs soaked in vervain. The metal sizzled against her skin. The wall behind her was cold, damp, and slick already with her blood. Her legs barely held her weight, trembling with weakness and rage.

Her first thought: Jenna.

Her eyes snapped open, darting around the dim space. There was no crib. No coos. No trace of her little life sucker.

Only Katherine.

The older vampire leaned lazily against the far wall, arms crossed, her expression smug and feline. Her silhouette was poised in the flickering candlelight, a monster in designer boots.

Zoe's voice scraped out, hoarse and raw. “Katherine.”

She coughed, spitting metal-tanged blood onto the floor. “I’d say it’s a pleasure to see you, but…”

Katherine smirked. “You’re so like Damon. Two peas in a violent, self-righteous pod.”

Zoe lifted her chin despite the pain. “Where is she?”

Katherine’s smile widened, all teeth and cruelty. “You mean your cousin?” She gave a mocking pout. “She’s just darling, isn’t she? Big eyes. Bit of an attitude. She didn’t like the bottle I gave her. Must take after her real father. Whoever that is.” Katherine raised her eyebrows in an obvious taunt. "But that face...she looks just like us. Not quite a doppelganger, but not nothing either."

Zoe’s snarl was instinctive. “You touch one hair on her head—”

“You’ll what?” Katherine’s voice was syrupy, but her eyes glittered cold. “Bleed on me harder?”

Zoe bared her teeth. “Jenna’s not a doppelgänger. She’s no use to Klaus.”

“Oh, sweetie,” Katherine crooned, pushing off the wall. “I think you’re underestimating how interesting that child is.” She circled Zoe slowly, a predator savoring the moment. “Two parts vampire. One part Bennett spell. Tied up in you. Tied up in her father. You really didn’t think that would draw attention?”

“You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I always know what I’m talking about.” Katherine’s smile turned feral. “I had witches examine the child. She's more than just some freak hybrid spawn. She's magic wrapped in myth and blood. A loose thread in a very old tapestry.” She leaned in close. “And the wrong people are starting to notice.”

Zoe’s eyes flared with fury. “Hurt her, and I will kill you.”

Katherine arched a brow. “You're starting to sound like Damon, Zoe. What happened to the witty cheerleader from Mystic Falls?”

Silence crackled between them.

Zoe’s jaw trembled as she gritted her teeth against the burning in her arms. “Damon will come. You know that, right? He’s probably already on his way. You think vervain will stop him?”

Katherine rolled her eyes. “Of course he’ll come. You bonded fools always do. But even Damon has to play by the rules sometimes.” She paused, tilting her head. “But don’t worry. I’ll let him see what’s left of you when I’m done.”

Zoe stared at her, unflinching, even as her strength threatened to give out.

Katherine stepped back, surveying Zoe like a painting she didn’t quite like. “You know,” she said slowly, almost amused, “Klaus is going to be thrilled to see you again. Heart still beating, blood still yours…mostly” She tilted her head. “I think he always had a little crush on you. Not sure why. I never cared for lost causes and pale imitations of myself.”

Zoe didn’t look away. “You should’ve finished me already.”

“Oh, sweet Zoe,” Katherine cooed, mock-sweet. “I don’t want you dead. I’m going to slap a bow on you and hand-deliver you—and your little demon spawn—right to Klaus’s doorstep.”

She turned, heels clicking across stone, disappearing into the darkness with a flutter of her jacket.

Zoe’s head dropped forward, breath ragged. Her wrists screamed. Her bond to Damon ached.

And still—her thoughts were only of Jenna.

 

The sound of tires skidding broke the stillness on Sparrow Lane.

A convoy of sleek cars screeched to a stop outside the Swan house, their dark silhouettes slicing through the late afternoon gloom. The Cullens didn’t wait. Doors flew open in near unison, feet pounding up the front steps with supernatural urgency.

But it was Bella—the human girl in their midst—who reached the door first.

“Dad!” she shouted, breath catching in her throat as her hand fumbled with the handle. “Dad?!”

The door slammed open. She froze.

The living room looked like a warzone.

One wall had a gaping hole punched through the drywall, the edge blackened by dried blood that dripped to the floorboards. Zoe’s leather jackets lay crumpled in the corner. A broken picture frame was shattered under the coffee table.

The Cullens filed in behind her, each one taking in the scene from a different angle.

Rosalie sucked in a sharp breath, her hand flying to her mouth before she forced it back down, fists clenching tight at her sides. Her gaze lingered on the jackets, as though expecting Zoe herself to emerge from beneath them, and the tremor in her shoulders betrayed what she wouldn’t say aloud.

Emmett’s eyes narrowed, his body shifting closer to Bella protectively, though his focus kept darting back to the blood smeared across the wall. The line of his jaw was hard, unyielding, the expression he wore when he wanted to break something but couldn’t.

Jasper’s nostrils flared at the scent of blood, sharp and metallic, wrong somehow. His brow furrowed as he tried to parse it. There was fear in the air—fresh, raw—and it didn’t belong to Charlie. It belonged to Zoe. The realization made him go still, every muscle locking tight.

But beneath it, threaded faintly, was something stranger. Smaller. Like a ripple against his senses, unformed but undeniable. Terror—but not the kind born of reason. It was sharper, more primal. Infant terror. Jenna’s. Jasper’s throat tightened, the echo of it rattling through him in a way that made his control slip for the briefest second. He didn’t say a word, but the haunted look in his eyes was enough to still Alice beside him.

Carlisle stepped into the room last, his gaze sweeping the wreckage with a physician’s eye. The splatter told a story he didn’t want to read. The volume wasn’t enough for fatal blood loss, but it was enough to know Zoe hadn’t walked away unscathed. His mouth pressed into a thin line, but his hands curled into fists behind his back, hidden from view.

No one commented that the blood didn’t smell as strong as it should. That it didn’t reek of death. But the silence was heavy with implication.

If Zoe had bled, what about Jenna? The thought hung in the air, unspoken, tightening the room around them. Rosalie’s head turned sharply toward Charlie, her eyes narrowing as though she could will the answer from him. Emmett’s lips parted, ready to demand it, before Edward’s faint shake of the head warned him back.

The silence pressed heavier with every passing second. Zoe was strong, stubborn, and reckless—maybe she could survive this. But Jenna? An infant, so new to the world, barely able to sit up, utterly defenseless. The image settled over them all at once: Zoe caught in a fight she hadn’t chosen, one arm wrapped around her screaming cousin, trying to shield her from blows she couldn’t afford to take. Even the smallest cut, the briefest stumble, could spell disaster when a baby was in her arms.

Rosalie’s hands curled into fists at her sides, her breath coming sharp through her nose. Emmett shifted his weight like he needed to move, to act, to punch something before the fear hollowing out his chest devoured him whole. Jasper closed his eyes, because he could still feel it—faint, panicked, unformed terror leaking from the baby herself, a soundless cry pressed into his senses. And Carlisle… Carlisle’s gaze lingered on the bloodstain too long, his expression unreadable but his jaw tight enough to crack.

Charlie appeared from the hallway, eyes wild, shotgun in hand, and froze the second he saw her.

“Bells,” he exhaled, lowering the weapon slightly. Relief warred with exhaustion on his face. “Thank God.”

She ran to him without thinking. “Dad, where is she—?”

“Tell me she was with you.” His voice cracked. “Tell me Zoe was just being an idiot. That she scared me on purpose and took Jenna with her. That they’re fine and went looking for you.”

Bella’s heart fell.

She couldn’t say it. She couldn’t lie, not now.

“Damon called,” Charlie added, voice quieter now. “He’s gonna come.”

That one name sent a ripple of tension through the room. The Cullens didn’t recognize it, but Bella did. And her silence told them enough.

Carlisle stepped forward then, hands slightly raised in a gesture of calm. His gaze flicked once to the blood on the wall, then back to Charlie, careful not to linger too long. “Who’s Damon?” he asked, a physician’s concern in his tone. “Was Zoe with him?” His voice was steady, but his jaw tightened almost imperceptibly when Charlie’s answer didn’t come fast enough.

Charlie stiffened. “No,” he said gruffly. “She wasn’t. And I don’t know where she is.”

He didn’t offer more. Didn't talk about the blood in his living room. Didn’t mention what else he knew. Didn’t say the word vampire. But his tone—low and raw—warned them not to push.

Carlisle’s lips pressed into a thin line, but he inclined his head slightly, signaling restraint. His eyes met Charlie’s, searching, as though he could will the man to give him something—anything—without forcing it. He exchanged a look with Edward, who only shook his head. Not now.

Rosalie moved toward the bloodstain, jaw tight. Her fists clenched at her sides.

Edward crouched near the damage, his brow furrowing. “There was a fight,” he said quietly. “But something doesn’t add up. The scene feels… off.”

“Where’s Jenna?” Bella asked, her voice suddenly small.

Charlie looked at her, and his silence was louder than any siren.

“Gone,” he said finally.

The word dropped like a stone.

The room fell into stillness, brittle and cold.

Rosalie made a small noise in her throat. Emmett cursed under his breath. Jasper moved closer to the shattered photo frame, studying it like it might offer an answer.

Carlisle’s shoulders stiffened, a flicker of something unreadable in his expression before he masked it. He straightened. “We need to find her.”

“She’s not your responsibility,” Charlie snapped, a flash of protectiveness in his tone that had Jasper raising an eyebrow. “Damon’s coming-”

Carlisle didn’t flinch at the words. He only tilted his head, regarding Charlie with quiet intensity before replying. “No, she’s not.” His voice was low, deliberate. “But she matters to all of us.” The last words carried a weight that was more personal than he intended, and he looked away too quickly.

Bella stepped forward. “We’ll find her, dad. All of us.”

But even as she said it, her stomach twisted.

Because Jenna wasn’t just gone.

Zoe was gone too.

And Bella wasn’t sure who to be more afraid for.

 

The hum of traffic buzzed low beneath the roar of Damon’s engine, but it barely registered. He was halfway to Sea-Tac, tires gripping the highway like claws, when he jabbed his finger against the screen of his phone.

“Pick up, pick up, pick up—”

Bonnie answered on the fourth ring, voice clipped with sleep and worry. “Damon?”

“She’s gone.”

The line went silent. He could practically feel her sit up straighter. “Who, Damon? Elena-”

“Zoe. And Jenna,” he snapped. “I need a locator spell. Now.”

Bonnie exhaled, and Damon hated that sound—tired, heavy with knowledge she didn’t want to say out loud. “You know I can’t track Zoe. Abby’s protection spell blocks anything that tries to find her directly. Even me.”

He gritted his teeth, swerving around a minivan. “Try harder.”

“That’s not how magic works, Damon—”

“There has to be another way.” His voice cracked, the bond between him and Zoe still hollow, painfully silent. “I am not losing Life Sucker and Zoe. Not again.”

Bonnie was quiet, but her voice turned razor-sharp. “Wait—Jenna too?”

His throat bobbed. “Yeah. I said that. Keep up.”

She inhaled sharply, already shifting into spell-mode. “Okay. Okay. I might not be able to track Zoe, but Jenna? That’s different. She’s not cloaked.”

A flicker of hope bloomed, fragile and aching.

“You can do it?” he asked, cautious.

“I can try,” Bonnie said. “I need something of hers. Hair. Clothing. A pacifier. Anything that’s been close to her.”

“A picture?” Damon asked, already opening his texts. “Zoe just mailed me a bunch. They’re at the Boarding House.”

“That would work,” Bonnie said, quick and certain.

Damon swallowed, the first flicker of hope piercing the dark weight pressing on his chest. “I’ll call Stefan. Get him to bring them to you. I'm already on my way to the airport.”

He hesitated. “Bonnie—thank you.”

She didn’t say you’re welcome. Just: “Hurry.”

And the line went dead.

 

Alice stood by the far window, arms folded tightly across her chest, her jaw rigid with frustration. The light flickered in her golden eyes as she turned back to the room.

“She’s alive,” she said flatly.

Bella’s breath caught.

“How can you tell?” Carlisle asked gently.

“My visions are warped again,” Alice muttered, voice clipped. “Clouded. Bent around her like static. But that only happens with her. Which means… she’s alive. I just can’t see what’s happening.”

A brief, grim silence settled over the Cullen living room.

“That’s not enough,” Rosalie snapped. “If Katherine has her, we need more than a maybe.”

“Alice is doing everything she can,” Jasper defended his mate.

Emmett frowned. “It could be a trap. Or worse—what if she the one who turned Zoe into...whatever she is?”

“She’s not gone,” Bella said firmly, though her voice was quieter than usual. “I’d know.”

Edward stood at her side, tense. “You know something,” he said. “You’ve always known more than you’ve told us.”

Bella’s eyes flicked to him, hurt and guarded. “And you always assumed you had a right to all of it.”

“We’re trying to save her,” Rosalie insisted. “And the baby. If there’s something that can help us—”

Bella shook her head. “I’m not giving up her secrets. Not again. You weren’t here before—you don’t know what we went through.”

“You’re being reckless,” Edward said sharply.

Bella rounded on him. “No. I’m being loyal.

Another silence fell, heavier than the first. Jasper’s hands flexed at his sides, soaking up the tension pressing against him from every angle. Emmett swore under his breath. Rosalie turned away with a sound of frustration, pacing like a caged animal. Even Alice’s stillness was taut, like a wire stretched to breaking.

Bella met Carlisle’s gaze, surprising the vampire when she held it. His eyes—so often calm, unshakable—were tight with something close to fear. He hated how much she could see it, how much he was letting it show.

Something flashed across her face briefly—guilt, or maybe regret. Finally, she exhaled, her voice trembling only slightly. “This isn’t the first time someone's come for Zoe. Katherine’s been in her life before. She... she hurt her once. I don’t know how she survived it then, but she did. And she’ll survive this too—if we stop arguing and actually do something useful.”

Bella met Carlisle's gaze, surprising the vampire when she held it. Something flashed across her face briefly—guilt, or maybe regret. Finally, she exhaled, her voice trembling only slightly. “This isn’t the first time someone's come for Zoe. Katherine’s been in her life before. She... she hurt her once. I don’t know how she survived it then, but she did. And she’ll survive this too—if we stop arguing and actually do something useful.”

Carlisle’s eyes narrowed slightly, his mind clearly spinning, connecting dots he didn’t have enough of. There was too much he didn’t know. Too many blank spaces. Secrets Zoe had kept from him—just like the other Zoe had. The same pattern. The same danger. And now Jenna was caught in it too.

“She’s strong,” Bella finished, quieter now. “But I don’t know how long she can hold out. And I don’t know what Katherine wants with her. Or with Jenna.”

At the mention of the baby’s name, the room shifted again—harder. Protective instincts stirred in every vampire present. Rosalie froze like stone, her hands curling tight. Jasper’s chest expanded, slow and deliberate, as if to hold back the swell of panic that wasn’t his own. Emmett muttered a curse low in his throat. Carlisle’s fists tightened behind his back, unseen, but Edward caught the flicker of the thought and looked at him sharply.

“We will find her,” Jasper said at last, steady and calm.

Bella didn’t answer. But her expression said it all: You’d better.

 

Chapter 77: Eclipse: What's Left in the Wake

Notes:

I posted two chapters yesterday (one at 8pm ET). Make sure you go back and read them both if you want to see everyone's response to Zoe going missing. This chapter follows directly where that left off.

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Jenna’s cries had been building for nearly twenty minutes—thin at first, then louder, more desperate. Now, they echoed off the metal walls of the abandoned warehouse like a siren.

