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    Before he can stop himself, he picks up the phone. Every ring seems to last for eternity. Please, he thinks, be there, pick up, don’t be dead, don’t be gone…

    “Viktor?”

    His heart jumps. Silco’s voice is muffled, sleep-thick, but oh so achingly familiar. He had not realised until now just how much he missed it.

    “You do realise it is 2 o’clock in the morning?”

    He tries to speak but no words come out. The guilt, perhaps, has stolen them.

    “Has something happened?”

    “Papa,” he finally whispers. “Papa. Papa.” And then all of a sudden he is bawling his eyes out, horrible, heaving gasps and sobs torn from his throat, wracking his thin frame, and distantly he is embarrassed, but he cannot seem to make himself stop.

    Worn down by the crushing weight of (not actually) unrequited love, workplace disputes, past trauma, and the existential dread that comes with being an overachiever in your twenties, Viktor finally breaks. Papa Silco comes to pick up the pieces.

    Returning to his childhood home in Zaun for a long-overdue rest, Viktor must reckon with his past, his future, and the terrifying prospect of allowing himself to be loved and cared for.

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    ownership: the act, state, or right of possessing something

    Jayce surges up and silences Viktor's rambling with a deep, bruising kiss. All tongue and teeth, cruel and dominating. The way he bears his weight down on Viktor pushes him even lower on the bottle – it's blocked from inching any further by the awkward angle of Viktor’s pelvis, but it's penetrated deep enough that the pressure is viscerally uncomfortable. By the time he pulls back Viktor’s a whimpering mess, already forgetting why he opened his mouth in the first place. He had… he had a point to make. About something. About… consent. Didn't he just tell Jayce not to touch him? 

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    Viktor and Jayce were soulmates, attached at the hip: partners in everything. That is until a personal betrayal, and Viktor walks away, back to Zaun, leaving Jayce heartbroken.
    Years later, Jayce is in hospital, following a nearly fatal accident, Viktor is back to take care of him, and ready to explain what it was that went wrong.
    Together again, Jayce feels something he hasn't felt in a long time. But have things really changed enough to be different this time around?

    Basically: Hurt/comfort with ex husbands to friends to lovers to husbands again.

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    04 Aug 2025

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    When Viktor’s residency application is quietly stalled by international politics, Jayce offers a solution: marriage. Just until things settle down. Just to keep him safe. And Jayce, more than anyone, knows how easy it is to pretend when you don’t really have to.

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    Jayce and Viktor are thrust into a world that isn’t their own. In this new universe, memories feel like ghosts, and second chances come with strings attached.

    But love, like pain, isn’t bound by time or space—and sometimes, the hardest part is learning to stay.

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