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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    It’s all so......mundane. It feels normal. It feels like it should be like this, like they’ve earned this little scottish getaway for everything they’ve been through over the past two years. It’s easy enough to subtract out the fact that they’d barely escaped with their lives from the physical embodiment of cosmic isolation, and the fact that they were probably wanted men, and the fact that they’d barely said three words to each other the whole way up here. It’s been so painfully quiet. It’s not that they have nothing to say to each other; it’s just that there’s too much, and Jon has no idea when and how to even bring it up.

    It's just Jon, Martin, and everything that they can't talk about.

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    06 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    After the events of the Panopticon, Martin and Jon hoped to end up Somewhere Else.

    Luckily, becoming the Pupil of the Eye in Jonahs place gave Jon more power than he'd expected, and what is time but another thread of tape to pull and wrest into control?

    After all, he always used to be told to be kind, and rewind.

    OR

    Yet Another Time Travel Fix-it

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    31 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Martin had long since accepted that he would never be anyone’s first choice. That was just how it was. The fact that John cared enough about him to do all of that, to save him and want him here at his side; it was more than he ever could have hoped. So what if he didn’t love him back? So what if John would never feel the same way for him as Martin did for John? He was used to pining, he was never meant to have anything requited. He’d perfected romanticizing a life of longing for a reason.
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    Aka mutual pining becomes a love confession becomes a discussion on asexuality and touch and PTSD

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    26 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    After escaping the Lonely, Jon and Martin briefly stop at their flats to gather what little supplies they intend to take with them to Daisy's safehouse.

    As he's gathering his things, Martin finds his phone, abandoned months ago in his flat.
    Charged, with the screen blinking to life, it begins to chime with notifications:
    73 missed voicemails from 'Jon :)'

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    26 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    Jon had not stopped touching Martin since pulling him out of the Lonely, and Martin wasn't sure how he felt about that.

    He had gone into the Lonely for Martin. But could he kiss him? Maybe then, Martin could believe.

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    24 Aug 2025

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