Across the room, in a travel crib that had clearly seen better days, the baby kicked her blanket off again, red-faced and wailing.

Katherine’s eye twitched. “Make it stop,” she muttered, pacing with feline agitation. “I’ve tortured diplomats with more grace than this.”

Zoe, chained and bloodied, leaned her head back against the wall. Her voice was rough, but her smirk cut clean. She forced it there, wearing Damon’s armor even as her heart hammered. “Guess maternal instinct skipped your doppelgänger generation, huh?”

Katherine turned slowly, her eyes burning. “Careful.”

Zoe swallowed hard, but she let her smirk widen, trying to hear Damon’s mocking drawl in her head, trying to make him proud. “Oh, come on,” Zoe rasped. “You played house with Elijah for a year, pretended to care about the Salvatores, but the second a baby cries, you look ready to punt her into next week.”

Katherine’s smile sharpened, brittle and dangerous. “Do you want to see how close I’m willing to get?”

Zoe’s stomach twisted, terror crawling up her spine—but she refused to let Katherine see it. Not here. Not with Jenna’s cries echoing behind her.

Zoe’s breath caught as Katherine took a slow step toward the crib, head tilted, lips parting in mock sympathy. “Maybe what she needs,” Katherine murmured, “is a little silence.”

Zoe’s chains rattled as she surged forward instinctively. “Don’t you touch her!” Her voice cracked on the last word, fear bleeding through despite the steel she tried to summon.

But then—

A crack.

Glass exploded across the room as the narrow, dust-caked window above the crib shattered outward, as if something inside the building had burst free.

Katherine jerked back, shielding her face from the spray of jagged shards.

Jenna’s cry didn’t stop—it rose, loud and defiant, almost... powerful.

Zoe stared, chest heaving, caught between raw terror and a flicker of awe. “Well,” she croaked, voice unsteady, “looks like someone’s not a fan of threats.”

Katherine stared at the shattered glass, something flickering in her expression—uncertainty. Worry.

For the first time since this began, Katherine took a step back.

And Jenna, hiccupping now, finally quieted.

 

The air was heavy with pine and tension. The Cullens stood in a loose formation just beyond the treeline, quiet except for the occasional rustle of branches or the soft scuff of a boot against dirt.

Bella lingered near Edward, her arms wrapped around herself like a shield.

“We need to track her,” Jasper said evenly. “Whatever we can follow—her scent, her movement—anything that’ll give us a lead.” His eyes flicked briefly to Rosalie, then back to the ground, the taut set of his shoulders betraying the storm beneath his calm tone. He wasn’t just being pragmatic—he was restless, protective. This was Zoe. His friend.

“I already ran the perimeter,” Emmett muttered, jaw clenched. “Nothing. Whoever took her didn’t leave much behind.”

Alice closed her eyes again, her brows drawn tight. “It’s still... hazy. Wrong. Like trying to see through dirty water.” Her voice wavered on the last word. Alice didn’t like the sensation of blindness, not when it came to Zoe. She opened her eyes again, wary, scanning the treeline as if something might lunge at them from the shadows.

Rosalie paced, agitation rolling off her in waves. “We’re wasting time.”

Edward’s gaze flicked sharply toward Bella. “You knew more at Charlie’s house too.”

Bella’s head snapped up, defensive. “You read his mind?”

Edward’s mouth was tight. “I can’t turn it off.”

“You weren’t supposed to,” Bella hissed. “That was his. That was private.”

“Private,” Edward said coolly, “or another secret you’re both keeping for Zoe? He wasn’t thinking about her at all—he was replaying an old baseball game on a loop. That’s what my family does when they don't want me to hear what’s really in their head. So tell me, Bella. Does Charlie know about us?”

The Cullens all turned to her, suspicion thickening the air. Carlisle’s brows furrowed slightly, and though his voice remained silent, his gaze lingered on Bella longer than the others. He hated pressing her, hated the thought of frightening her—but the gnawing dread in his chest demanded answers. If Zoe and Jenna were in danger, every secret could cost them. And if Charlie truly knew about them? Carlisle’s stomach sank at the thought. The Volturi had already been too close, their eyes on Forks and on the family. Another human tangled up in the secret—even inadvertently—could tip the balance, invite scrutiny they couldn’t afford. One whisper in the wrong ear, one slip, and it wouldn’t just be Zoe or Jenna in danger. It would be all of them.

Bella crossed her arms, chin tilting upward. “It’s not your business.”

“That sounds like yes,” Rosalie bit out.

Bella’s mouth curved in something that wasn’t quite a smile. “If Charlie knew you were vampires, do you really think he’d let me date Edward? Or let Carlisle work at the hospital? He’s the chief of police.”

Edward’s voice hardened. “Something did slip through your father's thoughts. He was thinking about the reservation. About Billy. And he was very clear—if the Rez had anything to do with what happened to Zoe, he wouldn’t stop Damon from killing him.”

The name landed like a spark in dry grass. Emmett’s brows pulled down. Jasper’s jaw flexed. Even Alice opened her eyes, sharp and cutting.

Bella’s answer was flat, cold. “Good. If they took Jenna and Zoe, then they deserve what’s coming to them.” Her tone had none of the softness they remembered, none of the hesitation of the girl who once begged them to show mercy. It was sharp, merciless—and it sounded far too much like Zoe.

Rosalie sucked in a sharp breath. Carlisle’s expression pinched, his unease cutting deeper now. He didn’t like what Zoe’s absence was doing to Bella, didn’t like the hardness creeping into her voice. Worry pressed against his ribs, sharper than before.

“Who is Damon?” Alice pressed.

Bella’s answer was immediate, too quick. “Zoe’s friend.”

“Not enough,” Jasper said, steady but insistent. His voice carried a quiet edge, protective in a way the others recognized. He had stood beside Zoe before, and the thought of her gone—or worse, Jenna taken with her—lit something fierce behind his calm. “If he’s dangerous—”

“He’s not dangerous to her,” Bella snapped. Her voice wavered, then hardened again. “Or me or Jenna or even Charlie. And I’m not going to be the one to tell him we lost her. He's her best friend—her ex. They call themselves soul mates, and if I have tell him that Zoe and Jenna are gone...that would break him.”

Edward turned to Bella. “Bella, if there’s anything else—anything Zoe told you...”

Bella shook her head. “I told you everything I can.”

That’s when Rosalie snapped. “If you’re not going to help us by giving actual information,” she said, voice sharp as a blade, “then stay out of our way.”

Bella flinched, caught off guard.

“Rosalie—” Edward warned, but she wasn’t finished.

“We’re trying to save her,” Rosalie continued, eyes fierce. “You might think keeping secrets is noble or protective, but it’s not helping her. Or Jenna. It’s just making it harder.”

“I’m not—” Bella started, but her voice broke, guilt creeping in.

Carlisle stepped between them gently. “Rosalie.”

Rosalie backed off, but the damage was done.

“Go home,” Edward said quietly. “I'll keep you updated.”

Bella hesitated, torn, before nodding slowly and turning away. Edward trailed behind her silently.

As she disappeared through the trees, Rosalie exhaled hard and muttered, “We need to find her. Fast.”

 

Sue Clearwater stepped onto the porch of the Black house, the screen door creaking as she pushed it open. The familiar scent of cedar and old coffee clung to the air inside. Billy was by the kitchen table, a mug in hand, while Jacob lay sprawled on the worn couch, one arm in a sling, his brow furrowed even in sleep.

Sue’s eyes immediately softened. “How is he?”

Billy didn’t look up. “He’ll heal,” he said simply. “Fast, thanks to what he is. Slower than usual this time, though. Took a hell of a hit.”

Sue nodded, swallowing the ache in her throat. “I figured I’d check in. I know Charlie would’ve come himself if—”

Billy looked up at that, meeting her gaze.

“Sue,” he said slowly, voice low, “Charlie’s real upset.”

Her chest tightened. “I know. With everything going on with Sam and—”

“No.” Billy cut in. “I mean upset about Zoe. And the baby. Something happened.”

Sue’s eyes narrowed. “What happened?”

Billy sighed, leaning back in his chair. “They’re gone. Vanished. House torn apart. It was bloody, apparently.”

“What?” Her voice dropped, horrified.

Billy’s gaze flicked toward the sleeping form of his son before returning to her. “Charlie thinks it was us. The pack.”

Sue’s spine straightened, her jaw clenching. “That’s not possible. He knows we would never—”

“Wouldn’t we?” Billy asked quietly, his voice a low rumble. “Zoe Clark and that baby… we don’t know what they are. Or if they’re dangerous. If they are, the pack will act to protect our people.”

Sue stepped back, sharp and hurt. “I’ve told you a thousand times, Billy— that baby is just a baby.” Her voice cracked, then sharpened again. “And Zoe Clark may be strange. She may be angry. But she’s a good kid.” Her lips drew into a hard line. “Charlie should know we’d come to him before the pack acted on anything.”

Billy sighed, shoulders heavy. “He’s not thinking clearly. His niece is missing. His house looked like a battlefield. Jenna’s gone. And he knows we’ve had our… suspicions.”

Sue slowly sank into the chair across from him, hands trembling slightly. “I told him he could trust us. I told her she’d be safe.” Her voice dropped to a whisper. “And now—”

Billy’s expression softened, if only by a fraction. “They’ll find them, Sue. Whatever’s going on, it’s not us. Charlie will see that. He just needs time.”

But Sue barely heard him. Her eyes were glassy, fixed on nothing. “If it wasn’t us,” she murmured. “Then who?”

The silence that followed was thick, oppressive—laden with unspoken names and old shadows neither of them dared breathe aloud.

 

Rosalie crouched near the edge of the forest behind the half-way between the Forks house and Port Angeles, her golden eyes sweeping across the mossy ground. She ran her fingers over a torn leaf, then touched a spot of darkened dirt as if it might offer her an answer. But there was no warmth. No clue. Nothing.

Just silence.

Emmett stood a few yards back, his hands on his hips, gaze cast low. The wind shifted, rustling branches overhead. His jaw clenched.

“She was here,” Rosalie murmured. “Whoever Katherine is, she was here a few days ago. She was watching Zoe. The trail’s faint, but I can still catch it.”

“Faint,” Emmett echoed, bitterness lacing his voice. “Like someone’s scrubbing the air behind them.”

Rosalie didn’t look at him. Her jaw was set, her voice low and tight. “Maybe Katherine would know how to do that.”

She crouched again, fingertips brushing a patch of dead moss. It crumbled under her touch like ash.

“Bella’s being cagey about who Katherine is,” she added, her lips pressing into a thin line. “Too cagey.”

Emmett’s brow furrowed. “You think she knows more?”

Rosalie stood slowly, eyes narrowing at the treeline. “She always knows more when it comes to Zoe. She just doesn’t tell us.” Her voice was brittle. “And we let her get away with it.”

He swore under his breath, something low and sharp.

“I should’ve been watching her,” Emmett said after a moment, stepping closer, his voice too quiet for someone his size. “If I hadn’t pushed her—”

“You didn’t push her,” Rosalie snapped. Then, softer,“Not really.”

Emmett looked at her, expression twisted with guilt. “I tried to make things right. She kept pulling away and I just let her.”

Rosalie straightened, brushing bark from her palm. “We all let her. We thought she wanted space. After everything.”

“But she was alone, Rosalie.” He kicked at a rotted branch. It splintered beneath his boot. “She was scared. She just wouldn’t say it.”

Rosalie’s mouth twitched, grief flickering behind her eyes. “She’s still out there.”

Emmett exhaled, frustration bleeding into his voice. “You don’t know that. We don’t even know what she is anymore—if she’s still…” He hesitated. “If she’s still human.”

Rosalie’s head snapped up. Her gaze locked with his, sharp and unforgiving. “Yes,” she said coldly. “I do.”

The silence that followed was thick—part challenge, part prayer.

A beat passed. Then Rosalie lifted her nose to the wind again, eyes closing.

“Still nothing?” Emmett asked.

“A hint. North. But it’s old. Katherine’s smart—she’s staying ahead of us.”

“She won’t forever,” Emmett said darkly.

They both stood in silence for a moment, surrounded by the hush of the woods.

Finally, Rosalie broke it. “Zoe’s tough. Whoever Katherine is, she’’s underestimating her.”

Emmett didn’t answer right away. When he finally spoke, it was with a raw edge.

“She’d better be. Because if she hurts that baby…”

Rosalie nodded once. “We’ll find them.”

Together, they turned and vanished into the trees, two ghosts moving through the shadows—chasing traces, chasing hope.

 

Damon stared out the plane window, the clouds below looking too soft, too peaceful—mocking, really. His jaw was clenched so tight it ached, and his fingers tapped an anxious rhythm on the armrest.

The bond was still there. Faint. Flickering. But there.

It told him just enough to twist the knife deeper: Zoe was alive, but weak—so weak it was like trying to feel someone through a pane of glass. It wasn’t like before, when she’d died. That silence had been a void, a vacuum that nearly hollowed him out. This... this was worse. Because now she was hurting and he couldn’t get to her.

Not yet.

He let out a breath that was more growl than sigh. “Come on, come on…” he muttered under his breath, glaring at the seatback in front of him like it was personally responsible for the plane not flying faster.

Damon pulled out his phone for the hundredth time, checking for updates he knew weren’t there. No texts. No calls. Just that damn silence.

“Bonnie better have a location by the time I land,” he said to himself, low and sharp. “Because if anything happens to Zoe or the life sucker, I swear I’ll burn Seattle to the ground.”

He swallowed hard.

The last time he felt the bond this thin, Zoe had died.

He wasn't going through that again.

Not without a fight.

 

The smell of cleaning solution clung to the air, sharp and sour.

Bella scrubbed at the wall, her movements too forceful, rag soaked in vinegar and hot water. Her hands were red, her sleeves rolled up, and her jaw clenched like it was holding something back.

The blood had dried in streaks down the wallpaper. It wouldn’t come out.

Footsteps approached from behind.

“Bells,” Charlie said softly.

She didn’t look at him. “I just— I can’t sit around while everyone else is out looking.”

Charlie exhaled, slow. “You think I’m not doing anything?”

Bella finally turned, eyes glassy but not crying. Not yet. “I didn’t mean that.”

He nodded once, arms crossed loosely. “I’ve got quiet alerts out in Port Angeles and Seattle—cops I trust, people who won’t make a fuss about a suspicious missing persons report.” His voice was gruff, but low. “Someone sees a girl that matches Zoe’s description? I’ll know.”

Bella bit her lip. “You’re being careful.”

“I always am,” he said. Then he added, quieter, “Especially when it comes to you girls.”

Bella lowered the rag, fingers trembling. “Have you heard from Damon?”

“He’s on a plane. Should be in Forks before morning.” Charlie’s voice tightened on the last word.

Bella nodded, her chin quivering.

Then, childlike and small, she whispered, “We’re gonna find them, right? They’re gonna come home?”

Charlie didn’t answer right away. He walked to her, placed a warm, steady hand on her shoulder.

“They’re strong,” he said. “Zoe’s stubborn as hell. And that baby… she’s got all of us wrapped around her finger.” He swallowed. “We’re gonna bring them home, Bells. One way or another.”

Bella didn’t believe it. Not really.

But she nodded anyway.

Because right now, it was all they had.

 

Chapter 78: Eclipse: Old Friends and New Allies

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The chains bit into her wrists, soaked with blood and the cruel sting of vervain. Every movement burned, but Zoe stayed silent. Focused.

Katherine was gone—for now.

