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Regulus Black has two obsessions.
1) Hating his older brother’s best friend, James potter. Has Regulus met the man before now? No. But he has deemed James Potter his mortal enemy since he was ten years old.
2) A certain voice actor by the pseudonym Jay, who makes “spicy” audios.
Regulus has always known the universe to have a sick sense of humor but he didn’t know it was this cruel. He’d recognize that voice anywhere. To Regulus’s shock and abject horror, James Potter is Jay, there’s no doubt about it.
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No one, it turns out, really knows one another.
(OR: all it takes is a summer-long holiday in Italy, James Potter's teetering mental stability, a secret relationship, friends with benefits, Marlene’s secret, and enough stupidity and insecurity to go around for everything to come crashing down around them.)
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typically, spamton is the one who has the nightmares. he finds tonight's role reversal to be equally difficult.
how does one make peace with their own past?
title from 'pretty girls make graves' by the smiths
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- Part 3 of spamtenna smiths-verse
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home is where your teeth sink, love by borzbois
Fandoms: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018)
17 Nov 2021
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sanctify your bedsheets with the sweat along your hips
cause everybody knows that teeth are where your heart was, love
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Catra is frozen in place, feet planted firmly on the ground despite the fact that all she wants to do is run, run, run. Her heart is practically convulsing inside of her chest, squeezing and twisting in painful contortions. Everything in her wants to believe it's not real, that literally anyone else was standing in front of her belting out a buzzy alto bridge—but there's no denying this.This is Adora. This is her Adora.
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my little ptsd heart is screaming
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Tenna's decades old obsession with his former business partner comes back full swing upon meeting Spamton again. They try to deal with the aftermath.
(an alternate take on the foam scene)
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Part machine, part bug, all TV-riffic talent. Such were the three ingredients that made Mr. Ant Tenna the marvelous piece of work that he was.
Granted, he tended to keep the bug part of that equation on the down-low. Bugs were a niche interest. Most viewers got a bit squicked out and put off when the host sprouted a second pair of arms, or when his smile housed a pair of twitchy mandibles. He could get away with his antennas, his namesakes, because they were part of the brand, but there were times where even that was pushing it.
He had Kris, as was the case with many facets of his being, to thank for his insectoid traits. The kid was a fan of creepy crawlies. But when it came down to it, the ratings didn’t lie. So he kept those bits of him tucked away.
It was fine, really.
No skin off this cathode’s chassis.
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Jisung was never supposed to get that close, but now he’s Minho’s assistant, and Minho is even more perfect up close.
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Getting into Gryffindor was a choice. Befriending Ronald Weasley was a choice. Saving Draco Malfoy was a choice.
Getting revenge on the bastard who destroyed everything he once held dear wasn't a choice. It was a necessity.
A goal.
A promise. And Harry will die before he breaks it.
TAGS HAVE SPOILERS, READ CAREFULLY.
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In the digital prison of the Circus, survival is a performance—and no one wears their mask tighter than Jax. Snide, cruel, and always ready with a cutting remark, he keeps everyone at arm’s length. That way, no one can see the chaos clawing at him from the inside.
But when an ill-fated trial cracks his defenses wide open, Jax finds himself exposed in ways he never wanted. To his horror, Pomni—the newest member of the Circus—sees more than she should. Instead of turning away, she stays. Patient. Steady. Too kind for someone like him.
What begins as reluctant companionship spirals into something far riskier: trust, vulnerability, maybe even something like love. Yet every step closer threatens to unravel the walls Jax has spent so long building. And in a world where losing control means abstracting—becoming a monster—Jax has to decide whether letting himself be seen is worth the danger.
A story of masks and cracks, cruelty and compassion, Don’t Leave Me Here is a slow-burn tale of survival, self-destruction, and the terrifying possibility of being cared for anyway.
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Killer Queens by starsarestories
Fandoms: Marauders fandom, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Sep 2025
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Regulus and Sirius are the new kids in school. James is curious and Remus couldn't care less.
I wasn't planning on sharing this fic yet (or maybe ever) but I'm bored so I'm doing this. This fic is relatively dark - it handles a lot of heavy topics. Just know I'm not writing this lightly and understand the severity of everything that is comes up. Some of it I've been through myself and some of it I would just like to represent. I'm going to put the main warnings for the fic here now, but they will also be mentioned at the beginning of every chapter. If you don't want spoilers, skip past the warnings, but take care of yourselves because these topics are very very heavy.
WARNINGS: self harm, suicide attempts (past and present), grooming, drug abuse and rehab, child abuse/neglect, unhealthy relationships, manipulation, alcohol misuse, PTSD hinted at. (I might add more here later on.)
Title meaning: 'Killer Queen' can mean a person who is of high status in society but acts out or acts provocatively.
CH1 WARNINGS: underage smoking, drug misuse, dark humour, brief mention of parent death (past), mention of someone getting groped (past) - let me know if I forgot anything
Serena, this is for you
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"Dada!" Baby Danny says with a cute point in his direction. Jason feels like he might faint.
