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Until I Feel Nothing At All by UnlawfulWings
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Sep 2025
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Be honest, you came here for the smut didn't you? Maybe you saw my comment on my other fic about writing a slutty Deku story, and you came here, hoping it was this one. I have good news and bad news. The good news, this is it. You found it. I finally started writing it. The bad news is, you're going to have to get through some dark scenes first. I apologize in advance for that. At this point, I'm not sure I know how to write anything except pain and sex. But I digress.
This is a post war BKDK fic. The events before are mostly canon. All for One is dead, One for All is gone. Izuku being okay with losing it never sat right with me. So that is where the canon stops. From here on out we get the trauma, the pain, the anger. Also the angst, we can't forget that. Our favorite emotionally stunted Pomeranian is still angry, even if the sharp edges have been broken off. Izuku has lost his confidence, his joy, his voice, and himself. You get to read as he slowly pieces himself back together, and tries to find a way to feel something other than pain and resentment. It should be a sad, entertaining ride. (I hope.)
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- Part 1 of MHA AU- One Shots
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Long night by Steeve
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Hotline Miami (Video Games)
19 Sep 2025
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Sleeping is a natural way for the body to recuperate following a long day. It helps the brain reset, the muscles relax and heal, and in general is a key component in a having a healthy life. Almost on par, if not more important, than working out, eating right, and making good decisions.
In scientific testing, rats were kept awake for as long as possible to study the effects of prolonged exhaustion of a species, and how that might affect humans. The goal was to see just how a living being reacts to the stress of such an event.
All testing rats died within 11 to 32 days.
(I edited out all of the chapters that were just updates from my time in basic, it felt disingenuous to have a word count that high when most of it wasn't story related. And before you ask, no, this story is not abandoned. I have a real life, so I don't update as much as I'd like to).
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You saved me, Izuku! by Emmymem
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
16 Sep 2025
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Izuku wants to be a hero, but he can't even save himself.
He knows he can't LIVE unless he can be a hero.
And after finally accepting that he couldn't be a hero, he thought maybe it would be better if he just took himself out of the equation.
That's exactly what he tried to do. (Emphasis on tried)
He gets put into group therapy, and gets to know people who struggle to live with their quirk just as much as he struggles to live without one.
He starts to realize that maybe he is someone worth caring about, and that you can be a hero and help people in other ways.
While Izuku is growing and changing, Katsuki tries not to. He tries to move on and push down his guilt.
But he keeps thinking back to that day on the roof.
So he starts with small gestures, to show Izuku how sorry he was.
After many many apologies, they finally become friends.
And then they start to have secret meetings, where Katsuki trains with Izuku, where they talk, really talk.
Meetings filled with way too many fleeting touches and red faces.Because tried to gave up before, Izuku realized that NOT giving up might actually work.
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If at first you don't succeed by SiriusBlackDeservedBetter
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
14 Sep 2025
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No.1 Pro-Hero Deku just wanted a peaceful patrol. Instead, he gets cornered by a new, powerful villain, and finds himself back in a horrifyingly familiar, yet totally new time, with one chance to make things right.
OR a time travel AU because I'm obsessed with the angst and potential that is accidental time Traveller Izuku, and there really isn't enough of it on this beautiful hell hole of a website :3
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My Heart Beats For You by NavioftheValley
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
07 Sep 2025
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Unable to be the hero he's always dreamed he could be, Katsuki's life begins to fall into a steady decline. At his darkest point, it's the scared cries of a cat that shows him there's heroism outside of the world he once knew.
Izuku is no better off. His life without heroism and the one he longs for most directly affect his view on the world and those he holds dear.
When they finally reunite after seven years of distance, neither were prepared for the world they had come accustomed to to completely flip onto its head.
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Jisatsu by Smellycheeseisfishy
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
27 Aug 2025
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Izuku was never a normal child. Everyone tells him that
his villain's name is Jisatsu, original meaning: Suicide. Brutal, taboo, and unforgettable. what happens when this certain taboo can dry out the life in someone's eyes and make them forget who they ever were. what happens when a man, no older than 35, meets this certain taboo, and instead of the child bringing death to his eyes, he brings life, hope and love. the type of love no one can get rid of even if they tried.
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Time in a Bottle by tomdarsh
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
18 Aug 2025
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He knew three things to be true and factual:
1. The War was over.
2. Katsuki Bakugou couldn’t breathe.
3. Izuku Midoriya was dead.
Izuku was dead, Katsuki was alive (although he didn’t deserve to be), and those were facts.
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Katsuki never realized how much he needed Izuku until he was gone. Armed with knowledge of the future, Katsuki is willing to do anything to save Izuku from himself.
formerly Unbeating Heart
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Bright. Promising. Beautiful. by 0p4l1t3
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 Aug 2025
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Izuku Midoriya died incomplete. He died without growing up. He died wishing he was someone else. He died killing someone.
But he died a hero.
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Izuku has been free from his father for three years. He’s finding salvation in vigilantism. He has his life together.
Shouta Aizawa can’t figure out the Shie Hassaikai. They’re elusive, dangerous, and mysterious. He comes across a vigilante and soon realises they can help each other figure out a decade-old case.
Neither of them realise the impact they’re going to have on each other. The dangers are impossible to see until they’ve arrived.
You cannot save that which is already dead.
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Green Ember by izuku_appreciation
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
07 Aug 2025
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The world has truly screwed Izuku over, but he does his best to overcome it. He may not be able to become an official hero. But who’s to say he can’t be a vigilante?
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A Rush of Blood to the Head by connor_1143
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Aug 2025
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Ryusei Nonaka does not think about the future.
