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Dracula shows Illyria how to be feared again.
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“Illyn Leshra (Jaffa Ginborjo) Tammesin: A Rose by Any Other Name” by Polgarawolf
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
30 Apr 2008
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This is seventy-five random but essentially chronological moments from the life of Illyn Leshra (Jaffa Ginborjo) Tammesin, the mother of (Ryseidas) Dormé Tammesin. There is an actual story here – one small thread among the vast woven tapestry of life that is the living history of the galaxy, stretched out and twisted, knotted into the whole, curled down among the roots of time, connecting various moments together – but one must read between the lines to capture it. It is not precisely the truth, for the subtle story of these moments is sketched out here in words, and, in the sin of writing down a life, it inevitably changes the shape of things. But it is nevertheless a form of truth. (From a certain point of view . . . )
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- Part 29 of Star Wars: You Became to Me
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If Your Good Looks Could Settle Me by orphan_account
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types
12 Mar 2013
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In which Courfeyrac makes a good show of remembering important dates, Enjolras continues his education, Grantaire pushes too hard, and the phrase "facebook official" doesn't cross anyone's mind.
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- Part 3 of The Glitterbombs of Angry Queers
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He traces lines of frost onto the stone, tiny images of the Guardians forming in patterns. They shine in the dark, reflecting what little light there is. There are only a few torches, just enough to see by, barely enough to make out what's in front of him. It's a disorientation technique. He's been here long enough that it doesn't affect him anymore. Footsteps in the distance make him jump and he smashes the patterns with his heel before they can be seen. Shards glitter at his feet, all that remains of a fantasy he'd long since given up on.
(The sequel to Tremble that I really shouldn't be writing and yet HERE IT IS.....)
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Jane and Lisbon spend the night in a motel on their way back from Malibu after the events of "Fugue in Red".
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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Patriotic by E14
Fandoms: Les Misérables - All Media Types, Les Misérables (2012), Les Misérables - Victor Hugo, Les Misérables - Schönberg/Boublil
30 Oct 2014
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A new member joins Les Amis, and he seems to be the perfect revolutionary; even Enjolras is impressed with him. Grantaire, however, is cautious and is later forced to make an ultimate sacrifice for the sake of the Revolution.
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- Part 2 of The Price We Pay
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//Well, okay, here’s the thing - they say they know it’s not real, but sometimes they’re lying in bed and they feel like they can’t move and they feel empty and they don’t feel like a solid being and they don’t know what being dead feels like and they don’t know what not being real feels like but they’re pretty sure if either of those things even had a feeling, it would be this.//
Newt doesn't ever tell anyone, but they're pretty sure they're not real.
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"We accept the love we think we deserve." - Stephen Chbosky
Eddie Guerrero and Chris Benoit have been best friends for many years, both developing feelings for each other. A relationship finally blossoms, but toxic seeds are planted and soon they will grow and wrap around them, choking the love out.****
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Please pay attention to the tags. There will be both graphic and non-graphic scenes of rape and abuse, including flashbacks. If those make you uncomfortable or if they’re triggering for you, please do not read this fanfic. -
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Nick put a hand through his hair. “I’m not entirely sure I want it like this,” he said, even though his dick was expressing another opinion entirely.
Louis slapped Harry’s arse sharply and smiled as he watched him struggle to scramble onto all fours with his hands tied in front of him. Then he looked back at Nick. “That’s up to you,” he said. “But I think you need to get used to the fact that this is the only way you’ll ever have him.”or, Louis and Harry invite Nick to a threesome but it's not what Nick had in mind, exactly.
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Fred is gone and coping is far beyond their reach.
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a sudden throw by hollowforest
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 May 2014
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Second person drabble from Bucky's POV at the end of TWS.
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All chapters of Vin's Kill collected here.
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I Know A Thing About Contrition (Because I've Got Enough to Spare) by inkslinger_outlaw
Fandoms: Homestuck, MS Paint Adventures
17 Jul 2014
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You were so sure. You were so fucking sure that you could handle it. Handle everything. You just can't, though. Can't even get through a day without cutting your goddamn self to ribbons.
Pathetic.
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The division is clear, between harriers and hunted. And he's on the wrong side of it.
Negatoys.
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Your name is Hal and you are scared.
You were made out of necessity. Maybe less necessity and more curiosity, but either way, you had a purpose.
