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    The Murphy’s dining table has certainly seen better days.

    It’s chipped in places now, and the wood is dull and faded. There’s red wine stains and scratches, and a pale, milky spot where someone spilled nail polish remover and the varnish never quite recovered.

    But it still has potential. It’s a fixer-upper. 

    And Cynthia wants to be the one to fix it up.

    God knows there are plenty of other things in her life that she never had the opportunity to fix.

    (Or: Three times Connor goes to the dining table when his heart needs help).

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      The Murphy’s dining table has certainly seen better days.

      It’s chipped in places now, and the wood is dull and faded. There’s red wine stains and scratches, and a pale, milky spot where someone spilled nail polish remover and the varnish never quite recovered.

      But it still has potential. It’s a fixer-upper.

      And Cynthia wants to be the one to fix it up.

      God knows there are plenty of other things in her life that she never had the opportunity to fix.

      (Or: Three times Connor goes to the dining table when his heart needs help).

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    Dear Evan Hansen,

    Today you and him are actually going to try and live. Just because it wasn’t an amazing day doesn’t mean it can’t be an amazing year. Right?

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    Dear Evan Hansen but Evan and Connor were actual friends

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    Connor sighed. He already assumed all the took up his mind was Connor’s very known sister. Even if he was the one giving him a handjob.
    “C-C-Connor..” He whispered out. As if he was even hiding it from himself.
    ‘Didn’t this just get 10 times more interesting.’ Connor felt his hand go faster.
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    In which Evan Hansen hasn’t been able to get himself off in a long time so Connor Murphy decides to help him.

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    All my hope is pinned on you.
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    The blare of my alarm startles me awake. I force open my eyes, gasping awake and find myself staring at upside down posters cramming up all the space of otherwise white walls. My body is bent awkwardly against the wooden floor as I hang backwards off the bed, my legs still tangled in the sheets above me.

    My long dead heart is thumping painfully against my chest. I feel for my pulse in my wrist and and then my neck just to make sure. My fingers are cold and clammy but the skin I touch is warm and blood pulses through underneath.

    I’m in my room. I’m alive.

    “What the fuck.”
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    Connor is sent back to his first day of senior year.

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    Connor Murphy wakes up in his bed at midnight, September 3- the day he killed himself. Evan Hansen seems to be the only one that notices that this day started over. Apparently, his angel didn't want to deal with his shit so he got a second chance at life. And for some reason, child safety is on

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    Dear Connor Murphy,

    Today is gonna be a totally shit day.
    Y’know why?
    Because Zoe hates you, Miguel doesn’t actually fucking care, and there are only a few days left anyway. So it’ll be okay.
    Everything is pinned on Zoe and Miguel.

    Sincerely,
    Your Worst and Most Hateful Enemy,
    Me

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    It's been months since Evan came clean. To everyone. And things are getting better, despite the guilt and the whispering about him--things are looking up.

    And now Evan has a boyfriend.

    How the fuck do you explain that?

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    Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy. The school weirdos. At least, that's how they see themselves. What they see in each other, is entirely different.

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    Connor and Evan become friends. Pining and chaos ensues.

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    Evan Hansen has been trying to get himself together. He wants to prove to himself that he can be self sufficient and not crushingly mentally ill. He packs up and moves to New York City, prepared for a city that is every bit as cynical as he is.

    But then, there's a gorgeous guy on Evan's train. Connor, with his vintage new wave charm and his devastating smile. At first Evan dismisses it as just a fleeting infatuation, one of those public transit daydreams. He's fallen in love with plenty of strangers for a few moments before. This is nothing.

    Until, of course, it isn't. As they get to know one another, Evan becomes the sort of person who looks forward to his commute because of his subway crush. So, naturally there's a snag: Connor isn't someone with a vintage sense of style. He's literally vintage. Unstuck in time and trapped on the subway.

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    Inspired by One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston.

    Complete.

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    Many moons ago, when dragons descended from the heavens, the kingdoms of the Sun, Moon, Land, and Sea joined their powers together to erect a magical barrier that would keep them safe. The Shield Crystal was put in the center of these kingdoms and a new kingdom was carved out around it where everyone would be equal and all arguments would be left at the border.

    They named it Ellison, after the great sorcerer Elias who erected the barrier. To cement the bond between kingdoms, noble alphas and betas of the Twelve Kingdoms attend school in Ellison from the age of 18, learning magic and trying to cement future prospects. It’s the perfect place to forge new alliances and find your place, even if you’ve always been a barely in the background kind of guy.

    It’s the perfect place to learn you still matter.

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    Evan couldn't have possibly known what would happen as a result of being seated behind Connor Murphy in science class.

    How could he have know that his connection with Connor Murphy was just starting to grow after that encounter in the computer lab?

    And how could he have known how wonderful change could be?

    OR; Evan notices something about Connor that completely changes everything. Buckle up kids, this ones gonna be a wild ride.

     

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    Zoe comes home to find that her brother has snuck someone over.

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    “You were my silver lining Mig.” Connor said finally, letting the silence go on agonizingly long before each of his responses.
    “And how was I supposed to know that?” Miguel was bitter at Connor. He was guilty and angry and hurt at him for dying. For leaving voicemails he would never hear the responses to. This was weird. This was weird and strange and Miguel didn’t even believe in ghosts so why did all of this make him feel like he might be ok again?

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    Connor's never had an issue with Miguel's boyfriend before, what changed?

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    我坐在米格尔的副驾上。

    标mature是因为本文含有自杀想法和行为,主要角色死亡,不是别的。

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    The last thing Evan remembered before he died was the cold. But then he woke up—more than healthy and far from dead. The world has changed and time has passed. He never expected to wake up, and certainly not in a new century.

    Connor can’t help but be suspicious of his new bodyguard. With all he has to lose it’s hard not to be. Zoe is gone, everything rests on his shoulders. And now his new babysitter is equally the most frustrating and most attractive man he’s ever met.

    Will the two ever get along? Or will threats and secrets keep them as cold and distant as the ice once kept Evan from his own time?

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    When the truth of the Connor Project gets out, Jared decides that he’s had enough of this miserable life.

    But when he wakes up, instead of finding himself in a hospital, Jared finds himself back on the first day of senior year. Will he be able to right his wrongs and save everyone, or is it already too late?

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    "Walk a mile in my shoes." I muttered.

    "Ok." He replied. "I will if starting tomorrow the next seven days of us hanging out I can't give you at least one reason to live."

    I didn't know why I was pondering saying yes. Five minutes ago I had been ready to die, craving it even.

    "You won't change my mind." I crossed my arms.

    "At least give me the chance?" I nodded.

    ***

    Connor Murphy is sick of hearing things like it gets better and to stop faking his depression. There's no reason for him to stay. His family hates him, he has no friends, nothing to hold onto.

    Mere seconds before he takes his life he meets Evan Hansen. A boy who promises if he stays alive for the next two weeks he will give him all the reasons he should choose to live.

    Connor has nothing to lose so he agrees.

    Will Evan be able to convince Connor to stay alive? Or will Connor take his life?

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