In a complete change of unexpected fate, Jason Todd acquires a child who unbeknownst to him, happens to be the former and all-powerful Ghost King. Meanwhile, Danny, grappling with the loss of his previous life, strives not to succumb to despair, determined to find happiness in the awkward, half-dead man he calls father.
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- Part 2 of The Gardens of Wayne Manor
- Part 1 of Papa Jason Supremacy
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It’s 201X, Spamton has been the top dog, a real big shot, all thanks to his partnership with one Mr Ant Tenna. But when the phone calls, prophecies are revealed. Stages are torn down, and Spamton has to confront his feelings towards his co-star. However, with anxieties surrounding his deal, his freedom, Spamton finds himself struggling to ensure Tenna's survival and his own sanity.
Tenna, on the other hand, knows his days as a star are numbered. Has taken extreme measures to cement his legacy, and he knows Spamton has a secret, the secret to being a big shot. He just need to get it out of him.-
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MURDER???? I HARDLY KNOW HER
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As Yubin led Haoxuan upstairs, the silence in the living room intensified, becoming a tangible force.
"Bun bun...my love....ouch that kinda really hurts though am I a stranger now"
Yibo's voice, a low, dangerous caress, slithered through the quiet.
"Didn't you miss me, Wei Ying? ...Oh no wait, XIAO ZHAN."
Zhan's heart pounded against his ribs, a frantic drumbeat against the suffocating silence. He stared at Yibo, his eyes wide with a terror he couldn't hide, a fear that mirrored the trapped prey facing its predator.
"Bun bun," Yibo's voice, now a low, velvety purr, sliced through the tension.
He stepped closer, his hand reaching out, fingers wrapping around Zhan's wrist with a possessive grip.
"Let's go, baby. I missed you so much. You know that, don't you?"
Zhan's breath hitched, a strangled gasp trapped in his throat. He tried to pull his hand away, but Yibo's grip tightened, a steel band around his delicate wrist.
"I...I..."
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“What do we do now?” Wanda sounds four again, hiding under her bed scared of the monster that lived in our house.
Pietro says the same thing he said back then “we go somewhere safe.”
Pietro thinks of the wrinkled-up card in his back pocket and he doesn’t have a plan. Not really.
Just an address.The sirens get louder, and closer. He grabs his sister and he runs.
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-After his sister's powers manifest Pietro finds sanctuary in an abandoned school for gifted youngsters, the warden being a drug addict and his supplier. More specifically a professor and his pet scientist.
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You Again: Lessons from a future where it gets better by pragma (CarlileLovesAnime)
Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)
22 Sep 2025
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You can’t entirely believe this is happening in front of you, like you’re ready for some stranger to come in and shout, “And scene!”
It never comes. Time moves forward unabated.
Before they can make their fateful wish at the Favor Tree, a mysterious voice pops into Siffrin’s head and says, “Don’t do it. Just tell them how you feel.” This seems like the best of both worlds — keeping his found family without subjecting himself to time loop torture. But the problems they faced before don’t just disappear, and sometimes a fella has to make their own mistakes.
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And if today, all you did was hold yourself together, I'm proud of you by LoveToWrite1988
Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Jan 2024
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He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, gathering the facts.
Firstly. The girl is from outside of Gotham and with his luck, most certainly looking for him, but that’s TBA.
Secondly. She doesn’t seem outwardly hostile or dangerous, but she has shown no signs of fear during the impromptu face-off with him, so there has to be something more to her, some sort of training or experience. She doesn’t seem like an assassin, but who knows these days?
Thirdly. She’s a girl wandering around Crime Alley alone in the dark.
Fourthly. Keep your friends close, but random girls who know your past self closer and all that.
With facts against his better judgment, Red Hood calls out after the girl, making her stop and turn under a streetlight, “Hey!” She tilts her head, encouraging him to talk. Her eyes reflect light weirdly. “Do you need a place to crash?”or
Jazz Fenton helps ghosts move on to the Other Side. Red Hood is no ghost, but he makes a good enough roommate instead.
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They were roommates. Oh my God, they were roommates. (Also, there's one bed.)
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a sequel to my fic "there is a light that never goes out"
the puppet, a horrified, disfigured witness, and the broken-down showman with no audience reunite in Castle Town after a pair of harrowing fights and a near-death experience. will the changes they've undergone be enough to bring them back together? can they ever be anything different than what they were? how will they clean up the toxic mess they've left behind?
were they ever anything, without one another?
work and chapter titles all from the smiths songs.
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screamland by thesehands
Fandom: Dreamer Trilogy - Maggie Stiefvater, Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
11 Sep 2025
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What would you do if i Abstracted tomorrow? by Maluqeu2w2
Fandoms: The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
18 Sep 2025
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Where Jax reacts slightly different to Pomni question.
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Literal poetry of how Jax thinks
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Ah good old one shot jax depression, 9/10 I almost threw up because jax is my son so that’s good but THERES NO MORE THATS THE END (sobs*)
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