Across the dark room, a soft whimper broke the stillness. Jenna. Zoe couldn’t see her. A stack of broken crates blocked her line of sight. But she didn’t need to. That sound—the thin, trembling cry of a baby too tired to scream—cut through her like a blade.

It pulled at something primal in her chest. Something fierce and aching.

Jenna was probably hungry. Scared. Her tiny voice—tired and raw—echoed softly across the warehouse like a question no one would answer. She was too little to understand why no one was coming. Why her mom, or Uncle Charlie, or Bella, or even Sue hadn’t swept in to hold her and make it better.

She didn’t know what fear was yet. But she’d know abandonment, if this went on much longer.

And that— that —was unbearable.

Zoe exhaled, her breath trembling. She shifted slightly, the movement jostling her right wrist. Pain flared white-hot as the cuff scraped against raw skin and blood-slicked metal.

Her bracelet clinked faintly against the shackle—still on her wrist, though the green stone was crusted with dried blood. Damon’s gift. She didn’t know why that mattered right now, but it did.

A memory surfaced—hazy around the edges, though that might’ve been the blood loss. After her transition, back when they were still testing limits in a twisted game of Vampire-Russian-Roulette, Zoe had wanted to push it further. Test her healing. Break a bone, just to see what would happen.

Damon had said no. Not sharply, but with something worse—panic, flaring down the bond so hot and fast it startled her. She hadn’t understood why a broken arm sent him spiraling, not when she’d already died once. But she’d pushed, like always. And Damon, like always, had relented.

She could still picture him: sprawled on Uncle Charlie’s couch, bourbon in hand, trying not to look haunted. “I was taken once,” he said, like it was an anecdote. “Donated my body to science. Problem was, I was still using it.”

He told her about the Augustine Society—about scalpels and syringes and days where the only constants were blood and pain. How they liked to time his healing. How he learned to stitch himself back together out of spite.

“Eventually I got good at it,” he’d said with a grim sort of pride. “Regrew a few organs. Had to break off a rib once to stab a guy with it. Ten outta ten—don’t recommend.”

Then he’d gone quiet, just for a breath, and added: “I watched you die, Zo. For months. It was slow and painful. I can’t—” He paused. “I can’t watch that again.”

Zoe’s eyes fluttered open, her breath shallower now but faster. Jenna whimpered again across the room, soft and exhausted.

And something in Zoe snapped into place.

Zoe gritted her teeth. “Here goes nothing.” She grabbed the lower part of her forearm and twisted hard.

Crack.

Pain erupted through her arm like wildfire. She almost blacked out—but didn’t.

She’d felt worse.

Blood surged down to her fingertips as she maneuvered the jagged end of her broken bone up to the lock. Her vision blurred, her body trembled, but she held on.

Click.

The cuff sprang open.

Zoe collapsed forward, catching herself on her good arm, breath ragged.

The chain on her other wrist still held fast—but the first lock was done. And she wasn’t finished.

Not by a long shot.

She turned her head toward the far end of the warehouse, heart lurching at the sound of another faint whimper from Jenna.

“I’m coming, Life Sucker,” Zoe whispered.

And she meant it.

 

The door swung open before Stefan could knock twice. He held up the manila envelope with a look of confusion that didn’t quite hide the tension in his shoulders.

“Special delivery,” he said dryly. “Damon’s new idea of overnight mail?”

Bonnie barely glanced at his tone, already ushering him inside with an outstretched hand. “Give me that.”

Stefan handed over the envelope but didn’t move from the doorway. “He wouldn’t tell me what this was about. Just said you needed it ASAP.”

Bonnie clutched the envelope like it was made of glass. “Zoe’s uncle called. Something happened. Zoe and the baby—Jenna—they’re missing.”

Stefan stiffened. “Missing?” His brows drew tight. “What happened?”

“We don’t know yet.” Bonnie’s voice was low, tight with fear. “Damon’s already on a plane to Washington. He asked me to try a locator spell, but it won’t work on Zoe. She’s protected.”

She crossed to the coffee table, clearing a space among scattered candles, a small bowl of herbs, and an already-marked map of the Pacific Northwest. She opened the envelope and pulled out a handful of printed photos—most of them of Jenna. Her with Charlie, with Zoe, with Zoe and Bella. A few where she’s outside a house Bonnie doesn’t recognize. One from Christmas with Jenna wearing candy cane printed pajamas.

Stefan took a careful step forward, watching her. “Is it going to work?”

“Maybe. On Jenna.” Bonnie answered, distracted. She was already lighting the candles, muttering under her breath, fingers deft as she set the spell in motion. A breeze seemed to stir the air inside the house, brushing past the curtains, flickering the flames.

The bowl flared once—brief and bright—and then the map rustled.

Bonnie leaned forward, peering closely at the swirling magic. Her nose started to bleed, but she wiped it away with the back of her hand, eyes still locked on the map.

Then, finally—finally—she exhaled a shaky breath and allowed the smallest smile to break through.

“Bonnie?” Stefan stared at her in concern. “Did you get it?”

“Yeah,” she said softly. “We got it.”

Stefan stepped closer, his voice low and cautious. “You’re sure?”

Bonnie nodded, grounding herself with a hand on the edge of the table. “It’s Jenna. She’s alive. And now we know where.”

 

The light filtered dimly through the thick canopy, casting fractured shadows on the forest floor. The stillness felt unnatural—too quiet, too watchful.

Carlisle moved carefully over the moss-covered path, his sharp eyes scanning the surrounding underbrush. Edward walked just behind him, silent for the past several minutes, nose twitching faintly, tracking.

But there was too much. Zoe’s scent—sharp, complex, layered with fear and blood and spice—clung to everything. Every tree, every branch, every gust of wind that moved through the clearing. It was everywhere, and nowhere, a cruel reminder that she had been here but was slipping further away with every second they lost.

Edward finally spoke, his voice low. “You’ve been quiet.”

Carlisle didn’t pause, but there was a flicker of something in his expression. Grief, maybe. Guilt.

“We should never have left her alone,” he said, voice rougher than before. “We were distracted and if anything happens to her—” He broke off, his jaw working, forcing control back into his tone.

Edward stepped closer, watching his father’s face. “You’re blaming yourself.”

Carlisle’s jaw tightened. “Because it is my fault. She was right under our noses, Edward. And I—” He exhaled sharply. “I swore I would protect her. Protect them both. And now—”

Carlisle’s jaw tightened. “She was right under our noses. And we were so focused on protecting everyone else, we didn’t see her slipping through the cracks.”

Edward didn’t respond right away. He felt the weight of it too—that Zoe had been theirs to protect. And now she and the baby were gone, and the forest was offering no answers.

Carlisle stopped abruptly, kneeling near a jagged patch of disturbed earth, running a hand over it. “She came through here. But not recently.”

Edward crouched beside him, scanning the trail. “There’s another presence layered over hers. It’s faint… but cold.”

They exchanged a look. The same suspicion had begun to bloom in both of them.

Carlisle stood slowly. His eyes were fierce now, the grief edged into something unrelenting. “We keep going. Whatever it takes. She’s out here. And she’s not alone.”

 

Carlisle stood near the tall windows, his posture tight with restrained frustration. The rest of the family was scattered around the room, silent, each of them lost in thought or pacing restlessly.

Edward’s phone buzzed in his hand. He snapped it up to his ear instantly.

“Jasper?”

The room quieted even more as everyone turned to look at him.

“We found something,” Jasper’s voice crackled through. “Alice caught a glimpse—brief, but enough to get us on the road. We tracked their scent to a gas station off Route 101. A few hours old.”

Edward’s eyes met Carlisle’s.

“They were heading north,” Jasper continued. “Back toward Seattle, we think. Alice is still trying to push further, but…” He hesitated. “Whatever’s clouding her visions, it’s still there. Zoe's still alive.”

Carlisle stepped closer to the speaker. “Did you ask if they seemed injured?”

“She can’t say.” Jasper said. “But there was something off. The clerk was… odd. Her emotions were almost numb. Said no one that looked like Zoe came through with a baby. She was sure of it, but Jenna’s scent is here.”

“Not Zoe’s?” Carlisle’s voice was sharp.

Edward clenched his jaw. “It doesn’t mean anything, Carlisle. Scents shift with the wind, Zoe could have stayed in the car. Maybe Katherine had another accomplice. We don’t know.”

Emmett stood from the couch, cracking his knuckles. “Then what are we waiting for? Let’s find out.”

Rosalie was already reaching for her keys. “We go. Now.”

Edward nodded. “All of us.”

Carlisle hesitated for only a heartbeat, then gave a tight nod. “We split up once we’re closer to the city. Stay in pairs. No one takes her alone. We don’t know what Katherine is planning or what she is—only that she’s always three steps ahead.”

Alice’s voice filtered faintly from Jasper’s end of the line. “She’s scared.”

“Zoe?” Edward asked.

“No,” Alice said quietly. “Jenna.”

Everyone stilled.

Carlisle’s voice was low. “Then let’s bring them home.”

 

The sound of approaching footsteps broke the brittle quiet. Rosalie’s head snapped up, her body stiffening, every nerve stretched taut. Emmett shifted beside her, already angling protectively in front of her as two familiar figures stepped out of the trees—Leah and Seth Clearwater, both in human form, clothes pulled on hastily, hair still damp with sweat from phasing.

For a heartbeat, no one moved. The battle was still too fresh, the ground soaked with the memory of blood and fire. The air between wolves and vampires carried every old tension.

Rosalie’s throat tightened. Zoe was still gone. And Jenna. She couldn’t think past that.

Emmett broke the silence first, his tone cautious. “Didn’t expect to see you two. What’s going on?”

Leah’s chin lifted, her stare unwavering. “We heard Zoe and Jenna are missing. We came to help.”

Rosalie blinked, stunned. Her voice was sharp before she could blunt it. “Why?”

Seth jumped in, his words quick but certain. “Because Mom asked us to. Because Charlie’s worried sick. And because Jenna’s just a baby—she shouldn’t even be in this.” He swallowed, his jaw set. “And Zoe… she doesn’t deserve this either.”

Rosalie’s hands curled into fists at her sides, nails digging into her palms. “Sue…” she whispered, almost to herself.

Leah’s expression didn’t shift. “She’s close to Charlie. He told her what happened and… she watches Jenna. She knows how much those girls mean to him. And she knows you’re trying to get them back.” Leah paused, voice low but resolute. “She wants to help. However she can.”

Emmett raised an eyebrow. “Does Sam know you’re here?”

Leah’s lips twitched into a humorless smile. “Sam may be alpha—but my mom’s an Elder. She called us. She asked us to help the Clark girls.” Her voice dropped slightly. “So here we are.”

The words settled heavy in the clearing, and for the first time since Zoe had been taken, Rosalie’s chest cracked open. Defiance from the Clearwaters. Unity across a line that wasn’t supposed to be crossed. A mother calling her children to stand for two girls who weren’t even hers.

Zoe should have been here to see it. She would’ve smirked, made some biting joke, but her eyes would’ve shone.

Rosalie’s voice broke softer than she meant, desperate and raw. “Then let’s find them.”

She didn’t care if the wolves saw it, didn’t care if Emmett heard it in her voice—how much she needed this. How much she needed Zoe back so she could fix what she’d broken when they'd left. She couldn’t lose her before she’d had the chance to make it right.

Emmett glanced between the four of them, then nodded. “We’ll fill you in on what we know so far. Come on. We have a lead”

The four of them moved as one, vanishing into the trees—not united by treaties or orders, but by something fiercer. A girl. A baby. And the people who refused to leave them in the dark.

 

Chapter 79: Eclipse: Picking Sides

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The rusted lock clattered to the floor, bloody and bent, Zoe’s trembling fingers still curled around the bone she'd used to pick it. Every inch of her ached—her body slick with blood and sweat—but she didn’t stop.

Her breath came in shallow gasps. Across the room, Jenna whimpered again, soft and desperate. The sound tugged at Zoe’s chest like a hook, pulling her upright.

She staggered forward, steps uneven. Her bracelet—the one Damon gave her—clinked faintly, smeared with dried blood but still on her wrist. That mattered. She didn’t know why, but it mattered.

The shadows stretched long and hungry around her as she reached the makeshift crib. Jenna’s eyes were red from crying, little hands clenched and shaking. Zoe dropped to her knees, arms curling protectively around the baby.

“I’ve got you, Life Sucker,” she whispered hoarsely. “Mom’s got you.”

And then—

The click of heels.

Zoe’s head snapped up.

The warehouse door creaked open.

Katherine stepped inside, expression smug and syrup-sweet. Her gaze flicked to the broken chain, then to the bone still clutched in Zoe’s hand.

“My, my,” she drawled. “Look who’s learning new tricks.”

Zoe straightened slowly, body coiled. “I warned you. Stay away from her.”

Katherine’s smirk widened. “You should’ve stayed chained.”

She stepped aside.

And from behind her, a figure emerged—tall, impeccable, his presence like a storm waiting to break.

Elijah.

Zoe’s stomach dropped.

He was calm. Too calm. His dark eyes swept the scene with polite detachment, but when they landed on Jenna—then on Zoe—they narrowed ever so slightly.

Katherine’s voice dripped with delight. “You remember Elijah, don’t you? He’s here to help me... deliver a gift.”

Zoe braced herself, her grip tightening on Jenna.

The real fight was just beginning.

 

The knock came just after sundown. Charlie opened the door to find Sue Clearwater standing on the porch, a paper bag of takeout in her hands and concern etched across her face.

“I brought dinner,” she said softly, lifting the bag. “Figured you probably forgot to eat.”

Charlie hesitated, then stepped aside, his voice low. “You didn’t have to do that.”

Sue stepped over the threshold and paused, her gaze sweeping the room.

“I know you’re worried,” she said gently, toeing off her shoes. “But the Rez had nothing to do with what happened to Zoe and Jenna.”

Charlie didn’t respond right away. His hands were in his pockets, jaw tight.

Sue continued, voice firmer now. “And I think, deep down, you know that. You know me. You know I’d give you a warning before anyone even thought about hurting one of your girls.”

Charlie’s eyes flicked up to hers. There was tiredness in them, but something else, too—trust. He gave a faint nod and stepped back fully, letting her in.

The air inside the house was heavy.

Sue glanced around, taking it in: the bloodstains—some faded, some stubborn—still clinging to the plaster where Bella knelt, scrubbing silently. The harsh scent of bleach lingered in the air, mingling with something sour—grief.

A few of Jenna’s toys were scattered across the floor like landmines. Charlie bent and picked one up—a plush bear with a frayed ear—and held it tightly in his fist.

“We’re not great company right now,” he muttered.

Sue gave a sad smile, setting the food down on the counter. “That’s alright,” she said quietly. “I didn’t come for the company.” She walked toward him and placed a gentle hand on his arm. “I came for family.”

 

Time pressing cold against their heels, the Cullens ran to Seattle. The cool night air rushed past them as they moved in near silence, too fast for human eyes. Streetlights blurred overhead, the city's industrial district looming with its cracked sidewalks and buildings hunched like tired giants. Somewhere in the distance, a siren wailed—a sharp reminder that the human world kept turning, unaware of the danger closing in on one of their own.

Rosalie and Emmett were the first to slow, arriving at the pre-agreed meeting point: a desolate stretch of warehouse-lined road lit only by the flicker of a broken streetlamp. A moment later, two more figures emerged from the shadows.

Leah and Seth Clearwater jogged the final few feet, both still in human form, their breaths even despite the run. Leah wore a scowl like armor, her short, dark hair pulled back, arms crossed tightly over her chest. Seth looked more subdued, but alert.

