alexander (shwishu)



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    jujutsu kaisen au - 1997, Brooklyn, New York.
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    incest, cycles of abuse, drugs, sex, violence, and all the philosophy that comes trapped with it.
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    read order for maximum enjoyment (do not get fooled by narrative timelines):
    I. the albatross
    II. the raven

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    There's a serial killer loose on the streets of Detroit, endangering the lives of humans and androids alike. With time already running out, Connor needs all his focus on the case, but unspoken words between him and his partner are making that infuriatingly difficult.

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    24 Mar 2025

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    “That is a demand.” His words are well-honed, like the sharp edge of a razor. But they are not unkind. His thumb is warm against the back of Zhongli’s hand, which now lacks his usual glove. “On your knees,” he requests politely.

    They have done many things together, shared many new and pleasurable moments, but never something like this. Zhongli has submitted to Childe (Ajax, Ajax, Ajax) in a multitude of ways, but never has he prostrated himself so. He goes to his knees. Settles between those thighs, palms resting against the top of Childe’s rough trousers hesitantly.

    There is nothing… sexual about this. Sensual, yes. Vulnerable, absolutely. Zhongli tenses as Childe lifts a hand. Softens when those fingers card through his hair gently. “Relax,” says Childe. “I just want you to rest, and I know that you won’t if I don’t make you.”

    In the aftermath of Zhongli revealing that he is Morax, he goes into an unexpected heat. Lonely and bereft, he goes to the last person who'd want to see him--Childe.

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    26 Jan 2025

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    “Hey, I'm going to make you feel better now, Sukuna.” Yuji says, pausing. When he speaks again his voice is smooth with a forced gentleness. A gentle chiding.

    “You really shouldn't have mixed drugs and sake together… Can you sit up for me?”

    “No, leave me to fucking die. Wanted you to find my body. Cry over it. I don't care anymore.”

    Oh, this again. Yuji thinks snidely. Sukuna’s attempts always go like this. He had been wondering if this was just Sukuna’s normal reckless passive suicidality or a ploy to get back at Yuji for their argument.

    For even making an attempt to change Sukuna by loving and living with him. Accepting him no matter how he destroys Yuji’s garden.

    Yuji shows Sukuna how alike they really are.

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    17 Jan 2025

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    Fucking Kaiser can't kill him. Pav won't let him. He won't rest until that blond, effeminate son of a bitch is six feet under. After a few hours of moping and healing, Pav gets about to picking himself up and getting back to it.

    He takes the kid with him, though. He's fun.

     

    or: a love story told in five acts

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    28 Dec 2024

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    for read later

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    While most civilians seek shelter in the looming capital of Bohemia, army men prefer to spend the night in the wild depths of the nearby forest. Warmed up by the flame of a campfire, with a deck of cards at hand, it's easier to turn a blind eye to the crimes of the past- if only for a fleeting moment.

    "No scars would restrict the movement of his hand, no mesh of burned skin would spread across his body like a slash of imperfection on top of something perfectly good.
    If the war never happened, everyone’s fate would change for the better, except for his own."

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    27 Dec 2024

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