Now you don't, and you wonder how long they'll keep you around before they realize that.
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Yu Narukami sees his fingers move, but does not feel the skin bend. He sees his friends talk, but he's not sure if they're really there.
He is without. He is an other. But then, in the shadows, there's Teddie.
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I am the mask you wear.......it's me they here by Anonymous
Fandoms: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney, Mawaru Penguindrum, Persona 4
17 Sep 2014
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Apollo Justice defends his STRANGEST client yet......A HORSE?!?! But there is a twist, and nothing is as it seems, in this labyrinth of mystery and regret. Find out the secrets of the past and future in "I am the mask you wear It's me they hear".
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Looking Behind Every Door by orphan_account
Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
09 Nov 2014
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Modern AU. Reek seizes an opportunity to escape Ramsay.
This wasn't happiness, but it was the brightest moment of his life, and he kept running.
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- Part 1 of Never Let Me Down Again
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Peter Hale is dressed as an orderly...
Stiles is about 98% sure that this isn't going to end well.
_______Stiles supposes he doesn't mind Peter's visits. It brings a nice change from the facility's usual routine of group therapies and medication adjustments — but then Peter shows up wanting to drag Stiles back to Beacon Hills to deal with the next big shit storm and Stiles hasn't even recovered from the last one.
(Or the one where the nogitsune did more damage than they realized, and Stiles is less than okay.)
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"Freely we choose, and what we have chosen to become stands in judgment over what we may yet hope to be."
Also, Clint bakes muffins.
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01 Jul 2015
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""I don't do feelings," she says to him, because if she laughs like she wants to it will only encourage him.
"I know," Clint says. "But that doesn't mean we can't do them for you."
Tony pushes one hand of the Hulk stuffed animal, and oh god, it turns out the thing speaks. "HULK LOVE," it roars loudly, like the punctuation settling the discussion, and Natasha thinks about how much money Tony must have wasted to get the Hulk into a recording studio and then bait it into saying catchphrases."
Adorable teamfic.
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We Who Wander This Wasteland by Duck_Life
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
02 Mar 2016
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Finn is slowly learning what it is to be a person while he regains the full use of his legs.
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- Part 1 of Never Talk To Me Or My Son Ever Again
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moving through cedarsmoke by mistonthelake
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
04 Jan 2017
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The fog began to fall even when he wasn’t with Endeavor, even when he didn’t need it. In the shower, as he was falling asleep, studying—there wasn’t a time that wasn’t susceptible to this detachment. Shouto lived the first fifteen years of his life in a complete haze.
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Then he entered U.A.
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Lavellan by RaynaLissesul
Fandoms: Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age (Video Games), Dragon Age - All Media Types
16 Nov 2024
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A female mage of the Lavellan Clan. The Keeper's chosen First, sent to observe the Conclave of Divine Justinia V, called to address the rights of the mages of Southern Thedas.
A First, trained to harness her magic and raised to guide and safeguard her people. A person who, theoretically, would be a suitable fit for the task of amassing and cultivating a force to save the world.
Problem is, the woman controlling Lavellan's body isn't Lavellan.
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the stars are floating and we are flying by lunalou
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
12 Oct 2018
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Aizawa starts walking towards the exit, obviously expecting Shouto to follow him, but Shouto's feet are frozen in place. His eyes flicker from the distorted reflection of himself in the ice to where All Might is giving him a long look, eyes kinder than anything Todoroki has ever been deserving of, and he feels sick.
“Todoroki-kun,” Midoriya says gently, squeezing his arm in what Shouto presumes is meant to be a reassuring gesture. “It’s going to be okay.”
He doesn’t think Midoriya is in any place to tell him what okay is, all things considered, but he chooses to keep quiet on the matter.
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An AU where Sam was in the Cage with Lucifer for a couple of weeks before Dean and Cas could get in.
On a hunt after Sam's second time with Lucifer, he's trying to maintain. Dean is still the guy who thinks of killing things and saving people as 'Sam's new rule' and Sam recognizes that as signs of Dean not being okay.
When push comes to shove, the brothers do their best to catch each other when they fall.
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An AU where Sam was in the Cage with Lucifer for a couple of weeks before Dean and Cas could get in.
On a hunt after Sam's second time with Lucifer, he's trying to maintain. Dean is still the guy who thinks of killing things and saving people as 'Sam's new rule' and Sam recognizes that as signs of Dean not being okay.