Rosalie met them with a tight nod. “You made it.”

Carlisle and the others appeared moments later, the full coven assembling beneath the hazy orange glow of the streetlamp. Edward’s face was unreadable, his eyes scanning the shadows as if he could will Zoe’s presence into view. Beside him, Alice stood still, her fingers twitching at her sides, eyes half-glazed as she struggled to hold onto glimpses of the future.

Carlisle’s brows lifted at the sight of the Clearwaters. “Does Sam know?”

Leah didn’t flinch. “Our mom asked us to help. And we want to.”

There was a beat of silence—then Carlisle gave a grim nod. “Alright then. Jasper?”

Jasper turned to Leah and Seth. “We believe they were brought back into the city. It’s unclear exactly where. But whoever did this—whatever Katherine is —she’s dangerous. If you find anything, do not engage.”

“We can take care of ourselves,” Leah said tightly. “But we’ll stay in contact.”

Carlisle didn’t argue. He simply nodded, and with a wave of his hand, they fanned out—each pair taking a direction, each carrying the same silent vow:

They would find Zoe. And they would bring Jenna home.

 

Zoe stood between Katherine and the far side of the room, her body tense, one arm curled protectively around Jenna—who whimpered softly against her shoulder. Blood still coated Zoe’s sleeves, her bracelet sticky against her wrist. Across from her, Katherine leaned against the wall, unfazed, one eyebrow raised in mild amusement.

Then Elijah entered.

His presence shifted the air. Controlled. Cold. Regal in posture and purpose.

He didn’t look at Jenna. Not at first.

Instead, his gaze swept the room and landed on Katherine with all the subtlety of a blade.

“Katerina,” he said evenly, voice as smooth as polished steel. “You’ve been… busy.”

Katherine’s smile faltered, just for a fraction of a second. “You always did appreciate initiative.”

“And chaos,” Elijah replied, “was never your strong suit.”

Zoe’s fingers tightened around Jenna. “If this is about me,” she said quietly, “Fine. Take me. I’ll go to Klaus. I’ll do whatever you want. But let the baby go. Please.”

Elijah finally turned his eyes to her. Cold, ancient eyes that held lifetimes of betrayal. “You know,” he said slowly, “I once believed doppelgängers could be reasoned with. That you could bargain with them. Trust them.”

He moved so fast the air cracked with displacement.

Katherine barely had time to gasp before his hand shot out.

With a sickening snap, she crumpled to the floor.

Zoe recoiled instinctively, shielding Jenna, who began to cry louder, her tiny fists balled against Zoe’s chest.

Elijah looked down at Katherine’s body, then at Zoe again. “Fortunately,” he said, brushing a speck of dust from his sleeve, “I’m not quite so sentimental anymore.”

 

The wind scraped across the asphalt like a warning.

Emmett crouched beside the remnants of a shattered window, scanning the alley behind the gas station. Leah paced a few feet away, arms crossed, jaw tight. She hadn’t shifted yet—but her eyes flicked with the restrained fury of someone who wanted to.

“They were here,” Rosalie said quietly, crouched near a half-crushed pacifier that had rolled under a dumpster. “Recently.”

Emmett’s expression was solemn as he stepped out of the shadows. “No sign of Katherine. But I caught the edge of something… like Zoe but...” He hesitated. “Wrong. It’s her scent, but without the spice.”

Carlisle emerged from a side street, coat flaring behind him. “We need to be careful. If Zoe’s with her, then Jenna is too. We can’t afford mistakes.”

Rosalie stood, brushing off her jeans. “Then we stop talking and start moving.”

Above them, the lights of the city blinked—unbothered. Indifferent. Somewhere in its sprawl, two lives hung in the balance.

They ran.

 

The air was still thick with tension, even after Katherine’s limp body hit the floor.

Zoe stayed where she was, crouched between the broken crate and Jenna’s crib. Her muscles screamed, and blood still dripped sluggishly from her side, but her eyes never left Elijah.

He regarded her quietly, hands clasped behind his back like a professor ready to deliver a lecture.

“I believe it’s about time,” he said, voice smooth as silk, “you and I had a conversation.”

Zoe stiffened but didn’t interrupt.

“When Katerina called,” Elijah continued, his gaze drifting briefly toward the unconscious figure at his feet, “I assumed it was another one of her tedious plays for survival. She offered a trade—something she thought my brother would want. A peace offering. She wanted me to be the intermediary.”

He stepped closer, eyes sharp now. “Imagine my surprise when I realized she’d found something so... unique.”

Zoe didn’t flinch, but her breath came fast. “What do you mean?”

“A vampire hybrid doppelgänger,” Elijah said with quiet awe. “Undead, but not. Not quite like my brother’s abominations. Not like anything I’ve seen before. Possibly still able to sire more of Klaus’ hybrids.” His eyes slid past her—to the crib. “And her . A child born from magic and contradiction. Part vampire. Part human. Part spell.”

Zoe’s voice came out low and tight. “What does that mean for Jenna?”

Elijah tilted his head, studying her. “It means she is… extraordinary.”

“Is she dangerous?” Zoe asks quietly.

He shrugged slightly. “She is a baby, Zoe. I doubt she poses much threat to a fly.”

Zoe pressed. “But could she? Someday?”

A beat passed.

“What would you do,” Elijah asked, softly, “if she were?”

Zoe opened her mouth. Closed it. Her voice broke on the truth. “I don’t know.”

Elijah gave a single nod, something unreadable passing behind his eyes. “Honesty. That is rare.” He looked away. “I am not interested in hurting a child. Nor in helping my brother make more of his hybrids. I want to understand what she is. But that begins with keeping her hidden. Quiet.”

Zoe’s fingers curled against the floor. “You’re just going to let us go?”

Elijah turned to pick up Katherine’s body. “I will bleed the vervain out of her and compel her to forget everything. To keep your secret. To never return.” He hoisted her easily. “As for Klaus—he will not know. Not from me.”

Zoe’s eyes darted to the warped doorframe. “So I can just… go?”

Elijah chuckled. “Have you grown fond of this place?”

And then, in a rush of wind and silence, he was gone.

Zoe didn’t move for several seconds, barely daring to believe it. Then Jenna whimpered in her crib—a soft, exhausted cry—and something inside Zoe clicked back into place.

They weren’t safe yet.

But they were free. For now.

 

The metal door groaned as Carlisle pushed it open, the hinges screaming into the silence. A stale gust of air met them—thick with dust, rust, and the coppery tang of blood.

Edward was the first to step inside, eyes scanning quickly, posture taut. “They were here,” he said, voice low.

Jasper followed, his boots crunching faintly over scattered debris. His golden eyes swept across the room, pausing at the far wall where iron chains hung from rusted hooks—stained dark, still glistening in spots. Alice’s hand found his quickly.

He inhaled once, jaw tightening. But there was no hunger in him. Only fury. “They hurt her,” he muttered.

Carlisle stepped forward, and for a moment the mask cracked. His eyes lingered on the evidence before them: a dented, dirty portable crib shoved near the wall, its mattress indented where a child had lain, stained where a baby had cried herself hoarse. Leather straps and bloodied chains dangled like accusations. A dark puddle soaked into the cracked concrete, not yet dried. Zoe’s blood. Too much of it.

His nostrils flared slightly. The silence pressed in, suffocating, and for the first time in a century his hands trembled where they curled into fists. Then, suddenly, he froze. Beneath the iron and rust, another scent threaded faintly through the air—sharp, acrid, almost herbal. Wrong. His brow furrowed as he leaned closer to the chains. “There’s something else,” he murmured. “Underneath the blood. Do you smell it?”

Edward’s frown deepened as he inhaled. “I do. Strange. Not human, not animal… not anything I recognize.” His voice sharpened. “It doesn’t belong here.”

Jasper’s mouth twisted. “It smells off. Herbal, almost.” He shook his head. “I can’t pin it down.”

Carlisle shook his head. “They’re close,” he said softly, mind racing. “They were here recently.”

“Can you tell if she was moved or escaped?” Edward asked Alice, hoping for a vision.

Alice’s face was pinched in frustration. “I can’t see her, Edward. It’s like it always is with Zoe. It’s just…warped. Unreadable.”

Edward’s face tightened. “You saw something before.” He said, part reminder, part accusation.

“It was barely a glimpse, Edward. I don’t even think it was Zoe.” She hesitated. “Maybe Jenna.” She shrugged. “Or Katherine. Not Zoe.”

Edward’s eyes darkened, his jaw working. “If Bella loses her—” His voice cut off, but the thought lingered sharp and poisonous in the silence. He didn’t have to finish. They all knew how close Zoe and Bella were. How losing Zoe could break her in ways Edward wasn’t sure he could mend.

Jasper was squatting by the chains. “I think she escaped.” He declared. “These locks don’t look like they were opened by a key.”

Carlisle’s gaze returned to the blood, his voice dropping to something steady but frayed at the edges. “She fought her way out. But she’s hurt—and if she had Jenna with her…” His jaw tightened, the pause stretching. “She won’t be able to go far. Whatever she’s endured, we can’t undo. All we can do now is reach her before the damage deepens.”

Alice turned away from Edward. “Then we follow what we can. Blood. Disruption. The smallest clue.”

Edward was already moving, rage and purpose coiled tight beneath his skin. The air stank of iron and fear, and he couldn’t shake the thought that they were chasing ghosts already.

Carlisle lingered only a second longer, eyes fixed on the blood before forcing himself to look away. He had stitched countless wounds, buried centuries of grief—but this was different. This was his family. A child, a girl he’d silently sworn to protect, and a responsibility he felt carved into his very being. His failure. And he could not—would not—lose them.

They would find her.

And whoever had done this—whoever had dared take Zoe and Jenna—they would not walk away untouched.

 

Damon Salvatore sat in first class with his legs stretched out and one knee bouncing, restless. His fingers tapped anxiously against the armrest as the plane’s engines hummed in maddeningly slow monotony.

He cast a glance toward the cockpit, half-tempted.

Can I compel a pilot to floor it? Is that a thing? he wondered bitterly. Probably not without drawing attention—and the last thing he needed right now was the FAA breathing down his neck.

With a frustrated sigh, Damon sank back into his seat, the faux-leather creaking beneath him. He closed his eyes, shutting out the low chatter of passengers and the endless drone of the engines.

Then, like reaching for a thread through fog, he focused—pulling on the invisible tether that bound him to her.

Nearly an hour ago, it had hit him like a freight train—a white-hot burst of pain that stopped his heart cold. But after that, the bond had quieted. Not in the way that meant death. No, this silence was too alive. Coiled. Waiting.

He didn’t usually do this—didn’t dive in, didn’t look . Zoe hated the idea of being watched, even metaphysically. But today, he needed to know.

A flicker.

Sharp at first—confusion, disoriented like she’d woken somewhere unfamiliar and wrong. Then a ripple of relief, thin and frayed, but real. The pain was still there, muted now, like a broken bone no longer screaming but refusing to be ignored.

And underneath it all—low and constant—fear.

Not panic. Not terror. Just Zoe’s particular kind of fear: the ever-present awareness of danger, honed like instinct. Still there. Still fighting.

Damon exhaled slowly. His eyes remained closed, but his hand curled tighter around the armrest.

Whoever had dared to hurt his girls—they were going to pay for it. Damon would rip them apart, slow and screaming. And if that wasn’t enough?

He’d burn the world down, one match at a time, until he got Zoe and Life Sucker back.

 

Chapter 80: Eclipse: A Chink in the Armor

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Zoe stumbled barefoot down the cracked sidewalk, her limbs trembling with exhaustion. Blood coated her shirt, dried in dark patterns across her neck and arms, smeared down her legs like war paint. Her flannel hung in tatters, still torn from where Katherine had stabbed her. She looked like an extra from a horror movie—feral, dazed, and somehow still standing. Only sheer force of will and desperation kept her upright.

Jenna was cradled tightly against her chest, swaddled in what was left of that same flannel. The baby stirred with small, fretful noises, but Zoe never loosened her grip. Her eyes scanned the shadows down the empty street, flicking from alley to alley—searching for danger. Or help.

She didn’t know where she was. Somewhere on the edge of the industrial district, where the buildings leaned like tired giants and the air smelled faintly of rust. She didn't know how long it had been since she'd left that warehouse. All she knew was that her throat burned and her body screamed and she needed to feed. But she had to think about Jenna. Jenna came first. Always.

Then a voice cut through the static in her mind.

“Zoe?”

She turned, stumbling a step. Recognition slammed into her like a physical blow.

“Rosalie?” Zoe breathed, voice frayed and raw.

Rosalie stood frozen, Emmett, Leah, and Seth fanned out instinctively at her side. All four of them stared, horror carved into their faces.

A shuddering gasp escaped Zoe. Her knees buckled.

“Rosalie,” she whispered again—this time a sob.

Rosalie surged forward, slowing herself to a human pace at the last moment. She gently took Jenna from Zoe’s arms and immediately passed her to Leah.

Leah’s hands shook as she tucked the baby close, whispering broken reassurances even though Jenna’s cries sharpened instantly—high-pitched, panicked.

Seth hovered uselessly at her side, eyes wide, whispering, “She’s okay, right? She’s okay?”

“Zoe.” Rosalie cupped her face, brushing back sticky strands of blood-matted hair. “Zoe, can you hear me? Are you hurt? Are you okay?”

Zoe’s lips parted, but no sound came out. Her body trembled violently. Her teeth chattered, though she wasn’t cold.

Emmett stepped in, already reaching for his phone, scanning the street for threats. “Leah—how’s the baby?” he asked quietly.

Leah checked Jenna with quick, practiced hands. “She’s okay. Scared, maybe hungry. But she’s not hurt. I don’t think it's her blood.”

Emmett’s face twisted—part relief, part fury, all helplessness. “Jesus, Zo,” he muttered, voice breaking despite himself. He glanced around the street, protective instinct flaring. “We can’t stay out here. Somebody’s gonna see them.” He looked back at Rosalie, already reaching for his phone. “I’ll call Carlisle. We need him here now.”

Rosalie didn’t look up. Her focus stayed locked on Zoe, her voice a constant murmur, steady and grounding. “You’re safe now. I’ve got you. We’ve got you.” She pressed her palm to Zoe’s cheek, begging her to stay upright, to stay with them.

Leah rocked Jenna gently, eyes darting between the baby and Zoe with something raw in her face—defiance, desperation, guilt. Seth shifted anxiously beside her, muttering, “She looks bad, Leah. Really bad.”

The relief came too fast. Too suddenly. It was over—for now. Until Elijah came back for her. And Zoe knew he would. One day.

But for now, she was safe, and while someone else was holding Jenna…

Zoe finally let herself fall apart.

 

They arrived at a blur—no headlights, no screech of tires—just the sudden, near-silent presence of four vampires emerging from the darkened Seattle street.

Carlisle, Edward, Alice, and Jasper moved as one, their footsteps silent on the cracked pavement. The city loomed around them, streetlights flickering, sirens distant. None of it mattered. All that mattered was the scent of blood saturating the air, sharp with fear, threaded with something strange. And beneath it—fragile but steady—the heartbeat too familiar to be anyone but Zoe.

They didn’t see Rosalie or Zoe immediately. Not until they turned a corner and spotted Emmett and Seth standing at the mouth of an alley. Both looked strung tight, guarding the space like a barricade. Leah hovered just behind, Jenna in her arms, the baby fussing weakly.

A baby’s thin, keening cry carried faintly through the still air.

