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Childe isn't new to partings; in fact, if there was a person who is most familiar with them, it's him. He lost his innocence when he fell down the Abyss at the age of fourteen. He was shunned by the people who adored him after he returned, and was separated from his family when he was recruited by the Fatui to join their ranks. He bid goodbyes to his comrades who have fallen in the pursuit of their shared ideals and said farewell to his siblings as he embarked on a mission in the Land of Contracts.
So why then, does parting with a god hurt this much?
or alternatively; Childe picks up the pieces after the revelation, and realizes how he and Zhongli are a formula for misery and suffering.
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and the glaze lilies were in bloom again by sasakiarisu
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
29 Jun 2021
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For Morax, human emotions are difficult to comprehend. It perplexed him, and he could not fully understand how one can harbor such intense feelings towards another.
It was Guizhong who opened his eyes to understanding that.
For Zhongli, they are still difficult to completely grasp. Human emotions still often left him disconcerted, but time passes by, and perhaps he could say that he could understand them a little better than before.
And maybe it was the work of a certain little Harbinger that allowed him to experience these feelings that used to confuse him once more.
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Just right before Nocturnality premieres, Azuma is haunted by dreams about his past once more.
But maybe things will be different from before.
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tangled with another's eyes (never mind you were never mine) by sasakiarisu
Fandoms: A3! (Video Game)
03 Jan 2021
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on the night when they celebrate tsumugi's engagement, tasuku and tsumugi have a little talk.
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He remembers the times they went for road trips like this, too, spent the night with each other, practicing and acting. He remembers riding with Tasuku to do street acts when they were short on cash, and all those memories only made the present painful. A tear slips out from the corner of his eye but he shakes his head a little to get rid of it. He can't cry in front of him. He shouldn’t cry in front of him.
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The sky is blue and the sun is shining, so my tears are even more noticeable by namjinity (sasakiarisu)
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 Aug 2019
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my one desire by chosrilpussytalker
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
03 Jan 2025
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“Of course,” Mu Qing rolls his eyes. “Tell me, wise General. If I needed to dispose of this definitely real curse, how must I approach it?”
“Isn’t it obvious? Once that cherry has popped, the curse disappears! That’s the only way to get rid of it,” Pei Ming gives him a lecherous look. “And don’t worry, General Xuan Zhen, I know you have many options to choose from, so there’s no need to fret.”
Mu Qing scoffs, “Ridiculous.”
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Or: Mu Qing gets cursed on his birthday. Whenever he touches someone, he can read the minds of others. Surely there's got to be a cure to fix him that definitely doesn't involve losing your virginity, right?
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18 Jan 2025
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low-key wanna date you when you fuck me by skadii
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
14 Sep 2022
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There's a guy on the couch with his arm around Mu Qing's shoulders.
"How do you pick these guys?" Feng Xin says. "Do you really just go for the biggest dick you can find, personality doesn’t factor in at all?”
“By those criteria you would be at the top of my list,” Mu Qing snarls.
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14 Oct 2024
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stranger than fiction by absolutefuckery
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
07 Jul 2025
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“Who the fuck is THIS!” Feng Xin yells when he finally finds his voice, pointing at the nondescript man kissing Ink Mu Qing’s neck.
“Who do you think?” Mu Qing grabs an ornamental paperweight off the desk and throws it at him. “Can’t you read? It’s supposed to be you!”
The paperweight hits Feng Xin square in the chest. He doesn’t flinch, or even seem to feel it at all, because he’s looking at the drawing again.
“It doesn’t even look like me!” He shouts, like this is the problem.
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There's a new art movement popping up in the South, depicting Xuan Zhen and Nan Yang as a couple. Mu Qing is NOT handling it well.
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14 Oct 2024
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lost so much braincells while laughing so hard fengqing is really THAT DUMB 😭
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love me even when it's terrible by Anonymous
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
09 Apr 2022
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“I’ve had a whole lot of experience of you being a fucking annoyance. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't have stuck around for this long. Lucky for you," he leans back, bops Mu Qing's nose, and revels in the way his eyes go cross-eyed, "I've loved you for so long I don't know how else to feel."
In which Mu Qing is Feng Xin's favorite.
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06 Oct 2024
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thrift store sweater with the holes by luminvies
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
28 Mar 2022
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He never thought he would discuss the man of his dreams with the man of his dreams; it's all very surreal. Sue him for being nervous. "Hm. I guess—I guess I like my men, um, handsome. Dark hair. Devoted—" He thinks of Feng Xin by Xie Lian's side for years, defending him hotly from people who laughed at him openly and spat out jealous, vile allegations— "Loyal to a fault. Deeply protective of those he loves and indifferent to those he doesn't." Jian Lan. Cuo Cuo. Xie Lian. The words come stumbling out of his mouth. "Loves like he doesn't know anything else. Doesn't feel anything else. The kind of man, who if you had the honor to be loved by him, would do it as effortlessly as breathing."
Feng Xin pointedly stares at him, and for once, Mu Qing can't tell what emotion is on his face. "It sounds like you already have someone in mind.”
Or Mu Qing and Feng Xin get stuck in a pit. A few truths come out.
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06 Oct 2024