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All I Want is to Have My Peace of Mind by Golden_cosmic_laurel
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005), The Librarians (TV 2014)
24 Sep 2025
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Sam's psychic powers are back, and Eve Baird is the only one who knows. Sam is spiraling when she forces her way onto a case with him, Dean, and Cas to keep an eye on the freaking-out younger Winchester. But the case ends up being a lot more dangerous than it would've first appeared, and reveals a lot more about Sam than Eve expected.
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standing on the edge (of something much too deep) by samsexualdeancurious
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Sep 2025
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Sam doesn't want to sleep but Dean needs him to sleep.
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Sam knew that abuse, sexual harassment, rape, etc. was never the victim’s fault.
It was hard to keep that mindset for himself though.
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Dean has NO idea what to do when the wall breaks in Sam's mind and Sam's first move--once he's conscious again--is to try and 'service' him. So he sends Sam away on the spot, and Castiel brings Sam to Hayden’s apartment (original character).
Hayden and Sam have been best friends since high school. And even though she had no idea Sam was in Hell, or soulless, she readily takes up the challenge of helping him recover. But...it won't be easy. Or fast. 120 years of training and constant visions of Hell in Hayden's apartment keep Sam convinced he's in danger. It will take all of her attention to help him recover...and more magic than she knew she had.
(Formerly 'Look Closely')
*Of note: This story simplifies the cannon. It pretends the entire storyline of God Castiel didn't happen, Castiel brought his body back, put the barrier up to keep him from remembering, then when he realized there was no soul, Death got it and put it back at Dean's request, which shatters the wall. (Also that ONLY Sam and Lucifer were in the cage.)*
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- Part 5 of The Hayden AU
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When God’s power spirals out of control at the end of everything, Jack does the unthinkable—saves them all by sending himself, Michael, and Sam backwards through time. Now trapped in the past, with no way home, Sam is stuck reliving his Stanford years with a toddler Nephilim calling him “Dad,” and a furious, powerless archangel housed in an 18-year-old body.
To survive, they pose as college students raising a kid together. But the longer Michael lives as a human, the less he wants to go back. And as Jack grows, and Sam watches Michael stumble through parenthood, grief, and slow healing, both of them begin to realize that maybe being human isn’t a punishment. Maybe it’s a second chance.
Maybe it’s love.
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- Part 1 of Supernatural Time Travel
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duct tape and safety pins: a study on sam winchester by ohhihoney
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
13 Sep 2025
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The story of Sam Winchester as a girl, daughter, sister, girlfriend and woman—from her earliest memories to the very end and beyond, through her connection and feelings about family, autonomy, faith, pain, love, guilt and girlhood.
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For the first time in the cage, Lucifer wore someone else’s face. A face he wished he could forget. A face which haunted his best dreams and his worst nightmares.
“Gabriel?”
Or Sam has a hell seizure and accidently prays to Gabriel who is very much alive and hears him.
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After a run-in with his ex, Gabriel decides to ski his emotions away at a remote mountain resort. Things go awry when he crashes his car, and even more sideways when he’s rescued by Sam Winchester, a mysterious resident of the mountain too handsome for his own good. Neither of them want to be snowed in for a whole winter together—not when they both have secrets to hide—but they have no other choice. Will they make it through the winter?
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Sam, however, spends his bad days in his room, curled up under a blanket. He’s far away in his own mind, and it’s rare that Dean can coax him out of it. Instead, he’ll settle down beside his younger brother, and make sure that he doesn’t get lost inside himself. It’s usual for Sam to mistake him for some evil or another, and it never hurts any less.
one of sams postcanon bad days
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And I am caught in time (like clockwork beneath the permafrost) by viette_tws
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
10 Sep 2025
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Sam’s views on the archangel were obviously messed up. Muddled from 180 years on his own with only Lucifer for company. But the devotion Sam talked about him with. The glint in his eye that spoke of loyalty and a sick, twisted type of love made Dean want to shake his brother angrily.
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Black Valentine [PodFic] by Podfics in the Impala (Drasna)
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
29 Aug 2025
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PodFic version of Black Valentine by Crowleysmistress
Can a chance meet-up 5 years later with Dr. Cara Roberts be a repeat of their first night? Good, lusty fun. Or could it be part of a larger scheme used by Lucifer to demonstrate that even from the depths of hell, away in the Cage, he will spoil and give gifts to Sam on special days, such as Valentine's. As Sam navigates his trauma and tries to decide for himself what he wants.
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- Part 83 of Podfics in the Impala
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He didn’t know what was going on in his younger brother's head, but given he was hiding behind his hair and looked like he was trying to sink through the floorboards, Dean could guess he wasn’t feeling all that safe.
“Sam, why are you sleeping on my floor?” He tried to keep his voice low, hoping to show Sam he wasn’t in trouble.
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A series of ficlets/snippets of the Winchester/Angel family trying their best to overcome their traumas and past abuses. All of these take place after Chapter 7 of (Arch)angel Unbound. Will be updated randomly.
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- Part 5 of Dominion-verse
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Sam Winchester is owned by the devil and, even after escaping the cage, he still finds himself on his knees, at the mercy of Lucifer.
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Dean's "Meat Man!" phase triggers an intense hallucination and nightmare for Sam which finally leads him to opening up about what happened to him in the cage.
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Dean has the Mark of Cain, and he dreams about blood. Unsurprising.
He also dreams about Sam in some unsavory ways. Also unsurprising.
But the two are starting to get mixed up in his head, and he's starting to want things that make him physically sick. Sam is determined to help somehow, in true Sam fashion, even at his own expense. He definitely has everything under control.
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He runs his hand slowly through Sam’s hair.
At first, Sam twitches at the contact, and Adam pauses, unsure if Sam will react well when Lucifer was just pulling at the same strands. Then Sam relaxes again, and Adam takes it as a signal that he’s okay to continue.
ie canon never talked about sam and adams time together in the cage when they reunited in s 15 so i will
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sam lets his brother know that gay is okay by thisisyourhouse
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Aug 2025
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What it says on the tin
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Dean hated leaving Sam alone, especially after Cas broke down his wall and left Sam to suffer with centuries of trauma from being trapped in Lucifer's cage. But still, they were low on supplies and needed to do a grocery run. Sam was in no condition to go outside and, honestly, how much can really happen in 28 minutes?
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Sam finally opens up to Dean about some of what happened to him in the cage.
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Sam is so unstable. His self-harm gets worse and Dean notices, and it comes to a head one day. Sam can't be fixed.
(This is a part two in a series.)Series
- Part 2 of weirdcest sammy sh
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another day is coming (and you won't be there to see it) by LUCILLE_deanwinchester
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Aug 2025
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Sam is gone. John is crazy. Mom is dead. Bobby, who the hells knows where that guy went. Dean Winchester is alone. Dean Winchester will die alone. but that's okay, because he can leave a difference. a bloody, body filled, difference. Because Dean Winchester is a soldier for the innocent people of the world. Even if a self-proclaimed angel of the Lord is "sent" to change that difference.
Or: Dean Winchester doesn't hunt make believe monsters, he hunts the true monsters. monsters who rape the innocent, monsters who murder, monster who reap sorrow. the rotted human beings of this world.