You can find me on twitter over at @axedraws where rn i haven't shut up about the saw franchise for the last 4 months. come and scream with mee <3 And thank u to rook and stiles and sean and audra for reading this last night and hyping me up.
Hard to talk about my John Kramer meta in this fic, because this is a very hoffman POV (and we know he didn't communicate very openly with him lolol), so I'll do it here in these notes. I feel like functionally he's asexual, but has such an accidental addiction to bondage and discipline that he lives in this weird gray area where he doesn't really Fuck in a traditional way. Hes a sadomasochist psychopath with a god complex that loves degrading those he sees inferior, its kink without sex because I think he sees people as machines that can be easily fixed (plus the cancer treatments sure as hell dont help irt getting him hard dflgkjdlkf). Anyway. RIP john kramer you would have loved the sadomasochist kink scene. As much as i wanted to write that version of the nastiest wettest blowjob ever, actually writing john kramer in character proved more entertaining and hot. He just loves edging people on for several movies and never knowing when to finish ok.
ALSO I drew art for this fic. I'm gonna add it as chapter two here so everyone can see it :)
Anyway! Thank you for readingggg <3 PLEEEASE leave a comment if u liked it i haven't written a fanfic in almost two years and i missed this feeling so badly hehe.