When push comes to shove, the brothers do their best to catch each other when they fall.
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Bookmarked by ravenonawire
06 Sep 2021
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Dean comes around the car and reaches for his arm and something in Sam just can’t. He says, without meaning to, “I’d rather die than go in there!”
“How are you doing?”
“Better, I think,” Sam says.
Dean gripes his forearm fiercely, “You don’t have to be better,” he says. “Just tell me right now, is this okay?”
Sam takes a deep breath. “I don’t know,” he says.
Dean nods. “Okay. If you feel like it isn’t okay, you tell me.”
Sam nods.
“This makes me feel good,” Dean says. “Doing this with you, I feel like me, okay? I’m a little scared but I’m feeling like I got a grip and for the first time since that fucker started sending you visions, I feel like we’re, we’re together, okay?”
Sam looks at him and he can see that Dean is really Dean. That he means this.
“I’ve got you,” Dean says. “I can’t put your head back together. But I’ve got pretty big hands, too.”
Sam smiles.
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More than anything else, David wants to believe he's not sick because that means he isn't crazy. It means he can fall in love and live happily ever after. But if he surrenders to that hope and he's wrong, then there's no coming back.
The Shadow King is victorious, but the battle for David Haller’s soul has only begun. David fails to escape Division 3's intervention and is forced into therapy. With his relationships ruined, his mind split, and his past a lie, death seems like the only choice left. But Farouk is pulling the strings to keep him alive. As David's friends and family work desperately to save him, David must reclaim his past and present to avoid losing his future to the monster who destroyed him.
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Tiny Wild One-shots by orphan_account
Fandoms: The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild, The Legend of Zelda & Related Fandoms, Linked Universe - Fandom
11 May 2019
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Just posting the one-shots I wrote for tiny Wild in the LU discord on a request.
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The Collector is gone, Belos is dead. The Boiling Isles are reeling from the violent aftermath of the Emperor's onslaught. Darius has taken Hunter in as his caretaker. Hunter is reeling from the extreme trauma of losing Flapjack, Belos's attempted possession, and the massive tragedies that him and his friends have experienced.
Darius watches as Hunter crumbles and collapses under the mental strain of his trauma, and works to do everything in his power to stop Hunter from reaching the point of no return.
Spoilers for S3E3, Watching and Dreaming.
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Bookmarked by GeekTheSiren
22 Apr 2023
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it's. so sad to see my beloved hunter slipping further and further away. Just. Just tell them, please. You need help.
edit: OH GOD IT GOT WORSE
This is a really good fic. I'm guessing part of the reason the meds are fucking with him so badly is the fact he's almost certainly underweight, I know from experience how that can screw w your dosages. This is fantastically written.
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Takes Place After : S3E1, Thanks To Them
Hunter hasn't felt comfortable in his own body ever since Belos possesed him. There's only so much he can take, and so much he can hide.
Learning how to preserve and take care of yourself?
Learning to cope and make reasonable decisions?
Nah. He's better off on his own. Plus, he's a grimwalker anyway, a clone, might as well not be real.
He honestly couldn't care less about himself.
But when it becomes too much, and the memories don't fade, how well can the Golden Guard handle it?
Bookmarked by GeekTheSiren
03 May 2023
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Poor kid. He got out of that flashback so quickly, you know he's had to have done it dozens of times before. Also, great exploration into Amity's trauma as well regarding Odalia.
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[DISCONTINUED] Demystified by hayan_lycan, hayanwulf
Fandoms: Your Wings and Mine (Webcomic)
16 Jun 2023
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/diːˈmɪstɪfʌɪ/
verb: make (a difficult subject) clearer and easier to understandSpoiler Alert! Luciferen died.
And it was Shealtiel's fault. So, what did he do? Well, he cried a bit. And then he created... a Lucibot! This robot had all the memories of Luci — imported straight from his dead body — and acted just like Luci.
But is this creation really Luci in a different body, or is it just an imitation..?
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The mission resets abruptly, from objective: kill to objective: protect
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- Part 1 of Infinite Coffee and Protection Detail
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Bookmarked by ViridisNox
22 Sep 2023
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Is this the best fanfic ever? Maybe not definitively, but for me it’s definitely in the top 10. I think I’ve reread it, in full, more than a dozen times.
