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Although Henry has been picturing this scene for years, nothing comes close to seeing Alex actually drop to his knees and drag himself forward between Henry's thighs. Alex lets his head rest on Henry's thigh for a moment as his wild curls brush against naked skin. Then, he decides to glance up through his genuinely ridiculous eyelashes and give Henry a cocky grin, enough to make his stomach twist with heat.
“You’re staring like you’ve never had someone down here before,” Alex teases, his voice warm and playful, though there’s nervousness twitching in the corner of his mouth.
“You’ve never been down there,” Henry replies, throat tight with anticipation.
Alex barks a laugh that then turns into a hum as he leans forward, kissing inch by inch the inside of Henry’s thigh. Henry’s breath catches as he closes his eyes, unable to look at the sight before him. Each press of Alex’s lips moves closer to where Henry is straining, flushed and aching, and he can’t believe Alex is real. Afraid it all might just vanish if he even takes a breath, Henry tries to relax more under his touch.
“Never done this before,” Alex admits against his skin, tongue darting out for a taste over Henry’s boxers. “Can’t be harder than eating a popsicle, right?” he teases.
“Good lord, Alex—” Henry huffs a laugh and opens his eyes again.
“I don’t want you to be uncomfortable, H,” Alex says, taking his mouth away as he leans back to sit on his heels—and Henry’s barely holding himself steady from launching forward, not wanting to lose even that phantom touch he felt before. “I know I don’t have the experience you do and that I might suck at it,” Alex breaks with a giggle at his own joke. “But I really want to suck you off, sweetheart. I want to make you feel good.”
“Alex—” Henry sighs his name like a prayer meant for the heavens.
“I can make it good for you, baby. I know I can. Will you let me?” Alex finally asks, and Henry thinks that if he’ll ever think of saying ‘no’ to Alex, then something crucial must be wrong with his brain.
“Please, love—just, anything you want—” Henry pants under Alex’s gaze. “I’m sure you’ll do amazing for me, darling.” He lets his hand cup Alex’s cheek, pulling his face forward and just before Alex leans back into position, reaching towards Henry’s crotch, he whispers, “You’re such a good boy for me—”
And Alex’s eyes darken with desire.
He yanks Henry’s boxers off, surprising him with the sudden movement and then wraps a tentative hand around the base of Henry’s cock. Feeling Alex’s hot hand touching his skin, Henry’s sharp breath turns into a guttural moan that surprises even himself. Alex looks up at him, pupils blown wide—the warm brown of his eyes almost surrendered to the darkness—and Henry knows he’s already fucked.
The first lick is clumsy—tongue too tense and shaky—but it makes Henry’s hips jerk in place all the same. Alex grins, emboldened by the reaction, and does it again, softer this time. His tongue swirls around the tip of the head like he’s trying to map it out for himself. When Henry groans again, Alex’s eyes beam with happiness, like he’s just discovered a new land.
“Fuck, you’re noisy,” Alex says, keeping his lips pressed to the head, breath hot against Henry’s cock.
“Alex, Christ—” comes Henry’s reply, because, besides moans, all he can do is call out names of saints, with Alex first on that list.
His prayer cuts off into a strangled moan when Alex finally lets his lips slide down his whole shaft and takes him in. His suction is messy, his jaw working awkwardly to accommodate Henry’s might, but the sight is obscene nonetheless: Alex is down on his knees, blunt nails digging into Henry’s thighs, as his filthy American mouth is stretched wide and his cheeks hollow, trying his best to be a good boy for Henry.
And Henry knows he won’t last long.
He doesn’t want this moment to end, but at the same time, he feels the need to pull Alex up from the floor and press his mouth against those criminal lips, never letting him take another breath of air.
Henry fists the sheets of his bed, forcing himself not to thrust up, not to jerk his hips and hurt Alex. The last thing he wants to do is scare him off or make him gag and pull away. They can try that another time, should Alex deem it possible. God, does Henry hope they’ll be able to do this again one day.
But Alex surprises him in that exact same moment, as he decides to slowly push himself lower until he does gag, coughing around Henry’s cock. He pulls back quickly, spit dripping down his chin, with a breathless laugh.
“Okay,” Alex pants, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, lips red and swollen. “Little harder than a popsicle. But much more tasty,” he adds with a wink right as he dives back in, this time focusing only on Henry’s tip.
“You’re insufferable,” Henry groans.
“Mhm—,” Alex starts to say, his lips still sliding up and down the tortured tip, “—but you like me like that.”
And then Alex is back down, determined to swallow Henry down to the root. He manages to set a rhythm, bobbing his head and helping himself with his hand, letting his tongue drag along the underside of Henry’s cock from time to time. Every time Alex manages to take him deeper, Henry’s vision whites out a little more.
“Alex, darling, nnngh—I’m—fuck. I’m so close.”
Alex hums around him as if in agreement, and that’s it. That’s all it takes for Henry to come undone, spilling his load down Alex’s throat with a helpless cry towards the heavens. Alex swallows as best he can, pulling back with a cough when everything is too much, and wipes his chin with a wicked grin.
“Not bad for a first-timer, huh?”
Henry can’t answer—can’t think, can’t speak. He got his wish come true—his wildest fantasy came alive. And if he were to die in this moment and never get to have Alex again, he’d still die a happy man.
“Such a good boy for me—” he says again, pulling Alex up, kissing him hard, tasting himself on Alex’s tongue.
“Fuck,” Alex whispers, forehead pressed to Henry’s. “You’re going to kill me. I’m going to die if I don’t get to do that ever again.”
All Henry can do is sink down to his knees and make another dream come true.