And then—a rhythm. Offbeat, uneven. Familiar. The too-human cadence of Zoe Clark’s peculiar heartbeat.

“They're here,” Emmett muttered as they neared. “Jenna’s okay, we think. Zoe’s… not okay.” 

The others still.

Seth’s shoulders sagged with something like relief and panic tangled together. “We found her, but…” He trailed off, shaking his head, as if words weren’t big enough for the sight they’d walked into.

Emmett glanced toward the alley behind him, voice dropping. “She’s in shock. You should prepare yourselves. There’s a lot of blood. It smells like it’s hers.”

The four of them slowed as they entered the alley.

Carlisle moved first, with the careful precision of someone trained to deal with trauma.

Zoe was slumped against the alley wall, barefoot and blood-soaked, her clothes torn and stiff with dried red. Her flannel hung open, flayed at the side and Zoe didn’t seem to care or notice that her bra was the only thing keeping her modesty in tact. 

Her hands were locked around Rosalie’s, unmoving. Her eyes were open—but far away, not quite seeing.

Rosalie knelt beside her, murmuring something too soft to hear, her expression tight and protective. Her normally flawless poise was gone; she looked wrecked, like she’d been holding Zoe together by sheer willpower.

Carlisle crouched slowly in front of Zoe, his face gentle. “Zoe,” he said softly. “Where are you hurt? Can you show me where this blood is coming from?”

Zoe didn’t blink. Didn’t look at him. Her voice was distant. “It’s mine. It’s all mine. It's always going to be mine.”

Carlisle frowned at the phrasing. He reached for her side, where the blood was thickest, his fingers brushing the frayed hole in her shirt—clean, like it had been made by something sharp and deliberate.

Before he could press further, Zoe shifted—and nearly collapsed sideways. Rosalie caught her instantly, steadying her against the wall. For one terrifying second, Zoe’s knees buckled under her, like she couldn’t hold her own weight. A choked sound escaped her throat, half-breath, half-pain, and she clung harder to Rosalie’s hand.

Edward’s jaw tightened as he registered it anyway, hearing it even in what she didn’t say. Carlisle didn’t press. But he saw it—the restraint. The pain. The hunger. And now the weakness. As though something had drained more than her blood—something vital. And it unsettled him to his core.

“We should take her to a hospital,” Edward said carefully.

Zoe’s head snapped up. “No hospitals.” Her voice cracked like a whip, stronger than before—panicked.

And then Jenna cried again.

Zoe surged upright, unsteady, frantic. Her body lurched like every muscle was rebelling, and Rosalie had to keep both hands braced on her to stop her from going down. “Where is she? Where’s Jenna?”

“She’s here,” Rosalie stood quickly, catching Zoe’s arm to steady her. “We have her. She’s okay.”

Carlisle reached gently for her other side. “You’re safe now, Zoe. We have her. She’s alright.”

But Zoe was shaking, eyes wild, scanning the alley until she saw Leah a few feet away, gently rocking the fussing baby in her arms.

Only then did her breathing start to slow.

Alice hovered a step behind Carlisle, her hands clenched tight at her sides, fury and frustration carved into her face. “Why can’t I see her?” she whispered, mostly to herself. “Why can’t I ever see her?” Jasper’s arm brushed against hers, steadying her, but even he couldn’t mask the sharp spike of fear radiating through the group.

Jasper stepped forward, speaking softly, his calm radiating outward. “We need to find somewhere safe. Somewhere quiet. Let’s get you cleaned up, make sure you’re okay— both of you—before we figure out the next step.”

Zoe didn’t answer. But she didn’t fight it either. 

She just clutched Rosalie’s hand like a lifeline—and let them lead her into the night.

Behind them, Carlisle exchanged a silent look with Edward. Relief at having found her warred with a darker truth: none of them understood what had happened in that warehouse, or why Zoe’s blood smelled wrong, muted, almost poisoned. But they knew one thing for certain. Whatever had been done to her—it wasn’t over.

 

The kettle whistled low and steady, steam curling in soft spirals above the stove. Sue moved with quiet purpose, pouring hot water into the mismatched mugs she’d found in Charlie’s cupboard. The scent of chamomile filled the kitchen—comforting, even if no one truly felt comforted.

Charlie sat at the table, elbows propped on his knees, fingers laced together tightly. Bella hovered nearby, arms wrapped around herself, eyes flicking now and then to the hallway like she expected someone—anyone—to walk through the front door.

Sue set a mug in front of each of them before her phone buzzed against the counter.

She glanced at the screen. Her breath caught.

A single message from Seth: We found them!

Sue didn’t hesitate. She turned, voice low but urgent. “They found them.”

Bella straightened. “What?”

Charlie was already rising to his feet. “Zoe? Jenna?”

Sue nodded quickly. “Seth just messaged. They found them.”

“Are they okay?” Charlie’s voice cracked, just slightly.

Sue hesitated. “I don’t know. He didn’t say. Just that they found them. But—” she added gently, “Seth and Leah were with the Cullens. And Carlisle’s a doctor. You know he won’t leave them alone until he’s sure they’re okay.”

Charlie nodded slowly, gripping the back of the kitchen chair for balance.

Bella’s eyes shone, hope breaking through the haze of fear. “They’re coming home?”

Sue offered a small, tight smile. “They’re coming home.”

 

Zoe lingered behind the Cullens and Clearwaters in the hotel lobby, wrapped in Carlisle’s jacket, her ruined clothes hidden beneath the soft wool. Every step dragged, like her body was moving through molasses. Carlisle's hand rested firmly on her shoulder—not tight, but grounding, as if he feared she might either vanish or bolt. Rosalie’s fingers were still entwined with hers. Rosalie hadn’t let go… or maybe Zoe hadn’t.

At the reception desk, Alice and Jasper spoke in low, clipped tones, securing a suite for the night. The receptionist’s eyes flicked toward the group and then landed on Zoe. Their frown deepened when they noticed Carlisle’s hand on her arm.

Zoe offered a weak, lopsided smile. “I’m not being trafficked,” she said softly, just loud enough for the desk clerk to hear. “I think.”

She looked away quickly, her gaze catching on a man weaving unsteadily toward the bar. It would be so easy. Just ask for help, get him alone, and feed until she couldn’t feel anything else. To drain him dry. 

But Jenna was here. Jenna needed her. Zoe didn’t feed around Jenna unless it was from blood bags. That was one of the few parenting boundaries she and Charlie had agreed on.

“Zoe?” Rosalie’s voice was gentle but alert, tracking her stare. “Are you okay?”

Zoe blinked, swallowed. Her knees wobbled once, betraying her before she forced herself upright again. “Just… where’s Jenna?”

“She’s right here. Leah’s got her,” Rosalie reassured her with a patient smile.

Zoe nodded, slow and unfocused. “Right. I knew that. I just… forgot.”

“You’re in shock,” Carlisle said gently, keeping his voice low. “It’s alright.”

The elevator ride was suffocating. Zoe’s breath caught when she realized Jenna wouldn’t be in the same lift. Panic crept into her chest.

Jasper, sensing it instantly, stepped forward. “I’ll go with them,” he said calmly. “Is that okay, Zoe?”

He gave her a choice. She needed that.

“I… yeah.” Her voice cracked. “She’s okay, right? I tried—”

“She’s okay,” Leah confirmed softly. “Just tired. We all are.”

Zoe’s eyes welled up. She didn’t cry—not like this—but something inside her cracked.

In the suite, it was just her, Carlisle, Rosalie, Emmett, and Edward for the moment. Carlisle finally released her arm, but Rosalie’s hand remained in hers like an anchor. The others kept their distance, but their eyes never left her. It made her skin itch.

“I should call my uncle,” Zoe said abruptly. “He’s probably freaking out. He knows I wouldn’t take Life Sucker out without telling him.”

“I’ll call him and Bella,” Edward offered. “Just as soon as Carlisle checks you over.”

“I’m fine,” Zoe said quickly, too quickly. A tear rolled down her cheek. She swiped it away with the back of her hand. “I just… need a shower. And a drink. Bourbon, preferably.”

Emmett raised an eyebrow. “Bourbon?”

“Reminds me of home.”

“You’re from Virginia, not Kentucky,” Rosalie pointed out, gently.

“Damon drinks bourbon.”

Carlisle stiffened. A strange unease pooled in his stomach.

Zoe gave a hollow laugh. “He’s gonna be pissed. He hates when I scare him.”

Rosalie’s tone sharpened. “This wasn’t your fault. Whatever Katherine did—this isn’t on you.”

Carlisle cleared his throat. “Zoe, I need to examine you. If you’d rather Rosalie be there—”

“I’m fine. I don’t need to play doctor with you.”

“Zoe.” Emmett’s voice was quiet, trying to make her see reason. “That’s a lot of blood.”

Zoe’s grip on Rosalie’s hand tightened. Her eyes locked with Carlisle’s, pleading. “I heal fast.”

Carlisle paused. He remembered her healing quickly in the hospital—but not this fast. Not like this. And not with her body still trembling as though it hadn’t caught up with her healing.

Eventually, he nodded. “Rosalie, will you help Zoe in the bathroom? If anything concerns you, let me know.”

Emmett frowned. “Carlisle—”

“I don’t force care,” Carlisle said softly.

Rosalie gave a slight nod and gently guided Zoe into the bedroom. She shut the door behind them.

“You want me to hold your hand while you shower?” Rosalie joked lightly. “Because I will. I just need advance notice.”

Zoe gave a shaky smile. “I think I can manage.” She squeezed Rosalie’s hand. “But… stay?”

Rosalie blinked. “Of course.”

Zoe’s voice faltered. “It’s stupid.”

“It’s not.”

Rosalie moved to help Zoe out of her clothes. Her shirt hung in tatters, her jeans stiff with dried blood.

“You had to wear the tightest pants known to mankind, didn’t you?” Rosalie muttered, trying to keep the mood light.

“Sweatpants don’t fit my vibe,” Zoe mumbled.

Rosalie gave a sad smile, her eyes tracking slowly over Zoe’s blood-smeared skin. The injuries were gone—already healed without a trace—but the evidence of what had happened lingered in the dried blood, the torn clothing, the haunted look in Zoe’s eyes. And the way her hands trembled when she tried to unclasp her bra.

“I’m fine,” Zoe said again, quieter this time.

Rosalie didn’t argue, but she didn’t look convinced. She reached around to turn the shower on, and Zoe flinched—just slightly.

Not from Rosalie. From memory. From Katherine reaching behind Zoe to snap her neck.

Zoe unclipped her bra and bent to slide off her underwear. “Don’t make this weird,” she muttered.

Steam filled the bathroom as Rosalie helped her into the shower, stepping carefully over the tub’s edge.

Zoe tracked her movements like a hawk as Rosalie crossed to the vanity and returned with shampoo, conditioner, and body wash.

“Here,” she said gently, handing them over.

Zoe took them in silence.

“You should sit down,” Rosalie offered. “You might feel lightheaded.”

“I’m not a grandma,” Zoe snapped, but her voice lacked real bite. Her hand gripped the shower rail anyway.

Rosalie sat down on the closed toilet lid.

She didn’t speak. Didn’t leave.

She stayed.

 

Notes:

Damon and Zoe reunite in the next chapter!

Chapter 81: Eclipse: Exhale

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Bella’s phone buzzed against the kitchen counter. She grabbed it before it could finish the second ring, heart already racing. She’d been waiting for this call for over thirty minutes—ever since Sue had told them that Seth had texted.

“Edward?”

A beat of silence. Then finally, Edward’s voice, carefully measured. “Yes. It’s me.”

Bella exhaled shakily, unaware she’d been holding her breath. “Sue heard from Seth half an hour ago. You couldn’t have called sooner?”

Her words were clipped, sharp with frustration—but there was a tremor beneath them. A raw edge of fear.

Edward sighed, the sound heavy with weariness. “I wanted to wait until I had more than just ‘we found them.’ You deserved more than that.”

Bella closed her eyes, bracing herself. “How are they?”

There was a pause—brief, but weighted.

“Leah’s with Jenna. She seems unharmed. Hungry, crying... a little angry.”

Bella let out a watery laugh. “Sounds like a Clark.”

“Very on-brand,” Edward agreed, a faint smile in his voice. “Alice went to get some food for her. And clothes for Zoe.”

At the mention of her cousin, Bella’s stomach tightened. “Zoe’s okay?”

This pause was longer.

“She says she is. She won’t let Carlisle examine her, but Rosalie’s helping her clean up. She’s... quiet. Withdrawn. I don’t know how much she’ll share—maybe later. We’re trying to give her space.”

Through the receiver, Edward heard a muffled voice in the background—Charlie, he guessed. Bella shifted the phone slightly.

“Edward says they’re fine,” she said, not to him, but to someone on her end. “Zoe’s just getting cleaned up. Leah and Seth are still with them.”

Another pause. A low, gruff response that Edward couldn’t make out. Then Bella’s voice returned, clearer.

“Charlie’s asking when they’ll be home.”

“Tonight,” Edward said. “I think Zoe will want her own bed. Her own space. I’ll let you know as soon as we leave.”

Silence stretched between them, softer now. He could hear it in her breathing—the way her guard slipped for just a moment.

“Don’t let them push her, Edward,” Bella said quietly. “Don’t treat her like a mystery to solve. I’m not there to protect her right now, so... please. I need you to do it for me.”

Edward’s voice, when it came, was low. Steady. Unshakable. “I will. I promise.”

Bella nodded, though he couldn’t see her. “Thank you.”

They didn’t say goodbye. Just the soft click of the call ending—and Bella’s exhale, long and quiet, in the stillness of the Swan house.

 

The plane wheels hit the tarmac with a dull, jarring thud. Damon was already unbuckling before they’d fully taxied. His phone lit up the second he turned it off airplane mode—one missed call from Charlie Swan and a new message from Bonnie.

Locator spell worked. Call me.

His fingers clenched around the phone.

The bond had shifted again. It coiled tight with tension—an undercurrent of severe anxiety, laced with a dull, dragging dread. But there was something else now too: a flicker of relief, low and persistent, like a heartbeat through static. Zoe. Alive. Still tethered to him.

The phone buzzed in his hand. Charlie.

He picked up immediately. “Tell me.”

Charlie’s voice came through the line, strained but steady. “We found them. The Cullens did, actually. They’re bringing the girls home soon.”

Damon gritted his teeth at the name. “Of course they did.”

He stood and began weaving through first class like a man with nothing left to lose, already storming toward the exit doors.

“I’m on my way,” Damon growled, his voice low. “Tell them not to touch her.”

Charlie didn’t argue. “Drive safe.”

Click.

Damon pocketed the phone and walked faster, eyes burning ahead, jaw set. They had Zoe. They had Jenna.

But he was going to bring them home himself.

 

Carlisle’s head snapped toward the bathroom the moment the door creaked open.

Rosalie stepped out first, her expression unreadable—but not alarmed. Steam billowed out above her, reaching for the ceiling. Just behind her, Zoe emerged, dwarfed in a hotel bathrobe, her still-damp hair clinging to her cheeks. The robe hung from her frame like armor she wasn’t sure how to wear.

Zoe’s gaze darted past everyone in the room until it landed on Jenna. Her breath caught.

She moved—fast, but not supernaturally so—crossing the room in three strides and reaching Leah with hands outstretched.

Leah passed Jenna over without a word.

The baby let out a hiccuping breath just before she nestled into Zoe’s shoulder. And for the first time since the Cullens had found them, both Zoe and her daughter visibly exhaled. Their bodies softened in tandem, a matched release of tension. As if they'd been holding each other up from opposite ends of a fracture.