10 out of 10 stars. No notes.
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Ch 30: This guy and his guilt. It’s a romance for the ages.
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The new girl in school is finally getting settled in, she's making new friends, she even got praise from a teacher in the middle of a lecture. It's all going so well! Until Gina decides to teach her a very important rule about the class. Personally.
Bookmarked by SapphireSamaDreamer
18 Mar 2024
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This is perfection. Mind the tags and warnings, but if you're cool with everything stated to be included in the story then turn your brain off, dive in, and enjoy. I promise you'll have a good time. 9.8/10 and I can't recommend it enough.
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the stars are floating and we are flying by lunalou
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
12 Oct 2018
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Aizawa starts walking towards the exit, obviously expecting Shouto to follow him, but Shouto's feet are frozen in place. His eyes flicker from the distorted reflection of himself in the ice to where All Might is giving him a long look, eyes kinder than anything Todoroki has ever been deserving of, and he feels sick.
“Todoroki-kun,” Midoriya says gently, squeezing his arm in what Shouto presumes is meant to be a reassuring gesture. “It’s going to be okay.”
He doesn’t think Midoriya is in any place to tell him what okay is, all things considered, but he chooses to keep quiet on the matter.
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Seonghwa always knew that his life was going to be hard. It was as plain for him to see as his own hands in front of him, but he wanted to try to live his life looking towards the sun.
His uncle made that hard. Whenever the stress of life became too much for him, his uncle would berate Seonghwa over it, blaming it on his father for bringing his mother into their lives, on him being too much like his mother. It always came back to his mother.
Because Seonghwa’s mother was a harpy.
When he was 12, his uncle had a debt to a pirate captain from a job that went very poorly because of him.
And Seonghwa was how he settled that debt. Seonghwa, to spare his uncle.
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Seonghwa is half harpy in a world that sees nonhuman beings as other and unnatural, trapped in a life of piracy and kept against his will on board a scourge crew. But when the crew of the Horizon comes along and gives him a chance at a different life, he must find a way to settle into a life leagues apart from the one he's always known, try to fit himself into the tightly-knit fabric of the crew, while hiding the truth of himself. Can he while still finally allowing himself to be seen?Specific CW at beginning of each chapter
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Machina's Hands by Rainbow_Okapi
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series), The Legend of Vox Machina (Cartoon)
21 Jun 2022
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You tried to be there for Percy. Aspiring to become a Royal Guard for him. When the Briarwoods come, you get your chance. At the cost of everything you are.
You have always been there for Percy. An unyielding shield and steadfast sword. A mass of branches and metal in attendance to him. Through everything, you are there for him.
Percy knows this. The body at his side a never ending presence. Never one for flowery words, his acts of service speak for him. Percy never realized how much you avoided asking for help though.
AKA: what started as a 5 + 1 fic devolved into 'what happens when you throw Violet Evergarden into DnD. '
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- Part 2 of Full of Anger, Full of Grief
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Illya is not suicidal. He can't be.
English, Angst, words: 1k+, Jan 1, 2020
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28 Sep 2024
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I cannot NOT add this one!
But ngl this one is very dark. No sad ending tho!
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Stop stop stop stop was the mantra playing in Buck’s head. It was directed much more at himself than Eddie. After all, the other man was just reacting to Buck’s own movements and words, and the blonde couldn’t help that he was so good at faking it.
But despite all the years they spent pining and all the time they had spent taking it slow since getting together, Eddie’s touch felt wrong. Buck couldn't even make it past kissing before his brain shut down.
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Buck depersonalizes the first time he and Eddie try to have sex. Eddie helps him work through his feelings about it.
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What Makes You Human by weaponizedindifference
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 May 2025
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Shouto comes home after a long patrol shift, ready to eat dinner and spend a relaxing evening with his boyfriends. But when he recalls a strange quirk and stranger villain he helped capture, he has some disturbing revelations about his past that send him reeling.
(Shouto has a flashback/panic attack after recalling an incident he responded to on his patrol that day. Lots of comfort from his concerned boyfriends ensue.)
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11 May 2025
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Where Shoto has a panic attack in the shower as he thinks about the villain he fought earlier who called him a doll. Shoto throws the shampoo at the door to get Bakugou and Izuku attention who hold him and take him to bed and comfort him that's he's not a doll but very human.