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only a diamond can polish a diamond by saeranismyhusband
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Sep 2025
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Dazai has always wanted to make his own music. With his father being the CEO of one of the largest record labels in Yokohama, you'd think it would be easy for him. Unfortunately, his dad is insistent on starting in a band with at least one other person.
So here he is; Searching the city for an ideal band partner.
After being just about bored to the brink of death, a certain guitarist suddenly catches the brunette's eye.A Soukoku band AU where Chuuya and Dazai slowly learn more about each other through their shared loved for making music. This is actally my first fan fiction I've ever written, so I truly hope you guys enjoy!
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With Pace And A Fury Defiant by redomega (signofthestriking), signofthestriking
Fandoms: Just Dance (Video Games)
26 Sep 2025
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The romantic escapades didn’t work out. Maybe it’s best to wait until after Night Swan has taken over the world. That seems to be the main issue.
Speaking of which, time is running out. Night Swan sets off on her biggest scheme yet: Mass possession across nine Danceverses. Even for her, it's a tall task. As her methods grow more obvious, she begins to attract attention from her opposition. Akito. Hairman's crew. Nancy and Claire. And most importantly, Wanderlust. Deity or not, he won't stay on the sidelines as Night Swan springs her trap. And thankfully, Wanderlust has more than a few connections.
All the while, Jack hopes and prays that his mother burns herself out. But as he assumes his role as Night Swan's loyal son, he begins to wonder if there's another way out.
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- Part 12 of Bard In Red
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“I'm going to show you something,” Avid's voice was barely more than a whisper, “And I need you to take me seriously.”
“Of course.” She always tried to, even if the whole vampires thing seemed ridiculous at first. It wouldn't be the mark of a good detective, or a good friend, if she didn't.
Careful fingers reached up to the bandages around his neck, bandages she hadn't seen him remove even once thus far, slowly unwrapping them.
They were stained with blood, now, was the first thing Drift noticed. Red seeping through them, oozing from…
A pair of twin holes marked Avid's neck.
(She wished the vampire thing still seemed ridiculous, wished that she couldn't believe that what she was looking at was real.)
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- Part 6 of Ace's vsmp works
- Part 1 of And If You Were a Creature of the Night
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Wendy takes a trip to the caves to retrieve Abigail.
While down there, an incident occurs, a horrible denial of humanity.
When Wendy returns to consciousness, she must embrace a terrifying truth:
There is no longer one spiderchild in The Constant.- Language:
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The streets weren’t bright- they never were, in this part of Hoshimi City. There was the occasional neon sign in the shop windows she’d cross, or flashing lights from the window of a nightclub whose queue extended around the block, but otherwise she made her way in relative peace. Her headphone wire had been cut sometime last week, so she couldn’t distract herself from the world around her like she’d normally like to- instead, she looked at her reflection in every puddle.
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An angst-heavy look at a world where Shizuku Hyodo never joined Sunny Peace, starting from her time in middle school.
(heavily reliant on her side story for a lot of this base information!!)
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It's hard to accept your future when your past continues to show up in your present. Mickey Mason is sent to Camp Green Lake by accident. They thought she was a boy and now, under the Warden's orders, she's stuck in the boys' correctional facility forced to dig holes, keep her head down, keep quiet, and face a part of her past that she would rather bury alive.
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- Part 1 of With Friends Like These
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what remains by pastelwolfie
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel Zombies (Cartoon 2025)
25 Sep 2025
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when kamala took wanda's hand, it was supposed to mean something. it was supposed to honor the lives of the people she'd lost.
when she wakes up to the world she once knew, she's overjoyed. it worked. she did it.
... but the dream is wrong. the dream is wrong and she wakes up and she's just made everything worse.
kamala always makes things worse. now, she has to live with letting everyone she'd loved along the way dying for her selfish cause as she and riri scramble to reproduce the cure that saved her though-dead friend.
the continuation to the marvel zombies show because what the FUCK was that ending and also the kamala angst needs to be studied under a microscope
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I got hit by a car and when I opened my eyes—fuck I ended up becoming Spandam, the most pathetic villain in One Piece.