So much so, that he applied to and attended UA high without even knowing what he was there for. If you were to ask him, though, he would say it was all for Izuku. So why does he carry on, if the one person he wanted to lift up was thriving?(this is my MHA oc's story, and he's a glorified self insert. My friends also have characters in here.)
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Surviving (Yet where’s the time for living?) by Katz_suki
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Jul 2025
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Izuku Midoriya, known to be a quirkless teenage boy, small and skinny like a tree branch of some sort, with his dark green and black mop of a hair and star-like freckles that adorn his body (accompanied by his ugly scars) in such a comforting way it looks like a blanket of stars that swallow him whole.
He isn’t near ready on whats going to change his life, for the better or for the worse, probably (and definitely) for the worst.
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Shipwreck II by 3FrogsInATrenchcoat
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Original Work
16 Jul 2025
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Part I was Shoutou drowning and Izuku trying to convince him to live.
But what about him?
What if he is drowning in mean spirits and dark matter as well?
Or, even worse, what if Izuku is helping Shoutou get up while not caring to do the same for himself?Series
- Part 2 of Shipwreck
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 893
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Hits:
- 15
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Me-yowch! by CUT3_st1ck3rzzz_and_g0r3
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
12 Jun 2025
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In which Tamakawa Sansa is one Midoriya Izuku's uncle, resulting in chaos and an Izuku with a cat mutation quirk.
Yeah, Izuku sure was a problem child sometimes.
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Better Luck Next Time by noxavis for lament_to_joy
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
27 Apr 2025
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His breathing is heavy, erratic, hitching in the back of his throat when he feels somebody press their palm against the small of his back.
“You good?” Bakugou asks, but it’s not really his Bakugou, not when his shoulders are broader, thicker, with beautiful jewels, myriads of glistening rubies strung together, decorating his neck.
The tang of steel, the sound of gulls squawking, the harsh wind nipping at his heels. Izuku gets hit by a quirk that sends him plummeting through different universes, with only one objective on his mind: getting back home in one piece.
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Side Effects May Include. by YourHonorTheyNeededToSuffer
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
16 Apr 2025
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Izuku Midoriya learns the hard way that heroism isn’t immune to burnout — or addiction.
It starts small. Sleepless nights. Pain he can’t shake. A prescription bottle with his name on it. But painkillers don’t fix what’s broken. They just make it quieter.
Until it isn’t quiet anymore.
Until his friends notice the empty stares, the missed calls, the way he’s wasting away right in front of them. Until Katsuki Bakugo decides he’s not letting Izuku destroy himself — even if it kills him to watch.
And in the end... it nearly does.
This is a story about addiction. About love. About failing so hard it nearly ends you — and about choosing to get back up anyway.
Side effects may include: withdrawal, relapse, recovery, regret, grief, rage, devotion, and two idiots too stubborn to stay down.
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outsider no more (REWRITE STARTED) by eternialneul
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Cyberpunk & Cyberpunk 2020 (Roleplaying Games), Cyberpunk 2077 (Video Game), Cyberpunk: Edgerunners (Anime)
24 Mar 2025
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A chance encounter with a mad scientist on the brink of a breakthrough and a punk rocker with ideals of bringing change to a collapsing society weighing on the shoulders of a singular profession sends Izuku Midoriya, a quirkless, hero worshipping nerd spiralling down a path of vigilantism, heroics, augmentation and maybe a little bit of psychosis all for the sake of change and achieving his dream, will change come to be? or will he snuff it before anything of true substance really happens?
(I'm currently rewriting this fic I plan on sticking to a biweekly update schedule maybe sooner sometimes)
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On Thin Ice by izukatsus
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
12 Mar 2025
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For long as Izuku could remember, he's had a one track mind on making it big as a professional hockey player.
When his childhood friend turned enemy comes flying faster than a puck back into his life, he starts to get distracted from his main goal of winning a shining trophy.
Or:
Izuku Midoriya is UA's star forward on the hockey team and Katsuki Bakugou is Ivy League bound.
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Spirit: A shot to the heart doesn’t replace the pain by DepressedGreenBean (Depressed_IzuMidoryia)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
17 Feb 2025
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Maybe in another lifetime Izuku would’ve experienced love from his parents, but found family loves you more.
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Izuku is a drunk little shit, and Eraserhead is a self pronounced parental figure
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Worse Than Useless, Better Than Nothing by hedonistic_saint
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
14 Feb 2025
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Beaten, bitter, and finally broken, Midoriya Izuku decides to run away (again) and make his own way in the world. He'll become a better hero than those fakes! Even if it's technically illegal...
He’s got a habit of biting off more than he can chew, but that’s okay as long as he’s doing some good in the world! Good thing there are a handful of people who are desperate to keep him alive.
Izuku’s got a lot to learn a lot about family, community, and what exactly makes someone 'good' or 'bad.' This world's not all black and white after all. And when most of the people in power are worse than useless, sometimes the best you can hope for is to be better than nothing.
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Falling (But Always Reaching My Hand Out to Be Saved) by snozza
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
10 Feb 2025
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From a young age it was apparent to Izuku that having a quirk isn’t all that it was cut out to be. When his own abilities poked its ugly head, he had wanted nothing more than to grow up and save people. This however was short lived, as quirkless people couldn’t possibly be a hero, now could they?
Fighting between decisions that could cost him his secret, Izuku will have to manage high school in a place where quirks were everything. Not only keeping up the facade of helpless, quirkless boy to those around him, Izuku finds that he’ll do just about anything for his mother, even at the cost of himself.
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Or the Izuku Midoriya Wingfic no one asked for!
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