Zoe swayed gently, rocking her daughter. “Hey, life sucker,” she whispered, pressing a kiss to Jenna’s temple. “We’re okay. We’re safe.”

Leah stepped back, giving them space. Everyone else stayed still.

“She’s right,” Rosalie said softly, turning back to Carlisle. “She’s… fine.”

Carlisle nodded slowly. But inside, his mind spun.

He studied the way Zoe cradled the child. Her posture. Her breath. Her aura. There was no denying it—not to himself. Not anymore.

The impossible truth carved itself into place with horrifying clarity: Zoe Clark didn’t just resemble his wife.

She was his mate.

Again.

A second mate. A second pull. As a vampire, it was supposed to be impossible.

And yet there she stood—alive and unknowingly holding his entire world within herself.

Carlisle said nothing.

But something inside him changed.

 

Alice breezed into the hotel suite with her usual flourish, a department store bag in each arm and a diaper bag swinging from one shoulder.

"Mission accomplished," she announced brightly. "Clothes for Zoe—soft cotton, nothing flashy—diapers, formula, wipes, and the keys to three rented cars waiting downstairs. Oh, and snacks." She tosses a bag towards Seth with a wink.

She dropped the bags gently on the coffee table and then paused, eyes narrowing. “She’s still in the bathroom?”

Rosalie shakes her head. “She’s laying down with the baby. We didn’t know how long you’d be.” Her voice was softer than usual.

Alice's brow furrowed. “I'll check in after she’s settled,” she murmured, heading toward the kitchenette to sort supplies.

Carlisle lingered near the hallway, watching the closed door to the bedroom as if it might disappear. His hands were folded, but one thumb tapped idly against the other—a tell Rosalie hadn’t seen in decades.

She moved beside him. “You okay?”

He blinked, startled out of thought. “Hmm?”

“You haven’t said more than ten words since Zoe went to shower.” Rosalie’s voice was low, careful. “She’s alive, Carlisle. They’re both okay.”

“I know.” He nodded, but the tap-tap of his thumb resumed.

Rosalie leaned against the wall next to him, folding her arms. “Is this about the blood? The healing? Because yeah, I saw it too. She shouldn’t be able to heal like that.”

Carlisle exhaled slowly. “No... I mean, yes, but it’s not just that.”

Rosalie’s eyes narrowed. “Then what is it?”

He hesitated, gaze locked on the bedroom door. “Have you ever heard of a vampire having more than one mate?”

Rosalie stiffened. “No. That’s not... possible. Is it?”

“I thought not.” Carlisle’s voice was barely a whisper. “But when I look at her… it’s like something in me recognizes her. Not just visually, not just because of the resemblance. It’s deeper. Immediate. And when she was gone—” His voice broke off. He looked away.

Rosalie, to her credit, didn’t dismiss it. She looked back toward the bedroom, expression troubled.

“She hasn’t said anything,” she admitted quietly. “Not about any of it. She’s been quiet. Shaky. Like she’s balancing on a cliff edge.”

“She’s not just shaken,” Carlisle said, voice edged with something she almost didn’t recognize. Fear. “She’s unraveling. And I don’t know what that means for her… or for us.”

Rosalie looked at him for a long moment. “Then maybe we need to tread carefully. Let her come to us. She needs to feel safe first.”

Carlisle nodded, the tension in his frame coiled tight. “Yes,” he murmured. “Safe.”

And behind the door, the faint rustle of fabric and the soft whimper of a baby reminded them both: Zoe Clark may have survived the nightmare—but she hadn’t come out unscathed.

 

A quiet knock sounded at the door.

Zoe’s voice was soft, barely above a whisper. “Come in.”

Edward stepped inside, his movements careful, as if afraid to disturb the silence. His eyes immediately found her—curled up in the corner of the room, her knees drawn to her chest, arms cradling the sleeping form of Jenna. The baby’s tiny fist clutched the hem of Zoe’s borrowed bathrobe, her breath even and peaceful against Zoe’s collarbone.

Edward glanced at the empty bed. “No bed?” he asked lightly, setting the folded clothes Alice had brought on the dresser. He closed the door gently behind him.

Zoe didn’t look up. “Too open,” she said simply. “Life Sucker likes to sleep on me anyway.”

A faint smile touched Edward’s lips. “Alice came back—with clothes, diapers, formula. She even found cars. We can leave for Forks whenever you’re ready.”

Zoe nodded, her gaze fixed on Jenna’s hair. “That’s it?” she murmured. “No questions?”

Edward paused. “Bella asked me to make sure no one pushes you. She’s worried. We all are.” He hesitated. “Carlisle’s respecting your space. No interrogation. Just... one question. If you’ll allow it.”

Zoe finally met his eyes, guarded. “Depends.”

“Are you safe?” Edward asked gently. “From Katherine?”

Zoe blinked, startled by the specificity. “I think so. From Katherine anyway.”

Edward’s brows drew together. “But not safe in general?”

Zoe looked away, jaw tight. The room was quiet except for Jenna’s soft breaths and the distant hum of hotel traffic below.

Edward waited.

Zoe’s voice cracked when it came. “I don’t think anyone’s going to be able to help me, Edward.” Somehow, in some cruel twist of the supernatural lottery, Zoe became the only vampire hybrid who could still sire Klaus’ hybrids. It wasn’t fair.

His expression softened with concern, but he said nothing, letting her speak.

“It’s complicated,” she said. “And maybe... it’s not something that can be fixed. I just want to go home.”

Edward nodded, his voice steady. “We can help with that.”

Zoe closed her eyes again, her fingers brushing gently across Jenna’s back, and didn’t say another word.

 

The soft crunch of tires on gravel broke the stillness of the night. A car eased to a stop in front of the Swan house, headlights sweeping across the porch before cutting off. The lights on the dashboard lit up to read 2:34 AM .

The front door opened almost immediately. Charlie stepped out first, pulling on his jacket against the chill. Bella followed close behind, clutching the edge of her sweater. And then Damon—half a step behind them, restless, his whole frame coiled like a spring. His jaw was locked tight, but his eyes—his eyes were wild with something that looked an awful lot like fear. He looked like he hadn’t breathed in hours.

Inside the car, it was silent.

Carlisle sat behind the wheel, hands still on the steering wheel, his face unreadable. Edward stared straight ahead in the passenger seat, jaw clenched, shoulders stiff. In the backseat, Zoe sat with Jenna clutched tight to her chest. Rosalie sat beside her, one hand gently resting on Zoe’s back.

Carlisle was the first to move. He stepped out and opened the back door.

Zoe stepped out slowly, barefoot, wearing a pair of soft sweatpants and a hoodie Alice had found at a 24-hour drugstore. Jenna was wrapped in Rosalie’s coat, snuggled into Zoe’s chest. Edward and Rosalie followed, quiet shadows behind her.

Zoe’s eyes lifted to the porch—and the moment she saw Damon, she broke.

Her breath caught. “Damon?”

He didn’t answer. He was already moving, down the steps so fast Charlie’s hand shot out to block him. Damon shrugged him off like he wasn’t even there, his eyes locked on Zoe as if she were the only person alive.

The Cullens froze, tense as Damon stalked toward them, his gaze locked on Zoe and the child in her arms. He looked dangerous—uncontrolled—like a predator closing in. Carlisle angled forward half a step, Rosalie shifted closer to Zoe. Protective, instinctive.

But Damon’s fury melted the moment he reached her.

“Jesus, Zo,” he muttered, grabbing her by the neck and pulling her into his chest. One hand cradled the back of her head, the other wrapped around both her and Jenna. The baby gave a soft, startled whimper, then settled again.

“You don’t get to do that to me,” Damon said, voice raw.

“I’m sorry.” Zoe sobbed against his chest. “I’m so, so sorry.”

Her body sagged in his arms, like the fight drained out of her the second she felt him there. For the first time all night, she let herself lean. Damon bent his head, pressing his cheek to her wild, still damp hair, his lips moving against her crown like a frantic prayer no one else could hear. His free hand brushed Jenna’s back, checking her quickly, softly, like he needed proof she was breathing. When the baby stirred, Damon exhaled sharply in relief, clutching them both tighter.

Behind them, Carlisle watched silently. His eyes stayed on the way Damon held her—the protectiveness, the desperation—and something cold and tight twisted in his chest. He should have been the one to bring her comfort. He should have been the one she fell into like that. Instead, he stood outside the circle, watching another man hold her together.

Rosalie bristled, every line of her body taut. She didn’t trust anyone with Zoe—not now, not after finding her bleeding and broken. And certainly not this stranger. She hovered half a step closer, her jaw set, as though she could snatch Zoe back if Damon squeezed too tight.

Edward’s head tilted sharply, his nostrils flaring. Damon’s thoughts hit like glass shards, jagged and fast, impossible to miss. She looks like hell. And they call themselves protectors? Some family. If I’d been here—no, don’t go there. Can’t lose her again. Not her, not Life Sucker. Not ever. The words twisted darker, sharper. And these Brady Bunch wannabes think they’re safe for her? Please. They’ll smile, they’ll play house, and they’ll break her. I should drag her back to Mystic Falls before they finish the job. Sarcasm edged even the fear: Yeah, because that’d go over real well. Still better than this circus. 

Edward’s jaw locked, a low hiss curling at the back of his throat before he smothered it. He didn’t speak, but his whole frame vibrated with the effort of restraint.

Bella exhaled and moved quickly to Edward, hugging him tightly. She whispered something into his shoulder that only he could hear.

Charlie walked stiffly over to Carlisle. He hesitated before offering his hand. “Thanks for bringing them home,” he said, voice low and sincere. “Both of them.”

Carlisle met his eyes and nodded. “Of course.”

But even as he spoke, his gaze drifted back to Zoe in Damon’s arms—pale, trembling, clinging to him like she’d drown without his grip. And for the first time in centuries, Carlisle felt truly uncertain. Rosalie’s hand twitched at her side, like she might reach for Zoe. Edward’s eyes burned. And Damon? Damon just held her like he had no intention of ever letting go.

 

Chapter 82: Eclipse: Zoe's Emotional Support Vampire

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The door clicked shut behind them, sealing out the damp hush of the Forks night.

Inside, the Swan living room was dim, quiet, the only light coming from a single lamp in the corner. The house, usually so familiar, felt suspended—caught between catastrophe and safety.

Zoe stepped in first, barefoot and in Alice’s choice of clothes. Her arms clutched Jenna tightly to her chest, like she needed physical proof the baby was still with her. Her knuckles were white, her posture rigid as if she feared someone might still try to take the child away. Damon hovered close at her side, jaw tight, hand steadying her lower back with quiet, protective pressure.

Rosalie and Edward stayed near the door. Carlisle lingered just inside the threshold, scanning the room not for threats, but for emotional temperature.

Charlie broke the stillness first.

“Let me take her.”

Zoe hesitated only a moment before gently transferring Jenna into his arms. The baby stirred, letting out a soft, confused sound, but didn’t wake. Charlie held her with reverence and relief, pressing a kiss to her head as he sank into the nearest armchair. “Hey, baby girl,” he whispered. “You gave us a real scare.”

“She’s fine,” Zoe murmured as she lowered herself to the floor. Her back met the wall with a soft thud, knees drawn up tightly, arms wrapped around herself like armor. Under the warm, muted glow of the lamp, she looked impossibly small—her damp hair clinging to her face, her skin pale and translucent with fatigue. She looked breakable in a way the Cullens had never seen her before, and the sight hollowed them.

Damon dropped down beside her without a word, shoulder brushing hers in quiet solidarity. He didn’t speak until she looked up at him, her grey eyes wide and glassy with emotion.

“She gave Katherine hell,” Zoe whispered, voice thin but fierce. There was pride behind the exhaustion—an ember that hadn’t gone out.

Damon’s jaw tightened as he gave her a grim, approving nod. “Good for little life sucker.”

The room shifted.

The Cullens, already quiet, were visibly struck by the nickname. None of them had ever heard Bella or Charlie say it. That name belonged to Zoe—half teasing, half reverent. And now this stranger, this man they didn’t know but instinctively recognized as part of Zoe’s orbit, used it without hesitation. Like it was sacred. Like he had every right to it.

It wasn’t lost on any of them. Rosalie bristled, her jaw tight; she hadn’t left Zoe’s side since finding her, and now this man had stepped in like he’d always belonged. Carlisle’s hand flexed at his side, the urge to reach for Zoe nearly overwhelming.

Edward’s eyes narrowed, stray thoughts flickering jagged and unguarded from Damon: She looks thirsty. Pale as a ghost. And they just drive her here like it’s nothing? Then darker, sharper: Not letting her near them again. Not if I can help it. Edward swallowed his response, but the contempt rattled through him like broken glass.

Zoe closed her eyes, letting herself rest against Damon’s shoulder. For the first time in days, she allowed herself to breathe like someone safe.

Bella drifted from the kitchen, setting down mismatched mugs of tea on the table, the gentle clink of ceramic somehow grounding. “It’s probably terrible,” she said softly. “But it’s hot.”

Zoe opened her eyes and nodded. “Thanks.”

Carlisle stepped forward, careful. “How’s your head?”

No one in the room missed the way Damon tensed as Carlisle closed the distance between him and Zoe.

Zoe touched her temple absently, then shook her head. “It’s...fine.”

“I meant in the broader sense,” he clarified gently.

Zoe’s mouth twitched—something like a smile, but tired. “Also fine. Or pretending to be.”

Silence fell again. Not awkward—just thick.

Edward’s jaw tightened as Charlie’s thoughts pressed in, weary, aching: She looks like she’ll shatter. Please let her eat. Please don’t let that woman come back. 

Charlie rubbed Jenna’s back in slow, careful circles. “You’re sure she’s okay?” he said suddenly. “You’re sure Katherine didn’t...”

Zoe blinked fast, then looked away. Damon reached over and laced their fingers together. “I…not that I remember. I wasn't conscious the whole time...but Carlisle examined her and…she’s fine, right?” Her heart beat wildly. “You said she was fine?”

“Zo.” Damon said softly, reaching for her hand.

Carlisle, seeing Zoe’s panic begin to rise again, nodded quickly. “As I said, hungry and tired, but she isn’t harmed.”

“They’re home now, dad.” Bella reminded her dad softly, reassuring him that he could relax.

“Yeah.” Zoe cleared her throat. “We're home.”

Carlisle glanced at Rosalie, then quietly excused himself to make a call in the other room.

“Of course,” Damon drawled, his voice low enough to sound like an afterthought but sharp enough to land. “Because nothing says comforting bedside manner like sneaking off to phone a committee.” He tightened his grip on Zoe’s hand, smirk crooked. “Relax, Zo. You’ve got me. One person’s enough—I don’t need a board meeting to tell me you’re okay.”

Zoe’s throat tightened. She turned her face slightly, pressing into Damon’s shoulder without even thinking about it. Her body curled instinctively toward him, her grip on his hand tightening like an anchor. He shifted easily, letting her lean, the sharpness in his expression softening into something protective, steady.

Edward remained quiet, watching Zoe with something equal parts sorrow and admiration. She rarely let herself lean on anyone. And now, seeing her pressed against Damon like gravity itself had pulled her there—it struck him how deep her trust in this man ran. A trust hard-won, bone-deep, not something the Cullens could claim for themselves.

For the first time, Edward felt the gap between them laid bare. Zoe had a family here—Charlie, Bella, Damon, Jenna—and she clung to them in ways she didn’t with the Cullens. Not yet. Maybe not ever. And that realization ached, not because he doubted their care for her, but because family was supposed to mean belonging. And right now, Zoe had drawn her circle elsewhere—and she had no intention of stepping out of it to join theirs.