I want to die...
[Spoilers for One Piece] | [Not Munchkin but Chicken] | [No ships] | [No he's not gonna eat a devil fruit] | [Comedy]
〚 Translation completed : Chapter 2 (1. How ···) 〛
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Oh, how we relish in avoidance. It's easy, to just forget discomfort and block your mind from going back into thoughts that only serve anxieties and fears rather than growth and perseverance. It's fickle, how one needs such discomfort to survive, while survival itself would be much easier without it.
So, why can't survival just happen without the frustrating need for anxiety? A psychological catch-22 that makes no sense, but somehow envelops Wolf all the same. In reality, avoidance is way easier than assertion. Who the hell wouldn't choose the former? It was the path of least resistance, the one he's always taken.
Maybe there's comfort in that, the fact that he can still run from mistakes as a fugitive. Maybe being on the run from the Cornerian government was the best way to never face his actions ever again. However, life always catches up with us, doesn't it? A life free from consequence is hardly one at all, and karmic law will always apply to anyone and everyone.
Just how long can he cheat the game of life? How fast can he keep running away, and how thin has his tenacity worn? on the icy deserts of Fichina, answers will come- whether by delusion or by personal justice
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Would It Kill You? | NON-CANON ADDITION by SprialPrince1587
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
26 Sep 2025
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Shadow has been watching helplessly as Sonic repeats all the self destructive actions that Shadow had already done. He can't bare to watch someone who gave him every possible chance to become a better person crumble into the worst version of himself.
A small non-canon fic of a LONGER fic called "What Doesn't Kill You."
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please don't go | tcf au by libbiexxx
Fandoms: 백작가의 망나니가 되었다 - 유려한 | Lout of Count's Family | Trash of the Count's Family - Yulyeohan
26 Sep 2025
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What if OG! Cale getting beaten up by Choi Han never happened. All because Choi Han saw in Cale's eyes that he wanted it to happen.
This so-called trashy noble wanted to die, plain and simple. So even in the middle of his grief, Choi Han wanted to try. He wanted to try to put light into this person's eyes.
Even that night, he almost failed. It was that moment that strengthened his resolve. He would make this man happy, no matter what.
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- Part 1 of TCF AUs
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Shadow gets sent on a year-long mission with no notice, having no time to tell his fiancé, Sonic. When Shadow returns eight months later, Sonic is gone and no one knows where he is, all they have to go off of is a cryptic message from Silver.
Accusations of Sonic abusing Shadow come out, leaving Sonic confused and drowning in guilt. Sonic is left on his own, none of his friends wanting anything to do with him. Silver comes and whisks him away a week after the accusations come out, but he doesn't know what happened during the week Sonic had been left on his own and none of them know what'll happen next.
Updates aren't consistent!
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Absolute hope, Absolute Hell by Worldeater13
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
26 Sep 2025
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It's those who won't bend that break the hardest.
Reyna finds herself back on Circe's island, about to relive the second-worst event in her life. It's all too much for her as she remembers what torture awaits her in the coming years
She can't do it again.
Fortunately for her, A passing couple happened to be just around the corner, afflicted with the same situation.
Or Percy and Anabeth bully Reyna into a loving relationship while trying to wrestle the weight of the world on their shoulders.
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The Shape of Ruin by belimah
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
26 Sep 2025
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Given your current major in Music, you tell your best friend — who shares an in campus apartment with you, — you should start a Band together.
She has a few talented college friends that can make it work.You’re unaware of how much of a shitstorm this kind of lifestyle actually is.
Or; You're the band's lyricist, designer, manager of sorts, almost a nanny for grown men, and very overworked and underslept. But hey, at least the four men in your band are very fucking hot if you ignore how unstable they are!
