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fall back together (monsters turned out to be just trees) by lavenderdino
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05 Jun 2019
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Soon enough, something that is surprisingly not Beyoncé is blaring out of the car’s speakers, and Parson is trying to see how loud he can turn the music up without pissing off Jack, who appears to be attempting to read a history book in the middle seat.
Connor doesn’t understand these people most of the time, but he loves them. Reluctantly, but still.
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Whiskey, Chad L, Jack, Bitty, Kent and Tater go on a weekend road trip/camping getaway together. Some unlikely friendships ensue, some emotions are discussed, and some relationships are finally worked out.
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all I need is home (my feet will always land) by lavenderdino
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30 May 2019
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“Alright, Poindexter?” Nursey asks, a soft smile on his face, bright sunlight behind him, lighting up his hair like a misshapen halo.
“Alright, Nurse,” Dex replies, and if Nursey doesn’t drop his hand once he stands up, Dex isn’t really one to complain.
He didn’t know he could have this, but now doesn’t know how to live without it.
OR: 5 times Nursey found Dex and 1 time Dex found Nursey
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like the walls are caving in (keep telling me that it gets better) by lavenderdino
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24 Feb 2019
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Kent’s sick of feeling like this. Fucking sick of it.
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They’re sitting on Kent’s couch, each nursing a mug of hot chocolate that went cold about 10 minutes ago, when Jeff asks, hesitation in every inch of his body language, “Is this about… Zimmermann?”
Kent breathes in. Breathes out. Nods gently.
“Isn’t everything?” Kent asks. “But it’s, uh, it’s – not his fault. Like, all of the – the shit in my head – it comes back to him? But most of it isn’t his fault.”
Or: Kent gets better.
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come home to my heart (play in the dark) by lavenderdino
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23 Oct 2018
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Being in love with William Poindexter was only going to tear him apart, like lightning trying to tear the sky in two.
But there’s beauty in a storm, depending on where you sit, so it seems only fair for there to be some kind of temperamental beauty in his anguish.
Or: Summer brings thunderstorms to New York, and Nursey has a hole in his chest that he likes to pretend Dex put there.
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It's Hard To Be Brave When You're Alone In The Dark by lavenderdino
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
29 Dec 2017
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As he sat up, slowly, Evan’s brain came back online, and he was reminded that the dream wasn’t too far from reality.
Not that - Connor would be fine. He is fine.
But, Evan thought, Connor had tried before to -
And no, Evan wasn’t going to go there. There was an easier thing to do.
(Based off the prompt 'I had a nightmare about you and just want to make sure you're okay')
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Would Minho have sex with him? Would he want to? The thought turns Jisung’s stomach. He doesn’t want Minho to get the wrong idea about why he comes here, why he’s meeting up with him.
“I’m straight,” he blurts, without prompting, heartbeat heavy in his fingers, his cheeks, behind his eyes.
Minho twists around so that the chains of his swing are crossed, staring Jisung dead on with his eyebrows raised. “Um. Okay? I’m not trying to sleep with you.”
Shame burns deep in Jisung’s insides, through the cavity of his chest, between his bones. “I–I know,” he stutters. “I’m–” swallowing back bile, something sharp. “Sorry, I don’t know why I said that.”
(OR: Han Jisung, Lee Minho, & Mutually Assured Destruction)
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25 Aug 2025
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everything in this is so perfect. every character and their journey. the addition of seungmin and the way he helps jisung, the way hyunjin changes and grows, the way chan and changbin build jisung up and sometimes break him down a little but mostly when he needs it. and the general feeling over the whole thing of navigating feeling like the world revolves around you because of how big your problems are and eventually having to accept that the people in your life can both love and support you while also having their own lives and that doesn't mean you can't get help or get better. ugh beautiful
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Every time Soobin has his eyes on him, Yeonjun feels like he’s made out of a thin, opalescent glass. Completely fucking transparent. The waves crash behind them, in and out, whoops and hollers of rowdy youth, the heat radiating off the fire, suffocating. Soobin’s eyes look right through him.
He can feel his heartbeat, strong and fast against his ribcage.
Another lollipop.
A moment of silence, and then, “What flavor?”
He watches the flames lick up the logs in the pit, slowly eating away at their casing.
“Strawberry.”
(OR: Yeonjun is forced back into his hometown after being kicked out of university and a brief stint in rehab only to find that the boy he used to bully in high school grew up into everything he's ever needed)
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Bookmarked by lavenderdino
26 Aug 2025
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man i cried so much i don't even know what to write about. i became so so so attached to baby shota and i was so fucking worried jun was going to miss his recital, holy shit. there is just so much being said here about recovery and pain and the feeling of not being able to forgive yourself for past mistakes and having to accept that you can't undo the past but you can move on. and that things don't have to be perfectly resolved for you to move on. and on and on and on omg i have so many big feelings im just like yeonjun i love you ao3 user mrehk
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“I dreamt that... that Kwon Soonyoung came to the guesthouse. Like, the Kwon Soonyoung. And he—” He yawns, eyes cracking open lazily. “— and he was all, ‘Hey, I’m gonna be your coach now,’ and I was like, haha, sure, because that's obviously insane, right?”
He turns his head blearily toward the voices— and freezes.
Because Kwon Soonyoung is sitting cross-legged on the floor right next to him. Grinning like a cat who found a particularly stupid bird.
He leans in, bright-eyed and unbearably real, and says, “Hi, Lee Chan. I’ve decided I’m your coach now. Congratulations.”
OR: A Yuri on Ice!!! retelling.
Bookmarked by lavenderdino
25 Aug 2025
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He has a voicemail on his phone. One Felix left the morning Seungmin saw him last. And sometimes, when he’s really fucked up, he listens to it— just to remember that he can feel something.
Has it memorized, too.
Why did you leave? I guess maybe Sooyoung needed something. But, I just wanted to say, I was hoping you’d be here this morning... I— uh— don’t know if this is a conversation for the phone. Or the voicemail, rather. But— can you come over today? Ah, shit, I’m running out of time—
(OR: Seungmin comes home for the summer between university and law school, and he's forced to cope with everything he left behind.)
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“Right, so— it’s not exactly homework that I need help with,” Jaehyun says, rubbing the back of his neck. “It’s more of a… special interest project.”
“Aw, what the hell, man,” Dongmin groans. He’s really not in the business of fucking around with liars. It’s a waste of time.
“No! I promise, I had reason to be secretive about it,” Jaehyun’s eyes go so wide they could pop out. He holds up his hands in front of him, scooching all the way to the edge of the bed. “Listen,” he says, licking over his bottom lip. “This is going to sound crazy— but—” A long pause. A stage whisper, “I’m Spider-Man.”
Dongmin stares blankly. “Sorry?”
Bookmarked by lavenderdino
22 Aug 2025
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this was genuinely everything to me i have no words TT the characterisation is perfect the random cameos are brilliant jaehyun spidey is just so peak i will never recover