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Komaeda and Hinata had gotten way closer since all of the murders happened.
Hinata thought Komaeda was a bit of a weirdo at first but now that he got to know him…
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can you be a quiet man? by basket_of_epiphanies
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
19 Oct 2021
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But something inside him snapped at Guanyin Temple-- and Lan Wangji watched it happen, saw the exact moment that Lan Xichen went from broken to shattered, when he buried his sword into Jin Guangyao’s chest, when his sworn brother stared up at him with wide eyes, blood dripping from his mouth, when he pulled himself closer and closer and closer--
When he whispered "Why don’t you die with me?", and Lan Xichen hadn’t argued.
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He disappeared without leaving. Only silence, and a house too big for one.
Now he's back, but nothing is the same. Not the world, not their love, not him.
AKA: A quiet story of memory, devotion, and the spaces in between.
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- Part 2 of GAX is Home
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“Christ,” Slade mutters under his breath, low but loud enough for Dick to hear it. “In case you’ve forgotten, Richard, I do not have a fail rate. That is because I take contracts that I know I will win. And yet here you are, trying to bat those pretty blues at me to get me to fight the fucking Batman. Who, as you’ve briefed, is likely well within a berserk state. And you want me to fight him without killing him.”
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Dick gets a call in the midst of his heat informing him that Bruce has been kidnapped and is likely compromised due to an Ivy concoction. Dick refuses to get any of his family involved, well aware how dangerous Bruce is when in a rage. Slade is unfortunately the only person Dick can think of that can go toe to toe with a feral Batman long enough for a rescue.
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“I’m sorry, but, Tommy tried to do WHAT during his exile!?” - Technoblade said calmly by Highlander_0808
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)
20 Sep 2025
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Tommy was gonna tell Techno at some point what he tried to do during his exile.
He really was!
Eventually..
But sadly, Tubbo saw that tower and fucking snitched! Well, in Tubbo’s defense he did think Tommy was like, dead and shit, but still!
Now Tommy has to deal with Techno being a shit therapist. [ Phil said he was “Being a good older brother!” ]
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Or; Tubbo mentioned that he thought Tommy pulled a Sayori in front of Techno, and Techno was NOT pleased!
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“I almost kissed LaRusso,” Johnny blurts, because he doesn’t have much of a filter usually but especially when he’s drunk.
“What?” Ali asks loudly, voice almost a screech. She whips her head around to look at Johnny, eyes wide. “Johnny, what?"
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Johnny lives through the day of the tournament over and over and over again.
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After Family Night, Carmy starts using some old coping strategies. Sydney finds out.
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- Part 1 of sydcarmy s3 au
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A small glimpse into Miyabi and Harumasa's relationship, featuring a roller coaster of emotions.
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Chapter 5: The Best Present That I've Ever Gotten (Is You)
Miyabi had never considered herself the sentimental type.
Yet here she was, spending the better part of the afternoon scouring the city, weaving through the streets of New Eridu’s bustling commercial district, wandering from shop to shop, searching for the perfect birthday gift for one infuriatingly difficult man.
Harumasa’s birthday was coming up. And while he’d already claimed that she didn’t need to get him anything, she knew better.
The man loved a good surprise.
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A compilation of one-shots to celebrate Miyabi and Harumasa's birthdays
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- Part 3 of Each other's shoulder to lean on
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you are not doomed, you are cunning. you are not lost, you are wild by notesfromtheunderworld
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
17 Aug 2025
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Jiang Wanyin dreams of war.
He dreams of Lotus Pier burning, of his people slaughtered, of his mother’s body lying cold and his father’s last, blood-choked breath. He dreams of a sect in ruin, of betrayal, of standing on the precipice of destruction and failing to stop it.
And then he wakes up.
A child again, with hands too small, a voice too raw, and a history that hasn't happened yet.
To the world, Jiang Cheng is a young sect heir blessed (or cursed) with prophetic visions. To himself, he is a survivor reliving a nightmare.
He has no grand plan. No burning desire to fix the world. He is not a hero.
All he wants is for his people to live.
And if, in the process, he accidentally makes himself the most sought-after bachelor in the cultivation world?
Well. That’s just another problem to survive.
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- Part 1 of honey in the mouth of war
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i've painted my soul in your colours by antliiae
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Apr 2025
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The word caught in Chuuya’s throat, time seeming to freeze. In the moment he let his guard down and raised his gaze, he had already braced himself for what was to come—to see the lively, deep eyes, glowing at him for a fleeting moment before turning into their lifeless, stone version of them.
But that didn’t happen.
With Dazai’s hand still on his chin, Chuuya saw something of incomparable beauty, something he would never be able to liken to anything else for the rest of his life. Milky-white irises, practically blending into the whites of his eyes, gazed at him softly, and the smile playing on Dazai’s lips seemed almost visible in his pale pupils.
“You—You’re blind,” Chuuya choked out. It probably wasn’t the most appropriate thing to say, but he couldn’t muster anything else. Dazai stood here before him, looking him straight in the eyes, alive. It was something Chuuya had never expected to experience again in his lifetime.
or, medusa! chuuya AU, where he had spent years in cursed, eternal solitude. but a fateful encounter with a blind man named dazai seems to bring colours back into his dull existence.
