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    Jeremy accidentally texts Jean instead of Kevin. Little does he know he's essentially thrown a life preserver to a drowning, freshly-abandoned Jean Moreau in the Nest.

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    09 Jun 2024

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    14 May 2024

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    22 Oct 2023

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    Slowly through time and a breakup, Alan falls for his next door neighbor.
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    He’s sweet and smiles every time they pass each other on the stairs and he’s never once judged him for the multiple times he’s found Alan drunk in the hallway locked out in front of his door. He’s kind, and Alan thinks he needs a little kind after Wen.
    He’d love to ask him on a date sometime, the only problem is, he’s in a relationship. Alan knows this because the walls are thin and every evening Alan hears his voice, “Honey, I’m home!” And it sounds like disappointment. None of this would be a problem, if Alan could remember that if he forgets his keys there’s no one at home to let in.

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    29 Sep 2023

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    How could he begin to tell his best and only friend that he misses him even when they’re together? That even with Suho right in front of him, he feels a hole in his middle—somewhere in his chest, maybe on the top of his stomach—like a pulsing, living thing. Like hunger.

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    05 Jul 2023