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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Dean wants to have sex with Cas but can't quite get his head around it.


    Dean nods, brushing a hand along her shoulder. Turning her more completely towards Cas, oblivious at the bar. He's finally gotten the server's attention and he's explaining the order, four fingers raised and his thumb tucked against his palm.

    "I just want him to…" Dean pretends to struggle for the words. "Get to experience all the fun the world has before… y'know? Get to feel the— get to feel desired, I guess. Like someone wants him."

    "I'm sure he does, you seem like a great friend," she tells him. Dean smiles, sharp.

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    15 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.

    What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?

    (It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)

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    14 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    "Dean," Cas warns. His fingers are urging Dean to rock, dragging him closer to the main event. They're both breathing with effort, both trembling with primal need. The Angel lifts his chin, sucking in a breath as he arches up to meet Dean.

    "Cas," Dean hisses. Sweat is already dripping down the back of his neck, his skin pearling like dew. Under him, Cas is a fucking furnace.

    Jeez, it's not going to last very long.

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    13 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    Two times Cas puts on John's old jacket.

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    06 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    The end of the world came and went. Again.
    Now Dean makes coffee in the bunker kitchen like it’s normal. Sam hogs the war table. Cas wanders in for no real reason at all. They’ve survived monsters, angels, death itself, but not whatever this is.
    It’s quiet, for once. Too quiet. And Dean's starting to wonder what he’s supposed to do now that there's time to want things he was never allowed to want before.
    One rare quiet morning, Dean opens his mouth and what slips out isn’t what he meant to say, but it still gets him everything he didn’t know he was ready for.

    (Just a morning. Just a kiss. Just the moment everything starts to shift.)

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    27 Sep 2025