No sorcery AU.
CrossPosted on Tumblr as well: belimah.
Disclaimers:
— English is not my first language!
— I'm used to posting as I write, so there will be multiple chapters in just one week.
— I add the tw/cw on the chapter notes, right on the top, for your safety.
— Comments are welcome and encouraged, they do make me want to write more, just be kind with people.
— I hope you guys enjoy. ♥Multiple Chapters every week because I am insane :’)
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Trent said he’d be gentle this time. He said he’d listen, but much like he did with Kian’s birthday last week, he forgot.
Kian's boyfriend sucks, but he can't leave him either.
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if anything in the tags turns y'all off this fic, please read the notes first because they might fix it
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When the kings of Greece come to conscript Odysseus for the Trojan War, Penelope of Ithaca knows one thing: she will not lose her husband to war, and she will not let her son be used to take him. In a desperate attempt to save her family, Penelope offers herself to the war effort in Odysseus's place.
Penelope is whisked away to Troy with her army, and a devastated Odysseus is left to raise his infant son alone. Even when the war ends, their trials do not. Penelope faces gods and monsters while Odysseus struggles to rule Ithaca and protect himself and his son from the malevolent suitors seeking his hand.
Essentially, the plot of EPIC, but Penelope and Odysseus's places are switched, and the Ithaca side of the plot is quite a bit darker.
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Spencer Reid is rebuilding, but the quiet between 3 and 4 a.m. isn’t gentle. A final game with an old adversary starts a seven-day clock, while taunting letters pull Rowan toward the shadows she swore she’d outgrown.
You need to read the other parts of the series first- this one contains spoilers.
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- Part 4 of Obsidian
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Harry James Potter: The Muse of Death by SquirrelyGirlie1049
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
26 Sep 2025
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Harry did his part. He fought in the war, he lost everyone. Friends old and unexpected all died to ensure Harry did the one thing he was destined to do. Now in 2003 a world struggling to put itself back together Harry finds himself dying, again. It's fine, he does this a lot. only this time is a little different. Between the land of living and dead he follows the sound of a crying child he finds a 14 year old version of himself fighting a losing battle with Grimm. Harry doesn't hesitate. He steps in, it's the least he could do as the Muse of Death. Comforting the boy through his death, Harry has done the right thing, again. He never expected he would take the 14 year olds place in a life he has long since given up on. He doesn't think he can do this again, the war, the loss, but it looks like Death isn't giving him a choice.
READ MY TAGS!!!!!!!!!!! THIS A REALLY DARK FIC WITH A LOT OF TALK OF SUICIDE, DEATH, MURDER, AND SELF HARM!
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- Part 1 of The Muses
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it's so clear, you've been on my mind all night by hcldingroses
Fandoms: 스위트홈 | Sweet Home (TV)
26 Sep 2025
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Eun-hyeok and Hyun-su's relationship gets to blossom without the complications of monsterization and immense responsibility; what happens if they simply gave each other a chance?
(starts off sweet but this will eventually be smut. i will be adding tags as they become relevant)
this fic is brought to u by lots of alcohol and ovulation and severe hyperfixation :heart hands: :tiktok proud emoji:
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Frozen In Stark's Shadow by vixenking
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America (Anthony Mackie Movies), Winter Soldier (Comics), Iron Man (Movies), Black Panther (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Black Widow (Movie 2021), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
26 Sep 2025
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Fleur lived her life without her father who never even knew she existed, Howard Stark. Fury brought her into S.H.I.E.L.D. in hopes that she shared the same intellectual qualities as a Stark, but it would prove that she shared more of the attitude of a Stark rather than smarts..
During a mission gone wrong, Fleur meets the Winter Soldier, set on killing Steve, Natasha and Sam. Although it proves to be life-threatening, Fleur doesn't seem to be too worried in the face of danger, especially when the danger has charming blue eyes staring back at her