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HOLY SHITTTTT IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND (compliment)
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What if Chimney didn't just punch Buck? What if he was so blinded by his own rage and desperate need to find Maddie that he injures Buck far deeper than a single punch? When Eddie finds his best friend unconscious and barely breathing on his own kitchen floor, it starts a tidal wave that no one saw coming. With Buck fighting for his life, the 118 is divided on if Chimney actually did this to Buck or if Buck was just lying to get back at Chimney for taking Maddie from him. Regardless, Chmney is AWOL with a warrant out for his arrest. And he's on the run with Jee-Yun.
Eddie is doing everything he can to keep Buck alive and back on the road to recovery. And surprisingly he has some help from someone he least expected, Tommy Kinard, who has become a lifesaver to both Buck and Eddie. But when Chimney is arrested and Jee-Yun is placed in Buck's custody, can Tommy and Eddie manage to keep Buck from drowning? Or will Eddie finally lose his best friend? And will Tommy lose the man that he quickly fell in love with? And just how long will it take for Buck to realize that he was madly in love with Tommy? One thing is for certain, this new family was in for some serious turbulence.
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- Part 1 of Loving Evan Buckley
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What if instead of just one ounce Chim losses it and beats Buck half to death after Maddie leaves suffering from ppd. Eddie slowly helps buck put his life together again with the surprising help from a new face Tommy.
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While Tim doesn’t hate magic users, he sure hates chasing them.
Part of Batship Summer 2025 - BruTim Week
FuckLove or Die /”We shouldn’t be doing this”/ Crying / Age Gap /Daddy Kink- Language:
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Never mind, it's over your head by Bergen
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Sep 2024
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“So what have you been up to this weekend?”
“Family picnic,” Peter says.
“Oh, great, great fun,” Tony says and swipes away from the article about Spider-Man wrestling a giant spider on the roof of the Chrysler building.
It’s quite obvious that Tony knows he is Spider-Man, but decided not to acknowledge it; decided to keep the secret going. For what reason, Peter doesn’t know. Maybe Tony thinks he can use the information in his favor, or maybe he just doesn’t want Peter to freak out. Either way, it serves Peter just fine, because Tony tries so hard to keep up his oblivious act that he never prods too hard or looks too deep.
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with all the words i choke to say by Anonymous
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
26 Aug 2025
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Childe develops Hanahaki.
Unfortunately for him, he can't spend his last five days pining over some guy (Archon) who kicked him to the curb because he's a breadwinner and a good fucking big brother.
Or: Zhongli should not be let off as easily as he is in other fics.
(Formerly like a staring contest. Now complete.)
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HES ALIVE???
Im so confused rn
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After being hit with a truth spell Sam's forced to reveal some shattering things about himself, including that he was raped and that he loves Dean like no brother should love his sibling, he runs away. Dean manages to find him almost a year later and now his younger brother is addicted to heroin and is into self-harm. Sam can't believe that Dean feels the same about him and feels like Dean only pities him. Dean has to use a spell on Sam before Sam realizes Dean feels the same and with time and love Dean convinces Sam that they share a special bond.
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I always looked only at him. I'd stare at him, eyes wide open, his week-old stubble, his baseball cap pulled down; he'd wave his arms and clap me on the shoulder. I'd sit on his left side, I'd inhale his scent; I could hide here, huddle and freeze. No one would touch me. His touch was a touch. I looked at him, and there were screams all around. Shaking, people jumping up from their seats, shirts scuffed up, exposing flat and not enough skin I wasn't supposed to see.
I was looking at him.
All I could see was him.
And in that moment, he was to me what he was meant to be.
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- Part 1 of I shot an angel with my daddy’s riffle
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A journalist sits down with Draco Malfoy, who vanished eight years ago, for his story on why he disappeared and what happened.
Told from the perspective of Hermione, the journalist follows the story of Draco and Hermione on an expedition to look for a mythical cave and the aftermath of returning home.
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Wu Ming would and will follow His Highness anywhere. If the cities had to burn, then Wu Ming would ensure every house turned to ash. If the kingdom had to collapse, then Wu Ming would ensure it never came back. If God had to stand still, watching him, then Wu Ming would stay kneeling, and allow himself to be judged accordingly. These things were absolute—and Wu Ming didn’t mind where God went, as long as he could go with.
(or: a small interlude between a worshipper, his only god, and the temple on fire.)
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Dust and Reader get saved from their doomed timeline by Nightmare. How will they adapt to their new life with two other murderous skeletons around?
SEQUEL TO "WHISPERS OF YOUR BLOOD". I do recommend reading the "meeting tale" of Dust and Reader before this one, otherwise stuff will be confusing.
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- Part 2 of Whispers & Handcuffs
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Your love is the killing kind by cloudyvhope (theosgood)
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
19 Aug 2025
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Hoseok wasn't really fond of the idea of becoming the blood bag - or recurring donor - of the Vampire Clan that owned the city.
But in life, you don't always have a choice.
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