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“Do you have trouble sleeping, hyung?” he asked, worry seeping into his tone.
Chan startled, shocked to see he had forgotten all about the bottle of sleeping pills sitting right in the middle of his living room. “Ah— yeah, sometimes,” he replied, handing one of the mugs to the younger man who accepted it gratefully, wrapping his fingers around the ceramic to warm them up after having been outside all afternoon.
“Be careful with those, hyung,” he said, taking a sip of his hot chocolate. “I heard it’s really easy to overdose with them.”
Guilt welled in his stomach, settling like a rock. “I will, Jisung-ah,” he lied. “Hyung promises.”
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Chan is ready to end it all when he— quite literally— bumps into a frantic Jisung who gives him a reason to stick around a bit longer. Before he knows it, Chan has a whole group of people he would die for instead of in spite of.
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02 Sep 2025
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comfort me now (i'm still on my way) by starlostinthedark for justalittlebraver
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
23 Oct 2022
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Chris places both hands on Chan’s shoulders. “You don’t have to do this alone,” he pleads. “You aren’t alone.” The older man sighs, and Chan hears him muttering about the future. But then he looks up, gaze determined. “Listen,” he says firmly, fingers digging into Chan’s skin, “you are going to change their lives.”
“Okay,” Chan says dumbly.
“I mean it. But more importantly, they are going to change yours. And I—I know how absolutely fucking impossible that feels for you. For us. And I know it’s not something that you’ll let happen overnight or anything because we’re—” He laughs, quiet but harsh. “We’re not like that. Not right now, at least. But you have to let them, okay?”
It’s so strange, Chan thinks, sitting here with the knowledge of who he is, while staring—quite literally—at the person that he will be, one day. He’s trying to reconcile the differences between himself and Chris, because it seems like such a large leap. Maybe even an impossible one.
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Bang Chan, nineteen, has never felt more hopeless—until the night his twenty-five year-old self appears in his bedroom, hinting at a future Chan never thought possible.- Language:
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31 Aug 2025
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Bang Chan is the only human in a group of hybrids. He adores his bandmates and would do everything for them, especially protecting them from entitled racist assholes. But Chan is also hiding a secret from the rest of Stray Kids. How long will it take for them to sniff it out?
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7 snippets of Hybrid!Stray Kids with their human + 1 surprise ending that no one was expecting
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26 Aug 2025
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Chan's Guide to Avoiding Garlic (Unsuccessfully) by BBQkitten
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
14 Mar 2022
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“This is your home too,” Minho argued, moving to sit down on the side of Chan that wasn’t occupied by Felix. “You should feel comfortable here. Besides, humans don’t smell nearly as bad as some people make them out to be.”
Felix grinned, his cheek rubbing against Chan’s shoulder as he nodded his head. “And we can always scent you to mix your scent up— make you smell more like pack.”
Minho nodded in agreement. "Just because you’re human doesn’t mean you can’t be pack.”
And that was the crux of the problem, wasn’t it?
Chan wasn’t human.
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Chan is a vampire but that's a secret he's willing to take to his grave. Too bad his new dormmates aren't so easily fooled and will stop at nothing to make sure that Chan is taking care of himself. Even if they have to do it themselves.
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"Jeongin was unsure, but Chan's tortured gaze convinced him that he was right. It was his parents or him. He had made his choice."
Jeongin is aware that his parents are not the best in the world but beaten by them, he doesn't dare rise up and leave the hell that is his daily life. One day, two of his friends learn about what he goes through and offer him to run away with them. He accepts and discovers what is a family where deprivation and violence don't exist and what is being truly loved.
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14 Aug 2025