For one selfish beat, Edward wondered what that meant for his own future with Bella. Would she ever let him all the way in, or would she always keep herself half-belonging to that other circle, with him on the outside? Would Bella even want to be shared between them, or would she cling to the ones she trusted most? Even now—even while planning to marry him, even as they plan for her change—Bella’s truest ease was with them. And Edward couldn’t help but wonder if she'd ever share her secrets with him and if his family would ever feel like home to her in the same way.

Damon wrapped an arm around Zoe tightly, pulling her to his chest protectively. “You scared the hell out of me, Zo.”

“I scared myself,” she murmured. Then, after a moment: “I’m just glad someone found us. That it wasn’t too late.”

Rosalie crouched nearby. “You didn’t give up. That’s what matters.”

Zoe glanced at Damon, the weight of everything that happened was just waiting to spill out of her lips. She wanted to tell him everything so badly and she couldn’t. Not while the Cullens were in her living room listening.

Charlie rocked Jenna. Damon stayed on the floor. Bella sat close. And Zoe finally leaned her head fully against Damon’s shoulder, eyes falling shut, surrendering in a way she never allowed herself to with the Cullens. Rosalie’s chest twisted. Carlisle’s hands curled into fists in his pockets. Neither could shake the jealousy, nor the fear that maybe Zoe trusted Damon more than she’d ever trust them.

They were home.

And for now—that was enough.

 

Damon glanced between Zoe and the cluster of solemn-faced Cullens. His gaze lingered briefly on Carlisle, then Edward, then Rosalie—still standing a little too close to Zoe for Damon’s comfort. His voice was light, but his eyes were sharp.

“Hey, Charlie,” he said, casual as ever. “I think Zo’s a bit hungry. We can release the Cullens back into the wild now, right? Let her eat in peace?”

Charlie blinked at him. “I—what?” Then he caught the flicker of tension in Zoe’s posture and the half-second of understanding in Damon’s eyes. “Oh. Right.” He cleared his throat and straightened. “Good idea.”

Turning to the vampires, Charlie nodded with forced warmth. “Thanks again, all of you. But I think we’ll get her a little food and send her and Jenna up to bed.”

Rosalie hesitated. Her eyes caught Zoe’s for a long, loaded second. “I’ll call you in the morning,” she said softly.

Zoe nodded, tight-lipped. “Okay.”

The Cullens began to file out slowly—Edward first, then Carlisle—with Rosalie lingering one last beat before she finally followed. The room felt instantly less crowded.

And in a blur of movement, Damon was gone—and back again—two blood bags in his hands like he’d never left.

Bella and Charlie stared.

Zoe didn’t wait. She snatched the first bag from his grip with trembling fingers and drained it fast, no pretense, no hesitation. The second followed just as quickly, her eyes fluttering shut as the blood hit her system, color returning to her face by degrees.

“She’s probably still weak,” Damon explained, tone now serious. “She needed blood to finish healing. And to stay standing.”

Charlie didn’t speak, just ran a hand down his face as Bella sat frozen, processing.

Zoe wiped her mouth with the sleeve of her hoodie, now stained red. Her voice was hoarse. “Thanks.”

Damon nodded. “Anytime.” Then his tone shifted again—sharp, quiet, deadly. “Where is she, Zo?”

Zoe blinked. “Katherine?”

“Who else?”

Zoe looked away. “I don’t know,” she said, hesitant. “She… Elijah came. Took her.”

Damon went still.

Bella, sensing the shift, sat forward. “Who’s Elijah?”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. Her eyes stayed locked with Damon’s, like she was silently asking how much to say. He didn’t help her.

Finally, she sighed. “Elijah is Klaus’s brother. An Original. Not a hybrid, though.”

“Just plain old, super vamp,” Damon muttered. “Awesome.”

Charlie looked between them like they were speaking another language.

Bella’s brow furrowed. “What the hell happened, Zo?”

Zoe’s eyes closed for a beat. When they opened again, her voice was low.

“That’s… not a short story.”

“Good,” Damon said. “We’ve got time.”

 

They moved Zoe to the kitchen table, slow and careful like she might fall apart if jostled. She didn’t protest—just let Damon guide her by the elbow while still clutching her now-empty mug. He refilled it silently with blood and set it in front of her again.

Charlie didn’t let go of Jenna, not for a second. The baby was curled against his chest, a soft green blanket draped around her. He stood near the table, one hand rubbing slow circles across her back. Bella took the seat across from Zoe, hesitant, eyes flicking between the mug and her cousin’s pale face.

“Are they really gone?” she asked softly.

“For now,” Damon said, not looking away from the window. He listened for a beat longer, then turned back toward the table. “Right, Zo?”

Zoe didn’t answer right away. She stared down at the mug, fingers trembling slightly as they curved around the ceramic. “You invited her in,” she said, voice low. “That’s how she got inside.”

Bella blinked, confused. “What?”

Charlie turned sharply. “What are you talking about?”

Zoe looked up at them, her voice shaky. “Katherine. She… she likes to pretend. Pretend to be me, or Elena—mostly Elena. But this time…” Her eyes slid to Bella. “She pretended to be me. And you invited her in.”

Bella paled, lips parting in horror. “Zoe, I—I didn’t know. I thought you were—”

But Damon cut her off gently. “Hey, no. This isn’t on you.” He glanced at Bella, firm. “Katherine’s had five centuries of practice. She’s a master manipulator, even when you know her tricks.”

Zoe’s laugh was short, bitter. “She threatened Jenna. Goaded me into fighting. I was faster, stronger, but she still got the best of me.”

“Because she’s been at this a lot longer than you,” Damon said. “You’re tough, but she’s been surviving for over five hundred years. Don’t forget that.”

Charlie and Bella exchanged a stunned glance.

“She’s five hundred?” Charlie echoed.

“Give or take.” Zoe wiped her nose with the back of her hand. “I woke up and I didn’t know where Jenna was. I couldn’t even hear her crying. Katherine was still there, but…” She shook her head. “I think—”

“Zoe.” Damon leaned in, his voice gentle but insistent. “She’s fine. She’s right here.”

Zoe let out a shuddering breath, her gaze flicking down to Jenna, then back up. “She said… because I’m a hybrid, because I still have a heartbeat, Klaus can still use me. That she was going to deliver me—and Jenna—to him.”

Damon’s brows furrowed. “That’s not possible. You’re dead. You’re a vampire—”

“A vampire hybrid,” Bella whispered, horrified.

Charlie held Jenna a little tighter. “Okay, back up. I know Klaus is a hybrid. I know he used Zoe to break his curse. But why would he want her again? What does he need?”

Damon’s jaw clenched. “It’s the joke of the millenia. Elena and Zoe were never supposed to survive the sacrifice. But now that they did, and Klaus figured out how to make more hybrids, he needs their blood. It’s the only way his new pets survive the transition.”

Charlie looked like he might be sick. “So you’re saying... Zoe’s still on his list.”

“Welcome to the horror show,” Damon muttered.

Charlie stared at Zoe. “But Elijah let you go. You said he’s Klaus’s brother?”

“They have a complicated relationship,” Zoe said tiredly. “A millennium together will do that.”

“Screwing each other over is basically a Mikaelson family tradition,” Damon added.

“So why?” Charlie pressed. “Why’d he let you go?”

Zoe hesitated, her voice low. “He said he doesn’t want Klaus making more hybrids. And…” She glanced at Jenna. “He was interested in her.”

Damon’s gaze sharpened. “Life Sucker?”

Zoe nodded. “He called her a child born from magic and contradiction. Part vampire. Part human. Part spell.” She rubbed her hands over her face. “He said he wanted to understand her. And that I should keep her hidden.”

Damon’s jaw worked silently, emotions playing over his face—anger, fear, helplessness.

Charlie, ever the pragmatist, grunted. “And Katherine? She just let you leave?”

Zoe let out a humorless laugh. “She wasn’t exactly conscious. Elijah snapped her neck.”

Damon arched a brow. “Nice touch.”

Zoe glanced at him. “He said he was going to bleed the vervain out of her system and compel her to forget. To never speak of me. Of Jenna. To stay away.”

Charlie crossed his arms, uneasy. “You sure?”

Damon exhaled slowly. “Elijah’s a bastard,” he said, tone grim. “But he’s a noble one. If he said he’ll do it, he will.”

They sat in silence for a long beat. Just the steady rhythm of Jenna’s breathing against Charlie’s chest, and the weight of what came next lingering in the air.

Zoe finally sipped from her mug.

 

Charlie had fallen asleep on the couch, his head tilted back, mouth slightly open. Jenna was curled up on his chest, his hand resting lightly on her back. The television played low in the background, forgotten.

Upstairs, the house was still. Bella was asleep in her room, door shut tight. And in the attic bedroom—Zoe’s room—Damon stood by the window, his arms crossed, bathed in moonlight. He hadn’t turned the light on. Zoe sat on the edge of the bed, her hair still damp, wearing a pair of borrowed sweats and an oversized T-shirt that didn’t belong to her.

“I can’t sleep,” she said quietly, not looking at him. “I haven’t slept since I turned. Not really.”

Damon didn’t answer right away.

Zoe finally turned to face him, eyes tired but wired. “I need something else. Something to… I don’t know. Quiet it down.” She stood, took a step closer. “I need to feel something other than fear, Damon. Please.”

Her voice cracked on the last word.

Damon’s jaw tensed. “Zo…”

“I’m not asking for forever,” she whispered. “I’m just asking for now.” 

She begins to take off her shirt but Damon stops her, a hand pulling it back down gently. He exhaled slowly and shook his head. “I can’t.”

Zoe’s brow furrowed, her whole body suddenly taut with rejection. “Why not?”

Damon hesitated, the silence between them stretching too long. “I’m seeing Elena.”

Zoe blinked, stunned. “Elena?” she echoed. “Her humanity’s back on?”

Damon nodded once. “For a while now.”

The sting wasn’t about the rejection anymore. It was the realization that no one had told her. That somehow, she’d fallen out of the loop of her own life.

She swallowed, trying to play it off. “So that’s it, huh? One doppelgänger for another. Elena gets you. And I…” She gave a small, bitter laugh. “I get to be the immortal third wheel. I’m in the bond-sidecar.”

“Zoe.” Damon’s voice softened, stepping closer. “You know I’ll always love you.”

“But not like that,” she cut in. Her arms wrapped around herself, and the bond shimmered between them—grief bleeding through it, sharp and aching.

Damon’s chest clenched. The guilt was unbearable.

“I didn’t mean for this to hurt you,” he said quietly.

Zoe finally looked at him, and her eyes were glassy but cold. “Can you go?”

He stiffened. “Zo—”

“Please.” Her voice was a whisper now. “I need to be alone. I need you to go.”

Damon lingered for a moment longer, but she turned her back to him. That was answer enough.

He moved to the door, pausing with his hand on the frame. “I’ll see you in the morning.”

Zoe didn’t turn around.

“No,” she said. “Don’t. Just… leave Forks, Damon.”

He closed his eyes at the sound of it. The finality.

Then, wordlessly, he stepped out and disappeared into the night.

 

The front door creaked quietly as Damon stepped out onto the porch. The night air was cool, thick with mist and pine. He paused on the top step, running a hand through his hair like it could somehow shake off the weight clinging to him.

“You’re really leaving? Now, when they just got home?”

Damon turned sharply. Charlie stood in the doorway, still in his flannel and sweatpants, the porch light casting long shadows over his tired face.

Damon sighed. “Didn’t mean to wake you.”

“You didn’t.” Charlie stepped onto the porch, arms crossed. “Can’t sleep when half the town’s been on fire, and the other half’s keeping secrets.”

Damon gave a weak smirk. “Liar. You passed out cold on the couch with Life Sucker.” 

Charlie studied him, eyes narrowing. “So that’s it? You’re just going to vanish? Again?”

Damon shrugged, his tone deliberately light. “Zoe Clark doesn’t need anyone. She never has. That’s why we never really worked.” He gave a short, bitter laugh. “She’s better off without me.”

“That’s not true.” Charlie’s voice was firmer now, grounded. “You’re her best friend. More than that, and you know it.”

Damon turned away, jaw tight. “She asked me to go.”

Charlie blinked. “She what?”

“We had a…disagreement,” Damon said, tired now. “She made it clear she didn’t want me here.”

Charlie let out a slow breath, then leaned against the railing. “Yeah. Sounds like her.”

Damon arched a brow. “Thanks, that’s helpful.”

“No, I mean… she pushes people away when she’s scared. When she’s hurting.” Charlie’s voice softened. “But she never pushes you.”

Damon didn’t respond.

Charlie looked out over the dark street, hands in his pockets. “Look, I don’t pretend to understand whatever this… vampire-bonded hybrid doppelgänger nonsense is. But I do know this—if she’s stuck being undead forever, I’m glad it’s you who’s stuck with her.”

Damon blinked, caught off guard.

Charlie nodded, his expression quiet but sincere. “I won’t be around forever. I try not to think about that, but it’s the truth. And knowing you’ll be there—watching her back, loving her, even when she makes it hard…” He trailed off, then gave Damon a sidelong glance. “Don’t be a stranger, Damon.”

Damon hesitated, then gave a small, genuine nod. “I won’t.”

With that, he stepped off the porch and into the night—leaving Charlie alone, but a little more at ease.

 

Damon didn’t go straight to SeaTac. He should have—grab a bottle at the airport bar, charm his way onto a flight back east, and be done with it. But the idea of leaving Forks, of leaving her, churned like acid. He could still see Katherine’s smirk, still hear Zoe’s voice breaking when she asked him to go. Worse—the image of Jenna’s tiny fists clenched around Zoe’s shirt while he stood uselessly on the sidelines. They had been kidnapped, tortured, threatened—and he’d been too far away to save them.

So instead of heading south toward the airport, Damon turned his rental east, toward the Reservation. His foot was heavy on the gas, his chest tight with anger he didn’t want to name. At Katherine. At Zoe. At Elena. At himself. Especially himself.

The night was thick with mist when Damon spotted movement at the tree line. Two figures, broad-shouldered, pacing the forest edge with too much purpose to be random hikers. He eased the Camaro to a stop, headlights off, and stepped out, the gravel crunching under his boots.

He leaned against the car door, all lazy posture and sharp eyes. “I’m looking for a guy named Sam,” he said casually. “Aggressive. Little bit of an asshole. Ringing any bells?”

The taller one shifted uneasily, but didn’t answer. The other stiffened just enough to confirm it.

Damon’s smirk curved slow, predatory. “Well, well. Forks’ very own midnight security detail. Let me guess—wolves?”

Neither spoke. Their posture was answer enough. Damon tilted his head, studying the darker-haired one in front, the way authority bled off him in every squared shoulder and taut line. Leader.

“You must be Sam,” Damon said finally, his tone laced with mock appreciation. “Alpha dog himself.”

His gaze slid to the younger one bristling at Sam’s side. Damon gave a careless shrug. “And you… which one are you? Jacob? Paul? Doesn’t matter. You all smell the same.” His smirk curved, sharp and taunting. “One of Sam’s loyal pups, right?”

The silence stretched, heavy and taut. Damon let it breathe, savoring the tension, his smirk cutting wider. “Well, isn’t this convenient,” he drawled. “Means I don’t have to waste my night hunting you down.”

Sam stiffened immediately, shoulders squared. “You’re not supposed to be here.”

“Look at you two—out here keeping the town safe. Real Boy Scout energy. Should I get you a merit badge?”

Quil glanced between them, wary. Sam didn’t move. Damon felt the shift in the air—thick, electric. His skin prickled. Wolves. He’d faced worse, but never casually. One bite, that was all it took. He hated that they could smell the hesitation he worked so hard to bury. So he doubled down.

His smirk thinned, sharp as glass. “Zoe and Jenna—they’re mine. You understand me? If something—anything—happens to them, whether it’s your fault or not, I’ll come for you first.”

Quil shifted, but Sam stood his ground. His eyes narrowed, voice low and edged. “And what’ll you do?”

Damon leaned in, grin flashing wicked, masking the spike of wariness curling in his gut. He could feel Zoe still—her panic, her pain—echoing faint through the bond like it hadn’t left his bones. She’d kicked him out, told him to leave, but that didn’t matter. She was his. She’d always be his.

“Ever seen what’s left after a wood chipper?” Damon murmured, voice silk over steel. “That’ll be you—on a good day. And I’ll make sure you’re awake for every second of it.”

Quil stiffened, but Sam only bristled further, chin lifting. “Zoe and that baby don’t belong in Forks. They’re dangerous. Everyone can see it. You should, too.”

The words cut deeper than Damon expected. Dangerous. He hated the echo of truth in it—because Zoe was dangerous. Not to him, never to him, but to herself. To anyone who tried to claim her.

His grin vanished, leaving something colder, hungrier. “If you think Zoe’s dangerous,” he said, stepping closer, voice dropping to a near growl, “then you haven’t been paying attention. She’s not the monster here.” His eyes gleamed, catching the weak light. “I am. And if you or your pack so much as breathe wrong around her, I’ll show you exactly what that means.”

Sam’s nostrils flared, his stare pressing back like a physical weight. Damon felt it—the very real threat of teeth that could end him—and for a heartbeat, the danger thrilled him. Part of him wanted the fight. Wanted to bleed. Wanted to end this night with something other than the hollow ache Zoe had left behind.

But instead he buried it under another smirk, sharp and brittle. He lingered just long enough to let the silence bite, then dropped his voice low, cold.

“Touch her. Scare her. Even breathe wrong around her—and I’ll do to this Reservation what I’ve done before. I’ll bleed it dry, piece by piece. I’ll make your people watch while I tear apart everything they think makes them strong, until they beg me to finish them. And when I finally do, you’ll wish I’d been merciful.”

Only then did he step back, eyes locked on Sam’s, before sliding into his car. The engine roared to life, breaking the stillness as Damon tore off into the mist, leaving the echo of his threat hanging heavy in the trees.

Sam stayed rooted, jaw tight, his hands curled into fists he didn’t remember making. Quil shifted at his side, restless, but even he didn’t speak. For once, there was no bravado, no quick retort. Just the cold weight of Damon’s promise settling in their bones.

The mist swallowed the car’s taillights, but the unease remained—thick, clinging, impossible to shake.

 

Chapter 83: Eclipse: Handle With Care

Chapter Text

Bella padded softly down the stairs, the early morning light filtering in through the windows. She expected silence—or maybe her dad nursing a coffee on the couch—but paused when she saw Zoe instead.

Her cousin sat at the kitchen table, barefoot, her damp hair braided loosely down her back. Jenna was cradled in one arm, a bottle in her mouth, her small fingers curling around Zoe’s shirt. There were no faint bruises or scabs on Zoe’s skin—no evidence that she’d been hurt— and her expression was calm, focused entirely on the baby.

Charlie stood by the counter, coffee in hand, watching the two of them with quiet reverence.

“She’s been down here all morning,” he muttered, barely loud enough for Bella to hear.

Bella stepped further into the room, hesitant. “Edward just called,” she said gently. “He and Rosalie are on their way over.”

Zoe didn’t look up. “Okay.”

Bella hesitated. “Where’s Damon?”

Zoe’s voice was flat. “Gone.”

The word hung in the air, final and heavy. Bella glanced at Charlie, who shifted awkwardly.

“Sue called,” he said after a pause. “Wanted to check in, maybe bring food, but I told her to give it a few hours. Figured you could use some time before dealing with anyone else.”

Bella winced at Charlie’s words but Zoe just nodded faintly, adjusting Jenna against her shoulder as she switched her to the other arm.

“I’m fine,” she said quietly. But the words lacked any real weight.

Bella didn’t challenge her. She just crossed the kitchen and sat down across from her cousin, folding her hands in her lap.

“Let me know if you need anything,” she said gently.

Zoe nodded again, eyes fixed on Jenna, as if grounding herself in the simple rhythm of caring for her child. The silence between them wasn’t uncomfortable, not really. It just was—filled with all the things they weren’t saying yet.

 

Sam stood with his arms crossed, jaw tight as he stared down Leah and Seth. The morning mist hadn’t burned off yet, and the forest clearing felt colder than it should’ve.

Paul, Embry, and Quil stood a few paces behind him, silent but watchful. The tension was thick—pack tension. The kind that never quite disappeared when authority and instincts collided.

“You went with the Cullens,” Sam said, his voice low but clipped. “Without telling me.”

Seth shuffled nervously, his hands shoved in his hoodie pocket. “We didn’t mean— I mean, it wasn’t—” He swallowed. “I’m sorry, Sam. We just... We had to.”

“I asked him to,” Leah cut in sharply, stepping slightly in front of her brother. “Mom told us to help. She's an Elder, remember? Or do you only care about rank when it benefits you?”

Sam’s eyes narrowed. “That’s not how this works, Leah.”

“No,” she shot back, arms folding. “But maybe if you'd seen what we saw, you’d understand.”

Seth raised his hands slightly, trying to cool the fire building between them. “Look, Zoe needed help. And Jenna’s just a baby,” he added softly. “She didn’t ask to be part of any of this.”

That hit harder than anyone expected.

Even Sam didn’t respond right away.

It was Paul who finally broke the silence. “How bad was it?”

Leah looked at him, surprised. For a moment, her voice faltered. Then she cleared her throat. “We found Zoe wandering near the warehouse district. She was barefoot, covered in blood, holding the baby like it was the only thing keeping her standing.” Her jaw clenched. “She didn’t even know where she was. Jenna was okay, but Zoe...” She trailed off. “It was bad, Paul. Really bad.”

Paul’s face tightened, but he nodded once, eyes dropping to the dirt.

Sam exhaled through his nose. His posture remained rigid, but something behind his gaze shifted—reluctant understanding, maybe.

“You should’ve come to me first,” he said, quieter now. “Next time, you do. We don’t keep secrets from the pack. Not like this.”

Leah held his gaze, but said nothing.

“Seth?”

“Yeah,” Seth mumbled. “We get it.”

Sam gave one final nod, more to himself than to them. “Don’t step out of line again.”

With that, he turned and walked off into the trees. The others followed, quiet shadows in his wake.

Leah exhaled harshly once they were alone.

“You okay?” Seth asked.

Leah shrugged. “We did the right thing.” She glanced sideways at him. “You did good, kid. Dad would be proud.”

Seth gave his sister a small smile.

 

The knock at the front door was soft but urgent. Bella opened it before Charlie could, revealing Rosalie and Edward on the porch. Rosalie’s eyes immediately swept the room, searching for one face.

Zoe sat curled up in the armchair by the fireplace, barefoot, hair still damp, wrapped in one of Charlie’s oversized flannels. Jenna dozed in her arms, tucked against her chest. The baby’s tiny hand clutched a fistful of Zoe’s shirt.

Rosalie visibly relaxed just a little at the sight, but her worry didn’t fade.

“Hey,” Bella greeted, stepping aside to let them in.

Charlie nodded to the newcomers, offering a gruff, “Coffee’s still hot,” before slipping into the kitchen, leaving them alone in the living room.

Rosalie crossed the room quietly and eased down onto the couch beside Zoe. Her movements were slow, careful. When her hand brushed against Zoe’s arm in passing, Zoe flinched.

Rosalie stilled, her lips tightening. “Sorry,” she said gently, but Zoe only shook her head, eyes averted.

Edward remained standing, hands in his pockets. His gaze moved from Zoe to Jenna, then to the floor. “Where’s Damon?” he asked, the name hitting the air like a curse.

Zoe didn’t look up. “He left. Last night.”

Edward and Rosalie exchanged a glance—brief, pointed—but neither commented.

Rosalie’s voice softened. “How’s Jenna?”

Zoe didn’t respond. Her fingers gently traced the curve of Jenna’s back, but she said nothing.

“She’s fine,” Bella answered from where she stood near the door. “Clingy. Shaken. But she’s fine. She won’t let Zoe or Charlie out of her sight.”

Edward nodded slowly, but the weight of everything unsaid still hung in the room.

Rosalie watched Zoe closely, concern etched into every line of her face. But she didn’t press—not yet.

Instead, she shifted just slightly closer, her voice low. “You don’t have to talk about it. But I’m not going anywhere.”

Zoe’s eyes flicked to her, quick and wary. But after a moment, she nodded once, just barely.

That was enough. For now.

 

Zoe sat cross-legged on the living room floor, one arm looped around Jenna, who nestled in her lap, gnawing absently on a plastic teething ring. The baby’s soft, rhythmic babbling filled the quiet room—a small, fragile island of normalcy after the storm.

Bella lingered in the doorway, watching them. Zoe smiled faintly at Jenna, but it didn’t reach her eyes. Not really. She looked thinner in the morning light, shadows carved beneath her cheekbones, her expression far away. Guarded.

“Zoe?” Bella said gently, stepping forward.

Zoe didn’t look up.

“I know you’re tired, and this might not be the best time, but... there’s something you need to know.”

That got her attention. The teething ring slipped from Jenna’s grasp, thudding softly against the floor as Zoe’s head snapped up. Her eyes locked on Bella, sharp and too alert. “What kind of something?”

Bella swallowed. “The Cullens… they’ve met someone like you before.”

Zoe tensed. “What do you mean?”

Bella crouched to sit near her cousin, lowering her voice. “A doppelganger. The same face. The same... everything.”

Zoe’s breath hitched. Her gaze flickered with something—confusion, fear, and then that darker thing again. A memory. A dream. “Who?”

“She was Carlisle’s mate,” Bella said, carefully. “His wife. He changed her.”

Zoe blinked. Her face hardened. “When?”

“I don’t know exactly. She died in the 1930s or 40s, I think.”

Zoe turned away, brushing Jenna’s curls. Her jaw was tight. Locked.

“I didn’t want to tell you,” Bella continued, voice softer. “Not now, after everything. But the Cullens... they’re starting to ask questions. About why you look like Katherine. Why you look like her.”

Zoe hunched forward, curling protectively around Jenna. “I’ll figure something out,” she murmured. Her voice was flat. Distant.

“You don’t have to do it alone,” Bella said.

“I always do,” Zoe whispered.

“We can trust the Cullens. They wouldn’t—”

“Hurt me?” Zoe scoffed. “I’m in this mess because of them. Because of Carlisle. I died because he couldn't pick up the phone, Bella!”

“That’s not fair, Zo. He didn’t know. We could tell them—”

“About me? About Jenna?” Zoe snapped. Jenna flinched, eyes wide, and Zoe instantly softened, brushing her tiny cheek. “It’s not safe, Bells. You know that now more than ever. Jenna and I need to stay hidden. And that family… they attract too much attention.”

Bella hesitates a moment before her words come tumbling out of her mouth, “I’m marrying Edward.”

Zoe’s head snapped toward her. “What?”

“I haven’t told Charlie yet. But before Edward changes me… we’re going to get married. So I’ll be part of that family, Zo.”

Zoe didn’t argue. Didn’t try to talk her out of it. She just asked, softly, “Will that make you happy?”

Bella hesitated, then nodded. “Yeah. I think it will.” She gave a nervous half-smile. “But only if you’re my maid of honor.”

Zoe blinked. “You want me as your maid of honor?”

“And Jenna as the flower girl.”

“You’re insane.”

“Probably.” Bella shrugged. “But I want you there with me. You don’t have to do anything. Alice can plan the whole thing. I just... want you standing next to me.”

“You just want a fully undead bridal party.”

Bella snorted. “It’ll piss off Jessica.”

Zoe sighed. “Well. I do love pissing off Jessica Stanley.”

Bella smiled, settling beside her, close but not reaching. Not yet. She didn’t need to. Not when she was already right there.

 

There was a knock at the door—gentle, unhurried, but firm. Charlie moved to answer it, and Zoe shifted slightly where she sat cross-legged on the floor, Jenna nestled in her lap, still gnawing contentedly on her teething ring.

“Sue,” Charlie greeted, stepping aside.

Sue Clearwater stood in the doorway with a small cloth bag in hand and an uncertain smile on her face. Her eyes flicked to Zoe and the baby instantly, scanning them without judgment—just quiet worry.

“I brought muffins,” she said softly. “Thought you might all be a little tired of hospital leftovers and freezer meals.”

Zoe offered a faint smile. “We skipped the hospital this time.”

Sue stepped in, letting the door shut quietly behind her. Her gaze landed on Jenna. “She looks…” she started, then trailed off, emotion rising in her voice. “She looks good.”

“She’s okay,” Zoe said gently. “Hungry, clingy… but okay.”

Sue took a slow step forward and then, almost instinctively, reached toward Jenna—only to freeze halfway through the motion, her hand hovering awkwardly in the air.

Zoe noticed. “It’s okay,” she said quietly. “You can hold her.”

Sue blinked, startled. “Are you sure?”

Zoe nodded. “She knows you.”

That was all the encouragement Sue needed. With careful, reverent movements, she reached down and took Jenna into her arms. The baby went easily, eyes curious but calm as Sue held her close.

Sue let out a shaky breath, the kind you release after holding something in too long. She rocked Jenna gently, eyes glistening. “I was scared,” she admitted. “When I heard what happened—I thought...” Her voice caught. “I thought we might’ve lost you both.”

Zoe looked down, hands folded tightly in her lap. “So did I,” she said, barely above a whisper.

The room was quiet for a moment—just the soft cooing of Jenna and the tick of the old clock in the kitchen.

“She’s tougher than she looks,” Sue said, her voice steadier now as she looked down at the baby. “Must get that from her cousin.”

Zoe gave a small, tired smile. “She gets it from all the women who keep showing up for her.”

Sue crouched beside them and offered Jenna a new toy from her bag. Jenna reached for it instantly, giggling.

Zoe looked up. “Thank you,” she said, voice soft but clear. “For sending Leah and Seth. Leah was really good with her.” Her arms tightened gently around her daughter. “She didn’t have to be. But she was.”

Sue nodded, still crouched at Jenna’s level. “Leah might be prickly,” she said, tone wry, “but she knows what matters. And that baby matters.”

Zoe smiled, the expression tired but grateful.

Sue stood, patted Charlie’s arm, and passed him the bag. “You need to eat. Both of you.” She looked at Zoe again. “Take it easy, alright?”

Zoe nodded. “We’re trying.”

Sue offered one last smile, then turned and let herself out with a quiet, “See you soon.”

The door clicked shut behind her.

Zoe waited a beat, then glanced sideways at her uncle, eyebrows raised. “You gonna wipe the drool off your face, or should I hand you a bib?”

Charlie blinked, startled, then scowled. “She brought muffins.”

“Uh huh.” Zoe leaned back against the wall, a faint smirk curling at the edge of her mouth. “Sure that’s what you were focused on.”

Charlie muttered something under his breath and stalked toward the kitchen. Jenna giggled again, as if she understood the joke.